Like my suicide note /b/ ?
Also how should I kill myself?
Goodbye,
To everyone who gave a shit, I'm done with life, so fucking done. I really never wanted to live anyways. I've been a self harmer since I was 11 years old and I honestly didn't expect to make it to 18. I don't care if that makes me immature or whatever point is I looked back on that thought and realized I was right for thinking that way. I was completely right, I'm too stupid to live. Might as well enforce survival of the fittest. You might have saw me as a happy and cheerful girl. To a point that was true, but other times, a lot of times for no apparent reason, I wanted nothing more than to simply stop existing. I acted like an asshole to cover this up. With all the 9/11 jokes and shit, maybe my constant douchebaggery would distract people from the scars on my skin. I've wanted to die for so long, and it seems when things are starting to get better it gets worse. I had a job, I had a boyfriend, but now my life is falling apart again and I don't want to be around to see it. Last night I almost killed myself but I convinced myself that the feelings would pass, because they usually do. But this time? Well you're reading this aren't you? I've always loathed myself and now I've finally killed my worst enemy: myself.
Austin, I loved you until I took my final breath, please forgive me but I can't live anymore, i'm too scared. Move on, you can find a better girl than me just by stepping outside. I want you to be happy </3
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>>695212902
anon, good luck, but please post tits before you go
>>695212902
Bye faggot.
Saged btw
Bump
Bumping for tits
>>695214568
Not gonna happen that's one thing im going to take to my grave
But I guess if anyone has any questions, why not I'll probably be dead at the end of the day anyways
>>695214724
killing yourself won't be a release from your problems, just nothingness.
if you could make a list of everything you want in life and pass it to a genie, what would it be?
Live stream?
>>695215323
Stability mostly
I want to be stable
I want to know that my love won't leave me
I wish that I wasn't so immature
I wish that my ex wasnt my manager's son
I wish i didnt work with my worst enemy
I wish my love was a little more sensitive
I wish i could talk about my problems without turning them into a joke
I wish my emtions and my sense of self were stable
And i wish i was competent enough to carry on
>>695215986
guess what? all of those are things you can work on. give me a min to get on pc so i can type.
>>695215986
Nah just do it. Nose dive from a height. Fast and cheap. Joining you In a few weeks time
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>>695215986
>>695216210
alright so, let's talk about these one by one. ive been through depression and suicide myself but decided to keep on fighting, i hope you'll choose the same because ive turned my life around and you can too.
firstly, your relationship. you want to know he won't leave you, and you wish that he was more sensitive.
in my experience being in a long term relationship, communication is the most important thing and without it you won't know what to work on to keep you both happy. talk to him about how you're sensitive and certain things he does upsets you, making sure to keep things calm and respectful, make sure you both understand eachother's feelings on the subject.
why do you think he might leave you?
>>695217249
I don't know I'm just so damn afraid of it, he promises he won't leave me but he barely texts me i know its because he's busy or asleep but it bothers me. He's not 18 quite yet like I am so his mom basically runs his life and I havent seen him in a month, and my mom hates his ass
>>695212902
Go back to Tumblr, attention whore.
>>695217550
well, maybe you two should talk about your relationship goals and expectations, tell him that you wish you could see eachother more and you wish he'd text back. you may love him, but your life is more important than a relationship.
>>695217841
I have, then it goes right back to the same shit
>>695215986
JUST END IT
>>695217969
maybe he just doesn't see things the same way as you, and it's time to move on. if he isn't making an effort to see you that says something.
>>695215323
>just nothingness.
it happens eventually anyways whether we want it to or not. no point in delaying it if you're living in constant misery like op probably is.
>>695218118
He said that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me
>>695218170
there's almost always potential to turn your life around into something happy
>>695212902
Sharpie in the pooper livestream while drowning in mountain dew you fat fuck.
>>695218170
This
>>695218231
do his actions match up with that?
>>695212902
Tits or gtfo. ( prove it).
Bump
>>695218260
Kek
>>695218332
bumping
Tits before you rot fag
Stop looking for attention and kill yourself op.
>>695218309
When he is able to contact me, yes, he does try to see me but it just doesnt happen
>>695212902
I have never understood what would drive someone to take their own life. You only get one and there's so much to do in the world today. You might be depressed, you might be absolutely fucking miserable, but something is better than the never ending void of death. then again, who knows what's on the other side? that's just my opinion, take it or leave it.
>>695212902
Honestly it's pretty crappy writing. Take out the swears and throw blame on someone. I want to write a suicide note but I'm too fuckin lame to kill myself
>>695218361
Newfag here courious. Why did you bump me. Supposed to be lurking to figure out the etiquette but I don't have patience c
>>695212902
Pull a Baton Rouge, frame BLM.
bumping
>>695212902
God isn't real so have fun with the lack of existence. If you kill yourself you will be wasting a life with which you can make a lot of people happy. It's pretty fucking selfish.
