Ask a p-psychologist anything!
I'm h-here for you Anonymous!
I've been depressed for a while. Had a stint in the psyche ward, got my meds fixed up, my depression has alleviated a bit. I don't have much of a depressed mood anymore, but I still find myself suicidal. It's starting to feel like a personality trait. Opinions?
Fuck off and take your faggot thread with you.
>>688394169
>p-psychologist
>h-here
For fucks sake, not this stupid shit again
I know this has nothing to do with your professional knowledge, but got any tips for a first date?
>>688394513
Have you considered you are a pussy? We all get depressed but what sets you apart is you foolishly let doctors prescribe crazy ass drugs to make you feel 'better'. The Dr gets a nice golf vacation package from Merck and you get hooked on their pills.
>>688394169
I've been pretty quick to anger and feeling semi empty this week. Reason why is because I'm moving, still in same area, but we are pretty much being forced out. I'm so attached to my house, because I don't want to move. What should I do?
>>688394513
*blinks* What medication are you taken? It could be that they are improving your motivation and mood but not the underlying depression.
>>688394739
Ah? How old are you?
>>688394518
*hugs with one arm*
>>688394671
*hugs with the other*
D-double hug! *hugs both at the same time*
>>688394839
Wow, that was quick. Usually it takes to the middle of the thread for the conspiracy theories to come out.
>>688394840
Wait, you are attached to the house BECAUSE you don't want to move out? That sounds reversed. Can you explain more?
>>688394840
Why don't you marry the house? If you are attached to an object you should marry it I learnt in 3rd grade
why am I depressed over the passing away of an abusive grandmother?
>>688394169
I'm with this girl, 8/10 , started dating a year ago but left me for some other guy, 3 months ago she broke up with him and is currently with me, I am confused wether i should be in love or not. Any opinions?
>>688394839
wow, your vast education is so apparent. hope you at least enjoy having your bitter ass attitude.
I have no motivation for anything how come
>>688395035
She still meant a lot to you, even if she was abusive Anonymous. Feelings aren't always rational.
>>688395127
Love doesn't work like that; it's not a rational feeling. Do you feel like you are in love?
>>688395188
Tell me more. Tell me the circumstances surrounding this. Tell me how your life has changed in the last five years.
Tell me as much as you can Anonymous, and I promise you, we will work through this, you and I.
>>688394169
Do you put stuttering in your posts intentionally to piss people off? You know, there are other, better methods of receiving both the attention you crave and providing advice online. I suggest you look into them.
>>688394169
hi Alice chan how are you, also can u confirm ur gender out of curiosity
>>688394866
I was on an ssri, prozac, i am currently on an snri, effexor. 225 mg. I'm thinking about getting into a pretty intensive out group therapy program, covered by insurance. idk, i'm desperate. hoping for improvement.
>>688395366
H-have you never been nervous in front of t-the one you love, Anonymous? Because I love you <4
>>688395366
She stutters because she's just a simple cute, nervous psychologist, Anon!
>>688395366
>Do you put stuttering in your posts intentionally to piss people off?
He can't help it.
>>688395013
No, I've lived in the same house for a long time, that's why I am (I guess) 'attached' to it. I guess a change like that scares me, I'm not sure.
>>688395494
I confirm I am Alice and a girl.
>>688395501
Effexor is actually an SSNRI; you may be getting too much serotonin, but I 100% support you going into group therapy. What does your therapist have to say about this?
>>688395575
She <4
>>688395323
I smoke weed have a gf I'm chubby and eat a lot I used to love snowboarding and biking but since I switched highschools I had no friends, now I just sit down watch Netflix and think about killing myself(18yo btw)
>>688395505
You are the exact reason we need more mental health laws and more insane asylums.
>>688395659
>I confirm I am Alice and a girl.
>She
>>688395659
thanks for confirmation, do you never post a real picture of yrself or strictly Touhou Alice?
>>688395645
Oh Anonymous... *wraps her arms around you* I know change can be scary. I know that more than most. Hell, I deal with it a lot; I still hold my same stuffed animal from childhood when I sleep.
But charging head on like a bull towards lifes challenges is part of how we grow as people. It'll be scary, but you'll get used to it, and you'll find things to love about your new home too.
It'll be okay, Anonymous <4
>>688395709
You don't really understand the medical system huh? We don't really have insane asylums anymore, besides state ones; everything is out patient now.
But I'm gonna get back to helping people now, so ask me if you need anything.
>>688395680
You need to stop smoking weed then.
>>688395898
I do cosplay threads
>pic included
Hello anons. How's it going?
~Box
>>688395555
>mfw quads with my shit fucking internet connection
>>688395659
Why do posters think that these threads are related to roleplaying?
I believe they think that you're not actually Alice, and instead an Anon roleplaying as Alice.
>>688396122
Well, it might be how a bunch of people with avatars keep posting in them.
>>688396110
Like this guy.
>>688396092
That makes me feel better, thank you, Alice
>>688394739
Act confident and just talk about topic you both like, and things you both understand.
Also, make sure to be clean and wear some cologne or something, brush your teeth and shit, good luck mate.
>>688394840
Changes happen all the time during the life mate, the best thing to do is be ready for these changes, so, the better you adapt the happier you'll be.
>>688396092
Weed seems to be the only thing making me happy tho
>>688396092
u seem shy or ashamed of ur face, why is this so? fyi great body
>>688396307
I'm the change anon, your words make me see it a bit different now, thank you
>>688396110
Here's question (for you or anyone)
What upcoming movie/game/show/anything are you most hyped about?
>>688396254
I guess that makes sense.
Funny, I think I have that image saved that you just posted.
>>688395323
The thing is i do love her, but she made me feel really bad when she dumped me, so I don't know if it's ok to have a relationship with her
I honestly haven't felt a real emotion in many years.
I'm a fantastic liar and can keep up a good front for hours on end to look normal at work or around family.
I also abuse drugs and alcohol on a regular basis to avoid reality.
I feel like the inevitable outcome of this lifestyle is me killing myself or many others in some weird blaze of glory.
What do?
>>688396300
I'm glad to have helped. Feel free to email me any time you need help at [email protected]
>>688396322
Weed isn't making you happy, it's depressing your response, making you feel it less. You need to stop masking the problem and start working actively towards improving your life.
>>688396429
I'm not an attention or cam whore; I'm simply a silly person trying to help the man I love: Anonymous.
I'm not about to make this about me by posting my face.
>>688396525
What do you mean "don't know if it is okay"? Do you think the relation police will come in and arrest you?
Do you want to be with her? Do you think it is worth while to risk the pain?
If so, then do it. if not, then don't.
>>688396576
Have you been to a doctor?
>>688396254
What? I post anything I feel like. Not trying to be mean, I'm just saying.
>>688396488
I'm hyped as fuck for No Man's Sky. Just the idea of a playable UNIVERSE makes me happy.
~Box
>>688394169
where did all my empathy go?
>>688395035
She was part of your life, doesn't matter if it was good or bad, but the fact that she was there and now she's gone is a pretty shocking change.
It's is reasonable to be sad.
>>688395127
As i told another anon right up here, always be prepared for change, we both know people change and grow with the time, my advice, love her while you can, if the love dies move on, and please don't be mad at her since, we are all human and we all change (except for skeletons, those cunts will never stop being cunts).
>>688396775
Tell me more. What happened?
>>688396712
I never said it was a problem. Merely that it is a reason why people think this is a roleplaying thread. I'd prefer you not, however.
>>688395659
my therapist is the one that recommended it to me. i only recently turned 18, so i've been doing things focused for adolescents for a while now. she thinks being around adults all in different life states will help me rationalize better. i'm actually quite looking forward, even if only to hear others' stories.
I can't talk to people, I have a shit tier sense of humor, no real interesting stories, and when I do have something I can talk about with someone they usually lose interest. Thoughts? opinions? What can I do?
>>688396710
Thanks!, I think i'm giving her a chance
>>688396710
i can see why u wudnt want to post on 4chan, seems like a waste, great personality hiding behind a piece of paper, such a shame. For wat its worth u look well gewd
>>688394866
19. I'm a fairly confident guy who works out a ton for football yet I've never actually gone out with a girl. My only "date" was forced, Prom, whiched sucked ass.
