Feels thread fellas What's troubling you?
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Feels thread fellas
What's troubling you?
Deppressed as fuck, nothing in life really gets better unless you get lucky
>>692684509
Or you get up and move so that things improve. Being stationary doesn't change anything.
I feel like my girlfriend's losing interest to me. It's killing me, because she tells me she's completely comfortable and wouldn't leave me for the world, but I can't being myself to believe.
>>692685629
Wow fuck you
>>692685069
Which is excatly what i've done, however nothing ever changed except myself. Which is why i hold that belief
>>692685830
Then do some more.
>>692685816
It need to be in each of these threads. It kinda keeps them alive.
>>692683411
My country is about to put a right wing government in and it will most likely put me in deep medical debt by then end of the year.
>>692685975
Not much more to do really, that's why i'm in my current position
>>692686269
What exactly have you done?
How were you previous to doing whatever it was you did?
What did you do?
What's your current predicament?
>>692685629
Maggie
For some reason lately, all I can think about in that girl. Posted about her a shit ton. But still... I cant get her out of my fucking head
Literally have to choose love or happiness. If I want to be happy I'll have to move to another country, but if I want to choose love I'll have to stay in my country and live with a man who I think is m soulmate.
Shits difficult, because he is the right person for me, but the timing had to be the most shittiest
>>692683411
the only people that reply is people who is angry and uhh only ugly people losers comment on anything or everything cause has nothing to lose and is a hater and outnumber everybody and people dont want to spend time to talk to ugly people losers cause get ugly help or something but no one can prove it and the ugly hippo loser women lies and doesnt care if she goes by lies and i think thats it but you have no friends and you bother the popular people and your ugly and have no friends and bother the popular people and your ugly and think is better then everybody and your ugly and has no friends and i dont why you think talking to my friends is going to help you and your ugly and has to talk to my friends to be better then me so you
and the ugly people losers dont get along with my friends cause the ugly people losers is too ugly to hurt the popular people with looks if the ugly people losers dont like my friends cause is too ugly to hurt popular people with looks then why the ugly people losers copy me plus smell like poop like beyonce cause is pathatic and has a sucky life and is ugly and has to copy me which make the ugly people losers that outnumber everybody is ugly and try to hurt the popular people but my friends dont like the ugly people losers and the ugly people losers is pathatic and ugly and has to hurt the attrative loser people and the popular people the ugly way and thats another proof the popular people proved the ugly people losers is pathetic and ugly and is lame and ugly
>>692686853
>>692686870
Classy.
>>692686269
DO I SMELL AN UNGRATEFUL COCK JUGGLING THUNDER FUCK
>>692686780
thats actually pretty sad
I'm pretty bad at my job and it's my only source of self-worth.
>>692685629
Diego Armando Maradona
>>692687418
Does this counts?
>>692687601
>>692687205
That's actually beautiful anon
>>692686379
i've changed myself as a person from being a shy, withdrawn and negative person to a much more social and posetive because i was sick of being alone like i've been my entire life. I go to parties, i meet new people quite often, yet i always seem to get glossed over like i'm nothing
>>692687665
>>692687878
It is indeed
>>692687909
>>692688086
Cringe thread
>>692687884
Try standing out abit more then, in a fun sort of way.
>>692687079
I have no idea what that's even supposed to mean
>>692688368
That was all,hope I didnt annoy you anons too much with the pics.
Don't get me wrong, I love trolling, the cringe threads, the greentexts, and the porn threads, and even the raids. But sometimes, on days like today, we need to give and receive empathy, because life's difficult. Thanks, /b/rothers.
>>692688715
What happened /b/ro?
So once I was eating fish cooked in a teaspoon of sriracha with lime & coriander, served on fresh homemade salsa with a side of pomegranate infused polenta, and it turned out to be quite bad. I have forever craved fish cooked in a teaspoon of sriracha with lime & coriander, served on fresh homemade salsa with a side of pomegranate infused polenta and this time, I got lucky and finally had enough money to afford fish cooked in a teaspoon of sriracha with lime & coriander, served on fresh homemade salsa with a side of pomegranate infused polenta but the fucker turn out to be badly cooked. I felt so fucking dissappointed when; a recipe that sounded so great turns out to be such a disaster.
>>692687751
So fake it makes me sick.
>>692683411
the only people that reply is people who is angry and uhh only ugly people losers comment on anything or everything cause has nothing to lose and is a hater and outnumber everybody and people dont want to spend time to talk to ugly people losers cause get ugly help or something but no one can prove it and the ugly hippo loser women lies and doesnt care if she goes by lies and i think thats it but you have no friends and you bother the popular people and your ugly and have no friends and bother the popular people and your ugly and think is better then everybody and your ugly and has no friends and i dont why you think talking to my friends is going to help you and your ugly and has to talk to my friends to be better then me so you
and the ugly people losers dont get along with my friends cause the ugly people losers is too ugly to hurt the popular people with looks if the ugly people losers dont like my friends cause is too ugly to hurt popular people with looks then why the ugly people losers copy me plus smell like poop like beyonce cause is pathatic and has a sucky life and is ugly and has to copy me which make the ugly people losers that outnumber everybody is ugly and try to hurt the popular people but my friends dont like the ugly people losers and the ugly people losers is pathatic and ugly and has to hurt the attrative loser people and the popular people the ugly way and thats another proof the popular people proved the ugly people losers is pathetic and ugly and is lame and ugly
and my friends doesnt know you and your too ugly to hurt me with looks so dont like my friends or the popular people
and thats why the ugly people losers that copied me and smell like dog poop like beyonce is ugly and pathatic and has to hurt the attrative loser people and the popular people the ugly way to be better then the attrative loser people and the popular people and thats why the ugly people losers is pathatic and ugly plus smell like poop like beyonce
This one is actually funny
>>692688410
I have no clue about standing out, just don't have too many things about me that are all that special
Not really a feel post for me, but it kinda helps some feel better about themselves. I hope?
