ITT: Feels. Share some support
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ITT: Feels. Share some support
I just finished high school...
I am too scared to go out to the open world, I am not ready...
Any tips?
>>690668144
Going to college or straight to work?
>>690668144
I'm in the same boat anon. It's weird, I feel excited to finally be on my own. Yet, im terrified about having to go alone. Plus, before I had to keep a happy face for my parents and friends, but now, I don't have to act anymore.
Bumperino
>>690668144
Youre not a snowflake, every one has to get up in the morning too.
Reality is the only cure
>>690669602
i love that picture
So for a few years I have considered myself depressed or sad, but when other depressed people, on here or wherever, expressed their feeling many said they felt nothing, just emptiness, slowly im starting to see what they meant, that emptiness is creeping up on me each and every day and boy does it feel odd.
>>690671103
THIS. THIS TO THE MOON AND BACK.
>>690671263
yeah...me too
>>690670757
yep.
I used to be sad and depressed but now I just feel nothing, just feel empty. and it is worse belive me.
me...
>>690668498
It'll be 4am in 20 minutes. Goodnight /b/.
anyone lurking?
>>690671103
Know that feeling all too well.
>>690672355
I'm watching this thread. Silently.
Keep posting, y'all.
>>690672355
yes
>you say you'll talk to me later
>im gonna stay and wait up so if you do call i wont miss it
>know that i shouldnt get my hopes up so much
>but the thought of me needing you so much and missing it because im tired
>im so tired
>but ill wait for you
>because i need you
>>690670757
Fuck. This.
Wish me luck, sending crush's a text asking her out.
Two years of this have been enough
>>690668144
>>690668446
prepare your anus
>>690672669
Godspeed friend O7
>>690672759
>>690672669
Good luck /b/ro, post results. Keep us up to date! :)
how do i talk to people /b/? my friends all text each other and i dont know how i would go about it. I want to talk and text people but i think they dont want to talk to me. I want to be social and have closer friends but i dont know how to go about texting people.
Anyone else here to socially anxious about simple things?
>>690672934
That image was fucking real.
>>690672669
Now?
>>690670247
shit son
Geez guys. Everytime I come to one of these threads I always end up thinking about her. I really do miss her. I always end up back at /b/ no matter how much I try to hang out with people and be normal. what the fuck man.
>>690672355
Steve Lurkel over here.
>>690672934
>mycrushandIhaveachat.jpg
>>690667786
This is strange, I do want die alone.
>>690674142
i just want to die
>>690672143
Who's this guy?
>>690672819
And this is punisher right?
>>690673128
"How?" And "why?" Knowing when you can use them and a having a certain topic to talk can get anybody talking, then you basically swing with the conversation around topics and asking more information about something. But remember nobody wants to hear you they just want you to listen to them.
All things die alone. Every other animal does it on purpose
>>690674287
First guy is The Goon. The comic is of the same name and written by Eric Powell. It's great.
Second is indeed the Punisher.
>>690672934
I love so much this image. because this is true.
>>690670247
my ex left me for a complete downgrade
lied to me for over a month and let me support her using my money to run off with him while faking her affection to me
so yes
and i can deal with it because i know i can do better
>>690673128
Sometimes I have to force myself to go to the store, to talk to the cashier. To say what I want on my fucking sandwich at Subway, too afraid to correct them if they get it wrong.
I force myself into a routine; a comfortable zone. A collection of moments, brief but in the form of chores. I'll practise 'ham and turkey, ham and turkey.' to myself in a fucking mirror.
I am pathetic.
>>690674230
Yeah same... So I wait for my turn.
>>690674637
This.
This this this.
>>690673398
>>690672968
>>690672778
And she replied...
Not even going to bother posting it here, my primary language isn't even English, so you guys won't understand shit.
Wednesday, I've made it, faggots
>>690674043
All of that gets fixed with a higher self-esteem
>>690672662
tfw I want to post in these threads but I don't because it's this feeling
>>690674884
"When you're cold, don't expect sympathy from someone who's warm."
--Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
>>690669150
Kaz, I'm already depressed
>>690674906
If anyone anywhere will give a fuck its atleast some people in here, shot anon
>>690674833
Guess it's the fear of doing something wrong that stops us from doing anything. So we stick to the things we've done a million times before, and will do 10 million more.
>>690674893
yea, fucking pussy's lol, just get a higher self esteem lmao, fags
I've been a type one diabetic for a year now. Having this disease just gives me a feeling of emptiness that I can't escape. You know, that feeling of something you desperately wish you could run away from but you just can't. I'm going to have this shit until I die. All I can do is sit back and hope for a cure.