>>688396995
make yourself dumber and everything will seem less annoying and more entertaining.
>>688394169
Hello, Alice. Afraid I'm going to have to ask for that timestamped hand picture now. Will need a new one, and need to see the whole hand - not just a finger.
>>688396981
I meant about group therapy and such. Do they think it would be a good idea? I think it would for sure!
>>688396995
I need more information; tell me more about you.
>>688397035
Good luck!
>>688397201
You should be fine then! Just be confident, assertive, but not arrogant. Relax! It'll go fine <4
>>688397093
I'm nothing special.
>>688397298
Well, I'm in the shower now, so you'll need to wait till I get out. May I ask why you want a picture of my hand, of all things...?
>>688394169
The stuttering is amazingly autistic and gay
>>688397476
*kisses your cheek* I l-love you anyway <4
>>688394169
>>688394169
Hey do you remember the furryarrancar at all like Razorfur, Macfag, Varden, Furanon and such?
>>688397550
I remember them. What of em?
>>688396110
Hey Box! What's up!
>>688396460
Glad i could help mate.
>>688396775
You might have gone complete nihilist and not care anymore about the affairs of anyone else, maybe not even yours, start caring about you in order to care about others.
>>688396995
Just keep trying until you find people who you can relate to, internet is a great place for this kind of things, try multiplayer games.
-J
>>688397780
why are you hijacking alices thread
>>688394169
How can I forget all the things i now know? Im not suicidal because im in constant emotional loneliness pain like most fags here. Im suicidal because i dont like it here because the stuff I know scares the shit out of me.
>>688396944
Roleplay? No, I dont rp. Not my thing.
>>688397780
Nothin much, You?
~Box
>>688397465
How are you still in the shower? You were in the shower this morning, too.
As far as why your hands, consider it a trust exercise. I'll repay with a picture of my hand.
>>688397919
I'm not, i even asked her once if it was okay, she said it was.
Also, i try to help out people as well sooo, yee.
-J
>>688398020
What do you know that scares the shit out of you?
Are you still there? I need advices about what the fuck that i am going to do.. Also diagnosed as borderline personality disorder and taking different meds in last 4 years..
>>688398169
I shower before and after work; it loosens my skin and makes it easier on me.
>>688398196
Tell me more. *opens her arms* I'm here for you, Anonymous <4
>>688397465
>I need more information; tell me more about you.
Well pretty sure I'm already depressed, I have zero interest in pretty much everything. Any hobby I find I give up on after about a week. No close family. I don't really know what you want to know?
>>688398511
That is anhedonia, a serious medical condition. You need to talk to a doctor, ASAP!
>>688397723
I just miss the old group is all. Seems like they've been awfully silent recently.
Btw you wouldn't happen to be apart of that little group would you?
>>688398370
And you post at great speed (pretty much necessitating a keyboard) while in the shower?
Alright, i've seen these kind of threads a few times, but never got around posting in one... I am currently in therapy for depression and social anxiety (both sessions and medical treatment like pills) but there is one thing I have not talked with my psychiatrist about, and that is my suspicion of being a psychopath. I enjoy thoughts about killing and torturing people and how torture is a lost art from the medieval ages... I also don't value human life. Since suicide became a thought I had more often than not human life seems worthless... now I am not talking about a mass murder in a school or something. But the sheer variety of ending someones life just seems so facinating... the reason I have not told my therapist is because I might just get thrown into a mental institution
>>688394169
I want to kill everyone and rule a desolate planet where heavy vines take possession of ruined houses and the forests reclaim the cities and human infrastructure slowly decays and returns to the soil and even mt rushmore and the pyramids crumble and disappear
i will be the monkey king as they slowly evolve towards intelligence and eventually lead them to war against the heathen otters and their emerging confederacy
do you have a pill for this?
>>688398722
>anhedonia
>an hedonia
>an hedo
you spelled hero wrong, faggot
>>688398196
Have you tried therapy besides pharmacological?
>>688398064
Bored, fell asleep in class, just going to be there, lost interest in studying.. again.
>>688398511
What did you used to do, what used to make you happy before this? and a last question.
Why do you think you feel like this?
-J
>>688398829
No. That was never my scene, though I was friends with many of them.
>>688398842
Of course! I'm a programmer, after all.
>>688398867
You have a very poor understanding of how mental health works; we don't really have mental institutions anymore (besides very rare state ones). Everything is out patient now; the average length of time in in-patient is 4 days.
>>688398897
Can't help you, Black Mage.
>>688398912
No, it's anhedonia.
Hey Alice, I'm the guy who does homework but never turns it in. I'm not sure if you remember me, but if you do could you give me any advice at all? I'm getting a job and I don't want this problem to show up and get me fired
>>688398370
Using meds such as Fluoxetine and sertraline hydrochloride for 4 years and time to time when i feel the urge of destruction i take Quetiapine or Lorazepam to calm down.. Since I am using meds I've found a job also found a gf who us my wife now. But i feel useless while I did all of those.. Because in order to be together with her I've quit my job alsi left my country of residence.. And now I'm thinking as what the fuck that I am going to do because I am living in a country and I can't find a proper job because of language and other shit..
>>688399098
Being a programmer doesn't explain carrying a computer into a shower
I assume the computer has a webcam? You could take a picture of your hand in the shower. If a stray tit finds its way into the picture that'll just be a casualty of war.
>>688399098
>I'm a programmer,
>let me give random people advice
>whilst not being qualified to do so
>>688399098
Do you know where they might be?
>>688398867
What are you afraid of? I think death is fascinating and poetic as well, but if you plan or intend to put your thoughts into work, you've got a problem and must talk about it, everybody thinks and plans bad things in their mind such as murdering someone or stealing/robbing and all that sort of stuff, but if you plan to do it, you must know you've got a bigger problem.
-J
>>688399353
Also diagnosed as borderline personality disorder
HI, I'M GEORGE ZIMMER, FOUNDER AND CEO OF THE MEN'S WEARHOUSE. 9/11 WAS A LIE. THERE WERE NO TOWEL HEADS. THERE WAS NO AIRPLANE. IN TRUTH I WAS VISITING THE BIG APPLE, SO AS TO COMPARE MY GARGANTUAN MEAT TRAIN TO IT AND LAUGH AT THE GASPING NEW YORKERS AS I POUNDED THEIR BELOVED NAMESAKE INTO BIG APPLE SAUCE. HAVING NOT GOTTEN RELEASE FROM MY CULINARY EXERCISE, I MEANDERED DOWN THE STREET WITH MY VITAL BLOOD ENGORGED SEWER PIPE OUT IN FRONT OF ME LIKE A BLIND MAN'S CANE, LOOKING FOR A HOLE IN THE BACKSIDE OF A WOMAN WHICH I WOULD STRETCH BEYOND HUMAN LIMITS. I SPOTTED AT THAT VERY MOMENT AN ATTRACTIVE FEMALE IN A MINISKIRT WAVING AT ME. I SLAPPED HER TO THE GROUND WITH MY ENORMOUS PHALLUS AND QUICKLY RAVISHED HER SKIRT LIKE A STARVED DOG ON A BABY MADE OF STEAK. THE SIGHT THAT AWAITED BOTH SHOCKED AND ENRAGED ME. AFTER SEEING THIS "WOMAN'S" RAISIN-SIZED WINKY WINKLER, I VOMITED DOWN HIS THROAT AND PENETRATED HIS ESOPHAGUS, RIPPED OUT HIS SPINE AND PEELED HIS CORPSE FROM MY MONEYMAKER. TO TEACH ALL OF NEW YORK A LESSON FOR LETTING THIS FLAMING FAG BAG LIVE, I LET LOOSE A SEMENAL FLOOD OF BIBLICAL PROPORTIONS UPON THE TOWERS OF TWO (AT WHOM'S SMALL SIZE I LAUGHED LIKE A CLOWN RAPING AN 8 YEAR OLD), WHICH CAUSED THEM TO COME CRASHING DOWN LIKE ME AFTER A WEEKEND METH BINGE. I MOCKED THE NEW YORKERS AND MADE NIGGER JOKES AS THEY RAN FROM MY EVER EXPANDING CLOUD OF SPERMAZOA, MASTURBATING TO THE LOOKS OF HORROR ON THEIR FACES. THE GOVERNMENT, IN AN ATTEMPT TO SAVE FACE AND BECAUSE THEY HATE ARABS MORE THAN JEWS, PAINTED A BOEING 767 ON MY GIGANTIC COCK AND CALLED IT A TERRORIST ATTACK. THE FEELING OF PAINTBRUSHES ON MY DICK MADE ME COME AGAIN, AND PRESIDENT BUSH SNORTED UP EVERY LAST DROP BECAUSE HE THOUGHT IT WAS COKE. I GUARANTEE IT.