>>695218577
I know it's crappy writing, i cheated all through highschool just to graduate.
No op, if your gonna kys, do it with hard drugs, that wud b sweet
>>695212902
I haven't committed suicide yet simply to spite my haters. I will not do them any favors they want me dead they gonna have ta work for it.
>>695218775
If you want me to edit it I can make it pretty good. Writing is one of my strongest subjects, because I'm not a waste of flesh.
>>695218703
I've thought the same thing. Suicide is painful not only for you, but for everyone else in your life.
>>695218888
FUCKING QUADS!!! You HAVE to let him edit it now
>>695218888
It's okay /b/ro, they'll get the jist of it id I actually manage to be able to end my life this time
bump
>>695218888
witness
>>695218553
there will always be other people in the world, don't settle for someone you're not totally happy with. if you're trying to make things work right now and they aren't, why would they work in the future?
>I wish that I wasn't so immature
how so?
>I wish that my ex wasn't my manager's son
>I wish i didn't work with my worst enemy
find a new job, sure it'll take some work but it's better than killing yourself
>I wish i could talk about my problems without turning them into a joke
you need to find someone you can trust to talk to, and open up to them
>>695219078
Say yes only so you can see what he edits it to
>>695212902
Please livestream it for us. I need some entertainment i had a shitty day.
>>695219165
He can fucking edit it anyway, he doesn't need her permission.
>>695218888
Make a sec c edit and post it on your social media faggot.
>>695219078
Useless fun fact useless fun fact. Girls attempts suicide 10x more often then guys but guys are more successful when we do attempt it.
>>695219305
Fucking female faggots
Austin here.. I love you. Please.. please don't take your life. I will be lonely..
I think it`s too edgy
>>695219413
You have your hand, dumbass.
>>695219305
That's why suicide rates are higher in men, right?
>>695219376
the people on tumblr told me to do it
>>695219376
Am male. You need tits? Dunno how to time stamp though.
>>695219519
paper you retard
>>695219482
KEK
>>695219413
>implying you're actually him
Mhm totally
>>695219439
All suicide notes are edgy
>>695219486
Yes that's why. When girls try to kill themselves they use pills or a knife. Generally it's not immediately fatal or fatal in first place. It's meant more as attention attractor. With guys when we decide to die we mean it. We don't do it for attention. As such we tend to pick far more lethal ways such as a firearm, noose or jumping.
This bitch is going nowhere, she just wants some sympathy from random tards because she doesn't have friends of her own.
>>695212902
do it faggot
self harmer since age 11 lmao. i bet you never did anything that actually hurt like chop your fingers off.
Id suggest a suicide method but I think this is more to get attention than actually do it. Fuck off.
>>695219078
Dear Mom and Dad,
I have been struggling for a long time. I wake up and I feel useless; I go to bed and nothing has changed. These feelings have persisted since I was eleven, and I never felt that I could talk to anyone about it without turning it into a joke. I want help. I want to stay alive. But I don't know where to go to get this help I need so desperately. So I have decided the best course of action is to be a fucking faggot and kill myself when things get tough because I can't be self sufficient. I resort to talking to complete strangers about it, knowing full well they'll just ask me for tit pics and I won't even deliver. Bye. Sorry for being a fucking idiot.
>>695219789
Inb4
>Thanks for the food, niggers.
>I kms.
>bai.
>>695219919
Pics?
>>695219977
No lol nothing suggests that you fucking idiot
I've been depressed since I was 11 and scene since I was 13 to get attention from the desperate black clothed faggots in middle school. I'm leaning over the brink so I'm going to get advice from a incestual circle jerk of retards on the Internet.
>>695215986
so you're a teenager
seems like a stupid reason to kill oneself
but then again, you probably are stupid
You're 18 fucking years old and talking about killing yourself over easily solvable problems. Ok?? My best friend shot himself in the head with a shotgun when he was 19 in 2008. His family is and always will be emotionally fucked because of it. There isn't a day that passes that I don't look back and wish that I could have done something.
Think about someone other than yourself for a change.
>>695220254
Shotgun. Hardcore. Pics?
>>695220254
Get off your high horse and kill yourself. No one intelligent gives a fuck about something so disposable.
>>695218577
A suicide note without actually killing yourself is just an autobiography m8
>>695212902
you sound 15 OP, if true don't do anything rash, 15 year olds are idiots. I'd say it gets better but im only 20 and my life has not improved at all since I was a young teenager, so meh, just think about it
>>695220347
why would he have pictures of his friends suicide
>>695220422
Gore fetishist?
TITS OR GTFO JESUS WHAT THE FUCK
>>695220422
Suppose u r right. Asking for proof. Tits or gtfo.