>>690674181
lovely
>>690675011
damn
>>690675011
God fucking damn.
Reading feels threads and listening to the Two Towers soundtrack is a bad idea, repeat, a bad idea. If you had nothing better to do like I did, now is the time to panic.
>>690672632
im not gonna wait anymore, it was silly anyway. goodnight /b/
>>690675310
Didn't want to come off like that but there's literally hundreds of guides everywhere on the Internet about improving your self-esteem and those are not the only way
What's everyone listening to, /b/?
https://youtu.be/DVVbPJpOcDM?t=37s
>>690672355
I'm here
Girlfriend of 4 years and mother of my son told me shes been fucking an old ex. My world is in a fuck spin. So many emotions at once.
being made mod of a stream i watch has been the best thing thats happened to me in a while
How pathetic is that?
>>690675011
genius
>>690675829
This.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJ4RyPAvRYM
guys, why can't I take compliments. Anyone else like this? People have told me that my clothes look nice or my guitar playing is good. But i always feel like it's fake, and I start to judge myself extremely hard after hearing it. How do people accept compliments? I feel it's always fake.
>>690675829
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlktvwD-Ug8
>>690675109
I'm 23 and have had 2 relationships total. One lasting a year and a half, and this one lasting about three years. Broke up with me without first even discussing what the problems were, for good. Still, fill the void with lifting, video games, college, work, eat fairly healthy. Still doesn't get rid of the empty feeling, not even necessarily about the break up, but just that even with all the things I do, nothing feels worth while. I don't feel passion for anything but I know I don't want to necessarily die, either. A lot of the problem is I don't know what the problem is. I've had this feeling often, on and off, since I was prepubescent.
>>690676135
Thread/
>>690675310
Life has no true reasons, we give our own lives reasons. Those reasons are what make us us, and define us as human.
For me, it's exercise and art. I surround myself in instruments and music, that's the secret.
Find a hobby, try new things. Godspeed anons.
>>690676135
Im the same way, im a pessimist and rarely trust anybody, so if someone compliments me I know its fake or just to be "that" person.
>>690676330
Find what you love, and let it kill you
>>690676066
Liking the feels to this one /b/ro, give this a listen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDWEz1mia1I
>>690676291
same spot I suppose... first I didn't even love, second I felt truly happy- both were long distance because I'm too much of a sad fuck to find a real girl. I just feel empty. I suppose I just... I just want to feel love again- like it used to be. I don't know. Most the time I just want to be alone. I know what you're going through anon. I'm not sure what will fill this feeling of emptiness but I hope you find yours.
>>690674181
Literally cried
>>690675325
Had it for 8 years now. Do yourself a favor and take care of it. Definitely not worth the repercussions of ignoring it. Unfortunately that was my mistake
>>690676470
GY!BE ALWAYS records pure feels in their works. I don't know anyone else who does that.
Here I am /b/... Reading this shit at 5 in the morming, wasting summer cause I got no friends to go out with, wasting the time that should be the best of my life, crying cause I finally understood that my crush doesn't even remember I exist. No summer has ever been colder...
>>690676349
Yeah, worst part is. I've told people that I don't think i'm good, or i don't look nice, but they argue. And I start to feel shittier. I honestly don't understand how people can love compliments. It's a weird feeling. I always think that I want someone to tell me that i'm good enough, but when I hear it. I don't believe them.
>>690676643
You're not alone
>>690676651
You bet your ass I take care of mine.
>>690676707
Same dude, you just have more of a barrier up, have you been hurt in the past by any chance?
Any grieving /b/ros lurking?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5KGIkt2gqE
>>690675829
The Cure
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xik-y0xlpZ0
>>690672669
Good luck /b/ro. Post results
>>690677083
Thanks for this masterpiece anon.
When I was 16 I made a plan for my life, go to college, then uni, get a job and meet a nice girl
When I turned 17 I made a new one, slowly drink more and more till one day I drunkenly jump of a bridge because of the state of my life as I cry, tears flying up as I fall
How can I change this /b/? I'm scared
>>690677083
tell me what happened
>>690677330
Whats the difference between college and uni?
>>690676701
Not even /b/ notices me
>>690676632
I want to be alone most of the time, too. I hope you find yours also. Gl anon
i like this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwzgLZYervw&list=PLBpzZf4idUNPXj3RGq-RiCjHXEpsxKnxa&index=2
>>690677512
UK, education from 18+
>>690670247
No I can't it's fucking tearing me apart and so is this picture, god damn you.
>>690677532
I noticed you.
