Actual mental illness thread.
What's you major malfunction, anon?
> inb4 <insert disorder> isn't real
> inb4 op can't inb4
>>688258333
check'd
Bipolar /w psychotic features.
Usually go manic unmedicated, so I don't need drugs to get high.
>Social Anxiety
>GAD
>Mild form of depression
And I think I may have agoraphobia, too.
But you know, mental illness isn't real. We can just "Get over it". . . Right?
>>688258812
"I think I may have..."
ok im a piece of human trash
but if you are going to declare yourself with X "disorder" fuck you
get a fucking life
seriously, im no superior being but you are going too fucking edgy
go check some stupid psychologist to check your baby ass fucking needs ok? fuc kyou
>>688258333
>Treatment resistant depression
>Gender identity dysphoria
>super anxious
>>688259378
Post boipussy pls
Self diagnosed depression, ptsd, OCD, and general anxiety with bipolar tendencies
I can feel the warp overtaking me.
Adult ADHD
Anxiety
Depression
>>688259144
What's with the hostility, coming from an entirely different point of view. Once you tell someone that you have a "Mental illness" they fucking label you. When you've had an entire fucking pharmacy thrown at you because these doctors want to treat you like a lab rat to see if they can "Cure you". Don't give me this bull shit. Take your meds, you'll be normal
What the fuck is normal anyways.
>>688258812
Of course you can "get over it" fam, it's called drugs.
>>688259144
you sound saltier than trump seeing mexicans in his hotel
>>688259378
Tried TMS or ECT yet?
>>688259469
Second this motion
>>688259652
Either special snowflake syndrome or you are quite handily fucked to the up.
>>688259737
pic related
>>688259902
Sounds like a job for amphetamines!
>>688258812
>>688259652
>i think i have
>self diagnosed
Fuck off
>>688258333
Social anxiety
>>688258333
SAD
severe depression
emotionally crippled
>>688258333
Dem trips
Bipolar
Manic depressive
Schizophrenic
>>688258333
Oneitis problem with a girl I'm pretty sure I don't even like.
>>688258333
I like girls that have feminine penises
>>688260589
> bipolar
> manic depressive
THATS THE SAME FUCKING THING REEEEEEEEEEEEE
Unmotivated as fuck so I take adderall. I don't really buy into the mental illness stuff though. 8 times out of 10 It's bullshit.
I'm bipolar and have anxiety and depression. Also have minor PTSD from childhood abuse, but it doesn't really affect my life on a day by day basis.
>>688258602
>>688259378
>>688259652
I also enjoy saying I have mental issues because it garners sympathy and I feel like it makes me look tough because I wasn't cared for properly as a child.
>>688260705
that is not a mental illness, you are a faggot
>>688260858
>not a mental illness
>a faggot
Pick one.
>>688260772
adderall doesn't motivate you dumbfuck
>>688260777
nice heaven trips
>>688260839
when did I ever pretend to be tough?
>>688260777
Checked
>>688258333
Schizoid personality disorder. It finally got taken out of the equivalent of the encyclopedia of mental illness. Was removed in 2014 when they updated it. Its not officially a disorder cause it doesn't cause us problems its just that some others might not like it but really its just a personality. Its the personality of being 0 social. For years I get my social interaction from 4chan anonymous image board lol.
>>688260975
> mfw homosexuality was delisted from the dsm 3 editions ago
>>688258333
Nice trips just a strange sociopath here love to bully and fuck with people all day every day also have everyone thinking im a good person on top of it
>>688258333
>ADHD
Hard to get high off meth or stimulants
I drink so I can just sit still and finally think about nothing.
>>688260975
so if a girl like penis she is a faggot?
>depression
>borderline personality disorder
>schizophrenia
I'm in it to win
>>688261002
>amphetamine
>doesn't motivate you
Are you autistic?
Clinical depression
Server Anxiety
I have like 3 crippling anxiety attacks.
I suffer from this shit because I'm a weak pussy.
>>688261213
If you like to sit still and think about nothing, boy do I have some pills for you
>>688261239
just kill ppl, nobody can judge you
Borderline personality disorder with psychopathic tendencies. Piss me off and I'll lobotomize you with a claw hammer.
>>688258333
PTSD - weather related from surviving an F5 tornado and almost losing my entire family to that storm.
>>688261291
Never had amphetamines, but im a lazy fuck and ive fucked around with coke for a little while. While it might energize me, i still dont actually feel like being productive while im high.
>>688258333
Depression
Gender Dysphoria
Antisocial personality disorder
But i'm doing well to fix all these currently.
>>688261486
Motherfucker, I'm not psychotic.. jesus christ. If I wanted to turn into a zombie I'd just take ritalin instead.
>>688261550
> how to spend the rest of your life in a forensic psych ward
>>688261634
wanna be my friend?
>>688261550
True I'd get let off, at worst mental ward
asbergers syndrome along with depression and a whole bunch of other shit
(so basically: autism.)
(would explain why i like Undertale.)
>>688261754
You should try it sometime man. Take at least 40 mg and you'll be good to go
>>688258333
>Depression
>Deep seeded trust/commitment issues
>OCD
>General anxiety
>Occasionally hear voices if I'm alone with my thoughts for too long
I doubt some of these are officially "mental illnesses". Just general problems that I deal with.
