Feels thread....
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Feels thread....
>>694688518
Where is this from anyways?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnoYOPg5GLQ
all the feels 100%
Don't know bruh, just post sad shits...
>>694689524
dota 2 documentary "Free to Play"
>>694689524
Free to Play "the movie"
Rlly ?
CMON lets fuckin' get depressed
Fags, please, post some sad shit here...
>>694689906
>>694689793
Thanks
>>694690431
That fucking hit hard.
>want to die
>can´t leave mom alone (no money to survive his own)
....what is some more years of pain and loneliness
Yeh, lets keep going....
Can we cry already?
>>694688518
Sauce?
Cmon, fags...
There is a reason we are here <3
Ok here goes.
>be me
>grow up in Detroit (you can fill in the blanks)
>mom was a manipulative, homicidal, drug addict
>mom has tried to kill me on multiple occasions
>mom had me when she was 16, my dad was 20 (She made up an elaborate lie about her age. Long story)
>mom immediately banished my dad from my life because he wouldnt always let her have her way
>grew up thinking my dad didnt want me, because mom told me this
>ffw
>be 12
>Get C on report card
>mom strangles me, and makes me stand naked in living room with my arms straight out in a T formation, and she invites friends over as if nothing is wrong
>Tell her im done and Im calling the police
>kicks me out of house, naked for almost a full day
>tells me to pack my shit
>She drives me to a place Ive never been. A lady Ive never met, greets me
>find out its my dads mom
>see my dad and recognize him from very vague memories
>I live with dad now
>I used to write stories, loves to watch nat geo wild, draw, and play video games
>dad and I instantly clicked, because he was into all the same shit
>dad was the best person ever
>dad was born sick, so he was broke, couldn't work, and vouldnt get me everything I wanted
>I still didnt care
>dad was fair. Instead of pulling rank on decisions, we'd play the game. Whoever won, decided on things like dinner
>no matter how shit my mom was, dad never shit talked her
>cont...
Long but worth the read
>dad was extremely intelligent and could've been anything he wanted, had he not been sick. Like, he was a PRO at Jeopardy
>didnt realize it at the time, bit dad used to literally risk his life to get me food
>dad could only walk short distances, but he'd walk as much as he needed to to provide food
>sometimes he went a day without eating, just to make sure I ate
>anyways
>ffw to 16
Dad been on transplant list for years, and finally was going to get his turn on January 12th, 2011.
>Dad let me know that he could die during surgery
>hes telling me he loves me, more than usual
>ffw to december 20th, 2010
>dad was supposed to go to dialysis on tues, thurs, and sat
>sometimes he would skip a day, because he hated being hooked up to machines
>this was one of those times
>dad would usually be extremely weak during the days he skipped
>this time seemed worse
>dad is lying in couch the entire few days, not eating, or very talkative
>grandmother keeps asking him if he's ok and should he go to the hospital
>he keeps saying hes alright
>after a while, hes not responding to us, period. Hes staring at us like he doesnt recognize us
>grandmother decides to take him to hospital
>"anon. Get a pair of pants out of the dryer"
>I come from upstairs, and walk past dad to get to basement
>he looks up at me and smiles
>I get to basement and open the dryer
>*THUMP!*
>Figures dad fell of the couch
>hear my grandmother calling his nane over and iver again, each time more frantic
>I knew it
>I run upstairs and hold dad in my arms. Eyes wide open, blood coming out of mouth and nose
>dad died
>ambulance didnt arrive for 2 hours
>when they did, they had no stretcher, or anything
>they took their sweet ass time
>had to sit in a house with my dead father in my arms for 2 hours
If you guys want the ultimate feels from a film, watch Me and Earl and the Dying Girl.
I'm clinically depressed. I'd see someone, like the people around me think I should, but I feel like I deserve to be sad. Anyone else?
>>694691523
>>694691636
These 2 go together.
>>694689620
What the fuck is her problem?
>>694691636
Life isn't fair, man..
>>694691386
Free to Play: The Movie, hyhy.
>>694691725
shivers
>>694691831
fuck..
>>694691831
damn if thats legit, thats true feels
Without the labor. But with doing the labor soon. It is summer
>>694691113
Similar to me
I'm really all my mom has. I don't want to transfer all of my pain to her. Maybe it's better for me to suffer. She's done her time.