>when we first looked at each other we both knew
>as time went on our feelings became stronger, but neither of us did anything about it
>we were there for each other when we needed it
>more time passes, there's a burning passion now
>it was Christmas and we were alone, we wanted each other, neither of us did anything about it
>several times we were alone, away on business
>several moments in time, where we were the only two people that ever existed
>neither of us did anything about it
>you had surgery
>i was there for you, especially when he wasn't
>i did everything for you, and your eyes said everything
>the painkillers changed you
>i carried you
>your life fell apart
>i fixed it for you
>you picked someone else
>you hated how things ended up
>you couldn't tell him
>you took it out on me
>i was still there for you
>you tried to ruin my life
>i was still there for you
>you tried to completely break me
>i was still there for you
>you crossed the line
>I left
>I said goodbye
>you grabbed me and we held each other tightly
>you let go and ran away crying
>you're miserable now
>i'm miserable now
It's been one year and one day since we last spoke and I still can't stop thinking about her.
>>690674884
>>690677532
Trust me I noticed you, frankly Im in a extremely similar situation so I really had no help to offer, just know you're not alone.
>>690677198
No need to thank me. Greaf is a god among men.
Got their entire discog if you guys are interested, could dump it on MediaFire.
>>690677799
I notice a trip and a dub.
>>690676465
Bukowski
>>690671905
This right here, this speaks.
>Had been diagnosed with manic depression since 8th grade. Always got bullied for expressing myself. Looking back I kind of guess I was trying to be an extrovert or something for some kind of recognition. I learned different skills and tricks for some hope of someone taking interest. Then High School hits and out of no where I find somewhere to fit in, with the band. Find the nicest people ever but more specifically an upperclassman girl we called Kat. She was the first one that ever was really nice to me. She also was bullied tho because she was gay and her parents gave her shit for it aswell. Her senior year, my sophomore year, she killed her self. Sent me down farther, she was like a sister. I made a reath for the band that they hung on the band wall. We all made bracelets in the colour of a rainbow that we wore that year. Still, after I graduated (took me five years because I was so gone I couldn't function) I still have the bracelet that all of us made in memory of her. They took the reath down and I still have nightmares and images of her hanging, swaying side from side. No one speaks of her, they all forgot but I haven't, it's still as fresh as it was the week it happened. I guess that made my brain snap at some point because I began seeing things, and believing people could here my thoughts. Hearing things and tasting things. Feeling things that weren't there. I was just diagnosed as a Schizophrenic at 19 and it's just becoming unbearable now. The one person that could help is gone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEr_3iGfccI
great song give it a listen
>>690678033
I'd love it if you could! It's amazing.
>>690677512
Assuming it's a Britbong, college is for A levels (16-18) then uni is for pursuing degrees. (18~)
I like how most of those are about "her", a breakup or poor social skills.
I honestly wish those were my only problems :)
>>690676913
So much this, I use the humor as a shield to hide the sad fuck that is behind
>>690677330
Have your plan A, but also have a plan B, C, D, E... all the way through the fucking alphabet and then some.
>>690678244
First world problems m8
>>690677353
Lost my dad to cancer, never got to say goodbye.
I would like to tell y'all a story about a girl. Her name is...
>Mary Caroline Lethe
Started dating at the beginning of my freshman year of high school. First time ever falling that hard for another person.
>LoveSoMuchItHurts.jpg
Forced to move/change high schools after freshman year. Relationship didn't even faulter. Still saw each other every weekend. Talk and think about her everyday to my friends
>End of Sophomore year
Get job at local grocery store. Start seeing her less and less
>lossingthegrip.gif
Every time we talk we just get into arguments. Half way through summer she tells me that I make her depressed.
>somuchfighting.webm
Decide that it is time to end the relationship. I was to young and selfish to give her the love I so desperately want for her to have. Try to schedule a time with her to break the news to her softly and end on good terms. She will only meet up with me when we are around another one of our good friends that we both hang out with.
>conflicted.jpeg
Do I ruin a great friendship or have my first love hate me for the rest of her life? Choose to have her hate me. Breakup with her over a VERY LONG text message, feeling like a total douche.
She tells me that she hates me and that there are better things to worry about than me. After, I delete her contact and all photos/conversations. Still hurt to this day.I don't want her back, I want her to be happy. I just want her forgiveness for all the things I said and did. Out of high school now and she still is the only girl that I ever loved. Still dream about her almost eveynight. The pain won't go away, and neither will my regrets. I only find myself attracted to women who look like her because it makes me feel like, in some strange fucked up way, I am might get another chance.
