Feels thread, I suppose.
Go ahead and get it off your chest.
>>688242219
i get too much pussy man... like i just wanna chill some nights alone you know what i mean
i have no balls to talk to the girl i like. we only look at each other in the hallway. we have never talked to each other. we have no way of talking to each other either. shes also out of my league. i hate being ugly.
>>688243001
looks don't really have as big of a part as people make it out to be.
don't live the rest of your life regretting stuff you never did because who knows if this opportunity will ever come again?
This story always get the worst feels on me...
I think I've really lost all hope of anything good ever coming from life. I don't want to bring a child into this terrible world so that and women are off the table. I have no aspirations and the few hobbies that still entertain me are starting to do it less or I can't afford to do them.
Luckily my brother still makes me laugh but I can't live with my mom forever because she is as poor as me and I feel bad. I want to move to the middle of the woods where if I died, it would look like an accident. For now I keep myself alive for the few people who seem to care about me.
I guess this is what life is
Is being loved worth seeking? Or should i just become a piece of empty armor?
Is worth of seeking, but first you must love yourself
>>688244408
Think about any things you'd improve to do with yourself.
A lot of things are out of your control, and acknowledging this sometimes can be difficult. Coming to terms with this, and working on what you can will get you where you want to be.
And as for looking for aspirations, read more. You'll gain a better insight into things, and the world as a whole, which may lead you forward.
Don't give up anon.
>>688245212
How do i do this. How does a person love him/herself all i can see in me are my flaws. I have probably nothing good to offer anyway.
i hate every second of living
>be me
>socially retarded shy cunt
>have a crush on an exchange student
>be too scared to talk to her
>gather courage for about 2 months and finally talk to her
>drop spaghetis and make yourself look like a total autist
>still talk to her a couple of times on facebook because u are desperate
>have never used any drugs before (not even weed)
>start using opioids to self medicate ur depression and anxiety
>today
>6 months have passed
>be high on oxycodone, in fact been high on it 247 for the past 2 weeks
>she has already travelled back to her home country
>browse through her fb pictures where she poses with other guys and her friends
>have dreams about you n her and want to kill yourself every time you wake up from a dream like that
>still believe she might send me a message one day and tell me she loves me
>consider an hero because I'll never become anything and I'm a total failure
>>688242219
im in a relationship im sure wnt work out, all we do is sleep and fuck, we are fighting now bc she refuses to talk about our problems, but tomorrow well be fine and just sweep everything under the rug as always, but I love her and would give anything to make her happy and be with her, but if I leave shell kill herself
>>688245212
This right here... If you really want to be loved you have to learn to love yourself. Otherwise every relationship you have will ultimately be you leeching off the other person.
>>688245568
wtf
>>688245497
Anon, loving yourself means being in peace when you are alone with yourself. We all have flaws, but we always can change what we hate of ourselves, we always can be someone we are prouds of. Don't lose hope, never.
>>688245497
Flaws are natural. Nothing is perfect.
But, you have to truly focus on the good in yourself, although you may have to find it first.
The only way you can love yourself is by seeing the beauty in yourself (in aspects other than aesthetics too). By viewing yourself as worthy, that's what you'll be. It'll mould you into that type of person, regardless of what anyone says. And the opinions of other people shouldn't matter when it comes to yourself.
Take a diamond, for example. Just because an individual thinks of it as being ugly, doesn't tarnish its appearance.
>>688245739
Communication is key in a relationship, anon.
Don't cling onto her just because it's what's keeping her alive. Because in the long run, it'll be terrible for both of you.
>>688243001
dude trust me, just go for it. you have no idea how much you're gonna regret it in the future. i know this stuff seems like the only thing that matters rn, but in the future, you're gonna wish your life was as easy as when stuff like that was the thing you were most conserned (did i spell that right?) about. go for it, i promise you it'll be worth it. if she doesn't like you, it's her loss. grow some balls and go for it.
>>688246137
The best thing about myself is that im not a complete ass like some others. Thats it. I got no special skills and am just your average guy. Im not funny nor super handsome. Im the quiet type that thinks others' opinions are way too important. Yet im the person that never gets noticed. People tell me im a good listener but thats because i have nothing to talk about. And the problem is I cant change. This is just who I am and it fucking sucks
>>688245988
Yeah that's my fucking life
I'm in love with my best friend, but I don't want to put our friendship in jeopardy because I put my feelings out there. I just don't want to make things weird, you know.
>>688242219
I think people who say they smile when they're sad are lying
They smile because they actually know what happiness feels like and they know how to smile. They're momentarily upset about something but they know it'll get better, so they smile while they wait.
I think truly sad people don't know how to smile
Couldn't get it up while trying to fuck a hot Asian girl. I'm either gay or possibly just fap to much to porn. Feels bad.
>>688247335
Just yolo it. If you are really good friends youll stay friends it will only be awkward for 2 weeks max.
>>688247226
That's not a flaw. anon.
Good listening skills aren't common at all.
As for other skills, you have to obtain them by working hard at them.
There's no shortcut to this, and nobody's born with any particular set of skills. They've all had to learn them.
>>688247557
I believe that's a lie too.
Although, truly sad people are able to fake a smile to an extent.
>>688247806
You're right, but I think I'll just wait until she's single before I do that. So I maybe have a chance. Thanks man
>>688248738
You go man! Dont do it the second shes single again tho. Start first with flirting etc to make your intentions clear and then go for the strike
>>688244810
The empty armor stays empty. With love, that love will end and will take more away than it gives. It's not worth it anon. Its not worth it.
>>688249140
Fucking right man! Thanks!
alright. never done one of these longer posts but here it goes. btw im 16 male
I started dating this girl who I had a few mutual friends with after like a week of texting alot and hanging out after school almost everyday+during weekends. Everything goes fine for a month, we're both happy, she says I love you, and i even get a bit of tht pussy.
I think that everything is still going great until about a week after our 1 month when we are texting after we went out to get food. I was high from some edibles and I know she doesnt like when im high and shes not because she gets bored but I didnt think it was that bad for her. Anyway she brings up the fact that she "didnt feel special" on that date or something and we talk about it and eventually kinda resolve the problem but there is still tension and we cant hangout cause shes going out of state for the weekend. We dont text alot that weekend cause shes kinda busy but basically she wants to talk in person about some stuff.