>>688261815
I'm not usually psychotic, but I haven't seriously considered suicide in the time I've taken it, so I'd say it works pretty damn well for crippling depression
>>688258333
I'm extremely narcissistic. I honestly think I'm smarter and have better judgement than anyone else. If someone tries disagreeing with me I get really hostile, really fast. I'm also kind of fucked up because I like to worship the Chaos God Slaanesh. I know it's all fantasy, but I just pretend it's real. It manifests IRL in a drug addition (just weed) and constantly whoring around town and going to CL hookups. I pretend that doing this and ignoring my responsibilities I'm worshipping my fictional God of Pleasure.
>>688258333
Psychosis, audio hallucinations
Pretty sure this post I made has something to do with a mental illness I have
>>>/adv/17228833
>>688262043
Someday if they fall on my lap and are cheap, maybe. Uppers arent usually what i go for, with coke i just loved the initial rush
>>688258333
Social and general anxiety
I know they arent real but i like the meds
Bored psychologist here. Will answer questions for next few minutes if anons have them.
>>688262399
Fuck off with your self plugs nigger
>>688262387
>>688262394
like what??
>>688262575
why am i like this
>>688262575
Err, this guy. >>688262086
How do you think I should deal with my commitment/trust issues? It makes it fairly hard to build up any sort of bond with anyone these days.
>>688261393
>server anxiety
>>688262575
Are second/third gen antipsychotics actually better or is it just a cash grab when the old patents run out?
>>688262575
Is therapy absolutely necessary for the recovery of eating disordered individuals?
>>688262575
The meaning of life?
Irrelevant
But i just watched full metal jacket for the first time last night
Shit was crazy
>>688262575
I hear a voice in my head telling me to go an hero when situations get real bad, I also speak gibberish at will, I also hallucinate hearing things around me, I've read that these are schizophrenic tendencies, would you say that I am?
>>688258333
>Fake ADHD
>Easy as shit
>Get parents to buy Adderall to "enhance " my education up at uni
>Dumbass kids will buy them for literally 10 bucks a pill
>Feels good
>>688262946
SEVEN
SIX
TWO
MILLIMETER
>>688262741
Don't know. Without IDs I can't read your previous posts. Either put them in a new post or describe your symptoms again.
>>688258333
love that movie.
I am schizophrenic. I have been on a plethora of different drugs and to many hospitals. My longest stay was about 6 months when I was 17-18.
I don't smoke weed anymore because of it.
I was also awarded ssi so right now I'm just chillen :)
>>688262681
I...m...i'm sorry.
>>688262575
>>688263045
Oh yea also when I smoke weed I feel almost out of control mentally and things get very weird I'm not really sure how to describe it fully
>>688262721
shit that caused me to attempt to kill myself
>>688262575
Is social anxiety real or am i taking meds for nothing?
Like is it a mind over matter thing??
Also when i poop i lay flat on my thighs; is that normal? I feel like it will ruin my intestines over time
>>688263428
If I'm fed up with the bullshit going on in my life, is it worthwhile to go off my meds, have an episode, and get myself hospitalized, or is it an incredibly shitty experience? I don't mind not having much to do, some books and people to talk to will keep me occupied.
>>688258333
BPD
>>688262780
That is very complicated. Trust issues run deep. Look up eriksons first stage of development (trust vs. mistrust). Essentially you have to understand your thought patterns are less productive and fear based. You will need to go out there and face your fears. I suggest interacting with people with baby steps. Trust is built gradually with small disclosures. Also expect some setbacks as all people are not perfect. Don't let these discourage you.
Well to start off I'm attracted to men.
It's a mental illness whether you like it or not.
>>688262834
I'm not a psychiatrist.
>>688264426
There needs to be more of you and less fags in denial
Diagnosed major clinical depression, diagnosed ADHD, sexual deviant, etc
/b/ has ruined my brain. I let this happen. No regrets
If you search long enough for an excuse to blame for your unhappiness... you'll find one.
>>688264422
That's fair, I am self-aware of my issues being irrational. Though I've just ran into so many shitty people along with my father, just makes it hard to really let people in these days.
I could probably cut off all communications with good friends and be over it in less than a week given the right mentality. I just don't know anymore.
Really, it's not right of me to ask you for full on advice. But should I seek professional help over this? Or this is something a self-improvement/force trusting exercise can fix over time? Or just not enough info to really give me an accurate answer?
Either way is fine, answer's appreciated either way.
OP here, I'm fucked up on latuda, scotch, and codeine, I'm going to bed. You fucks have a good night and carry on my wayward soooon, there'll be peace when you are dooooone, lay your weary head to reeeeeeest, DON'T YOU CRY NO MORE
>>688265019
I never cry.
>>688259469
maybe before I sudoku i will post
>>688260074
it kinda scares me.
but to be honest suicide is looking morr appealling just not having to deal with anything anymore. ive kinda lost faith in psychiatry
>>688262867
Depends on the severity of your disorder. It's a behavioral disorder so I've seen individuals recover on their own or through self help groups. But that being said it does have a cognitive component so people can benifit from professional assistance. Often there is comorbidty with depression, anxiety, body dismorphia and substance use.
>>688264661
It's great, but it doesn't prolong the existence of our species. So technically it's unnatural. Not immoral though.
Denying that it's a mental disorder though just doesn't make any sense from a logical standpoint.
>>688265157
Why not both at once bb? Id watch that livestream (:
Bipolar II Disorder here
I'm currently on Abilify and Wellbutrin and it works well. Still pretty unhappy, but I can function and laugh sometimes.
>>688265019
Godly taste anon.
G'night!
