Feels thread. I'll start >no one at school likes me
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Feels thread.
I'll start
>no one at school likes me
>no girls like me
>no friends just colleagues
>my dogs hate me
>parents don't seem to like me
>only hobby is Airsoft
>no one there really likes me except manager
>I play Xbox
>of my 189 "friends" no one talks to me or acknowledges me
I fucking hate this shit man just want friends I want to feel normal
No one wants to even talk to me here
being alone can make u mental or someshit, id kill myself, not telling u to kys but i would if it were me
Got kik?
Im requesting a picture if anyone has it.
Im requesting the picture of a guy who gives a heart to a girl and she then gives that heart to another guy.
>>693727061
KGB_Borris
>>693727193
This?
>>693727493
Yes! Thank you! Do you have another? That says "Im happy if you are happy"?
>>693728832
Or go to Dallas and you'll die today.
>>693729303
I came here to feel. Not to laugh.
Kek
>>693729303
Assuming you're white, that is.
>>693726092
It's because u are a nigger. Protip: hit on sum black girls you dummy.
This is EXACTLY my life, ecxept I'm in 8th grade.
>>693730214
inb4 MODS
>>693727493
"Description, a spitting image of me except for the heart shaped whole where the hope runs out"
I hate these feels threads that are based on girls.
>be mildly drunk
Guys, I want to die within a year. I'm almost certain I have cancer and honestly I just don't see a spot in life for me. Everything is incorrect in my eyes and society must conform to one standard which means other views must die out. Besides what's the point of continuing pain when there's only death to look forward to?
>>693730770
I feel you man
>>693729923
>>693730770
Cheers to that anon. This experience of human life is as beautiful as it is fucking cripplingly sad. I only hope the best for all anons in this thread. May u dudes find what you are looking for. Unless you are into fucking kids. But otherwise, keep on keepin on. Bc have no other choice.
Hi dear anon's, i would like to know what is bringing you down so i can give you advice, so, if you want advice just ask.
-J
>>693726701
Sup anon?
>>693726092
Dude i feel the same way like i see people i know hanging out with their friends that i also know and its like who am i
Bump
Alright dude, how about this: talk to people. I used to be like you just a few months prior but I learned to talk to people, I even put aside hatred for people I previously despised just months ago. You don't have to be super charismatic either. Believe me, if anything, I was more of a loser than you are now.
Life sucks man just when I lose hope it gets better just enough and then boom right back where I started
>Feels
>Did some hacking and stuff
>Now feel I am being watched
>Two separate off-duty cops offered me a ride
>Don't want to be v7'd
>Am paranoid 24/7
>Hate myself
>Don't want to lose the one thing I have left.
Damn. Why are you guys depressed? Seriously curious. Is it loneliness?
>>693733331
Absolutely man
>>693732937
"I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down"
>>693733068
Cops really don't give a shit unless it's a major opporation. Like jared fogle's bust. Dude was a celeb and had a lot against him. The average pedo won't be hastled. Just like a drug user won't get too much shit but a dealer will get taken down. The only reason things are illegal is because the government isn't getting a cut of money. This is why south america is so bad with drugs.
>>693733068
Maybe just lay low for a while and try to avoid thinking about stuff as "i'm being watched" or related, take it easy and try to calm down a bit, then gradually.
>>693732937
I know what you mean anon, just when you think you're getting out of all this, you get sucked right back in. Sorry to hear that.
-J
Happened literally 10 minutes ago
>female texts me saying we need to talk
>says that I scare her (this is literally the only time in threes years she's ever said this)
>she gives in saying she only used me to experiment with my fucking emotions
>what to do /b/
>>693734045
Tough one man I say try to get back at her catfish her never reveal its you though
>>693733331
My mom hast cancer, I'm now working two jobs trying to pay off her bills, I had to drop out of university because I'm both poor and selectively retarded, (making me a disappointment to my possibly dying mother) and my dream job of joining the military is still in jeopardy over medical issues from years prior.
Could be worse, but still bums me out.
>>693726092
>my dogs hate me
Shit dude, you must be a real fuckwit
>>693734045
Kick the cunt to the curb. To hell with her.
>>693734210
Damn shit is hard I hope you get through this man
>>693726092
I wouldnt want to talk to you either.
You sound like a real downer
Follow me on Twitter: @opisafuckingcuck
>>693726092
How old are you, Anon?
>>693733891
I stopped hacking and blackmailing.
Also stopped using social media because of the Papa John's edgelords all over the place
Dropped a few doxes lately
I still have a Rooted Android with a few mods but I don't use it.
>>693733581
Not a pedo but really, what is this?
Arrest time?
Maybe this will help somebody out there.
It was my senior year in high school and the last day of school before winter break. My car shit the bed the week before so I was on the bus ride home about to be on break.
And yet, what the fuck was the point? I remember vividly looking out that bus window not giving a shit about break because it was just going to be the same thing every other fucking day was. But it wasn't.