(Pic related)
>>690677632
Anon, I want to give you some advice. Because months or maybe weeks ago this picture would have killed me. But I would have wanted to see it so much. Do you know why? Because sometimes the only way we can grow is to let ourselves burn and rise from those ashes.
Godspeed anon.
>>690673547
What is this from?
>>690675829
Fuck it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYM-RJwSGQ8
>>690673128
>>690674637
>>690674833
I feel for you anons, I don't have that problem. I have plenty to talk about but nobody wants to talk to me. I've spoken to crowds with 3,000+ people in the audience. Spent countless hours trying to make even the slightest friendly connection. Everybody just wants something from me, money, advise, help, and I give them what they want.
Then they're gone.
>>690678216
Delivering.
http://www.mediafire.com/folder/32bitg2y29d1q/Greaf
I am ignored by everyone.
I am invisible.
>>690678901
Very Clammy Clams-esque.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJJ8hWDXWGs
>>690679199
Says the guy who has dubs.
https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ZeI0-9MX4XE
Let's be real here.
Life is, itself, a waste of time.
>>690678541
I suppose... it's just so much worse when you have "third world" issues in a first world country though :/
>>690678935
The human race is there for themselves, no one else. Agree or disagree, we're selfish, all of us.
>>690678935
This is my life in a nutshell, people surround me asking me things but a the second they got what they want they're gone, I've tried to tell myself that it's not worth but I keep doing it because I'm afraid of being alone
>>690679199
we are here for you friend.
>>690672763
this
>>690671002
This is how I feel every damn day. I wish I could've been drafted and killed in Vietnam or something.
>>690668948
>>690669150
>>690669303
>>690669602
>>690669801
Is this what summerfags think is feels?
A feels thread is a thread where anons share how fucked is their life and other anons give advice and help out. This isn't feels.
>>690679408
Life is not a waste of time. Life is time, and you're wasting it. No one can change how you use your time but you, we can only help you use it.
>>690671905
Thank you for reposting my OC, it actually means a lot.
Life is a cruel joke, done at everyone's expense.
>>690679012
Thanks alot man. I hope all you're going through gets better.
I just need a hug.
>>690679821
you know, he's not wrong
>>690679821
This, the pictures are mostly from friendzoned cucks
>>690679877
Thanks man, glad I could help.
You guys are all my best fucking friends i love all of you
>>690678900
Free to play
its a movie about professional Dota 2
>>690680043
Until the 404 Error, my friend.
I'm glad that in these brief moments we were all able to spend this time together, but soon this thread will 404 and our interactions will be forgotten, faded, as we continue with reality. I love all of you.
>>690680162
yes until then.
>>690670247
this a good one
>>690679937
We all need a hug.
GROUP HUG, /b/!
>>690680043
>>690680253
we love you too anon
>>690680305
Thanks..
I could have done without the group hug though.
>>690680043
I love how everyone is nice in a feels thread, because we are all in some way fuck up and the only thing we have its ourselves, I love you too anon
>>690673128
Simply just don't care, I was like this a few months back but I recently started talking to people a lot more and now I can say I'm a lot better. I'm a very calculated person, and when texting I though that there was more things wrong than right that could come out of texting, for example, they think I'm annoying, don't want to talk to me etc. Just stop caring about the consequences and just start texting people for whatever reason and extend the conversation so you can connect with people.
>>690678061
Also, if anyone is wondering how being a schizo feels, give this a listen. The things I hear most is kinda like those howling voices when he talks of love
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9muzyOd4Lh8
>>690670247
Fuck you
Been lonely as hell these past few years. Thanks for being there /b/rothers. I love all of you.
>>690680043
There's a magic behind anonymity, allows us to show our true colours.
>>690680305
>>690678597
Here
Thank you to those who took the time to read the full post. Even if no one responds to it, it feels good just to tell others my story.
>>690680629
give a man a mask and he will show his true self.
>>690680666
Nice trips
>>690679612
I don't disagree with this.
>>690679682
I'm not afraid of being alone, i'm used to it. I'm just tired of being alone
>>690679279
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQ9NOV3KNpY
This one always does it for me
>>690680772
It's not them, it's the thought of them. We all have those thoughts. It's a scar on all of us, men and women.
>>690680043
Love ya /b/ro
>>690680666
So tell me Satan, since when do you like mma
>>690668498
fucking heard.
>>690678597
you fucked up, but that's what life is all about. you win some, you lose some. don't beat yourself up. life goes on. sooner or later you'll forget. and when you do. you'll look back and laugh.
