Feels thread. I'll start. >be 16yo beta >no friends
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Feels thread. I'll start.
>be 16yo beta
>no friends at all
>used to live in NJ
>now live in PA
>mom walks in my room one day
>'Anon, I'm going to my friend's house in NJ by the old house, do you want me to drop you off with your friends?'
>too beta to say no
>too beta to tell her I don't have any friends
>go anyway
>get dropped off at 5
>'Okay Anon, I'll be back at 10'
>fuck
>walk around the area for a while
>no money so can't do anything
>try texting and calling people I know
>no one wants to even see me
>eventually end up at old playground
>7:00
>fuck
>sit on bench in the middle of nowhere for 3 hours while I wait for my mom to pick me up
>'How was it Anon? Did you have fun with your friends?'
>tell her yes
Even now I still go out some nights and just park at some random store and walk around for hours on end. My mom still thinks I have dozens of friends.
>Be 16 M
>Go to doctors for physical exam
>Take off everything except boxers
>Wear the plastic robe
>Try to make penis bigger by touching it. Semi-Boner
>Accidentally make a semi-noticeable hole on robe
>Say shit in mind
>Keep touching penis until she comes
>She comes
>Instantly my penis goes limp
>Check the usual breathing and ears
>Now comes the penis inspection
>She lift up robe
>Takes my underwear off
>And I feel something wet
>It's precum
>Say "fuck" in mind
>She lifts my balls and inspects penis
>She says put clothes back on
>Say "Inspect me more please" in mind
>I first put on socks
>Then shirt
>Clinging to that small hope that she will say wait
>She doesn't and I'm done
show face op
>>694216916
he already did :^)
>>694216684
wtf man
why couldn't you say no and tell her you were busy?
>>694216684
post dick with timestamp
>>694216684
Now imagine if all these hours were spent meditating, think about where you would be. For shame.
>>694217117
>beta
>>694217021
Kek
>>694217117
She wouldn't have believed me if I had told her I was busy. That day was the first time since elementary school that I had 'hung out with friends'
>>694216684
stories like this make my average life seem a lot better
>>694217184
I tried that at one point. But I couldn't stop thinking of how I was going to convince my mom I was actually with friends.
>>694216684
Oh anon, that was so sad that I kek'd
>be me
>High school into qt 3.14 grill
>nice petite figure literal 10/10
>adorable high pitch voice
>we share drawings instead of doing our work
>she doesn't really draw so she just takes mine and outlines then hand it back to me awaiting my approval
>we would draw waffles together because we both liked waffles
>only grill to ever hug me for no reason
>Isthislove.jpeg
>Can't stop thinking about her constantly on my mind
>eventually leads to onetis
>she stops coming to school
>ask her friends what happened to her
>mfw she got pregnant
>mfw she now works a full time shift at waffle house to this day
Well At least I heard that her ass got fatter since the baby
>>694217921
At least you had someone who was at least mildly into you.
>>694217921
>
rip
>>694218284
>>694218165
>>694217921
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>>694217386
>>694217236
>>694217184
>>694217117
HELP US TROLL BLM ANONS
>>>694217744
>>694218165
+1, only had personal connection to a girl once back in 6th grade. The best part is we dated only because I felt too bad saying no. Now I have shit for confidence and I am to stupid to tell when a girl drops any hints.
>>694218469
Fucking kill yourself. Put a plastic bag over your head and tighten it until you go limp.
>>694218760
That's still something you have going for you. Use that to your advantage, whenever you have the chance to get with a woman, do it.
anyone got the greentext of the kid that got a job making covers for pirated movies and low budget pornos and take a trip to mexico for his boss
How a about this one?
>Be me, 19, a few months away from 20
>single
>Girls have never wanted anything to with me
>I'm a whopping 6'2, 230lbs
>that's probably why
>one day I'm just minding my own business
>see this chick, absolutely gorgeous
>I say hey how are you doing
>I'm nervous as fuck and she can see it
>she takes a liking to my awkwardness and we instantly hit it off
>she isn't weirded out by me and I love it
>pretty much fall in love for real within the first few momentd
>it feels amazing. I've never felt so great in my life
>we constantly hold hands
>can't even remember how long we've been together
>it doesn't matter
>I never went to the park until I met her.
