It's that time again, mates. Feels thread?
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It's that time again, mates. Feels thread?
i can't find anything good on life
>>688755485
I feel you. And when you do, something fucks it up.
It's a basic truth of the human condition; Everybody Lies. The only variable is about what.
What do you anons like to do as a way of distracting yourself from feeling shitty? I just play games and make/listen to music
>>688756516
sounds isolating
If you talk to God, you're religious. If God talks to you, you're psychotic.
Oh I thought we were doing House quotes.
>>688756516
Get into therapy IMO.
I started feeling super shitty all the time in college and it took me years to figure out that this wasn't normal. A few years of talk therapy and a few stabs at the right combination of drugs and I'm mostly right as rain now.
I'm crazy, crazy for being so lonely
>>688756786
IKTF. My problem ended up being PTSD
>>688756966
I'm sorry for your trauma. I hope you're working through it.
https://youtu.be/ObbHoa19C5Y
>>688757115
i love this
>>688757339
Thx m8. I apreci8
"If you're going through hell, keep going."
It's dumb but that quote got me through some tough times.
>>688757073
Yeah boi, almost there. I'm 22 and just about through stuff from when I was a young child. It's possible when you have the right tools
>>688757665
Ohhhhhhhh that would of been sick. So close
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TYRDgd3Tb44
The beginning of this song still gets me, even years later
>>688757805
For me its always 4 AM
>>688756516
Make? Can I have a listen?
>>688757969
What's the name of the feel when you can love and take care of your partner, but you don't have one.. but everyone of your friends have partners that total douchbags that shit on them?
>>688756516
Vidya and music, reading, sleep, writing. It's all I really can do.
>>688757876
That's a stupid sentiment, I'm sorry.
If someone is nice to everyone, you should feel happy, because it's someone that's nice to /everyone/. Not sad that they're not only nice to you.
Is anyone there to just talk? I feel depressed, /b/.
>>688758032
I haven't actually finished anything yet, I got into it very recently, most of the time I just end up scrapping whatever I make, but that happens to me with every "creative" thing I try to do
>>688758271
I'm just posting my feels folder. I don't have feelings like I used to, but I like posting in threads to help others.
>>688758353
Open up stranger
>>688754894
>>688758353
I'm always here to talk to anons, I'm in these threads all the time at 1-6 AM
>30
>10 year relationship
>we love each other
>we go thru it all together
>3 kids
>I fucked up one night and cheated
>I confessed bc the guilt
>she took kids and moved a state away
>I'm alone
>lost all my friends when I lost her
....
>>688756516
Get a cat or dog. The unconditional love is a blessing.
I wanted to kill myself at one point because I had nothing else better to do.
quit feeling sorry for yourselves, pity is for cowards and sympathy breeds weakness. shed your fear, walk out of darkness and rise above what is crushing your potential, earn yourself /b/rothers
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAEjuDpIaE4
>>688754894
where are my robots at
>>688756516
i listen to music/mix music alot of the time. ever since my ex broke up with me a year ago i hardly get any satisfaction out of anything anymore. i feel no motivation half the time to even leave my house :/
>>688758536
then you shouldnt have cheated, you idiot.
>>688758398
same situation bro.
>>688756613
I mean, I'd be fine if this thread was mostly house quotes.
>>688754894
Game of thrones has ruined my relationship.
It's such a shitty feeling when you're talking to a girl(Great friend) that you like, and all she talks about is how great and funny her boyfriend is. Any anons feel me?
>>688758887
>>688754894
No one has ever really liked me... and im totally okay with this.
>>688759038
>>688758903
>>688757115
Fuck you this made me sad again. Eerily close to my situation.
>>688758747
>>688758903
No because you're a fucking pussy. Kill yourself. She probably thinks of you as her gay best friend or "one of the girls". Bitch.
>>688758353
whats up, anon
>>688758444
>>688758532
hey guys. IDK, I just feel out of place. I go to parties, and I feel like the only one there not having a good time. I hang out with friends and I constantly feel like I'm messing everything up. I feel like I'm trying to convince everyone that I'm popular or successful or whatever but the entire time I'm scared and can't relate to any people.
how do i get over a girl who treated me like shit ?
Im relatively late on the dating game, 21. Dated for a year. I loved her. She didnt cheat but always made me feel like she would.
Then split up with me recently, a month ago. I just cant not think of her. I haven't messaged her since, i still love her but i know she's not good for me.
For people who got burned from their first "real/proper" relationship, how did you move on ? Still no girl compares to her.
i try to talk to humans but im only a machine
>>688758560
>>688759361
>>688758536
>no family
>no friends
>no wife no kids
>she even took my dog..
>I somehow meet a beautiful girl who has a 2 year old daughter
>we fall in love
>they move in and I take care of them
>life has purpose again
>ex wife hears of my new girl
>comes in town and tells me she wants to get back together
>she starts undressing and kissing me
>I succumb to her advances bc 10years of love
>the next day she texts my new girlfriend what happened
>she then texts me "haha asshole payback is a bitch. enjoy being alone"
>new girl leaves
>I miss my kids
>I miss the exwife
>I miss the exgf
>I miss her kid
I will never try for a relationship again..just barroom sluts and hookers...that makes me sad
>>688758536
this one's an oldie but a goodie prepare to cry
Loved a girl a while back. She left me, for complicated reasons, none of which are my fault. She, being immature as fuck, dated some guy who cried his way into the relationship, a few days afterwards. I didn't find out till 6 months after when my best friends gf told me what happened (I had been in the Army and texting was my only means of communications in AIT) Since then I've done nothing but drink. By the time I realized that she means nothing I've become addicted to alcohol. It's been almost 6 year since and I can't stop drinking.
