Good evening, Anonymous!
I'm opening up a little early today. How was your weekend?
>GETs (dubs, trips etc.) get readings from the Hermetic tarot
>GETs can be donated to others
>Currency can be donated to Reimu *cough cough*
>Please be nice, even to those you don't like. Don't pollute the shrine with drama. This is holy ground.
>Please be patient with me, hang around and point out your GETs if I miss them.
>Leave a name and the Junior Shrine Maiden will give you a fortune cookie as a consolation prize when they wake up.
>Remember that I love you very much.
Evening.
I wanna kiss Reimus tummy
>>687012879
That's a first...
>>687012815
Hello!
>>687013250
How's it going?
>>687012879
I hear her armpits are better.
>>687013250
Well can I ?
>>687013393
That just means the tummy has been untouched !
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-id6m_MheU
>>687013393
I just lost four hours of work by forgetting to save often enough. But that's okay, I'm taking it easy now.
>>687013555
W-well, I mean... you got trips, so I guess you can trade your reading for that if you want.
>>687014048
Sounds like a fair trade to me !
>Lifts up Reimus shirt and licks her tummy, giving it a quick kiss
Name is Fernando plz gib fortune.
Also does this look ok? Its my first time actually bothering to care what my phone's screen looks like so i want to make it good and weebish.
Brit anon messaged me just now!
He seems to be fine, might've spent the whole time is psychosis or something.
He's trading bitcoins now, it seems.
At least he's alive.
>>687014221
Iyaaa~!
>*shivers and squirms around*
>>687014048
Yeeeeeeeeah, saving is super important. And it's not like having something that auto-saves would help matters, because it could save your mistakes instead.
>>687013555
I'm not sure about that.
Evening
>>687012639
Trips get
>>687014851
>>687014766
t-thank you for your patronage
>>687014796
Well not now !
>>687014492
Good choice of waifu, but Nep Nep kind of looks like she's amputated at the legs.
>>687014757
Oh... yeah, at least there's that. I hope he'll get better.
>>687014796
You'd think I would've learned that by now, but I still don't sometimes.
>>687015116
I summon ye dubs
I held my first show for 500+ people, felt good bros.
>>687015321
Y-yeah, no problem... so how was it?
get..
get n
>>687016013
gah so close
>>687015430
>>687016184
>>687015704
I couldn't tell from just 1..
>Holds Reimus hips and kisses her tummy again
>>687014492
>Fernando has good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Pink", "38".
So I guess pink things are lucky for you this year.
>>687015321
Maybe not before either.
>>687015334
Yeah, those mistakes happen and they're the worst when they do.
>>687016374
>>687016600
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>>687015516
>>687015516
Whoa, that's amazing! Music? What kind?
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DUBS
>>687016817
>>687016817
>>687016427
Nyaa! I didn't say you could h-have two!
>*squirms around harder*
>>687016817
I guess I'm not missing that one...
What's your question for the tarot, then?
oh no
>>687017188
see >>687017283
>>687017283
Um well. Should I go out tomuura.. All I can think of.
>>687017188
Can be donated to >>687016817
This guy for his dedicatedness
>>687018030
No fuck outta here, I don't want my fortune told
>>687017283
You never said I couldn't either !
>>687018030
...that wasn't you?
Weird.
Anyway, uhh... if you go out tomorrow, what you'll encounter is...
>The Last Judgment
Whoa.
>>687012639
May I ask for advice, instead?
>>687018589
N - no wasn't me.
O oh that sounds bad
>>687018705
Yeah certainly, I forgot to put my usual opening line in there. "Come in for advice, fortune-telling, and friendly conversation."
What's up, Anonymous?
>>687018705
Always! We'll try our best to help!
>>687018891
Just kidding. The Last Judgment is a good card, it means a rebirth or a time of improvements and changes for the better.
So yes, you should!