Not necessarily feels but I just don't know where to ask this. I recently started talking to a lot more people and going to parties and now the chance for a girlfriend that absent for the past 4 years has risen again. However, the girl I'm aiming for is the ex of one of my friends and lets just say she didn't take the breakup well, not that she was mad at him or hates him but she was very sad and struggled to cope with loss. Any advice on dating a girl in this situation?
>>690672266
It was 3:40am when I posted this. It's now almost 5am. Not a single fucking regret.
>>690680253
>will be forgotten
Nope, screenshot everything
I should leave her, yet i don't want to.
>>690668144
>>690668446
There are two universal truths that will be hard to deal with:
1. You are expendable, and
2 No one is going to help you. No one give a flying fuck about you anymore. Nobody knows your name, nobody cares what you did or what you're capable of. It's time to carve your path, and it will take all of your strength.
If you have a rich family that will always provide a safety net, good for you. If not, you need two things and two things ONLY: 1.MONEY
2. EDUCATION. If you don't know what you want to do with your life FIGURE IT OUT, but not in the sense of thinking really hard until the idea comes. You need to find your strengths and weaknesses and don't delude yourself into a path that will set you back. Use those to enter a work field immediately and set a goal of climbing that ladder until you are comfortable enough to start being more independent; if you do not desire being financially independent and have a need to make a difference in the world with a good career, go to school and major in something that has meaning for you. Sadly, in today's economy and job market, there are no guarantees that you will get a job that you majored in. That's where your plan B comes into play. You go to work in a field you are competent at. Keep working, but keep your hobbies and your dreams close, and never give up on them.
You're not going to know what the fuck you are doing, but I'll tell you a little secret:
But the most important thing is knowing it's okay to be scared, it's okay to be absolutely fucking terrified of what's ahead because it really is scary and no one will ever really give a shit about you as much as they did before. You will drift apart from your friends, you may or may not find better ones. That's part of the life. But the only way you will grow into a better person is by being scared out of your mind but still putting one foot in front of the other. The chips fall where they may, but you have to play the game. Good luck.
>be freshman in high school a few years ago
>introverted beta fag with a whiff of autism
>friendless through middle school
>meet another introverted beta fag called Fred.
>Fred's last name was Summers, mine is Winters
>immediately bond over last names, even though he was a pokefag that hated other anime, and I was a Narutard
>call ourselves "the seasons"
>I cringe every time I remember, but back then we thought we were clever as fuck
>people made fun of us, called us queers and verbally bullied us
>they didn't beat us up because we were both really tall fat fucks and they were afraid we'd chimp out
>still relentlessly insult us
>girls giggle with disgust and pity when we call ourselves the seasons
>me and Fred think of a way to make ourselves seem badass, even though we were pathetic
>one day, one of the chads brings a little baggy of really hot peppers to school and tells us that if we each eat half of the bag, they will leave us alone for the rest of the year
>some kinda ridiculous peppers from Carolina, supposedly the hottest in the world
>we think this is our way out of the bullying so we agree
>people gather around us at lunch time, and chad covers his ass by loudly asking if we're sure we want to do this
>we look at each other, nod and Fred says:
Seasons don't fear the Reaper.
I'm going to say this: /b/ may be infamous for its shitposts, but threads like this are where people are completely honest with one another's feelings.
I love you, my /b/rothers. Stay true to yourselves, even after the inevitable 404.
Just waiting for a giant nuclear bomb to destroy everything
Anybody else?
>>690681386
Why, anon. What's stopping you, and what's making you want to?
>>690681386
Why not
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7MOLDXg1M8
i think watching the person you care the most saying "I do" to another man has to be one of the most painful feeling ever
>>690681545
Likewise.
>>690681504
Nor do the wind and the sun and the rain. Let me in on that Reddit screen cap!
>>690680952
Yeah, I feels wrong that you feel the only reason they talk to you is because they need something, what can I do its not that they gonna get something good from me anyway, but I just feel used and empty
>>690681504
>>690681580
>>690681631
Because she destroys me. But i don't want to leave, because she also completes me.
>>690681500
Saved the text
>>690681567
I'd prefer a comet slamming through the planet.
>>690675829
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBumgq5yVrA
fucking makes me want to lose it every time mang
>>690681504
Kek'd mildly.
>>690674142
same here, amigo
>>690679821
>posting a picture makes me a summerfag
ok buddy
>>690681911
thatd be good too
>>690681848
well fuck, anon. make your damn decision. life is about choices. think for a while and choose the best one.
>>690671263
"To the moon and back"
Damn, My dad used to say "I love you anon to the moon and back" before he would tell me goodnight.
