Who else is a filthy degenerate druggie? What's your favorite drug and why?
>Nothing beats snorting speed and being up for days until psychosis kicks in and you start questioning what's really real and you make a promise that you will never do drugs ever again and cry because how? How in the fuck did your life get that way? You had so much ambitions but you pissed it all away and sure you have sex every now and then but that still doesn't fill the empty space inside. Then you sleep it off and when you wake up you end up doing it again to kill boredom and the cycle repeats itself.
Pic related
>>694912138
I can't stop myself from smoking weed. I will smoke out of anything if pushed, I will smoke weed stems and seeds if pushed. I smoke it because it the only happyness I have dammit.
>>694912138
Put the ice down.
I know you are enjoying speed but have you ever done any psychedelics? Any tryptamines?
>>694912524
I understand where you are coming from to a degree. Don't turn your one happiness into a gross experience.
>>694912138
I sure am. Did.. well, most of stuff there is out there, favourites would be:
DMT - because DMT
2c-b - sex probably can't feel any more amaizing
weed - love&hate relation with it, I'm fucking addicted, it almost doesn't work anymore, yet I keep smoking
>>694912138
yo i concur with this guy, >>694913059
, although i must also concede the entertainment/experience you mentioned.
boredom is a major perpetrator of my repetitive cycle of lifestyles. i would have to say fear of failure leads to self sabotage as well.
>>694912524
I love weed too!.. i'll smoke res,stems, try to avoid seeds, well they also don't come around as often so that may be the difference. it definitely seems to be one of the only long standing peaceful coping mechanisms i've utilized.
but, i'm consciously trying to watch my mindset concerning everything revolving around ganja. it seems to be helping fight that feeling of over preoccupation... if only a little.
N,N,-Dimethyl Tryptamine.
It induces a REM stage 4 dream while awake. You close your eyes and there are entities made out of colorful lights and patterns. They approach you and always try to show you things. The walls of the space you are in will be made out of moving colorful patterns. You can feel what the Bible calls the familiar. Which are spirits that are not our loved ones, that pretend to be our loved ones. You can feel friends and family with you. It's A good feeling but I believe that is a demon dwelling.
I
Fucking
LOVE
COKE
>>694913967
Same, just did a few lines
>>694912138
Weed
>>694912138
I have never even tried alcohol
>>694914149
Tits or gtfo
>>694914149
Your life must be so boring
>>694914149
Oh look, it:s the "I'm high on life" guy
>>694913733
Never heard of them, if they're pills I probably won't try them because pills are so fucking boring. I smoke pot once in a fortnight and drink a lot. There's just something about speed that I like abusing maybe it's the fact that i get super fucking horny and cum so much but I don't know.
>>694913892
I see weird fractal patterns a lot and colors patterns/dots but I've always have since I was little. I'm used to it
>>694913892
DMT was like this for me.
these familiars? where can i learn more about these entities.
I've only used this once, and i saw a colorful goddess that seemed to be either behind a veil or the actual veil herself to another place. one that i didn't enter.
she was something like the image although her movement patterns looked much different, she seemed more revered and elevated in her persona than this goddess also.
i'd like to try again though.
Fucking cocaine man
>>694912138
Did you know smoking or shooting it is way better than snorting it?
>>694912524
do people actually smoke stems and seeds? My grandpa grows so ive had a near infinite supply since I started, but I always wondered if people could get desperate enough to do that shit. I go through like 3 grams a night too, how do you guys afford to smoke so much while still maintaining a life and hobbies?
Out of interest anyone else tried AMT? That shit is heavy as fuck I took way too a big a dose when I took it, could hardly move for 14 hours while the walls were bleeding.
>>694914496
I hear lots of stories about dragons... Last time I smoked it was with my friend who has since an hero'd..
Took me to an interesting winding green hallway with lots of photos on the walls
>>694914673
Lol try a cocaine addiction
Devil in a can
>>694914149
Yawn
>>694914653
I smoke it as well and I like it but snorting it is better in my opinion. Every time I smoke it it either gets me really tired and comfy or gives me a headache, plus the high doesn't last that long. Snorting it drives me up the walls and gets me social as fuck, also I like when I do a rail and it burns to the point where I start tearing up.
>>694914673
I probably spend about 4K a year on bud.. I used to sell the stuff so it wasn't such an expense but now I just bite the bullet and pay up
>>694914811
Yeah boy I took a massive dose for my first psychedelic experience. It was probably dangerous but worth it.
>>694914946
>Cocaine
>thinks he hard
Kek
Used to have a Xanax addiction but my brain really started fucking up and I couldn't deal with going through withdrawal every month. Now it's back to basics. Usually finish one of these every 2 days.
>>694915160
I'm hard for your mumma
>>694915231
Keep goin ur liver like this, worker of the month!
>>694915231
A real alcoholic would finish 1 of those a day
Has anyone else ever tried Diisopropyltryptamine?
>>694913967
I do too but haven't had any for 5 years now... god do I miss that shit.
The most dangerous relationship I've been involved in was Valium and whiskey, goddamn I love the combo but it nearly killed me.
>>694914496
https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/Bible-Verses-About-Familiar-Spirits/
>>694915331
Depends on if it's a liter or a fifth ha
I'm a full on alcoholic and I probably drink slightly under a fifth a day
>>694915329
My liver is a fucking champ. I get quarterly liver function tests and so far no problems.
>>694915231
>bacardi
TITS or GTFO
>>694915035
You should plug it
>>694915231
Being an alcoholic is worse than taking lot of benzos. I guess a bottle every two days isn't that bad but it's still bad.
>>694914999
this. I rekt my car after it made me pass out.
>>694915332
I think you keyboard had an malfunction what this shit?
>>694915331
I agree. I can't afford it right now. Not only that but I don't like to drink to get drunk, I like to get nice and buzzed and just keep that going for 3-4 hours.