I hadn't spoken to my ex in like a year and was still in love with her. We reconnected that week and the first few days of us being together was exactly what I wished for in that year long depression.
And then I was brutally reminded of why we broke up in the first place. We fought all the fucking time because of how jealous we both were. I realized it and moved on.
I felt like a new man on the bus ride to school the next week. Looking out the window I couldn't believe that week actually happened, but it did, and it forever changed me.
You never know when somethings gonna happen.
No gf, 2 friends, dad who tried to kill himself last year and never talks to me, mom who is almost 60, and alone almost every night.
>>693726092
There's obviously something wrong with you then
Replied to the wrong anon, sorry.
>>693734182
She was already cheating on me with one of my mates
Best thing I can do is make her jelous I guess
>>693734182
if you do this, youll be admitting your hurt.
say that you were trying to see how far the average person is willing to go for a meaningless relationship and basically just passively insult the normalfag
pass over some time then do the catfishing
>>693734704
I guess so then
786439542 8
this girl's a bitch, take your feels out on her
>>693734898
Why?
>>693734455
No, this is not arrest time. I'm simply sharing experience and facts
>>693734320
This. I feel less attracted to females daily. Their appearance is still perfection, but their minds are something else.
whats wrong with being part od someones personal army? lets all be each others personal amy
>>693734045
Honestly those who do that are scared children in the inside, they're afraid of you recalling them on their bullshit and how they think they're the shit, just prove her how mediocre and pathetic she is and she'll breakdown im the inside in no time. Maybe calling her out on how she is just sad little cunt with no selfcontrol who think's she is controling the situation when actually she is just a pathetic and miserable part of the bigger picture. Maybe tell her you were with her out of pity.
-J
>>693734991
overall she's just a shitty person
>>693734991
>>693735053
I'm giving you the opportunity of a lifetime, just think of the meanest thing so you can say to a bitch, it will help you vent, trust me
How does one go about making friends as an adult? I just moved to a new town and making friends at work isn't am option for reasons I won't get into. How do you find companionship without it feeling forced?
Even harder, how do I find a third for a threesome when I can't even make friends? When did I become a social pariah? Did I do it to myself?
>>693735018
Out of curiosity, since you said Fogle,
How long was he doing that shit before he got caught? Wasn't he doing it while working for Subway and what happens to those /b/ros you always see in kik trade threads? I wonder.
>>693735432
You think texting mean shit to a random person is the opportunity of a lifetime? Are you a fucking retard?
>>693735432
That's a little vindictive for no reason, anon. She isn't responsible for anything wrong on my end, so she doesn't deserve my hate.
>>693735054
I already called her out on her shit and told my mate hat she did and he apologized but it's not like I missed the cunt it was just nice having someone to lay my head next to at night
>>693735432
thank you, anon
>>693735435
Just go to common places where you're expected to talk and make new friends maybe a roller rink just places where it's normal to walk up to someone and talk
>>693735456
I don't know thr details of fogle, but I know that there's never been a tale of a missing pedo from kik. I've seen accounts active for over a year.
>not all pedos are male, and the females can be 10/10
>>693726092
I have severe body image issues.
I was 170lbs and decided enough was enough, and started dieting.
I'm at 135lbs now and still feel like a look disgusting with my clothes off.
I do not like to be naked, I don't like to look at how my body looks.
Logically I know I look fine, I even look good, but it doesn't feel like good enough.
My sister dealt with anorexia, I have to wonder if I'm going down the same path.
I'm considering a cheat day every month, but some part of my brain is thinking that only an addict would say that.
>>693735563
it's a figure of speech ffs
>>693735586
i will send hate regardless.
it sounds fun, not like it matters anyway
>>693735821
Pic somewhat related.
>>693735964
thank you, this makes me feel better
>>693726092
I was saying this 2 years ago.
The only reason i didnt leave earth was that i made my self busy.
Too busy to think about my self.
But now i hate people. I feel nothing but hate for everyone.
>Full time Student (pre med)
>Full time work (Hospice)
>Volunteer (Children's hospital)
>Volunteer(Big brothers/sisters)
>sleep.
The only reason i get out of bed now is because of the hate.
Felt
https://youtu.be/rZiizcTgQZQ
>>693735917
You don't understand how language works do you, hammerhead?
>>693726092
Anon, through my travels I learned a lot and I shall try to share some of my wisdom with you.
I was like you and in some ways, I still am. But with some upgrades.
1. To be happy, you need a purpose. If you wake up everyday and you have no motivation, you are fucked. So what motivates you? What do you want to reach? Is it to go to Yale? Master a game? Learn how to play the guitar? Make friends? Whatever it is, let you guide you, dude. Go for it.
2- You are shy, and you are projecting things. People don't hate you, they don't even fucking know you. In my experience, you are so anxious and insecure that you won't even talk to them. You know what is the best way to make friends and find a GF? Get to new social circles. And you'll do that by starting in a new sport, or club, by doing a class of creative writting or fucking madarim or guitar.