I haven't heard that saying in 10 years.
God I miss my dad.
Thank you anon
There's only blood and darkness inside me, and on this beautiful raining night, I'm leaving you /b/ in another world. This is not a suicide message, I just go to bed. The only world where I'm free. Sleeping is like dying, the only problem is that you'll always come back to life at the end... Anyway love you /b/
>>690682084
The idea of no burdens, must be amazing.
>>690668446
meant to say: my little secret is no one knows what the fuck they're doing. Whether you are 16, 27, or 55, we are always winging it. That's how life is. There will be some routine, and there will be some predictable outcomes, but every single one of us, no matter how old we are, we're just winging it. Every day is different, and there are always challenges that are unexpected. Life is Mario, and they change the level every day. Everyone knows how to play the game, but you're not going to ever know every level. But play the best you can, and you will become stronger with every failure. Figure out how taxes work, figure out how to budget your money, get the Mint app (a good one), research on how leases work if you ever want to get a place. It's all about life skills now, and the more life skills you have, the better you can beat the levels that are thrown at you. I believe in you!
Im that goofy guy that always laughs at everything in highschool. average grades, you know the type.
Thing is, everyday just feels like shit. I just make noise so everyone doesnt forget im there. I rarely get compliments and even when I do get them, I feel like people say those for pity. When people ask me why I wanna be a doctor, I just give generic responses, but really, I just wanna be needed. But hey, videogames are always there for me and so is /b/. I fucking love you guys.
>>690681504
Oh, so we're doing this, now?
>>690682071
Good stuff.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJDRRtkHx0I
>>690682163
That was a phrase that randomly popped into my head. You're quite welcome.
What was your father like? I'm curious.
>>690682342
same exact situation love you too anon
>>690681504
>>690675993
>4 years
>mother of my son
guess there's the problem
>>690667786
I'm always ignored and i'm getting really tired of it.Everyone sees something in me that's sub par but I just can't help it. I just want to be treated right by the people I love and all anybody has ever done is walk right over me. I always make a subliminal note to never treat anybody like that but why the fuck is it me? I want to say i'm going to be the one giving them the cold shoulder. I want to be ale to say i'm the one who makes them wish I was paying attention to them, but it will never happen. I don't even really think like that. All I can do is just stop pretending to be sad and go through it all over again. I juggle from willingly giving everything I have to hating them for taking everything I can give. Either way, I still give, and they still take.
>>690677532
We all notice, we don't reply because it's norm to feel that around here. Find solace in the silent understanding between brothers.
>>690682481
He was a really good guy, worked on assembly lines for most of his life. I remember it like it was yesterday him getting diagnosed with cancer, I also remember seeing him the last time... Kissed me goodnight "I love you anon, to the moon and back"
I need help /b/
I have to choose between 2 girls:
One is my soul mate, literal 11/10 perfection that seemed interested in me. After the first time I met her I started puking and couldn't sleep all night because of how much I loved her. The problem is she lives in a different country, and I haven't seen her in a year and a half
The other is a girl I've known for a long time. I would call her one of my best friends. She isn't the hottest but at least 7.5+. She has one of the best personalities I've ever seen (Second only to the other girl). She recently went through a tough breakup and seems, for the first time, very interested in me romantically. I have several classes with her so I see her on a daily basis.
Who do you recommend me to go for?
>>690682952
Requiescat In Pace, Papa Anon.
>>690682111
Checked
I remember watching a show on national geographic about various apocalyptic scenarios. In the earth killing meteor shower, scientists came up with a size and speed for the big one.
>when it hits the atmosphere it will sound something like a cannon but louder than anything you've heard
>the sound will be heard around the planet simultaneously
>it would take 8 minutes from the beginning of that sound for the big one to hit
I've been thinking about those 8 minutes for years.
>>690677851
Fuck, I'm sorry anon
>>690670247
https://soundcloud.com/chree/let-it-go
Lyrics:
your boyfriend
your purse and
your makeup
stilettos
and perfume
in the night
time
ohh
I should just let it go
cheap liquor
VIP
your long legs
tattoos with no meaning
in the night
time
ohh I should just let it go
(Chorus)
deep in the night time
she's on my mind
no sleep til the daybreak
stay awake
don't think about
her in some person's arms
don't think about
her in some person's bed
don't think about
her in someone's bed
don't let it
don't let it go to your head
let it go
your seasons
keep leaving
the rainfall
his hands on
your body
in the day
time
ohh I should just let it go
your laughter
my tears
your long hair
your picture still burning in the day time
ohh, I should let it go
Chorus
Let it go (repeat)
>>690672473
Holy shit I feel that
>>690682171
Love ya /b/ro
>>690682373
my ex who broke up with me almost a month ago got a new bf 2 weeks later. She would listen to this song and i hated it but one day about a week or so ago i listened and truly listened and it was like a damn knife going through my heart now i cant stop
>>690681504
tryhard
>>690678901
There was a point in time that I listened to this remix a lot when I was at a low point. It just fits for some reason.
