Elisa Milicent Sinclair thread #3, sorry it's taking so
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Elisa Milicent Sinclair thread #3, sorry it's taking so long to tell, I'm kind of sleepy myself to be honest.
Recap: was raped by my brother and suffer from ED as a result. Meet cute girl who loves Lolita fashion and make her my girlfriend. My best friend Jake helps me win the lady so I get my ass kicked for him. Elisa begins trying to cure my ED.
http://www.pomfpomf.moe/doujins/227/
OP is a nigger
>>688975799
bump
greatest story ive read. want to sleep but cant. keep going op i need this
Bumping, don't die on us Op. Countless Anons have sacrificed sleep for this.
a third one .-.
Storytime?
We are here OP.
FOR ALL OF YOU WHO WANT TO BE IN TOUCH/READ THIS LATER, JUST SAVE THIS LINK, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r0OOMgs5xgNhoL9dodXS3iuXFKG1txVoYPMKcY0GGk0
Bump
>>688976041
Also, if you're gonna save the image i used, please at least name it properly.
>>688975799
yassssss bamperino.
Is the story being added to that google document? or do I have to copy and paste myself?
This better be worth the lack of sleep, so far it is
>>688975799
>>688976123
Thank you very much. Both of you.
Reply to this with your Email, and I'll send the story to you. Same guy from last thread. First to bump original thread.
>>688976219
^^^
>>688976041
Yeah seriously. I have to be up in a few hours, let alone go to sleep. This is too important of a moment.
Here's the Google doc archive for anyone new - https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r0OOMgs5xgNhoL9dodXS3iuXFKG1txVoYPMKcY0GGk0/edit?pref=2&pli=1
>>688976203
Its being added by anon
Hay /b/tards king of the gdoc here again. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r0OOMgs5xgNhoL9dodXS3iuXFKG1txVoYPMKcY0GGk0/edit?usp=sharing . if you can't stick along and need to head off but still want to read this amazing shit send me your email and i'll add it to the gdoc share list. keep in mind i'll ignore all emails that are not in direct reply to this.
>>688975799
I'm sleepy too, faggot. I'm a neurosurgeon, well in training, but I've been training a long time, and I'm going to have to get in up a few hours to go to the central city, and perform my first surgery on a live subject.
I have no Idea how I'm going to explain if I mess up and kill someone, I fucked up because I stayed up all night and morning on an image based anime discussion website for adults only on the board where all the weird shit is posted, reading a story about a socially awkward high school teenager who was raped by his older brother who died of a drug overdose and fell in love with a girl he hurt who had dead parents, dresses in Lolita outfits she made herself, and has really sensitive nipples.
http://youtu.be/WxZov_m9vVU
Just wait faggots
>>688976133
Sorry M8, I'm on mobile, I rename files when I dump onto pc.
Here is a related image for the sake of fair trade.
welp good night anons...(^--^)/ baiiiiiiiiiii
>>688976371
If OP does this i will kill myself
>>688976346
Topkest of keks
>>688976408
I got ya down on the list anon
>>688976346
Top
Fucking
Kek
I am screencapping the story, your part of it now.
>>688976393
That's actually a nice image, thank you.
And no problem. I've never used my phone for 4chan or image saving so i never knew.
Can I get a tl;dr of thread #2? I fell asleep shortly after thread #1 and missed it.
this is all viral marketing for some new hentai i guarantee it
>>688976346
A midsize sedan with CapriSun stains full of keks to you sir
Clover is my most used app by far lel
>>688976519
post that when you're done anon, google docs isnt good enough.
It's lunch time there in Italy
I'm not gonna eat until the story is over
>>688975799
bump
>>688976597
Mostly just talking about trying to bang his gf but can't get it up cause of ed, also gets beat up by some guys who had beef with his friend Jake.
>>688976597
He's going out with her.
Told her about his rape and Erectile Dysfunction.
His friend is OK with him dating the girl.
His family now also know and have met the girls Grandmother.
He got into a fight with a bunch of chads who attacked his friend.
Woke up in hospital and we're now here.
>>688976597
OP gets closer to Elisa
They start having sex, but OP can't get it up because he was raped
OP gets into a fight, Elisa tries to cure OP's ED
As OP falls a sleep and this thread ends, so does my life.
>>688976597
Turns out Elisa has a feminine penis
>>688976346
Brilliant
>>688976773
>not mentioning the nutbusting
>literally the climax of the story
>>688975799
I started panicking because you know, teen pregnancy, but she rather suspiciously assured me that she would take care of everything and that it was all ok. I was still panicked but she didn't get pregnant.
I won't lie. My ED wasn't magically cured. Sometimes we could have sex, other times my dick just failed.