I've peen posing as a girl I am interested in on /soc/ partially to see what others think, but also, to give a self-esteem boost to the Below-average and self-doubting types
>>692688908
Just life. You know how it is. I was thinking of writing a greentext, like the many legendary feels greentexts we've read before, but since I'm a sperg I don't think it'd be well received. And after all, this is /b/.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-seRFY7-cw
I'm sick of being depressed, I'm sick of feeling like a complete fuck up. I'm sick of missing her. I just want to restart..I broke down earlier this week and lost my composure and over two or three days I barely slept, and I was crying at the drop of a hat. She has completely wrecked me and I doubt she knows, or cares. I don't know how I'm supposed to just drop everything and move past her. I don't think I am strong enough to. I miss her and want her back and I'd do anything for that. I'd do anything for her but there is nothing I could do. I just don't know what to do right now.
I'm still not emotionally stable. I broke down on tuesday night..
>>692689326
I say go for it, Fuck it.
Would probably good to get it of your chest aswell, you shouldnt give a damn about what us /b/ tards think.
Real question: why dont you guys just kill yourselves? everytime i come on here theres at least 1 thread talking about how shitty your lives are.
So, why dont you just end it all? i live a pretty successful live so i dont know how you feel, but if i was like that chances are id just go instead of just being a burden to society/family.
>>692683411
people dont want to spend time to talk to ugly people losers cause get ugly help or something but no one can prove it and the ugly hippo loser women lies and doesnt care if she goes by lies and i think thats it but you have no friends and you bother the popular people and your ugly and have no friends and bother the popular people and your ugly and think is better then everybody and your ugly and has no friends and i dont why you think talking to my friends is going to help you and your ugly and has to talk to my friends to be better then me so you
and the ugly people losers dont get along with my friends cause the ugly people losers is too ugly to hurt the popular people with looks if the ugly people losers dont like my friends cause is too ugly to hurt popular people with looks then why the ugly people losers copy me plus smell like poop like beyonce cause is pathatic and has a sucky life and is ugly and has to copy me which make the ugly people losers that outnumber everybody is ugly and try to hurt the popular people but my friends dont like the ugly people losers and the ugly people losers is pathatic and ugly and has to hurt the attrative loser people and the popular people the ugly way and thats another proof the popular people proved the ugly people losers is pathetic and ugly and is lame and ugly
and my friends doesnt know you and your too ugly to hurt me with looks so dont like my friends or the popular people
and thats why the ugly people losers that copied me and smell like dog poop like beyonce is ugly and pathatic and has to hurt the attrative loser people and the popular people the ugly way to be better then the attrative loser people and the popular people and thats why the ugly people losers is pathatic and has a sucky life and ugly and the ugly people losers outnumber everybody and get ugly help and is ugly and compative and is lame and ugly plus smell like poop like beyonce
>>692689326
Please write a greentext. I feel like crying, honestly.
>>692683983
reminds me of this
>>692685629
Allah
>>692689326
Why not man
>>692689596
Others have different reasons, however i was raised to never quit something untill it's over so i kinda want to keep going and hope that one day it gets better
>>692689596
It's because we're holding on, in case things get better someday. We haven't completely given up. We have hope, and we are trying.
>>692689195
How about just find things to distract yourself from this feeling for as long as possible? But not the sort of stuff that will fuck up your life, like drugs and such.
I honestly have no idea how to be happy, it just occurs occasionally. The rest of the time I just try to distract myself.
>>692689596
Everyone has their own reasons ofcourse.
I dont feel like living, but dont feel like dying either. And I could never leave my mother behind.
>>692687637
Something similar happened to me.
It's crazy how people you used to love suddenly backstab you
>>692690091
Too relatable...shit man
sometimes i feel like everyone else is just so much better than me
sometimes i feel that no one loves me
sometimes i wish to cease to exist
i would kill myself, but it'd hurt too much
i just don't want to exist
>>692689937
>>692689994
If anything, anytime something isnt working for me i just change my environment.
So maybe if you move to a different place or change your attitude things will also be different.
Best of luck for you.
>>692689596
Because some presence of self pride or something similar you wouldn't expect to be there. Killing yourself would just be cheating in the game.
My girlfriends on holiday and I miss her
>>692690090
Well i try, but some days it all just comes back again and hits me like a truck
>>692690603
At least you don't want to kill yourself
>>692683411 we were gonna get married until she went behind my back aND got knocked up by one or two guys... now I'm heavily addicted to cigarettes and marijuana and adderol to make it so I don't shoot myself. I should be over it but I'm not... I'm the definition of fag.
>>692690738
true... feels are feels though i guess
>>692683411
I think im broken...cant trust the girl im dating...dont even have reason to but im paranoid as fuck all the time...
>cant be rude to people
>lots of male friends
>>692690668
I've been like that the past week for the first time in a while, I think it's starting wearing off mind, good luck on your story anon. Keep on taking ground.
>>692688086
Ｒｅａｌｅｓｔ ｓｈｉｔ Ｉ’ｖｅ ｒｅａｄ ｔｏｄａｙ．
>>692690839
>>692690524
This. Just this.