>>688759531
im sure you could sue her for something
Why is it so hard for people to be nice, are you nice to the people around you anons?
>>688759531
Jesus. As Daniel Simpson Day once said, Don't get mad, get even. Jesus.
>>688759700
No you'll waste all your energy. Be nice to yourself.
>>688759597
you need to go alcoholics anonymous my friend
>>688759700
>>688759531
this is fucked up... just get rid of your old gf. like block her contact, than start fresh again.....
wish i could have her
>>688759597
>>688759597
>>688759531
i mean, as much as you did fuck up the first time that is just cold of your ex to do. jesus
>>688759959
>>688758157
That is my life
>>688759831
I've tried, but it's nothing but god and prayer. I can't take it serious.
>>688759312
Sounds to me like you're trying too hard. Maybe you think you're only worth something if people like you. I've always found that the really charismatic seem like they don't give a fuck what people think. Food for thought.
I no longer have any control in my life.
I'm told when to sleep.
I'm told when to wake up.
I'm told when to eat.
Bathe.
Daily activities.
Told what I like and dislike.
Told what I remember. (I have very bad memory)
Told what to say, when to say it, and when to be quiet.
What to drive, where, and when.
Where to work, and which shift.
What to save and what to spend.
I'm 35 years old, and my life is not mine anymore. How did I let this happen to me. It's like the only choice left to me is when to end it all...
>>688760181
>>688760181
>>688760243
>>688760243
you could just run away and disappear anon
>>688760157
That literally happened to me lmao
>>688759588
>smelling of carbon monoxide
fake and gay
anyone working with that shit everyday would at least know that it's completely odorless.
>>688754894
lost £40,000 on poker. help
>>688760499
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn
>>688760634
>>688760634
cant help you there pal
Going to a family reunion Saturday. No one's gonna talk to me.
>>688759314
I know what you feel, it sucks ass. I always found myself not liking girls because they weren't her. I just got rid of anything I feasibly could that would remind me of her. Then I let time do it's thing. Sometimes to help I thought of all the ways she could have been better, and imagined there is probably a girl out there like that. Idk helped me out.
>>688758602
I'm making $55,000.00 a year and am looking at a promotion. I do lots of charity and help out my friends whenever possible. Success isn't the only thing that determines happiness. I wish it were.
>>688760006
>>688759831
>>688760290
The worst thing about it is that I've been in a 3 year relationship with her BEFORE I joined the Army thinking all would go well. Even asked her how I felt and how she would feel before I joined. She was nothing but loyal to me before I joined. It only took 2 months away from her before she couldn't take it and left me. I haven't trusted another women since. I've done all manner of risky behavior as well. Yet to keep a legitimate relationship fearing she'd leave me or cheat for no reason.
>>688756360
Under rated.
Feeling down? Take a second and think about your situation, then once you realize it's not as bad as your head makes it, get back up and grab life. Embrace your emotions, when you feel sad, when you feel angry, when you feel pain you must embrace it and come to terms with the fact that one day you are going to die. It is the most pivotal moment in your entire life because once you have lost everything and come to terms with your own death you can learn to embrace true and free life, free from perspective and the meaningless dribble and bullshit they play on the news and television. Life has more meaning than fighting, fucking, killing and consuming. But in order to really embrace that you must first break free from that cycle, the same cycle 90% of people are stuck in without realizing. You like that girl? Go talk to her as if she was the best guy friend you've ever had, say whatever you feel like and fuck that conventional bullshit. What's the worst that can happen from asking her out, she says no? I talked to several companies today trying to acquire a jet engine for my college program so I could take it apart and put it back together, people either laughed or thought I was crazy but I was determined. I was determined because I'm trying to contribute to truely educating the generations of tomorrow and because it is not the most conventional man that makes an impact, it's the one that stands out and makes people remember him and his actions, that's what will separate you. Fuck being normal, I laugh at normal people because they're lazy and stupid, they know nothing of the world. The man that can master the machine complex of the mind can master the reality around him, therefore he becomes the master chess player in the game of life.
Tell me if I should continue, I could go all night with this
working out is my only source of enjoyment.
well, that and weed.
but i have to have surgery in a few weeks and i wont be able to work out for a month. and i cant find any weed.
so there's no escape from the depression.
>>688760812
try mediation and focus on that and yoga try and fine your inner peace
>>688759687
I fucked her best friend when I was black out drunk. Her friend always tried to fuck me but I always brushed her off. I even told my wife about her friends advances and she always said "she'd never actually do anything". we were all drinking at our house and we all fell asleep. I woke up to her friend blowing me. I took her in the backyard and fucked the shit out of her on my kids swingset...my ex wife knows all this. she can pretty much do whatever she wants to make my life hell. she is scorn for good reason..basically I'm not trying to put up any kind of fight
>>688760797
So go talk to them, the only one stopping you is you. The toughest battles you will ever fight lie within yourself
>>688759531
why didn't you beat her to death and take the kids to mexico?
>>688760243
When I get into a rut, I always think of those people who travel across america literally east to west with a bit of equipment and money and find themselves. I always think I could do that.
>>688761017
go ahead, finally a wall of text without depressing story
>>688760812
brother what need to do is get your shit together fuck that hoe she ain't loyal than she ain't worth a thought get your act together get strong use that military training you did and fuck bitches and get shit done
>>688761299
I guess, but they don't like me. I called my mom a fucking stupid bitch the other day, because she is trying to get between me and my partner.
Boyfriend and I have been together three years.