>now we just sit on the benches and hold hands for who knows how long
>I'm still stunned by her beauty and how it's pretty much impossible that she chose me over everyone else
>We go to the park again
>I tell her I love her
>She says the same
>I take ahold of her hand
>I start feeling weird for no reason
>things start going blurry
>I wake up
>none of it was real
>she was just made up
>All the things I thought I learned, gone
>Can't even remember what she looks like
>>694219607
Christ anon, I feel for ya man. You gotta hit that gym though. Or at least eat healthier.
>>694219607
RIP
>18yo male
>gf is in europe (we from southamerica)
>1 week has passed
>fucked a girl today
>feeling like crap
>thinking about killin myself for being such an unfaithful piece of living crap
>cant live with this shit
what do?
Someone help me feel please
>>694220644
Tell her m8, but it'll probably backfire, She then wants to do it with a man :#
Sprinkle a lie in there and say "I was thinking of you the whole time".
>>694220644
Tell her what you did, that you know it's wrong, and that you're a piece of shit. If she still thinks you're worth it, she'll say with you. Man up, pussy.
I'm fine with one night stands, but never cheat
>>694219959
>>694220126
You know guys, I've had that shit on my mind for a while now, especially the 'don't even remember what she looks like' part. But I've had so many of these worthless fucking dreams lately that I decided I should post it.
I've been trying to eat healthier like cutting calories and with the assistance of Kratom, but I doubt it will work. Shit's just not looking good for me. Both my bikes broke down, my job is shitty and I get like $300 every 2 weeks, no one will hire me, I'm mentally and physically unnattractive, and I'm stupid as shit.
>>694220644
you'll get over it
>>694220877
dude i cant i love her i dont want to make her pass from such a pain, i have been there before and is fucking horrendous, im thinking in tell her a lie and break up without telling her i fucked up because she will get traumatized, im hating myself so much to be honest couldnt even keep my erection because of this feelings guys help pls what is the correct way to not hurt anyone i know i fucked up i cant forgive myself
>>694221078
Don't say that anon, have some fait in yourself. I used to be a fat piece of shit, but I did simple exercises in my own house and stayed away from soda and junk food. That made me today what I feel is average. Try something like that.
Where are all the good feel posts?
>>694221902
>>694220943
>>694220717
>>694219515
ikr? if i had my external id post monkey island
>>694222211
Holy shit, can't take that one atm
>>694222211
>>694222211
Nice quads
>>694218165
This is the most pathetic thing I've never read
>>694222848
>>694223266
yeah, its a real downer, but weirdly enjoyable
>>694223392
thanks, i did my best
>>694216684
Op, man... You got a kik or something?
>>694221078
Dude, cutting calories will definitely work. Especially if you start dedicating time fot a few exercise sessions each week. Jogging, pushups/situps/at-home lifts,etc. You can do this. I did.
>>694216684
>>694217921
>>694225224
Oh my fuck this strikes close to home
>>694219607
>>694219515
is that the one about gay porn where he ends up filming/being in one? I don't remember exactly but somebody died I think
>>694226222
>>694224555
Nice get man, I came from
>>694226644
>>694226634
Wow, that's beautiful. Anymore?
>>694227065
Never found anymore, but it's probably been 4-5 years since I checked. And I can't remember how strong my search was either.
I got some feels.
> be me, 24 yo dad
> got shit job, 3 toddlers and a beautiful wife
> come home one day, tell wife I'm getting fired but I may have already found new job
> tells me she wants a divorce
> few days of begging before I realize it's for the best
> didn't want to stay and become a cuck
> two weeks later get hit by a car on motorcycle
> spend too much money to get my only mode of transportation
> late on rent, landlords are cool with it
> motorcycle gets stolen, walk everywhere now.
> have my kids all the time now cuz wife is fucking her boss
> cops find motocycle, trashed
> fix it and late on rent again
> pay landlords ans they are still super understanding
> grt in fight with parents over my situation with my kids and ex
> get evicted because my parents are my land lords
Friends and better family don't know how I keep going... I don't have much of a choice but to get going
>>694216684
Op Don't worry Just Come To This discord
https://discord.gg/0w5RjF2k1dXs3zuC
>>694220644
Say you got drunk and made out, nothing more.