>>695212902
Wait, you have a pussy and you're going to kill yourself? Are you fat and ugly? If not, you could have a great career as an escort and/or exotic dancer.
>>695220487
his best friend blows his head off with a shotgun and then he just snaps a picture? seems unlikely
>>695220570
Or she could just fuck her way into vidya media.
Amy, it was your fault. You fucked with a guy who had a girlfriend and are equally responsible for tearing his relaionship apart. You are as bad as each other and should be decapitated for your sins. No one likes a homewrecker, he isn't "your love". He was using you as his side bitch because his girlfriend won't put out for him. You are unstable and jump to the first point of affection you can get. Allahu akbar.
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>>695212902
Tl;dr
Since everyone is asking for it I'm assuming you are a girl
>tits or gtfo
has OP abandoned the thread?
>>695220570
She could have a great career in anything. She has a fucking vagina, for fucks sakes.
>>695220835
She could be a landwhale
>>695218607
because he wants the tits idiot, lurk moar
>>695220679
Wrong name faggot
Topkek
>>695212902
>>695220968
Kill yourself
>>695220828
Im still here
I just dont know what i should do, on one hand i dont want to live on the other hand i dont want to leave anyone behind
>>695220365
Eat a bag of cocks you edgy cunt.
>>695221099
then don't do it
you an hero but post tits first
>>695221099
Post tits with timestamp and I'll advice you
Can we all agree already to ignore this attention seeking bitch until we know it's real with a pic and timestamp? Tits preferred.
>>695221099
You have a pussy...there will always be a guy that will kiss your ass to get it.
>>695219919
>self harm is not self mutilation
>>695220347
Crazy thing is we went looking for him after we found out he drove off with a loaded shotgun. Didn't find him. Some old woman found him dead inside his car at like 10:45 AM the following morning. 3/9/2008
Bait
>>695221208
Agree
OP we need proof that you aren't a tumblr dwelling landwhale
>>695221099
Dubs have spoken- Pull a BeeGees and Stay Alive
>>695212902
The fact that you posted this shows you are still
>>695221269
Sound like something a suicidal would do. Again do you have proof that your friend wasted himself?
Austin here. I forgive you sweety.
Also kill yourself lol.
>>695221099
Kill yourself faggot attention whore
OP, sounds like you're an overly sensitive soul. This seems to cause more problems when you're younger than when you're older. I wanted to kill myself through most of my teen years. High school was absolute hell. It's just the way that period of your life is, in my experience. But, I found that if you push past that shit, you eventually develop ways to cope with being overly sensitive and emotional. You get experience with it and learn to handle it. I'm doing great now, a girlfriend I love to bits and she loves me the same. A great job in which I work from home. I just needed to get some life experience to deal with it all. Stick around for at least another 10 years. I'll bet you won't feel the same way then.
>>695221597
timestamp on paper or body please
>>695221597
And what is that supposed to be.
TL;DR
>>695221099
fucking do it!
Ok faggot listen up.
Don't kill yourself now, go out with a bang.
Convert to Islam, spend weeks preaching about how it's a religion of peace.
Then suicide by cop after blowing out a school and shooting people
Hell yeah
>>695221852
I second that.
>>695221493
Google Garrett Sandy Burlington IA
>>695221597
timestamp
if this is dubs or higher, just kys immediately OP
>>695221852
#fuckthelibtardagenda
>>695221099
find a drug den, either you'll get the taste for life back or you'll end up where you began, wanting to kill yourself
Buy a sword, sheild, and honey. Go to yellowstone forest, cover your sheild in honey, and start walking. Eventually, a bear will find you and your honey. Attack him. Either you die like a boss, or you slay a bear with a sword and are so pumped up on yourself that you don't want to Kys.
Thoughts?
>>695221099
Simple solution
Take anyone who you don't want to leave behind with you.
>>695222068
10/10
>>695222014
Rolling for this
>>695222068
dont do it in yellowstone, you'll be arrested, just go into the actual wilderness
Suicide bomb yourself near Erdogan. Have a nice trip!
>Female
>No Tits
>No timestamp
>>695218607
Bumping puts a thread back at the top of a board
bump because bored
wanna skype, op?
>>695221941
Affirmative checking now.
In mean post pick of you with friend.
>>695222068
Although I don't like people killing themselves I fully support this idea
>>695221852
I just might do this
>>695212902
>Austin
will never be the same again. I dislike when people claim suicide is selfish but you will seriously fuck him up if you go through with this
>>695212902
>You might have saw me as a happy and cheerful girl
Tits or GTFO
And btw it's seen not saw
>>695222436
it's legit
>>695220931
Kek
>>695222446
Fucking this ahahah, possibly the best advice Ive ever heard
>>695222222
Comfirmed
OP here. I won't post tits with timestamp because it was all just a ruse.