>>694915108
I'll always remember it because the one thing I actually did on it was try and build a flat pack wardrobe. It's still on my room 5 years later and it's still wonky as fuck.
>>694915332
Is dipt and dpt the same thing. Either way they both made me cum blood out of my eye sockets and broke my mind forever.
>just woke up, met my drug dealer at the gym, got enough pills to get through the day and a workout before coming home to talk with you fine people.
But I used to be on a lot more, now I'm more or less "functioning" with an 80 hour a week nursing job.
>>694915486
I've spent considerable time taking 4-6mg Xanax per day as well as long stretches of extreme alcoholism and after going through both I will always prefer the booze.
>>694915231
not to bad, I was haning around this guy, smoke weed, do lots of drugs etc... he was at 24 pint cans of stellar every day,
Not a proper drug but snus is love.
>>694915819
hanging
>>694915699
Hey at least you work out. And are functional since you work a lot. Everything is going fine, you can control addiction and you shouldn't stop using.
>>694915819
Lowest I've hit was mixing booze/weed/benzos and sometimes a few 10mg norcos but all That would result from that was mostly sleep. Not even able to enjoy it. Now I stick to my pint with a few beers and maybe a few grams of weed once every month or two.
>>694915988
Solid /b/rotherly advice.
Kek.
CODEINE.
I CWE every weekend. It's like my treat for getting through another week.
I travel for work so every place I visit I go to a pharmacy and buy tablets til I've got about 300 tablets. I start extracting Friday night and basically continue dosing all weekend.
Shooting up caffeine is that next level
Opiates. Any kind.
Trust me I know what I'm doing.
Anyone else just love doing Stilnox? There are very few drugs I haven't done, I'm one of those guys that tried Scopolamine just for shits and giggles, but Stilnox is the best.
>>694916610
So desperate you use an insulin syringe.
Yeah, nah.
>>694914999
Holy fuck.....some times i've had with that shit.....jesus christ on a stick........
I've done shrooms three times. LSD once. Smoke weed just about every day and I drink occasionally.
Favorite is shrooms, by far. Acid was a bit too intense for me at times and I honestly thought I had gone insane. There were times when my trip was fantastic and then immediately it would shift to terrifying and uncomfortable. Shrooms give me a similar vibe but much less intense and visual and a lot more laughter.
>>694916610
I read about this. What the fuck? Wellbutrin does not have recreational value and the tablets goo up when you try to dissolve them.
>>694916652
Scopolamine is the strongest date rape drug known to man. It's literally called the mind control drug. Do tell your recollection of your experience. Also who was your company that night?
>>694916934
>I watched a vice documentary
>>694916792
Everytime I go back in its as if I returned to where I left off from my last time to huff. I'm always solving this hyper intense problem and the answer always seems clear. Then I'm back down and can't remember any of the problem I was solving. Everytime.
>>694916934
Eh, kind of like Fluno, but with the mental aspects of MDPV without the energy in the sense that you CANNOT cognitively think. You just do, and you don't know why. Downers are my thing so I don't get knocked out as much as I just go into a slug like state. Would not do again, because unlike Heroine it doesn't really feel that great. It's called Devil's Breath for a reason bruh.
>>694917003
I wasn't aware they had a piece on it. Might check it out though to laugh at inaccuracies like in the Deso video.
>>694917166
haha sounds like a trip.
i usually go into vegetable mode and i can't hear anything. i pretty much kill a good chuink of braincells and wake up.
but smaller huffs were always the shit back in the days of huffing shit
>>694917239
And I just realised I completely missed the question in the first place.
I was living in a share house at the time, with a bunch of random cunts aside from someone I went to school with, who I used as a guinea pig to test for purity etc. Let's call him Smeagol.
So he was just a meth head (hence the name) and had never really done downers. We invited some chick over who I later found out had severe mental issues, double teamed her and then me and him got on scope while she had some deso. She's gone, talking to herself and whatnot. He passes out naked on my couch. I'm left there brain dead but functioning. Suddenly I was shaving his head and putting the hair on her face. That's basically all that happened. I just sat there for 8 hours straight playing Oblivion with a bad headache until they came to.
>>694912138
Wish I knew someone into ice all my friends are into xans,coke or H so that's ill I've been able to get. I'm sometimes tempted to just ask the tweaker looking fucks at the plasma donation center but never do.
>>694917917
>Suddenly I was shaving his head and putting the hair on her face.
Man I would have been so mad when I woke up I would have been going "what the heck!?"
coke is hands down the best drug.
>>694918206
He got pissed off at me, but ended up apologising when he started itching and needed me, ended up shouting me a dip to say sorry.
>>694915095
Thaaats the stuff
>>694918995
dont open beer bottles with your lighter it is dangerous see pic related
shrooms, flexeril, or ativan are my favorite. Broke and shit at the moment and can't find anyone who sells any of them.
>>694912138
There are lots of people who have good relationships with drugs OP. But you really don't sound like you like your habit at all.
>>694918546
I can't do coke. my heart can handle amphetamines, but not coke
I don't have a drug addiction but I had a peon addiction, trust me that's something that'll make you feel like a degenerate.
>use to jerk off 5-6 a day
>would fantasize about porn during work
>stopped talking to girls cus jerking off was easier
>feltgoodman
>continue for 4 years, jerking off every day
>double the amount of laundry cus all shirts have cum stains
>slowly dick can't get hard without porn
>continue to jerk off, fuck it man
>go to an escorts, can't get hard, she leaves and takes my money
>when I asked for it back she laughed
>that same night when home and jerked off 5 x
>now it's at the point where I can only get hard to either rape or incest porn and even then it's a 5/10 erection
>decided fuck it and cut porn & Masturbation out of my life until my dick is functioning again
So yeah I'm 7 days without porn. I touch my dick every now and then cus I'm so use to it but I'm really trying to stop with this shit.
>>694919192
does flexeril even give good mental relaxation? have you tried other benzos? lorazepam is pretty mild unless that's what you like about it.