>>694692321
and in the end, it doesn't even matter
You bitches made me cry...
>>694691141
I'm kinda proving this pic to be true, she has a bf yet I'm easily making her slip away from him.
>Fuck this world
Woman are a fucked species because of how easily they can be swayed.
She was the only right in my world of wrongs, and I lost her.
>>694691103
I had read this one before fucked me up good read
>>694690431
those are flatsound lyrics
good feels music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECLjHIDQLQ8
There's always someone that listens...
>>694692640
I had saved it a long time ago to read it, and just found it last night. I was like "Wtf is this doing here" and starting reading.
This kind of shit just gets to me, the loss and frustration
>>694692901
Flatsound always either cheers me up or brings me down hard. Especially with "If You Love Me Come Clean." Regardless, they're great.
>>694692605
been there, literally had to get rid of, throw out and cut out everyone in my life to reset myself. sometimes im lonely, but i meet new people and they are into the stuff as me. im happier now, i only hope to not have to restart again.
i got a sad story i wanted to share
>be 18, going to college
>left mother crying on a hallway
>never really cared for me as much as caring for keeping me quiet
>get to a new city, live alone on an apartment, take a few days to get to know the places around my new home
>classes start, talk to no one, get good grades, not the best but almost there
>one day i got about an hour early to my classroom by accident
>some girl from my class is there too, we decide to have lunch
>talk for some time, we forgot about our class
>brush it away, we enjoyed our talk but we have to get going to our other (separated) classes
it is getting to long and painfull to tell, i lost my mother's love, my friends and my confidence, she just went away to.
Fuck it, i Will post it just because i already wrote this.
>>694691636
that's some shit, homey... sorry.
but at least you got to meet him, to know him, and can remember him fondly, for who he really was.
hopefully you use that memory to get up and outta the shit you were in.
>>694690431
>mfw I go to sleep around 4-5 am every night
>>694693213
I've done this, you'll get through it anon
>>694691351
Thank you
>>694692356
exactly...
(same anon as before)
>>694692965
... You touch my soul
>>694693144
my ex got me in to flatsound so every time i listen i've got to be in a really bad mood because mitch makes me sad
>>694691738
Me too, tried to look for help but i feel like i should get sadder and kill myself
>>694692768
>had to put down my 14 year old great dane last summer
>vet came to the house and euthanized her in her own bed
>everyone was around, holding her, crying
>was best she didnt spend her final moments in an unfamiliar place, on a cold steel table
>carrying my dead dog into the vet for cremation, cradled like a baby
>head rolling around lifelessly
My heart, she is broken.
>>694693478
Im not crying. You're crying.
>>694691636
I'm sorry for your loss. I'm glad he loved you as best he could and wasn't some creep. You had one good parent.
>>694693391
I'm sorry bro.
Shit... i feel bad for making the thread...
But....
Shit man, i'm sorry......
>>694693803
>autism
>no friends in school
>bullied by everyone including teachers
>mental breakdown drop out of school
>no education
>not left house for past 6 years
>still managed to "have" a social life online
>met a few good friends
>they all left me in the end
>met a few girls
>got used and dropped 5 times in a row
>best friend is abusive
>uses me as a punching bag
>literally tells me me being miserable makes him happy
>put up with it because have no one else
>tried to kill myself
>no one cared
>"best friend" told me to fuck off because his girlfriend would start arguments with me just so she could go tell him to yell at me
>hes just using her for her money
>saved his life and gave him over £600
>how am i this fucking stupid
>now im alone and have no one
>crippling anxiety depression ocd
>put on all the weight i lost
>now im left with nothing
>im actually sad enough to type my life story to a bunch of people who are never going to remember me anyway
worst part is that abusive fuck always told me its my fault my life turned how it did. what was i meant to do i was a kid.
sorry if ive wasted anyones time reading this. i just needed someone to know.
>>694692965
I love this book.
>>694691636
how has life been since then, anon?
> knew this girl
> she knew me
> we liked each other intimately
> didn't capitaize on the moment
> now she's gone
I'm crying too much to greenext our good times right now and what happened. Im sorry
>>694694075
fuk u
>>694693478
i remember a few years ago the dog that had been with my family since i was 5 died
i couldnt really do anything, but i didnt want to break down and cry.
so i dug a hole, a fucking deep hole and buried him.
the reason graves are 6ft deep are because by the time you are finished digging that deep with a shovel. you dont have the energy to cry anymore.