>>688263045
Yeap. Those are symptoms of schizophrenia. Go to the hospital and tell a doctor to get help the fastest. Also don't use drugs. Drugs make the psychotic symptoms worse.
I've been diagnosed with anxiety disorder and agoraphobia. Under treatment but life is shit an unbearable at times. Still I'm doing progress with little to no me medication.
>>688264100
It is an incredibly shitty experience. What will happen is they will not let you go, unless you commit yourself voluntarily.
As for going off meds I don't recommend it, but then again idk how severe your symptoms are.
If you are going to go there, commit yourself, don't go off your meds and then end up with a court order to keep you in there or you will never get out.
>>688259902
DO SOME COCAINE
Schizoaffective since 19, OCD since 12. OCD is way more distressing than most people realize.
>>688265157
But in all seriousness sounds like a rough ride. Good luck with your problems and dont an hero, princess
>was diagnosed with Social anxiety and depression freshman year of HS
>faggot counselors trying to give me pills and make me talk about my feelings for 3 years
>tested out my senior year and started working 2 jobs
>realized i was just being a moody faggot because my dad was a bum and friends were cunts
Anxiety/depression are bullshit buzzwords used by pathetic faggots as an excuse for being lazy and weak. Save the phrase mental illness for legitimate nutjobs and get over yourselves
>>688258333
>YOU HAD BEST UNFUCK YOURSELF, OR I >WILL UNSCREW YOUR HEAD AND SHIT >DOWN YOUR NECK!
>>688258333
I identify as an in-flight balloon mechanic
>>688264100
I have been in the psych ward 4-5 times don't remember. It's boring as fuck there is literally nothing to do besides watch CSI and color. Best parts of day was mealtimes (food isn't bad and you can order whatever you want) and discharge. And comfy socks.
>>688266166
>Anxiety
>Depression
>I have genuine anxiety issues that tie in with my OCD
>I have daily depression and a lack of drive to do anything due to a lack of confidence and horrible childhood/relationship with others
>mfw
>>688266473
>socks
>csi
>coloring
>any food you want
>dont have to work
Sign me up
>>688263953
Social anxiety is real in that it is a diagnosable disorder resulting in a physiological fear response to social stimuli
I usually encourage my clients not to focus on being overly preoccupied with using willpower to control their mental health problems. Anxiety occurs and will go away on its own. Best people can do is just experience it, practice skills to tolerate it, and learn from it.
Honestly never heard of the poop thing. Maybe you are anal retentive
>>688266737
Also you can get free meds, for example tell a nurse you feel anxious and get ativan or atarax, I did this every 4 hours.
>Depression
>Social anxiety
>Megalomania
>Sociopathic tendencies
I'm surprisingly well adjusted and haven't even been to a shrink, at least yet. Only a matter of time really.
Psychotic, not severly though.
>>688266997
how long can you stay and is this like a thing at any hospital
can u pretend to go psycho and get in
do they give xanax
>>688258333
Ass burgers
>>688258333
fourchanism
Residual effects of using psychedelics basically use up all of my brain's RAM with background programs, such as intrusive thoughts similar to telepathy, distortions of mundane situations into excessively hellish or divine outcomes, varying degrees of perceptual density, as in it's almost like I can feel light forcibly penetrating my pupils even though I know it has no nerve endings.
Basically I can't seem to observe my mind directly so it's out of my control.
>>688266656
That shit's not going to change you bitch. Confidence is something you gain by saying fuck your childhood and kicking whatever shitty people you have bad relationships out of your life. The only persons opinion that matters is your own, if you keep looking at yourself like a sad sack of shit you're gonna keep being a sad sack of shit. Wake up every day and tell yourself you're a badass motherfucker who doesn't take shit from anyone, then don't take shit from anyone. It's all in your head, good luck champ.
>>688264944
I was careful with the words I chose. I didn't say irrational. I said "less productive".
When people get to a point in life when they have to decide if the world is trustworthy or untrustworthy its like asking if a glass is half full or half empty. Both are technically true. People tend to interpret the situation based on past experiences. Eg optimist/pessimist ; trusting/ mistrustful.
Sounds like you have some trust issues you need to process with a professional. Like I said earlier. That stuff is very complicated and trust issues run deep
>>688267562
brainstorm, 80 movie, with cris walken
>>688267774
Fair enough, that mentality isn't exactly easy to slip on in the morning. Though, I'll try and do it though. Good luck to you as well, feisty Anon.
>>688267963
Seems interesting. I'll give it a watch.
>>688267150
Listen here. If you say you're suicidal they legally must admit you if they believe ur a danger to yourself. Also (important here) if u go to the ER and say ur suicidal they must take you back first in front of all people who are waiting. Likely they'll keep you for 3-4 days, give you Prozac, a benzo, and a reference to an outpatient psychiatrist. I was in for something else but this is what would occur. Psych wards are generally all 21st century.
Very severe depression and anxiety
Also minor autism
I blame the depression on having arthritis all my life
>>688267865
Yeah, but I feel as if they're irrational in the context of the person I know being a good friend for over a year. You're not wrong though, with both perspectives being true based on experiences and such.
Yeah, I'll see if I can seek some help over this. I just wasn't sure if it was something I should bug a professional about or not. Recent community of folks I just left kind of helped tip my scale off a bit.
Paranoid Schizophrenia, filled notebooks cover to cover with notes containing hourly observations and reports of my neighbors, who I think are conspiring against me in order to try to draw an aggressive reaction from me.
