The night is still young, Anonymous. Do you need anything?
>Come in for advice, fortune-telling, and friendly conversation.
>GETs (dubs, trips, etc.) get a tarot reading from me.
>Leave a name for a fortune cookie if you don't GET, courtesy of the junior shrine maidens.
>GETs can be donated to others.
>Play nice even with those you don't like and keep drama out of the shrine.
>Be patient if you GET, hang around as it may take me a bit to get to you. Remind me if I miss your GET and you want a reading.
>Remember that I love you very much.
No not really
Apparently I'm early
-Sweet Roll
>>687386157
This anon: >>687385410 here
Again, sorry for the complex request - but this is causing me too much stress.
>>687385737
Maybe we should.
Fuck off
>>687386570
Okay.
I'm late
as expected
-Sweet Roll
>>687386157
>Remember that I love you very much.
That's gay.
Also, rolling.
>>687386684
Summerfaggot
>>687386377
>>687386157
If it aides in the reading, my significator is the moon.
Hi Reimu, hi sweet roll, how you guys doing?
>>687386874
>>687386986
Anime faggot
>>687386800
Goddamn, EFG does it again.
>>687386337
Nope, a thread late!
>>687386499
Mh probably~
>>687387114
>100x100
>not 300x300
That's no EFG. That's an imposter!
>>687387082
>>687387299
Get off my b
Does browsing /b/ make me a bad person? Or is it the all the drugs, narcissism and hate that makes me a bad person?
>The eight post below me ends with 1
>>687387531
probably browsing /b/
https://enlightenmentarot.files.wordpress.com/2010/07/tarot-spread-celtic-cross.jpg
Here is a map of Celtic Cross so you know where each card lies. It'll take me several posts to do this, so hold tight. Everyone else who GETs, be patient. This will take me a while.
>1) (Current Situation) Six of Wands
This is an odd card to get in this position since it seems you're troubled. What that tells me is that you're trying pretty hard to navigate your situation with diplomacy and tact.
>2) (The Challenge) Six of Cups
The situation is being brought on by the consequences of your past relationships and actions.
>3) (Distant Past) Death
It seems that one phase of your life served its purpose around this time and ended. Transformations across the board.
We're not done yet, so I'll need more before I have a clear picture of what any of this really means.
>>687387531
It's definitely the browsing /b/
>>687387381
>>687387217
It'd just feel fake now though.
>>687387381
The fuck is a b?
>>687387531
Well, really, none of those things make you a bad person. Acting on the hate/narcissism kinda does, but not really, unless you're ruining someone's quality of life.
>>687387698
Spot on so far. Looking forward to cards 5, 6, and 8
>>687386157
*For how long do you intend keeping this night of debauchery going?*
Help:(
Hey Reimu, I know it hasn't been too long since my last post, but I'm kind of having a bad night again and I saw your thread and I thought I'd pop in. Me and my friend have been talking a little more yesterday and today, even if the responses have been mostly short and usually kinda late. Yesterday I tried talking to her a little bit more about how I'm feeling, and she said she's sorry again and that when she talks to her boyfriend she gets too distracted to talk to her other friends.
I know that's natural and I should be okay with it, but I still feel horrible even after talking to her about it for some reason. And not just guilt for feeling this way, it's like I've just been in this funk for a long time and I don't know why or what to do about it. I feel like I just don't know what to say to her to express what I'm feeling, every time I try to I just leave feeling unsatisfied and like nothing changed. I guess I'll just keep waiting.
Sorry if I'm bringing the mood down, but as always, thanks for being here Reimu.
>>687388118
Some fortune telling ????
>>687388118
What's going on, fam?
>>687388207
Tarot?
>>687388090
get out patrick
>>687388298
Oh well, not my day. At least i tried
>>687388254
Feeling down for tons of things and /b/ is the only solution :^(
>>687387698
>4) (Recent Past) Seven of Cups Reversed
False hopes causing inaction, which led to the situation you're in now. You've been delusional about something.
>5) (The Outcome If Something Changes)
>The Wheel of Fortune
Effortless success. Apparently changing your course away from what you would normally choose to do in this situation will bring you out of it.
>6 (Potential If Nothing Changes)
>The High Priestess -Reversed
You'll continue to be delusional, suppressing the truth from yourself and others. Things are not what they seem, so this would be bad for you.
>>687387833
Out of all the things that would make you feel fake it's that one? hehe~
>>687388090
For as long as the train tracks go!
>>687388343
*Nay, i'd rather get some sleep.......ewww sleep.*
>>687386157
Hello, read my future please
My name is Victor :)
>>687388693
What else would?
Fortune tellings, hm? I'm kinda a Christianfag and taking you up on that will probably be one more sin on my already long list, so no thanks to that. A lot of people seem to come to you, though, so you must be one of the morally good, nice people that actually comes here. I'll just talk if that's cool. What's going on, OP?
>>687388823
>Hello, read my future please
>My name is Victor :)
>>687388823
>Hello, read my future please
>My name is Victor :)
>>687388884
>>687388693
*Excellent, then let's push this Imperishable Night to it's limit.*
>>687387835
Thank you, I needed that. I definitely don't feel evil, just really misguided. Like I use others to benefit myself, but truly feel bad afterwards
>>687388846
Ah n-nothing!
>>687388942
Hello Victor.