>>694227584
>Be 31 now
>lie to everyone I meet
>Say I'm doing well, say I'm doing okay
>When I was 4, probably old enough to survive it, my dad started fucking me
>Dick-in-ass fucking
>Stops when I'm 12. Maybe old enough to fight back? By then, I didn't.
>Too old to be fun, I guess.
>Think about suicide all the time
>Can't
>Dad killed himself when I was 19
>I didn't really mind, but seeing how badly even a monster like that killing himself fucked up my family makes it so I can't
>I tried twice, before he did, when I was a young teen (14, then 15). Slit my wrists once, but not deep enough, I guess. And tried pills once, but not enough, or the wrong ones. Who knows?
>Got caught on second try, spent a long time in observation, in therapy
>Still rotate through therapists occasionally
>None of them help, or can help
>I'd say I was here for a purpose, but I'm 31 and single and hardly able to maintain a relationship, even friendship. I work at a book store, because I love books.
>But I hide whenever I can.
>I play Dragon Age: Inquisition over and over, so I can pretend to believe in God and sleep with a pretend religious zealot over and over.
>Fridays are Fish Fry Friday at Cracker Barrel.
>What is there, man?
>>694220943
Jeesus christ, I literally cried for five minutes afyer reading. Goddamn. If this is true, anon, i feel bad for you and the animals. Try and keep your mind on happy thoughts, get a new job, something like that.
>>694220644
I did this with my mrs when she was overseas. It's still my secret to this day. Sometimes I rightfully feel guilty but it gets easier with time. I regret it 100%.
>>694228127
>>694223266
holy...fuck
>>694223392
>>694223933
Those aren't quads but because its a feels thread I won't call you both newfags :3
>>694225224
As much as others can relate on this. I cant. My mom only got pregnant with me so she could control my dad.
>>694228149
I didn't write that and it's not my story, but I like it because it's real and there is real anguish and sadness and feeling.
>>694216684
Why didn't you just play pokemon go?
>>694228149
I assume you know this, but on the very rare and unlikely chance you do not. That copypasta is so old the microbes on it have formed into complex life.
I haven't seen much new in a feels thread since back when they were bawww threads.
>>694216684
I pooped my pants just now little faggot
>>694228406
waddup
>>694228395
I generally throw as wide a net as I can. As long as something hits someone, I feel I've done my job.
Hopefully you connect to something someone else has posted or another I have.
>>694228406
That was a year ago. Wasn't even out yet.
>>694228623
I like this a lot. I like all this a lot. I like the feeling of a baww thread.
>>694217921
BROOOO MY FRIEND MIRIAM DID THIS AND SHE DIDNT EVEN FUCKING TELL.ME TILL LATER WTFFFFFF wow holy shit anon i thought i was alone thanks for saying rhat really helped me
>>694228792
Play it now. Awkward bitches love pokemon go. Just give them attention and they put out.
>>694228085
You know, I think everyone expects me to be sad... and I'm not. I'm just angry... and I cant stop the anger
Here's a touching story
>>694221902
i just can't buy this one
if you're a dad you show up and see your kids irrespective of what your bitch wife thinks
>>694229246
Kek
>>694225461
so many feels. my mom used to read this to me all the time as a child, i got a copy of it for my niece for her 1st birthday and teared up reading it
When I was younger me an my mom adopted a fairly newborn kitten, he was a black cat so we decided on the name panther. Panther was the best cat I could ever ask for, I loved him more than anything in the world. Fast foward a few years to when my mom got married. We'll call him A. So A was a pretty decent guy until he started doing drugs and abusing my mom. One night they got into a huge fight and A called the police and played the victim of the argument, because of this my mom got arrested and I was sent to a foster home for almost a year, during that time all I could ever think about was if my cat was ok, (I spent all of my time with him) when I got out of the group home the first thing I asked my mom was is panther ok. She looked at me with a sad look on her face and said these exact words "I'm sorry honey, but A sold him while you were gone" I was heart broken, I've spent all of my time since then trying to find him, I made mo progress and I eventually had to give up, if you're out there panther, just know no pet could ever replace you, I miss you
>>694229045
It's a good feeling every so often.