Been prescribed "Rexulti" and still feel like shit every day.
Social anxiety and depression.
Been carrying around some shit for about 7 years and I've let it fester and rot to the point where my parents are ridiculously disappointed in me and I've almost tanked my college career.
Tomorrow it will be 2 weeks that I've been on fluoxetine. 20 mg 1 pill a day. Main difference I'm noticing is it's a lot easier to get up in the morning, which is great. It also aids social situations in a subtle way. It's just easier to talk to people. I feel slightly more calm and at ease.
Takes a lot more effort to jerk off though. But that apparently doesn't stop me, I wanked twice today. I had been told 2-3 weeks is when you really start to feel the difference. I don't know if it will be anything major or if I'll keep feeling how I feel now. Obviously it would be great if in a few days I notice a substantial change in mood, but I think this is as good as it's going to get. I like to hope, though.
If anyone has experience with fluoxetine, it'd be great if you could let me know how it worked for you, good experiences and bad.
>>688268516
Rexulti is new isn't it?
>>688268577
more effort to jerk off? so it makes you last longer?
>>688258333
bipolar depression
major anxiety disorder
also being treated for schizophrenia. taking 50mg of seroquel nightly in addition to lithium.
>>688268577
get off it
made my dick stop working
had pussy of a lifetime and blew it
also it is placebo
psychmeds dont work just give sideeffects
beneficial shit goes away after the first week
Never been diagnosed with it but I know I have intrusive thoughts. Random thoughts to punch people coldly from the side. Be mean and make fun of people etc slot of meditation helped.
>>688268577
I've been on different antidepressants including Prozac. It takes about 6 months to really normalize.
>>688268699
Yeah, Rexulti came out in mid-2015. I think it's supposed to be the same thing as Abilify.
Shits expensive as hell.
schizophrenia
and a mild depression.
it's been a while since a OP last remembered to >inb4 op cannot inb4
Good to see someone fuggin respects some TRADITION.
>>688268755
I take 600mg seroquel nightly and lithium
>>688268752
yeah makes you last longer. Harder to cum.
>>688268957
well my dad could beat up your dad
>>688268911
Before I got health insurance by seroquel cost $1800 a month.
>>688269056
Probably, my dad is something of a manlet
>>688258333
None I'm not a fucking red pill faggot who thinks The Drug industry does anything but put things into people's bodies at birth to regulate population control
> fucking pleb
Anxiety, something that might be depression that makes it almost impossible for me to care about things or people.
>>688269099
i was on abilify, and i fucking hated it so i switched to seroquel which makes it a lot easier to sleep
>>688269099
also mine was expensive as fuck too. so much money for such a tiny pill.
>>688261213
I feel you anon, im the same add/adhd, never thought it was anything but being a bit more hyper then everyone else till i got to my 20s. Coke and such dosent do much for me but slow my brain down surprisingly but dosent last long. Booze, like you said, is the only thing that really stops my thoughts from going a million directions at once and i can relax.. Even in the worst of times.
>>688258333
Prosopagnosia
>cant recognize faces
>Dont know family or friends faces
>Have to go off of voices and sometimes I get it wrong
fml Kill me....
>>688268762
Yeah I've heard that pills are all bullshit but I decided to try it this one time to see if it helps. If after a month I can't say it's helped me enough I'm quitting it.
To be honest, I feel I need the meds as a short term solution to get through this shit and fix my grades. I'm aware my situation isn't "that bad". My parents are very good at reminding me of that. I know for a fact that If I fix my grades, my life will turn around. Too complicated to explain the whole situation but thanks for your reply
>>688269232
I went risperdal to abilify to latuda to seroquel
>>688268877
so when would you say you noticed the biggest change? A couple weeks or a month? Because I assume normalize means you're able to tell the drug is working in some way and are now accustomed to it.
>>688258333
i think i can feel my thoughts
>>688269506
preference?
>>688269500
Wish my parents were understanding like yours, I was homeless for a while when my depression really started to kick in. Rough fucking times man, be thankful
>suicidal
>depression
>all that jazz
>>688262387
Had a horse named slaanesh and a pegasus named khorne in a video game
Blood for the blood god, amirite?
Not sure why people keep saying bipolar AND depression...
>>688261634
topkek. you do realise bpd is just what they call obnoxious emo girls to make them feel special?
>>688269823
Probably 3 months after the dosage was upped. However I took lamotrigine for extremely bad depression and it took about 3 days to start working.
>>688262086
>Occasionally hear voices if I'm alone with my thoughts for too long
kek stop lying nobody thinks youre insane
Depression
That's it.
>>688260589
Bipolar disorder and manic depression are the same thing
>>688270370
i dont think he was pulling for that, i think he was just stating facts. if you want to be a dick you should find someone edgier.
>>688270370
>kek stop lying nobody thinks youre insane
Not lying though. Don't really think I'm insane, probably just bad case of paranoia.
>>688270444
and trips
>>688258333
Aspergers. I know it's called something else now. I think it's autism spectrum disorder. It doesn't matter though. I'm 32 and very few people know I have it. My parents don't even know. When I was young I instinctively fudged the autism tests. Since there's no known cure or treatment and the causes are widely debated, why bother. I just let everyone think I'm weird. It is lonely though. Having autism is like a mix of social anxiety, some kind of identity disorder, depression and bipolar disorder. Most of it just stays in my head though because fuck expressing all that shit.