>>687018960
Well, my friend and I are very worried about my other friend, let's call him A. A has depression and today he got turned down by a girl who he had quite a lot of feelings for. He seems really broken over it and has been somewhat contemplating suicide. My other friend and I are doing our best to try to help him by being there for him and talking to him. Do you think there's anything else we can do to help?
>>687018568
...do I dare ask again?
>>687019349
Mm, I find that there's not much you can do in a situation like that aside from being there for them. I'd try encouraging him to do things that he likes and listening to him when he feels the need to talk.
I think I'll try and sleep for another hour, I only slept for two so far.
>>687012639
Fortune, if you don't mind. Also
>I'm not a robot
Good evening everyone~!
This thread is boring, where is the Alice thread~?
>>687019253
Oh, you sure it sounds menacing..?
Then it's settled. I shall venture into the Big wide world, if I die I might haunt you a little.
>>687019710
>>687019836
What great timing you have tonight.
My boat leaves today so I need to be well rested, hope you can make it too.
>>687019643
Yeah, we are both trying to help him by doing that. I wish I could hug him or something, he doesn't deserve all the pain he has been through and the pain h is going through now, because along with the depression is an abusive dad that he has told us about.
>>687019349
There's really not, aside from having his back and trying to help cheer him up. It might be tough since something bad just happened-- just making sure he's okay and giving him a sympathetic ear is all you can do for a while. Then, when you see the opportunity, try to get him out more. Do some stuff with him to get his mind off of things. Maybe take him someplace where he can meet new people.
Depending on how sociable you are yourself, you might eventually be able to wingman him into finding a new girl and that'll lift his spirits for sure.
>>687020178
Then hug him if you can, unless that would be too weird.
>>687019686
Name?
Scientists have proven that this is the cutest poll I have made to date.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10356158
>>687012639
Hello there Rei Rei
>>687020072
Sleep well, I'm really doubtful though... we'll see but you shouldn't count on it.. sorry!
>>687019710
Hey Marisa!
>>687019836
Why don't you make your own Alice thread with blackjack and hookers then?
>>687012639
>>687020404
We'll try those things, it just sucks that we don't know him in real life, but we are still trying.
I want to kill people
>>687020742
[CURSE BACKFIRE]
Curse-Anon will now be cursed with unsolvable CAPTCHAs for the rest of his life, if he does not answer in the poll.
>>687020428
Wish I could, but neither one of us know him in person
>>687020730
>Ast ha***tremely good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Career", "1".
Looks like things are looking up in terms of your career, or in your future career ambitions. Keep working hard!
>>687020979
My question is, the person who answered "I'm totally jealous."
...
Are they jealous of those kissing Reimu's belly, or are they jealous of Reimu, for having her belly be kissed?
>>687020481
Hi lewd me! How are you tonight?
>>687020477
Of course my feet are on there. You like them yourself, don't you?
Nice dubs, though.
>>687020836
Hello hello~
How's the shrine today?
>>687021225
I want to kill you too
>>687021225
>Of course my feet are on there. You like them yourself, don't you?
Um, what?
Uh, I never put it there. You must have, eh...
...hacked the poll.
You pervert.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3StiVcqyZU
>>687021095
>extremely good luck
Thanks anyway.
>>687021511
D- dubs
never gets dubs
>>687021225
I'm pretty good! What about you? You started early today huh?
>>687012639
Anon was NOT ghey.
>>687021511
It's doing pretty great! It got kinda messy last night but we made it through that and things got kinda enjoyable again. Today's been nothing but taking it easy since I opened!
>>687021571
But I love you anyway, Anonymous.
>>687021641
Are you suuuure? You did get dubs, you know.
>>687012639
Rolling for pry-ziz.
>>687022106
I'm not anon, I'm Ika
>>687022037
Yeah... the work I was doing got ruined because I didn't save it, so I lost four hours. I decided I needed a break, and I couldn't think of anything I wanted to do more!
>>687022344
I want a Tony the fucking Tiger.