But shortly after losing our hetero virginities together, she asked me, rather nervously, while at the park one day alone...
"Do you want children?"
"Elisa are you pregnant?"
She shook her head. "I don't mean now, I mean in the future."
I shrugged. I admitted that I would love to have children with her and get married in the future.
I immediately knew my answer was a fuck up when she looked away.
"I have to go," she said, choking on tears. I grabbed her and hugged her and begged her to tell me what was wrong.
Finally she pushed away from me, sobbing, and exclaimed "I'm not a real woman!"
Confused, I asked/demanded her to explain. And she did.
She told me through sobs that she was told by a doctor recently that she had a problem in her ovaries and she would never be able to have children. Now, as an adult, I understand adoption is a thing and I personally think adopting a kid is just as, if not more precious than birthing one, but back then, I never even thought of it. I knew Adoption was a thing but the idea didn't pop into my head.
I wrestled with the dilemma for roughly 10 seconds. Then I told her my choice.
"If I have to choose between having children and being with the person I love most in this world, I choose you. And I always will."
She was so happy and relieved to hear it, however I had to reassure her many times that I would never leave to be with a woman who could bear children.
In fact, knowing that she couldn't get pregnant did wonders for our sex life. Without having to worry about condoms, a lot of my ED anxiety wore off. It was still a rare occasion for us to be able to have sex, but when we did, wow.
>>688976871
not OP fuck you nigger
Not gonna lie OP, when you had the
>I'm not a real woman!
happen, i thought, fuck, he really is gonna say she's a man who's had an opperation or something.
>>688976871
Was expecting a trap very good OP
>>688976969
How can you tell?
>>688976597
Just read the Google docs.
>>688976969
I'd bet all of my internet dollars that that is OP. His writing style is pretty recognizable.
>>688977073
Holy fuck you're retarded
>"I'm not a real woman!"
Made me think it was another fake op
>>688976969
>open the door
>get on the floor
>op walks the dinosaur
>>688977040
Kek.
Me too.
I was wondering how someone in high school was able to get a sex change operation.
> I understand adoption is a thing and I personally think adopting a kid is just as, if not more precious than birthing one
>>688977291
Kek good work anon.
>>688977291
How is that Jewish?
>>688977291
When did you get here /pol/?
>>688977291
>>688976871
The best thing anyone can do for any child is to raise that child to be intelligent and knowledgeable.
Children are full of potential, as a parent, as a human being, it is your duty to raise this child to his and or her full potential.
e brain of an adolescent is very plastic and able to create strong, lasting neuro-connections relative easily.
One's ability to strengthen one's aptitude is significantly reduced past the age of around 25 years.
After that, one's ability to strengthen one's bare basic ability to do things like memorize things, calculate, all other things stemming from that is just significantly reduced.
However, one's ability to recall stored information quickly and keep long-term memory is significantly increased.
Also, one can still learn and apply various techniques to improve one's ability of memorizing things and what not.
Knowledge, intelligence, and determination can compensate for each other.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KLPxDtMqe8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiduiTq1ei8
Keep bumping the thread people.
Bump
Bump
Bump
i wonder if he fell asleep
Bumping for sweet, sweet Elisa
Bump cause OP is a hero anyone else playin' Overwatch while waitin'?
OP please
>>688976969
Actually that one was me. Also I'm half spanish half italian. Come on man, if you're going to be a jerk at least call me a spic, it's more accurate.
>>688976871
And now we approach the climax of the story.
Our relationship grew stronger and stronger. Things just seemed so amazing. We were so happy together. We planned our wedding, and giddily talked to Jake about being our best man.
But Jake began to run into more of his own troubles. He started getting into drugs. Party drugs mostly. He was also drinking excessively. All in all he was getting far too involved in the party lifestyle.
I was starting to get very concerned with him. He was getting into a lot of trouble with his parents and fighting with them. He started hanging with a new circle of friends.
I told him he should probably relax a little with the drugs and drinking but he snapped at me - the first time he's ever done that.
Jake wasn't the best drunk. He was a fighter. Elisa and I started going to parties with him just to look after him. She said she didn't want to see me put in any danger, but I reminded her that Jake was my best friend.
And Jake pulled through for me.
We went to a house party. And I lost sight of Jake. I thought he went to the backyard where a few stoners were smoking, since he liked to smoke when he drank, so I stupidly told Elisa to wait for me while I went to find him.
She hated the smell of pot so I figured, why expose her to it, right?
I started talking to one of the stoners who was actually a pretty cool acquaintance, and he told me Jake was with them for a bit but went inside to take a dump.
I go back inside just in time to see Jake drunkenly stumble to Elisa and slap her cup of beer out of her hands and he starts screaming at this scrawny jerk next to her.