>>694691831
Tfw no one will do that when you die.
>>694694253
My mom might
>>694694152
It hurts man
You may be alone, but you're not alone.
>>694694077
step one is medication. it will pull you out of that haze. GB has free health care, right?
>>694694385
Thanks, bro. I love you man
>>694694077
Most people only see you for what you can do for them.
I'm sorry.
>>694694503
I love you too.
>>694692768
>>694693478
Animals get me every time
>>694694678
closet homo
>>694694607
Thanks for saying it back. You have no idea how much that warmed my heart.
>>694694077
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nB3H8xKgJhY
thought of this, dont know why
>>694694075
>>694694707
>>694694422
yeah but im already on anti depressants fuck i dread to think what i would be like without
>>694694579
for some reason this made me feel good for a moment thank you
>>694692422
Nihilism is your friend, its all I know
>>694694749
Can i join?
>>694694749
Confirmation that I've helped you feel better makes me feel better. Take care bro, I must depart.
If you guys like metal/metalcore
You can hear Memphis May Fire....
That shit makes me cry every single song of them.....
Two months ago I had a pretty bad break down due in part to my Grandmother dying and my unchecked OCD and Anxiety. It got so bad that I thought I was going to forget how to speak, eat, talk, etc. I couldn't look at other peoples faces, or at the sky or at trees because nothing made sense to me, nothing looked like it used to. I lost the "comfortability" of life if that makes sense, the feeling that everything and everyone is real and accepted as true. It's gotten better, but even now I feel as though I will never attain that sense of comfortability again, that feeling of fully being myself. I'm still uncomfortable looking at other people and things, but I'm doing better and I am in therapy. My question is, will I ever truly be myself again? I feel as though I'm going to be uncomfortable with how weird life is for the rest of my life. I'm so scared that this will never leave me.
>>694694077
Nice dubs
You sould like me, anon
I didn't drop out, though. I stayed long enough to become the people-pleasing comedian character. I got pretty fat and now I'm on the first actual diet of my life. Losing weight.
It's not your fault, but hey, I've stuck around losers too, because if I hadn't, I would've been alone. Now I'm still pretty alone because I have nothing much left and people can't use me, but I'm still working toward being happier later.
>>694694933
You, too.
>>694694896
There are good people out there, just be one of them and you'll find others.
>20 yr old virgin still living at home
>couldn't find any full-time jobs so I have two part-time jobs
>feel like a loser for still living at home, but still make below the poverty line
>constantly comparing myself to people my age
>feel like I'm not prepared for adulthood
>desperately wish I was16 again
>already wasted my teen years
Why not?
>freshman year of high school
>im a little awkward cringe lord
>im standing outside my school talking to friends before i have to walk
>on my walk home i notice someone on the opposite side
>about my height around my age
>i lived in a small town so i assumed he was new since i hadn't seen him before
>fast forward two days
>standing outside after school about to leave again when i notice the same guy
>ive always been social so i introduced myself
>"hi im anon"
>"hi im cash"
>we hit it off instantly, we were both super into popular culture and what not
>instantly we clicked
...continued?
more tunes. Michale Graves showing you how it's done...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCDBv8c1p-M
>>694694908
Yeah, man
>>694694075
...
>>694694678
Stfu let them be happy, smh
>>694695222
Yay:D
>>694688880
This one cuts deep
>>694694075
I normally ignore this retarded shit but fuck you for posting it in this thread
>>694691831
>tfw my name is Tyler
>tfw no one would ever do this if i died
>>694694075
...
>>694695345
I only did it to continually bump the thread.
Sorry though
>>694694075
Ay shit, can't risk it
>>694695277
If i cant be happy, no one should
>>694695318
its so true
>>694688518
I'm starting to accept being abandoned by my 'friends' and family now. I've decided that, since they're all off doing whatever, tagging, sharing, commenting, being so involved in each other's lives and generally ignoring mine and every achievement I make (no matter how big or small), that I'm just going to start doing things for myself and not even tell anyone. Getting a new job, earning money, going on trips (alone, of course), discovering new places, etc. I'm just going to live the life I want to live, and say a big "FUCK YOU" to everyone else.