>>687022376
Everyone is Anonymous to me. Guess what that means?
>>687022344
>>687022549
You got it, buddy.
>>687022037
>gasps
I had no idea you could talk Lewd Reimu!!
>>687021693
>thumbs up
>>687022106
It's good to be back in the threads.. been missing far too many eh?
RP thread or something?
>>687022549
Needing the junk nao
>Leave a name and the Junior Shrine Maiden will give you a fortune cookie as a consolation prize when they wake up.
Baam.
>>687022597
That means you're anonymous too?
>>687022802
Thaaaats Great!
>>687022409
Sorry to hear that
>>687022037
The "18 And Up" in the top right corner interests me.
The strikethrough only goes through '18', and not the text underneath.
That would mean 'Not 18' instead of the true meaning 'Not under 18'.
So, I assume the text beneath the '18' translates to 'Under' or something similar, but that would mean...
>Not 18 Under
>>687022106
>Are you suuuure?
No, but if I pretend to be embarassed about it, you go along and decide to post more lewd to taunt me, when you are actually playing into my clever ploy...
...
Now, I'll be leaving. I wonder if Arizona has better internet connection than I'm getting...
>>687022841
Last night you seemed.... busy. I don't link you at times like that. Teehee.
hi
>>687023440
hay, alice
>>687023240
N-Never too busy to be here...
>pouts
>>687023075
Well yes, but that's not what I meant. Oh well. I guess you don't need to know.
>>687023166
>*thumbs up*
>>687023189
Thank you. It's not hard work to do over again... just really slow and tedious. I'll get it done tomorrow.
>>687023229
Here's some dank lewd I never use for playing the game so well.
>>687023828
I'll remember that next time... it just seemed like an inappropriate time, that's all.
>>687022409
Oh my... That sucks
>>687022841
Of course I can! Being a lewd clone doesn't mean I can't talk
>>687012639
>>687012639
I want reading please
>>687023958
-kiss-
>>687024631
>>687024218
Don't worry about such things~
>>687024334
B-But you never responded to me...
>>687025131
What is with all this kissing and stuff?
I c-could maybe run a thread, b-but I don't know if I s-should...
>>687025480
Don't ruin the moment background-sama!!
Hello everyone
What did I miss?
-Sweet Roll
Faggots kill yourself
>>687025572
Don't. Ikaros is lurking.
>>687025572
You're welcome in here anytime though~!
>>687025653
You've missed me of course.
>>687025572
Just hang out here with us if you don't feel up to it.
>>687025480
I thought you'd been here longer than this, wallpaper-san.
>>687025641
>*blows a kiss to Marisa*
>>687025653
Heyy, sweet roll! Were you the one offering me bitcoins a while back?
>*bats her eyes cutely*
>>687025946
That's probably a good call, Anonymous.
Maybe I'll just delete it after 30 minutes though.
>>687026074
>>687026018
Thanks for the offer, but it seems I tend to cause arguments somehow, without even trying.
>>687025653
Now why would we do that?
-Sweet Roll
>>687026074
>>687025641
I know just more then usual and truth be told romantic things sorta irritate me today.
>>687026112
I knew you were the one deleting them!
>>687026264
I asked really nicely for nobody to do that this time!
>>687026074
Yes.
Why?
Are you requiring another donation?
What did you spend that stuff on?
-Sweet Roll
>>687025189
I'm sorry! Most of the times I'm doing another thing and I don't see who replies. I promise it won't happen again
>>687026264
The benefit outweights the risk tenfolds though, silly~<3
>>687026074
>*blows one right back*
>>687026436
Ooo.. why?
>>687026436
Aww, what's wrong?
Don't worry, none of those kisses were romantic ones. Strictly Platonic.
>>687026507
*blinks* I never denied it; you can no longer delete threads after 30 minutes, so I have to delete them before that.
>>687026553
Oh, yeah, that'll do it.
>>687026756
You think so?