A few days later she gets back and we go to see a movie. It goes well and at the end i ask if she wants to talk. she declines. basically we kinda text for a day but she seems miffed and im trying to keep the convo going but eventually kinda give up because it seems like she doesnt really wanna talk. Then out of nowhere she says that she wants to walk home with me so we can talk. I think that this is to fix whatever problem she thinks has arisen so im cool with it. she had said before when we were texting about it that fixing the problem would "take time" so i think were just gonna work through it. I realize pretty quickly that this is not just a simple walk home, and she is indeed breaking up with me.
what went wrong? (i know you guys have a limited account of the situation but its the best i can do)
also how do i get over her :(
I wonder what a tumor tastes like and if it's healthy
Feels come and feels go. All that matters is the truth. Keep on doing what you do. You've been blessed with a decent job you're good at (regardless of "social status,") a nice apartment with neighbors who watch out for each other, air conditioning (thank God,) food and weed whenever you want, and a car that isn't bankrupting you with repair bills.
Life is good.
>>688242219
This happened to me yesterday
https://www.pinkcherryaffiliate.com/sextoys.php?id=2630&url=11704
Had a dream yesterday, felt like it was a different life, i was happy and had everything then i woke up and realized it was a dream felt pretty shitty knowing that false hope and joy
Fuckk
Turned 24 not too long ago, been reflecting on what I've accomplished thus far... words fail describe the feeling I felt upon realizing I've done literally nothing with my life. Worst is, I don't even care. I hate what I've become, what I choose to be, and the fact that I refuse to change what I am. I've come to accept it, 'this', whatever "this" is -- life or whatever, I don't know why I'm here, but I don't plan to stick around too long anyways, so fuck it.
>>688242219
requesting greentext of anon and the navajo spirit journey guy walking to arizona to reach a reserve
>>688252613
I remember that shit... where did the good feels threads go that were full of images? Now it's just text.
I had a chance to be happy, but im afraid it will hurt her in the long road and had to say my goodbyes
i feel like having a good cry any of you faggots got a good feely feel story you feel like sharin with a complete stranger who may or may not be jacking off while lurking this thread?
>>688242219
Hmm..she's a fuckin bitch and she fucked another guy like 20 fuckin times. Was starting to get over her completely because I loved her for like 2 years and haven't spoken to her since July of last year. Now she's trying to talk to me because she misses me but I honestly hate her guts plus she's still with the guy that got her to cheat on me. She's probably the worst person I've ever known.
>>688253744
have sex with her, make that fucker who made you a cuck learn what it feels like to be with a whore
>>688252225
Im just gonna post my bullshit tumblr pics because I don't care
>>688253277
You sound like the kind of pussy that cries himself to sleep at night.
>>688247806
"Yolo" was how I knew summer was here.
>>688254386
She became a whore after being with him and he doesn't give a fuck, she's fucked other dudes while being with him.
>>688254744
You know how I knew summer was here? By going outside, you basement-dwelling neckbeard loser.
>>688252225
sdfhshfghdfhdfgh
>>688255057
that's just sad, at least you had enough self-respect to dump that whore and don't worry mate, you'll find a girl that's worth it just don't become a jaded prick
Have girl that I've been crushing on we talk more and more become better friends. Could tell she likes me always does things to playful annoy me. Then things start taking a jagged turns once I ask for a relationship starts saying the generic shit such as I don't have time not looking for relationship. Friendship breaks and she tells me not to talk to her. Apologizes a week later and says she wants to start over. Things start good but nothing happens. Cant tell she's not into me. She told me today she thinks one of my friends is cute and funny. Told me she loved me like a brother. Told her I couldn't be that close of a friend to her anymore. Descion starting to sink in hours later.
I'm an alcoholic but didn't get enough alcohol to be drunk tonight. So now I'm painfully aware of everything I do.
>>688255673
Some guys will probably argue otherwise, but you want to be friends first. You want to learn everything there is to know about her, and then if you realize that this really is the girl you want to spend the rest of your life with, you confess to her how you truly feel about her. I mean, unless of course you just wanted to dip a toe in the water, in which case, you're wasting your time being friends, look for easy girls and go to town.
>>688242219
Brb anon reading everything OC in here
the girl I can't stop thinking about only keeps me around as her "gay friend"
>mfw I'm straight
>>688256792
idk bruh you seem all faggy and shit you sure you aint a fag?
>>688251889
One time on drugs I met a girl and then walking home with her late at night and it felt like a literal dream world for a moment even though it was my hometown that I've lived in for years. It was so surreal and I woke up and came down with the worst depression ever. I've tried to tell people about that experience but I can't muster the words together really, and I've never really told anyone.
>>688256967
a betafag, for sure
>>688256605
I don't know what to do now. She basically said she likes one of my friends but won't talk about because she cares about me and she knows I like her
>>688258857
Lost cause, friend. If she's already interesting in another guy you'll just end up getting someone else's dirty seconds. Forget about that girl and focus on yourself, on your body, on your work. Once you've established yourself, women will flock to you.
>>688242219
Fucking gf just got back from her school to start what shouldve been the greatest summer ever but now we fight literally every night she's talking to other guys who she claims are just friends and says there there for her and idk what to do /b/ the more I type this out the shutter the situation feels
>>688259840
get a load of this cuck
>>688260100
>Checked
Dubs must speak the truth I should probably an hero
>>688242219
>4 months ago
>be beta and go on dating sites desperate to get girls
>meet pretty nice chick (#1)
>bit large, but very clearly into me
>talk for a while
>she tells me she's getting back with her ex, we should probably stop talking
>ok i guess
>time passes
>actually meet a girl in real life (#2)
>slightly less attractive & much less interesting, but we hit it off
>more time passes, #2 takes my virginity
>more time passes, #2 and I are in a pretty steady relationship
>get out-of-nowhere text from #1
>she wants to meet up
I feel like I'm losing out on an opportunity if I don't go see #1, but I don't wanna be an ass and cheat, #2 is really sweet and she doesn't deserve that
Talk me out of it /b/
>>688260259
No, what you need to do is dump that cumdumpster and find yourself a girl who likes you for you.