>>688399098
for someone that likes helping out others u have a very poor image of urself.
"i'm nothing special"
ur completely wrong
>>688398930
Thats no good. You gotta stay awake J. Trust me I know. Since I fell asleep, I was completely unaware I was gonna have a test the next day.
~Box
>>688398175
The power of the mind and how it can be used to actualize things in the real world. The mind itself can come up with an infinite amount of ideas (given an infinite amount of time which isnt going to happen), and those ideas can be absolutely horrifying and perverse. As someone who was a fan of odd, eccentric, and perverse things, its shocking that within my own mind sat a hell of magnanimous proportions. There was all sorts of things that i wish couldn't even exist. Dead children are just the surface. Anyway, what truly terrifies me is that this ability to think of and actualize these horrible things lies within the minds of others, and i dont have control of it. I fear what others would do if they figured out theyre own abilities whilst being nihilistic and hateful. I have a hard enough time controlling it within myself.
>>688396710
I'm almost positive that speaking with any kind of physician will get me immediately thrown in an asylum, so no I haven't.
Aside from myself not wanting to be locked up this would essentially ruin the lives of the people that depend on me.
I am the sole provider for my mother and brother for reference.
>>688399315
Didn't I tell you to make a schedule? A job will probably even help with that; you have to wake up and go at the same times, after all.
>>688399386
Sure it does. You just gotta think outside the box. Or the shower, in this case.
>>688399450
Yeah, I've explained this a thousand times before. Why does no one listen?
>>688399457
Gone.
>>688399811
cuz this is /b/. what did you expect?
>>688399315
I remember reading your posts mate, why didn't you turnt in your assigments? Was it fear of have fucked up somewhere or something like that?
>>688399691
I slept on purpose, and i had an assigment in class, i just gave up mate, ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>688394169
I ate a small toad and I'm not proud of it
>>688399811
It really doesn't. Most programmers value their computers so they don't expose them to a constant downpour of water. A bathtub might make sense (set a laptop on the edge and it won't fall in), but in a shower the run-off down your arm puts any type of computer as constant risk while typing
I simply don't believe you're in the shower.
yeah I dont have a work...
. How can I get better? :(
I live alone and sad 4chan all day
soon 21 years old
>>688399648
It's the truth.
>>688399763
Actually, the mind is fundamentally limited; you only have a finite number of neurons, so the amount of ideas you can come up with is intrinsically finite.
>>688399771
That's not at all true; you should speak to a doctor.
>>688399888
Better.
>>688400062
That's absurd; I just keep it out of the water. Simple.
>>688400111
Can you rephrase this?
>>688399811
Damn.
Do you have an xbone account?
>>688400111
Checked and fuck off Randy
>>688398930
>What did you used to do, what used to make you happy before this? and a last question.
>Why do you think you feel like this?
I blame growing up playing video games way to much. I spent a good solid portion of my childhood playing games. I was extremely anti social, didn't care about Having friends that much and hated talking to anyone, I've never been afraid or nervous to talk to anyone, I just didn't want to. Because of that I never learned how to talk to people.
Games used to be fun but now I just play them to pass time. Never had anything else for hobbies or interests.
So now I'm lonely because I can't be social, I don't care to be social because in depressed, and I'm depressed because I'm lonely.
>>688400011
Then be proud of those digits mate.
>>688400062
I met a girl who showered with her phone.
>>688400111
Start looking for oddjobs if you don't have studies, and then the time will show you what to do.
Also fuck off Randy.
-J
>>688400210
well am sorry that ur constantly thinking that u arent anything special when u truly are. I might know jackshit about you but your pretty awsome.
>>688400435
Showering with a phone and showering with a computer are quite different. A phone is small enough and light weight enough you can raise your arms to face level, causing run-off water to detach at the elbows and move away from the device. Plus most phones are well sealed since people take them outside in the rain so they need to possess minor water resistance.
Computers are expected to never experience water, and are sufficiently heavy that you place them at waist level - meaning run-off water from the arms will detach at the hands, in direct contact with the device.
Why do my psychologist tell me to kill myself everytime I see her?..
>>688394169
I had a dream that I lost my mind last night. I had sudden outbursts of anger, and everything started spinning around me until I felt dizzy. Should I be concerned? I am under a tremendous amount of stress at work.
>>688400735
....you should report her to the police. That can actually be illegal.
>>688400765
Dreams generally are random. I would say if you feel such effects in real life, then contact a doctor. If it is just a dream, no, not a cause for concern.
Why are you under stress at work?
>>688396092
>>688400210
I know that I should, but I still cannot risk it the potential consequences.
In a few years once my brother is able to provide for himself and my mother has passed, maybe.
A main concern, if I can call it that, is that I've begun seeing hallucinations in my daily life outside of my normal drug use.
Mental illness runs in the family so I figure it's either schizophrenia beginning to take over (worst case) or just another manifestation of depression.
Thank you though, for listening even for just a bit.
>>688400210
The human mind can only hold a finite number of ideas, but the range of what those finite ideas are is astonishingly large. Even disregarding that fallacy i just pointed out, the ability to actualize some crazy psychopathic shit that most people cant even imagine is still valid.
>>688400111
>>688400435
fuck you guys I was fooling you...
I did a good tripz tho so coming cleean
haha fuckerzs
>>688401071
If you are speaking out of concern for your brother and mother, then you don't have ASPD.
It could easily be schizophrenia, however.
>>688401108
Large != infinite. As well, the human mind is very grounded; while it is possible to think of many things, your brain almost certainly won't.
>>688400735
Hmm idk, are you a faggot by any chance?
>>688400922
Check'd.
It might be illegal but I'm that type of a person who attempts to make everyone else happy no matter my own health.
>>688401381
You have to look out for yourself, be your own advocate, Anonymous! Especially when someone is clearly attempting to harm you as well as possibly others!
Think of the other people she might harm, if you won't look out for yourself.
>>688400399
There's nothing wrong with growing up playing vidya, thhey in fact help to socialize since in multiplayer/competitive games communication and team work is required, try finding people there or if you study or work you could also try to start a conversation with someone.
Yes it could be awkward but you are never going to stop being lonely if you don't try.
>>688400735
It's like bullies, to make you stronger. (jk i love you(it might be that though))
>>688400721
I don't know, what i tried to say is that she might have been in the shower with the phone and, well, you know, 4chan mobile and such.
>>688400765
Dreams are usually connexted to our everyday experiences, go see a doctor and ask for a note so you can rest a couple of days, or your stress could make you colapse or even hurt others, and we don't want that to happen, do we?
-J
>>688394169
I can't stop fantasizing about violently raping and cutting up children, then eating parts of them for dinner with wine or liquor.
C..can you help me, please?
>>688401381
Have you thought of killing the psychologist instead?
That may be illegal tough.
>>688401669
As long as it's just fantasizing and not planning to, i don't see a problem.
>>688401615
She couldn't possibly type at the speed she's maintaining with a touchscreen. Besides, she admitted she was using a keyboard: >>688399098
>>688401615
Dreams are not in any way connected to everyday experiences; all evidence shows them to be random.
>>688401669
Are these thoughts intrusive? Like, do they happen at random with no push from you?
>>688401774
I could do it with a touch screen. But then I'd get my screen wet. Duh.