3- Don't take it the wrong way, but talking to a therapist helps. And sometimes, we need some drugs to get going (let a doctor prescribe you, come on).
4- Most of the times, your bad experiences are self-fulfilling prophecies. You expect it to suck, you do it thinking its going to suck and... it sucks. To change that, you'll need to fight off your own instincts. And that is the hardest battle in your life, little dude.
>>693736121
Don't go shooting up anyone now
>>693726092
>pic related
>What I want most of all.
>>693727493
Fuck dude.
>>693736049
... if i had a phone
lol sorry anon i just moved into the state
>>693736269
If i could push a button and everyone on earth just incinerated i wouldnt hesitate
>>693736301
Same here,
>>693736502
You sound pretty selfish m8.
>>693735973
My sister almost died because of her anorexia. Her heart rate was so low and we were terrified.
But I was legitimately overweight, I just don't know how far I should take it.
My goal is 120lbs, idk how that will look on me.
>>693736263
1. I want to be great at soccer I know I have potential it's just I know
3. Can't do that tho parents won't let it happen
>>693736301
Depression and anxiety from heartbreak and stupid amounts of stress from work is a horrible combination.
Also, every time a female waves at me, I always think they mistake me for my brother. It fucking sucks.
>pic describes me in a nutshell.
>>693736608
How tall are you?
>>693726092
my life is total shit, but why here? like anons give a fuck
>>693736608
Any good tips to lose weight? I'm 5"11 177 lbs I'm fat not obese people call me a bit husky I need to lose weight and I want to fast
>>693736792
5'4
>>693736831
Anons have been through everything. Anon can give you the best insight. Anon is...Anon
>>693736843
lypo
>>693736582
Its hatred.
P.S i spent this morning coloring disney books with a terminal 11yo girl.
For free
As a volunteer.
Only because if i wasnt busy and just sitting around i'd kill myself.
P.P.S if she died tomorrow i honestly woundt even notice/care
>>693736843
I cut out carbs.
Track your calories, 1200 calories and 20g of carbs allowed a day.
Other than that doesn't really matter, the weight will drop off.
>>693736831
You'd be surprised man like I've once heard give a man a mask and he'll reveal himself truly or something like that. More people care than we think like when I started the thread I didn't think anyone would talk to me
>>693736849
120 is a decent weight for someone your height, apparently.
>>693736843
Run plenty, count calories, cut caloric intake, and drink water, low calorie fluids, or black coffee. (The latter for a hunger suppressant.)
>Tfw realized my son will grow up to be a /b/tard
>His autism makes me have to stay with him in the hospital tonight
I don't know if I should be depressed or sympathetic.
>>693737087
Thanks anon
How skinny are you guys? I don't eat. I'm only 110 lbs
>>693737340
I'm 6'4, and 175-180lbs, but it's about 8-10% body fat.
>>693737161
You mean this or something similar?
>>693736722
>this guy
>>693737316
Right now I'm at around 135lb and people tell me I look fine and to chill with the diet, but I don't FEEL fine.
I still feel like I'm fat, I still feel like I shouldn't wear form fitting things.
I just wonder if it's some body dysmorphia and I have a problem, or if im sick of looking bad.
>>693736263
Not OP but thanks that really helped me, I'm thinking. Printing it out and taping that to my door
>>693737368
You're welcome friend, just be careful.
>>693736641
Sucks about the n.3, getting some help is really good. But if it is not an option, there is still n, 1, 2 and 4 to try.
About soccer, do you know how Brazilian poorfags get really good at soccer? They use really shitty balls, like, made out of sock or something. That gives than a lot of domain, so they get really good at dribbling. They will practice it at home, and the furniture would create an environment full of obstacles - that's how they get really good at it.
You don't have to do that - if you can, just join a small team or something. I am just giving you an example of how, if you really want it, anything can be used to get started.
Soccer is a really democratic sport, it doesn't matter if you are skinny - Messi is a fucking dworf - it just matter how able you are.
But remember: when you start at it, you are going to suck, and that is normal. Think of it like a video game, but harder: you'll start like a little bitch, but the harder you work, the better you will become.
It takes a long time to be good at something. But if you really want it, you can, you just have to work for it.
>>693737589
No not that it was a quote and it had some guy Fawkes mask infront or something like that
>>693737626
135 is apparently fine, but it's not going to hurt you if you go down to 120. It's your choice.
Although, this is assuming you're general health is perfectly fine, and you have an "average" body fat percentage.
>>693737783
Thank you I really appreciate it
For all the anons that don't get a reply
Music is a form of socialization. It will always speak to you, and wants you to listen.
>use it
>>693737991
Yeah, sorry I deleted it because I put 119 and I used to be 119 now I'm only 110.