>>687026870
Make the thread, Alice
>>687026681
I never got it because I didn't have a BTC wallet then. I do now!
Oh wait, you weren't serious, huh...
>>687026756
>*looks around and whistles innocently to avoid making anyone uncomfortable*
>>687026756
>>687026858
Well some days I can handle romance better then others. I think I might be developing a small case of philophobia, the fear of falling in love.
I think it's just the imaginary concept of it though. I can't be 100% sure of it until I get the chance.
The Doc is in.
Did I miss anything?
>prepares for wave of lewds
>>687016374
>>687016600
>>687016723
What was with the tho
Did you become a pirate
>>687026746
I see.. well don't worry about it!
We do have all the time in the world after all.
>>687026870
Absolutely!
>>687027473
I see..
>>687027633
Emoticons don't show up anymore I guess.
Damn it Hiroyuki
Anyway it seems I have stumbled upon a nest of fags with Touhou waifus
My kind of crowd
>>687027149
Didn't you say you weren't going to post in my threads anymore?
>>687027610
Hey Doc
>>687027960
None of us have touhou waifus, that I know of.
God I hope no one here does, anyway.
>>687027610
Reisen isn't here yet. You didn't miss much yet. It's been nice and relaxing all night so far.
>>687027473
Ohh, I see.
Hrm...
Czugs vvoqg bgmpg. Ghpws dchqc bsvkc i.
Hows you all doin today?
>>687028147
I did, yes
>>687027960
Even though I post environments I love touhou. Beat all but 11 and 12 and a few extra stages.
>>687027960
Welcome aboard! How was your weekend?
>>687028147
I'm my own waifu, does that count?
>>687028147
Wait then why do you avatarfag as Touhou QTs
>>687028312
Should probably try to keep to that.
>>687028174
When will Reisen show up?
>>687028393
Even HRTP?
>>687028419
I don't avatarfag, thank you very much.
I m-may stutter from time to time, though.
There's gonna be another thread, right?
>>687028147
Hi, Alice.
>>687028174
thank FUG
-Doc Goldeneye
>>687027952
fug off, marisa bobandy
-Doc Goldeneye
>>687027351
But I put it in your little donation bin...
¦:Y
-Sweet Roll
>>687028522
Am I
How was your Memorial day?
>>687028277
Another puzzle to solve, and maybe a fortune to tell! I'm doing pretty good now. How about you, Bell-kun?
>>687028522
Minus the PC 98 games and fighting games but I do plan on getting to them. Its the bad frame rate that keeps me from doing it.
>>687027952
>Kissu
>>687029034
forgot the pic once again
>>687029034
Just use SSAA; it's so old you can render it at 4K size and scale it down. Should make the resolution and frame rate fix.
You can't call yourself a true touhou fan till you one shot HRTP though.
>>687028887
Mu...
>>687028525
Yeah, for sure. Why do you ask?
>>687029285
I'm close. Its that damn bird and the unusual rules of the game. And rin eats away all my life.
If it counts I beat extra stages of 6, 7, 8, 9 and 10 and hard on 6 no continues.
>>687029134
>>687023958
I never realized how often me and Marisa play with chocolate.
>playing Oblivion
>activate a floor trap at a certain angle
>go out of bounds
kek
-Doc Goldeneye
>>687029134
<3
>>687028689
fug off right back at you~
>>687030068
fug
-Doc Goldeneye
>>687028965
Great. Finished up Spec Ops: The Line and got a free copy of Shower With Your Dad Simulator. Also, most of these are one time pad. Unless you have the keys, no reading! Hah!
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20-15-02-09-14 11-05-25 20-23-05-14-20-25 19-05-22-05-14
Bumvq trehw iestt remfl, rxevx drdhr yvyjg
>>687030231
Do I dare ask what "Shower With Your Dad Simulator" is like
>>687030231
One Time Pads can easily be broken if the random information is not truly random (even a CPRNG drastically reduces the security). So unless you have a source of true entropy, I wouldn't count on it.