A few months back we were both applying to jobs as we just graduated, I just got an amazing job offer in our current city, Eastern Canada and have been working there for the past two months. He today got an amazing one in southwestern USA.
What do, we both have our dream jobs. But taking them means either moving apart and doing long distance, or splitting up. Neither of us are going to ask the other to give up what they wanted, I just dunno.
Its confusing, I don't want to split up over this, I can't quit my job and follow him incase I can't find something there. I wouldn't ask him to decline it.
>>688756516
Alcohol. I don't recommend it.
She wants to be friends and I don't. Can't tell her that though. I have to smile and say "No problem"
>>688758903
Used to. Then I started not hanging out with chicks that weren't into me. It's better that way; no hard feelings, moving on to greener pastures. Almost like switching jobs.
>>688761850
same... feels good tho and is a nice thing to look forward to at the end of the day
>>688759588
>>688761831
Why not just try long distance and see if it works, if not then split. Sounds like you have to choose between both anyway.
>>688761017
Please continue
>>688759314
No better way to get over someone than to get under someone else. I know you prolly don't feel up to it atm, but it's surprisingly effective if you can manufacture the effort.
>>688762344
We're going to attempt to, I mean, both of us make enough to do the flights once a month but its a 5.5 hour flight for one weekend and different timezone which is somewhat brutal.
There is job opportunities with him but it's an asshole move to quit my job and just leave, plus I'm not a US citizen so I need to be sponsored so is tricky.
A few Feels Images for those out there who feel like shit, like I do.
>>688762594
I think the thing is, all my past breakups have been over fights, I was cheated on, things that made me really hate the person. This, I still really like him so breaking it off is incredibly difficult. I feel like we might let it sizzle with distance but who knows if that'll happen
>>688758518
that is nice
>>688762794
What's wrong?
>>688758630
sauce?
>>688756516
thats the thing anon i dont make myself feel good i just jerk off and cry my self in the corner in the room
>>688762794
>>688762926
Everything.
>>688755485
Find someone tgat makes you smile, and keep them.
>>688763301
oh fuck that got me deep in the feels
My anxiety is so crippling that numerous times a day I get panic attacks where it feels like I just heard that a family member died - the sinking feeling. But nothing has happened, there is nothing that triggers it it just happens. It's immobilized me, I can't go out, I panic. I don't have a family doctor and don't know how to get a psychologist to help. I don't know what to do. It makes me want to die.
>>688763301
pls don't ever post this again :(
>>688754894
Been running in circles with my life, got cheated on twice. I tried my hardest to not be the downer I am, did all I could, but I guess wasn't good enough. Trying to currently get back in to the swing of not giving any fucks about whether or not my feelings get hurt anymore. Just to become jaded to all things.
>>688761850
Feel you there. I know it's not going to end up fixing my problems, so generally I avoid it. Forgetting about the world for an hour or two doesn't matter when it all comes crashing back down later.
>>688763514
The lizard king has spoken.
>>688762845
If you're willing to entertain getting back with someone that cheated on you, I'm afraid there's no hope for you. That's straight up disrespect; you don't come back from that. Not in anyway that matters, anyhow.
>>688761017
cont anon
>>688761384
Having trouble coming to terms with your parents and their decisions? Consider this, our fathers are our models to God with our mothers being the balance to the equation. We had not learned that our parents are people too, and like us they were young and couldn't figure out the world on their own. So what did they do? They had children and tried to bring meaning to life, while our fathers and forefathers before them realized that there is something wrong with the world. And being young as they were they went out to fight wars, to fight amongst each other and everyone else for what they thought was right to bring their children up in. Some fell short and and some couldn't handle life on its own terms, so it left a generation of children raised by women. Now that we are men in our own rights we face a crisis of identity in this day and age, there's people mutilating themselves and telling themselves they are not good enough for the world. It's not a fault of their own, we live in a confusing time, our great war is not a physical war in some foreign land, it is a spiritual war within our hearts.our parents are/were people, like us, so it only makes sense that our ideas of God are human too. It makes mistakes and is lost just like we are in this existential fractal of reality, it should only make sense that we must discard our egos and what we think we know, so that we may come together and bring balance back to the natural order of things. Peace is the answer, it is not an alpha or beta concept, it is neutrality and understanding of our place in the universe. I have died and come back a few times in my life, taken enough psychedelics to tranquilize an elephant and have learned this much about myself and our existence. Life has meaning only if you give it meaning, so get up and give it some meaning, your life depends on it
>>688756516
pic related
>>688764312
Wrong post? I didnt get cheated on lol
>>688764541
>>688765085
I always catch these while their dying out but hope someone somewhere found a pic they like or can releate too. Last one.
hey guys, this is my story...
>be me
>be 18
>last summer
>go on a trip to the south of the contry (Chile btw) with 3 of my best friends
>we stay at one of my friends grandfather's house
>pretty cool 2 weeks, drinking a lot, smoking a lot, having fun
>get to see a free concert, get to eat nice seafood, try some really great beers
>last 5 days of the trip
>my friend's cousin is coming to the house for 5 days, with her friends
>ohboy.gif
>we all get super excited about this, telling our friend that we're gonna fuck his cousin and all sort of jokes
>they arrive
>there's the cousin, the big titty one, and the other one... let's call her J
>first night we play Risk, it was really awkward tbh
>next 4 nights we drink and go dancing together
>last night
>one of my friends, J and I stay up talking until 10 AM
>when me and my friend are going to bed, he starts talking about how J is so perfect for me
>I hadn't realized that
>we have SO MUCH in common
>realize I've never met a girl like her
>realize I'm never gonna see her again (she's studying in another town)
>start feeling like shit, overthinking this
fast forward to next week
>I'm back in my town
>I really feel different
>think about J a lot
>suddenly, I get a message from her on FB
>and so, we begin talking bretty much everyday for about a month
>those conversations that last until 6 AM that make you fall asleep feeling the luckiest guy in the world
>we always talked about how we should meet again and stuff, but never really get anywhere
>then, the distance took it's toll
>she stopped being so cheerful
>she started sounding cold, like she wasn't interested anymore
is there anyone interested enough to cont?