I rush over, asking what happened but Jake has already tackled him, knocking the whole couch over.
>>688977254
u serious? i know a tranny that had their dick snipped in middle school
>>688977698
De donde eres OP?
>>688976346
if you kill s.o. just tell them you did it for keks
>>688977698
>Elisa gets caught up in the scuffle
>sustains massive head trauma
>becomes vegetable
>>688977698
Question op, How old are you guys by this point? I assumed this whole story took place only in high school?
>>688977698
Guy probably spiked it or something. I just know Jake will do the right thing, eh's a cool guy that doesn't afraid of anything.
>>688977698
Hoo shit. Foreshadowing tells me Jake's about to an hero.
>>688977794
Seriously there was a trap at my high school snipped dick and everything
Thanks for the advice for my dick issues anons. I'm gonna continue to talk to different doctors until I can find one that won't dismiss me and actually wants to help. But until I find a solution, you are right. Ill be ok. Thanks anons, and op. You are a cool guy that doesn't afraid of anything.
What prompted you to share this now?
if this doesn't end well i'm gonna fucking kill you and myself
>>688977794
I've never heard of anyone getting a full-on surgical sex change that young. Hormones, sure. But I figured most surgeons would hold off until at least legal adulthood before permanently altering someones genitals like that.
Jake rapes OP
OP cant get it up anymore
Elisa an heros
>>688978002
OP already said jake went to jail for raping a girl at a party, I assume he's alive.
>tfw you will never cuddle with a girl like Elisa, whispering sweet nothings into her ear
Why even live
>>688978006
Trap. Snipped dick.
>>688978111
>>688978157
Shit my bad tranny* trap just became an instinct word
Bumparoni
>>688978126
Whoops, autistic me confused him with his bother. Thought he was gonna OD
im not a patient man but god damn im waiting for OP and his story
Faster OP please!
>>688978111
>OP walks the dinosaur
Been here since >>688946172
Kinda waiting on an ending, got places to be op.
>>688978002
I said in the beginning Jake is alive, he went to jail as a sex offender. It really broke my heart.
>>688977698
I pick Elisa up and drag her to a safe corner, then I run over to Jake as the host and two other guys are pulling him off of the scrawny dude. I get between them all and grab Jake myself and I ask him what the hell that was about and he points and says "I saw him man, I saw him drop a pill in the drink! he was grabbing at her and shit!"
Everyone started yelling but I just said fuck it, it's over, and I pulled Jake and Elisa out of the house.
I give Jake the gayest hug ever and thank him profusely. He's drunk as hell, can barely stand but he reminds me of the beating I took for him.
I took him to my house to sleep his hangover off, but it was back to drugs and parties for him.
It was sad to watch him spiral, but he continued to get worse. He got a new girlfriend for a time, and Elisa befriended her.
One day, while at Elisa's house, cooking dinner for her grandmother, she drops two bombs on me.
"Anon.... my gran is... she's getting sick.... The doctors said she won't be around much longer..."
She began to tremble, but I hugged her close and kissed her and told her it would be ok and that if anything happened I'd be there for her.
She then said "there's more... Ash (Jake's girlfriend) told me something."
"What is it?"
"He hit her anon. She showed me the bruises on her shoulder. He beat her up."
Elisa wouldn't lie about something like that. Neither would Ash. But I was still mad. we got into an argument that night, and it took us two days to make up.
I felt betrayed. Jake was my best friend. He saved Elisa and he stood by my side through thick and thin.
But he also did something awful.
Elisa begged me to talk sense into him.
I invited him over a couple of days later and we played some video games.... and then I turned the games off and I turned to him.
"Jake, we need to get serious for a minute."
>>688978477
oshitoshitoshit
what the fuck is this a college campus sexual violence PSA now
>>688976346
let us know if you do... the keks would be worth it
OP I've been here since the first thread and this is the first time I've said anything, but please keep going. It's Saturday, and you're telling us a story of epic proportions. Parts of it remind me of my own life, and other parts couldn't be farther apart. But I'm pretty sure I'm always going to remember this story, and I'm sure others will too. I'm not bailing on this story for shit.
>>688978638
>and here we have an anon who has never had a best friend
>>688978477
NIGGA DO YOU WALK THE DINOSAUR!!!!!!
hi r/4chan
>>688978624
I will never not laugh at this
This story is god tier. OP isn't a fag.
PLEASE OP I'M WAITING THIS IS TO MUCH!!!
>>688978825
OP is always a faggot
>>688978825
>>688979004
He's a fag.
But he's a Freddie Mercury tier fag.
this shall be remembered throughout the ages
this thread wont die will it?