You all got le troled
>>695222068
this
kek
>>695222068
Perfect
Op, I know this is hard for you, but trust me, it gets better, please consider calling one of those.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
>>695212902
Please don't kill yourself. You're young and have a lot left to experience in life, even though it may not seem like it presently. Seek therapy and work weekly with a therapist who can help you develop the skills you need to cope with manic episodes and suicidal fantasies. Seriously, you're on 4chan. A good start would be to never come back here again and focus on improving your life in every way possible. Become someone no one would ever want to leave instead of wishing you could just snap your fingers. Delay gratification, asshole.
>>695222262
Thank you.
>>695222499
Yeah, I know, that why i havent yet
I don't know
>>695212902
Stick around until you're 21, at the very least. Life does get better, gradually. It's not like a fairytale - you won't suddenly have an amazing life. But things do look up. And if they don't, then at least you can say you tried.
Op, my gf has the same problems. She is coping in her own way. I convinced her to not kill herself but it is a bumpy road to recovery.
I understand why you want to kill yourself. It's your choice.
I say don't and wait just a little longer. Think on it and think about what you can do to change it.
(Pic unrelated, trying to lighten the mood)
Gosh just go for a walk and help someone, cheer up life is great
>>695222765
Fuck no
Places like this never really listen
>>695222538
Suicide checks out but tbh that could simply mean you did some research. Photo of you with friend would be best but I don't think that you soul out that effort into a simple lie on /b/. I believe you. Sorry bout your friend.
>>695222068
Fucking genius. Good thinking anon.
>>695223099
It's literally their only job why would they not listen?
>>695222966
>that tweet
if anyone should be committing suicide, it should be that guy. try taking solace in the fact that at least you're not arin hanson
>>695212902
Really bitch?
You waited a day before deciding to kill yourself? Because it didn't pass in a day...
I've been holding on for over 10 years. Just do it you fucking cunt.
>>695212902
Listen to life sucks. You might empathize.
>>695223473
Don't speak like that!
We don't know if she's actually a bitch, no tits with timestamp yet
>>695223375
Tru that
>>695223473
Nigger, i've wanted to die since I was 11
>>695212902
Gag unto me with a spoon
Good riddance. So fucking narsccistic. Just off yourself instead of depressing the fuck out of your entire family and friends. Worthless piece of shit.
A lot of people believe that suicide is a cowardly thing to do but the truth is, it takes a lot of courage to end one's own life. Take this girl, I can tell by the tone of her posts that she's the average angsty chickenshit teenager just looking for attention, validation. She just wants people to say nice things to her, which is all this is. A ploy for attention bc she's probably a fat mouth breathing loser with no friends. Thing is, and this is really aimed at anyone who feels the reason they should die is bc you have no friends, you have to be selfless to have close interpersonal relationships. All you ever do is complain about what you don't have. Why your life sucks. You never take any interest in other people's lives. Which is why you have no friends. You people are a bunch of whiny, narcissistic, little crybabies whose parents never established boundaries in your mostly privileged lives. And by privileged, I mean not living on the street. Bc I know grown ass people who've been homeless and strung out on drugs who had it much worse than you who figured out how to function in society and turn their lives around. Suicide really goes against human nature. People want to live and prosper. So anyone who is truly capable of ending their lives won't come on /b/ to threaten it. They would simply put a 9mm into the back of their throat. So my advice to you young lady, quit your fuckin bitching and learn to do what everyone else does. Bc you're not special.
this is fake.
I've witnessed no timestamp so far.
someone ban OP please.
>>695223266
Because it's their job, they dont really care its just what they do for a living
>>695223707
You then got happy, had a boyfriend and act like it isn't fucking a normal life for the most part - kill yourself. Just do it, right now. You fucking pussy.
Nice mentioning your ex in the post, the one who DOESNT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU. HENCE EX. Just do it, you are fucking disgusting.
>>695223793
Happen to agree. This ffaggot won't showpiece proving that's it's a girl, Is self harmed ect
fake
Killing yourself means you miss millions of opportunities to fuck hot girls. There's no point in killing yourself.
>>695222436
http://www.mydeathspace.com/article/2009/01/20/Garrett_Sandy_(19)_died_of_a_self_inflicted_shotgun_blast_to_the_head
Here you go.
Have an old pic from when we were in high school buried somewhere on my FB. In a shit connection spot right now.
>>695223793
Trust me, quite aware im not special, im just not as strong as everyone else, im weak
>>695223879
Don't know what shithole you're from but suicide lines here have actual trained psychiatrists that could be making 10x more anywhere else by putting in fuckall effort and 100x more if they actually worked, but they are instead working for the hotline, and generally volunteering
So yeah, I would say they give a shit
>>695224161
Thank you bud. When you told me to search him I did and that checked out. All I am missing is the link between you and him but that's besides the point. I believe you. Maybe I shouldn't but I do.