>>687388823
>>687388884
>Victor has very good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Power", "11".
you will increase your power
>>687388872
>Christianfag ha***tremely bad luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Silver", "90".
oh fuck, wear more silver and your luck might get better
>>687388668
>Wheel of Fortune
Unfortunately "what I would normally choose to do" is only one thing, leaving an infinite number of possibilities for changing my course. Is there a deeper meaning to wheel of fortune, or subtext I'm missing? Does it demand action? Does it suggest I throw myself into what I'm afraid of? Or does it suggest I tear apart my old bonds and start over new?
>Seven of Cups + High Priestess
I get that I'm delusional. Unfortunately I don't know if the delusion rests with my vision of myself or my vision of the consequences.
>>687388823
Well for now take a fortune cookie.
>Victor has very good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Power", "11".
Looks like things are looking good for you this year! Putting yourself in positions of power should yield good results for you.
>>687389201
What? Might as well say it.
>>687388668
>7) (Self Image) Five of Swords Reversed
Paranoia, indecision, malice, spite.
>8) (Resources) Two of Swords Reversed
It seems like your resources, the things you could use to get yourself out of this situation here all involve deception and betrayal of some kind. Maybe this means the delusion was thinking that you would not have to lie to spare someone's feelings, or a similar "white lie" that you didn't want to have to tell.
>9) (Hopes and Fears) The Star
You hope that there will be a renewal, a healing of the old wounds. That could be the delusion spoken of repeatedly throughout this reading. You might not be able to save who or what you thought you'd be able to and still get out of it yourself.
>10) (New Direction) Princess of Swords Reversed
A two faced, cunning and possibly vindictive person, with an inability to grasp the nettle. A seeker of hidden weaknesses in enemies, devious and given to snooping in other people's affairs. May be an indication of unforeseen events, ill health, or plans being overtaken by events.
This is a two person process, though. What do you think of all that?
Could I have a fortune cookie please?
>>687390389
need a name to use, can be real or made up
>>687390525
Jonathan
Roll
Tell me my future!
>>687390599
>Jonathan has good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Career", "27".
seems you will have good luck when it comes to your career
>>687390775
Now you're quicker than me...
>>687390775
Well I'm a NEET who doesn't want to work so that's kind of ominous, but thank you.
>>687390090
Been commenting along the way:
>>687387993
>>687389255
It all makes sense, but I don't like it. And the last few cards helped to clear up my questions from before. The delusion is that I can never be who I want to be. I've tried again and again and it never works out. I've tried living a lie, as well - and I hate myself every day. However the whole time I've been careful to respect those around me, help others, and care for anyone whose life I touch. It sounds like the only way I'll find happiness is to give up on others and focus on me - manipulating them for my own sake.
Which runs in stark contrast to my old philosophy of life, but is supported by 7 years of evidence.
I used to believe that happiness was a flame, and by coveting it you smothered it but by spreading it you allowed it to grow. I don't really know the nature of happiness now, but at least you've given me reason to give up on my illusory life.
I'll give underhandedness a try. I'm not very experienced, but I'm to understand it's just an art.
>>687390912
just needed to get back in the groove
>>687390938
no problem
>>687391145
Tfw invalidated by senpai.
>>687389208
>>687389339
Thank you :))
Sorry i have to sleep, i'll see you guys around tomorrow~
>>687391314
if you want to hand them out then i can take a break
>>687391648
night marisa
Wtf is this gay shit. Shit GET
>>687391648
Night.
>>687391324
No problem, hope the year goes as well as the fortune suggests!
>>687391740
Nah you keep doing what you do, I might have to step out in a minute anyway.
>>687390624
Re roll
Come on gypsy.
>>687391887
alrighty then
>>687389255
>>687389255
The Wheel is all about coincidences, luck, things happening without your input. It seems that there is a specific action you can take that will just cause everything to fall into place, but it's not the one you want to take as evidenced by the earlier cards.
I'd say whatever it is that you want is something out of reach for you. Maybe just right now, depending on what it is. To break your delusions, you have to put aside what you want for now and bear the pain for the sake of advancing forward in life.
>>687391101
Ah, I see. In that case, trust that it's only temporary. The Wheel in combination with what you told me, seems to indicate that if you focus on yourself for a while, do some things you really don't like doing, and bear the pain... you'll get plenty of opportunities to help others. You'll be even more capable of it then.
I'm sorry. This isn't the kind of answer I like to give someone, but I can only relay what the cards say. Perhaps you've been too giving-- in the wrong ways and to the wrong people, so you've been burned by it. Kept from advancing in your own life.
>>687386157
Any insights into my career path as an environmental engineer op?>>687386157
>>687386157
advice? well im dating this girl that was diagnosed with severe ASPD and now i don't know if i should continue to have a relationship with her
what do?
>>687392475
Well was it a problem to you before she was diagnosed? I don't think you should break up with someone based on diagnosis alone if their symptoms didn't deter you before they were diagnosed. But if she's causing harm to you because of her condition then maybe you should think of pulling back? It really depends on you, and a little on her.
>>687386157
hey op I could use a tarot reading. I've lost focus. I don't know whether to keep pushing through school, to focus on health, to try to find work, or to give up on all of it. Could I have a reading please?
I don't like reading for myself. It seems like cheating.
>>687392277
Any tips on deceiving others, snooping, and discovering hidden weakness? Not really sure where to start. Not meaning to imply you'd have particular knowledge, you're just the only one I'm talking to at the moment and you have magical cards with answers to tough questions in front of you.
>>687386157
I can do my own Tarot card reading, thank you.
>>687392888
Well shit i got trips, it's my lucky day. I'll just wait patiently for your reply op.
>>687386157
Can I see your socks, please?
>>687392475
It depends... you could end up pretty badly hurt if she decides not to actively seek treatment for it. People with that disorder are incapable or at least very lacking in a basic part of human relationships-- empathy.