I get it. I'm the "black sheep" no one will come outright and identify.
>>694694075
Pla don't die
>>694694817
Don't worry guys... just a little dust in my eyes. I'm fine
>>694695471
Not a good way to live my man, as I love you. Be happy
>>694695502
It hurts real bad bro
>>694691831
I don't know why this one gets me every single time
I just want someone to love.
>>694693302
>>694690431
>tfw sleeping at 11 in the morning and waking up at 8 at night
>>694695730
there are people everywhere -- and they all need love.
>>694695730
I want to be loved by the person I'm loving.
>>694695439
...
[spoiler]It's ok bbe <3[/spoiler]
>>694695517
Refering to your picture.
I know that feel. I started hanging out with girls exclusively in middle school and it sorta stuck. All I do is talk them through their problems and try to cheer them up. They think of me as their "gay best friend." It's an empty feeling, but I like the social interaction.
>>694695884
I forgot spoilers don't work but I assume you won't hold it against me
>>694695684
if they were that important to you, you probably do cross her mind. i was told this once by a girl, that she would think of me and just hope i was doing well. But i took me a lot a crying to her to get that out of her. I hope she feels the same for you.
>>694695884
<33
The plan was to post that picture and have people reply to it to bump the thread. Kind of a dick move, in hindsight.
>>694692547
You clearly don't even know how to properly use the word 'species' or how generalizing an entire group of people is usually a very poor choice - you might consider the fact your experience is very limited and therefore your opinions quite possibly wrong. But that's ok, you can tell me how wrong I am, and that's fine, because you can just keep telling yourself what a decent person you are, how smart you are, just so you can sleep at night. Don't be a hateful shit. Some day, you'll even graduate high school.
>>694695885
I'm not even good enough to be the 'gay friend' anymore.
Being in a relationship, finally being told I was loved by someone I loved back. Spending everyday with her, talking, sharing interests, loving every single second of eachothers companies. Talked about our future together, our children, what our wedding was going to be like. Known her since We were 8, 25 now and seemingly everything I had ever wanted was actually coming true. Dealing with depresison but she encouraged me to seek help and she supported me everystep of the way, as I did with her depression too. We were great for eachother.
She was coming over to visit on my birthday and was really late (like 4 hours late). She eventually arrives and apologizes heavily, saying she got held up. Sall good, my love was unconditional and everything was fine. She was staying the night, and we were having a great time.
3am, and shes asleep. I'm awake watching TV. Her phone on the counter right in front of me. It starts ringing and fucking exploding in messages and shit. Glance over to it, just to make sure it wasn't like her parents trying to contact her because her grandma died or some shit. To my dismay it was my friend, and the message preview said "We shouldn't have done that". Instantly my heart drops, I unlock her phone and read the message. My best friend was feeling guilty about sleeping with my girlfriend on my birthday. Thats what she got held up with. I rang him and exploded at him. Crying and absolutely destroyed.
I woke her up and confronted her, kicked her out of my house. It destroyed me. She was crying and apologizing and begging for forgiveness, and I just couldn't do it.
Whoever said 'it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" is full of shit and has never truly loved before. Having everything I had ever wanted, and truly being happy for once. She was the sun to my solar system. And it physically hurt. It really fucking hurt /b/. It's been about 6 months and I've lost my two best friends.
It' really fucking hurt.
>>694695517
>I've had a rough life
Iktf
>>694691821
She is black
>>694689620
kek
"Year by year I see my friends bite the dust and now I'm all that's left. I should have died of old age years ago. Sometimes... I wonder if God forgot about me. Just goes to show ya."
I think I'm better off by myself as of late. Friends leave me too often to do anything else
>>694691103
THE FUCKING UNCLE WHOALLY SHEIIITTT FUCK ME JERRY, REEEEEEEEEEE. I AM INCOMPLETE WHY THE FUCK. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GODDAMN IT. ELISA FUCK NO WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM NOT EVEN SAD, JUST FILLED WITH UNCONTAINABLE ANGER GODDDAAAMMNN IT
>>694695517
Life is meaningless; what happens after you're happy? I'm sorry I'm just nihilistic I guess
>>694688518
>thinks of her
that exhale feel
I got tired of typing this all the time so heres a screenshot of my feels story.
>>694695860
That's where it gets complicated.