>>695224349
mfw I actually donate to suicide hotline organizations and people like her don't want to use it for free.
>>695224550
Because she is actually a middle age basement lurker man who is getting off on the thought of being a goth girl
>>695224671
looks like it.
how hard is it to post a fucking timestamp.
>>695212902
Funny thing, when my roommate shot himself in the head, the responses were less sympathy towards him and more anger for what he did to me, having to come home and find him.
>>695224770
NB timestamp must include tits. We don't make the rules, we just enforce them like a perverted gestapo
>>695224911
I'm okay with any timestamp and girly part, just so I know if I'm wasting my time here or not
>>695225050
>on 4chan
>thinks it's possible to not waste time lol
I got a sweet summer child over here
>>695225155
took you long enough.
>>695225155
Dubs confirms, now she has to cut off arm to appease Kek
2edgy/10
>>695224876
Well in general if you wanna do your choice but leaving someone else to clean up you mess and scrub your Brains off the walls is not cool. Go off yourself where it won't bother anyone at least until only skeleton is left.
>>695225155
Down - not across.
Also, sit in warm bathtub,
Waiting for you to kill yourself attention whore.
kill yourself already , jesus fucking christ.
>>695225155
Fucking fAggot. Tits or gtfo. Time stamp is only so we can confirm that it was taken now. Tits proves you are girl. You are selfharmer. Faggot show me timestanp w/ scars.
MFW Op coming here basically asking 15 year olds for suicide methods.
You wanna get past this, talk to a hotline or at least redd!t's suicide watch.
You want advice on clean suicide methods, ask infinitechan's suicide board for help.
>>695225337
I think that in some place in all of these emo fantasy suicides, there are a large number of people grieving and feeling sympathetic. The emo might not admit that, but even my roommate's mother felt the need to start her conversations with me by apologizing for her son.
>>695225566
triple dubbs checks out. Do it OP.
>>695225591
Nigga a suicide hotline won't get her suicide methods, this is legit the best place to get methods
>>695224194
Bitch please. You're not the only person who has had setbacks. You want to be assured of this, otherwise you wouldn't have posted this horseshit. You think being successful, or fulfilled, or content with life is easy? I'll tell you what my grandma told me 30 years ago. Nothing worthwhile is ever easy to achieve. My dad was addicted to drugs. He beat me, my brother, and my mom. She finally left and we lived on the street during one summer. Do you think I wanted to die? Nope. I wanted to sleep in a bed. Got picked on in school for being a nerd who liked comic books and gaming. Did I want to kill myself? Nope. I wanted to leave those country people bc I knew the rest of the world wasn't like that. I joined the military and met a lot of people like me, and other people who could tolerate me bc I wanted to know them regardless of the shit that I went through, to connect with them based on learning what they went through. It made me feel better about my fucked up life to know that other people had fucked up lives too. Then I had a congenital heart condition that caused me to be in the hospital and they kicked me out on medical grounds. I loved the military, but I couldn't serve bc my heart wasn't strong enough. Did I want to kill myself? Nope. In the end, I got disability. I get 30K/year, for the rest of my life. I got married. Had kids. Divorced. But I also worked hard at my job, and now I have a place to sleep that's all paid for and I'm not even 40 yet. I'll never be on the street. My kids will never be on the street. And they have a great life bc I chose not to end my life just bc it was hard. You need to grow up. Bc the world is a lot bigger than your petty little problems.
>>695225700
By get past this I meant stay alive, you fagglet.
>>695224463
Having some trouble using Facebook because I'm north of town in the boonies. It's legitimate.
>>695212902
OP, do you have Skype? If you are serious about this, I kinda want to talk to you a bit. Posting this type of shit on here isn't going to do anything. Good or bad.
>>695225800
Link to stream for the double suicide
>>695225609
That is true but really you wanna die. Your choice. Dying is gonna leave emotional scars that will never heal. But leaving ones that are needless. (I.e. Having your roommate come home to find your brains on the wall and blood everywhere.) is simply not cool. Unless of course he hated you in which case kudos but I'm not getting that vibe.
>>695225775
We are al going to die one day, may as well die using a method some 15 year old in a cesspool told you rather than die of old age
(This opinion is not endorsed)
>>695225883
Might not be that bad of an idea. Would if I wasn't a coward lmao.
>>695212902
You're not worthy for suicide. You're worthless fuck who can not find any attention with doing anything whit their shitty life, and trying to get at least some attention by writing suicide notes, posting on /b/, et cetera... Contribute to the community by livestreaming your suicide, or stop shitposting. Get a life, bitch.