>>693737925
I can't really tell if it is. I don't do a ton of physical activity because I have asthma and if I do I wheeze for days.
I just feel skinny fat, I guess.
And I want to just be skinny, and I don't know how to get there.
Has anyone ever been forgotten so much that even your own family won't even send you fucking Christmas cards?
>>693737801
I've been playing for like 10 years now I understand I just need a lot more work into it
Oh well...
>>693736843
>5'11'' @ 177 lbs
>tfw I'm 5'6'' @ 194 lbs
Do those pedofucks on Omegle and Boxes even get busted?
>>693738255
This makes me sad for you anon. I'm sorry.
>>693738374
Probably not I wish they did
>>693726092
Found out five minutes ago that my crush is at the movies not with a friend, but on a date.
Hope you lads are having a better night.
>>693738275
How old are you? I'm surprised I have t gained any weight for like 5 months
>>693738468
It happens to all of us man you'll get through it
>>693738430
I've literally only matched with bots
>>693738537
28
It's my fault though. Ive spent the past years sitting on my ass. Not eating terribly shitty food tho. Shows you how important it is to exercise regularly.
>>693738710
Yea I agree I'm pretty young so idk
>>693738698
Fucking Christ man
>>693737838
The quote is spot on, I can't seem to find the image. Sorry the pic is small. Hope this is what you mean.
>>693738918
That's close enough I think I heard it a while ago
>>693738243
Got a gift for you, anon. You are to young to remember, but about 10 years ago Nike made the best motivational video for soccer players of all time.
Take it to the next level -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZA-57h64kE
And the cool thing it is very realistic. To become really good at a sport is fucking painful, but is also very rewarding.
>>693738170
i feel you. i have asthma from my allergies, trying to lose weight. 5'4" 170 ish. was in track, like running, want to exerxise. i just fucking can't. getting an inhaler soon hopefully.
>>693736722
Hope this /b/ro is doing well.
>>693738918
Too accurate if you ask me.
>>693739149
I'd say either diet hard or go to the doctor.
I can't even go for a half mile run without wheezing for the next two days.
>>693739107
Just watched it fucking amazing
>>693739195
>>693738844
I had accepted that I probably won't ever find a meaningful relationship, the only thing I care about in a potential female partner is a sharp mind that is willing to discuss interesting topics with me. Woman all seem to be emotional and only care to talk about celebrities and gossip.
>>693736722
That pic is how i felt before i found her. Boy do i hope we work out and stay together. She is my perfect other half /b/ros
>>693739752
>>693739868
I feel you man I want the same thing least we know why there are so many gays
>>693740039
But most gay men have the same personality, so even that wouldn't work...
>>693726092
Facebook is shit. It makes you feel even more isolated when you're constantly just checking for messages and notifications. Just delete it dude.
>>693740193
True
>>693735432
Tell her to shave her moustache.
>>693739899
Glad you found yours, /b/ro. I thought I found mine, but that was just a year long illusion that ended in a shitty way
>"I don't love you anymore"
>>693726092
Congratulations. Now you get to be the stoic, emotionless, slightly depressed though noticeably driven professional.
Don't smile.
Don't laugh.
Get your work done.
Make everyone else dance to the beat of your drum.
Disregard their petty bullshit.
Y'know why anon? Because you're fucking better than them. Fuck them. Go and succeed and make them suck your dick. That was the plan all along.
>>693740274
Same but mine was 2 years and she just said that she was gay. Feelsbad. She would rather be gay than date me
>>693740345
Got you thanks man
>>693736843
Portion control count Ur calories drink a lot of water
I'm only 18 (yeah I know, I'm a young fag) so I've only dated relatively young girls, and none of them actually knew what love was. I think most people fail to understand love
>>693740638
Ok, how would I count calories on home cooked food just don't eat as much as usual?
Can we get a kik group chat ass me Harritaylor22
>>693740796
Add me* I'm a good
>>693740796
I'm on board
>>693740444
I have an ex who broke up with me over text while we were in the same room, and within the hour she was dating some chick
>>693740764
Count the calories of the ingredients you use, and overestimate your intake.
>>693740444
I've posted the one that did this to me a few times around /b/ and even threw some nudes on.
>pic related, not nudes
>>693734210
Life is really a bitch, isn't it?
But how can you disappoint her? You're doing all you can to help her.
>>693736301
Reminds me of the movie 100 Yen Love.
Post kiks
>>693740892
>>693740961
I'm sorry that happened to you guys too.