>>692690859
You're not broken, i can tell you that i understand it. Putting that much trust into one person is almost never a good idea cause it can easily fuck you up if they decide to do something against you, that's what is so dangerous about it
>>692686939
Somebody read his text and didn't even respond
>>692690905
Thank you, i appriciate it. Same goes to you man
>>692683983
Is the personal army actually working on this?
Hey /b/ros. How long does an antidepressant overdose take to kill you?
>>692691966
>How long does an antidepressant overdose take to kill you
Depends on what you're taking.
Why do you need to know?
>>692683411
but no one can prove it and the ugly hippo loser women lies and doesnt care if she goes by lies and i think thats it but you have no friends and you bother the popular people and your ugly and have no friends and bother the popular people and your ugly and think is better then everybody and your ugly and has no friends and i dont why you think talking to my friends is going to help you and your ugly and has to talk to my friends to be better then me so you
and the ugly people losers dont get along with my friends cause the ugly people losers is too ugly to hurt the popular people with looks if the ugly people losers dont like my friends cause is too ugly to hurt popular people with looks then why the ugly people losers copy me plus smell like poop like beyonce cause is pathatic and has a sucky life and is ugly and has to copy me which make the ugly people losers that outnumber everybody is ugly and try to hurt the popular people but my friends dont like the ugly people losers and the ugly people losers is pathatic and ugly and has to hurt the attrative loser people and the popular people the ugly way and thats another proof the popular people proved the ugly people losers is pathetic and ugly and is lame and ugly
and my friends doesnt know you and your too ugly to hurt me with looks so dont like my friends or the popular people
and thats why the ugly people losers that copied me and smell like dog poop like beyonce is ugly and pathatic and has to hurt the attrative loser people and the popular people the ugly way to be better then the attrative loser people and the popular people and thats why the ugly people losers is pathatic and has a sucky life and ugly and the ugly people losers outnumber everybody and get ugly help and is ugly and the ugly people losers or the ugly hippo losers is ugly and smart like the ugly guys losers but is more ugly and smell like shit like beyonce that means more pathatic and ugly
>>692685204
Ugh man I'm in your shoes. She tells me and promising me she isn't going anywhere but it's just so hard to believe.
>>692689240
I don't know if I'm doing good by doing that.
It's not like she's ugly, but is very subjective. Most ratings are like 6-7-8, with as low as 2 and high as 11 occuring
Dunno how to talk to girls always feel awkward, scared that if I talk to them they will hate me
>>692692271
Taking Zoloft, Welbutrin and Vistaril. I have all prescribed. I need to know for reasons. I can't find it online anywhere
Looks like you guys are having a bad day.
Here's a little something to help you out.
[spoiler]Kill yourself.[/spoiler]
>>692686918
w a t
its got to the point where i keep a semi tied noose in my cupboard because it feels nice to know i don't have to stay alive
What a bunch of faggots, having feelings
I wish you guys could understand what being a closet transgender feels like, but I can't.
I get depressed about that and my confusion about my sexual orientation. It's pretty fucking hard, fams
>>692692974
>>692692732
Zoloft can fuck you up real good if you take too much, but its mostly not lethal, I wouldnt know about welbutrin. And visatril usually makes you vomit a shit ton which then helps you not od on the others.
Why do you feel the need to OD though? What happened
>>692691288
just finished house, hes so troubled :((
Hey guys, im gonna kill myself tonight.
Not attention whoring, not trying to get replies or getting people to talk to me, im just gonna do it.
Ive been fighting with depression by years, always trying to convince myself things are getting better, and i really thought it was going to.
Yesterday, i found out ive got cancer.
I dont have the money or the strenght to fight it, i also dont wanna drag my family into this, since i know they'd do anything to pay for it.
Ive been doing anything i had to since yesterday, saying goodbye properly to the ones who deserve it.
And this is the last one, ive been on here by years, even if i didnt get to know any of you personally or even know your face or name i shared a lot with you, more than with anyone else, so i thank you all for that.
This is my first and last post ITT, good luck everyone.
I just saw a picture of a girl that i really like with some dude that she really likes. I have liked her for 4 years now and she treats me as a good friend but i cant take it anymore. It hurts. what should i do bros
>>692693376
I guess that's why I liked him so much...
Was going to kill myself today, and yesterday, and last week. It's not that I have any desire to stick around, but I just keep thinking "one more day". Pls advise.
>>692685629
Wilma
>>692693498
Give up. Trust me, it's not worth trying, she's not interested... You're better off trying to move on than trying to make something happen.
>>692693498
Unfortunately, the only thing to do is move on. I know it fucking sucks, and I know it feels like you may never move on, but you have to.
In fact, I'm currently in love with a girl who rejected me because she's lesbian (didn't know at the time I asked her out). We just have to get over it. Good luck with that.
>>692693474
Godspeed anon. See you on the other side.
>>692689752
>>692689573
Working on that greentext for you /b/ros. hang tight. it's gonna be long as fuck
>>692693474
Godspeed, unknown brother.
>>692693474
Have a restful sleep. If there's an afterlife, I hope you find peace in it.
>>692693636
I'm giving myself another decade or so. Wait till my life is about half over, if it's not any better, I'm going to have it end. If it is, I keep living. I suggest you at least try the same. It's hard being strong for so long, I know. But it will get better. Hopefully at least
>>692689045
That's how I feel,
I'm constantly trying to help other people while I'm drowning in responsibility for other people's mistakes.