>>694227584
That's really sad... 24 with 3 toddlers. Why so many so early? When did you actually enjoy life with your wife before having kids around? Such a bad life decision...
I think I'm in love with the girl, but I'm not sure if I'm good enough for her.
love hurts
U guys all this shit makes me wanna buy some goddam heroin. Been clean a couple weeks but fuck this is tough
>>694229453
>>694229929
>>694229929
grats anon, keep on keepin on
>>694216684
you forgot to add:
>Got banned from my chinese picture sharing forum for being an underage faggot
>I have no one to cry to now
Find God, you.
>>694228409
Well...fuck
“First thing I killed was no kind of thing at all. It was an enemy soldier. Which is a hell of a lot easier to say, than the first thing I ever killed was a man.”
>>694230287
it was going to be one more day until i read this
>>694230320
I'm 18, the fuck are you even talking about?
>>694228127
you gon b aight man <3
>>694230045
That's beautiful.
In high school I had really bad acne and I heard through the grapevine tgat all the popular girls were talking about how hross I was and this one girl Samantha stood up to them and called them out for being pathetic judgemental bitches and that I was one of the nicest guys in school.
She honest to god works on cancer research now and they're all hairdressers or work the register somewhere. I've always wanted to tell her how much it meant to me but I never got the chance. It honestly saved me from giving up on life at that point.
>>694230533
What is that quote from?
>>694228127
Literally the worst shit that can happen to you, already has. Now that it is out of the way you should try at life
>>694230736
Damn, man. I'm really glad that that happened. You should tell her anyway. Do it tomorrow. You might be surprised that she doesn't have that high of an opinion of herself, and will really make her feel good to know that it meant so much to you. Often the best people judge themselves the hardest.
>>694230142
>>694230011
Guess u got me there, fuck feeling anything this bullshit can take a hike.
>>694230142
Thanks brother, trying. I hate the way normal people have to feel shit and face life with a warm haze to hide behind
>>694229610
I've always enjoyed my life. My kids bring so much joy... but ehen my kids are my age I'll still be young. I have friends in their 40s with kids the same age as mine wishing they did it like this. I knew my wife throughout high school, we didn't date until senior year and got married at 20, few months before she got pregnant. But if you mean when did I go out and get crazy drunk and fuck around? Kids don't change everything.
>>694230752
Steve Mason (poet)
supposedly.
>>694230949
This is so sad and so familiar
>>694231428
You mean the sauce?
>>694231192
Thank you.
>>694231595
No, I mean wanting to hold someone
>>694228127
:( do you have free time? maybe try picking up a new hobby to meet people.
>>694231792
I was going to post this later, but instead....
>>694223392
>quads
Lurk more
This is the first night in the last 3 weeks that I am sober. Anybody in here know some other way to make it all go away so that I can sleep? Nothing seems to be working except the booze, and I feel like becoming an alchoholic at 18 is just gonna add to the list of things that keep me up at night.
>>694231914
Damn. That's very sad
>be me
>early 20s
>dad is dead
>have terrible relationship with mom
>completely socially retarded
>can't interact with people
>I work in IT and I'm great with computers
>I have like one friend
>I hang with this computer club but they're not really my friends
>start hanging with girl in my apartment complex, doing drugs together
>we end up dating
>happiest time of my life
>few weeks later she gets murdered
>back to crippling depression
>still doing the computer club stuff
>get close with one girl in club
>we just finished a huge project together and she tells me she loves me
>I kiss her
>she's absolutely disgusted
>"did you forget who I am?!"
>fuck, she was my sister and I totally forgot
>also mr. Robot is my dad
>>694232252
Make the addiction go away? Heroin addict still lurking, lets fucking talk brother
Also drug of choice?
>>694232031
I'm a semi-oldfag and I don't really like /b/ much anymore. Mostly full of the same recycled bullshit that's just gotten worse and worse over time. I have always like the baww threads, though. Used to have some great folders on my old laptop.
I wish I still had it. Just my phone, now.