>>688765979
shoot
>>688764366
In order to separate ourselves from the normal of falling short, and to change the world for tomorrow, we must start today. The enemy is not in a foreign country, he is not in control here at home, he lies in the mirror. The very same mirror you brush your teeth in, he is not an evil man but he has been so misguided in his life that he underestimates his own abilities. This is what we call the ego, it holds you back from achieving great things, it tells you to be better for others, and then leaves you feeling not good enough for yourself. Why should you care about what other people think of you? You're the one that should be leading them by example, but in order to do that the ego must be destroyed peacefully. Allow your consciousness and subconsciousness to talk to each other and formulate plans to change life, the duality of man can set pace for the track to changing the world. It starts with the next generation of men if you've been reading my other posts. But in order to show your children the true reality so that they may formulate their own opinions without outside influence, you must show them perspective from both side and teach them that they should discard those perspectives after they understand them. A much easier task said than done, but it took millennia to get to where we are now, it will take time to bring us back to our true meaning.
>>688765979
Continue please
>>688765979
>>688766627
cont.
>we last spoke about 2-3 months ago
>I know she isn't thinking about me anymore
>she's living her life, meeting all sorts of new people in her university
>she's moved on
>I haven't
>I keep thinking about her
>how I'm never gonna see her again
>how I should've done something about it when I had a chance
>feelsbadman.jpeg
>we had so much in common, that there are too many things in my everyday life that remind me of her
>I know I'm being autistic, and having oneitis and whatnot, but I don't know what to do/feel
>what if we were supposed to be more?
>what if I never find any girl as great as her?
>what if a meet a nice girl, but keep thinking about J and fuck everything up?
sorry if I'm being too lame, I'm a little drunk and this thread hit home really fast
song related: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d82zxqZHUo8
"I bet she told a million people that she'd stay in touch, but all the little promises don't mean much, when there's memories to be made"
>>688767534
Feels bad man
welppppp
its not that bad but
i never get to see my crush again
i could've stayed in contact but
i made the mistake of not giving them my number
now i definitely wont ..rip opportunity
>>688768002
Why not? Contact them on some form of soical media if you have to
>>688768002
I know those woes my friend.
>>688767534
Alright anon here's what you do
Instead of doing the "we should meet up, maybe I should just forget her" deal, you need to stick out like a sore thumb. Like I said in my other post, do something that will make her really remember you. But I can't tell you what that is. You need to use your imagination and come up with it yourself, because if I told you what to do then you'd be lacking the originality of the idea and women can sense that in a man. Do something different and when you say you're gonna meet her, follow through with it and don't run when things get tough. Fuck the normal bullshit, be different in a way you're comfortable with, you're not trying to impress her, you're doing what you want to do and that is enough to impress her. There's so many people that try to impress others that there's few who do what they really want in life.
>be 6
>swimming in ocean with brother, 13
>neither of us can swim very well, so we stay where he can touch
>I want to impress him, so I try to swim out farther
>he follows me
>we suddenly realize we're a lot farther than we thought
>getting swept out by current
>we're barely keeping afloat
>he's holding me up
>lifeguard is coming to us, but it takes a while
>waves are pretty crazy
>I'm struggling
>don't realize that my brother has stopped moving
>clinging to his body to stay afloat
>lifeguard finally reaches us
>can't revive him
I killed him by trying to impress him. I know I was just a stupid kid, but so was he. It should have been me.
I'm afraid of everyone but I want to be with people. I want to be alone but I want to be around somebody or a group of people who actually make me feel validated instead of just constantly shit talking and fucking with each other. I hate it that I'm so paradoxical with my feelings. I don't want to be afraid anymore
>>688768834
This has choked me up so fucking much having a brother myself. He is my best friend. I am honest to god so fucking sorry, my friend.
I'm typing to all you plebs out and about in this thread. Times are hard, feelings are hurt and nothing seems to be going good. I Wanna say this Never give up hope, live everyday with a purpose, even if its small such as walk outside, live to do something. Tried to be helpful, I fight my own emotions constantly and wanted to be a help. Stay strong you sexy mama jamas, one day I promise you it will get better. P.s. Never trust a female who wants to be named Jason, it wont end well, she's a bitch hoe.
>>688768834
It won't last.
>>688768002
Every man must come to terms with the choices he makes in life, what separates the boys from the men is how they choose to react to it. Most run from it and feel bad about it, but the men learn from their mistakes. It's never a failure if you learn from your mistakes, similar to how education is never wasted so long as you apply yourself and question everything about it. Don't be the guy that just "goes through the motions of life". Fuck that, learn and improve. It takes 100 mistakes to get 1 good success, but if 1 good success is enough to set you up for life then surely it must be worth it. This rule applies to everything in life
>>688769379
How are things going man? Anything you want to vent? Anything, don't care what it is.
>>688768756
thanks for the interest anon :)
but, how in the fuck do I get her attention? they only way I can reach her would be like posting shit on FB that would surely get her attention or something like that...