>>688260547
listen bruh you gotta fuck as many bitches as you can while you can life too short to be poking only one bitch nah mean?
>>688260555
TRIPS OF TRUTH
seriously, self-respect m8
>>688260555
Ik she likes me for me know she hasn't cheated on me keep tabs on that cunt 24/7 (inb4 fucking stalker) and we've been together for around a year and she's just insecure and emotionally fucked up like actual ptsd
>>688260927
sounds like you stuck yo dick in crazy never stick yo dick in crazy bruh
>>688261384
True fucking shit bro and only crazy to me too shots weird
>>688260547
Nah #1 could've you from beginning don't be a plan B anon
Does anyone have any reactuon pics that convey depression
>>688262063
just go stand in front of a mirror
>>688262063
Here you go, Anon.
>>688262063
Here's one from my folder
Soon to be gf fell in love with another guy over the weekend, told me we should just stop talking.
>>688260547
she just wants you as a backup. #2 seems like a nice girl, those don't come often. Hold on tight to her, and don't let go.
>>688262416
Probably.
>>688262425
Thanks anon youre awesome, i hope crippling depression doesnt eat your insides making you hollow, like they did mine
There is so much about me to love. Never before have I felt like I've had so much to give and offer to someone than I do right now.
But I'm also alone. I've never felt so alone. Maybe I'm just bored. I mean it wouldn't be the first time surely.
It just seems as though possibilities are limiting and the world I loved and once knew has passed ahead of me.
I want. I need. I feel and love. I sympathize and empathize with others. I can relate. I can achieve and fail. I can learn and teach. I can forgive and forget. I can be anyone I want to be. I have opinions and beliefs. I have a past and a future.
What is it about this new world that has distanced people from one another to extremes? why can't I talk to a girl without fearing rejection? Why can't I just go outside and be me in public?
for what I know about life and my own, I can't get used to the complexities that arise in trying to better understand myself and the others around me and the world we live in. How can we have come so far in life in so many aspects of knowledge and skill that we continue to hate and kill one another?
Why do I care. And why do others not care? About stuff.
>Sucks being alone sometimes. Not the idea, but physically. It's draining and exhausting. Feeling stuck and cut off from others.
>>688262674
Story on nina, and thanks mate
>>688262854
Eh, from what I've dealt with so far and the state I'm in now. I don't really know what to think.
I hope your day has been going well, Anon.
>>688247263
That's stupid. You're stupid. Kill Yourself you weak minded fool.
>>688245568
just listen to "Across the Sea" by Weezer. The exact same situation. You need to know when to let go anon. It hurts, yeah, but sometimes, it's best. Keep in touch with her, but actively search for other girls. I'm here for you, ya dingus.
>>688261626
>>688262847
Thanks mates, needed to hear this
>>688262786
Don't worry, there's 3.5 billion women on earth
If I can attract more than one, you can too
>>688260547
stay with 2, 1 is probably using you
>>688242473
no one responds LOL
>>688263248
Dude actually fucking grow up.
there's this girl i'm into (friend of a friend) who i don't see extremely frequently.. probably 2 times a month.
She eyefucks me when we do hang out and seems into me. I don't have her number or I'd try to take her on a nice date.
Issue is her mom just died and I'm not sure how to approach that as well as if she's entirely stable. What do I do /b/ pls i need summer love
>>688242219
I no longer possess the intellect to pursue my original college degree goals.
might become a priest of my own conjuring and get tax exempt status and continue renting out houses.
>>688245568
just talk to her you confidenceless cunt
>>688263597
Be there for her, offer emotional support. Exchange #'s for afore mentioned situation. Eventually, ask her out on a date, or just to do something fun. Let the ball roll from there.
>>688262959
I met her exactly one year ago yesterday. I fell in love in an instant. She had everything. Looks, humor, brains, and a good sex drive. She's been my girlfriend ever since August. A couple of weeks ago, I found out she's been cheating on me with some filthy Egyptian fuck back in October. She asked for forgiveness and she even helped me get revenge on the Egyptian guy. Things haven't been the same ever since. Conversations got shorter. She's been avoiding me all the time. Yesterday she told me that she didn't want me anymore.
Hurts like hell. Especially because I can't get the thought of her being with another guy out of my head. I'll love her forever.
>>688263099
Tbh its been okay, how was yours. you can never have a good post with shit posters anymore, i used to come to 4chan to talk with cool dudes, now there is literally nothing but cancer.
>>688245568
>Being this torn up
>Over a woman
Get a fucking grip on yourself. Get a hobby, not a whore.
>>688263989
Glad to hear it's been okay, man. Happy your insides haven't been completely consumed yet.
Eh, still plenty of pleasant posters on here. You just have to look for them.
My day's been alright, nothing really of note. Just your typical day. Thanks for asking though.
You up to much right now, or just relaxing?
>>688262936
If more people cared we wouldn't have things like war and famine. And we wouldn't care more about money than we do each other.
Then there are those who care more about each other than anything else in the world.
But that isn't enough. And if that isn't enough then maybe having a relationship isn't worth it.
Try not to wallow in self-pity. And try not to convince yourself you'll be alone forever.
>>688262786
If she is that easily swayed, she wasn't worth it in the first place, man.
>>688263934
thank you anon <3
>>688263436
I am. I have a job, a house and no addictions beside smoking. Fucking coward. I overcame all those things. IT WASN'T EASY. You are too weak to be allowed to live.
>>688263983
Kill her.
In this way you can preserve her perfectly, as an image within your head. No one else will ever love her the way you do. It's impossible for any human being to care about another in the way that you love this girl.
Kill her.
Make a shrine in your closet. Keep your favorite parts close at hand. Dress up in her clothing, that her divine essence may ride you like a voudon. Start dating other men using her name, but only ones that look like you. Collect all of her fluids and start mixing them in with your food.
Kill her.
>>688264466
>>688263379
Thanks, I'll try my best to move on.
I've been really depressed the last few days.Like is this all life has to offer.Go to work drink some beers when im out go to sleep and do it all over again tomorrow.I need a gf or something to give my life any meaning.This cant be it
>What if-
i txt her after all this time, even after being told to never txt her again, just to send my condolences and grievances for the loss of her mother and she takes it as an approach or repeats her request?