Trust me, I'm working for a suicide hotline.
>>695225790
As I said. I believe you. You've gone through to much effort for it to be lulz. And as i said. Sorry bout ur friend. Am not one for comfort so I'll just say whenever there is a meeting a parting has become inevitable.
>>695225989
Need some alcohol? I can fix you up.
Why is /B entertaining this stupid bitch? She refuses to show tits despite wanting to an hero, that should've been the end of it.
>>695226078
>working for a suicide hotline
Jesus, and how many times have you been reported?
I'm a loving caring human being and I want to help her soul.
>>695226232
Not quite 21 yet, thanks for the offer though.
>>695226078
Never seen a lives treat suicide. I'm game if you are.
>>695226078
This as well. OP is a complete fucking waste, no tits no streams, but newfags still want to entertain these needy bitches.
>>695215986
Here's the real answer that nicefags won't tell you to all these:
>stable
Mentally? Emotionally? Okay, start reading about it or get therapy. No excuses.
>love won't leave me
If it's not working, leave him and find a better man. No one is going to kick your ass and make you great, it's your responsibility and yours alone. Get therapy, make new friends and connections and better yourself. Work out. Read a lot. Acquire knowledge. Eat well.
>so immature
Okay, you're still 18. You are probably gonna be a little immature. Deal with it, you're still growing. Read more.
>ex wasn't manager's son
Easy, get a new job. Nope, no excuses. Just do it. I don't wanna hear "but this" or "but that". Meet your goal at all costs.
>work with worst enemy
Same as above, unless you're referring to yourself, in which case edgy/10
>love more sensitive
Either talk to him about it or leave him. If he responds to your sentiments then he's a good man. If he doesn't or he's too busy, find a better man for you. There is no "one" person for you in this life, that's a lie your parents and the media have told you for 18 years. Time to be a big girl and seize the day.
>talk about problems...turning them into a joke
So..like, do it. It takes practice. Just talk about it as if it is serious (y'know, as it should be). Your problems are real, don't dumb them down because "o woe is me", stop with the insecure bullshit and treat yourself properly. Would you treat a friend that way?
>emotions and sense of self stable
Better yourself, get therapy, read moar
>competent enough to carry on
Well you're posting on /b/ rather than killing yourself so you probably don't want to do it as bad as you claim to. So just start working on yourself and stop blaming yourself and people around you. Take responsibility for your own life. Jesus.
>>695226372
Damn, I never understood that. I had been on and off alcohol since I was 16. Alcohol age here is 18. I guess the higher limit in the states helps prevent the larger number of dumb fucks from getting wasted.
>>695225937
He certainly didn't show any hatred. I was always inviting him to stuff, we hung out frequently. There was no indication, no note. That's happened twice in my short life, so I don't give much credit to anyone who writes the gothy emo crap like OP put out. Maybe that's just biased, but I don't buy that kind of behavior. I've known several (all girls) who do things like this, and not one have actually done it. Both suicides I've been somehow involved in were men.
>>695212902
Get onto a fucking plane
Hijack it
Do a 9/11 style terrorist attack
Livestream it
>>695212902
>>695226588
I've always been one to steer clear of alcohol and drugs etc.. Had the innocent christian girl ideology for a while. Alabama's legal limit is p. fucking high.
>>695226615
Oh yea and convert to Islam first
>>695226615
Fuck you let her fight a good cause and go against Daesh. Take that anger out on them sheepfiddlers.
>>695226537
Thanks for keeping it real /b/ro
>>695222068
11/10
>>695226709
Have you tried it yet?
OP stop being a fake bitch and give us some proof that you're a femanon or I'm deserting.
>>695212902
Do you really expect anyone who finds you to read that shit? You are right to kill yourself
>>695222068
do it
>>695212902
>You might have saw me as
>might have saw
>have saw
It's "have seen".
>>695212902
That's not bad. But if you really want to leave a lasting impression throw this in -
> to my brother/sister/father (whoever you dislike) you know what you did. I can't forgive you. I hope God can.
Much hilarity to be had as accusations fly, marriages break down, family rifts form that last generations. They won't forget you in a hurry. I guarantee it.
>>695226823
Nope.
>>695227035
She used her arm to write down verb tenses in school.
>>695227070
Come by in east europe and we'll have a jolly good time, my friend. You're missing out.
>>695226372
"Not 21" Going to kill self but worried about law...
HAHAHA - Attention whore confirmed. Livestream suicide or picture of your face. Stop being a dumbass attention whore.
>>695225155
No tits - no validation
>>695227235
Attention whore? Didn't say I was going to kill myself, said I would but I really can't. Mate, check your info.
>>695226590
Well I did talk about male vrs female suicide attempts and successes. In >>695219831 I explained this. It's sad but girls do it for attention where's guys have already made up their mind and do it lethally
>>695212902
Tits or gtfo bitch.