I have her number too but a random call obviously isn't a good idea (fun fact: I already called her via Whatsapp accidentally once)
I like what you say anon, about being original, but don't know how I could pull it off this far gone
what if she's not interested at all? she even came to my city 3 weekends ago, to her cousins house (which is just 2 blocks from my house), and I only found out because my friend checked her snapchat...
>>688769345
I think about it a lot. I was six, and he was my only brother. I think about what our relationship would have been like now, and what kind of a guy he would have been. Even though he was a lot older, he still hung out with me all the time and was pretty awesome. I miss him so fucking much...
>>688769292
This is like me. I want to hang out with friends, but every time I do I don't feel fulfilled by it. You just gotta find a person you connect with on a deeper level. When people are in groups they tend to be more superficial in their conversation, but if you hang out with someone one on one you're bound to make a deeper connection.
>>688769617
I should re word that
Most guys run and hide from their choices and emotions
The men learn from their mistakes, it's perfectly natural to feel down and out and everyone is entitled to have a bad day or so
Just don't let it control you, you don't want to be a slave to your emotions
The past is the past, but if you learn from it then it sets a path for the future, which relieves stress so you can live in today
Guys, I need some help, advice, something.
I have had a problem with my emotions for some years now, I am basically always sad, if I am not I feel so full of rage at everything. It makes it impossible for me to keep relationships intact and makes it even harder to live with myself. I have had problems sleeping for years now, sometimes I can sleep sometimes it is days. Currently, I have been awake for a week and can't help but smoke even more. Usually about 3-4 packs a week for a couple of weeks that has bolstered up to 2-3 a day. I don't know, I just want to know what is going on with myself.
>>688769379
Great I guess. She recently became single and its been awhile since we've spoken and I'm trying to redeem my chance she gave me, but I'm feeling like she has forgotten to give me another shot. I love her, to death and beyond and I'd do aynthing for her, I have this feeling deep in my chest telling me she doesn't even feel close to the way I feel about her. I wanna try again but I'm scared to waste my time for nothing and wait another 4-5 months for her to be available again. Should I tell her how I feel? She broke up with her bf about two-three weeks ago.
>>688770543
>>688770543
Too bad there is no one like that in my life. I haven't felt "connected to someone" in a long time. Girls aren't interested in me in the slightest and I'm afraid to let people in because I'm afraid they're going to hurt me
>>688769988
How old are you now? How have you managed to cope? You are a stronger man than I am, I can tell you that right now. I would have completely crumbled. Anon, don't blame yourself, I know it must seem like hundreds of people have told you this in your life but it really isn't your fault.
>>688769841
Like I said I can't really tell you what to do, I don't have context, plus I'm not you, so the decisions I make might not work for you. I can only give examples from my life and you can take from them what you will
I had a girl I talked with on the phone late at night till like 3 am every night, we were just friends but what is a lover if not your best friend? If I were you I'd call her in the middle of the night and just chat, tell her you've been thinking about her and just talk about life, do what you feel like doing but don't overdo it.
Like I said I'm not you, so think about it a bit but don't worry man, if she says she doesn't like you just give it time as friends. It takes time to build a true relationship, they don't spark up immediately like love at first sight, that's lust not love.
>When you have to set her free because you're destroying her
Had to finally call the relationship to an end, anon... somebody, please just tell me everything is going to be okay. I feel like breaking down, fuck.
>>688772099
holy shit im in 2009 again
>>688772451
Nothing will ever be okay again
>>688772451
Anon, listen to me man. It will seem fucking hopeless right now. Everything, but in time however long that will be, you will be able to look back at your relationship and think about all the things that changed you for the better. Take those things forward, not the pain of leaving now.
>>688769683
Great I guess. She recently became single and its been awhile since we've spoken and I'm trying to redeem my chance she gave me, but I'm feeling like she has forgotten to give me another shot. I love her, to death and beyond and I'd do aynthing for her, I have this feeling deep in my chest telling me she doesn't even feel close to the way I feel about her. I wanna try again but I'm scared to waste my time for nothing and wait another 4-5 months for her to be available again. Should I tell her how I feel? She broke up with her bf about two-three weeks ago.
>>688771547
I'm 22 now. I cried a lot, but eventually stopped that. I don't know if I've really coped, life has just sort of gone on. I go through the motions, but I just sort of am, not really enjoying things. I think about it daily.
My parents sent me to a therapist after, but it seemed like a waste of time after a while. Thank you for the kind words. I know it's not my fault, but at the same time can't help feeling deep down that it is.
>>688771984
>what is a lover if not your best friend?
thanks anon, I'm really gonna think about what you're saying, I think it's great advice :)
pic not related, but a "thank you"
>>688771338
People always hurt you, anon. Even people that love you. It's how people are. You most likely will hurt them at some point too. But, it's like that Butter's quote. Feeling sad and/or hurt is good because it means you must have felt something really great at some point. Go out there and find someone anon. You will regret not doing it way more than you will ever be hurt.
>>688772867
This is a very fragile time in that respect, she just got out of a relationship, so she is dealing with that still. You telling her how you feel could be the perfect thing or it could ultimately shut the door completely. Let her settle a bit, try and remain neutral until she seems more neutral herself.