>>694216684
Damn
>>694232595
I feel like everyone that browses here goes through a period where they visit /b/ regularly. Then eventually you start to drift away. I pretty much only come back here for the baww threads.
>>694229453
fuckin A
hope you find your cat, or adopt a new one
>>694232573
Just the booze these days. Haven't smoked anything since graduation.
>>694232540
kek
>>694232878
Yeah I started on 4chan in 2011 browsing /b/ exclusively but eventually I drifted away to other boards and now hardly use it at all.
I needed a feels thread tonight, though. Sometimes I feel like I need them every night.
>>694231192
I didn't cry at birth, my mother thought I was stillborn.
Time for a bump comic.
>>694223266
this is the fakest shit i've ever seen
>>694233632
>>694232459
Fuck, that one got me.
>break up with gf of 3 years
>anniversary was July 2nd, broke up July 5th
>depressed since then, can't go back to her, it was a bad relationship, no one to talk to b, what do I do
>I feel like I'm at the end of my rope here
>>694233704
>>694233758
>>694233795
>>694233841
>>694233397
I don't know which is worse: never falling in love, loving someone you can't possibly have a chance with/can't let them know that you are falling, or being with someone and realising it was all fake.
I've sorta had a go at each one, can't make my mind up, although the second one is worse, there's this one girl I'd insta-propose to that I knew, but knew is the key word, and I haven't seen her again.
>>694227584
do it for your kids, even if you can't do it for yourself. I feel with you man.
>>694220717
Kek
>>694233619
>15
at least he learned early on.
>>694233397
I know this feel
>>694233657
does it matter if it's real?
>>694216684
Is it bad I laugh?
Heroinefag, you still lurking?
>>694233713
you're allowed to be sad, 3 years is a long time
how are your parents? do they know?
>>694234520
FUCK
Fuck, man. I wonder if I will ever have that much devotion for anyone
>>694231792
>>694216684
I'LL BE YOUR FRIEND ANON
Don't let this thread die
1/8
>>694234520
Fuck that's heavy
>>694234747
I haven't told them. I live in another state by myself. I'm alone and it feels overwhelming.
>>694234749
That was a nice gif anon, thank you.
I'm fairly attractive (7/10 tops) but I just have no time for a girl and I live with my parents who don't approve of dating or relationships (traditional religious) and I fucking hate myself, so I lack the confidence to get a girl to take interest in me, even though everyone is always telling me I'm a good person. On top of that I sort of just don't care, and I don't like most girls I meet.
I think about suicide and dying so often I'm not sure whether they're genuine thoughts or just habit anymore. I'm an academic failure and all I want to do is just forget all my problems and escape via videogames forever.
I feel bad because my parents work hard and just want me to do well and all I do is let them down.
Relationships seem pointless because I think I'm too sensitive to sleep around and learn the game, and I have zero sexual experience, so that kills my confidence at my age (21) as well. I don't really see the point in trying. But it's still nice to imagine one day falling in love.
>>694235458
8/8
And I'm tapped of the good-decent stuff. Plus it's 3am. So night all. It's been a nice baww thread like usual.
>>694225461
4chan made me cry
>>694235595
Night man. Thanks for the comic.
>>694220644
wait like a year and a half and you'll be over it. You'll feel like shit for a year and a half though but it's whatever dude. You feel bad about it so you're not just some soulless piece of shit.
>>694235466
are you close with your parents? they could be an option.
what was her name? what happened?
>>694225875
Holy shit my dog i fuckin miss her. I miss laying down and petting her ears and scratching her belly while her legs kicked. And she'd smile and I'd say "you're such a good girl" because I was so afraid I'd lose her one day. And then I did and I was over it so quick. I didn't even go with my parents to get her put down, I just stayed home.
since pokemon seems to be a theme this thread
>>694236191
Damn man. That's really sad.
>>694236062
I'm not close with them, I'm independent and talking to them just gives me anxiety about not achieving anything.
It was just time to end the relationship, it was bad for a while; fights, anger, I wasn't happy.
>>694233713
Same shit just happened to me.
Just started going to the gym everyday, stopped gaining weight and started losing it, put muscle back on.
It sounds like bullshit but it helps a ton.