You've got to use your head, Anonymous. Regardless, I've been out for a while now, just drying off.
hello Alice, Ticz here
I sent you an email but you may not have seen it yet
I recently made a soundcloud and i uploaded two original video game theme tracks if you wanted to check them out
https://soundcloud.com/user-795244489/beach-theme-waves
https://soundcloud.com/user-795244489/relaxing-vidya-theme
id be very interested to hear your feedback on them as you are developing a game yourself. they are short and designed to loop perfectly and i was wondering if i got the video game style down
Is it wrong if I think life has no sense?
I'd like to kill (not even in a dramatical way) myself not because life sucks or that sorta shit, but because it seems pretty useless to me. AM I wrong? If I am, how can I help myself.
>>688401669
You're overreacting, after you try it once you'll see it's not such a big deal.
>>688401317
Of course if that floats your boat : )
>>688401545
I suppose she gets pleasure by telling me that I'm good for nothing.
>>688401615
I've been bullied since 3rd grade so.
>>688401753
That wouldn't be good for her.
>>688394169
hi alice , it's 1:45 am here i think ill just browse 4chan until 4 am tell me something interesting
>>688394169
I haven't been able to maintain a relationship with any depth to it due to me not being able to trust people on a more serious level about myself, any thoughts as to what would cause that?
>>688401911
Waiting on that timestamp'd hand picture. You have mine, fair is fair.
>>688401955
*claps* I'll check them out tonight and get back to you.
>>688401963
"no sense", "useless". What? It clearly has a use; to reproduce. it clearly makes sense; evolution is mathematically derived.
What do you mean by these things? Please, explain clearly.
>>688402134
And? How does that make it less wrong? How does it make it less wrong if she hurts other people, besides you?
Call the police; do the right thing.
>>688402237
Snails make terrible shoe laces!
>>688402268
Has anyone betrayed you?
Should I water my garden once or twice daily?
What about days when it rains.
I have enough room to plant two more small herbs, what are your picks for what I should plant?
>>688402324
>>688402268
Kinda sorta, more so relevant in middle school and early high school than now
>>688402134
Yeah you might as well just kill yourself.
>>688402321
I disagree with your sentiment; I never requested your hand. And I am sure that doing this will result in more pain and suffering for me.
But...even so, you asked for my trust, and I will give it to you.
>>688402332
When it rains let your plant be and water them about once daily that's enough
>>688401911
Good evening Alice, how are you tonight? I've not been around much at all, lately. I certainly hope everything is going well with you. I spent most of my day cleaning up.
>>688401773
>>688402084
>>688401783
>Are these thoughts intrusive? Like, do they happen at random with no push from you?
Yeah, I'll see a cute little girl and the first thought that pops into my head is, "God I'd love to fucking rape, choke and kill that little girl, and eat her fucking heart for dinner."
I get horny when that thought pops into my head.
I know for a fact one day I'll act on it, because it's constant, every day, all the time.
I keep thinking once my mom dies, I'm going to hunt people, mostly children, and collect their heads, until I die and someone finds my head skull collection in my basement.
I know for a fact I will do this when I get a bit older, maybe 5 more years.
>>688401265
I could break down why the mind has an infinite range of possible thoughts (controlled by various factors depending on the person), but id need to break out the visuals. Its pretty much based on the idea of uncountable infinity. If we can imagine an infinite amount of numbers based on the rules we set up (ie base ten or whatever), we can also imagine all those numbers in between (fractions and decimals and what not). This within itself indicates an ability to think up to infinite (if we had infinite time). Now, the fun part is when you apply that to non standard variables (not numbers), you can come up with all sorts of weird shit. You can combine things that dont even make sense and come up with a completely original idea. Like if i combine grass and final fantasy, suddenly i have some bullshit grass slicer move, the story of final fantasy as told by grass, final fantasy 420, and it goes on and on. Then, you can apply those new ideas with new ones or old ones. Suddenly I combine that bullshit grass cutting move with another final fantasy, and i have some meta inception final fantasy based around the chemical in grass that affects time perception. You can just pile ideas on top of one another and cut them out in a infinite number of ways.
Gladly, you brought up the grounded thing, which makes me feel a little better. You are right about that. There are trends and social laws that people follow which control them and make them act in "normal" ways. I guess i can feel safe as long as i look out for abnormal behavior.
>>688402324
Thank you, i figured you couldn't listen to them right away but i'm eager to hear what i should improve on for my next track
I was wondering if you ever go to agdg on video game general
its an amateur game dev thread and i think it would be right up your alley (ive been going there for advice on game music lately)
>>688400210
well you thought wrong. and wrong you got.
>>688402324
I'm >>688401963
Reproduction, growing up, happiness and sadness. Yeah, but thinking about humans all the time, won't we die someday? What will ethernal life do? We're just a plague, what's the big deal.
>>688394169
I dont want to work. Im 20 and in three months ill be kicked out if I dont have a job. What should I do?
>>688402580
>head skull collection in my basement
That sounds cool as fuck, go for it dude.
>>688394169
Hello Alice how are you today?
>>688401265
>It could easily be schizophrenia, however.
That is what I figured and while I'd prefer it not to happen I don't think I have much say in the matter.
I've seen first hand what the medication does to it's users and on many levels I'm disgusted by it.
The other caveat to all of this is my access to firearms which I know would end poorly if the state decided to take action if I went to a doctor.
I don't wish to harm myself or others but I don't think my small town police force would care to sit down for coffee to discuss it.
It feels like I'm stuck and anything I could do to make it better would just make things worse.
>>688402580
these thoughts are completely normal. its called the edgy period of your life when you take on a contrived personality of some stony faced "psychopath" who is absolutely a maniacal killer
when you get older, you will grow out of it
>>688402332
Twice daily, in small amounts. Not when it rains.
Garlic and parsley!
>>688402476
Tell me more.
>>688402571
Oh? Cleaning up huh? The SDM must be large as fuck.
>>688402580
That sounds like intrusive thoughts to me; you need to seek therapy.
>>688402590
Again, a finite number of neurons capable of finite numbers of states cannot access even countably infinite amounts.
Welcome to finite state machines, Anonymous.
>>688402606
No, I rarely do so.
>>688402728
You should get a job.
>>688402772
Bad. But I'll be fine <4 How are you, dear Anonymous?
>>688402815
You need to go to a doctor; the earlier you go the better the outcome.
>>688402955
its fun and everyone shows their progress to each to each other and sometimes* encourage each other
its quite a popular thread with lots of talented anons
>>688402324
She got a family, stable life and she's doing good in general so I don't want to ruin anything for her. I've always been that one kiddo who people pick on and beat up because they were feeling down so I don't think she's being a cunt to anyone else.
>>688402513
I'm not even worth of that, mate.
Welcome back new Alice, what's up?
>>688402955
It is, but with the ability to stop time, it doesn't take that long~
>>688403318
Not much. Might have to call it a night soon.
>>688402955
Today i was fucking mental alice , i'm telling you lately everything pisses me off but like so hard that i feel as if i were a teenager again.
Like why might that be? I'm kinda starting to pick fights too, because well those people all piss me off
>>688402521
Thank you. As far as pain and suffering, I mean you none. I'm wary of you, don't trust most of the stories you tell, and feel like a lot of your advice is suspect - but it takes dedication to get on every day for 6+ years, so at the very least you have more drive than most Americans.
Willingness to post timestamp'd anything shows that despite the stories you tell you're at least not hiding. I still don't believe the stabbing or the burning building story, but I'm willing to give you a shot.
Also, whether you believe it or not, you can tell a lot about a person from their hands. The veins hint at how often the fingers are used, the muscles and fat deposits between the knuckles show the level of fine motor control, the length of the ring finger indicates testosterone levels (often indicative of gender but could signal PCOS), and many believe the lines in the hands form a mapping to the brain.
It may have been unwittingly, but you shared a lot more with me than you realize.
>>688398722
(not the original anon you were talking to but)
Thanks for the tip. I too have depression (Major even?) though i do a lot of self help to try to fight it although I never came across that word "anhedonia". I just wanted to say thanks - you're a great person.