Any anons here from the thread 2 nights ago? Im the anon that got dubtriptrip when I said I was going to post my bawww files from my old PC tonight
>>688770833
First thing I can recommend is to stop lying completely, even the small white lies are a detriment. Consciously lying is not a big deal, but after creating a repetitive motion of lying your subconscious gets used to feeling like you are a liar. You can trick your brain, or rather shape it as I like to say, so that you live comfortably. Stop smoking, the chemicals and shit they put in there are meant to keep you addicted and put you down, I used to smoke a pack a day for 6 years and when I quit after the cravings disappeared I noticed I felt better psychologically. The battle with anger is a hard and difficult process to work through, noone said it was going to be easy but realizing this will prepare you for the long haul. Next time you get angry don't give in to it, like I said a repetitive process of anger and depression is like smoking and drugs. It takes time to form the rabbit of happiness and shed the addiction of anger, you may not even realize you're addicted. The biggest problem an addict has is admitting he truely has an addiction
>>688773225
I understand that, I know that is exactly how I would feel. Keep on keeping on my friend, I wish I could help you a bit more and I thought that I could but I don't know what to say that could possibly help. No worries, I know that if I were in your shoes I would hope that someone would want to be there like that for me.
>>688754894
pussy ass wite bois
these are the same guys calling everybody a nigger
>>688758549
Dog is good , but i think cat dont show love that much
>>688774241
Shut up nigger
>>688768756
This is a smart anon
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>>688773548
I've been sad and upset for 15 years, I don't remember the last time I felt good or happy about anything. I'm just so angry and afraid of everything, like say if by a grace of God I work up the courage and talk to someone, I will psyche myself out so hard that I will just stop talking and walk away and just tell myself over and over that I'm an awkward, weird, useless person who doesn't deserve to have friends
>>688756516
exactly the same thing i do.
>>688759531
Actually feel bad for you. Sorry, anon.
My /b/rothers, tonight is the night that I die. I know I'm a faggot for posting and all; I do not seek attention. I just want to say that it's been an honor shitposting with you all. My life is not eventful enough for me to write a reason why I do this. I'm just tired of living. Good luck in your lives, my friends. Goodbye.
>Didn't have a childhood because my mom was always sick and my brother is retarded
>Dad worked all the time
>Never went to school, I was homeschooled on paper but in reality I just played video games when not taking care of Mom
>She was a bitch
>Was never allowed to go outside, not even to play with the neighbor kids who were 2 years or so younger than me
>Was never allowed to do anything retard brother couldn't do
>Finally got the internet when I was 16
>anime and 4chan all day every day for years
>Met some cool people over IRC and steam
>Mom got worse, died
>Dad didn't give a shit, got engaged months later
>So much for 10 years of marriage
>Asked internet friends for help, one of them said I could come live with him
>Did.
>A year later, he isn't my friend anymore, I'm back "home" taking care of retardo
>Been 8 months since I came back, dad is stealing retardbro's autismbux, I can't get a job because I'm depressed, alone and I shattered my leg when I was away with ex-friend last year.
>Another internet friend is trying his damnedest to get me to come live with him
>Insists it won't turn out the way it did the first time for me
>I know it will because he is saying the exact things the first one did, word for word
I'm 21 years old and the only way for me to be happy is to be alone with an ample supply of pot.
My grandma wants me to be happy, but in her way.
Which means no pot and doing chores for her in return for nothing. She lives with us now, we don't have a choice.
>>688774289
depends on the breed honestly. My cat is insanely loving and loyal
>>688772451
If you truely love something, you must let it be free so it can choose to live it's own life. This is the appreciation of life and once you can find it in your heart to let her be free in your mind it will let you be free yourself
The truth will set you free anon, this is an understatement. But tell her what you're going through first anon, help her to understand why
Let yourself be free, there is a world of opportunity out there. Take time to grieve, but pick yourself up and learn from it to change yourself into something better. The definition of insanity is repeating the same process again and again and expecting the same result every time, don't be insane, rather, be a better man
>>688773923
Well some shit came up today, so I cant get the pc til tomorrow (its at my parents). Which sucks because now I am feeling hella down. But I promise I will post tomorrow if you and anyone else will join. And Ill stick around on this thread tonight. Sorry to let you down anon
>>688754894
I'm 36 years old.
That is 6 years past 30. 6 more than I wanted, and probably 10 more than I deserve.
I wish I wasn't too much of a fucking coward to kill myself. They'd be better off.
>>688774705
how are you going to do it?
>>688773886
Hey, Anon. Thanks for taking interest, really didn't have anyone else to turn to, you know? How will I sort of pacify my emotions? I feel that I can not grasp them at all and they just feel so potent, you know? What sort of shit should I do/think when I can feel myself sort of dipping?
>>688774705
Don't give up, don't you ever, ever give up.
From one depressed anon to another, hang in there.
>>688774875
No problem, man.
>>688774705
At least wait for my bawww thread tomorrow. Crying about other things than myself always seems to help.
>>688774171
You have helped just by listening. I don't talk about it much, but it's nice to have someone truly listen when I do. So thank you.
You cant feel sad you got dubs
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>>688774931
I've got a rifle. It's a 30 caliber, so it will probably not fail to kill me. The bullet will pass right through my skull.
>>688775086
You will join tomorrow though? I cant promise much that people havent seem, since its all old stuff but Im sure there is are a good amount that havent been on here in a while at least
>>688774840
holy shit you're just like me.
Minus the sick mom and retardo brother. I have a friend who is actually in the exact position you're in just - the dad.
How'd you end up shattering your leg?
>>688775045
It is too late, my friend. I have not given up for long enough.
>>688775288
Are you afraid of death?
>>688774508
I know you won't like hearing this, but perhaps start with a therapist? I had a lot of the same stuff, heck I was so socially awkward my coworkers literally thought I had autism when I started my job. I went to a therapist and they coached me on how to approach and talk to people. It helped a lot. And, if it's been 15 years that sounds like depression, so they can help there too.