>>694694075
fuck
>>694694075
fuck you
>>694695959
Thanks but I doubt that since she she had already started replacing me while we were still a thing. I sure know how to pick 'em.
>>694696036
It's a miracle I'm even here right now.
>>694696175
I've been adopting nihilistic views lately. Hard to be a Buddhist when you're a misanthropic nihilist, yet I pull it off somehow.
>>694691088
>>694691037
>>694690431
This is sum gay edgy shit right here. Like dude, you sound like an emo teenage girl, go back to hot topic.
>>694696161
I feel like this exact post is what goes through everyones mind when they read that story.
Like word for word.
>>694696034
its better to take the knife out of your back anon...
>>694694075
Go kill yourself.
>>694694075
Everyone is fucked
Everyone has a story to tell...
>>694696034
During all this "thread" I was listening " tears in heaven " and "layla"
>>694696354
You are literally me.
>>694695022
No one hase any advice then? Bah I was dumb to come here
>>694694075
Die you cunt
I was talking to a girl and she never replied to me, only read my message. 3 hours feels like a long time for me.
I made dis thread.
Now i'm crying
I hate you guys...
Luv u:'v <3
>>694696520
>>694694075
>Me and Earl and the Dying Girl
fuck you
>>694695022
What type of OCD do you have?
I have the weird hand washing scared of contamination shit
>>694694075
>>694696546
Fuck, anon. Heavy.
>>694696474
I don't get the context of this photo
>>694694075
fuck you
>>694691088
so now this is fagbook again?
>>694696615
Sadly this is the new you. This kind of feeling isn't something you just recover from. Basically you just have to trod through this shit until the day you die.
>>694696296
I know that feel dude last girl I dated got with someone like 5 minutes after I broke up with her.
I know it doesn't feel good but you're not the problem she is.
>>694695730
I had someone I thought I loved.
I confessed my love to her one day. She didn't feel the same way, but she let me down easy. One week later, she cuts off all contact with me. No calls, texts, facebook messages. Nothing. I knew she was ignoring me. Her friends told me.
That didn't deter me from loving her. I fell into a deep suicidal depression for 4 years because of it though. Then, on our birthday, I got a text from her telling me to have a happy birthday. I played it cool and said the same. We chatted a little then we decided to talk on Skype.
I found out she was living with her boyfriend now. Kinda stung, but I didn't as long as she was happy. I was hoping it would only be me and her in the call, but she brought her bf along. It was a little awkward, but I managed. We played a game online then we said our goodbyes and ended the call.
Almost immediately after, I got a empty feeling in the pit of my stomach and I felt emotionally drained. That's when I realized that I didn't love her anymore. In fact, how long has that been the case.
Now I don't know what's worse, loving someone who doesn't love you back or having no one to love.
>>694688880
she forgt my birthday this year..
>>694691103
Fake. But a nice post
>>694696774
(/0_0)/
>>694696911
It's for the lonely anons
>>694694075
>>694696615
no you wont, youve changed and for better or worse what is done it done. So make it for the better anon
>>694694075
well shit
>>694697052
Women are just fickle bitches. They literally do not experience the same kind of love a man does. They are incapable of such deeply complex emotions.
Ella's story. Worth the (fucking) long read.
>>694696835
Irrational fears, repetetive thoughts etc.
Thought I was going crazy because a song was stuck on repeat in my head one time
>>694697051
Really? There's no going back?
>>694697184
Well fuck...
>>694695022
yeah i have that too, you'll get used to the feeling /b/ro
>>694694075
ljckxjesdkluf,v
currently writing my suicide note, this thread is like fuel for me, thanks /b/ros
>>694697088
tell me about it, the mind is tricky.
>>694697430
Nope. You'll get used to it eventually but you won't go back to the person you used to be.
You better fucking not.....
>>694696502
eric clapton, mah nigga
my ex use to play wonderful tonight all the time
no feels, only memories
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUSzL2leaFM
>>694697663
Post it on here. Even if it's not finished.
>>694697430
You say you're getting better and that's what's important the future is uncertain my dude for all we know you could end up better than you were before.
Just don't give up. Never give up. And always take the best plan you have available.
>>694697663
dont do it, but if you do make sure to name every single faggot in that letter and make them hurt.
>>694697663
Care to post your story?
Why are you at this point?