>>688269860
Seroquel. Manages symptoms well. Having been on it for 2+ years I no longer experience its fatigue or sedation. Great for sleep quality. But the success of an antipsychotic is how well it's profile of agonism and antagonism works on you. Seroquel meshes with my brain well. For others it may be wholly ineffective. That's why it takes a while to find the fitting medication.
>>688270585
there is a theory that if you sit in a quiet room for too long, you could start to hear voices. theres some vsauce video on it i think. especially if youre sleep deprived.
>>688258333
Been suffering from major depressive disorder since I was 3; developed mild social anxiety by 11. Exhibit maybe a little bit of dissociative like symptoms. I can tickle myself; So that's one good thing
Just got out of the mental hospital a couple weeks ago.
>bipolar
>psychosis
>anxiety
>ADHD
I'm quite pleased because I expect now my ADHD is diagnosed the psych will prescribe me Adderall next time I see him.
Also pretty sure I'm schizoid, but that's not treatable and rarely diagnosed anyway, so I'm going to keep that one to myself.
I've done some really fucked up, but also rather impressive, shit while manic. Got good stories.
>pic related; how my manic highs feel
>>688270750
i appreciate the advice
>>688269877
I am thankful for them, it's just sometimes I wish they weren't so stubborn. Sorry to hear about your situation. Hope things are better for you
>>688258333
Alcoholic, act on impulse 80 percent of the time....also just cursed to make stupid choices
>gets mad yells ahhhhhh!!
>>688258333
Aspies, just like half of the other fags on here
depression, OCD, and social anxiety
>>688268869
everyone has intrusive thoughts retard
>>688258333
Does ADHD count
AD/HD
highway to... SQUIRREL
>>688270216
thanks
>>688270804
>calling it 'the mental hospital"
you werent actually committed you fucking summerfag
>>688270804
No psychiatrist would ever prescribe amphetamines to someone with past psychotic/manic symptoms. In fact, all other issues will be addressed before the ADHD.
I stutter sometimes and have short term memory loss due to playing football.
>>688270804
everything about your post made me cringe
>>688270774
>sleep deprived.
Haven't really been sleep deprived, really it's just a random occurrence that only happens if I'm alone with my own thoughts for too long, it's just an annoying trait that requires me to constantly keep my mind occupied.
>>688258333
1 2 3 4 i hate the marine core 5 6 7 8 turning back is too late
>>688258333
depression and social anxiety aren't mental illnesses's.
>i do have a case of the candy crying, i cry candy.
schizophrenia since age 17 hospital to hopsital.
now im fighting to get that label removed from the papers. never go to a psychiatrist ever if you think youre mentaly ill.
no GED pretty sure adhd flat feet wanna get some!! how are my chances!?
>>688258333
>dyslexic as fuck
>>tfw my brain formed different than everyone's and no one ever understands how I feel because I process shit enterily different
Honestly it's some goofy ass shot only made worse by my upbringing of morally wishy washy parents and a dad who doesn't love his wife and a wife who hates her children
>>688270804
>just got out of the mental hospital a couple weeks ago
you mean an in-patient program? nobody calls it a fucking mental hospital except for edgy teens who want to pretend like they've been to one.
>>688268577
What I've learned is to be grateful for those times you notice you feel perfectly... normal.
Feeling normal is the best feeling in the world. Not that you're really "normal" but you know what I mean.
>>688258333
Manic Depressive. I've managed it by an exhausting workout schedule, and tightly controlling my diet. Gotta get ready for that racewar yo
>>688258333
dyslexia
>>688262002
At least you're self aware.
>>688270804
hate to burst your bubble, but you would never be given adhd medication if youre being treated for bipolar disorder or psychosis.
youre probably lying, but just wanted to give you a heads up.
>>688258333
Dysthamia and pretty bad ADD. Actually diagnosed not a self diagnosing faggot.
>>688271411
/pol/ack?
Transgenderism
Body dysmorphic disorder. People say there's nothing there but I swear it's real what I hear and see. And people reacting to it just shut me off from society. Anyone else have BDD?
Islam
>>688270706
oh, also a.d.d. So much shit is internalized that at times it takes a while to come back out of my own head. That's probably why most people with autism can spend stupid amounts of time staring at nothing. It's kind of nice though, if no one is around to see how weird it is. Kind of zen like.
>>688271370
normal? u mean pyshitic u crazy mafucker u deserve to be shot to death
I have major depressive disorder. For maybe a month or so every spring I'll be fucking miserable. Once May hits, it's all roses.
>>688258333
I am a cockroach that wears human skin suits
Extreme Depression
Gender Dysphoria (FtM)
I have asperger's syndrome
literally autistic
>>688271979
I fucking knew it!
>>688260047
ARMY fag here, we are constantly encouraged to seek mental health care if we need it. It's a huge stigma though that labels you and is the surest way to kill your career. This goes for all federal employees. Keep it to yourself if you can.
>>688259902
How does your adult adhd manifest itself? What were the symptoms?
>>688272042
Ehehe
>>688267150
>>688268246
That's good advice.
Make sure to have a "plan" in mind, because they'll ask you. The more detailed and specific your plan, the more likely you'll get in, but you don't have to worry about being too specific.
>tfw been admitted enough times to know this
Honestly, trying to set up an appointment with a psychiatrist is bs. The wait is always >1 month.
>>688271985
Try lamotrigine for depression, or remeron
>>688272042
How do you deal with it? I'm just curious since it took me a long time to figure out how to pass as mostly normal.