>>688775400
Yeah, I'll be here tomorrow.
>>688775159
No need to thank me at all, mate. Seriously. It was my pleasure, I really hope that I could have done something else and I sincerely hope that you will live a happy and fulfilled life. Stay strong my friend.
>>688775540
I am afraid of surviving the suicide attempt.
>>688759312
I know that feeling anon. You're wearing a mask. What hurts is probably that your friends don't know it, no one knows, but if you open up, you're afraid of people not caring.
At least that's how it is for me.
>>688775614
Same time?
https://youtu.be/1wgJ3IyVEdM?t=1m30s
>>688775288
Where are you going to do it? Livestream for us
>>688775440
Warehouse. Shitfuck coworker throwing wooden pallets on a forklift. Shit bounced.
Didn't even go to the doctor. Just kept working until I got fired a month later when new years was over.
Apparently my hygiene wasn't good enough, but we all know it was just a seasonal job under the label of part-time
>>688775531
Things will change, don't you let that rifle be the end of your legacy. I believe in you man. Please don't do it, I may not be much but I am here. Maybe I don't know you, but I know me and times get so rough sometimes... but if you're anything like me you're a genuine human being, maybe you haven't found your place yet maybe you've given in because of loss but you've come this far don't end it until you've passed the finish line.
>>688756516
I see in the replies that you should get help and shit
I'm worried because this is me exactly
>>688775705
Are you afraid of death? What do you think it's like? Nothing? Heaven or hell? Reincarnation? Please don't dodge the question.
>>688775830
Almost sure
>>688758903
If you truly like the girl, and the girl truly likes her boyfriend, you should truly like her boyfriend as well.
>>688775400
I literally spent early 2008-2013 on 4chan. I'm looking forward to this dump. can you give a timezone and when you'll be posting?
My life is shit Im literally being observed and watched at every turn It makes more not even won't to try and live life
>>688776173
Ok. 9-10ish Pacific time Ill start it. Ill be sure to mention the original thread
>>688756786
Just started going, wish I'd have done it sooner. I still have a long way to go. Haven't gotten put on meds yet but just talking to someone helps
>>688775932
I'm doing it in my bathroom. I will not livestream. I do not seek attention.
>>688775993
I have spent a year making this decision. You cannot talk me out of it. No one can. Thanks for tying.
What song should I play when I do it? I was thinking of doing the national anthem, of the Soviet Union.
>>688759866
Those are dubs, sir
>>688775574
I have a therapist :( she's very frustrated with me because I shoot down any treatment because I'm afraid of trying new things and that I tell myself I'll fail at immediately
>>688757878
I listen to this album all the time.
>>688776161
I am a Christian. I believe I will go to Hell for killing myself.
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>>688773642
Right the thing is, she doesn't wait long until after she broke up with someone to be on to the next guy. When we broke up, she was over me in a week and had a new man and everything. I'm dumb for loving her, but I can't stop, I've tried. Every day she is on my mind whether I like it or not. I'm not good at describing my emotions so I'm trying my best bro dude
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Hadnt seem your post but this is me >>688776507
>>688777070
Seen* Jesus my typing lol
>>688774969
Meditation is how I did it, after long enough of being angry and lost I got tired of it and did something different. I picked up books and did research to understand more about what I was going through, having that knowledge at my disposal gave me the tools to shape my mind. It was not easy as anger was the only thing I knew my whole life, but when I meditated and reflected I tried to understabd why I was feeling like that, and sometimes I didn't have an answer but I told myself maybe I didn't need to get caught up and didn't need an answer. Everyone's entitled to have a bad day, you know what else really helped me? Looking in the mirror and telling myself that I was an ok person and smiled at myself. At first I hated it, it made me feel exposed and unprotected, but after every time I felt pretty good inside, then I turned into a habit and took down the rabbit if saying I wasn't good enough. Something that I think would help you
>>688768834
I'm so sorry. Like that's really fucked up, anon
>>688776970
Okay, there is the vital information that I needed from you. Mate, I know it will be hard to get to grips with this but she is not worth it. She doesn't want the commitment that you do. You will be better off in the long run (won't seem like it for a while). Move on, my friend.
>>688776725
thats a really good choice honestly, it'd be hard to top that. Do you live with anyone? if so I'd advise to do it away from the property unless you really want to put someone through walking in on your corpse
I met a girl on Combat Arms 8 or 9 years ago. We fell for each other instantly. She asked for my phone number and we talked on the phone every night for hours on end. Always up until 6am. I would go to bed happy. I would wake up and instantly text her so we could start a new day together.
We talked for over a year. She always made believable excuses as to why she couldn't Skype me or send pictures. I wasn't worried. She sounded super fucking hot on the phone so my naive ass didn't care.
One day, she messages me "I'm fake. Never loved you. Thanks for all the laughs."
I still text that number every 6 months or so just for closure. I'm married now, but fuck.
>>688777349
I live alone.
>>688776824
Maybe get a new one that will take a different approach or connect with you more. But also, you gotta try new things man. Failing is part of life. Heck, I failed my first year of college, got fired from a job, lost a house...I've failed a lot. But you have to try.
What are you afraid of? Failing in general?
>>688762794
I've been waiting for the good times for more than 15 years
>>688775540
Every man is afraid of death, anyone who tells you they aren't is a fool and has not dealt with it before. It is those who have the courage to face their fears that are true men, but when you face your death you learn to appreciate life
The day after you put the gun in your mouth and decide not to pull the trigger, will be the most beautiful day of your life. Learn to appreciate it and you'll never want to put a gun in your mouth again for appreciation of life
>>688777247
I remember one of my therapists telling me to do that. You are definitely right, the first time ever doing it, it feels impossible and that is where I quit that. Meditation has seemed good and bad in my eyes, I understand that it is to discover yourself but I fucking hate myself, you know? It seems alien. What sort of stuff shall I read, like you said?