>>694919304
try taking a pound of cayenne pepper before, it relaxes things
>>694919307
sounds almost like me.. :D i am thinking of cutting porn too... only thing making me hard is vids on hornbunny -- but i can watch normal porn too but i only get a 5/10 boner then
broke up with gf, so ill cont. fapping for a few weeks atleast.
i liked to plug bath salts until my ass bled and then some more
>>694919421
ativan is a benzo. I like flexeril because i feel like I'm melting and I get weird surges of pleasure. I used to take 25mgs of ativan a day. wasn't supposed to take more than 2 a day. would finish off my 135 monthly script in four days flat. Also, no other muscle relaxer does that for me, most other ones make me sick
Coke if with friends
Acid if by myself
>>694919742
can't do acid alone.
>>694915095
That's probably not LSD. Those blotters are thick as fuck
>>694920049
makes no difference how thick the blotter is acid can be dropped on anything
Man why does everyone talk down on dope, even people who do other drugs. Meth my favorite drug I've done so far. Provided you can manage to stay functional
>>694919686
more like this
![450[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/LkjgMtF.jpg "450[1].jpg")
god I love this shit too much
it's a shame it's as expensive as it is
>>694920485
Ah good old dextromethorphan
That shit is good fun
>>694916428
Your gonna die
>>694912138
i prefer doing 3 or 4-mmc twice a month
i usually do it intravenously because snorting it is a big waste of the thing
god i love research chemicals
YEEEEEEEAAAAH I LIKE TO SHOOT CUM! I LIKE TO SHOOT CUM! I LIKE TO SHOOT HOT CUM YEEEEEEEEEAHHHHH!
>>694912138
this is why i prefer psychedelics. They help You deal with this kinda shit.
>>694921732
Yeah, this shit pretty much sums it up...
>Work cusy 8-4 job
>Make about 112k a year after taxes
>Clean look about me always shaven and haircut
>Wear suit and tie to work every day
>Every friday do about a gram of heroin and coke and a shit ton of booze
Nobody knows :)
>>694922128
>They help You deal with this kinda shit.
no psychedelics get you high, really high. there is no trip that magically cures you of your fucked up head and behaviors.
>>694920162
True. But there is an easy way to veryfie it. LSD glows in the UV light. If it glows = LSD. If not = probably shitty NBOMi/e - DO NOT TAKE those, they will damage Your brain.
>>694922583
Yeah but on such trip You can see Yourself from a different point of view. And You can use those journeys for Your own benefit but You must go on high doses - over 400ug LSD, more that 10g shrooms or any other but in HIGH doses.
>>694922554
>Can take 1g of heroine in a night and live
You're getting ripped off bro.
>>694922583
Also that is what entheogene were and are used for. Under a good guidance - shaman for example - people transform, they Grow.
>>694922939
I don't do it all in one night I space it from right after work till about early sunday morning. Then a lot of coke on sunday and a nice couple bumps monday morning to get me going.
>>694920852
dxm? dissapointing thing.
If You want something interesting go for MXE.
mdma
>>694923589
mxe is shit it mainly took me to dark and uncomfortable places but maybe it was because i was doing it fucked up with a bunch of other research chemicals already. can you even find mxe anymore? i thought it was all about deschloroketamine now.
>>694923589
any good research chemicals out there to try anon?
>>694923589
Yeah, I'm a newbie when it comes to the psychedelics, but DXM helped me a lot when I was really strung out on meth. Not sure how to explain it but it showed me that I needed to change. I still do dope but I also talk to my family now
Was a heroin/benzo addict, but I caused a 4 way accident on benzos and fucked up more shit than I can count on heroin. Got kicked out of parents house, moved back in last night under the condition that I'm randomly drug tested and if I come up positive for anything I have to go to rehab CD for 30 days. Lived on my own for about 4 months.
>>694923988
MXE was my only one time experience. First i went on REALLY HIGH dose. I was on fractal structure of the reality, also i felt by body as a bag of mud with bones inside. After that i went to hell. And i call it that way because in my dictionary i dont know any better word for describing this experience. No it was not lake of fire and bdsm.
>>694924222
my parents sent me to rehab because of weed and mdma, and there i learned stuff about injecting things, so i left the rehab to live on the street for 2 months, and i did heroin and coke every fucking day...
not even done with it yet, me and my friend did half a gram of heroin and 0.8g of cocaine yesterday
feelt good, now im worried about that.
>>694924218
Not really. MXE if You like dissociant. But i tried once and i will not come back there.
I heard a lot good shit about Ho-Met and 4-aco-dmt but havent tried it and if i have choice get something that might be something else or gest lsd - i go for lsd.
>>694924222
Well it can help. But shrooms are way better.
>>694924596
heroin and all opiates are very very dangerous. Imn not interested this kind of experience at all.
>>694913892
It's just the drugs.
My anxiety is not relieved from 1mg of clonazepam(klonopin) but I feel sleepy instead.
What do ?
Would you recommend lorazepam instead? And if so,why?
Ive been out of highschool for like 3 years and I still buy everyone adhd medecine. I perfer focalin but will do any kind of speed.
kinda feelsbadman.jpeg after a while
>>694924596
boy you gonna die, did you absorb anything positive at rehab? jesus christ if you've been sent off to rehab at least try while you're there.
>>694924883
Read about this "just drug". Read some real science stuff.
>>694924596
Well you see, only one person in my family actually knows I've been doing dope. So as far as that goes I'm clear. Just didn't want to get to the really bad places drugs can take you
>>694922886
Can't wait until a few decades down the road enough people doing ayahuasca and other psychedelics that are trendy right now find out it's just a drug. Not some spiritual pathway to enlightenment. Yeah of course some people will get some building blocks from it to help their life, but for most people it's just a drug. Just a drug.
>>694925415
Search for ayahuasca opportunieties and/or ibogaina rites/sessions. Seriously, because those "bad places"? You cannot avoid them.