>>688272308
I'm currently on 30 mg Prozac, by in seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow so, thanks, I'll brig it up
Nigger mind
>>688272464
My parents always tell me how bad it was in elementary school, I started fitting in halfway through middleschool. Act normal, I guess? Make friends, put yourself out there, but allow time for yourself and your own hobbies.
>>688258812
I got agoraphobia myself. you would definetly know if you have it. there is no fucking "i think...". Get youself a doctor like i did. They can diagnose you and put you on a therapy. it may saved my live already as i got myself in some very dangerous situations while panicking. Hope you get well whatever you have.
Adjustment disorder, which led to ongoing anxiety and depression. Treated initially with desvenlafaxine, and then escitalopram. Doing okay most of the time these days.
>>688272042
How bad is it? I've heard that for some you can't do basic arithmetic or understand certain fundamental concepts of logical abstractions.
Where as some people are pretty functional.
>>688258333
survivor of sytsemic, culturally-endorsed abuse.
ADD
substance abuser
depressive disorder
anxiety disorder
suicidal mentation
and, within the context of consensual BDSM:
sadist
dominant/master
trainer
DD/lg
incest RP
>>688258333
Doctors gave me an antidepressant that I didn't even want that gave me serotonin syndrome and I went to the ER and they sent me to a mental ward that put me on antipsychotics which they lied and told me were "sedatives" that made me feel worse and gave me ED for like a month. I'm thinking I either have PTSD now or some seratonin based brain damage because it's been 5 months and I still don't feel like the same person. I only turn 19 next month. It's funny how in school they say "don't take drugs they'll ruin your life" and then they prescribe you shit that fucks your life up forever. What a shitty existence we're living in. I hope none of ypu guys have to go through the horrors I've been through in my young life
>>688271985
what are u doing about the gender dysphoria
just curious
>>688273086
Pussy
>>688273163
Oddly enough, mathematics was always my strongpoint in highschool, and the subject I enjoyed most. I'm currently going for a minor in math.
I never learned well in the classroom environment is all, I needed to study alone using methods better suited for me.
>>688273415
Sorry to hear that b/ro. I lost my sex drive, no sure how but yeah. Fuck life. I feel like a god damn zombie all the time.
>>688273415
anti-depressant's are fucked up. sorry bro, hope things get better
>>688273751
There is no Hope.
Things do not get better.
sorry friends.
the only relief you can seek is sweet sweet death /unbirth
>>688273878
And shitposting, right?
>>688274069
Yes
OCD. I get these weird always sickening thoughts of murdering or beating someone to death. It became a problem when I beat the crap out of my dad with an acoustic guitar, he had to take medical license for a month. Somehow the therapist stopped it without making me take too much pills, just wellbutrin and psychological therapy.
>>688258333
nothing wrong with me, society is wrong from my perspective
>>688262575
your degree is a meme, i hope u get cancer
Wellbutrin
Prozac
Depakote
Seroquel
Lithium
Buspar
Vyvanse
Adderall
Klonopin
Xanax
Post yours
>Depression to the point of apathy
>Asperger's Syndrome
>>688274646
Just latuda here fam. So glad I'm stable without having to try a million different drug cocktails, especially considering my symptoms were considered severe for both manic and depressed phases
>>688273751
I only had mild depression when I went to the doctor. My brain was completely healthy now I'm afraid to even go outside because I see eye floaters everywhere.He told me that they were completely safe. Now I can't control my emotions at all. I hate all the things that I love. My hair is falling out in clumps I'm assuming from all the stress, and I'm probably gonna have to wear glasses from now on. I had 20/20 perfect vision before. I was so mad the other day I broke my grandparents front door smashed my guitar. Burnt all my things from my childhood in my backyard screamed at all my neighbors and I haven't talked to my dad in so long I heard him crying on the phone talking to my grandma. I just don't know what to do anymore guys. I just don't know...
Before this I was planning on going to college, but now I can't even stand to be around people
>>688258333
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
I shit you not I go into a sperg rage when I find a scratch on my new watch or some shit
>>688258333
> Dyslexia
> Major Depressive Disorder
> Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
> erotomanic delusional disorder
I've been in and out of Psyche wards a few times, all voluntary. It sucks I can never join the Military like I wanted too, but at least I can still buy guns and play soldier
>crippling depression
>social anxiety
>bipolar
>maybe schizophrenia because it runs hard it the fam but too young to tell yet
Social anxiety
Server Depression
Mild schizophrenia
Sadly, none
> Doesn't fit in here
Depression
Anxiety
Borderline personality disorder
>>688258333
I own guns and cant see why that abnormal
Diagnosed aspd such a boring life.
>>688258333
ADHD. Ruined my life for years.
I hate when people are just cleaning their houses and say "sorry I have OCD" pisses me off so much. If they had real OCD they'd fucking know it cause they'd be doing some fucked up shit like literally washing their hands till they bled
>>688276646
This pisses me off too
You also an OCDbro?
>>688260777
How can you be depressed with such holy trips?
>>688274328
Sounds more like bipolar disorder to me
>>688273636
More power to you m8. I was always bad at math in highschool because of poor foundations and poor teachers. When I went to college I turned over a new leaf, dedicated myself and ended up liking math.
Currently minoring in Math also, I'm majoring in CS.
Good for you m9.
The person I was referencing before was an old Teacher's son. I remember he was dumb depressed about it because his son went to college and only took non math classes. He basically said his son is smart, but he can't understand simple math and will never get a degree. Was fucking depressing to think of.