Also, given the small size, a brute force attack would be rather effective, assuming you are using an XOR operation (the most common).
Hey Reimu, Haven't talked to you in a while but finally caught one of your threads and wanted to talk a bit. Sorry, I'm sure you're tired of my dumb problem and venting by now, but here goes.
So things haven't changed much between me and my friend, I talked to her a little bit about how I feel, that I get scared and nervous that I did something wrong and keep feeling the need to apologize when she hasn't responded to me for a long time. I didn't really let everything out, but it was kinda nice that I told her some of it I think. She said that she was sorry and that she really takes a long time to reply to everyone. The next day we talked a whole lot and it was really nice, but after that things kinda went back to normal. It's happening right now actually and I'm feeling pretty bad because of it, so I'm glad that I found your thread.
I'm still just waiting and hoping that things will go back to the way they were during the first few months that we met, we had so much to talk about and she would reply fast, like we were having a conversation instead of playing phone tag or something. It felt much less disconnected, I guess would be the word. It's horrible because even when she eventually does show up, I realize that I don't really have anything to talk about, I just wanted to talk to her, and it makes me feel bad for trying to start a conversation with nothing. Also I hope the paragraphing was better in this one than it has been the last few times.
>>687029626
Cool, thanks. I had this big dumb blog post and I was worried.
>>687012639
Sup, Reimu-chan.
>>687028398
My weekend was quite enjoyable, thank you.
>>687028522
Alright well I better choose a dude for my avatar
I'll be the closet fag from Bunghole no Stray Dogs
Doesn't really fit well though because I don't wear glasses and I don't like the look of them on people that much.
Tough decision..
>>687031439
lies
>>687031556
Yo don't you try to imitate me motherfucker
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1gWcEU-HXQ
>>687030032
Chocolate is the best for sensual play!
>>687031242
Mh, that's completely fine!
>>687031823
I just started playing that video as you posted it...
>>687029626
>I was busy, Apologies
Did you lose it?
You are acting like you lost my donation
You better not have.
-Sweet Roll
>>687032240
Reddiwhip works pretty good too.
>>687030607
Its really not that bad. Its like a really shitty matching game that makes you giggle like an autistic child every time you press the play button.
Fuckin hilarious.
>>687030721
The pads are random enough to not be broken, at least for a while.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
20-15-02-09-14 11-05-25 14-09-14-05-20-05-05-14
Alcwo ucnap w, plvna vcomc ymllc frd'n pfrjf lhbkt.
>>687032240
heh. Maybe its a sign for something. Or a cosmic prank. Or just a coincidence. Pick your choice.
>>687030961
Much easier on the eyes. That's perfect... thank you, as well.
Anyway, I think it's natural for relationships to decay a bit after you've gotten through all the initial "getting to know each other" parts. Unless you continue to have common interests with her, things you do together that you can talk about, things to watch together, stuff like that... you'll run out of things to say, really. Or she will. It sounds like she kind of has.
But if she says she does that with everyone, I'd believe it. It's gotta be tough since you had such high expectations for your friendship at the start. I'm not sure what you could do about it besides just making more friends so you won't feel as attached to her. You've gotta find some new people to form that sort of attachment with so you won't be relying on her as much. Then you'll find it's not so bad to only talk to her once in a while, and you'll appreciate it more and have more stuff to talk about when you do.
Don't worry about me getting tired of listening, though. I'll always be here for that, even if there's not really any new advice I can give.
>>687032582
I wouldn't lose your donation though.. *wink wink*
>>687032756
Or two people with very good taste of videos~
>>687032980
You'd probably 'borrow' it.
>>687031242
I was thinking about changing my alias (when I can actually post images), too
although I'm not 100% sure what to change it to
-Sweet Roll
>>687032582
I-I don't know how to explain it so it's better if I don't...
>>687032240
Mmph...
>>687031057
Hey there! Good to see you as always. How was your day?