Btw, while I'm here, I'd like your opionion on these symptoms:
Feelings of worthlessness,
Insensitivity to positive emotions (like general feelings of content, laughter),
Vulnerability to negative emotions (like irritibility, sadness, anger, anxiety),
Thoughts of suicide (though i wouldn't do it cause it's a waste),
Occassional hallucenations that I am capable of "touching"/"feeling" (0-2 a month for the past 12 months, usually after waking up, accompanied by paralizing fear even though I am logically able to control myself and understand that there isn't a 4 foot long wasp sitting on the table across the room from me or a tucan-sized beaked bird lodged into my neck... it was a weird nightmare lol)
among some other things but these are the more noteable.
Drugs wise, the only thing i do is drink small amounts (less than 3 shots worth) of jager almost daily after a big dinner. I never get drunk.
I accuse my lack of social life and sex above all else.
Also, some signs point to me being a high functioning autistic but that's another conversation.
>>688394169
hhhhh
>>688403185
You need to: either man up, either stop giving a fuck about what people say to you, either get away from the people you don't like, either kill yourself. That's if you want to feel better.
>>688402476
>>688402955
While I don't remember every detail, I do remember I was a very open and care free individual, pretty much tell people what I felt like about me and so on. But I do remember that in high school that I sent a picture to a friend of mine only for him and it ended up as the joke of his whole group of sorts. Like I said, I don't remember a lot of detail but I do know that I went from some happy kid to a jaded individual in the span of 5 years.
>>688403435
I hope you get better soon. Rest well Alice
How can I trust the validity of my own self-esteem when the insights of others are much more harsh and precise?
>>688402738
>That sounds cool as fuck, go for it dude.
dude, thank so much. you have no idea how happy your validation makes me feel right now!
love you, bro. no homo. thanks.
>>688402856
>when you get older, you will grow out of it
b...but I'll turn 40 next year. *gulp*
why are you stuttering? you don't seem professional at all.
>>688394169
How do you feel about psychopaths, Alice? Any personal stories you want to share?
>Met one and spoke to him for several months, interesting and scary at the same time
>>688403435
do you have tits?
>>688402702
I made things clear, wanted help 'cuz that doesn't make me feel any good after all.
Alice ur bullshit m8
I have no personality and I lack self esteem. There's a girl I like but the aforementioned things kinda ruin it for me. What can I do?
>>688394169
jesus fuckling christ my mom just caught me masturbating , i feel like crying , she didnt knock on my door and just walking in , what do /b/
When is your birthday?
>>688401615
>>>688400399
Fair enough.
Anything you can tell me to help the depression tho? It's not just the feeling lonely bit, most of the time I just feel down. like I've got reasons to be happy and say nothing bad had really happened today but I still am just feeling really shitty and "down". I've tried all sorts of methods to try and push myself up like focusing mainly on the good shit, looking at shit from a more positive perspective, exercise, I've even tried meditation. The only things I can think to try that I haven't, aside from being more socially capable which I'm not saying I want to be the center of attention just being able to hold a conversation, is medication.
>>688402955
>That sounds like intrusive thoughts to me; you need to seek therapy.
I did. My psychiatrist said, "Have you ever seen that movie "A Beautiful Mind."
I thought she meant I was a genius, which I am smart...
...but then I got home and realized she was trying to tell me I might be schizophrenic?
Anywho, I stopped going because I get scared she might institutionalize me if I talk more about my thoughts.
Meow Meow
>>688403438
Would you say your anger is out of control?
>>688403455
I've posted my address before, Anonymous. I am nothing if not committed.
However, i don't believe in pseudoscience, so I'll disagree on most of your assessments. Believe what you want, and for sure, check everything I say. But I'm simply a girl who loves Anonymous; nothing more, nothing less.
>>688403542
Have you been to a doctor...?
>>688403637
Not quite yet.
>>688403638
What do you mean? Precision and accuracy are very different; someone who shoots precisely but not accurately will be basically worthless as a sharp shooter, for example.
>>688403776
Yep. So do you. So does everyone. look down.
>>688403750
I knew one who killed dogs and used the blood to masturbate.
>>688403742
I'm v-very nervous!
>>688403805
I didn't realize this was even you; I thought it was someone else replying to you.
>>688403750
psychopaths aren't real
>>688403902
*wraps her arms around you* Shake it off Anonymous! You've got work left to do, don't you?!
Do you watch anime? If so, can you tell me a few you finished that you recommend?
>>688394169
>p-psychologist
>stutters silent letter
>>688403930
Again, as said three times in this thread now, institutionalization is not a thing anymore. The average time in in patient is now four days.
Stop being so worried, go back, and get the help you need!
>>688403902
Stare her in the eye and keep masturbating furiously. If she doesn't get out start approaching her slowly while masturbating and keeping eye contact. The key here is not to blink.
>>688403940
Yes, they are. Ever met one?
>>688402955
How do I get over not wanting to work? I also cant decide what to do
>>688404106
I'm j-just that nervous!
>>688404016
cowboy bebop is probably the best.
>>688404211
Actually, psychopaths and sociopaths are criminal designations; they mean nothing medically.
ASPD is the proper term.
>>688403934
>What do you mean? Precision and accuracy are very different...
As in I have no way of knowing myself without the insight of other people, like by my estimations I'm not being a faggot, but by the estimations of other people I totally am being one and should leave immediately.
I feel deluded and the sight of other people typically burns my retinas.
>>688403750
I'm one. My psychiatrist put me on disability and I basically stay home all day on meds to avoid doing bad stuff. Live with my mom. 30's.
Worse thing I did? I used a folding knife to carve my name on the back of a girl I fucked when she was super drunk. I used to punch her in the face and rape her, but she kept coming back, I guess some girls like being abused.
Meow Meow
>>688404266
not alice , but sounds like ADHD anon.
>>688403895
>What can I do?
Kill yourself. You're worthless and will never change. Die now before it gets worse.
>>688403934
Hah, the only thing this psychopath did was talk about a lot of crazy ideas, but he was very collected and had an IQ of about 140 I think. Other than that, he was very manipulative in certain situations, but he was still focused on having a "good time", drinking, talking, listening to music and chilling. Still, no empathy and had to be looking out for his manipulative tendencies!
>>688404291
...why would that be true? You can easily have insight into yourself without others. You don't need a mirror to see your hand, do you?
>>688404307
ASPD is not a valid reason for disability in the US.
>>688404319
ADHD does not prevent wants and wishes, merely focus.
>>688404386
This is not the help I was looking for.
>>688403902
She did it on purpose, retard! She's basically letting you know she wants you to fuck her.
Go to her right now, and start sucking her tits and fingering her pussy, then force yourself into her pussy with your cock, even if she says no.
She wants it.
Can't you tell? She's trying to make you a man.
http://alicelied.blogspot.com.tr/ alice, I trust you but I need to know this. I just saw this website. What's the truth in this?
>>688403776
If you look down your shirt and spell out "attic" you will be graced with them. It's like magic, but real.
>>688404307
Uaaw.
>>688403934
my chest is not classified as tits. are yours?
who's the girl OP?
also nice thread. nice to see genuinely nice people on /b/
>>688403629
>>688404454
Another thing to add on, is that a lot of things that happened were minor as far as I remember
>>688404282
Thanks for enlightening me, Alice!
>Actually, psychopaths and sociopaths are criminal designations; they mean nothing medically.
>ASPD is the proper term.
>>688404547
my god thats old
>>688403895
Just be yourself <4
>>688404454
Because I'm clouded by my own biases in order to protect my ego, like I'll rationalize or intellectualize emotional deficiencies, and when they're breached by people who have a somewhat more objective perspective, the result is usually piercing, like my self-esteem evaporates under the weight of everyone's perception of me.
It's usually very colorful, in a horrific way, like a clown exploding.
>>688404211
if they aren't real then how could i have met one.
see>>688404282
this isn't ask a detective anything
its ask a psychologist
b seems to be obsessed with having a lack of empathy but its kind of pathetic
how do we know you're not just some person that read a few wikipedia pages and claims to be an expert?
Can a minor go to the doctor by himself or accompanied by a non family adult? There's a kid I know that likely has issues but his family ''doesn't believe in'' mental health.