>>694925522
You know what? I really dont have time to talk about it. First i dont want to and 2nd my english is not good enought to expres all the science behind consciousness experiments. You need to search for them and read about those. Really. Because this "just drug" is like "just human". But give me definition of "human".
>>694925627
>>694925870
I get what your saying.
I'm not acting like the shit wasn't drugs, I was using the drugs to affect my thought patterns in the hope of creating a more positive future for myself
>>694925870
You can get all philosophical all you want but like I said it just a drug. You know how much woo woo shit people say just because they had a "far out thought" it's ridiculous how delusional people can get with a drug. It's just an escape which is fine. Do youre escape, but understand thats what it is, just like any other DRUG.
How often do you wash for feet and hair?
>>694923120
You can't keep that up forever remember that. You will start to fall at a point
Coke is overrated and expensive. Might as well cut up a caffeine pill and rail that instead.
Psychadelics are fun but I don't have interest in them anymore. Shroomies were my fav.
Alcohol is my mistress. Functional alcoholism is a fucking wild ride. Happy? Drink. Sad? Drink. Celebrating? Drink. Social event involving drinking? Pregame with drinking.
Weed is my cure-all habit. Helps me sleep.
>>694926489
weed saved my life!
i'd probly kill myself a while ago if i didn't smoke ^^
>>694926419
I am well aware, once my lease is up I'm hopping to a different fucking state
Only drug I take is adderall.
LOOOOOOVE the stuff. Fucking 10/10.
As a matter of fact, it's time for another 20 right now.
>>694926835
lol i remember not getting high on 600mg then i stopped for a brief period and it was on to meth.
>>694926835
Then 40, then 50, 60, then why isn't it working as good? Maybe I'll try sucking dick that will help.
>>694923120
You will be a full blown addict in no time. :)
>>694927003
600mg is quite the fucking trip m8. 40 a day is working for me. I've got some fucking 10th percentile ADHD tho. I don't take it for the sake of it, but I do love how it makes me feel.
>>694927082
I already suck dick as it is. Why would I need an excuse?
>>694926293
>>694926295
I take shower every evening including hair wash. Currently im using black african soap (im white as white i can be, slav) as an experiment and i must say it is working just great, even as a shaving gel.
I go for journey into The Self rather often. I know what are those. My highiest dose was 1370ug and it was not deep enought. I spent almost 10 years researching this topic so please dont start this ignorant shit discussion with me. I really dont have good english to explain all of those, but that is far from "just drug". Far that You wont believe.
>>694926489
Coce stimulates those areas of brain that are aroused while risky bets about really large amount of money. That is why it is "financial class" favourited drug. But for normal person it is just as speed.
I havent tried either, im not into stimulants. But there are large amounts of science data bout all the substances You want to know. Erowid is for start.
>>694926741
stay golden anon x
>>694927476
>im not into stimulants
...but how?
They're so fucking amazing.
>>694927799
Downers4lyfe
I get a new Fentanyl prescription every 2 weeks and I actually enjoy spacing out on it. I take about 50-75µg oraly if im in intense pain and snort a small line from time to time 1.5hrs after I took the fentanyl. I still work 60hrs a week and besides my fucked up spine im in good health. Drugs only ruin your life if you let them.
>>694927799
I just see them as waisting energy. I like to get tired but is has to have some sense, some goal other than just this (like running for running). That is why gym was boring to me but mma trainings were awesome! So having this arousement in my friends i was not even slightly interested. Exeptions - i probably would try DOI and DOC and those are kinda related. But im not searching them.
>>694925870
A self conscious bi pedal mammal descendant of the primate family tree to be blunt. You can obviously go deeper than that but you can also to that about a stick of you wanna go into how the molecules and yes even the atoms themselves are bound together.
>>694927476
We got a professor over here. Let me guess your escape to the self is because you see behind the curtain and everyone else doesn't, but if only they used this DRUG they would understand! Your English is fine. Unless what you're trying to translate are the thoughts the aliens are giving you than yeah it would be hard to translate, maybe if you took one more hit you could communicate it better. "Oh shit I had it, but forgot it! I felt it though so it must be true!" Keep escaping reality with your drug. Maybe move to India and sit under a tree.
I miss my ativan script soo bad
>>694928188
>ask him not to start this conversation
>starts this conversation
yay for listening skills
>>694912138
>What's your favorite drug
Gin
> and why?
Brexit
>>694928026
Different folks different strokes I guess. I fucking hate downers. Can't stand the lethargic, tired feeling. It kinda feels like there's a clog in the tubes my brain uses to help me think. If ya like em tho, more power to ya.
>>694928111
Fair enough. Like I said, I'm not judging. It's interesting to see people who like downers. I can't stand it man, but you keep on doin' you.
>>694914811
AMT was horrible, saw smoke people and i couldn't sleep or like 2 days.
>>694928374
Boo Fucking hoo
>>694928188
>>694928374
Thinking we're the same fag.. prolly the extensive DRUG use.
>>694928460
That's why I like them. No painful thoughts, no self analysis. Just warm comfy goo-thoughts
>>694928493
lol did you dose it days into a meth binge or are you just mentally unsound?
>>694928326
Ech.... Several years ago i tried kill myself. After that i was kinda pinned down. And psychedelics actually helped me to "get even" with myself and start changing my life. And You know what? It works! Just that. No matter what reasons are behind "most" people - in my case they helped me to grow and develop. And they can help many more. There are HUNDREDS cases of curin alcoholism via lsd and other psychedelics and entheogenes. And i mean CURE not just "mask the symptom" like all "drug factory" wants. Selling drugs is more profitable than curing people.
My english is OK but i lack right and proper terms used in neuroscience and epigenetics. Just that.
I had surgery this past christmas eve. hernia. My doc only gave me 30 5mg. My friend surprised me with 60 10mgs for $20. She made my month with that.
drugs made me go mental. before i was just a weirdo, now im an addicted, paranoid fuck. wasted.