BUMP THE THREAD LADS.
KEEP IT GOING!
OP should write this as a book.
>>688979206
No, never!
>>688978477
"What is it buddy?"
I hesitated. I remember that very clearly. I remember just looking at him, my mouth hanging open as if trying to speak, but words just wouldn't come out. Not for a long time. Finally, I just came right out and said it.
"You beat up Ashley man."
He hung his head in shame. I continued. I told him that what he did wasn't ok. I asked him why he did it and he said he didn't know, she was just really making him mad, and he had been drinking that night.
He swore to me that he'd change. But he didn't. When he hit her again, I made a very difficult decision. I parted ways with Jake.
It wasn't a dramatic thing. We just sort of naturally drifted away.
Things changed. We didn't talk much anymore. When we did, it was just small talk. It broke my heart, but we both knew this was the way things had to be.
And then piece by piece, my perfect life started to crumble.
It was after the new year now, and the snows were starting to clear.
I was walking Elisa home from school. She wore a white dress that day, with white shoes. I remember how our fingers were locked. How she laughed at my stupid jokes. How I laughed at hers. How she whispered naughty things in my ear and blushed.
She walked into the house, and shouted hello to her grandmother. I said hello too, but there was no answer.
I asked her if she was out, but Elisa shook her head and pointed to her shoes by the door.
She walked through the house. We never planned on checking on her, but the thing is she had recently gotten a cat and had taken to leaving her door cracked for the little guy.
I was sitting in the living room when Elisa cried out to me, in a panicked voice.
I rushed over and saw her crying, sitting on her grandmother's bed, frantically shaking the old woman.
I'll never forget the sheer terror and pain in her face as she looked at me with her eyes wide and choked out "she won't wake up!"
>>688979222 (checked)
Trips will it
Op if you ever write a book let us know
>>688979206
Not on my watch, not until i know the ending!
>>688979276
Please don't tell me she an heros
>>688979261
It could be an awesome visual novel tho
>>688978999
Check em
>>688979222
yes your highness
>>688979276
OH GOD, HERE IT COMES BOYS.
Time for shit to go bad and let the bad-end sink in.
>>688979390
kek'd
>>688979390
Why anon
>thats the best part of the story
>>688979276
OP PLEASE HOW MANY MORE POSTS AND IF SHE AN HEROES I SWEAR I CRI
>>688979276
Sweet dreams gram gram
>>688979276
>she moves
>you all break up
>now you're lonely
I am still hoping for a happy ending
Dont you fucking end bad on me OP
>>688979276
Sad ending inc. FUCK
This is normally the point where it all goes to shit
i am not sure if its ok but holy shit i might cry if its a hard ending
Good or bad I just want this to end already
>>688979307
This, it could be a fucking Best seller
>>688979548
Me too anon. Me to.
im literally gonna lose it if something bad happens to Elisa or OP.
I can smell the tragedy out of this since the first thread...
OP had hot grief stricken sex with Elisa everyday for weeks, cumming inside her every time. That's when they realized his dick worked.
/thread
OP how much is left?
>>688979824
I'd be happy with this.
A happy ending is needed, PLEASE OP, SAY THIS HAPPENED.
>>688979824
Is that the good possibility or the bad one?
>>688979913
FUCK NO.
Tell us the truth, OP!
>>688979548
Considering granny just died, I wouldn't count on it.
A-anons i think Elisa is dead
ok it is official /b/ we need to band together and give this man a small loan of a million dollars for a light novel and a movie witch will never live up to the light novel.
>>688979979
No actually we pushed granny sinclair aside and fucked next to her corpse.
Ooh no
>>688979992
don't say that anon
have hope
>>688980041
This
>>688979276
Her grandmother had died some time during the night. By the time Elisa woke up for school that morning, she had already been dead for several hours.
At least she lived a long life, they said.
At least she died in her sleep, they said.
She didn't have to suffer, they said.
None of it mattered to Elisa. None of it made her feel any better. None of it helped fix the void in her heart.
I tried to be her rock, but I was pretty devastated too. I loved her gran like she was my own family.
Jake showed up at my house, the morning of the funeral. He was wearing a suit.
He gave me a hug and said another speech I'll never forget. He said "I know I fucked up a lot and I pushed you away. I know I'm not exactly a good person either. But Anon you're the best friend I've ever had. I'd die for you man. I know I was an asshole, but if you'd let me, I'd like to come with you, and support you and Elisa."
I forgave him on the spot. He came with us and he was the rock Elisa and I both needed. He was calm, collected, and he didn't say any of that stupid shit that other people say at funerals. He made it all so much easier.
I begged my parents to let Elisa live with us after the funeral.
But instead, it was decided that she would live with her next of kin.