Hey guys. I'm here to feel along with the feel train
>been working at a day care for about 8 years
> pretty respectable pay. I can live on my own with it plus some odd jobs I do on the internet
> meet this one kid who strikes a chord with me
>don't know whether it was because he reminded me of me when I was young
>dorky glasses and he carried a ds with him everywhere
> one day he comes to the daycare without the ds
>ask him about it and he says
>"dad said he'll kill me if he sees me with it again"
> get a sinking feeling things aren't going too well at his home life
>someone comes to pick him up
>see his piece of shit dad get out of the car and start yelling at him
>catch a glimpse of him KICKING his son into the car
>kid comes the next day with a bruise on his arm
>the kid gives me his ds that was broken in half
>"dad says I won't be needing this anymore"
>go home and spend that night staring at the DS
>never see the kid at the daycare
You guys want to join a group chat on kik just post your kiks well add you
>>693741048
I dropped out of university because I'm shit at math, and can't afford it without putting myself further into debt.
>>693739899
I'm happy for you anon, I hope that everything works out for you two
>>693741314
There are no words, that's just fucked.
>>693740595
Go be a capitalist, man. Nothing kicks people in the face more than succeeding over them, then living like a king while they pretend to like their life. You'll fail a lot, but when you win, it feels glorious. And trust me, they notice.
I have a personal problem. I'm the joker/goofy person you just joke with and would probably think of as a little brother, people don't take me seriously and when they do they usually say I'm acting "emo" or I'm just being a troll. I have friends but success with girls has been short, I can't complain on social media since no one would help me neither my friends. 4chan is really the only place I feel like I can share my emotions, I just want to start a new life and be happy but life is shit.
>>693741314
>>693741314
>>693741314
Have any games in it?
>>693741765
I feel you man this is the first Time where I've been truly accepted
>>693741314
Contact police or take matters in your hands anon, Child Abuse is the worst thing imaginable.
>>693741314
Sorry about that, bro.
>>693741962
Super Mario 64 for the DS
>>693742228
Score man.
>>693742344
ha man i know you
>>693741289
She is a slut anyhow. Rather pathetic if you ask me how you can get rid of someone that remembers everything that happened in the span of a year and still feel good about yourself. Read green text for kicker.
>tells me she doesn't want a long distance relation
>currently in long distance relation with someone from my town
OP here might make a thread tomorrow night around 11 like today same title you'll see it if you pay attention hope to see you guys
>>693736843
Pokemon go
>>693742077
The worst thing about it is I literally can't do anything about it now. The daycare closed like a year ago and I left there a year ago when it closed. There is good news though. The mom and dad divorced and the mom got to keep him indefinitely.
>>693742541
Wow,
>>693739984
Continuing contribution of feels pics. Need to cry.
>dad is an IT contractor
>mom is a lawyer
>mom's dad was an engineer(worked on the Manhattan project)
>mom's mom was a lawyer
>dad's dad was a Marine, then retired to pursue a career in technology
>dad's mom was a physician
>mfw my entire family is/was rich and successful and smart
>mfw I barely graduated highschool
>mfw I want to be an author
>family dissapointment
>>693742862
I hope he's happy
>>693743241
Me too, anon
>>693743241
I hope his mum bought him a new DS.
>>693736722
Holy shit, this image is so fucking true it hurts a lot. I feel like I'm there just to make people laugh, and they can't take me serious, but i can't stop being like that because thats how i am and how people know me.
That image made me fucking cry.
>>693742910
Continuing to post pics
>>693742868
Real piece of shit she is. Sad how I fell for her as hard as I did.
>>693743681
Man's best friend feels
Also, I would never ask /b/ to personal army since /b/ is not a personal army.
Anyone else want in on the group chat? Kik me @ KGb_borris
>>693727665
wow, that is ridiculously low. hahahaha
>>693742862
At least he is away from the shit dad, I hope.
>>693743503
I would in all honesty if I met the kid.
>>693744017
Cont
>>693739195
Holy shit, this is fucking beautiful...
>Things will be better in America
>Heard the streets are gold there
>Maybe I could fly you out this place someday
>Chasing dreams like I'm on Novocain
>Screaming through your airways
>Looking back I almost thought I heard you say
>Stay, you're not gonna leave me
>This place is right where you need to be
>And why your words gotta mean so much to them
>And they mean nothing to me
>So stay, you're not what you're hearing
>Cause I've been watching you changing
>And who said you're one in a million
Anyway?
>>693727665
I remember seeing this years ago. That dream became a reality, not with the girl in pic but bretty gud looker IMO. We've been married almost 5 years now and it's fucking great, she's so lovey and sweet but also temperamental and oblivious from time to time, we occasionally rate butts in public on a 1 to 10 scale and often discuss poop.
Thanks for reminding me where I came from, anon.
>>693726092
Name one Jonesy
>>693744252
>Jomeo Jojo Jogoo
>wat
>>693739195
He loved it
>>693744615
Also, notice how the headstone to the immediate left says "hell" instead of having a cross.
>>693744328
cont.
>>693744420
So he says as the rest of us sink here.
How cruel of you.
>>693744780
immediate right. fuck.
>>693744749
That's great to hear.
>>693744780
cont.
>>693726092
if u got some weed, you'll be someone's friend indeed
>>693739195
> mfw I just realized we share the same birthday and age.