>>688404144
>The average time in in patient is now four days.
Yeah, I've been baker acted several times, and yes if they want, they can get a court order and extend the time you stay pass the 72 hours or whatever.
Or my mom can sign something as my caretaker and force me to be hospitalized.
No thanks!
I've seen what they do in those places; they'll remove my testicles to lower my aggression, and do a lobotomy to make me not think anymore.
AND IF YOU EVER CALL ME WEIRD AGAIN I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU, DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME YOU FUCKING WHORE, I WILL FUCKING MURDER YOU!!!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>688404266
>How do I get over not wanting to work? I also cant decide what to do
Have you thought about taking an automatic rifle to work and shooting everyone dead?
Maybe this will help solve the problem, anon.
Love you!
>>688404541
If you don't reply to this, I will assume this is true word by word. And believe me, I will post this every thread to prevent you from hurting people.
>>688404541
The truth? There is none; it's all anecdotes and assumptions and information I myself gave.
I trusted someone I shouldn't have, and they decided to try and hurt me. That's all.
>>688404599
Yes they are.
>>688404625
Alice.
>>688404643
My pleasure.
>>688404674
What fresh hell is this. You still have untagged pictures. What a poor imposter.
>>688404858
I never claimed to be an expert. Just a psychologist.
>>688404898
Depends how young.
>>688404915
That...isn't even close to what they do. But okay.
>>688404785
Asked a psychologist and got an enlightening answer. Check above, she clarified! (Also, I don´t lack empathy, I find it interesting how other people function without it/lacking it)
>>688404858
You'll just have to trust me. You want to trust Alice don't you, anonymous?
>>688403934
I'm not discussing pseudoscience. The amount of testosterone you are exposed to in the womb has been proven in multiple clinical trials to be directly related to the ratio of the index finger and the ring finger. There's no disconnect here from science: it's a fact which has been put to the test multiple times and always withstands the rigor of experiment.
Similarly I can verify from your veins that you aren't lying about your profession. The size of your ulnar artery indicates that you spend more than just the evenings in front of a computer. You must spend at least 6 hours a day typing, probably more.
Although the width of your fingers hints at something unfortunate, the nature of it can't be known without questioning and I don't wish to cause you that stress at the moment. The stretch between your first and second knuckles is bloated on every finger. There's about four different explanations for that of which I'm aware. The two that aren't negative could be particularly negative in your case. Or they could not be. Unfortunately when you're looking at subtle clues like this there are too many possibilities. It'd be like seeing a dark spot on a wall and saying "Well, there could have been a murder and they painted over the evidence.... or they run their hands on the wall too often... or maybe they run their hands on the wall too often because they have balance issues because of a severe genetic condition"
If I wished to pursue the pseudo-scientific possibilities I am equipped with the knowledge to do that, but the photo is too blurry. I can't make out the details in the lines of your palm -- only a few vague things like your head line is prominent, your life line begins intertwined with it, your life line fades fairly early, and your heart line has a slight S-curve. The nuance is lost, though.
>>688396092
12:10 am.....not US....too bad.
>>688404858
Here's my reverse ask: how do we all know that you're not secretly a furry?
>>688405043
Please help me. The impostor gave me advice and another person told me to kill myself.
I have a lack of self esteem and I have a very weak personality (if one at all). How do I become a better person so my crush will like me?
>>688402955
Psychology kun, you obviously dont know how math works, because im not saying someone can hold an infinite amount of thoughts in their head. Im saying the possible range of attainable thoughts (that dont require having a billion thoughts before hand to understand it) is infinite, and even if its not infinite, which i still hold to be true given my theories, the possible range still lies within the billions if not more, and that makes my fears valid. The number of neurons in the human head has very little to do with it.
Please address my concern psychologist senpai.
plz
>>688405018
N-no
>>688404454
>ASPD is not a valid reason for disability in the US.
Yes, but after the interview with the 2 females psychiatrist who would determine whether or not to put me on disability, I kept calling them back and acting like I was going to follow them home and keep stalking them, if they didn't give me the disability.
I would sit on my car and wait for them to get out of work, across the street, honk and wave hello, while eating, and they approved me for 100% disability and I got a 20 thousand dollar check a year later for back pay disability.
True story.
I'm insane. I used to extort drug dealers for money, and if they didn't pay me, I would tie them up and cut off their fingers.
Meow Meow
P.S. My brother is a police detective if you can believe that. Haha Crazy, right?
Meow Meow Meow
>>688405053
i don't find it very interesting
its so romanticized that any aspect you are interested in are probably nothing like how you imagine
everyone on b pretends/wants to be a psychopath. I don't play pretend on a Chinese cartoon board
>>688405275
To add to it to help you understand, the mind and the brain are not the same thing. The brain is the physical manifestation and controller of our thoughts and is most certainly finite, but the mind itself is not a finite state machine. Its only connected to and interacts with one (thus why our neural patterns change according to different lifestyles and upbringings). Brain != mind.
I was brought up a muslim although no more practicing one
I tried to get revenge against my father, psychiatrist and case worker so I talked about a sexual incident where I went to masseuse, licked her asshole, shit was on her asshole, shit went into my mouth.
This backfired and now I suffer from emotional flashbacks where I feel really embarassed and hide fom people.
I also suffer from boredom and disgturbing thoughts and dissociation.
How do I alleviate these symptos
>>688404519
>This is not the help I was looking for.
Friend, I'm a medical professional, and I can tell you this with all honesty and sincerity; you're a pathetic waste of life, and you should kill yourself. Ok?
Cut your wrists tonight, anon.
It will be better for your family and friends.
You're a burden. No one wants you around.
>>688405030
If you wish to do such a thing, then do such a thing; it wouldn't be the first time someone has done it. I'm not intimidated; I respond of my own free will, not yours.
>>688405139
More like 14.
As well, that is not a 'fact'; it is an observation, that occurs with high likelihood (but not 100% likelihood). It seems you have little knowledge of rigor, my friend!
>>688405223
*blinks* Huh?
>>688405275
No, it is not infinite; the one without knowledge of math is you. Finite state automata; look it up. I've given you all the information you need; your theory is already disproven.
>>688405486
That's not the process for how disability works.
>>688405551
There is absolutely no evidence to support this.
>>688405043
Professional is a better term then. how do we know we aren't just pouring our hearts out to some random person with no real knowledge? I personally believe you but I can see why someone would have doubts.
>>688405275
>Psychology kun
> psychologist senpai
at least be consistent with your putrid weabooism
>>688405486
Concatulations, you will now be know as Amy from Amy's Baking Company! 'Meow meow"
>>688405689
It's /b/; if you want a guarantee, go to an irl doctor
So we're ignoring my posts now then? Eh, not the first.
>>688404637
>>688403629
>>688405486
lmao
>gets caught up in his pathetic made up life story
>tells another lie to compensate
this is psychology 101
>>688405267
If you want help online without faggots sending you stupid shit look up sevencupsoftea. It's like free onlin anonymous therapy.
>>688405488
I know that the one example I have experienced feel extremely lonely. I´m not romanticizing my interest, anon. If i am interested in making music, I make it, I don´t romanticize it. I´m not pretending to be a psychopath.
Also, cool that we have different interests, else this world would be boring af.
Alice, do you honestly expect people to trust you without any proof? I don't know about other people but I am very skeptical of you after seeing this whole "Alice lied" thing. Can you please explain a little bit more? I like to think that this is not a bad thing but this is a very important thing. Many people could be hurt. I hope I don't come across as too skeptical but I think you understand.
>>688404566
>Uaaw.
Want another story?
I had a gf who's mother dated a cop. He had a 15 yr old daughter. She snuck out of her house and I picked her up, took her to a friends house, did cocaine with her and friends, fucked her in the house and in my car, she was going crazy taking off her clothes and screaming like she was at a party, and I got paranoid that we would get pulled over and I would go to prison for having a drugged up minor in my car.
I stopped at a gas station just off the highway, told her to go pee, and then I ditched her.
Next day, she texted me that she had to call her police officer father to go pick her up 45 minutes away at 3AM, drugged out of her head.