Her aunt and uncle, who lived four states away.
I begged her not to go. Especially not now. But she didn't have a choice. Still, we swore to each other to talk every day, as much as possible.
at first, she did. but her replies started to slow. She revealed that her uncle forbade her from having a boyfriend.
Sometimes we'd go as long as a month without talking. And when we did finally get in touch, it wasn't a happy conversation. She just kept spiralling.
Still... we planned to go to the same college. it would all be ok in college, right? Just another year and a bit to go, right?
That was the plan. Our plan. It wasn't much longer!
>>688979968
I DONT WANT THE TRUTH IF IT SUCKS DAMNIT IM ALREADY FUCKING DEPRESSED MAN
>>688979997
If you would of gotten quads I would of gave some hundreds
>>688979997
>movie witch
>>688980000
>>688979999
i stayed up for 3 hours reading this, it's 5AM, there better be a good ending
>>688979992
>>688980074
Notice the past tense
>>688980091
NO!
Oh god please no, anon my heart can't handle this, please say you both got together again.
>>688980091
fucking feels man
does the story end with OP killing himself
Fuck...
I already know how this one ends
>>688980091
>>688980091
That's it. I'm out. I can't handle it. I know what is going to happen now and I can't handle it.
>>688980091
God damn it.
>>688980158
fuck
she kills herself
>>688980269
He writes one last letter to his true love then goes out with a bang, shooting himself on granny sinclair's grave.
>>688980091
it just made my heart sink
>>688980091
GOD NO
F-fuck it probably ends like Romeo and Juliet.
Elisa stops dressing up like a doll
Meets chad at new school
Gets railed all night every night and forgets about OP and his broken dick
And here we are today
>>688980091
>lived four states away
>pic related
The end is near
I dunno man maybe he saves her and they get married
this better be happy
>>688980107
The truth may be hard, but you can make it through. The truth may hurt, it may hurt us both, but I will be there for you.
>>688980091
OP, I swear to God! It better be a happy ending! You're not gonna make me cry.
>>688980357
>>688980377
The story is first person tho
>This story.
Well shit.
I was pretty sure Elisa was going to an hero from the very beginning but I was trying to be optimistic.
>>688980392
OP please, please dont let it end in this way!!!
>>688980091
I accept it...
...bring it on op, i promise i wont cry..
>>688980406
In this godforsaken place?
Happy people dont come here to greentext
>>688980091
>>688980091
no. no. no. no. No dont do it OP. Don't you fucking do it!
>>688980091
Honestly, this didn't make me nearly as sad as it should have.
>>688980522
fuck you're right
REEEEEEEEEEEEE
If the story ends then someone must upload the finished docs and make a thread about it. Please
I'm ready for the worst.
>>688980522
unfortunately you're right. i was hoping for a happy ending but at this rate....
I don't know if I can handle this
Please tell me someone has screened this story
>>688980624
I can just email you the whole thing
We all know love stories come to /b to die.
>>688980624
There are 1 or 2 anons adding everything to a google docs.
A-anons there are no happy endings in 4chan we are living in an illusion.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdykXAT19Go
NIGHTS IN WHITE SATIN, NEVER REACHING THE END
LETTERS ARE WRITTEN, NEVER MEANING TO SEND
Pure feels, anons. Pure feels.
>>688980091
Dont fuck with me OP. Don't do it.
B-bump
Shit almost time for a 4th thread
>>688980924
we're only barely over 200 chill
End it fast OP.
C'mon OP
I can relate too much with you op, if your story continues like mine then i dont know what im going to do
Bumping for that ending
Ready for the ending. Go on OP
>>688980091
FINISH IT! LET ME DIE ALREADY
Just end this story, and with it any chance of happiness i have.
>>688981019
Dont kill yourself we are one big autistic family here, every soul is needed.
JUST GIVE ME THE ENDING SO I CAN END MY LIFE TOO
I don't know who you are. Or whether you're a man or a woman. I may never see you or cry with you or get drunk with you. But I love you. I hope that you escape this place. I hope that the world turns and that things get better, and that one day people have roses again. I wish I could kiss you.
Valerie
X
>>688976346
I really care about the story and all, but I also want to know if neurosurgeon guy went to sleep or not. If not, I want to know how your surgery goes tomorrow.
Bumping for feelz
>>688981164
what is this gay shit
>>688981128
kek, it's the only way to keep it going.
>>688981128
This goes for all of you now.
>>688981167
Same here, hopefully he doesn't kill someone
>>688980091
Contact stopped one day.
I didn't hear anything for a week.
One week became two. Two became a month, and eventually it had been three months with no contact.