>>688264043
For real mate. Gotta man up.
>>688264948
It's not it. It certainly isn't. Things will change.
If it's only been a few days then you have it better than most. How long have you been in this routine?
>>688264948
no chicks will want a guy if he doesnt have meaning to life on his own.
>>688242219
After prom three years ago I was beaten and raped at knifepoint.
I'm still going out with my rapist.
>>688265392
thats hot
>>688264314
Looking through threads really. Looking for anons who want to talk or just need advice. hbu?
>>688265150
For like a year now before that I used to go out with friends to bars and had a great time.I just isolated myself from them mostly because when I do hangout with them I get blacked out drunk.I once fell asleep on the sidewalk because we were drunk and I wanted to go home.
>>688265509
Ah, alrighty.
Glad to hear you're relaxing, man. Glad you're talking to me, heh. I'm just listening to some music while relaxing on my chair, not too much. Quiet night and what not.
>>688264838
I'm not the one who posted the first thing though. You're in this thread in the first place, which means you're here for one of two things.
1.) Actually fuckin discuss something that's bringing you down (if you want to, go ahead)
2.) shitpost, and give some meaning to your shitty life. And you didn't mention having any friends, or anyone that cares about you for that matter, you damn pissrocket :^)
>>688265392
Because....
>out with friends
>someone puts something in my drink
>???
>wake up in a strange bed
> "wtf"
>someone is having a shower
>try to figure out what happened
>appear to be at a shitty hotel
>9/10 gets out of the bathroom
> kisses me then starts getting dressed
>playdetective "did we ....fuck?" "Yes it was great"
>oh shit waddup
> don't remember her name play it cool and don't bring up I have no fucking idea what the fuck happened
> tells me how nice I am, how great I am
> "you got my number text me if you wanna hang out"
> leaves
> omfgy
>phone is gone never to return again
YOU DONT KNOW PAIN
>>688265371
Yeah you're right anon.There's some cute girls at work.Idk if there is something there with a couple of them.Im not terrible looking im just shy and kinda keep to myself.Lack confidence which is weird because in high school i had all the confidence in the world.
Listen to this: https://youtu.be/gCHHFP7pNHI
You're Welcome
>>688265863
You faggot, of course i have friends. Why else would i bother living? Dumbshit cunt. I'm saying the fuck that fell for an exchange student and then did pills because of how beta he is should kill himself. He's clearly worthless if he is that weak willed. Prove me wrong.
>>688265392
You should seek a judicial social worker. They specialize and take unto their personal efforts to solve and make things like that better.
Don't assume the outcomes or what-if's.
Call your local crime victim advocate - judicial department. These people specialize in these exact cases and can help. I know this for an absolute, 100%, personal, and witnessed on multiple occasion truth and fact.
You need to seek help immediately.
You won't need proof. Not often do women walk into an office and tell a professional a similar story to yours only as a lie. They can offer complete undivided attention and aid.
>>688247226
Dude are you fucking retarded? Like seriously.
"Find the good in yourself anon."
*Lists 10 reasons why he's average/worthless*
What part of "find the good" did you not fucking understand?
Dude, being average means that 50% of all humanity is worse than you in whatever way your average. Thats what you should be thinking. Not "poor me". Grow a fucking pair sally.
i went on a date with a girl, everything went well and she said she wanted to go out again.
we both got busy with work and couldn't find a day we both had off for almost 2 weeks, and slowly went from talking every day to not at all.
this was in april.
is it too late? did i fuck up too bad? she still views all my snapchat stories and favorites my tweets but i guess i'm looking too much into it..
>>688266251
Eye contact. Smile. Talk.
Takes practice but it can be done anon.
>>688242219
That image is comfy as fuck
>>688245739
did that for 2 years. just got out of it a few days ago. can't keep sweeping under the rug because no progress is made. feeling rekt but know it's for the best. find yourself a more mature chick, anon.
Gf is upset about her brothers death,I have no clue how to comfort her and she's being distant. I panic about it ever 10-15 minutes and feel like I'm about to puke. I'm deeply in love with her and I feel useless since I can't help in any way
>>688266824
You should hit her up again, ask to go out for lunch and catch up with one another.
I broke up with my gf of 3 years,she cheated and I gave her a chance back but I don't know.
>>688242219
>I cant get over my ex /b/ros, she was the one.
>Im really butt hurt about it
>keep meeting other girls
>dont compare to her
>been lonely as fuck
Should I try to get her back b? She broke me, and I told her we could be friends. Havent spoke to her since, been about 4 months. I've had other girls and flirts but I feel empty. She started appearing in my dreams recently and I can't stop thinking about her. What should I do?
>>688250912
>16
young girls are fickled as fuck. get used to that happening until you reach your mid twenties.... even then you'll encounter it.
I leave for parris island soon to do bootcamp. My mos is gonna be infantry. I tried telling my mother that if anything ever happens to me on the line of duty I would want her to move on and not let it hold her down. She told me she would kill herself if I died. Shit I don't know what to do with that information now. I kinda regret telling her that now.
>>688265756
I hear ya, glad to talk to someone whos chill for once. What're you listening to?
>>688267288
i've had the message in my drafts for almost 3 weeks now, i'm too much of a coward to do it.. i'm terrified of being rejected.
how do i just come out of the blue and start talking again? snapchat? text? just a hi? do i acknowledge the absence or just talk like nothing happened? idk why we stopped talking in the first place.
>>688243958
Not even 1 feel.
>>688253744
the absolute best strategy is to never give her any attention. it'll eat her alive.
I hate myself so much
Im 23, never kissed a girl, never went to a party...
I feel so alone, and i think im in love with my cousin, despite she hates me
I just want to die
>>688242219
ITT betas whinge about being beta
>girl is hawt
>me to shy
>she doesn't know i exist :^(
>am suicide
I wonder why girls don't like you.
>>688267607
don't ever give a cheater another chance.
you're going to regret this.
>>688256336
Degenerate
>be me
>summer of 2014
>meet a chill dude over Steam
>we start to talk a lot
>he talked me out of killing myself
>taught me lots of shit about life and love
>we'd talk daily until midnight
>then September of 2015 rolls around
>we don't talk for a week or so
>I message him taking for what he's done
>he messages back saying he's been busy but we would get together soon
>that was 264 days ago
Jesus Christ I'm gonna be alone forever aren't I?