>>688258333
Social Anxiety and ADHD.
Before you go off saying that ADHD isn't a thing know that I can't even finish a video game that I enjoy half the time.
It's like the waltz scene at the end of Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows. Only replace "see" with "want to do"
>What do you want to do?
Everything. That is my curse. I even entertained the notion of being a bartender once, knowing I have social anxiety. ADHD isn't laziness or a simple disinterest in studying. It is a desire to do too many things at once.
Also the drugs fucked me up royally and I have never had a caffeine high. That is one of the lesser known side effects. Coffee doesn't do shit. I've gone to sleep with a triple shot espresso before.
>>688259378
an hero you degenerate fucking tranny
>>688277012
Never been diagnosed but I think my germaphobia is a big sign of it. Brush my teeth sometimes 6 times a day. Before and after meals. Constantly feel dirty
>>688277777
>>688277773
Damn so close
Schizoid personality disorder. I've also qualified for major depressive disorder and conduct disorder on an on-off basis, I guess.
>>688277549
well you're fucked,
kys
also, ADHD isn't real, you are literally too retarded to realize that
>>688258333
Sensory processing disorder.
Don't like people touching me, only comfortable in very soft clothing, not down with high pitched noises, and not sure if related but very sensitive to heat.
On the bright side the vibrations from loud music is very pleasant on my hands.
>>688258333
>autism
>GAD
>depression
>ADD
>>688277549
>>688277974
buddy here is right, im diagnosed adhd and i'm perfectly fine. took myself off the meds in middle school because i recognized that they never allowed me to sleep.
>>688277666
I know I am degenerate asshole. I cannot help how i feel I even paying out the ass for CBT and therapy
>>688278504
Post boipussy and we will forgive you for being a degenerate
>Gender Dysphoria (Trannies Unite!)
>Depression
>Alcoholism and weed addiction
Life's pretty good all things considered
>>688258333
ADHD. I haven't been able to do anything without vyvanse since I was 6. But I've learned to use it.
>>688278504
we all feel like shit its the human condition, the difference is the rest of us arent special snowflakes.
>>688258333
>Severe depression
>about 2 other fancy terms for depression (can't remember what they are)
>ADD
>BPD
Antisocial Personality Disorder
Schizoid Personality Disorder
Doc says she thinks I have depression but I don't think so
>>688262387
You are dumb, that's not even narcissism.
Double autism. I have superpower focus and concentration of I need. It makes me tired as shit though.
>>688258333
Was diagnosed schizo, but it might have been an isolated incident as I've been without any type of medication for about a year or two now without any psychotic symptoms.
>>688271370
I do know what you mean
>>688262387
i rarely take showers because of the flouride in the water. i can not sleep or be in a room with a smart meter for extended periods of time perfumes and other scents are too harsh for me. one time i shit in the back yard because i was having major bowl problems and the toilet wasn't comfortable enough. (there was blood in the stool) ... sometimes my skin burns and it feels like a million needles are poking me. i hit my head jumping out of a car on the way to a mental hospital. my mom kicked me out of the house for taking pocket change. i told her i was going to kill myself as a homeless man. i hate ciggerret smoke. i hate tap water. i hate mcdonalds and foods prepared with tap water.
my problem is that I am too aware things that are bad for your health and too poor to do anything about it. ps cell phone cause brain cancer. also one time i smoked so much weed that i halicuniated
>>688277012
I am OCD since 12, no compulsions but pretty horrific obsessions. Finally the meds have helped though.
Depression
ADHD
Insomnia
Narcolepsy w/ mild cataplexy (technically physiological, but still affects the brain)
Doctors think the Narcolepsy either causes or exacerbates the first three, so if the Narcolepsy meds and dosages work right, I might see a decent improvement.
>>688279662
you need help mr word salad
Schizophrenia, I cry on the balcony of my apartment so my gf doesn't have to hear me and feel as bad as I do. I put on a facade of happiness so that everyone else doesn't get dragged down into the same pit of despair that I'm trapped in.
>>688279813
i just spewed it out as if i was talking my punctuation game is weak
>>688279662
>smonking weed
There's your problem friendo
>>688258333
I have Lizstomania
I always feel down and lonely
>>688280143
I've heard that smonking weed is almost as dangerous as injecting it. Good thing I smoke it
>>688271598
Correct.I post a lot on /fit/, /k/ and /out/ as well.
>>688279864
Bruh I used to be super crazy and was involuntarily admitted, diagnosed in the hospital. Just stop taking that fucking seroquil and risperidone and yer golden. Fuck them meds man
I sometimes hear voices when I'm alone, and sometimes when I'm kind of near people, but I reply and they're just like "dude, what?" The real bitch is that they're sometimes pertinent to the situation i'm in, sometimes it's just my name being said.
Depression.
Anxiety.
Large amount of drug use from 17-19.
Can't sleep at night.
Can't wake up at morning.
Extremely emotionally closed off.
I'm pretty good at rhyming at least.
>>688258333
Ass burgers or social anxiety
>>688280553
Alright I'll try, tbh if this is a trick I don't fucking care it can't get any worse.
I feel dapressed most of the time i have a severe addiction to marijuana cigarettes and have taken to snorting crack with my GF
im on prozac right now but it makes my penes soft
>>688280513
Weed is such a dumb drug tho like just stay up late and you'll feel the same as that like wtf nigga
I believe I typed all this to create
>>688279864
Schizobro here
(>>688279061)
Not quite the same thing, but I've found that small, regular doses of cannabis seriously helps me. Might want to give it a try m8
Pedophilia, if THAT even is a mental illness. Isn't it a fetish?