>>694928948
hydros. got excited in the memory
>>694922583
Ever done Salvia? As in the notorious psychoactive healing plant? No? Then stfu.
>>694928460
I dont see them as "downers". LSD is just the most awesome experience that exists. I want to try dmt but havent occasion. Also tried ayahuasca, changa, mxe, hawaiin seeds, and weed. Shrooms also. Want to try more shrooms, dmt, mdma but only with the other half. And thats it. Also tried dxm it was dissapointing.
>>694928793
Lucky you.
Downer fag >>694928739 here.
Had to stop psychedelics due to increasing paranoia, self hatred and generally fucked up shit.
also saw the devil while on shrooms. he was just standing in the corner of the room, black suite, black briefcase, and he blew out ice clouds like when its very cold. i also felt very cold. sickest experience ever!
>>694929110
Seriously? You must be really trying not to face Truth about youself... You cannot avoid it, it will break Your world.
>>694929110
this.
>>694929081
Good old Salvia... Mann i had some intensive expirience with this... :D
>>694929268
Yeah... You have some work to do inside The Self.
>>694929097
I can't do hallucinogenics either, man. Weed sends me into horribly vivid hallucinations.
Mental, visual, auditory, the whole fucking experience. I've smoked probably 15 times, and only ONCE was it good. That's because I thought I was a fuckin' snake in some comfy ass grass while I was at a party. I was pulling myself around on the ground looking at people and saying, "I'm a snake."
favorite drug is MDMA, once i took a half G and was basically comatose but it was the best night of my life. i was having full body orgasms along with talking to people who werent there. I was smoking a cig for like 3 hours then asked my bud why it wasnt going down and it turns out I didnt even have one to begin with.
>>694929325
kek bro. some people wont stand psychoactive substances. ever read studies bout that? they actually anhance psychosis if you got one
Drugs are bad, m'kay
you will become an addict, m'kay
stop it, m'kay
>>694929325
Typical pseudomystical tripper bullshit
>>694929504
jealous
>>694929503
this is also to You
>>694929325
>>694929591
true that. new age spiritism first hand. dont believe guys like him. do drugs for fun, not to solve any problems. mostly it wont work!
>>694929325
You know not everything is a mystic shamans wet dream.
>what is hppd
>what is awakening of dormant mental disabilities
>>694912138
cocaine right now, overdosed 4 days ago, back on it tonight, dont give a fuck.
>>694929624
ya pictures say it all.
>>694929624
Awesome animation.
>>694914149
Fuck I have only taken like three nights off in the last year. I'm fully fuctioning, but that's probably the only reason why
>>694929531
Yes i know but still they are uch more below 1% of our population. LSD is considered the safest psych active substance that exists. Read WHO raport about addictive substances. Also read the data from experiments done untill 70s ban.
>>694929591
Yeah... Think that way, it will get You throught life.
>>694929624
Nah man. I'm not even about to try it. I've spoken with and been hunted by demons in those hallucinations. It's not something I'd willingly subject myself to ever again.
>>694929325
Our brains are way more complex than we can fathom. Not all DRUGS give the same effect for everyone. It's good it's working for you and it's helped you grow. I just keep replying because you're obviously in some other world about your DRUG when all it is, is a DRUG. Just how some things work for some and not others. It doesn't mean there are deep down issues you're neglecting. It's this psychonaught thinking that's annoying "we have the key you just have to open the door, here take a higher dose" No I just had a shit experience and I choose not to anymore, not because of some deeper issues. The deeper issue would be why do you constantly need to use DRUGS? It's all an escape masqueraded as enlightenment. How would you feel if you stopped using your DRUG? Took the lessons you've learned and moved on? Oh you couldn't, it's already has its hooks in you.
>>694929081
*raises hand*
i did salvia once, i had a pleasant out of body experience
would do it again/10
>>694929504
I've had that similarity twice with weed.
>laughing at stuff on computer
>turn to friend to confirm the mutual hilarity
>friend went home 20 minutes ago
>>694929861
working in medical field. can tell you that most people with psychosis we get here did one or more drugs. you think you aint got one till you use lsd the first time, then youre fucked,
can confirm cause suffering from paranoia since i tried shrooms. thanks alotmate
>>694912524
do you find your life repetitive? do you have very little social interactions? if so change that and you will be happy. make up somehting you will look forward to
>>694929721
again my english is not good enought for this level of conversation. I simply lack the words.
>>694929808
they are nice everything can be fun and from everything you have to keep distant. Alway think for yourself improve your mind (triviumeducation.com for start) and be happy.
>>694929810
right? i like them too :)
>>694929894
same for me. believing that those beings made out of light when you take dmt or ajuwasca actually are demons disguised as angels of light. lucifer means lightbringer btw
>>694929110
you sound like me before i started taking multivitamin + selenium + zync food supplements :D
>>694929861
Getting through life is all I could wish for.
I don't need your false spiritual bullshit or your "wisdom"
No one makes it out alive anyway
>>694912138
I'm about to try dissociatives for the first time (PCP or something similar; not positively sure). I've only ever done weed, mushrooms, and LSD before. Anyone here have any experiences or advice regarding dissociatives to share?
>>694930374
you do know what people are doing when they smoked angels dust? if not look that shit up, nothing i would recommend. better stick with that lsd!
>>694929913
ech....l From the end - how i would feel? Good i guess. Why i wouldnt? It is like with weed - if it is it is great but if it absent, well then thats ok. Eventually she will show herself around me. The same thing with others. They are and it is great. If they go still will be great. Like i said my lafe is changing like crazy and i dont have time to describe it or even try to explain. But cosider this - "drug" can be defined from the law point of view and medicine point of view. What is defined as "drug" from law very often is not considered "drug" by medicine. And in other way. That is why i have problem with generic "drug are bad" shit because it is just fucking propaganda. Use proper names if you want to be taken seriously.
>>694930136
You kind of sound like my old house mate Smeagol.