>>688268084
Time is a bitch anon, maybe that's why you stopped talking because it's been so long without you talking to her. When you send the text she'll think of you again, make sure to acknowledge absence as well.
For example: "Hey ____ I know it's been a while, but how does lunch sound?"
>>688242219
I'm schizophrenic and poor
I was given ritalin as a child so permanently addicted to amphetamines
dad committed suicide when i was 7
my family hasn't talked to me in almost a month
my mom and stepdad are super religious and baby brother is transgender suicidal
my gf's kid is also probably transgender and a spaz
used to love to play shows, about to go on tour, but I don't feel the connection with the music i used to (i was usually drunk and on speed when i performed)
big brother i haven't talked to in 24 years just got out of prison, but doesn't seem interested in talking to me
me and my gf's bf just got raped by his bf, and had to move in with us . . . I am a crass asshole, and must watch my mouth not to trigger him
i get state benefits, but still have to work my balls of to survive
ex from a five-year on and off keeps harassing me
i think my gf and i might get married in vegas when we're on tour . . . i'm excited about the tour, but nervous
one of my best friends just robbed my gf
another one of my best friends was murdered under a bridge a few years ago. I work with his cousin, trying to remember how to play a song he wrote.
>>688268017
Yeah, thanks man.
Just some Halo OST, nothing special. Just enjoy the soundtrack.
>>688267607
Enjoy being a cuck, you know she's got some side dick on the low.
>>688268550
>implying ">tfw no gf" is all that's going on when there's clearly other shit
>implying anyone can do a 180 with their personality overnight
>implying vicious cycles aren't a thing
It takes time and effort to change, and whether they're changing or not, they'd benefit from sympathy
Be less of a shit m8
>>688266812
I've thought about trying to get help, but my situation is weird. It's been a long time since it happened, I never left her after what happened, and it wasn't the usual male/female rape, so I don't know if it even "counts".
I'm worried that getting more people involved, ESPECIALLY getting law enforcement involved, would only serve to ruin both our lives.
>>688268844
He got a life, can't expect functional people to carry you and waste their lifes too. Selfish
>>688242219
my mum died of liver failure 8 months ago, she was only 55
I don't think i'm over it, I feel like shit all the time but I try and fool myself "oh it's just exam stress, i'll be fine once the semester ends, oh it's just the christmas work rush, i'll be great once that's over" etc but I don't know if i'll ever be fine
It doesn't help that my dad is no where near over it, he doesn't show it often but sometimes when he has a really bad day his cover slips, you can see how shit he feels so I can't talk to him about how shit i'm feeling, he's done so much for me and my sister, he's fought like hell to make sure we have a relatively normal life, I can't lump my shit on him as well
gf told me she wanted a break, and i agreed to give her some space for a bit. 2 weeks into our "break", she's with a new guy and hasn't acknowledged me since.
>>688244408
Maaaaan you spoke from my heart I have the same problem I just don't live at home ... yet.
>>688269226
Mfw I triggered summer, by stating the truth.
>>688269445
Thats what breaks are. If she asks for breaks. Either be at peace that shes going to get railed, and rail some bitches yourself. or dump it and rail some bitch.
>>688269672
>using triggered
>"summer"
You have to be 18
>>688269049
Aka you're unlikable
>>688269672
>>688269858
You activated my trap card
Should I try to get her back b? She broke me, and I told her we could be friends. Havent spoke to her since, been about 4 months. I've had other girls and flirts but I feel empty. She started appearing in my dreams recently and I can't stop thinking about her. What should I do?
>>688269736
the fact that she's with another guy isnt what bothers me, since she seems very happy with him, happier than she was with me. what bothers me is now when i look back on everything, the whole relationship felt so empty and effortless on both of our parts
>>688270163
what reasons did she give for dumping you?
>>688269445
In this situation you ALWAYS go find a bitch and rail her. Even if you don't want to, even if they are fat YOU FUCK SOMEONE ASAP or atleast pretend to be fucking someone
bitch might not want the toy now, but after she finds out someone else is playing with it...
>>688269936
naw . . . lot's of people like me. so i have that going for me. I just live in the shitty part of the city and don't drive, so it takes some time, energy, and money to get to the cool part of the city. as for my family, they're probably just lost in their own shit (there's a lot of them, and some of them are very high maintainence). My big brother lives far away, and I think he's distracted cause his son just got out of jail . . . so i understand
1st girlfriend I've ever had broke up with me like 3 weeks ago. Sent me a text saying she's a Lesbian now. Just found out she has a boyfriend.
I feel so shitty now all of my free time is spent in bed, genuinely loved this girl...
so does everybody on this thread just cry about bitches?
>>688270163
Get over it
If you got back to her and she accepts then it's basically validating what she did.
Stop looking at other options and focus on you, you focus on making you better then go out looking for something. You aren't going to find it wallowing over her and deep down you don't want to go get back with her
I hate people who pretend like they're some kind of saint for concealing their misery behind a friendly facade.
>>688270586
Continue with your life, everyone goes through similiar shit.
>>688270823
When I step outside of my apartment, I see people who have witnessed their loved ones murdered in a genocide. I wonder what that's like.
>>688270823
that sucks anon, a friend of mine had a girl date him for 7 months just to dump him and tell him she was just trying to make her ex jealous
>>688245568
Read Beyond Good and Evil. Helped with me
>>688270832
Yeah, helps us realise that we're not terrible people and move on because we dont have real bros to talk to.
>>688242219
they age like shit
>>688270832
Hi welcome to 4chan, this must be your first time.
>>688270298
She didn't want to lead me on. Only because what I said was taken the wrong way. I know this from a mutual friend.
>>688271153
thanks . . . I'm kinda old-young, so I've got some pretty thick skin. Got a lot of good stuff going for me (honestly the amphetamine dependency is probably one of the worst things; shit's miserable when you can barely lift a finger to get shit done, and your doc is worried you'll go off the deepend on stims cause he barely knows shit about you) . . . the streets provide.
What does love feel like?