Jake and I agreed she was probably just grounded. But I was getting antsy. I felt.... bad. Jake called me up one night and he said "pack your shit, we're going to get her man, I don't care, I'll deck her faggot uncle in the face and we'll bring her to my place and figure something out from there."
So I packed some things, and the next morning we got in his car and started driving.
I cannot describe the feeling in my stomach on that ride. The knot that had formed. I felt sick. I was in pain.
Everything felt wrong.
I didn't say a word the entire car ride. Finally we got to her house. After an hour of deliberating, we said fuck it and just walked up to the house and knocked.
Her uncle answered, but he didn't recognize us.
"Is Elisa Sinclair home?"
The man wrinkled his nose and made an annoyed expression. "Is this a joke?"
I knew right then and there.
No.
No no no no NO.
"We're classmates, we really need to talk to her."
NO NO NO PLEASE NO.
"She's been dead for almost 2 months," he said with a huff, as if he was talking about a broken vacuum.
He started to close the door on us but Jake stuck his foot in the way. "Excuse me? I didn't catch that. I said I wanted to talk to Elisa."
"You didn't know?" her uncle sneered.
Honestly, my mind went blank. Jake talked to him, and I, I just stood there in shock. There was yelling and shouting. There wasn't much left of her things.... other than some misc stuff, there was just a necklace I got her for her christmas, and a suicide note hidden in her school binder. Most of her other things were gone. Sold, mostly. Or thrown away. Jake took the binder, threatening violence to get it.
We pulled over on the side of the road and read it together. I was shaking. My hands trembled so fiercely.
>>688981198
luv ya too anon
>>688981198
It's the last paragraph of the letter written by Valerie in V for Vendetta.
>>688981230
op requires a sacrafice
>>688981273
WHAT
NO
I REFUSE
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
WE FUCKING RIOT NOW
>>688981273
NO, FUCK FUCK FUCK, NO OP
>>688981273
NO GOD FUCKING DAMMIT NO
holy shit
>>688981273
WHAT THE FUCK DID IT SAY
>>688981273
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
>>688981273
NOT LIKE THIS
NOT LIKE THIS
NOT LIKE THIS
FUCK. NO
>>688981273
FUCK
>>688981273
F TO PAY RESPECT
it said
everybody walk the dinosaur
>>688981273
God damn it.
Got fucking sand in my eyes. Or allergies. Or something.
Im not crying OP, i swear im not...
>>688981273
>>688981273
NOOOOOOO
I'm too tired to cry but my eyes are kind of leaking.
Fuck.
Guys dont fucking kill yourselves
>>688981273
oh fuck me i dont want to live anymore
>>688981273
OP, NOOOO!!! FUCK!
>>688981273
Anon I'm fucking crying right now
See you later space cowboy
life no longer has meaning. I mean it didn't before this, but this finally gave me (us?) something and now it's gone.
We all died with Elisa.
>>688981273
WAIT WHAT
NO, FUCK NO
HOLD. THE. FUCKING. PHONE.
The feels
WELL NO CHOICE NOW GUYS.
ONLY ONE THING LEFT TO DO.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>688981273
I fucking knew it, fuck op whyyyyy
This is the story of the goddamn century holy fuck
>>688981466
Its the god damn pollen from summer..
>>688981273
It's official. We've hit the feels thread gold.
>>688981549
NOONOONONONONOONOONONOONONONONONOONONONONONONONONONNOONONONONONONO STOP
>>688981273
FUCKING SHIT CUNT NO! WHY. FUCK. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
11th of June 2016, thousands of suicides was reported to the Media because of a sad story on the Image board 4chan.
God damn, considering how we all feel just reading the story alongside you, no idea how you yourself feel after living it.
Elisa may be gone, but you're still here OP
Live on for her.
We all saw this coming, we tried to deny it but we knew it was gonna happen
>>688981625
We die as one.
>>688981273
AND MY SPIRIT IS CRYING FOR LEAVING
>>688981273
No, no no no, please no
>>688981686
kek
>>688981273
I felt it, the pain of reading this story, but I didn't feel it enough.
I don't think I'm feeling as strongly right now.
thank you for the story op im sorry youre reliving it if its true, but like you said you know it in your heart
>>688981273
fuck anon, i don't even know what to say. the weight of the feels you must be feeling...unbearable.
>>688981273
>>688981686
it gon happen
Open the door
Drop on the floor
Everyone fucking killed themselves
>>688981273
OPEN GET EVERYONE
THE. ON. DID
DOOR. THE. THE
FLOOR. DINOSAUR
U fkn wot?!?!
>>688981273
wtf..no OP.!!
>>688981273
If you all kill yourselves you are putting people that love you guys in the same situation. Its a dead ring
OP please end it
Time for thread #4
>>688981833
suicide is so selfish, it hurts the people you leave more than you ever hurt.