She could hurt you really badly, emotionally speaking, without realizing it a lot of the time. It's up to you if you want to continue it, but do so with that in mind. It's possible that she could logic her way through it and still be a good partner of sorts, but it's not curable and it requires constant therapy and medication for that person to achieve a hint of normalcy. So it'll be very difficult for you.
>>687392829
she doesn't cause me harm but she does hurt animals. she also has no emotions and therefore can never love me the way i love her. i don't know what to do anymore
someone called me a summerfag earlier...
what do?
>>687392475
Absolutely n-not. ASPD d-does not have any standardized treatments, and p-people with it are universally abusive.
Walk away Anonymous. Before she moves from animals to you.
Sorry, uh, I hope I don't come off as rude or anything reimu but my stupid blogpsot is >>687388126 in case you missed it or something
>>687393201
i love her so much, i feel so empty and lost. i dont want to leave her but i think i'm going to have to if i want a healthy relationship. why do people like her have to exist
I'm back
what did I miss?
-Sweet Roll
>>687393662
Because they keep the rest of us in groups, thus promoting the formation of civilizations.
We all need wolves in the dark, Anonymous. Don't let this one bite you.
>>687393412
im sorry but your text stutter completely threw me off. you sound like you have experience with this sort of thing
>>687393297
Are you a summerfag?
>>687393269
That's a difficult situation dude, I'd probably trust >>687393412 to be honest. It's a situation where I personally don't know if I should give much advice on the subject, but my dealings with someone with ASPD have been nothing but trouble.
>>687393412
what this guy said. best not to risk it man.
OP when you get to this one>>687392888
you can refer to me a ziggy if it helps
>>687391887
I hope it too, and for you aswell
>>687393882
Oh I d-do. Psychologist Alice here; stay away from people with ASPD.
They'll do anything they can to fill the void in them. Kill animals, torture humans emotionally, post pictures of your ass on the internet. All kinds of shit.
For your own good, beware.
>>687393189
W-why?
>>687393933
no...not this summer....
>>687394183
You've been here since last summer?
>>687394246
yeah....it hurts...
>>687394108
Because I find them irresistibly sexy, to be honest. More?
>>687394085
Which Alice is this? Original? Alice2? /a/lice? I've never been able to keep up.
Is this the one with the burns?
I'm in love with and having an affair with a guy in a relationship. I do everything I cam for him. We go out, we have great sex.
Will he leave her for me?
>>687394419
tits or gtfo
>>687394400
This is the one with the burns. How do you do?
>>687394419
No. Probably not.
>>687386157
Get
>>687388126
I've told you many times now, that nothing will change until it's time for it to change in this situation. There's not much I can say. I'm sorry...
No amount of talking to her about is going to change it, because she's not really doing anything wrong that she needs to fix. It's just a natural part of the situation.
>>687392903
I'm not really sure it's something I could teach you... if I've done it myself in the past, it wasn't really a conscious decision but more like something I saw the opportunity for and acted on without thinking too hard about the results.
Learning some thing about acting would help, I guess... and becoming more observant. Overall, I think the cards were probably telling you to be more selfish sometimes. Don't give up something that benefits you for someone else's sake, stuff like that. It seems like you've tried hard to be selfless in the past, and that landed you where you are. It's not saying to become evil, or a cult leader or anything. It's telling you to look out for you so that later on you can look out for others. Often times we pass up opportunities for the sake of others, and you've done too much of that.
>>687393012
Oh wow, and it looks like you're the only one! I'll have it up in a second, then!
>>687394085
*Are you saying that due to personal experience related to dealing with one of them?*
>>687394419
Was that advice you want or a fortune?
>>687394696
Either or. I'm so lost lately.
>>687393796
it is going to be hard to break up with her. when she gets angry she explodes! (even though i don't hear any emotion behind her voice) ah i dont know, i love her so much
>>687393933
thank you very much, any advice is greatly appreciated..
>>687394085
hah she posted her ass on facebook once, but yeah one time she kicked a cat on to busy street and just laughed. i on the other hand didnt know what to think, it was really heart breaking
>>687394802
How did she get a picture of your ass anyway?
>>687386157
>>687392888
OP hoping you saw this get.
>>687394626
Reimu, did you complete the sprite sheets? Also, how are the pictures working out? Since you aren't in chat, I'll ask here.
>>687394900
Do it quickly and firmly. Don't back down or show weakness. Or you'll regret it.
>>687394933
That's a long story. A tale for another time. A tale called "Alice wasted months of her life trying to help someone who thought it was totally okay to kill dogs and wanted to be a fascist lord".
>>687394807
Well in my personal opinion, he probably won't leave her for you. And if he does, would that make you happy as a person? Would you be satisfied? I know some people can deal with that kind of thing, but the guilt would eat up some people.
>>687394626
I know she's not, and that's why I feels so bad about feeling bad, I guess? But I've talked you you about this a ton, you're right, sorry. So...I just keep waiting, then?
>>687394802
*Your previous allusion was pretty easy to get, what about the repentine change of the kind of pictures being used?*
>>687395102
thank you alice, i will try my very best, but i know it is not going to be easy. i dont think i will ever stop loving her
>>687394514
Nothing special
>>687394900
>>687394933
>>687395055
Three dubs in a row
it has to mean something
also commenting to let people know I'm here too
I fear that I might lack presence
-Sweet Roll
How do I know when I'm full of kegare? If I've only found out about Shinto recently, is all the kegare I've gathered from my life without purifying still with me?