$50 says you're unemployed, and justify staying on welfare because, "like everyone should just help each other man. What's wrong with being nice?"
>>694930283
Tool artwork?
I'm a walking long term study on Chlordiazepoxide.
There might be other methods to counter crippling anxiety, but hey, I got my hands on a gargantuan stash of Librium and it pretty much turned my life around.
I do have to pause once a month when it starts to lose its effect, but otherwise no real side-effects to speak of and it gave me back my life.
So yeah, favorite drug if that counts.
Just pot.
Makes me less depressed about the guy I won't get because reasons.
>>694930374
Don't do that shit dude. I grew up in the middle of nowhere and the drugs of choice there were PCP and meth.
I've seen people try to take apart car doors with their bare hands while high on that shit. One had to go to the hospital because he cut his hand open on a jagged edge of a broken down car door and didn't feel it. The fucker's lucky he lived.
>>694930741
You live in Canada by any chance?
Been addicted to weed for ages, can't stop smokin it, and I always cancel outings to stay home n smoke and that literally sucks.
Psychedelics are the way to go, my favourite being mushrooms.With a few heavy, ground shattering trips you can completely redefine who you are and bring value to life.
>>694930089
This things happen because people dont know themself and they dont know what they approaching. When i got changa the guy warned me as this is "very dangerous, my buddy had to go to psychiatrist after this because he couldn handle what he saw". Me? It was awesome 15 min of my life but still sld is better because it lasts longer. I am not afraid of what i am. And rarely i meet people who dont. Most of You are scared animals not human beings. And You are not ready to see your own subconsciousness. But that causes are within PEOPLE not SUBSTANCE.
>>694912524
That was me at age like 19-23. Now I have a big boy job and only smoke bomb shit. I would rather go without than smoke resin or stems. Course I've had to cut down a lot cause I can't smoke all day at said big boy job. How old are you anon?
>>694930374
take ketamine, watch time dissapear and be sucked into mirrors before the wall charge and crush you then you die and be reborn 10 minutes later, shits crazy.
>>694930344
You are missing the point.
The problem is not really quitting drugs per sé, it's more everything around it. I'd have to litterally re-invent myself because I don't know who I am if you take the drugs away. I don't know what to do with my free time. I think about drugs all day erryday because I am a degenerate. I started selling harddrugs since I was 15 and did big shit when I was 18-22. I loved the thrill of having 6 kilo of MJ in the trunk, or meeting new dealers and selling them XXXX amount of xtc pills with my hand on my weapon. It scared the shit out of me, but it felt so good when you count the money and beat the system. Now I realised what kind of dumbfuck I was. I wish I was a normie
>>694930677
I am working in mobile company.
Give me 50 bucks use paypal.
>>694931235
Post your bank statement of them paying you.
>God is real because the Bible says so logic
>Expects me to pay because of that
>>694931398
Define "god".
>>694931034
100% someone could convince you to join their cult and have you suck their dick.
>Most of you are scared animals not being human
Typical hippie shit. Like I said in my original post, it's going to be interesting to see the GENERAL population of psychedelics use where they are a few decades out. Of course there are exceptions. I'm talking about the average psychedelic user.
>>694931235
mad illuminati shit right here
>>694912138
Feeling guilt from using a substance
You're truly pathetic anon.
ketamine was very sick. if you take nuff you wont be able to form proper words with your motuh, then you die. then you die a lil bit more. then you wake up and have a fucking alp on your chest.
>>694912138
Anadrol, can't get enough of that shit.
>>694931586
That picture is pretty cool to look at, bombed 50mg of Stilnox before and feeling good.
Post your bank statement first with timestamp.
>>694931112
Then explain what the point is.
>>694931591
Steve Jobs credited his success to acid you idiot
>>694929081
>notorious psychoactive healing plant
you cant be serious
>>694932006
He was also a pancreatic cancer faggot.
>>694932006
Yeah you can use things as tools. This is a degenerate thread. He wasn't blasting acid in his death bed.
>>694932135
and the acid must have caused that right, idiot
>>694932006
apple logo: check. garden of eden: check. angel who gave us the apple: double check and gtfo of there dammit
>>694932238
Ok well drugs and degenerate don't necessarily have to go hand in hand
Any celebrity does drugs, they're a lot more successful than you'll ever be.
Jimmy Fallon is caught doing coke all the time
dont do heroin or you'll get constipated
>>694932277
I'm not saying it did. Doesn't lessen the fact that he was a faggot who got pancreatic cancer.
>>694930730
indeed it is! :D
>>694932601
You're a faggot
>>694932006
>Idiots thinking if he drops acid he will become as big as Steve Jobs but forgets about the hard work and ambition that goes into creating something like Apple because.... Oh yeah they are blasting off to other dimensions so often.
Kek!
>>694932524
>Being in pop culture is success
Kek!
>>694932658
>>694930736
how does that compare to other benzos, if you've had experience with others?
>>694930741
i will suck your cock bro, i promise im better than him
>>694932710
>>694932817
Faggot
>>694932850
shits good, just drink the ampoul, its mixed with NaCl.
>>694932926
Keep justifying your degeneracy. You're just one hit away from the next big break! Go get it!
>>694932817
kek
Using Steve Jobs as an example of anything other than a massive faggot
>ISHYGDDT
>>694933069
I definitely will. And I'm sure you'll have more fun being sober.
Or maybe you drink alcohol. idiot
>>694931764
this does sound like something i would like to try out in the near future xd
>>694931591
Many tried, non sucseeded.
The avarege psychedelic user is moron. And i cannot debate that.
>>694931596
Not really, no.
>>694931890
No bank statements. Sorry.
That animation is what You can see after lsd.
>>694931966
I tried but i faild. You have to narrow perspective. Start from triviumeducation.com and You will get it in time.