>>692693474
see ya later, anon
>>692693474
Im sorry to hear that anon, Hope you find rest.
See you on the otherside /b/ro
>>692693742
Been there, done that. Try and be her friend anyways. My lesbian friend and I go out for pizza and talk about girls, like any of my guy friends. It's awesome.
>>692683411
Drunk at a party and no one to talk to, people fucking walk past me and refuse to acknowledge my existence. Feelsbadman.
>>692693858
Allright ill be lurking around here, thanks anon
Happy Birthday to me.
>>692693474
Tell God I said thanks for turning his back on me. That is if you see him, if he exists.
I hope you find peace in death, a peace that you couldn't find in this life.
Supposedly the email here is legit and I'd suggest you talk to them before completely ending it.
>>692685629
Op mother
>>692694033
I'd rather have never lived at all than risk living another decade like this. Thanks for responding though
>>692685629
jokes on you i already was
Ex gf since beginning of 2014. Got better with the time but somehow I can't let go.
Not really the most outgoing person, since people around me tend to like music that I can't stand, hence why these are popular all around and why I don't enjoy going out, because I don't want to get drunk af just to stand being there in the first place.
Virgin, kissed a single girl and had another tell me I'd be a win, she wouldn't want to start anything with me because she's not a "relationship-person", but wouldn't do a onenight stand with a virgin, because she'd feel "used" or something....
19YO and still hadn't had a girlfriend, dunno how to get started in the first place, am comfortable charting with women and what not, but couldn't start getting to the point if I was talking to one nor could I just go up to a random stranger and talk to her like it's perfectly normal. Also, any girl I was able to talk to without effort (happened to sit next to em on a party etc) was obviously taken, because life hates me.
I know there's people who are off way worse than me, but I'd really like to actually have a girl in my life, heck I have a single female friend, and that's my cousin....
Girls in my whole year in grammar school basically left our group of friends right after school and did (and still do) their own thing, for all I know they could be dead, and the ones from highschool live way too far away to go meet them casually, just like everybody else, and I also haven't had too much contact to them in the first place because that disease caused 90es love seems to spread like aids around here
I wouldn't say I was in a place as bad as others in the thread, but I'm not feeling too good either.
Was talking to a girl from like December to May. She always messaged me first and we'd talk for ages each night.It was clear something she was into me. She always asked me who I liked and who I thought was pretty, and sent me photos all the time (bet I sound like the biggest weeb). Istarted to get slower with each response to the point where I'd message her after a week. Through may and June we didn't speak but after exams I went to Macdonalds to get something to eat before going home and there she was with another guy. We caught eyes but she didn't smile back. I feel like such an idiot for not responding or getting back to her.
>>692694704
I know what you are saying /b/ro. I completely understand, but you just have to keep moving forward.
>>692693474
Godspeed brethren
>>692683411
Seeing you use clover, but not the yotsuba skin.
>>692695446
Nah m80. I've given up. It's not going to get better, and even if it does I've fucked up my life to the point that I don't have a hell of a lot left to go back to. Thanks for being here, but I'm done for tonight; maybe I'll be back tomorrow. Hopefully not.
>>692694704
If you need anyone to talk to, I'm available. Through any means. I'll give out kik, line, Skype, etc. I'm just as depressed as everyone else in the thread., but I care about others and want them to be happy. Regardless of If I know you or will ever meet you.
>>692685629
none, thats the things..
>>692683411
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ra2rVTuiov4 Here are some feels for you
>>692683411
>What's troubling you?
existing
>>692697537
>Existing
Specifics?
>>692697537
This.
Nothing more nothing less
>>692685629
rheanna
Camping with a girl I like, staying at a friend's half way to the camp sight and they are flirting with each other, me and her will be alone for a week when we get there so I'll try and make a move then but I'm scarred
It's funny how love, one of the most happiest of emotions, can cause so much pain.
>>692693474
see you anon, good luck in the next life
>>692698333
Good luck to you /b/ro. Keep your cool.
>>692685629
Ebba
She's growing up too fast though
>feelsbad.png
Bumping, don't want thread to die.
>>692685629
Kennedy
>>692685629
Kamerin
>>692685629
My Mother
When I tell people that I'm going to join the army once I've finished education, their immediate impression of me is that I'm brave; heroic even. But in reality I'm a coward because I actually just want to die but I'm too much of a pussy to do it myself and have people look down on me any more than they already do.
bumping, dont let this one die
Me and my autistic friend got on the wrong bus now i wanna kill my self
>>692693858
Waiting on this Greentext /b/ro
If you dont make it in this thread, please start another!
>>692699642
Are you talking about this >>692693474 anon or the thread?
>be me
>be born into this world, an only child
>white boy born to middle class parents
>very very talkative
>seems completely average
>little brother born when I'm 3 and a half
>go to preschool
>make a few friends, two friends we'll call F and J
>as the year draws to a close, the teachers have conferences with parents
>you were supposed to stay in preschool two years, I'd been there for one
>but the teachers told my parents I was too smart to stay.
>I was already reading, and the teachers said I'd get bored
>but they also warned my parents I'd never be emotionally at the same level as peers.