>>687394588
Very poor. Although if tarot is to be believed, and at this point I have no reason to doubt it, things will be better if I shed the delusion that everyone can be happy and become a manipulative bitch.
I know one of the Alices had experiences in that, but as I said, I can't keep them apart in my head. Did you have the secret chat room and spam your own threads when people pointed out flaws you didn't want publicized, or was that the one before you?
>>687395675
that puts me on one trips one dubs for this thread alone. I'm on a roll.
>>687395668
thank you ma'am
>>687394626
The last four years I've lived under a mantra I heard in one of Alice's threads (the present Alice, I believe). I think it was just a modified bible quote, but it was along the lines of "if your life is shit you can't help others".
I've tried focusing on my career, taking care of my health, turning down opportunities to help others when I have things to do... I don't think it's as simple as "take care of myself first", because that's been my modus operandi for a while now. There may be something I'm not seeing, but it truly sounded like the cards were telling me I could find happiness if I used others as tools and learned to deceive and control those around me. And my whole life I've found myself repeating that all I want is happiness, so it'd be a shame to not give something new a try if it might work.
Hell, for years the only reason I haven't killed myself is because every night when I go to bed I tell myself the same thing. I don't want blackness, I don't want eternity, I don't want an end, I don't want to sleep. I want to be happy. We know there are happy people in this life, and we don't know what's in the next life -- so logically my best odds of happiness are to remain alive and keep trying.
To be entirely honest the whole "happiness is a flame" motto was just some bullshit I picked up when I was 13 watching Hamtaro. He had to run an olympic torch across the world and kept using it to light fires for people in need. In the end the torch went out and everyone he helped showed up with fire in hand to re-light it. It was probably idiotic to take a life lesson from a children's show and try to build a philosophy out of it to live my next 13 years.
I want to give deceit an honest chance.
>>687395345
The guilt doesn't bother me. He's been with her for over 2 years and he's never even brought himself to say he loves her. He seems so content with me, but scattered when he has to so mich as text her. I wouldn't say satisfied. I'm happy and fine as is. I wouldn't trade my life, but I want him to be happy to and I know I care a lot more than she does.
How will it playout with my love interest?
>>687395668
whats your name btw?
>>687396116
How long has he been with you?
>>687395102
The pictures are great! Thank you for them!
Also, the sprite sheets are done, finished a few hours before I opened up the shrine. Would you like them now?
>>687395055
Okay, let's try to break this reading up into four cards, representing each of the things you asked about.
School:
>Knight of Swords
Huh... it seems like you would really excel in school, if you chose that path. You'd be at your best and dominate.
Work:
>The Hierophant
This would set you into a ritual and a routine. Maybe not the best choice for happiness.
Health:
>Seven of Pentacles
Assuming you were talking about your health and not the healthcare profession, this means you'd feel unfulfilled if you just take it easy. Always look out for your health no matter what you do, but don't become complacent and let that be an excuse to stop advancing in life.
Giving Up:
>Fortitude
Nope, giving up is not an option. You're strong enough that you don't need to, you just need to realize it.
>>687395611
>repentine
What a 2 dollar word.
It's late and I'm about to go to bed. Also I'm sick and my head hurts. So you don't get bright cheerful Alice.
>>687395650
You can do it. You just have to..try.
>>687395861
I'm pretty sure my chatroom isn't a secret: http://anekihou.se/chat
Also, I don't spam my own threads; I can barely keep up with them as is, given my posts balloon to around 5-10 replies easily.
I try, and have tried for five years, very hard not to manipulate people. But you believe what you want, Anonymous.
>>687396062
Wow, you took the exact wrong thing out of that, and you twisted it for no reason, and now you are twisting it again.
>>687396366
>>687396408
Madelyn
Well, we've been seeing eachother in secret for almost two months, but we've known eachother for 9+ years and have always been eerily close friends
>>687396489
well holy shit op, that helps a lot. Thank you for the reading.
>>687396664
I'd be willing to believe that if it hadn't happened until recently and he hasn't left her for you then it isn't going to happen. He'll find himself 'too torn' and stick with what's easier or something. That's always what happens, in my experience. But then, I don't know him. He could be different to the countless others I've seen.
>>687396664
>2 off
kys
what a closet whore name. filthy slut
Hey how is everyone tonight?
>>687396606
*Fine, have a nice nap.*
>>687397068
Wonderful! Can I see your socks? I'm doing a survey.
>>687397068
Pretty good, aside from the messed up sleep pattern. Yourself?
>>687394356
They are indeed.
>>687397068
pretty good since im not sleeping through these for once, you?
>>687397306
Oh God yes... I need.
>>687396734
You got it! Good luck!
>>687397012
I'm hoping it is a different case. There's just too many coincidence for me to sit comfortably. His girlfriend's birthday was today, but he still saw me in the morning for breakfast. He spends a lot more of his time with me then her too, but he feels bad for her because her previous relationship ended in a disaster zone.
I too am afraid he will fall to comfort. She loves him so much, but I hate watching him push himself to continue to pity her.
The best way to describe this is a bird in a cage with an open door thay has become so faithfully blind that even if I flew away, I wouldn't know where to go. He was my first love and unfortunately will always own a very sensitive place in my heart.
...
Fuck /b/...
>>687397285
This made me laugh harder than it should have
>>687397296
You sleep pattern seems to be permanently messed up...
>>687397285
B-B-but why do you want to see my socks, what kind of survey is this
>>687397296
>>687397578
My sleep pattern is already fucked, so why not take advantage of it
>>687397777
HOLY QUADS! Check'd
>>687397782
It's a survey to see what style of sock is most common around here. Nothing sinister or... perverse.