>>688777322
Sucks to hear that, but I understand you. I'm not going to easily let the flame die, I'll give it one last money shot and if things go to shit and I dont come home with a chicken dinner, I'm dumping my feelings for her because she doesn't want me back and I have to come to terms with that as hard it will be for me. Thank you for your advice ya groovy dawgm it really helped. Hope you have a great day/night
>>688777958
I would disagree, i'm very certain there are people who don't fear death anon
>>688775108
No, It shall occur whenever this thread 404's. I will then write my suicide note and do it.
>>688778608
I truly am not afraid. I have come to terms with my demise.
>>688756966
What you went to war or some shit? Unless you have you're a fucking pussy should've gotten vagisil
>>688777039
I feel you alex
>>688759531
What the fuck? Why are these idiots being sympathetic to you? YOU fucked up, not once but TWICE. And you decide it means that the women are the sluts. No. YOU ARE THE SLUT, RETARD. If anything your ex was just saving your girlfriend from getting too invested by showing her that you're a piece of shit and you literally think it's somehow someone else's fault when you get seduced and fuck around.
>>688777645
Yes I'm just afraid of failing because ANYTHING is pretty much the worst thing in my book
Fucking feels bad man.
>be me
>7-8/10 virgin, 18
>Have somewhat success with girls but currently lonely
>Get tinder because why the fuck not eh?
>Swiping and going through chicks
>Find this cute redhead/brunette (7.5/10)
>Swipe Right
>Its a match
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>start chatting
>she likes memes
>ayy lmao
>give her my number and we have a "pepe battle"
>after a while we start chatting and I get her snapchat
>start snapping for a while
>snap as frequently as one would text
>do this for like 5 hours
>we talking and I bring up
>Me "So what brought you on to tinder?"
>Her "Oh I lost this odds thing"
>niggawhat.jpg
>Her "Basically someone asks you what the odds are you would do something. Like out of 15, and on the count of three you both say the number. If you both say the same number you have to do what the bet was."
>Me "okay,,,"
>Me "So I take it then you aren't really looking for someone at the moment?"
>Her "No, I'm in a relationship right now"
>Fucking leave
God fucking dammit /b/ why do girls have to do shit like this. You'd think they would see if you got attached and they would say some shit, but nope. Fucking Christ.
>>688778544
I both admire and disprove of your decision here bud. I admire going for it and having the balls to say if it doesn't work, that is it. But, my concern for you is that she says yes and ropes you back into this whole thing again, you know? But, you are a grown ass man, you can handle it I am sure. Good luck to you, mate. It was my pleasure to help you out in anyway I could. Have a good one!
>>688779441
Fuck that man. I'm sorry. Girls are cancer.
Finally got a great job but I have to take a drug test next week and I won't pass
>>688778295
Well it's hard to say as I have not lived your life, but if you want to learn about something you're feeling or thinking then someone has written a book about it. Psychology books written by doctors can be good if you pick one you feel comfortable with, also another thing to add is to complete tasks you start. I had a bad habit of procrastination, but when I started completing things I started it gave me huge fulfillment. Micromanage your life, keep a notebook and not down things you need/want to accomplish and pick away at them every day. Cross those things off your list as you complete them, rinse and repeat. The person that does this is typically 5 times more successful than the average person. Get out there and actually do the things on the list, it won't be easy but is well worth it. Compile a list of large things you wish to accomplish and break them down into small groups of tasks assigned to different days. After enough time you'll be accomplishing large tasks, if you assign a task for an hour a day, spend an hour doing that thing, even if you don't complete it leave it alone till the next day so you can focus on your other tasks. I'm 23 but these tios have helped me tremendously to live on a sailboat in Florida, where years ago I was homeless in cold ass Canada with diabetes. If I can survive the things I have I know you can too bro, good luck
>>688779910
I know that feel. Only jobs that are willing to hire me drug test
>>688779441
You think she actually chatted with you just because she lost a bet? She joined tinder because of a bet, she stayed on tinder to find guys other than her boyfriend to fuck her. pic related
>>688761376
I sometimes think that, then i remember how many countries hate whites, how many dictatorships there are, how people sre assholes, and that Austrailia exists
>>688778608
It's hard to say, noone can really tell how someone truely feels in a situation like that
Only that person really knows the truth and for me I was very afraid because I had every intention of doing it
Trump 2016
Build the wall and make America great again
>>688780685
Nah fuck that man, I'm enjoying this dream
>>688780685
please tell me im not the only one seeing this?
>>688779450
Thanks. Honestly, I'm afraid of being roped in again just to be hurt in the end if doesn't work but at the same time, I can be happy again with her by my side, feeling her touch, and having that feeling of being a human being, I never felt alive until I met her. We actually had a good thing going together until one day a prick got between us and sent her emotions in a whirl. We loved each other, god I never felt so loved my own parent never made me feel that way. She's told me that I was the best boyfriend she ever had, but now a days I feel like she just said that to make me happy, because if I'm a great boyfriend then why get rid of me ya feel? MY heart says yes, but my mind knows better. idk
>>688780934
nigger
>>688781042
Seeing what?
>>688781042
Seeing what?
>>688779441
Rest in piece bro, shitty thing for her to do. You have my bow friend, slay that bitch
>>688780685
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Wq-ku3AwTA
can't wake up
please help