>>693745008
>>693745339
>words of wisdom from the G.O.A.T., Rick Sanchez
>>693745008
I found the original image, and the headstone clearly says something else, but I can't read it because it's on fucking pintrest
>>693739195
Holy shit that's made me cry
Nothing really sucks about my life when I think about it. I have a home,im healthy,i have friends,i have a job. But I just don't enjoy living. I don't know what it is but i have never in my life enjoyed life for a long period of time. Any reasons why this is /b/?
>>693744790
I know, I didn't mean to be cruel. If it makes any difference, when we met I was penniless and living with/supporting my even more penniless hoarder mom (also crazy cat lady). Out of shape, poor, uneducated and frankly unpresentable, seriously, the first time I brought her over I asked my mom to cover the boxes in the living room with blankets and light candles to kill the smell. Fleas jump on both of us as we made it to my room (where I almost never allowed the cats so less fleas).
We (mom and i) got evicted the month my wife and I got married. Lived in my dad's mom's house (much nicer comparatively, although infested with rats, roaches and termites), but rent was cheap.
I'm just saying, it can be done. I didn't win her over with looks and money. I honestly don't know what it was but I think it was because I was enthusiastic through it all. We talked a lot. We are similar in some ways and not in others. It was luck, but with a little intention.
Good luck goys.
>>693745720
Being unfulfilling is what I would guess. Don't know the remedy for that since anything I do doesn't give me any enjoyment or satisfaction.
>>693745640
>cont.
>>693731765
I found the image you posted captivating. Searched. And found the album. So farEpigram is my favourite. Such good music, thank you so much anon. I needed to get lost in something.
>>693733581
Jesus won't you fucking whisper
Something good the past has done
>>693746222
>cont.
>checked
>>693727493
this happened to me. Still think about her occasionally. It's been 2 years.
>>693744749
how do you know?
>>693746707
Last one.
OP here, Goodnight bros! Thank you for the lovely feel thread I enjoyed it so much and I appreciate all of you for being able to spend your time with me and the others for those who got in the group chat I'll talk to you tomorrow. For those who want in kik me at KGb_Borris I will make another thread tomorrow night at 11 est you'll see it. Thank you guys for making me feel like I belonged somewhere for once. I love you all!
Hey /b/, I had a really weird thing happen the other day.
I was cutting some tomatoes for a homemade salsa to bring to a family gettogether for the 4th of July, and I accidentally ran the knife across my thumb.
I stared for a few seconds as the little slit started to drip out red, and I just sat there awestruck.
We are tomatoes.
Not literally, of course.
But more in the sense that we are weak, as the tomato is. Our bodies are just fleshy sacks filled with red juice, easily bruised, cut open, and broken, just like a tomato.
I am a tomato, /b/.
and as I watched the blood drip down onto the cutting board, I sobbed gently, and went back to cutting.
And that's how I gave all of my relatives and close loved ones AIDS.
Because I am a tomato.
>>693747697
I don't have kik and too lazy to look through thread to find chat. We anons always stick together. best way to have it if you ask me.
>>693749211
We stick together because we're the only ones who accept one another.
>>693747055
Thank you, anon.
>>693726701
Got a kik?
>>693736141
tfw
>be me, super fucked childhood can't really remember much because repressed memories
> both parents are useless drug addict/alcoholics
> grow up poor as fuck never being able to do stuff with other kids
> fast forward to end of highschool
> spent half the year suspended, teachers would suspend me for stuff I wasn't even at school for
> everyone bullies me because I'm not into the same shit (sports ect)
> pretty severe depression
> finally Finish school and just give up, don't see friends or anything
> then it happens Mates, I found the girl after all these years I found her and God I've never loved something like this
> I have trust issues but she assures me she'll never cheat and loves me as much as I do her
> ff a year, I've got my shit together bought a car me and her spend most of our time together never been so happy
> ff two more years, it happens we have our first fight no biggie, I suggest we have a couple day breather of not hanging out
> 3 days later, I'm blocked on everything and have a fb message telling me I'm the most fucked person she's ever met
> 3 weeks later she has a new bf, some skinny little skater faggot
> turns out she had been cheating for months
> ff to now
> cars broken and doesn't work
> no job
> no money
> havnt eaten in 3 days, can bearly bring myself to get out of bed
> I just want to die
>>693749521
Damn that one hits hard. You're right, my friend.
>>693749749
You're/Your welcome, anon.
Feeling shitty when you are alone is your body telling you to go interact with another human being. Loneliness can kill you
This is a nice song. https://youtu.be/awzNHuGqoMc
>>693743017
Same boat bro.
>Almost failed HS
>No job
>No money
>Live in basement
>Just wants to go
I don't guys but I want to go somewhere, anywhere that I'm not me. Somewhere that people actually likes me but you know I'm fucking stuck here man. I'm just going to die being nothing so cheers to the many years ahead with you lads.