Elisa's uncle, pic related.
Silence like a cancer grows.
fucking fuck op. What was int he binder? WHAT WAS IN THE FUCKING BINDER
I need to know what was in the binder. Please share.
>>688981930
This
WE NEED TO SEE HER FINAL WORDS OP
PLEASE
JUST END IT.
OP OPEN THE BINDER NOW
OP PLEASE END IT IT'S TOO MUCH
>>688975799
I capped the whole story, been following since thread one. Between that and the Google doc this golden story will live on in feels threads for years to come.
OP START A NEW THREAD THIS ONE IS SON RIP, JUST LIKE ME
I can't even sleep now, and I said I would be out on the second thread
It's gonna hit limit before we find out what is in the God damn binder!
>>688981926
Suicide doesnt get rid of the pain it just passes it on to others
Wait maybe Op never opened it? And now he will for us
WHATS IN THE BINDER
I can't believe I'm around for this feels thread. We can say we were the original faggots to read this as it came out. I'm honored.
>>688982030
upload the authentic edition in imgur plz
>>688981273
>>688982030
caps would be much nicer than gdoc. post it anon
>>688981273
"Dear Anon,
I love you with all my heart. I love you more than anything. You're the most precious person in my life. And I am yours, or I was supposed to be yours, body mind and soul. I wanted you and no one else to touch me, but there was a classmate, he held me down, he took what was yours and left me broken and dead inside. I can't do this anymore. This body was taken from you and it's my fault. I wasn't strong enough to protect it. I'm so sorry Anon. I know you'll hate me forever for letting another man take me. I tried so hard to make it stop but I wasn't strong enough.
My classmates were right. I am just a worthless, pathetic, freak and a whore, and you deserve so much better. Thank you for giving me the happiest days of my life, and thank you for letting me believe even for just a second that I was worth something more than garbage. Please forgive me,
Your beloved Elisa."
I didn't cry when I read it. I turned to Jake, and I said two words.
"Find him."
Unfortunately even though we sacrificed our grades to find who did it to her, we never did.
Losing Elisa crippled me. But what hurt the most is that I felt... betrayed by her. After all the years we spent together, did she really believe that I would turn away from her? Did she think I would hate her for what... being raped? I tried to kill myself a few times. Jake spiralled heavily into drugs and alcohol and ended up arrested in college as a sex offender.
I flunked out of college and moved into a small apartment in the city, occasionally drinking when I could afford it and working as a waiter.
I spend my days wondering what happened to yesterday. The days when that pretty blonde would be nestled up against me. The days when the worst of my problems was that sometimes my dick was kind of dumb. And I find myself so angry for so many reasons.
One more post.
>>688982139
I feel the same way
>>688982080
NEW THREAD
>>688982139
We'll get through this togethet
>>688982178
dear god
it's almost over.
>>688982178
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
FUCKING KILL THE FAGGOT NOW!
KILL HIM JAKE
FIND HIM AND RIP HIM APART.
>>688982178
God damn it I want to go find that bastard myself.
>>688982091
This.
Some never see this perspective
>>688982178
F I N D H I M
>>688982178
this is too much
Fucking end the man.
>>688982178
WHERES THE PERSONAL ARMY
Op we will be your personal army.
We will find and kill the rapist
>>688982178
>mind body and soul
>find him
>friends now a sex offender
dunno man all seems unreal
>>688982178
>>688982178
1st time I spent 4 hours on /b/ to hear another anons story. Time well spent, live well dear Anon.
>>688982178
i knew it .
How she die?
>>688982178
GIVE US A STATE, GIVE US A SCHOOL, WE WILL FIND HIM!
OP gets personal army to hunt down this BASTARD. We'll find him OP.
>>688982178
not your personal army
no longer applies
>>688982178
>we never did
>>688982178
FUCKING FIND HIM. IF NOT WE WILL. WE'RE WITH YOU ANON. JUST GIVE US THE INFORMATION AND WE'LL HUNT AND KILL THE MOTHER FUCKER WHO DID THIS.
>>688982408
RELEASE THE KRAKEN
NEW THREAD. WE NEED A NEW THREAD
>>688982178
Angry at myself for being so childish and stupid. Angry at Elisa for killing herself without even talking to me first. Angry at Jake for ruining his life.
Angry at the world for destroying the most beautiful things this life had to offer.
Just bitter and angry. I had everything, and I am just so broken now, so angry that it's all gone.
Some days I have to try really hard to convince myself not to join Elisa in heaven.
In 9th grade, she wanted to be an angel for Halloween. But she didn't understand. To me, she was an angel every day of the year.