>>687397835
Oh man oh man oh man.
>>687397777
Well shit... look at them sevens
>>687386157
Im surrounded by fat bitches who worship my cock because I have poor willpower and fuck them despite my better judgment. the guys I know are either married or feminine. I'm a hairy chested barbarian surrounded by hotshots and manatees.
How much longer must I suffer this?
>inb4 do you even lift bro?
>mtb, motogp 4 life
>>687397777
nice quads
>>687397782
i need to stay up for these since i gotta hand out fortune cookies
>>687398068
>>687398068
wow its like you get as much pussy as you want and STILL have to find something to complain about
>>687398039
>>687397931
>>687397777
Check em
>>687397931
I hope this is good enough then
>>687398406
I would rather have my virginity back.
>>687397704
Well you've gotta do what you feel is best, I was just giving the opinion I was asked for. Being so close to your first love is difficult though, I know that feeling well. You hope that you'll be together, you hope that something will happen, and then when it does you can't help but be scared of what happens when it ends. If I had to be honest, I think I've only just gotten free of that myself.
I'll be bluntly honest though: if he hasn't left her yet, chances are he never will. I've not seen it happen once in... a lot of relationships. The only time I've seen something like that happen is if they find out, and even then it tends to not end well.
>>687397777
I just kind of let it do what it wants.
>>687397782
I guess that's the attitude I should take. I'm meant to go to an appointment today, but I'll probably call in sick.
>>687398451
Oh God I'm dying. I have to have those.
Reimu needs a break for a while. Peace, everyone! Enjoy the shrine while I refresh myself.
Reimu, something just happened that is really stupid to be upset about, but it hurt my heart a lot. How do I deal with this feeling if there's nothing I can do?
>>687386157
My life is getting really stagnant lately, so some advice would be nice, or maybe a prediction so I can be more hopeful for the future. My name is Wiley
>>687398457
That's fine, but would greatly prefer non-shoed, so as to allow detailed study.
>>687397777
>>687398177
>>687398677
So many sevens
>>687398708
I'm not Reimu, but perhaps you'd like to talk about it in more detail?
>>687398816
I can give advice, you'd have to be more specific about what on though.
>>687398921
this thread is lucky for once instead of cursed
>>687398844
Well, I mean, they aren't my normal socks, but what about these?
Posting for get
>>687399229
Much better. That's exactly the sort of information I need for my studies. Would be glad to see more!
>>687399475
Holy... Hnngg. I love you.
>>687399348
No gets for you
>>687399388
I'll give you this, but thats it no more, I don't want you doing lewd things to pictures of my socks
You know, when people talk about hearts breaking, I thought it was metaphorical and that nothing physical would happen. It was more of a sinking feeling, but I definitely felt something in my chest.
>>687399475
>>687399599
No, you misunderstand. I'm doing a study. Nothing lewd or perverse is going on here at all. I mean, it's not like I'm some weirdo with a sock fetish... Heh.
>>687399639
Yeah, I get you. What happened?
>>687399595
Me too pervert.
>>687399599
If you would be so kind as to donate me your get, ive never had my fortune told and im curious
>>687399766
I don't believe you, so now I put on the opposite of socks
>>687399020
>You need to be more specific
Well, it just seems like day in and day out I just do computer work, browse 4chan, and play video games. I don't do much with my friends anymore, mostly because I don't like being around potheads when they're high (too annoying for me). I'm really hoping someone new will come into my life, maybe someone to dedicate myself to like I did my last girlfriend.
>>687399967
OMG yes. Do continue!
OK. So I asked out a girl, in person in April. She said yes without hesitation then an odd friend of hers tagged along and hit on her. He ended up asking her out, and she rejected him multiple times before reluctantly agreeing.
We would speak every so often, at times for upto 5 hours. So I decided to try again with asking her out. But seeing as class ended early in the month, my only option is to text her. It's been 5 days without reply. (I know it is probable that she is not interested)
Where do you see this going with her?
>>687400092
Why don't you believe me? Take those crazy gun leg thingies off! I'd never lie to you for my own masturbatory pleasures.
>>687400073
Sure, Take it m8, I'll get another, Reimu is gone for a bit though
>>687400526
> I'd never lie to you for my own masturbatory pleasures
Those are the words of someone fapping anon
>>687400073
You'll have to wait a while regardless, Reimu has stepped out for some air.
>>687400191
Well then the question is what do you want to do? What are you willing to do? Personally, the first thing I'd think about doing is picking up a new hobby, something social to get you interacting with groups of people. For me back when I needed something like that, I took up martial arts. But I think the focus has to be on finding new people to interact with and spend time with.
>>687400497
So another guy asked her out and got her to agree, is she still with him? If it's been 5 days without a reply then it doesn't honestly seem like it's going anywhere. Sorry dude.
>>687400334
Aaand I'm out of sock pics
>>687400992
*sigh* okay okay. The survey was a lie. I am just horny and in need of some cute socky pictures and some fun chatting. Please don't hate me.
Gensokyos fortune telling business is going good it seems
Meesa back!
>>687400497
Have a GET I had earlier.
>Queen of Swords
This is her.
>Four of Pentacles Reversed
Is she still dating the guy from before? If so, this seems to be saying she's unwilling now to leave what is now familiar to her and probably won't leave it.
>>687401232
AH HA
I knew It!!!!
>>687401184
That's sad. I was hoping this would go on for eternity. Thank you very much, though!
>>687401184
>>687401232
Socks are just bad, mmkay?