>>693734210
Work hard, everything can easily be in your control. Don't drink yourself down, it can eat away at you.
You'll make it.
>>693750814
Jesus man
>>693735821
Anon, you sound like you are developing anorexia, and I think you should really talk to someone that knows about nutrition & mental health that can make sure you're keeping your body safe.
>>693751963
>>693750814
Holy shit. I'm sorry, man.
>>693752012
>>693729303
You had to go full blown nigger didn't you.
>>693744780
watched it again and hits me harder everytime.
>>693746323
Tycho are the bomb, both dove and awake are my go to chill /sleep albums
>>693752392
Lost link to vid. Post?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5y2QOOhgYuw
>>693726092
>have badass life
>cool bartender, tons of friends
>line of girls, get laid all the time
>decide to go back to school
>work my ass off, work 40 hours a week, earn my BS in 4 years with no debt
>immediately get job offer in aerospace
>leave my life and move to another city where i know NO ONE
>realize i know NO ONE
>have no friends
>have no circle within which to make new friends
>people i work with are either way older, way younger, or too nerdy to do anything like i used to
>party life is dead, ok, but social life is dead as well, not okay
>get on tinder and bumble
>tons of matches, everyone's a flake
>meet some cute chubby girl, plow her out in one day, kinda grossed out by it, way below my old standard (the bar i worked at was HIGH class and i used to pull pro cheerleaders and dancers and hotties all the time)
>realize i have no game when i'm not behind a bar
>realize i don't know the first thing about dating in the real world
>my job is fucking awesome
>i'm back at the gym a LOT
>maybe i'm just impatient but i used to get a new chick every two weeks and i haven't seen a whisper of pussy in almost two months
>starting to wonder if it was worth it all to give up my old life even though my new one is arguably better
>it's just not as fun
>dunno what to do
>>693748090
>We are potatoes
Hits back so hard, I instantly remembered when I murdered a street peasant and ate his deltoid.
>>693753267
This isn't feels this is just you bitching
>>693750814
well, we're here together anon.
Save this
I don't have much to say, I doubt anyone will read this. I thought growing older was the key to fixing what was broken about me, becoming social and gaining things, working a real job and having a relationship. It didn't fix me, and instead instilled a new set of problems. The existential fear sets in weekly, I feel as if my purpose is to have no purpose, and I feel more alone surrounded by people than without. I try to understand how people precieve one another, how I'm supposed to react to situations, but I'm always cold to everything. I wish I could be different, I wish I could be someone else. I wish I could feel things the way they were meant to be felt, instead of alien.
Not much more,
>be me beggining of senior year
>talk to her for two months during summer
>"oh anon I don't want a relationship"
>kiss her for the first time after one of my football games
>start dating last October
>she likes to party, very outspoken, some anger issues. Her home life is fucked up. Mom is bipolar, dad is drunk
>have amazing sex, make her cum 3 times the first time we did
>date her for almost a year
>feel like she's the best thing that ever happened to me
>we've had arguments but nothing big
>last week she gives me the ,"I met you at the wrong time in my life. I think we should break it off until we're older and our lives are stable
>tells me she still wants to be friends, fuck buddies etc
>broken hearted
>I love her so much
>constant internal battle
>do I break it off or still try to be next to the woman I love?
I think about suicide every day, been depressed for years. Lucy was the light of my life..what should I do /b/?
>>693753267
how old are you anon?
Can't even really hang with my main friends anymore since 2/3 have kids and all 3 are in relationships, like I could 7th wheel and feel like shit ooooorrrrr I could stay in bed
>>693751734
>>693752058
>>693753849
Thanks m8ys
>>693753267
Stop bitching
>>693754683
Chances are if you stay together it will get worse and she might cheat which is fucking shithouse, maybe call it off but stay fwb?
>>693755013
this
if you try to pursue a relationship that she doesn't want, even if you do get back together she will fuck you again bro
>>693755013
I have no problem with that but she won't let my emotions be.. She always tells me she loves me and wants to be with me
>>693755341
She's toying with you man, I'm telling you bail out now before its too late
>>693755647
Same things my dad says, everyone sees it but me. I'm going to
Do it tommorow
>>693755877
This is the best course of action man. I know its probably gonna hurt a fucking lot, and you probably have zero desire to do. But it is honestly best for you to move on and find someone loyal.
>>693739195
Tfw u realize, you've never had a birthday party, ever.
Tfw you realize you've only been invited to 2 birthday parties in ur whole 19 years of living.
>insert sad frog meme
>>693756248
Thanks anon for your help
>Seen countless "If you don't reply to, mother dies in sleep" threads
>Avoid said threads in the hopes of a passive/aggressive murder of sorts
>Been a couple of days and my "host" isn't close to dead yet
>I hate the internet sometimes
Tits for your time...