Gives you something that actually sees improvement everyday. Life still sucks, but I mean fuck it gains right>? Idk...just fucking gym everyday
>>694236506
How do you get motivated to go. All I want to do is sit and distract myself
>>694236363
holy fuck your relationship with your parents sounds exactly like mine
in fact my 3 year anniversary with my gf will be this year too in november
do you think she was the cause of the unhappiness? or was there something else and it affected both of you?
>>694232252
I have trouble going to sleep to but weed help me out and is quicker effecting and healthier to do
rip spaceman
>>694234033
I'm doing life for my kids. But being with that cunt ain't gonna happen. She's happy now with her bew boyfriend, he's alright enough, isn't a weirdo so I don't mind him being near my kids.
>>694236759
I just get depressed randomly and don't want to do anything or talk to anyone.
But, it wasn't a good relationship. We fought too much, and towards the end it felt weird saying 'I love you' back.
>>694232878
Yea but I come her for the feels and cringe threads cuz they make my life seem beeter
>>694236649
Preworkout powder! After 20 minutes of taking it your hands and legs tingle and you can't not go.
I also make it a life and death situation. I have effectively eradicated the notion that I will not go to the gym tomorrow. It is something I must do, and I refuse to not do it.
>"good" distraction over "bad" distraction
>I still work 8 hours and play 5 hours of Path of Exile a day
>I'm trying here
*˙︶˙*
oh man so many memories this brought me to tears instantly
>>694237039
I have basically automated my life until I can stabilize my situation.
It is the worse breakup imo because the breakup wasn't bad, just no more happiness when I love her so much. It's a total betrayal of my emotions and everything that goes with it.
>>694216684
You must have a high level in poke go what you got op?
>>694236921
sounds like it was time to end it, then.
maybe you should get a pet or something
take your mind off of your breakup
doggos are man's best friend
>>694236770
wow this almost brought a tear to my eye reminding me of the bearded dragon i just got, hes a character and i love him so much so it really worries me when he doesnt eat or is stressed. im glad i have him though
>>694236809
Cant do the weed anymore man. Whole story that you probably don't want to hear about, but that used to be my go to. Still have a bowl loaded and an extra 5g in case of emergency, but it makes me worse when I sober up.
Shut up cucks
Fuck this thread so good
>>694237357
Yea I would, but I live in a 10 x 10 room with no window, cuz California. And I work 2 24 hour shifts a week so I couldn't leave em
>>694237295
Yea, I was thinking of writing everything out in a schedule so I do can't just put it off.
I tried one pre-workout and all it did was make my ears and face burn
>>694237619
what do you do outside of work?
>>694234495
yes....yes it does. its fake as fuck. go watch a sad romance movie. this is a thread about real feels and not made up bullshit that little girls cry over because zac efron or justin beiber got away
>>694229677
Same
>>694233657
thank you. exactly. its like the dumbasses that believe columnfags wincest story is real
>>694220644
When in a long distance relationship,
sleeping with another person isn't cheating,
it's practice.
Trust me on this one.
>>694237831
Sit at home and play league. Or sleep, or pick up extra shifts. I have a summer class, but it's online.
I was thinking of going camping by myself, I love the mountains
>>694237834
how the fuck you do you know if something is real or not?
would it matter if a story seemed real but actually was fake?
is plausibility the only determinant of a "good" feels story?
Believe it's time for me to go to sleep
Before I go, I want to say keep your head up to every anon reading this. Things get better, and the more you tell yourself this, the more closer you are to making it happen
>>694236191
dude from a guy that put down his childhood dog you really should go if there is ever a next time. my brother didnt go but i just couldnt leave her alone. its heartbreaking as fuck but its not for you...its for them. its so even until the last moment they know youre still there and petting them and telling them you love them. in those moments you have to deal with the heartbreak in order to be there for them in their final hour
>>694238163
Some people like stuff they can relate to when they're sad. And others like stories with a feely ending
>>694238150
you should do that, thoreau style
california has some nice parks, and sometimes you just need to be alone with nature to think
>>694238150
Going on a backpacking trip to Wyoming on the 15th. I recomend Medicine Bow National Forest if you live close.