She never turned me in, thank god.
I was 29.
Meow Meow
>>688406067
What does it matter if she's fake, you empiricist? You just have to
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>>688406067
Do you know why the alicelied blog exists? Because a dear friend of mine asked for more than I was willing to give, and I gave it anyway, and it wasn't enough. Hell, I posted my address and it still wasn't enough; it'll never be enough for /b/.
Feel free to check what I say, and feel free to believe whatever you like. I will continue to help Anonymous, cook for Anonymous in cosplay, and love Anonymous with all my heart. I don't need your trust, and I don't expect it.
>>688406010
i didn't say you were romanticizing it, I said "psychopaths" in general are romanticized (especially on here)
i also didn't say you were pretending to be a psychopath, my statement was much more general, that everyone* on b pretends to be a psychopath
its quite a flashy topic to be interested in, i dont fault you for it.
Enjoy reading wikipedia articles about serial killers
>>688406395
For serious, do you want my image dump? If you are going to impersonate me, you might as well be well equipped. It's embarrassing.
>>688406106
Lucky you, bastard! Also, how does it work trying to stay away from trouble? The guy I know focuses on hobbies, reading, being with people and discussing, listening to music and doing a lot of psychs.
Also, I think that a lot of people not defining as "psychopaths" have still done the same things as you.
Meow Meow
>>688405648
I won't continue to bother you since you have enough threads of conversation you're trying to follow
Although I still don't believe your life stories, and I disagree with some of your advice, I at least trust that in your own mind you're acting on good faith. Although I do suspect you suffer form high-functioning psychosis.
>>688406067
If you want my opinion, Alice is a poster on an anonymous image board. If you are worried that she's abusive, manipulative, or dangerous - just ignore her. She has no more power over anyone's life than they give her. If you aren't worried about her, then enjoy the thread.
If you feel confident that you're in control of your own actions and decisions and know you won't be led like a sheep, there's no harm in talking to anyone - no matter how manipulative you fear they may be. Simply refuse to be manipulated and glean what you can from them.
If you lack that confidence and you worry that someone will burrow into your psyche and control you like a puppet, then I would advise distancing yourself from ANYONE you distrust. That's not exclusive to Alice or even exclusive to /b/ or the internet.
>>688406401
If you love anon why do you ignore
>>688405827
>>688406067
I think I came off the wrong tone. I am just scared people can be easily manipulated. There are many people out there who would do such things to earn fulfillment. I apologize. I think you are right. There is no reason to be concerned about such trivial matters. You are greatly needed to make a change in such a place filled with mental illness. Thank you again for all this.
>>688405341
>N-no
Bro, listen to me. You know you want to.
You need to take a gun to work and kill your co-workers, Ok?
Trust me. You'll be so happy you did it.
>>688406401
no one really cares about the claims made in that blog
doesn't affect me in the slightest
If I've fine with becoming worse on drugs, including dying because of it, which isn't that big of a deal to me anymore, where do those who care about be derived their moral authority in telling me my decision is wrong?
>>688406515
My pepes are unorganised, my wojaks are unorganised, and my Alices will be unorganized too. And I'm not an imposter. I've never claimed to be a psychologist, just a friendly shitposter.
>>688406459
Thanks for clarifying. Yeah, more interested in people in general, not so much the general "psychopath" and how a lot of them murder. Mostly the calm, collected ones, I guess.
>>688405648
One, you dont need evidence to understand that the human mind and the brain are different, but similar frameworks. All you really need is observation. Its quite obvious that your subjective experience as an observer (the observer effect) is not the same as a physical brain. I've been studying psychology on my own for about 5 years now, so you cant bullshit me psychologist kun. And you still havent addressed my fear apart from giving me comfort in the fact that human minds centralize themselves according to social norms and groundedness.
Also, have links:
http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2013/05/distinguishing-brain-from-mind/276380/
http://www.differencebetween.net/science/health/difference-between-mind-and-brain/
http://www.simplypsychology.org/mindbodydebate.html
Also, we have no evidence of you being a psychologist, but i give you the benefit of the doubt.
Also
>psychologist whos also a materialist
>>688405648
>That's not the process for how disability works.
Well then how did I get on disability 100% and get that check at the age of 32 then, you fucking piece of shit liar????
You fucking suck, nigger.
You don't know anything about anything.
Meow Meow
>>688406585
>i suspect you are suffering from high-functioning psychosis
this thread is too cringe sometimes
>>688405733
Good. I always wanted to be a little cute girl.
Meow Meow
>>688406585
Psychosis? I wish.
>>688406599
I'm nothing special Anonymous; I just do what I do.
>>688406686
I agree, Anonymous.
>>688406729
Generally from the consensus of the people, as we live in a democracy.
>>688406733
An Alice isn't a shit poster, therefore, you are an imposter.
>>688406861
Except no; basic neurology and case studies going back 200 years show that duality is a poor explanation for current observations.
Wasting time on pseudo-science is a poor idea.
>>688406868
Well, there's one explanation. You didn't.
>>688405648
>Finite state automata
And two, the mind is not a finite state machine. The brain is. I tried explaining it to you but nooooo. You already know.
>>688406876
I always like to imagine the type of people who use the term cringe ironically, like they're the typical cool guy sitting in the back amidst the chatter and pipe up solely to put someone down without supplying any substantial criticism at all.
I suppose being a faceless entity makes the verbiage more potent, like I'm free to project all of my insecurities and formulate some obviously socially-aware fellow with valid insight, when in reality this person could easily be a furry and I would never be the wiser.
>>688405897
Dude, you think this is made up?
I'm almost 40, living with my mom, and everything I'm saying actually happened to me.
Why would I have to make this shit up? It's fucking pathetic! LOL I'm fucking mentally ill, you stupid nigger, you think I want this?
You fucking underage idiots don't know the real world.
I killed a man for a pair of gator skinned boots.
Psychopaths are real, you stupid niggers.
Meow Meow
>>688406876
If it's too cringe-y then either screencap it for a cringe thread or ignore it. Responding is just letting it get to you and waste your time for no reason.
>>688405627
Faggot bait
>>688406991
Cute is certainly not the word i would use to describe her.
>>688407162
Yeah, like I said. That duality isn't held up by observation.
>>688407218
Psychopaths aren't; those with ASPD are.
>>688407034
>Generally from the consensus of the people.
So all I have to do is hang out with more druggies. Cool.
>>688407034
>I agree, Anonymous
actually its ticz here but just wanted to let everyone know how pointless it is to speculate on something they know nothing about and which doesn't affect them in the slightest
>>688406672
Drink bleach faggot
>>688407034
Well if your Alice isn't a shitposter but mine is then people should have no trouble telling us apart. I don't see the problem here.
How do I put away the negative associations I have with work to end my procrastination?
There is one thing I wish to know though. Is there only one Alice, or are you just one of the many?
>>688406568
>The guy I know focuses on hobbies, reading, being with people and discussing, listening to music and doing a lot of psychs.
Yup. This.
I stopped dating. No alcohol. No drugs.
I spend all day reading, watching movies, playing video games, cooking, drawing and I have several hobbies like building 1/6 scale figures and custom figurines with sculpey.
Just keeping busy.
If I date, go out, drink or do drugs, it goes bad, and I'm running from the cops trying to avoid getting arrested.
I basically stay away from people. Lol
Meow Meow
>>688407218
For a "psychopath", you sure care a lot of what people think. What are you bragging about your shit life? wtf
>>688407034
Okay what neurology disproves all possible forms of dualism (i really wanna know. I wanna read the fuck out of that)? My theory is that although they interact in very close knit ways that cause them to affect each other very significantly, they are still in their own ways, separate. And they are, just by matter of observation. As ive pointed out, the observer effect and the brain are not the same thing. Its just that one supports the function of another.
>>688407426
There's only one kind of Alice, imposter.
>>688407482
There's only me left. Sometimes, I wish my mother or grandmother would come back but...
Well. Regardless, it's only one now.
>>688407487
Great! I guess you get to enjoy life without running from the cops errday.