>>695212902
What state do you live in?
One /b/tard is likely to live in the state and will likely fuck you - which would help both of you out - or at least the btard. You're going to die anyway, why not let someone be happy.
>>695227321
thought you were OP, my bad.
>>695226590
Study's show it. If you want I can find links to proof.
>>695212902
Tl:dr needs more edge
>>695212902
Perhaps you should kill some people before you kill yourself. Perhaps you can start with your parents or other family members. Then maybe people you hate. Some religious nuts, cops, kids, whatever you want.
>>695212902
Tits or gtfo you attention seeking faggot.
>>695227393
Oh, I didn't see that.
>>695227476
OP is edgier. (;
Perhaps we can all join a nice discord chat room and talk there
>>695227698
Yeah it's ok anon. It's just you are right. Your bias is backed up by scientific study's.
>>695227714
OP here, I confirm this in all honesty
>>695227714
Yeah, I totally get where you are coming from, I can't stand OP. She suggests she was happy while with her BF, and is letting one downfall make her threaten suicide. Says she has been wanting to die since 11, but then turns around and says "now I realize I had it right at 11" suggesting for a time she didn't feel suicidal, it's a fucking slap in the face to people truly struggling.
Keep on, keepin' on.
>>695227802
https://discord.gg/C95Nw
Join my discord faggets
>>695227962
Where do you live OP, before you kill yourself, you should fuck a btard or some stranger off craigslist. Who knows, maybe it will be amazing and you will be happy again. At worst, you kill yourself anyway, but make one person happy. Which would you rather die as? A moody prick, or doing a good deed?
If I was going to kill myself, I'd fuck anything, anyone, who cares, going to die anyway.
>>695228050
I didnt suggest i was completely happy faggot
>>695226221
I appreciate it /b/ro. Much truth to what you said. Stay cool.
>>695228312
Yeah, I'm the faggot, get off thread and kill yourself or timestamp face pic. As of right now, you have 76ish other people who think you are a pathetic attention whore. Show picture of cuts. Cut yourself, don't be afraid, it will be over soon.
Ok op you want help I'll help. Go to your local pharmacy. Ask for it. It's call viagra. ITLL HELP YOU GO FUCK YOURSELF.
>>695228494
Yeah I know
>>695228606
Join the discord channel and we'll talk there
>>695228239
>>695212902
You suck, anonette.
You're a delusional piece of trash who cannot go on even knowing there's like a billion people in far worst shape.
I hate suicidals. I wish they all did what they fuckin act like they're going to all the time only to grab a fist of attention from everything around them.
Do you think you're a fuckin special someone only because you sliced your fucking arm?
Read MY story, fuckin asshole, and then you're really going to blow your fuckin deadbrain out, which is by far the best method, btw, if you're looking for advice.
I had first abdominal surgery at 11. Never shed a tear for myself, the only times I had to cry because I could not stop myself was when I saw my mother and father - not to mention my little sister - crying because I looked like I was quite far away from alive, all fucked up by morphine. MORPHINE. A painkiller, you little shit. At 11. I don't know what's the english name for my disease because english is not my mother tongue, but my colon decided to fuck himself up and it was all ulcerated and bleeding inside.
I kinda became aware of the fact I wasted 2 years of my life getting rid of the organ only to find myself in the need of a liver transplant when I was 18. Again, another couple of years sitting in the hospital, but this time I was FULLY AWARE that all my friends - who suddently disappeared, btw, save for the best I still have by my side - were enjoying the best time of their life. Kissing, and making love. Going to school. Having fun.
When I got out there, I was 20 and I barely remembered LIGHT TRAFFIC were a thing.
Been depressed for all my life. Still managed to love, be loved.
I've been recently dumped by my last ex-girlfriend. My work - which I managed to find BY MYSELF and without the chance to follow a proper academic path, because of my illness - is unsatisfing as fuck, but at least I have a job.
I'm not happy, but I'm going to kick life in the balls as long as I can.
BLOW YOUR BRAIN OFF. LOSER.
>>695228738
>anonette
We got another potential suicide victim.
>>695212902
its allright a bit much self pity and all you do is complain
also consider the following
>donate organs; safe others
>distance yourself from everyone otherwise they will all be in pain the moment you go
>dont be such a pussy
>tits or gtfo so all here get some use out of you
>>695228312
Hey, I get it, you are in pain. You are screaming for someone to care. The problem is, nobody does. I can't blame you for choosing to kill yourself. I accept it, we all accept it, we just want you to not be in pain anymore, so decide what method and do it now, you don't want to suffer do you? We don't want you to, it'll be ok. I trust you to do the right thing. When you are dead, there will be no more pain, repeat it like a mantra, no more pain, and when you think about wanting to live, remember the pain. Continue through the fear of death, don't let your body be in control, you be in control, just one little slice or bullet and it will all drift away...