>>688269024
i hope so man.
i had so many plans for the first couple days after that date, i was so excited. I'm 19 and that was my 2nd date ever
i told myself i wouldnt sit and be sad about it if things didnt work out but here i am lol
i will try.
>>688271621
that sucks, /b/ro. Are you kinda young?
>>688242219
Since I broke up with my GF a few months ago, I've been lying to my family and close friends about other girls I've been talking to, also saying my ex has been texting me trying to get back together. My Ex hasn't once talked to me after I ended it with her, and I'm kind of glad, but I don't know anymore, part of me wishes she would, just so I could feel wanted again. The "Dates" I've been going on has consisted of me going to a bar and drinking alone, I don't want them to see how torn up I really am inside I guess. I just wish I could see what others say they see in me.
>>688270823
In my experience with girls
>get dumped
>never show the pain
>ignore them completely
One of them now thinks I'm the perfect guy, and tells people.
Mfw i treated her like shit and hated her kid.
>>688271710
probably my first time on a feel thread that I can remember. I'm so used to people around me experiencing such calamity (arrests, suicides, ODs, bankruptsies, disease, oppression, murder, homelessness, mental illness, rape) that bitches often take a back seat---though a broken heart can make all of that shit even worse, I know.
>>688272010
Meth?
I did meth til about... just before new years eve. My family didn't like me at the time either, now i see my mum every weekend.
>>688242219
>Met girl. Fucked her brains out for a week. Fell in love.
>Dated the girl long distance for a year and a half because uni in England.
>Find out from her friend saying she's been dating another guy for the last three months or so.
>Fucking shocked.
>Ask her about it.
>Wants to marry him so he can get a green card.
>She doesn't love him. Just wants to help out.
>She still loves me. Just can't keep waiting. Feels awful for not telling me.
>Both of us don't know what to do.
>inb4 she's a lying crazy bitch.
>inb4 cuck.
/B/ros, I've come to realize the world is an empty place filled with ugly people. So tired of being fucked with, you know? Bonus Jon Tron.
>>688243001
you should hate being a loser at 12
>girl i like
>we never talked
kys
>>688273473
naw, i grew up on that baby shit like ritalin and adderol . . . if you do that shit when you're a kid though, you're pretty useless without it. I generally avoid meth because i know i would love the shit out of it. some of my friends used to be addicted to meth. how do you and your ma get on?
>>688272462
19, Not sure how I'm even gonna find someone else. even though I live walking distance from downtown all my friends are more autismo than I am. All of my friends who liked to do that shit either left town or stoped hanging out. Tried college for a year before I realised that I wanted to take a break from school for work and maybe travel, and now Its turned to pure lazyness.
>>688273603
Literal cuck, you can't inb4 that shit. You've been played, she's a player and you're the back up.
I hate being alone but when I'm out I just wanna be home by myself.
>>688272462
>>688273911
Sorry thought you were replying to me on this post
>>688270823
>>688273603
monogamy is bullshit, /b/ro . . . life will be better once we all bury that retarded social construct.
just post fucking images ffs
stip with the 12 high school cringe stories
>>688273904
Meth is mad party drug at first, ended up wasting majority of my money on the shit. One day realised i might be addicted and fucked it off was real easy for me. Mum and me get along fine if we're not living together, grew up watching her get bashed (main reason i do kickboxing) and getting blamed for not helping.
>>688274160
I hear you. Just want something easy now. No more bullshit.
>>688273186
I was pissed Initaly because she didnt tell me in person even though we had a date in like 2 days. Like I texted her back "Ok, I signed out of your facebook, tumblr, and netfix. anything else?". Its just when I found out that she strait up lied to me that I felt like shit. And I still dont know how im gonna find anyone else
>>688271621
not it doesn't
you arent terrible peopel,you are just autistic losers
the pics are fine,but these stories...cringe thread edition
>>688245568
Why the fuck did you start taking drugs becuse of a women you irl talked to one time?
>>688273911
yeah, pretty young, /b/ro . . . it'll get better. you'll probably have your heart broken even worse too. breaking up with somebody you live with?! that's shitty. you'll meet grills that will make your ex seem like a distant memory.
Depression stopped making sense once my friends started to die. Maybe I'm an asshole, or have just learned to get over shit very quickly, but that's usually very traumatizing to people, like something that forever changes their worldview so they have to reminisce on the good times to keep misery at bay or whatever.
I don't get it.
>>688274439
did she usually date violent drunks?
>>688274702
>>688247789
Faggot motherfucker.
Sorry guys, this one is gonna hurt. Watch alone.
Yes its that bad.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JNyllXJEKY
>>688269049
>Me and my gf's bf
>raped by his bf
Wut?
>>688274629
hit up a bar if you can . . . if you have to wait, meh, you'll meet some fun broads at the bars; a lot of them will fuck your shit up, but you'll become an expert on crazy bitches
>>688247789
Real talk, theres a chance you came in your pants. Happened to me my first time and could cum the whole time and felt like shit.
>>688274983
I dunno if they were drunks, shits a blur.
Remember being in hospital with her a lot and one of them would park just outside the restraining order and stalk us. Remeember her getting a bottle thrown in her face when a friend stayed over, he stopped talking to me.
>>688267846
You realize that if you mother died, she would die for our country, for my freedom.
Thank you for your service futere marine
>>688275167
Dude the fucking music from UP.
>>688274160
One picture. So many questions.
how do you live a life in people's shadow?
it seems that no matter what i do and where i go, i am always second fiddle. friends, family, it doesn't matter. no one gives a shit. just recently i graduated high school, being the youngest in a family of four it was kind of a big deal, but wait. my oldest sister (who basically walks on fucking water) comes into town for graduation and announces that her and her husband of three years are going to have a baby. at first i'm super excited and happy for them, but them but then it sets in. GOD FUCKING DAMMIT! literally the one time i ever felt accomplished is swooped away from me.shit on by promises of this second coming of Christ. i'm pissed decide to go catch the graduation of a friend of mine who moves to a near hicktown. get home and am immediately barraged for not spending time with family FML.
>>688275167
Once you've heard one Alzheimer's story you've heard them all. Next.