These threads always make me feel better. They make me feel as if I'm not alone in the world. That despite having no one, I will always have you guys
>>694694075
>>694697663
I wrote one once. I'm a fairly decent writer so it was good. Threw it away when I graduated high school and thought I wouldn't need it.
Sometimes I think I do.
>>694695107
i know that feel.i live in the back of my dead grandmas car and break into shit for money. been doing this shit for 3 years im 21 now. i know nobody and spend most of my time scouting new licks
Isn't it strange how a song can take you RIGHT back to a moment in your life? You're there again, and even though its a happy time, it's a sad sombering feeling because you know you'll never have that exact time ever again.
There's so many songs I can't listen to anymore.
>>694694075
fuck off
>>694698097
Like which ones, anon?
>>694697805
Nice
>>694697787
But is it possible for me to be comfortable with life again, different person or not. I feel like everything I know looks strange and foreign to me, my words my actions. When I go out I feel like I'm pretending. I just want to be comfortable with life again ;_;
>>694694075
fucking ass
>>694698241
You'll never be the same person.
But the trauma will normalize itself.
It's just takes time.
>>694688880
When did I ever?
>>694698218
I'm not that anon but this is a song a can't listen to because of past love life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFY4zSVrjDo
https://youtu.be/Hngz8O2dAHI
>>694698398
Maybe its for the better, being a different person. Thanks for answering anon.
>>694698241
Yeah you just have to accept the changes in life. Accept everything for how it is and you can find comfort.
>>694694075
fuck...
>>694697843
Sorry man, it is only for my family and friends
>>694697922
maybe I will
>>694697965
I don't like to go into details, but everyone's lifes will be better without me, my life's not worth the pain of my beloved ones. I know, they will be hurt for a while, but trust me, everyone's better off this way
>>694698218
Breezeblocks.
I just can't do it anymore.
>>694694075
really nigga
>>694695517
I'm gonna sound like a huge fucking homo, but you don't know how hard that pic actually just hit me. I mean obviously I'm trying to make myself feel shittier for being a part of this thread, but I suppose most of the losers like me who reply to these are lowkey trying to find something that can accurately represent how they truly feel. The picture was that revelation for me. I knew I always had the need to make people happy for the sole reason that I know how badly it sucks to be depressed, or miserable, or not having smiled that day; Especially the empty feeling part. The ironic part about it is that it makes you want to throw up just about 24/7 when you have it. Being that "clown" is so important to me that if I haven't made someone smile, my life feels wasted and the only thing stopping me from being an hero is the fact that I'm a huge pussy and am genuinely terrified of what happens after death, honestly if I knew it was something other than your consciousness just ends I probably would have done it long ago.
>>694698513
Fuck anon
>>694698838
You are a huge fucking homo.
>>694698769
FUCK ME TOO. IT WAS THE FIRST SONG SHE SHOWED ME. THE INNOCENT TIMES. FUCKING ALT J
>>694696904
backing u up /b/
Comfy feels thread great job all around
>Be me 10
>Mom stops taking medication
>Parents start fighting heavy
>Mom always hits dad but dad never retaliates because he has morals
>Mom kicks dad out because she thinks dad raped my brother and I
>He didn't
>Mom calls police to search house
>We stay at hotel
>At 1:00 in the morning mom takes brother and me to hospital to have us checked for signs of rape
>Doctor obviously finds nothing
>Mom still managed to get me brainwashed to hate my dad
>Mom harasses dad by calling him and showing up at his apartment at 2:00 in the morning
>At about age 12 I realized dad didn't deserve this
>At about age 14 state realizes shes a shit parent and I get placed in foster care
>At age 15 get out of foster care and move in with dad
>Mom lost
>I ended up disowning her and basically told her to fuck off when I was 17
>Haven't seen her since
>Maybe shes dead
>Just maybe
There were a lot more details but I have to get up early tomorrow,
>>694698986
OH FUCK YOU TOO?
It was her favorite band, and soon I learned to love it. We used to look at each other right in the eyes as we sang "Please don't go, please don't go, I love you so, I love you so" to each other.
Fuck, Im on the verge of crying right now.
>>694698769
Holy fucking shit, this morning a girl sent me this track to remind me of when we used to date.
The feels, fucking bitch, I still think about her everyday but I stopped talking to her for my sake.