>parents said fuck it, send him to kindergarten
>the kids were little shits, the teacher was an angry hag
>teacher had us parnter up to learn one of those hands-clapping games
>I had to play with the wall
>shit like this all the time
>diagnosed with being moderate-severely hard of hearing
>first grade starts, snotty sexist teacher
>gives the little girls whatever they want, little boys are demonized
>constantly singled out for being partly deaf, needing assistive tech
>second grade comes, new kid moves in, Bill Gates type sperg, we'll call him B
>very good friends with B. In recent years he's at the top like we all predicted, proud of him
>third grade
>get a crush on a girl
>we pass notes, eventually I kiss her on a dare
>she came to my house and we'd make out or whatever
>eventually our parents put a stop to it
>unrelated, kids start pushing me around, calling me weak and small
>parents get divorced when I'm 9, dad is abusive dick and gets custody
>cut to 5th grade. Pokemon is no longer cool, it is now for babies and fags.
>get beat up for liking Pokemon, publicly embarassed in school newspaper by another kid.
>we'll call him H.
>H started beating me up in middle school, other kids joined in
>told teachers but they didn't care
>laughing stock of the school
>F doesn't hang out with me much anymore
>J doesn't at all
>B is at a different school because genius
>>692700306
>grades going down due to emotional stress
>my dad says I have to stay after to get them up
>and walk home in the middle of a new england winter
>I never see my mom or my friends, my dad beats me at home, the kids beat me at school
>No matter who I talk to, I'm the laughing stock
>depression.png
>my dad gets a girlfriend, with two qt3.14 daughters and a younger one
>turns out she's an asshole, so are her daughters, and the little one is a brat
>we move in with them.
>the two older stepsisters are about my age, they beat on me constantly
>they start stealing my shit, they're constantly getting in trouble
>they date and bring home the assholes that beat me up
>I see mom every other weekend, it's the only peace I have
>until my brother starts becoming more manipulative and physical like the stepsisters
>no privacy, no solace, can't even wank in peace
>be 8th grade
>a kid beats me up, fucks up my hips and spine
>nothing bad happens to him
>sister starts dating him
>my hips and lower back only feel two things to this day: pain and numb
>it's a miracle I can still feel most of my penis, and still walk
>I can only describe the atmostphere at home as "psychological warfare"
>everything I say to anyone, at home or school, gets turned on me somehow
>get voted most talkative in the yearbook, yet nobody listens when I cry for help
>stop talking to people as much
>one day, hanging out at B's house
>cellphone rings. it's F
>F tells me that J died in a car crash
>I tell him to quit joking around like that and hang up
>B tells me it's true
>It was. I visited J's grave last week. He died at 13 years old.
>the last conversation I had with J, he was calling me out on being an unathletic sperg basically
>I know it was just petty kid stuff. I feel like we would have been friends again someday
>but he never lived to see that day.
>I always feel bad that our last talk was that of all things.
>Not invited to J's funeral
>first and last time I've ever seen F cry at school
>>692700385
>do summer camp, two different years
>meet a girl, think she's amazing
>we flirt constantly, think it's getting somewhere
>ask her out, she says she wants to wait until she's 13
>I say okay
>she starts noticing my sperg tendencies but I think nothing of it
>next year she's 13 and I ask her out again
>she laughs at me
>mfw
>M and I have been closer since the end of 8th grade
>highschool begins
>H stops making fun of me and beating me up, the other kids lay off a bit
>they already broke me, so I'm no fun anymore to them
>stepmom is going full fascist at home, dishing out ridiculous volumes of heavy chores
>before this, the only chores I got were very light if there at all, dishwashing and stuff like that.
>between school, homework, and chores, I never have time to live
>at this time in my life, the only solace I found was talking to randoms online with my iPod Touch
>forget to mop and vaccuum the house one night
>my dad and stepmom are smiley and laughing
>they seem to be getting pleasure out of the idea of taking away my stuff for a few months
>they've done this before, and they'll do it again.
>her daughters and my brother get away with everything, but never me. So sick of it.
>I walk right out the front door, in plain pajamas and bare feet
>they lock the door behind me
>I decide to try and run away.
>manage to avoid the cops all night, sneak over a friend's house
>we'll call him W, I've known W since 6th grade, our moms were neighbors
>W lets me stay over but his dad rats me out
>my mom takes me back to my dad's house
>the cops cuss me out, my parents are arguing like they used to
>dad gets me into outpatient rehab for five days
>all the other kids have real issues like anorexia or suicide attempts
>I'm just depressed and self loathing
>the doctor that works there perscribes me some heavy sedatives
>static.gif
>I'm in a zombie like state for the next few years.
>>692700420
>During that time, we moved out of state to stepmom's trashy hometown
>all the kids looked like they crawled out of Jersey Shore.
>no friends, miss hometown, miss mom
>got formally diagnosed as a sperg, suspected it for years
>get iPod back finally. find some texting app
>turns out TextPlus had a huge community of furfags and furfag RP chats
>become furfag. The furfags are actually very nice, and the RP was very literate
>none of that *yiffs ur butt* shit in here. These people are serious.
>meet a girl in there that invites me to her own private RP group
>takes place on an island, she's an island princess, we're all stranded travelers or islanders
>I make my character a scientist, kinda Gilligan's Island esque
>save her character from death multiple times
>her birthday is coming up, obligatory birthday selfie in the chat.
>holy shit she's a 10/10 qt3.14
>I already kinda liked her but now I REALLY liked her. We'll call her S.
>I wrote S a story about her character as her birthday gift
>She loves it.
>I ask her out, and she says she's getting back with her ex
>get_cucked.jpg
>turns out the guy is a complete chad, and also another furry RPer.
>the chad breaks her heart, she comes crying to me
>there_there.gif
>she gets with another chad
>cycle continues for awhile
>finally graduate
>move home to live with mom
>hanging out with F and B, and more friends, again.