>>687399639
I've been there mate. I feel it everytime I talk to her, which happens to be every single day cuz I'm too dumb to cut her off
>>687400526
One of the posters in this very thread has amazing legs and feet. But you didn't hear it from me
>>687401305
Indeed it is! I'm pretty proud of what we've grown into after all these months!
>>687401363
Yea :( don't hate me! You're just so beautiful!
Fuck, I'm too lazy to keep up with the thread
Add me on steam or something
/id/gavvin
Or the name Sierra Tango with a picture of a surprised cat.
>>687401088
She never actually stayed with him. She friendzoned him within an hour of that. Haven't seen anything since of them as more than friends
More in depth summary
Meet M. at end of January
She sits infront in Pub Speaking
She's cute enough
Start to like her
Ask her out in Early April
Say's yes, Friend R seems to force his way to tag along
I ask her out to get coffee a week later
"I'm Busy" with now counter offer.
I stop for a month, other than occasionally speaking in class, and an odd text here or there.
Most day's we don't acknowledge each other, sometimes talking around each other
Mid-May rolls around. Invite her to hang out with friends in the City
Busy (Her Bro's Graduation from College)
We agree to hang out soon. No dates set, as we both have finals
Text her randomly a week later asking about the graduation. We end up talking for 5 hours, with another short thing the following morning
Invite her to a thing in the City that Saturday.
This time she's doing stuff with friends. No date offered again.
Asked her out via text. No reply
I suspect her friend R may have influenced her to a degree. Maybe he sees me a competition for her? She does speak differently to me when he's not near, seems more natural .
I suspect that R tried to get with her, but she friendzoned him. He also. Is known to have some emotional problems. He's called her when hes broken down crying.
On the last day I saw both of them, he randomly says bye to me, and only me. Only spoke to him 2-3 times prior.
>>687401478
No, you're wrong! Socks are amaaazing and lovely and perfect!
>>687401507
OMG who??
>>687401987
Socks should have been wiped out with the Sock Rebellion a few days ago but smurfman bailed before enacting the plan.
Tiffany
>>687401884
That... Yeah, maybe R is the problem, but maybe she just doesn't want to date you and doesn't know how to say no. I dunno, it just feels like if most of your attempts have been shot down it's for a reason, and not one you can really control.
>>687401088
Honestly, I'm not sure. I have trouble getting really into things, and when I do they're usially too expensive for me to fund. I already collect record set, milsurp, and anime figures, but I'm not sure of anything else interesting, as I'm running low on money. I'm not really sure how to strike up conversations outside of a classroom or lunch table either.
>>687400992
Is that Saori-san? I didn't really like her, but I really liked Yukari.
>>687401884
I think I'm probably the expert in the thread on something like this. Bro, she's not into you, and she's probably sleeping with that other dude. Abandon ship now before you fall in love, it hurts a lot less that way
>>687401576
No I'm not, I look like a truck
>>687402253
I was there, on the side of socks, obviously. The socked ones are the true chosen ones, you do realize?
>>687402264
>Tiffany
A terrible misfortune and despair.
>>687402372
You collect things, but I think that your priority should be funding doing things. If you don't know how to strike up a conversation, get involved in things and learn by doing. I used to be a really awful shut-in, but then I ended up getting involved in stuff and had to interact with people, so bonds just developed naturally.
>>687402431
If you look like a truck, then I've just developed a fetish for whatever make/model you are! Let me rub your socked feet. It'll make you feel better.
>>687402668
You know they're going to start thinking you're doing that for real.
>>687402537
Without people like you the prank wouldn't be worth doing. Don't think I've given up - I'll show you a world without socks.
>>687402937
Maybe. It really does fit with what's going on in my life right now sadly. Lol
>>687402264
>Tiffany has bad luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Blue", "16".
hmm...wearing more blue might make this better
and as for the number >The number 16 is a karmic number, and people under its influence need to keep their feet on the path of higher learning. They must cultivate their personal willpower, independence and initiative action to enable them to overcome obstacles that come into their life experiences.
whatever misfortune may come you will be able to overcome it
>>687386157
Jack for the fortune cookie, hoping for a tarot.
>>687403012
Why would you do that, though? A world without socks is no world at all.
Hoping for tarot
>>687403079
Damn, chief, you really went all out on that one. Good job!
>>687402289
True. It was kind of in a gray area where it was worth a shot. But it looks like that shot cost me a friendship.
Though it is possible that her phone may be busted. As typically when I text her it is sent through imessage. But not this time. Instead it was regular sms.
>>687402431
I get that she is not into me, but quite a few still saw it as a gray area, and urged me, to give it one last shot.
And doubt she's sleeping with that guy. I saw his advances get shot down by her, and she seemed visibly uncomfortable with him after he Tried asking her out.
I'm just going the job that lazy bum miko isn't.
>>687403079
>>687403360
Showoff...
>>687403423
Maybe, but if not then that's how it is. You win some, you lose some.
>>687403176
ok jack
>Jack ha***tremely bad luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Pink", "67".
pink is a feminine color so the bad luck that is coming might be related to that. and for the number
>The deep down basic essence of 67 is a focus on building and maintaining a secure foundation.
The secure foundation is for the family. Usually. If 67 has no family to focus on, the focus is likely to be on the offspring of close friends.
>>687403551
>mfw
>>687403622
following the meaning of the number may increase your luck
Can i get one for Kevin while i wait for my tarot to come in?
Please do a cookie for Tyler.
>>687403251
Socks.
Not even once.
>>687403894
>Kevin
Nothing will be fine.
>>687403551
Yea. That is true.
I get that she most likely just Couldnt say no, so she left it without an answer.