>>695220679
This sounds interesting. Details?
https://discord.gg/C95Nw
join now for free steam keys
>>695228463
Yeah I may act like a cynical jackass but in truth I am simply a lonely anon with my own numerous issues who's been hurt so badly so many times that when someone gives me a compliment I don't believe them. I always ask "what do you want from me. What are you trying to get." For me life has hurt. But only a few aspects of it. For you life has pushed you down and then kicked you in the teeth. As one who is familiar with the wounds of the heart I truly wish that you did not have to go through what you have. Me I don't try to be good or try to be bad. I simply try to be. I hope in time the wounds in your heart will fade if not disappear. "Hello darkness my old friend"- Unknown.
>>695212902
it is your choice. Not like the world is gonna end after you hero. but vice versa it could get way better.
BOOOOOHOOOO IM SUCH AN EMOTIONAL EMO GIRL PLEASE I WANT SOME ATTENTION <<<\\\\3333
Fucking do it useless cunt
do it fucking fagot
>>695228050
Mhm. It's funny how people want to kill themselves just for the reason of something they didn't want went wrong in their life. Not for any purpose other than that. Nothing major even, too. Perhaps it's just a young adult thing.
>>695215323
id just wish i wasn't unhappy all the time.
id wish my facade would just one day vanish.
like internal bleeding.
but wishes are wishes heck just wishing wont get you anywhere in life.
New fag here. Have to wonder how many attention whores and confirmed faggots b gets like this faggot.
>>695228829
I just happen to pref "anonette" in spite of "femanon". Sounds like a spurt of shit right from your mother's anus in my nearbies.
>>695228738
Thats what Im talking about. Youre fucking awesome dude, really inspiring story
>>695212902
is this attention whore dead yet?
updates?
>>695212902
Post tits
tits now
>>695229735
I didn't post to be inspiring for anybody.
I just think modern society has spoiled us western inhabitants to the point we actually think life is an happy strawl in the park, a sort of heaven where people loves us for what we are and we don't need anything but attention to fill our unquencheable ego.
People who never suffered enough to the point of looking death in the eyes lack the fortitude of being ready to fight instead of yielding.
Being depressed is rather good, either. It makes you think. It develops your personality. Makes you a deeper person, a better one.
Happy folk is revolting, because they are always convinced nothing bad can happen.
Bad stuff happens, instead. If one of those funny negros could even read what this bitch typed... a suicidal note.
He doesnt even have water enough in his poor starvating body to laugh himself to death on her stupidity.
This bitch didnt even show us tits, tho.
I really hope she's dead already.
>>695212902
>wanting to die out of feeble depression
I'll off myself when I achieve my goals and I'm at the top of my game, when the Apple of life is most ripe. most hang on too long and rot in old age or never allow themselves to grow. this is you. no such thing as dying at the right time because no one is born at the "right time". whatever you do, make sure that it is genuinely a decision that comes from you anon. have a nice day.
>>695212902
Hm... I will treat this one as real.
Well, I also had a pretty sweet life just a year ago. Now I'm here... But I think if I decide to end it, it would be just me ending it no notes and all. Notes indicate self pity... I also like many others here self loathe, but I say to myself tomorrow might be better. My advice if you wanna keep going is, you can self loathe, but avoid self pity at all costs cos that crap rly keeps you from making a difference.
You smell like tunafish
KYS NIGGERFAGGET
bump
life sucks , then you die
Or
Eat
Shit
Die
>>695229178
I can definitely relate with what you're saying. A lot of people come to these cries for help on /b/ and troll because they either have a lot of problems themselves and it makes them feel better knowing they're not alone OR because the biggest loss they've ever experienced in life was dropping a glazed doughnut on the floor in their computer room. I appreciate your words Anon, you're a good guy!
You faggots always lapping up the bait like attention from a huge breasted gold digger , It's not her who should kill herself it's you pathetic homo's
>>695215986
You are stupid as fuck. Those are you hormones speaking not you.
You probably will end up not killing yourself anyway so there's no point of this thread,
Also,
How has anyone not requested a timestamp yet?
>>695234161
we did, not even a single tit.
The real reason she wants to end it is just she's fat as the average american.
>>695234626
Just read the whole thread.
She's a normal teenage sadfuck.
I remember wanting to kms a lot in my teenage years.
She won't kill herself and isn't posting tits so why are we even bumping this thread.
/thread
>>695214724
What do you mean you'll take them to the grave, of course you will. Its not like you are gonna lose them because of sharing a picture. Cmon girl, just one pic and we are set
>>695212902
ohhh how cute, a special snowflake