>enjoying freedom and happiness for the first time.
>S asks me out. Holy fuck.
>say yes.
>life is good, I'm finally happy.
>a month later S starts getting cold and distant.
>she breaks up with me via text while I'm sleeping, goes and dates another chad
>this was on the night of my first day of college
>depressed all day.
>since it's time for school, I don't see friends as much anymore
>too much of a sperg to make new friends at school.
>meet another girl online, we date for a year, and I nearly bang her at a convention
>didn't have a hotel room, too scared to get caught
>broke up a few months later
I dumped her 4 years ago because she cucked me. Came back to my life in March, wants to start something something but nothing serious i.e. she wants to fuck other guys, 8/10 but fuck her thinking she is coming back to hurt me the same way, don't know why she added me and started talking to me if she wasn't serious, seriously whats with the cucking? she has like 5 assholes fucker her right now and none of the msay anything about it because the pussy is so good, man fuck her pussy (literrally and figuratively) my dignity is more important, so i ask her if she was serious abut starting something she said no so I wwent HAM and destroyed her, told her she couldnt of left me for 4 years for another dude, dude cucked her (kek karma biatch) she starts adding all her exes on facebook of which Im one of them so yesterday I told her to fuck off with her cucking/cheating shit, i am a grown man looking for sum sincere ya hurr? /end rant
>>692700508
>start talking to S again, as friends
>at this point I made a few friends online, one of which we'll call M
>M is an asexual girl from several hundred miles away.
>Didn't care she was asex, didn't mind being just friends
>had secret crush but whatever.
>During a skype chat with S, casually ask why she broke up with me
>"you have to promise you won't get mad anon"
>bullshit, but I want to know, so I say okay
>"You're too nice. You aren't manly enough."
>hang up on her, rage cry for hours.
>contemplating suicide the next day
>not over her, but over the fact that I was never good enough
>not for the girls I liked, not for the jobs I wanted, not for the schools I went to
>not even to make new irl friends, not even for my parents
>complain to M, she doesn't wanna hear it. She swears off talking to me until I get help
>go to therapy
>feel a little better
>start talking to M again
>decide college isn't for me, just can't handle it, manage to get out debt free
>get a job at the gas station
>M tells me she is actually demisexual
>basically means she needs ridiculous amounts of trust in someone before she can fall for them
>She tells me I'm the only one she's ever fallen for
>We start dating
>she moves in with me at my mom's house
>lost virginity to her at 20 years old
>things are going okay
>fired from the gas station for being easily shaken by rude customers
>mom kicks us out, my brother manipulated her into doing it.
>homeless for awhile, but we move to her hometown in the south
>cheaper there, we can afford it
>but I have no friends there, there's hardly even a town
>so now I just computer all the time since I can't find a job I can do
>depressed all the time
>M has the sex drive of a rock so I'm not getting laid much at all
>come home to visit mom 6 months later
>friends were excited to see me at first but they slowly became less available again
>start smoking weed with F, it helps with my issues
>having a depressed day, browsing /b/, found this feels thread
>>692689596
Being sad and crying on /b/ as anon doesn't equal to being a burden
>>692688029
literally who?
>>692700260
the thread, this ones a good one and i cant be bothered to make a new thread because i have nothing to contribute
>>692683983
I just finished reading this, and JESUS FUCKING CHRIST NO
no
As I read the last few posts on that I had to wipe tears away from my eyes. I thought my life was shit, but that's nothing compared to that. I'm still crying now, honestly. And I'm not afraid to admit it. I hope that whoever raped her dies in the most fucking painful way possible.
>>692694264
Greentext as promised, hope you get something out of it
>>692693064
Pfft fuck off, try being a pedophile
>>692686662
:'( that just happened to me, i feel your pain brotha
>>692686694
and that is why i got no fucking friends, they will all leave eventually, so why not fuck off asap?
>>692686728
omg i hate those people that give you the vibe that theyre sad but when you offer your help they refuse to open up like come on fucker i just volunteered to waste my time listening to your bullshit and you put a 'i dont wann talk about it?' f u nigga
>>692689564
keep ur head up brother, i went throiught the same in nov, nothing you can do will change her decision, i miseed her like crazy, broke dowm everywhere, went to see her to a foreign country to try and fixx evyerything, she refused to see me, it completely sucked but i got trhough it adn so will you
>>692693064
>closet transgender
Queer, being a trans/faggot isnt as bad as it was years ago, indeed nowadays is well seen.
>>692693064
being completely honest here, you could meet a lot of people on Tumblr that understand you
>>692700876
Sorry to hear all of that happened to you /b/ro
Are you and M still together?
I just tried to hang myself with a belt but someone called me and I had to stop because I promised then I wouldn't try to kill myself again. Why do I always fail I cant even break my own neck
>>692701635
>>692686694
Yeah same here, thats why I posted it.
Guess im just not interesting or something,because everytime I think I have an honest connection with someone they end up leaving me like everyone else.
>>692687145
suicide or something?
>>692692567
Hit the gym, it really helps.
>>692702072
Yeah we are. She's all mentally fucked up too, so she gets how it is. We take care of each other
>>692702317
well dont feel bad about it bro, enjoy your loneliness. seriously having friends and all that shit is soooo much fucking drama, at the end of the day you are gonna feel some way wo why not feel good?
>>692702796
Well atleast thats a plus right, I wish the best of luck to you two and hope you can take care of eachother for as long as you desire.