Someone is pushing me to ext her again. But that would only dig an even deeper hole.
If she saw it and did not respond then she did it for a reason. But if she had phone issues, she'll see the text when she turns on the device.
There is literally no reason to text her again about this
>>687403894
>Kevin has bad luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Cyan", "78".
the dorks may get the best of you for now
>>687403908
Tyler has normal luck this year. Lucky keywords: "White", "47".
not good or bad, its up to you to decide how things go
>>687403423
> And doubt she's sleeping with that guy
Thats what I thought about my ex, it's not true, it was an act. Sorry bro
>>687404015
Stop it! At least explain your position! Socks are amazing.
Did anyone GET and wants to cash it in now? We're getting close to the end, so you should remind me now if I missed you.
Rolling for a GET.
>>687404326
I got donated a get a little bit ago
>>687404164
Yeah, I'm not sure that texting her again would be the right way to go about it at all. If she's into you then she'll respond, if not then your guess is as good as mine whether you'll actually hear anything about it. I've known people just avoid the subject entirely before.
>>687404412
Rerolling one last time..
>>687404242
Eh, at least I never got involved with her.
Still sucks as she was a decent friend anyway, and I most likely through that all away, By asking her out this last time.
>>687404326
If dubs gief tarot
If no hanged man you suck at tarot
>>687404292
You explain your position, sock-lover
>>687404708
Threw*
>>687404583
To whom? And are they still here?
>>687404770
No hung men for you.
>>687404770
I would, but I'm actually pretty exhausted. Probably gonna put some cute little socks on my hands and feet and go to sleep. I'm sure we will meet again!
SOCKS RULE!
SOCKS RULE!
SOCKS RUUUUULE!!!
>>687404600
They do and it can be hurtful.
>>687405043
I thought we called those gloves.
>>687404600
I'll just leave it be. She has most likely seen it, and if she it going to reply she would do so without the need for yet another message
She does not seem like the type to avoid the subject though. But you never know.
![6ac03627-5cfc-4b24-8f13-a4a723c4d8ce[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/pb4xAyA.jpg "6ac03627-5cfc-4b24-8f13-a4a723c4d8ce[1].jpg")
>>687386157
No matter how hard I try, I can't fuck my shit up. I graduated somehow and I now have a high paying job at a respectable company. It took so long to get through multiple interviews that I passed the drug test despite purposely pissing in the cup after deciding against using the fake piss i brought with me to spoof the test. I don't feel like I'm deciding my own fate anymore so much as life is just happening to me. I have no reason to dislike my life; my family is incredibly supportive and keeps telling me how good of a job I'm doing but all I want to do is get in my car and drive as far as I can until I run out of money for gas, preferably somewhere in south america. I constantly think about suicide but that is such a lame, boring cop-out that I could never bring myself to do it.
>>687404326
I never got anything, but I would like to inquire for a fortune cookie. I'm wiley.
>>687405151
No, I mean actual foot socks, just pulled onto my hands.
>>687404770
>>687405043
I'm gonna have to agree with Seija. Socks kind of suck.
Also, what is up my dudes?
>>687405035
I got donated a get from the person in this post
>>687400992
They were talking about socks or something
>>687405382
But then who is feet.
>>687404708
Honestly bruh, if you wanna stay friends, you can try, but I'm warning you now, It will be painful, you'll develop feelings, it WILL happen, 150% chance, and you'll get jealous and angry when she decides to see another guy
It's best to forget her and find someone new. There is no such thing as a female friend without ulterior motives unless the female is a beast. I speak from my own experiences, which Reimu can verify (Mind you I'm probably a bit bitter right now, so take what I say with a grain of salt)
Sure. And where is the damn set of this model i can never find it
>>687405266
*hugs*
>>687405335
>wiley has bad luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Power", "6".
try to stay away from any blue robots
>>687405430
hiya mamizou
>>687405527
Also socks. This isn't really a hard concept. :p
Going to bed now for real. See you soon!
>>687405151
I... Well, shit. I've got no response for that... I'm sorry.
>>687405266
Sounds like your luck stat is pretty high.
Back when mine wasn't... I used to feel the same way. All I wanted was to disappear from my own life, to go anywhere. I still do in a way, but not to disappear, just to see the world. To live somewhere new that I've never been before.
I've always felt like suicide wasn't an option for me too. I considered it sometimes at my worst, emotional moments... but I'd much rather do something "crazy" like trying to start completely fresh than do that. We only get one chance at this life thing as far as we know. It's easy to end it, but after that you'll never have any more options or choices you can make. Nothing to see, nothing to experience.
If you think of suicide that often despite everything going great for you, you might have a chemical imbalance.
>>687405628
What's good, Chief?
>>687405529
Eh, too late on the developing feelings bit. That has already happened.
>>687405266
I'm in a similar situation. Sometimes I dream about moving away to the countryside and having a really simple job in a tight knit community.
I think for me, it's a mixture of self-hatred, insecurity, and anxiety that's holding me back from doing something to amend my situation. What's your excuse?
>>687405432
Okay. What was your question, then? Or do you just want a near future reading?
>>687405882
not much, just playing some enter the gungeon while i wait for people that need fortune cookies, you?
>>687405035
Hung men...
>>687405430
Sup Mami
I'll bite, you can call me Root.
>>687405883
Then run M8, she's no good for your well being
Also
> No one noticed all the new Saori pics I have
Heck.
I should really learn how to start and hold up a conversation, or at least be better at it
so I can actually feel like I am participating
-Sweet Roll
I"ll have a near future reading please, dont really have any questions since life isnt really going anywhere for me.