I am preparing to a Journey :)
>>694933221
You're the massive faggot
yep, still recovering from the 20 beers and half gram of speed last night. luckily i have xanax and kratom and whisky and lots of more speed so i will be fine again soon, just have to make some plans because i dont want to get fucked up alone tonight
>>694933271
Other than wowing at the awesomeness of the universe why obsess over the complexities of our world? Unless you're going into the sciences all this info is just fodder. Yeah it's cool to "trip" on, but turning it into gospel is just a waste of energy cause guess what. We live and then we turn into worm food.
>>694933271
more illuminati shit confirmed. at least be somewhat more subtle
>>694933633
You consider Yourself with the body You own. OK then, enjoy Your Journye.
>>694933609
Remember this post 10 years from now and see how you feel about your degeneracy. Guarantee you will be either stagnant to were you are right now with some ups and downs or you finally grow up and identify the degeneracy as a waste of energy. I'm guessing the former.
>>694933758
You ment The Order of The Black Sun?
>>694932850
Besides having a longer half-life than some more modern equivalents it seems to have a stronger presence.
Besides that I can't really tell.
The reason I take this particular one is just that I happen to have enough to just continue with it.
>>694933805
List ye, O man, hear ye my voice,
teaching of Wisdom and Light in this cycle;
teaching ye how to banish the darkness,
teaching ye how to bring Light in thy life.
Seek ye, O man, to find the great pathway
that leads to eternal LIFE as a SUN.
Draw ye away from the veil of the darkness.
Seek to become a Light in the world.
Make of thyself a vessel for Light,
a focus for the Sun of this space.
Lift thou thine eyes to the Cosmos.
Lift thou thine eyes to the Light.
Speak in the words of the Dweller,
the chant that calls down the Light.
Sing thou the song of freedom.
Sing thou the song of the Soul.
Create the high vibration
that will make thee One with the Whole.
Blend all thyself with the Cosmos.
Grow into ONE with the Light.
Be thou a channel of order,
a pathway of LAW to the world.
>>694933805
>Typical hippie bullshit.
Invest in the sciences. Not the imaginary world your brain puts on for you. Talk to actual scientist that are doing real work in measuring the world around us and they don't waste their time, yes maybe dabble in it, but not wasting their time with psychedelics like it's the next coming of Christ.
>>694933880
There's nothing wrong with using a substance.
Some are illegal, some aren't.
Just because the illegal ones are (a lot) more fun, and people choose to do them, doesn't mean they're bad.
>>694933907
some1 who gots it right!
pure DMT squeezed from cadaver pineal glands
>>694934356
you surely mean adenochrome?
>waited until 20 to try anything drug related because of fucked up family example was deterrent
>Never had moderation in life though, got into guitar & had to have as many as possible; like soda so drank 3 super big gulps daily
>Try weed and actually don't regret early pot, opened my perspective on some things and was fun for a bit
>Headaches from smoking too much out of bong, try 2 5 mg oxycodone (Percocet) at once...fucked forever
>Knew I was doomed, liked opiates far too much, never in denial as addiction progressed
>Spent over 10 years as a hardcore pharmaceutical opiate junkie
>Up to 50 10mg hydrocodone a day easy just to function, then still sought Dilaudid and oxycodone from oxycontin or basic Perc's to TRY and get nodded
>Rarely worked
>Herculean amounts of opiates, Benzo's, Soma's and eventually alcohol for synergistic effect could barely keep me "well", whenever withdrawal was in full swing was the worst fucking feeling and experience you can imagine.
>Hollow, empty, just a big nerve the size of a man in constant pain and agony
>Finally try Methadone maintenance therapy after years of rehabs & relapse
>Have been on methadone for over a decade and will probably be for life...as it's been shown psychologically and physiologically the brain of long term opiate addicts are irrevocably altered and the reward system will never be right again
>For me Methadone is like insulin, I don't feel a huge high or nod out, just feel normal. No withdrawal or cravings. It's working for me, life is as good as life gets, not great & not awful...all any of us have really.
>Fuck critics of methadone programs, it works for me and hundreds of thousands of others, most who prefer to be anonymous and get back to their lives and function.
>If you're a true opiate addict and nothing is working to improve your life...try it, if it don't agree with you or you hate it, they're always gonna make H and pills , etc. It ain't going nowhere...
>>694914673
I'll smoke resin before I smoke seeds or leaves. cocaine addiction will ruin your life fast
>>694933271
>That animation is what You can see after lsd.
As though people don't already know.
>You have to narrow perspective.
>The avarege psychedelic user is moron.
Bro, you are the average psychedelic user. Arrogant and condescending. Sorry to break it to you.
You won't provide a bank statement because I am right. You are a the lowest of drug users, a drug user on welfare.
>>694934226
I agree everything is fine in moderation. I'm talking to the people that are blinded by their addictions.
Do coke occasionally but it makes me feel very weird and depressed the day after, Like i'm not myself. Tried XTC but it made me paranoid as fuck. I seem to always have bad experiences when taking drugs (except for alcohol and coke) so I don't take them anymore.
Smoke weed erryday after 10PM (set a rule for myself so i don't become a loser hippy) and addicted to it, can't seem to sleep without being high at all. It also helps me through my boring life.
>>694934240
Wow, that's a pretty obscure quote.
>>694934063
Im finding myself for that goal. Lucky for me my Ancestry are with me. Ancient Slavs are coming back. Dawn of Svarog is here. And it brings Day of Svarog, time whene this planet is in full stream of True Living Light.
Thank You and take care!
>>694933907
"to still me or to stir me,
aum, let it fill me!"
-stele of revealing, crowley's translation
>>694934024
Also I feel a lot less muddled in the head then on xanax/alprazol. Almost no fog at all.