Best of luck /b/ro
>>692693474
Godspeed anon, Godspeed
>>692702843
The loneliness is honestly eating me away at this point in time. Its been far too long that Ive had a genuine connection with someone and im starting to lose hope that it will ever happen.
>>692689683
Are you mentally retarded?
>>692703251
Thanks very much /b/rother. Best of luck to you as well.
Who says that 4chan is all hate? I think we're capable of showing empathy to one another.
>>692702796
Then at least there's something to be happy about. Hope all goes well for you two eventually anon. :)
>>692703428
Try talking to people on Reddit with common interests.
>>692703660
Yeah, as sad as it sounds, but these threads are a small highlight in my day.
For just an hour or so, i can be who I truely am without getting judged for it. And then the thread 404's and im all alone again...
>>692693370
bud, best not to give him the advice
>>692700805
I was there when the guy posted it for the first time. I've never seen /b/ get so emotional over a story and never seen /b/ go full person army mode promising to destroy the rapist if they find him and begged OP for any information he can give them to help them find him.
>>692703782
I really dont have that many interests, and the ones i do have are general bs.
And Im more looking for a genuine connect in people I can actually hang uit with, you know just be yourself and do stupid shit.
>>692703972
There needs to be feels threads more often. I've been wanting a good cry. But, honestly, after reading the story about Elisa, I don't think I should've came here. That story is sad as fuck.
>>692692732
hang in there buddy, if you need some fresh air go out to the store and like ask questions about someshit to an employee, at least it's some social interaction
>>692704291
Imagine how it was reading it when it was being written. The suspense between posts, the story stretching across 3 threads, etc.
>>692685629
>Diego Armando Maradona
hanna
>>692703565
*retired
And no, im not
>>692693474
best of luck in the next life
sonic speed /b/retherin
>>692704190
I can understand their reaction. Because, honestly, that's exactly my reaction.
I don't know why, but I kind of wish I was there when it was posted. Perhaps so I could've read it live, and seen other people's reactions?
Also, it kind of pains me to know this story is recent. I thought it would've been the kind of story that was written in 2012, but is popular enough to be brought up again until now. But, whenever OP mentioned how it was 2016, it added the extra impact.
But, yeah, that is possibly the saddest thing I've heard/read in my life.
>>692704291
Yeah, but not too often that they either get repetetive or annoying.
I think it would be the best if there was just a feels board, where people could post there stories without getting judged. But I guess that will never happen
>>692703972
If it weren't for the trolls that were likely to pounce on any contact info we post, I'd offer to stay in contact with some of you.
>>692704844
Maybe just make a new email with a fake name?
>>692704844
Anyone in here is able to contact me trough an e-mail i made.
>[email protected]
I know it isnt smart to do, but franctly I dont give a damn
>>692704803
Yeah, I understand. I think it'd be best for there to be a feels board, as well.
>>692704803
that would be very nice, a place for us to go and cry in peace.
Bumping, thread can't die just yet.
rip thread I guess, try to survive until we meet again in the next feels thread /b/ros, I'll try to get some sleep, good night.
>>692699517
did she .... move on?
Yeah thread is about to die.
See you in the next one /b/ros
Stay safe all!
See you, Space Cowboy.
>>692705048
Long greentext anon here, sent you an email.
Bumping to keep it alive just a bit longer.
>>692706496
I send you one back /b/ro
Lets keep in touch!
Probably what pains me the most about the Elisa story is that Elisa died thinking that her being raped was her fault. She thought that it was her fault that her body was taken from her. And it fucking hurts, because that's probably the exact think she was thinking when she died. That it was her fault.
>>692700590
damn, i don't mean to be an asshole but before i start getting feelsy, this is copypasta right?
i mean each one was 20-30 lines at like few minute intervals
>>692707083
He probably wrote it all first in a word document. It's not a copypasta.
>>692693858
>>692707083
I think he pre wrote it
hence why he told us he was writing it in the first place.
I can't get my new guitar until the 30th
Recently started taking antideppresive meds, however, I think my suicidal feelings are less about an actual depression. Its more about how I've realized that life to me is not worth living.
So most people go to work and continue to live due to finding some sort of enjoyment from life right? Well, I have nothing like that, there is actually nothing I find the least bit enjoyable. I'm just one of those people.
After reading that story, I don't know how I'll ever be able to be happy again.
>>692695805
It's not Clover dumbass.
>>692683411
Will it be worth it in the end?
>>692708898
Only one way to find that out
>>692708898
I'm not sure. But, hey, there's only one way to find out.
>>692685629
Caitlin
She doesn't reply to my messages anymore
>>692707467
What guitar anon?
A custom made one?
>be me
>have girlfriend qt3.14
>my rate is 3
>obese
>she loved me more then i could ask for
>we dated for 1yr9months'
>she annoyed me
>i still loved her though
>told her i wanted to be single the last month
>told her that repeatedly
>was having a shit month
>she pops the question
>"do you think we should break up"
>i said yes
>2 weeks later she has a new boyfriend
>1 week before that i was crying and begging her to get back together
>its been 1month1week
>i havent not thought about her for one day
>i cant go on
fuck im already crying. God dammit /b/ why cant life just be easy. Why do we have to go to /b/ the shittiest place on earth to tell our feeling.Why
>>692685629
...haley.
>>692709614
is this true?
>>692683411
Newly single. I don't think it's sunk in yet that it's over.
>>692707582
I feel the same, im trying to acquire some sleeping pills and then im gonna start a fire or something, and die of co2 inhalation
>>692691966
No. Bad kitty.