>>694698630
Nobody's better off with someone dead.
Both of my friends killed themselves in the last five years. One was murdered. It has left me nothing but questions and grief.
That's not a solution for anybody. It just gives your pain and sadness to anyone who bothered to care about you.
>>694688880
We dated for almost three years. At the time she dumped me, I had been saving up to buy an engagement ring and propose.
That was six years ago, it took me two just to get over it and I still haven't regained enough confidence to start dating again.
She sent me a friend request the other week, and like an idiot, thinking it couldn't hurt and it'd be nice to reconnect, I accepted.
Turned out she was just going through her old contacts and friending everyone from college so she could announce her engagement.
>>694699160
Man, yes me too. It was one of her favorite songs at the time. She showed it to me in the very beginning of our relationship. For me it just brings back those times where we loved each other.... God damn that song... All I can see is her face when its on.
>>694688880
The fuck did i even do to her to make her not want to hang out with me anyway?
It sucks how everyone seems to have a shitload of friends so If they lose one who feels redundant to them it's okay. But for others (Like most of us here I assume) kindness hits really hard. I'm still hung up over how nicely she treated me, yet she probably treats everyone like that. And when she goes back to her other friends I have to go back to being alone.
>>694694075
NOT MY MOMM
>>694694075
fuck
>>694694075
fuck you dude lol
>>694694075
She maybe gone but she'll never die if remember who she is. For me her name is hannah. What do you call her?
>>694699306
Same man, fuck.
Everytime I hear it, it brings my RIGHT back to my bedroom, us sitting on my couch, breezeblocks on, us singing to each other. The overwhelming stench of cheap red wine, both of us feeling a little gross because we've been drinking non-stop for two days and haven't showered. Just binging on each other. High and or drunk the entire time, but nothing else in the world mattered while we were with each other.
Fuck man. Fuck.
>>694699187
Think about it as me teaching a life long lasting lesson. I'm doing this for my own selfish reasons, but everyone around me needs to see the truth. They would forget about it in a week otherwise.
>>694689620
i'm so confused. is there more story to this?
>>694698628
I don't post a lot
>Mom has cervical cancer
>dies of complications during surgery
>dad moves on quickly
>he starts dating a 29 year old
>they get married my junior year
>She hates me and always has
>always tries to force my dad to choose her over me
>I get in a huge fight with her and him my senior year
>she calls me worthless and calls my mom a stupid whore
>I'm about to hit her, but my dad stops me
>tells me to leave
>Hasn't let me back in the house since
I'm a junior in college
I pretty sure I have been taken out of his will
I will be a better father than he ever was
>>694694075
dick
>>694699624
And just that beat of the song... It immediately reels you straight back. Fucking hell... we broke up but she is sending me mixed signals. I dont know if I have a chance with her or not.
>>694699687
For the love of God, rape and kill her in front your cuck dad.
>>694699187
this, fucking this.
>>694696546
Fucking crying anon
>>694699828
She is playing with you
>>694694075
yea alright sure whatever no big deal
fuck you
>>694699828
wtf there's 3 of us with the same situation with a girl and breezeblocks
Is her name Grace? because I will fucking kill her
>>694696038
Are you fucking stupid? Her accent is clearly hispanic.
>>694697109
Her and I had birthdays a month apart. I was with her all the week of her birthday and got her a gift each day and made everyday special. Then we broke up next month and stopped talking. She didn't even say happy Birthday if she remembered...
>>694694075
666
>>694690431
This is sad... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0XPVdBRHB0
>>694700054
Haha no, its Laura. Grace was my first love though.
>>694699971
How do you know? It seems pretty sincere sometimes. I can see it. Still some remnants of what we had. I see it in her eyes and beautiful smile.
>>694699828
Its just one of those songs. I love it, and I can't ever listen to it again. Everytime I try, thinking it'll be okay, nope, I have to turn it off.
>>694700054
Mines name is Corinne. I miss her so bad sometimes, and other times I just feel like I was played hard, like >>694699971 said.
>>694700244
I just avoid listening to it all together. I remember I tried once and the memories flooded back in
>>694699687
I hope you become something great so that way your dad regrets kicking you out. I know you don't know me anon, but if there is anything that you think you can't do. Fuck that shit. You can and you will do it, because I believe in you.