>>688275222
Haha have you been to Leicester? Grills here are 5/10 at best. But that's the plan as soon as I find my feet.
>>688275215
heh, yeah, it sounds weird. we have multiple partners. i actually met my gf through my bf (he's a trans guy). he had another bf, but that guy got kinda rapey in the end, and my bf had to move out.
>meets girl of my dreams
>dating for two months
>lifeisgreat.jpg
>finds out she's moving across the country
>feels bad man
>>688275568
jeebus, /b/ro . . . sounds like you need tighter friends
>>688275745
Find something you like. Do that thing all the time. Don't stop. Get really good. Other good things will follow if you spend time doing something you like. If you stop wasting time trying to make other people notice you, you'll feel better about it.
>>688275745
Probably by not being such an ingratiating little bitch. Stop looking for recognition or approval. You never needed it, and stops feeling good whenever you do.
>>688266097
You just died anon
>>688276072
I was in primary school
i did have something it was ROTC at my school. i was a fucking beast. i loved every second. start to finish. learning how to drill and move formations, getting yelled at doing the yelling, i was bread for it... but then i graduated.
>>688269049
>poor
Yeah that explains all the fucking weird shit
>>688275819
yeah, go for it; my whole life has been busted psycho bitches (quite a few hotties), but that doesn't matter when you're drunk and having fun. the 10s are often stupid because everything gets handed to them for being hot. you'll meet grills who really get you . . . and fat chicks give excellent head.
Not sure if people around me really are my friends or just takes advantage of me. But I dont want to be alone again.
>>688276507
oh, i get that shit . . . scary when you're that young. it fucks with your head like a ghost
>>688243958
>>688277001
i feeeeel thar /b/ro i feel that hard
>>688277001
Start taking advantage of them.
Oh wait most likely they have nothing you need, because that's all human interaction boils down to, fulfillment.
>But I don't want to be alone again.
Jesus fucking Christ you're pathetic.
>>688276713
Join military phaggoott
>>688276741
is being poor that weird? i forget that a lot of people on this site aren't. most people i know are poor.
>>688277280
i want to but all my siblings are such over achievers if i enlist I'll catch shit for the rest of my life, i don't want o pilot a desk, but i don't want to be a bullet sponge either...
>>688277159
Feels bad, mang.
>>688277520
my gf tried to join the navy, but her legs broke in basic training. she's super smart, and could have been in intelligence, but she just wasn't physically cut out for it . . . oh well, more than her cuntservative dad ever tried.
So I recently lost my virginity to this girl I've been talking to for nearly a month, I'm 18 and graduating this week from highschool, the pussy was easy cause on a random day she openly confesses that she wanted to have sex with me, I was a horny virgin so of course I obliged. I went three rounds with her, she squirted a lot too so I'm sure she enjoyed the sex. She's been going through rough times in her life due to her uncle dying today, and guys slut shaming her cause she slept with one guy before the time of dating the other. We currently have a friends with benefits type of thing going on and shits pretty cool, but I can't help but feel aggravated and jealous when I see or hear about her with other guys. She's always been the type to love attention from guys and be very open with them sexually. Ultimately I'd like her to only focus on me and maybe we could possibly date from there. But idk, my feelings are mixed about the whole situation. What do you guys think?
>>688278536
Virgin detected
>>688278536
Abort. Get out. Don't tell her you're jealous. She will stop fucking you.
There was this guy I met once who was very socially unaware. Seemed to have some form of autism, told unprovoked stories about how he had no friends back home and everyone thought he was weird and how he wished he had a girlfriend.
I've become that person. I'm self-aware, which makes it even worse, but I can't not do it. I wasn't born autistic. I don't know what's wrong with me or why I don't have social skills anymore. I will never be normal and it hurts so much.
>>688278536
Take my advice and get out now lest you get too attached.
![[001280].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/r1Cl2OZ.jpg "[001280].jpg")
served 10 years in the army,
love to kill,
now in reserve to avoid draw downs,
hate it,
chumps dont know the meaning of being professional or having an edge in combat mostly weekend fags for fed aid,
am willing to do most anything to be overseas again,
contractor or w/e idc,
nation has no balls to do shit on the world stage now,
every candidate is a commie, natzi, or w/e,
flame wars over bullshit,
co-workers are millenials without a educated clue to save them,
christ is this all that is left?
at least the sand patatos picked up a fucking rifle and choose a god damned side.
>Start dating current gf 6 months ago
>Low self-steem, cutter, probs depression, been in a toxic relationship for years
>I WILL TAKE IT
>Convince myself I will bring her back up, make a good woman out of her
>The emotional toll is getting the best of me
>I am a sore loser so I am not giving up on her because of my pride
>It's killing me
>>688279265
You are the breathe of fresh air that stokes the flames of war.
Bless yo, sir.
>>688278979
She's pretty mature though, and although I've just lost my virginity, I still think with my brain and not my cock. We've already talked about fucking again so I think that aspect is still going good for me bro. But now that I think about it, I'm really just doing what I have to to keep her as a fuck buddy. I'm pretty good at repressing my emotions so I'll do that. Oh yeah she told me that she does in fact actually like me too, I guess pussy's just gotta be my main motivation lmao
>>688260547
someday a girl will leave you for her #1 and you'll either swear never to do that to another person or go cold inside. what kind of person do you want to be, anon?
This is the first time I've ever done this but figured I'd share, I don't think mine is any worse then anyone else but here it is. I'm 21 and in the military and I've left everything behind and Everytime I turn around I'm giving things up. Specifically people. And I can't seem to miss anyone. I'm lonely and I have tons of people who I could talk to but can't seem to find the energy to change it. It's a weird catch 22 where no mater what I just feel awful. I don't value anyone yet am lonely for company. I don't feel like a good person and ever interaction is disingenoun and fake. And I use to think I just didn't show people the real me but am starting to think the real me isn't even a thing. I feel more and more blank with every life choose I make. I think I should see a doctor I just don't want the military to blow things out of proportion. Also I'm not combat and am not using that as a excuse
>>688279740
Trust me I've done this whole thing before. Felt the same too. Maybe she's different, but be careful.
>>688278979
>>688279225
Oh yeah I forgot to mention, I'll be working and working out heavily over the Summer. I think that she may want me more after I drop these 50lbs of extra weight and gain 50lbs financially lol
>>688279225
are her initials ID?