>>692711424
>Bad kitty.
what the fuck
>>692685629
Anna
>>692693474
Oh no.
>>692693636
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
>>692683411
Bitches man. Always bitches.
>>692694456
Happy birthday, anon
>>692699975
Do go on
I feel like I'm sinking with debt. And my girl had a dream about using a strap on on me, worried she subconsciously thinks I'm not man enough.
Not really troubled but I am smoking Meth.I like it to stay up for awhile until it becomes like a acid trip.that's the coolest thing about it to me.feels wise I guess I wish it felt better.so I feel I could be feeling better.
>>692685629
Scarlett
I guess I took the fucking easy way. Currently trying to recover from anorexia. My wrists and legs are slim, belly is okay, thighs are squidward tier. Cried every time I had something to eat, and I'm on the verge of tears every time I eat something now. Will dump story if anyobe is interested, I'm pretty drunk and sad right now
>>692711491
It means don't OD on antidepressants, dummy. It really isn't fun, and if you fail, it will haunt you.
>>692712545
Your assumptions are accurate for 75% of marriages
>>692712768
share
>>692712768
My aunt used to be on the STEM-fast diet
She swears up and down she doesn't feel that way. And I'm the one who runs the relationship. She makes more money though.
>>692713049
What are you scared to be alone you'd find out alot about yourself alone.
I need anons to join this chat but no one will join...
https://discord.gg/WchJ9
>>692712823
yeah but saying "Bad kitty" is pretty fucking weird
Well I love her, so I don't wanna lose her, but I've been alone plenty. Just sucks to think she's lying. Or, at least, unsure.
>>692712931
>>692712987
>rewind two years ago
>madly in love with Stephanie. We loved each other a lot.
>that cheesy couple kissing and being touchy feely and shit
>February 2014, things start going south.
>Diagnosed bipolar and in a deep depression. Zoloft can only help so much.
>she understands, being very supportive.
>She gets invited to a party, mind you, I didn't know about this.
>possessive as fuck, incredibly insecure.
>heated ass argument and she leaves in tears to the party.
>"I fucking hate you!" Last words before she left.
This is all relevant, and will lead on to the anorexia bit. Cont. Or am I explaining this weirdly? I'm shaking rn and can't really think straight.
>>692713225
From 19 to 21, or so, I was single. Making the rounds kinda then I got in another relationship. Lost that one, then single, then found this girl.
>>692709284
Should have just stayed with her.
>>692686521
I want to see her... Post a pic?
cause the ugly people losers use the ugly virgo women loser to hurt the popular people and everybody that doesnt like the ugly people losers the ugly way cause is ugly and jealous but at the same time lame and ugly and smell like dog poop and is ugly and outnumber everybody and is ugly and lame
and the ugly people losers like the ugly guys losers smell like poop like beyonce and try to be better then the popular people plus smell like poop like beyonce
and is a ugly nobody that think is better then everybody but smell like poop like beyonce and is a nobody and thats why nobody does ok when is around the ugly people losers and the ugly people losers smell like poop like beyonce
and theres another proof the popular people proved that the ugly people losers like the ugly guys losers that smell like poop like beyonce is pathatic and ugly and lame and ugly and is lame and ugly and smell like poop like beyonce and is ugly
and thats why the ugly people losers like the ugly guys losers that smell like poop is ugly as shit and is too ugly to hurt the popular people with looks but is ugly plus smell like poop like beyonce
and thats why the ugly guys losers is ugly and smell like poop like beyonce
Help me not pussy out of hanging myself
>>692683983
goddamnit, goddamnit, i need jake right now
>>692683411
Planning my wedding, fiance and I can't decide on venue
>feelsbadman
>>692694456
Happy birthday
>>692713814
yea i wasnt thinking. i didnt realize how much i truly loved her. When people asked me why i didnt break up with her i couldnt give them an answer. i loved her a lot but she just annoyed me at times and all the shit with life going on and that was just multiplying and i couldnt take it. Now i miss her more then anything
>>692685629
Jenna
>Be me, 15yr old skinny fat
>Bullied in highschool
>Mother buys me cheap home gym for birthday
>Year later attend local gym
>3 years later strongest in gym
>Bench, deadlift, ohp records
>Even won grip competition with other gym goers
>Help physique competitor W train off season
>Get flu, have bad fever
>Lasts about two weeks
>Lose a decent amount of fat/water
>For the first time ever look fucking jacked
>Fuckyeah.jpg
>Take picture, decide to use for tinder pic
>Right swipe about 90% of women
>Must have been a few hundred at least
>2 weeks later and 0 matches
>Not even bots
>Fuckthisshit.gif
>Talk to W about my lack of success
>"Lol anon, it's easy!"
>He was matched with hundreds of girls
>Shows me chats with at least 4 qt3.14s
>Shows he his current gf
>I cut my workout short that day
>I went to shop to buy whiskey
>Went home
>Cryed and drank myself to sleep
>2 months later have given up completely
>Back to being fatass powerlifter
>MFW no matter how hard I try I fail
>MFW when Im still a kissless, handholdless virgin
>>692683411
>>692683411
do cock tributes to make yourself feel better
>>692713340
I'm in a weird mood nigga let me live
>>692685629
Liza
Fucking hell, never talked to a girl properly
>>692693474
While you're gone look after my misses /b/ro
>>692693474
See you soon /b/rother, hope you found peace
I'll just live a boring, lonely, life until it ends. Then I'll lay in the ground until the worms prove that the only thing that ever touched my heart were the creatures of the underground.