>>687406309
>Root has normal luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Gold", "16".
well your luck is better than groot's he has back luck
>>687406282
Eh, not much. Listening to Tool and that's about it.
>>687406292
Sup.
>>687406366
I've been using new ones all night and nobody said a thing except the person who gave them to me and my girlfriend.
And I'm me! ME! Can you believe it?!
Just kidding. Nice pictures, though.
>>687406558
Thanks kind sir.
>>687406366
I've developed feeling for female friends in the past, including one who was dating my other close friend at the time. I got over that quickly, and we ended up just being pretty good friends. Still speak to her. Though rarely.
I am no stranger to this, so I think I'll be fine. But I doubt I would be able to salvage the friendship, if I did actually fuck it up.
>>687406608
> And I'm me! ME! Can you believe it?!
maybe it's late but this made no sense to me
>>687406871
Explaining it to you would just sound even more arrogant, so don't worry about it.
~Reimu
>>687405752
I haven't given up or changed my heart but it's a thing.
>>687406558
Yours can't be good anyways with all the thread cursing.
>>687405587
That helps even less than a real hug, which doesn't help at all.
>>687405865
>If you think of suicide that often despite everything going great for you, you might have a chemical imbalance.
As someone who went to school for chemistry, the whole "chemical imbalance" thing sounds like a bogus way to say "you don't think the same way everyone else thinks, whatever that reason may be." The last thing I want is some antidepressant bullshit; it's a bandage on a broken bone.
>>687406213
>What's your excuse?
I fucking hate everything I see going on in the world today.
The only thing worse than being edgy as a 15 year old high school out-cast is realizing how lame it is to still think the same way at 25.
>>687407164
>Master Chief has normal luck this year. Lucky keywords: "White", "36".
seems i have normal luck too
>>687401342
Never actually saw your post. But as far as I know she never actually started dating him, but instead promptly friendzoned him.
I needz mha fix of SJW Cringe
>>687407340
Well... sorry. It's all I got. Clinical depression is a real thing, as are many other mental disorders that can cause suicidal thoughts and negative ones that are inescapable by any other means than medication and therapy combined.
So yeah...
Live whatever way feels best to you, though.
>>687407384
I thought his name was John, you're not doing the reading right.
>>687407340
>I fucking hate everything I see going on in the world today.
I don't think moving to South America is going to fix that. I mean, I think you need to ask yourself what is it you hate, and why you hate it. And also why you continue to focus on it.
There's both good and bad in our world. Why continue to focus on that which only brings you unhappiness? Why not appreciate the parts of this world that are full of beauty and awe? What's the point of being cynical?
>>687407762
>John 117 has good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Grey", "20".
well if you want to be picky about it
Seriously... how many times am I gonna get reminded of someone's GET only to have them disappear on me when I try to actually cash it in?
>*sigh*
>>687407648
U-uhm.. I'll try... here...
DOWN WITH THE PATRIARCHY!
MASCULINITY IS TOXIC!
DON'T HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME YOU PIG!
WHITE PEOPLE CAN'T HAVE DREADLOCKS!
>>687408212
how many times will I post in a Reimu thread without ever getting a GET?
I'm on some kind of sad record.
>>687408212
OMG IM SO SORRY
i posted but i guess i forgot to reply to your post
>>687408325
It is quite unfortunate, isn't it?
Also >>687406476
burnt toast might be in your future.
>>687408611
That fact that you made a GET with that post is the salt on the wound.
>>687408325
If I offer you one of mine, you'll just disappear. They all just disappear...
>>687408361
It's fine, it's fine. But can you please tell me what I'm reading for you quickly so I can get to it before the thread ends?
>>687408736
You don't even know it, but I'm already gone.
>>687408736
Near future reading pls
Can I get a near future reading? Maybe focus on romance a bit?
>>687407992
Happiness doesn't pay the bills. Being cynical is the only way I feel like I'm being honest.
>>687407699
>Live whatever way feels best to you, though.
Is it selfish to think the best should be better?
>>687408935
Being happy doesn't necessarily mean being dishonest.
When you meet somebody, there's a difference between pretending they have amazing qualities vs focusing on the good qualities they actually have.
It's a matter of mindset and perspective, not a matter of honesty. I am not saying "pretend to be happy", I am saying focus on the things that are actually really great. It's okay to look at the bad things, but you're caught up in dwelling on them.
And if you think there's nothing good about this world, then you really do need therapy.
>>687408816
Yes! Here we go.
>1) Ten of Cups
Wow... this is pretty much the best card you can get. Lasting success, a loving family, true friendship... it'll be so perfect you might even get bored because of how perfect it is.
>2) Princess of Wands Reversed
Watch out for this bitch, whoever she may represent in your life. She's always spreading gossip, and believes she's trustworthy even though she's not. Always betraying people's trust while thinking she's not doing anything wrong.
Might be a girl, might be a boy with feminine qualities.
>3) Ace of Cups
Another great one. Faithfulness, fertility, joy, love. The commencement of creative or artistic projects. All the positive powers of the unconscious mind.
Getting two very powerful cards from the suit of Cups tells me that your life will be heavily in the element of water this year. Water is healing, nurturing, fluid and flexible.
>>687408736
Hello Miss Reimu, I need some help.
My phone was permabanned for posting a non-nude creep webm of some teen looking chick because the mods thought it was CP, which it totally wasn't.
I already wrote in my first appeal that it wasn't CP and that the chick in it is practically equal in appearance to most chicks who have creepshots posted.
What should I say in my next appeal to have the mods unban me?