>>688281087
It's the way, brother.
>>688280888
nice trips
Sounds like you've never even smonked weed pal
>>688279061
Why do they say depression? If it's because of anhedonia and lack of motivation, that could easily be explained by schizoid. I had people try and pin my schizoid symptoms on depression for years, despite the fact that I've had episodic depression before, and being depressed feels VERY different to regular schizoid PD. I'm normally energetic and positive, but just don't care enough to do much with that energy; when I'm depressed, I think more negatively, and feel physically and mentally exhausted rather than just unmotivated.
Way too many clinicians diagnose depression at the drop of a hat. It's just like how they seem to diagnose anyone who has kinda shitty social skills as autistic.
>>688280926
TO CREATE WHAT?
>>688280792
Dood tbh the best med is the acknowledgement that your delusions are not real. Or hallucinations if you have them. It stuck with me for a bit but within 3 months of not taking them or any drugs besides caffeine and nicotine I was free from the trap of the delusions caused by my illness. It gets better man. But if you think you're better off on the meds by all means don't stop.
i just want to die
>OCD
>Actual, clinically diagnosed OCD
Want to know how to spot someone with OCD?
Their face twitches uncontrollably.
Do you know how hard it is to be a functioning member of society when you can't control your facial muscles? Have you ever been told what you'd be doing for a job during an interview and your brow just fucking furrows? How about when someone delivers good news, like a baby or graduation and your left eye starts to flutter open and close, the left half of your face practically having a seizure while the right side is stoic?
How about all of that naturally happening while you're just sitting on a bus? Meeting someone for the first time?
Christ, it makes me want to fucking kill myself. It just really sucks because ((insert rant about how people without disorders use a disorder as a verb to excuse their actions)), so people exclusively associate OCD with organization. No, it's Obessive-Compulsive Disorder. It means you do shit without even thinking about it. I try to be a normal adult. I own, like, maybe 10 different glass cups, 5 or 6 plastic ones. But I don't use any other than the plastic ones IT HAS to be a plastic one. If it's not, I will not drink the water naturally. Know what I mean by that? Like, if you're just sitting at your computer and you have a glass next to you, youll occasionally just sip out of it? I have to process that a glass cup is okay to drink out of. I have to think about and will myself to drink out of it. It's fucking unnatural is what it is.
You'd think I was on tumblr venting like this, jeeze.
>inb4 bait
>inb4 faggot because I am one haha jokes on you
Ask an OCD freak anything.
>>688281087
Pedophilic disorder is a diagnosis in the DSM-V. If it's not causing distress, functional impairment, or harm to other people though, it's just a sexual paraphilia or orientation, not a disorder.
>>688281049
Do I pay for medical marijuana personally or does my insurance cover it? Either way I'll try anything at this point, I pretty much have to knock myself the fuck out with pills because I have trouble going to bed knowing that I'll have nightmares that drag on for an eternity.
>>688281415
Anhedonia and lack of motivation are a couple reasons. I also suffer from mildly-frequent insomnia, complete lack of a sex drive, and (in the past) suicidal tendencies. My opinion is that these symptoms are explained by the ASPD and SPD
>>688281721
Well I mean I think of legitimately killing myself over it, but only sometimes. When I'm around little kids ( like 5) I think allot about groping them but I swear ive never done it. I can't help but get hard around them tho.
>>688278428
Well. I'm fine now too. Don't know why I need to kill myself or how I'm fucked. I haven't taken the meds since high school and never looked back. It just takes me a bit longer to get shit done. This site doesn't help. I'm quite happy most of the time. Just a little alcohol dependent so I can get my brain to slow down some of the time. I should try and get a prescription to the meds again and see about selling them.
Why are there so many skitzos on /b/ tho
>>688258333
Schizophrenia
Mixed with depression and my long term gf leaving me, honestly about to kill myself
>>688259737
It is a good thing
>>688278816
Oh god. I had to fight the urge to punch the monitor with that picture.
>>688281652
Just drink the fucking water
>>688281833
Depends on your insurance provider. Weed is cheap enough though that if you have a full-time job you can probably afford it out of pocket. I pay $25 a week for my doses (3.5g/week)
>>688282002
Dood 15-17 year olds are one thing but 5 year olds? Fuq man you're fuqn weerd
>>688281652
I have OCD too but instead of twitching my face I can't stop thinking about sewing my mother's vagina shut or drilling into people's eyes.
>>688282369
the weed'll put you to sleep like a baby if you smoke a heavy indica, too. I'm completely off sleep aids since starting marijuana
>>688282446
I'm not that weird...i just live little girls so much.
Autism (very minor)
Antisocial personality disorder (I'm a psychopath apparently)
Derealization and depersonalization (although these aren't really considered disorders anymore)
Am literally autistic.
I mostly just go to work and play mtg.
>>688282369
Cool man, they've been dicks about getting me my other meds so maybe when I drop those they'll be more willing to pay for weed and extra hours with my therapist.
>>688282519
Don't act as if weed is a magical cure all medicine that's what made me psychotic
>>688258333
Aspergers
ADD
Anxiety (general)
The meds help. If your meds aren't helping you're likely either misdiagnosed or taking shitty antipsychotics because most of those don't do their job, anyway.