>>693755341
She's just keeping you interested incase shit doesn't work out for her. You're the backup and that's so fucked up
>>693756348
Wow,.are you me. My birthday parties consisted of cake and my present were not having to clean after dinner
>still better than now that I live alone
>>693726092
>airsoft
what field my dude?
>>693753267
count your blessings and start masturbating.
>>693752914
Never mind. Found it.
>>693755647
>>693756248
These guys get it. I got my emotions toyed with and I ended up broken beyond repair.
>>693740961
>this guy
>pic is female who did it
>>693737013
Edgegod
>>693739868
You probably take everything too seriously
Do you have steam or play cs/tf2?
If so you can join me and my friend group
if your not a major faggot
>>693756024
>>693726701
nobody wants to talk to a faggot
>>693726092
Don't try so hard. Most people suck and it can be hard to find good friends. Don't expect anymore than 2 or 3 close friends. Go do what you like and meet people who also do that stuff.
>>693756990
At this point, I don't even celebrate my birthday. It's become just another day
>>693750845
Our lack of acceptance from others makes us more willing to accept. Sometimes that makes us a little short-sighted and gullible. Inevitably, someone takes advantage of that. Once. Twice. Twenty times. We begin to stop accepting others. The reason we accept one another in these threads is because we've run out of things to accept people for. The single identifiable thing that we can accept in one another is our misery and our longing for understanding. We ourselves want that so badly that we are willing to accept a faceless, nameless entity over actual human beings. We've literally been pushed to the very edge of humanity.
>>693738228
That must feel terrible, I'm sure people forget about me all the time, but I'm young.
Does anyone have the picture of a guy and a girl and the guy says to the girl, "Even though nothing I do is right and I'm not perfect, will you promise to never leave me?"
I sent that to me ex-girlfriend when we had a rough patch and she ended up breaking up with me a month later...really need to see it again.
>>693758546
What's this from?
>>693758239
Spot on and god damn man.
>>693759057
That's probably my best sad/high post ever. I'm keeping this.
Also, I use multiple drugs to keep myself happy. I don't feel happy, though.
>>693759668
I'm not happy. I should probably be on something (anti depressant or anti anxiety) but I'm not. I haven't had a genuine smile for a long time and I long fora another one.
I screenshot that post and saved it.
>>693759801
>Reading this at 3:42am.
>>693726092
After hearing all of that, I don't want to know you either.
>>693726092
>not gonna read long ass thread
Nobody likes you because you're an asshole. That's the only reason I could think of why you would be this disliked.
Also what the FUCK have you been doing to the dog? Answer me, faggot!
a girl i'm friends with revealed to me that her ex raped her and took her virginity a few years ago.
i don't really know what to do.
>>693759965
Thanks. Maybe it'll show up in another feels thread.
I'm not diagnosed because I'm trying to pretend I'm okay and there's no doctor in America that would prescribe me for half this shit. Anyway, maybe one day you'll be on the beach, and she'll come up from behind you and jump on your back, then you'll smile. I hope that happens to me one day.
>>693760339
What do you mean you don't know what to do?
>go to highschool
>no girls like me
>guys "like" me so they can pick on me
>parents never talk about me
>I feel really dumb all the time
>go home one day
>get rope from pool deck
>go in walk in closet
>tie noose
>stand there crying for 30 minutes
>my parents hear me and are asking what wrong
>locked door have keys
>they are pounding on the door
>step forward
>rope holds me for a second
>get on the floor
>everyone walk the dinosaur
>>693731400
>t-mobile
>half an hour ago
>walking around catching pokemon
>arrive at 2 pokestops near each other
>some girl looking at her phone appears in front of me
>she nods at me
>spaghetti.jpg
>nod back and walk away quickly
Why am I so fucking autistic
>>693760557
I was feeling for you for a second your fucking faggot
man, maybe they were right. Maybe I should get off /b/. You guys are cancerous.
I didn't know all the jokes about being fuck-ups were genuine.
>think I'm a normie
I can't help but think this is your fault in some way. Everyone can make friends. Tell you what. Maybe you can't make friends with the people you want but you can make friends. It's like a nerd that wants to be friends with the cool kids. Stop it! You're a nerd so make friends with the other nerds. You can make your own community.
>>693751502
People can probably see it in you that you haven't grown up, sit around and do nothing waiting for something to happen. You're Peter Pan, except there is no Neverland that you can run away to where people will like you. It's going to just be a matter of time until your parents stop thinking it's cute and you no longer have a basement to live in.
You need to go and be on your own. Get into some sort of trade union, do some odd jobs get a couple part time jobs so you can live on your own and start learning how to take care of yourself. You're in a really bad place right now and it's going to just get worse if you don't do anything. I was and still kind of am like you. You're the worst kind of person to leave alone. If you don't make a change things are only going to get worse.
>>693760508
i don't know i mean it clearly fucking bothers her. i'm like the only person she has told. her fucking family doesn't know. i guess i'm just going to shut the fuck up about it and never mention it but i mean fuck dude.