>>694238163
its blatantly obvious you butthurt nigger. this guy is basically a professional writer. i literally had to skip over a lot of it just because i was so sick of listening to how many adjectives he had to describe her fucking shoulders. this guy is like stephen king with his details. its fake nigger. you can choose to believe it if you want but if you do youre just telling me youre a dumbass that believes anything they see on the interwebz
>>694238269
so you're not the 2nd type of person, some people are. the story's quite a ride, even if it is just a story. why do you have to point out the "fakeness" of it?
>>694238338
Only 1000 miles haha. I live down in socal, so anything actually wild and not just for tourists is 4 hours or more away
Just because I need to get some shit off my chest.
>meet girl, we hit it off right away
>become really good friends nothing more
>always try to help her, make her feel better
>her and I have struggled with similar issues so I understand
>shit goes sideways around my 21st birthday
>she makes me come see her before I leave for a weekend of legal debauchery
>tells me she loves me
By the way, she's engaged to another guy.
>not sure how to deal
>become an alcohol
>manage to sabotage my own life
>finally work up the courage to tell her
She's said she loves me multiple times at this point. I'm really trying not to care, because she's with another guy.
>friendzoned hard
>tells me that she didn't mean what she said/didn't mean it how I interpreted it
>become more alcohol
>she tries to talk to be, but I'm a fucking drunk cock-goblin
>lose my job
>barely scraping by, but I've got some people looking out for me
>I think she may have came to my house the other day, no one else ever does
>or possibly it was just a canvaser
>wishfulthinking.jfif
>I just want to appologize and be friends
>even if it's unrequited love, I could at least be there for her
>I was one of her only friends
>I think I may have caused as much damage to her as she did to me
tl;dr
I'm probably a fucking sperglord, but I still love this woman. It'd probably make her cringe hearing that, but whatever. I ain't got nothing to lose anymore. Pic slightly related.
>>694238525
I didn't point it out, a story is a story and if it makes you feel a certain way then who's to judge
>>694238504
im not butthurt i'm just saying sometimes people want to suspend disbelief for a story, is that so ridiculous? come into a feels thread, sometimes you're willing to accept a level of fakeness just to try to feel something man
>>694232540
Kek'd
>>694217921
I don't even do drugs, and the look in that girl's eyes make that the most relatable reaction image. I've ever seen. So tired, man.
>>694238740
Good read
>>694238576
Sorry to hear that man. Still worth planning a trip if you NEED to get away in the future. Real wilderness can give you the space you need to just get away.
>>694226947
this kinda messed me up but only cause im drunk
and because i never knew my dad
i saw a picture of him once when i was little
but i dont remember what he looked like
>>694228127
dude get into music. or writing music or rapping you would tear that shit up. if it helps to know that axl rose was molested as a child. do drugs and music
>>694238740
the point of a feels thread is empathy. to relate to someone else that is going through hard times. its not a bout fluffy bullshit stories. watch the notebook or some shit if youre looking for that
>>694236506
This type of stuff does help a lot I joined football a year ago and was actually pretty good to before then I was really depressed and then when football ended we moved and I went into high school but I missed tryouts for there team so I couldn't join so I started going to the local gym instead waiting for next season and going to the gym like every day after school and started making serious gains but my grades wernt good enough so they wouldn't let me join and then summer hit and I haven't been able to go to the gym all summer and completely lost my phone so I've been completely isolated out in the country losing gains and know I just can't wait to get back to school to Be able to workout again and see other people besides my family long story short the summer is like solitary confinement and is fucking terrible
>>694230533
>being this much of a bitch about war
Fucking sandniggers shoot, you shoot back, it's not emotional or personal.
>>694238871
Yea, Joshua Tree is pretty nice, and I don't mind the heat. Thinking about driving up there this week.
Nice to have the campfire and climb the boulders and just be out in the desert
>>694239088
you say this from experience?
>>694217921
Similar story except she started dating my best friend cause I was too beta to make the first move myself.. She even kissed me once and I did nothing..
>>694239088
>this is what civvy toughguys actually believe
>>694219356
no u
>>694229929
Sounds like you're making up excuses, you weak cunt. You're seriously gonna let /b/ ruin your subriety? Fuck off.
>>694239130
Go for it man. You deserve a little time away from everything.