>>690672895
Lol im watching this episode as you posted this.
>>690683129
now i will be thank you anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mbBbFH9fAg
heres a song you might like
>was gonna have surgery
>told "her" about it
>she said k
>explained how it was risky and how it might be last convo
>responded with i know
>didnt bother to text after
>>690670247
Fuck no. But I feel like that's what it's leading to :/. Dark times my friends
>>690683023
I say go for the second one. The first may have been the love of your life, but its seems like she is in the past. Do you even know if she remembers you? Did you make that big of an impact in her life as she did in yours? If the answer to either of those questions is no then you should go for the second one. Besides, long range relationships don't work most of the time.
>>690683597
damn im sorry anon fuck that bitch
>>690683505
Fucking nailed it
Lol, fuck
>>690674884
We all speak different languages here/have Google Translate. Post her response anon.
>>690683597
Fuck them then! Good luck with your surgery /b/ro, Godspeed, find someone else.
>>690683023
defintly the second one
>>690676701
lets sit together anon, im here as well
>>690683792
thank you haha
Well, looks like to me that this thread might 404 soon. It's been nice to meet all of you wonderful souls. Stay true to yourselves, don't give up; remember that the world is a wonderful place in which to be.
>>690676470
Thanks for the music. Still have the tab open on YouTube.
As for the rest of you lot. . . I love you to the Moon and back.
>>690675829
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_aNKCcOOY0
This. a nice chill song, for the most part.
>>690683978
Love you too anon, to the moon and back twice.
>>690683978
it was nice to meet you too anon good luck out there in that frightning reality
>>690674240
I'm angry for this guy. Everyone I know would have laughed at him.
>>690670247
I kick it with my ex, and her boyfriend all the time. Not only I'm glad he came into her life. I'm glad he came into mine( to the extent that he made that bitch get away from me). We were really unhappy for a while, but always ended up getting back togueter. They are a really boring couple. I hope they just act boring in front of me because they feel bad about me because I don't wish any pair to be as boring as those two.
>>690683597
>>690675829
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjHACWmO0jQ
it makes me nostalgic for a love ive never had before.
Should make a feels TinyChat room for miniature sessions like this, every few days we meet and just zone out.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BjMwdL5WtFc
>>690684172
>>690684080
Love it, anon.
>>690681360
What will that mean in the long run.
>>690683597
Goddammit
>>690667786
No. You will die alone. Stop fighting it, and accept: the abyss is your only true relief.
>>690674240
I would have gone to his party
I've only had two or three go to mine when I was younger
Soon it just became one and a while ago i just stopped having them
>>690683825
Thank you /b/ro.Had my surgery already. But cant detatch from her. She led me too far in with her playful touching and lewd conversations. Now i just cling on to life
>>690683134
Thanks, I forgot to mention that this was over a period of 13 years.
>>690683023
I say go for the second one, your memory of the first one will cock block you for years if you don't let it go. However, while you try to make the second one your gf a facebook message to the first one wouldn't hurt
Just so I can get this out somewhere.
I used to be really depressed. Now I don't feel that same way, but the thoughts still don't stop and I just don't understand why.
I'll be having a perfectly normal day, and out of nowhere comes the "i want to die" thought.
I'll be laying down for bed and out of nowhere comes the thought of what it would be like to put a gun to my head and just end it. Repeating over and over again.
Today I was driving home from work along the lake and just thought about what it'd be like to jump off of the bridge I was on into the water.
Do the thoughts ever stop? Or is it just something you live with even when you're fairly content with life?
>>690678244
those dubs speaks truth
>>690684445
I will remember everything, all of this, and all of you
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xJrEvz6nbv8
This one always gets me. This cover specifically too.
>>690670247
I used to be with this girl. I jumped her car last week, and we were talking while I was taking her around and she said she was going to New York after her birthday with some dude named Antonio. I have been through a lot with her, and I have never heard of Antonio and her parents are just letting her go to New York with him.
I put on the happy "that's cool" act but it really just fucking kills me.