To Elisa, my sweet beautiful love.
To Jacob, my most loyal friend.
Maybe we'll all see each other again some day, be it in heaven or hell.
Have a good night /b/. I'm going to drink a bottle of wine.
Op deserves personal army
GIVE US THE FUCKING SCHOOL NAME
>>688982178
>>688982178
It was the uncle
Someone post the damn screencap, please.
This needs to live on forever
>>688982484
OP thank you for sharing your story, 4 hours well spent
>>688982178
Fuck this. This is some high impact shit and I can feel the feels all over me. Im sincerely sorry for your loss anon
>>688982484
ANON PLEASE GIVE US THE INFO
>>688982484
one thing before you go to sleep, give us the name of the school...
>>688982484
Enough. Just... enough.
POST DOCS NOW!!!
>>688982484
WHAT STATE
>>688982484
Fucking faggot
>>688982484
WHAT WAS THIS COCK SUCKERS NAME? I WILL FIND HIM FOR YOU AND KILL HIM
Thank you for sharing this.
Tonight we riot
I just feel sadness after this thread
We're all here with you anon!!!
>>688982484
State and school
>>688982484
If you believe in heaven and hell you'll know suicide takes you to hell.
im dead inside
>>688982484
thank you OP. i appreciate your time and im sorry
Screencaps/docs anything
>>688982620
^this. so much this.
POST THE SCREENCAP, SOMEBODY?!
I am at a complete loss for words...
>>688982484
Im so fucking sad that im numb, i cant even cry.. ... why...
heres the docs https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r0OOMgs5xgNhoL9dodXS3iuXFKG1txVoYPMKcY0GGk0/edit?usp=sharing
>>688982540
Classmate she said, uncle was a schmuck bastard but not the principal offender.
Someone make a thead after this one SO WE CAN DISCUSS THIS. Im losing my mind FFS
Good story, shit ending. Not because she dead and killed herself, but because.. I don't know. It actually reads as if it is real. Holy shit, I didn't want this to be real!
>>688982484
I'm afraid I'm still banned, but if I'm not, then you should know yours was the first story in this God-forsaken place to bring tears to my eyes. I wish you the best I can; don't blame yourself for what happened to your friend, it was never up to you to decide his fate.
I will remember this.
fucking shit. the good leave and the shit stays. if only most of the tumbler fags would an hero and leave the Elisas alone. but they dont and they wont.
>>688982484
Bless your soul anon
Elisa will be remembered forever by all of us
>>688982705
>>688982484
OP, you need to keep going for Elisa. We WILL find him. We will. It won't make it better, but he deserves the worst for taking away someone do perfect and pure.
>>688982484
I'll always have my doubts as this is /b/ but one thing I learned brother is that there are many women out there and young relationships rarely last.
While it's sad that something like this happened to you, don't sacrifice your happiness in the memory of Elisa. You can cry, but be sure to keep moving forward in life.
It's never easy losing the girl. My buddy just lost his girl of nearly a decade, since they were out of high school. I can't imagine what it's like, but take care of yourself anon
>>688982705
more, wuick, page 7
>>688982484
Thanks for sharing op, post info so we can find the rapist
>>688982484
post her school and uncle's address. we'll track the nigger
>>688982712
I was almost hoping this one would bring me to cry, it's been so long
>>688982484
How long was this actually ago? ( Im sorry if he said it already and I missed it)
ANON PLEASE JUST GIVE US A SCHOOL AND STATE
>>688982789
>In 9th grade, she wanted to be an angel for Halloween.
I can't. I just can't.
>>688982700
Thylordsatan on Imagur. I'll be posting them soon, it's a lot.
>>688982484
good night you glorious /b/astard
>>688982484
all my feels, u can have all of them.
>>688982484
Fuck man that's hardcore shit, making an exception for personal army
>>688982484
We're now beyond 'Happening'. No man has ever faced these feels and lived. But everyone reading this can now proudly say they've seen some shit.
>>688982845
I think im beyond crying, i cry at little things... this is too much...
Thanks for sharing. Have a nice night
>>688982885
We're all oldfags now
I was here.
>>688982980
Go in peace, anon.
>>688982989
But how do you triforce?
>>688982716
thanks man
be sure to upvote the post on r/4chan later today
>>688982962
I don't remember the last time i cried
So many fucking feels
>>688983047
Then we'd live it all over again.
>>688982980
>>688983031
Can someone fix this for a proper #4?
>>688983053
If you managed to survive all this then you dont need a motherfucking triforce
OP is strong as fuck for enduring all of this...holy shit. I feel so god damn sorry for you
I'm sad, but I'm also happy for witnessing history being made...
Thanks for sharing OP.