>>688274160
Monogamy is the very foundation of western philosophy regarding love. All adulterers are degenerates who need punishment.
>>688280340
You must be fun at parties.
>>688245568
do it
Im the kind of person who everybody loves, funny and very sociable but deep down im just an empty sack of shit and i have literally never liked myself, actually i cant bare myself. thinking this might get out of my hands one day
>>688280027
Yeah I've gotten advice from my closest friends and they've told me to keep her around, if she gets serious about me then it'll be safe to feel the same to her
>>688280297
Nah man, AC
>>688279265
hooah /b/ro hoo-fucking-ah
>>688280897
You irish btw? I feel like maybe I know you...
College has me in debt, even with scholarships had to take out loans. Behind on payments cause family is shitty. Was seeing my lab partner We're culinary students) for the past two weeks until we're drinking at her house one night, fooling around. Phone rings, she tells me that ringtone is for a friend. She starts freaking out and tells me her boyfriend is coming over, no time for me to leave so we kick back in the living room pretending to be doing some bullshit project. Now what I thought was a perfect match is actually cheating on her big, black boyfriend with me. Have to have my payments caught up by Friday or dropped from classes.
>>688280957
aight just checking sounds like a girl i know XD
>>688281254
Also finals week
>>688250912
She isnt responsible for your happiness anon. Itll take time but u can get over her.
>>688281344
There's a lot of girls out there like her out there heh °:)
>>688281105
Nah I'm Jamaican and native american lol. I live in NY
>>688282662
Ah right. Good luck /b/ud. Don't hurt yourself.
>>688250912
A lot of girls our age are indecisive about a lot of things, especially their men. So my theory is that she's taken interest In someone else based off of all the facts you said. I'm 18 btw
>>688280340
damn, i don't have any good b8 pics on this computer
>>688283008
Yeah, I'll tread these waters very carefully
GOOD FEELS ANONS
at a party after a formal event. getting pretty drunk. feels good man. chillen on a couch on my phone hear my girlfriend say "anon is on his phone not giving a shit being an ass hole!" sit up. wtf.jpg. look over see my best friend crying drunk moans "where's anon?" ooh shit.jpg. walk over "whats up b/ro?" says he misses dad proceeds to take me outside and spill guts about his dad, who died before he was born.keeps spilling about how he doesn't know his dad etc... looks at the stars says his dad is "up there watching" sure man.webm. ask if he can ask me a question say sure.
he ask
"what is it like having a dad?..."
that gave me hard core feels.
>>688285836
Shit man you should look out for him dude.
>>688286143
i do he's a Mexican immigrant first in his family to receive a true american education. going to take him through community college with me, then hopefully we can both transfer to a larger school and graduate. i hope to commission in the Navy, he wants to start an auto shop and garage, but i want him to commission with me and see the world before he settles down.
>>688286704
poor fella
>>688285618
aw thanks anon
>>688274883
The more shit you have to deal with the number you'll get, especially if you don't talk to anyone about it
>>688242219
>be me, 20 year old highschool drop out, living with mom
>qt girl down the street, 7 at the time, decides to come over and swim in the pool with my sister, also 7
>one piece swimsuit, cameltoe is legit
>sister wears some frilly bs, looks like a clown
>i watch girl of my dreams from livingroom window, mom suspects nothing
>an hour later it's time to come in and dry off
>she changes in to blue jeans and a black red and white plaid button up
>time to play hide and seek, girls ask me to join them, fuck it why not
>brother not home so while sister was counting, i hid in his room behind his couch
>sister still counting and qt girl comes in the room, says this is a good place to hide, hides with me behind couch
>i barricade door with couch, sister can't find us and thinks the room is locked
>sister gives up, my intentions were pure, i moved the couch but... qt girl didnt want me to go out of the room just yet
>sticks her ass on my dick and holds her arms out, as if to say "im trying to stop you but put your dick in me while im at it"
>grab her hips and grind a bit
>her mouth opens and lets out a small moan and smiles at me
>by now im just trying to move her tho, im fed up with her arms stretched out
>finally get her to move, end of this story
>couple weeks later she drops by and plays with sister and their other chubby friend in mom's room
>playing with lettered beads and shit, im game i wanna make a bracelet for myself
>qt spells out xsockx
>i try to sound it out, "ksocks, well why not just spell socks?"
>qt tries, "i think it sounds like cock"
>mfw =|
>my thoughts going through the roof, all i can think about is this is clearly a fucking trap right? there's no way a girl can be like this at this young age unless feds are payin her right?
i stopped seeing her come by after that, im 27 now, living in my own apartment, away from family, but they moved away from that house as well
to this day i still think about her, she will never leave my mind, i've tried to
>>688285618
good shit man
My girlfriend and I both suffer from really bad depression. She's been really down lately and having trouble getting out of bed. This happens to me daily when she's not around... It sucks seeing someone going through the same self doubt as you. Sharing the same feeling of being over analytical and judgemental of oneself. It kills me.
>>688280871
>>688280871
I'm sure everyone loves you, bitch. That's why you have to keep telling yourself that. Maybe you hate yourself because you realize how fake you are and that your friends don't really like you for who you are.
>>688263417
More like no one gives a shit about this faggot
>>688287453
i've tried to date females my age, and they were either addicted to drugs or completely fucking dumb, uneducated cunts
i once wanted a family of my own, i have very specific tastes, the facial structure has to be just right and they have to at least be street smart or make their own money without selling themselves
no woman has both or all of these qualities so far
all i can do is shape the faces of females on the games i play, that's my only satisfaction for now..
the girl is still under aged, and it's not like i can just go up to her 10 years later and go hey remember me? the guy who's cock you were riding as a child? im here to take you away and fulfill any dream you might have..
>>688287453
bruh what
>>688264871
Top post
>>688288325
i dont expect you to understand, it's ruining me mentally though
i wish i wasnt a pedophile but there's no correct way to seek help without being arrested..
lonely boi post inbound
>be 19
>have long term childhood friendship with really cute 9.10 nextdoor neighbor
>later on in middle school are friendship turns into a huge romance
will continue but i gotta bump the thread