>>690682098
Its not posting a picture, its the pictures that were posted. Those picture are about feeling for other people, people not present on this thread. That isn't feels. Pictures like these >>690674043 get you and other anons thinking about your own life and sharing your thoughts, that IS feels.
>>690684968
where are you from anon
>>690672662
holy fuck this one hit me hard
>>690667786
>be me at music festival
>day 1 of 4
>with several friends and their friends
>introvert so don't really interact unless spoken to
>qt3.14 friend of friend there, super slut
>everyone gets fucked up and we end up cuddling
>things happen but don't Fuck
>looking forward to fucking this bitch over the next couple days
>she ices me out the rest of the time we are there
>the Fuck
>is obviously obsessed with friend who has a gf and wants nothing to do with her
>she gets to Fuck everyone but me
>that feel when you realize you were used
Dealing with this has made my skin crawl all week. I need some upliftment.
I dont care what anybody else says or thinks about you guys, i think you guys are the fucking best good luck with the rest of your lives
>>690684968
The feels
Off by one
>>690672662
Yeah
>>690679821
"hurr durr I saw pictures that didn't make me feel the same subjective emotions that it made someone else feel, that means they're inferior."
Shut the fuck up.
>>690681500
wow. Thanks for the advice. I really appreciate the time you took to write this out for me/us. Thank you anon
it was a good thread, good night everyone.
>>690682328
Thank you anon, will do!
Itll end soon guys :/ to the moon and back
I had a laugh and a feel.
>>690672510
I feel this so fucking much.
>>690685440
And another person that doesn't understand what a feels thread is
>>690684895
That shadow never leaves you, friend. It is with you every goddamn day for the rest of your life. And it smiles. It smiles because in the end, it knows it's going to have its way with you.
goodbye guys i love you all, good luck with reality and i hope you all become happy and rich.
until the next thread.
>pic related
When this thread ends ill go to sleep. Anyone wanna join my dreams?
It's time to relax /b/.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpaW-Juk0k4
>>690685716
Yea, that one fucks me up everytime
>>690686140
cya anon
>How pathetic is that?
Depends on the stream I guess lol
>>690686266
ill be there.
>>690682897
It is really difficult to escape the need for validation. When you grow up underestimated and underappreciated, sometimes your main drive is the need to be wanted or respected. You can't bend to the will of people, they will never change and there's nothing you can do to earn their respect. The only thing humans innately respect is power, and that means being well known and sometimes wealthy. But even being wealthy won't buy you respect, and the validation you get from that is superficial. You have to love yourself, because I can tell you are a good man. When you stop caring about what they think and live life exactly how you want to, with as much passion as you can, you will find that people VERY SIMILAR to you will be drawn to you OUT OF NOWHERE. People are terrified to live with their mask off. Seeing someone living this way effortlessly and with great joy makes others want to follow the same path, and those people are always good people.
You are an emotional being and you seek the warmth and generosity from people who see your true worth, but sadly these people are few and far in-between. Don't change yourself for them. It's the equivalent of trying to come up with a good status to get a lot of likes on social media. That isn't you. Be the true you. Name your self-defeating thoughts Charles. And every time he says "you're just sub par" you say SHUT THE FUCK UP CHARLES! Work on separating yourself from needing validation. Don't give people what they want, give them who you are, and they can take it or leave it. I guarantee you will meet plenty of takers. It won't happen overnight, but if you let yourself free, it will happen, I guarantee. Good luck.
Feels continued>>690686327
>>690682258
the idea of slowly sliding out of life enjoying the last bits of yourself, and only yourself, with an incorruptible smile, that's my dead
>>690685263
Freeze your heart out of your chest. You will never know sorrow, joy, or pain again.
It's worth it.
I love this threads.
Maybe we just argued on other day, we just called eachother faggots, but here, we are the same anons, but we're different.
I love all of you. Thanks for being here for me, and for everyone. It really means a lot.
will anyone see this?
even less give a fuck about it
goodbye.
>>690686534
Love you too anon.
>>690680701
You made me laugh Anon. Thank you
The gripping black death of depression grips me as soon as I wake. The only happiness is when I sleep or play vidya games. Not a neet just bought a house and have a girl that I am going to marry next year.
My job is what kills me and rips my hopes and dreams out. I gotta find a way out of this pit of shit. Sales is a soul draining micromanaged job it is slowly rotting me from the inside out. I must escape the negativity I feel daily grips me like stone. Surrounded by negativity on a daily basis. Always some new product to sell to the hungry capitalist hordes. I feel my presence only contributes to the degeneracy of america. Why cannot I find a job that makes a living wage and betters someone? Just a pipe dream I got a quota to make and money to steal.