Tried opiates for the first time, my nan had 4 7.5/325 hydrocodone tablets left over from when she broke her ankle and she offered them to me "in case I hurt myself at work or something" because she doesn't need them anymore for the ankle and they make her stomach hurt (she's not that with it anymore bless her) and I took them all later that night. Was a really nice experience, probably one of the best I've ever had on a drug, such a clean high too, but I don't feel like I'd kill someone to do it again. I'd be interested in just trying another opiate because people say hydrocodone's one of the weakest and it did only last an hour or so once I came up with after-effects of just feeling really nice in a sober way that lasted until I went to sleep. Feels good to finally know what all the hype is about but I feel like I just saw it from the cheap-seats, like I can imagine if something was 100 times better than that how good it would be, but still it was pretty good.
>>694934490
Sure, if you're addicted it's different.
I do shit every once in a while, but when I do, I go all out.
But I don't have a dependence type personality so I just never got addicted.
Plenty of people I know became junkies, etc.
I think that is luck of the draw.
I like lsd
>>694934548
elaborate please. as if it wasnt true...
amphetamine > coke
cocaine is for fucking insecure pussies that "need their sleep" and can't handle hangovers
All of these faggots. Enjoy ruining the rest of your shit lives.
>>694934672
Also after the high had mostly passed my stomach hurt really really badly, and since it was because of paracetamol and more paracetamol was all I had in my medicine cabinet I just had to tough it out. Will probably smoke a little weed before hand and have pepto or something
>>694934240
"Lucifer" is the name for left side of brain, the intellect. False light because intellect wont get You to Truth. Only Intelligence can guide You and intelligence is born from left and right sides of brain. Intellect + Intuition - also calleg "Christ" - = Intelligence.
>>694934456
Look im not here to conquer your own barricades and illusions. I just have enought of this. Several years ago i would explain You everything step by step but right now - it is not worth the effort. Just that.
So be well and enjoy Liffe :D
I like hbwr. Also thc. And Phenylpiracetam.
>>694934601
No thank You.
>>694934991
gotcha mate. you are one of those aint ya. haha cant fool me. back away with your new age spiritism!
>>694935245
far from new age... very far, bou you cannot see it, you are to narrow
see this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q51l_E8Tlp0
Would a girl be easier to rape if I spiked her drink with Xanax?
>>694934991
Mate, I do hope you're havin' a giggle.
>I'd explain everything step by step, but unfortunately I'm just making it up as I go
Again with the condescension, you rest on this presumption that people need you to explain anything, that they need you at all. If not by providing a bank statement, prove in any way that you're employed, or that you even steal for yourself to support your habit, as opposed to getting the government to do it for you. Please.
>Yes I'm triggered.
>>694935508
Yes but that is shamefull act.
>>694934907
lol like your shit life is any better chasing pokemons.
go be a virgin somewhere els
>>694912138
I was in the same boat as you, speedballs with crack and herion, bath salts and meth. Of course i had just about every other drug know man up to that point. But it's no way to live. I lost every material possetion i had. All the people that were my friends and even family stopped associating with me, and the girl i really loved left. One day i died and woke up in the hospitol and decided to stop. I relapsed a few times since then but for the most part am doing well again. Im not in jail, no pending time or po to report to. Have a place to stay, a car a job, my family, friends who i can do fun shit with without having to get high. The girl that i loved is at least talking to me again. But most of all im comfortable, i don't feel like i need something (other than coffee and a cig) when i wake up. I feel good, happy, and not depressed all the time or completely manic for days.
>>694935508
No, get Fluno.
Or, if you're feeling adventurous, get a pouch of tobacco and soak it in Methanol for a day or two. Sift, and let Methanol evaporate. It should leave a syrup, namely, refined Nicotine. Spike her with that, as much as you can.
>>694934981
In all the time I did opiates I can't say the acetaminophen bother me too much, and we're talking 10mg Hydro or Oxy w/500mg Ace. Sometimes 650! When I was talking 40 a day easy I had shit ton of that shit in me, maybe urine hesitancy being the only perceptible side effect.
I was relieved when after I finally got clean and had my liver lipids checked I was okay. Fucking human body is stout jack...
>>694935635
No i wont. I dont have to proove to you anything. Just that. You might think about me whatever you like, but if you trully care about what you say you would go and check all the data i meant. All of it. If you dont want to that is just an excuse for you not to do this.
Thats simple.
>>694935858
That can kill her.
>>694912138
>>694912524
Maybe you should stop.
>>694935858
>kill her with nicotine
lmao
Also nicotine tastes so unbelievably bad it's impossible to mask.
>>694936020
dead bitches can't scream or tell on you later
>>694935938
Do you cognitively register what it is that you're typing or are you actually handicapped from how enlightened you are?
>>694936192
for me this is pointless
>>694935638
so you switched from lsd pictures to some more eloquent ish right? i knew we would get you out of your rabbit whole. now start praying and hope jhwh will forgive you! cant possibly imagine what you have done if you are the person i expect you to be.
>>694936337
That's alright, it's not like you have a job or other responsibilities to attend.
LSD
>DMT (picture related
Shrooms
Cocaine
MDMA
Alcohol
Weed
>>694936192
hes praying to the devil. also its rabbithole. pardon me
>>694936404
yhwh one of the archons, saturn himself... Not interested into him and his way of reality.
Did coke for the first time yesterday.. I fucking feel like shit of doing it, but it was really good
I'm being treated for anxiety with 1200mg Gabapentin 3x a day. It worked okay for maybe the first month at this dose but it's going on about month 5 and it hasn't been working for a long time. Trying to be honest and work with a therapist and psychiatrist for the first time and I'm doing a good job at it. I can't work up the balls to ask my psychiatrist for benzos and he knows I've abused them in the past. I can't even make my self speak up and let him know how bad my anxiety really is. I'm physically dependent on Gabapentin now which is on par with benzo addiction and it's really all just a fucking joke at this point.
>>694935938
What data did you present? I saw none. Only ramblings of a drug user.
>>694914149
In the wrong thread then m8
>>694936337
And for all the mystical power the Gods the Egyptians prayed had, look at where it has gotten them.
Nothing more than a peculiarity for more successful civilizations to look at on holiday.
>>694936619
How my crystals do you own?