Meow Meow
>>688407183
id like to imagine the people who diagnose others with psychological disorders over the internet aren't that clueless
but then im not so sure..
you are getting defensive just because i was aggressive toward you and humilated you and now you are trying to discredit me.
i will not be talked down to by a moron
i'm going on a bike ride. good evening
>>688407034
>Well, there's one explanation. You didn't.
Nigger, you're retarded.
I get 1200/month for disability, plus full medicare, plus got the 20k check which I paid off my moms car and medical bills.
I live with my mom and I don't work, and have full benefits.
I don't give a fuck if you don't believe me, but don't claim to know about this shit, because YOU CLEARLY DON'T FUCKING KNOW ABOUT HOW PSYCHIATRY AND DISABILITY WORKS YOU MOTHER FUCKER!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>688403934
>Have you been to a doctor...?
Nah. I think about it sometimes but I always feel like they aren't going to do much, although I am mainly thinking of psychotherapy. When I think of psychotherapy, i think of them talking to me about my problems. I'd explain every fine detail of how I feel and how it came to be (because I have always been good at looking at myself objectively, at times TOO objectively to the point of self loathing, but I am fairly aware of when I'm doing it and I do my best to not make it anyone else's problem). After I tell my story, I feel they'd just tell me things I already know or tell me something new but similar, hell, maybe even help me feel better - but just for the moment.
Cause like, I know the core of my depression comes from lonliness; I don't have any strong or consistent connection with anyone or anything (like a pet) and I've proven this to myself a lot of times by noticing how much better I feel after having a meaningful conversation with someone, or playing with someone's pet, although the happiness is fleeting due to its rarity in comparason to the vast amount of time i spend feeling alone (even in crowds, including my friendly co-workers). What started this steady decline into the level of depression I'm in now is when my first real friend group I belonged to was disbanded after a year, at the start of the final year of college. Since then, I've graduated and started working a rewarding yet stressful job, but with no prior lifestyle of going out and making friends, my social life reverted back to it's lonesome ways.
(I digress)
DOCTORS! Right. Yea... Other reason is because I don't have a family doctor yet aaaand I fear it might be more expensive than it should be aaaand I fear they might just say "fuck it, take these pills" aaaand then i have to rely on the pills to feel better rather than taking care of the heart of the matter. Most of all, I'm stubborn and LOVE to take care of my problems on my own.
>>688407761
I was not the same person.
Also.
>riding a bike
Cringe.
>>688407556
Honestly i think the guys a huge faggot, but psychopaths are innately narcissistic, so bragging about stupid bullshit that nobody cares about is a thing they do.
>>688407373
>Psychopaths aren't; those with ASPD are.
wHATEVER THE DEFINITION IS NIGGER I DON'T GIVE A FUCK
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>688407620
You know you do not have the power to decide the number of allowable Alices. Now unless you have a psychology question I need to get back to my thread.
>>688407595
Again, there's no observation that backs that and there's no mechanism to support that. It's like you don't even read what I write and just keep maintaining your pseudo-scientific explanation despite the evidence.
Look into fMRI studies, especially the Libet experiments and more modern variants of the same experiment; your theory just doesn't hold water, Anonymous.
As someone who works daily with neural networks, it's quite obvious from simple observation.
Alright guys, it's 8:30. I'm going to go lay down.
I can be contacted for any reason at [email protected]
With all the love in this infinite heart (but not infinite brain or mind) of mine,
Alice2
>>688408027
>your thread
>>688407451
If I reply to this with a strangely out of place image, you might take a second look.
I don't know though.
>>688407556
>For a "psychopath", you sure care a lot of what people think. What are you bragging about your shit life? wtf
What he said >>688407904
As much as I hate being fucked in the head, I also love myself so much and I love to brag about the horrible shit I've done, which is why people stay away from me, even my family
MeeeeeeeeeeeeeOWWWWWW!!!!!!!!
Except my mommy, she loves meh!
I want to kill myself, I can't afford meds or a psychologist, what do?
>>688407784
thats odd. the max amount paid out in the american system for non schizophrenic and non mentally retarded mental disorders is uhh...1000 a month
so are you a retard? or are you schizophrenic?
>>688408174
Cuck
>>688408095
What, you thought it was this one? Don't be silly, I just don't want you derailing Alice's thread with your petty arguments about who is shitposting. This thread is for helping people, Alice. Take it seriously.
How am I
https://youtu.be/c0CwQBE3vEU
>>688408542
dont make cancer threads impersonating alice. it'll just hurt people who need real help
>>688408095
Honestly, I feel the same way about your responses, but ill look into the sources you brought up. Its not hard to notice that your existence and observations are not a physical brain, even though direct actions on the physical brain cause an affect in the mind..
>>688408642
underrated post
>>688408691
yeah except that isnt true at all you are just deluding yourself dude
>>688408642
What are you talking about? When have I ever made a cancerous thread that doesn't help anyone? Outrageous. It would not surprise me to learn you've started a blog for all these delusions of yours.
>>688409032
jesus christ she was right your picture names are a fucking eye sore
>>688407784
You did work at one point then? Doing what?
>>688409101
That's a matter of opinion. I find your unpunctuated sentence to be quite affronting myself, but I'm not asspained enough to dedicate an entire post to it.
>>688409409
I love you, Alice.
>>688409409
jesus you are even more condescending tan she is
>>688409409
I'm intrigued by you for many reasons. What is your education? Age?
>>688408514
Cucks are Cooooooooooooooooool!
>>688408370
>so are you a retard? or are you schizophrenic?
well shit, now I'm not so sure, but i do get like 1200/mnth i mean i get a check every month i think i'd know how much i get
>>688408339
>I want to kill myself, I can't afford meds or a psychologist, what do?
Go rob a bank, if you get shot dead, then suicide by cop accomplished, if you get away unscathed, then lottery jackpot, baby!
Why are you doing this
>>688409140
>You did work at one point then? Doing what?
I never had a job longer than a year, most call center jobs or retail jobs. i sold cars for 6 months.
My parents made a lot of money, so I never really had to work, I always lived in their big house, even with my ex gf.
Meow Meow
>>688409632
okay so which are you? Cuz you ain't ASPD, they get a max of 500 a month
>>688409632
What did you do when you worked?
>>688394169
Name a fish that has no legs
>>688409570
I love you too, anonymous <4
>>688409606
There's no reason for me to be giving away my details here. Just think of me as a well-meaning shitposter who posts Alice pictures in another Alice's thread.
>>688409949
Meet my halibut, NAMED no legs
>>688409872
>okay so which are you? Cuz you ain't ASPD, they get a max of 500 a month
Bro, I don't know now. Lol You're making me question myself.
I'm not fully retarded, I can write and speak coherently and got really great grades in school.
I might be severely autistic because i don't have any friends and I never leave the house.
I honestly don't know now haha. I thought I was just mentally ill, like a psycho or adhd, but yeah I got a shit ton of disability age 32 and i haven't work since i was like 27. Full disability.
>>688409900
>What did you do when you worked?
I never stayed long at any job. Just jobs a teenager would work, pizza delivery, clothes retail register, worked at disney and some other theme parks, call centers, sold cars, i never had a job longer than a year.
I mostly partied with my ex gf's lol
My dad made a lot of money so I got an allowance from him and he bought me a car and phone, I lived with my parents.
I was the spoiled brat of the family.
Meow Meow
>>688409858
I know about disability. You have to work/pay into social security to earn enough "work credits". If you only have worked a year, or even two in your life, you would only qualify for ssi benefits. Around $750/month.
>>688410268
there is only one right answer and thats not it shocking i know
>>688394169
sometimes everything in my field of view breaks down into a series of vertical strips. the borders of each strip are set by whatever the most major object is in my field of view. for example i will see my monitor, but i don't see it as a monitor, i see it as this strip extending from the top of my vision to the bottom. on each side of it are the strips containing the speakers. and so on. when this is happening i cannot actually identify any object within my view. i don't even know that i'm me or that i'm looking at anything. these strips seem to be all of reality that there is. each strip is so completely seperate from each other in a way that i can't explain. almost like they are seperate universes. i usually stay in that state for a few minutes, then snap out and find that i've drooled on myself. how do i stop doing that?