>>687032712
Oh, I see. It sounds horrifyingly awkward from the name but I guess that's kinda the point.
>>687033187
Hm hm hm....
well im going to sleep now. see ya
>>687033876
Have a g-great night <4
>>687033577
Pretty mundane. Went grocery shopping, mowed my lawn, smoked some grass (the kind you smoke, not the stuff I mowed), the usual stuff. I also saw some ducks in my yard. How was your day?
>>687033712
Oh look a maid.
>>687034144
Oh look, a pot smoking caterpillar.
Wait, wrong reference.
>>687033876
Bye bye Mr. Wallpaper Guy.
>*hums American Pie unconsciously*
Uhh.. have a good night!
>>687033712
Oh hi there, Sakuya. Good to see you back so soon!
>>687033187
>>687033712
I-I would return it.. after a while!
Honest!
>>687033577
Ah.. what's up?
>>687034401
Weird, we actually have an Alice here too.
>>687034512
It's summer, so I thought I'd bring watermelons to the destitute. It's my way of giving back. Meiling grows them for Flan....the insides are exceptionally scarlet for some reason.
>>687034787
I c-certainly wouldn't smoke from a hookah, however!
>>687033577
>Sierra Tango is now playing Shower with your Dad Simulator 2015
Its amazingly contagious. Almost as much as the "add a non-steam game" was.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is the final call for the setting sun when they get closer
Now with a fall from grace, I will be done; the show is over
It's a new dawn!
>>687034791
I like watermelons. Can I have a watermelon?
-Doc Goldeneye
>>687033577
Well.
You better explain, 58974404 Yen is a lot of money.
I hope it didn't go to waste, or etc.
-Sweet Roll
>>687034774
Just like the gigantic mountain of books you borrowed from Patchy, right?
>>687034935
Funny thing is, it probably wasn't tobacco in that hookah. More than likely it was hashish.
>>687035078
Are you so destitute as to eat dirt like our fair shrine maiden?
If so, jump for it!
>>687035250
Actually it w-wasn't anything; it was all metaphors for the new kinds of math coming out around the time Lewis Carol wrote, that he thought was inane.
Can't remember what the caterpillar represents though...
>>687035274
I do have food. I just like watermelons and oranges.
-Doc Goldeneye
>>687035487
I think someone told me at one point but I've since forgotten what it was too.
>>687034774
Um.. n-nothing..
>>687034144
Ohh, I see. The last part sounds fun, at least.
My day was pretty uneventful. I worked for hours on a thing, only to forget to save it and close photoshop accidentally.
So I decided I need a break and decided to open the shrine early. It's gotten much better since then!
>>687034791
I've heard of blood oranges, but... heyy, wait, am I the charity case you're talking about here?!
>>687035108
I DIDN'T LOSE IT OKAY?! WHY ARE YOU SO WORRIED ABOUT IMAGINARY MONEY?!
>>687035939
>donates a bunch of burgerbucks
Go buy food, you had too much dirt.
>>687035939
I don't often see anyone else so desperate as to eat dirt.
>>687035939
That sucks. I've done that many times in school where I get done writing a massive essay only to accidentally close out of whatever program in my sleep deprived state. I would always just lay down and just stare at the ceiling trying to comprehend what I just did.
>>687035939
Because it is MY imaginary money
and if it isn't a big deal, it means you can explain.
-Sweet Roll
>>687035250
>*mumbles*
..shes free to take them back any time though..
>>687035939
Silly shrines maiden~!
Of course somethings up, it always is with you!
>>687036984
Throw more money at the shrine, maybe more will appear.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
They are standing by; no time to hide; no meeting halfway
You were sucking life through the needle's eye; this is a new day
And they have won
>>687032826
I just don't know if I can. I don't think I want any other friends. She's the only person who ever reached out to me from 4chan, and she's the only friend I've really found myself wanting to talk to every day. Even when I did have friends in person a long time ago, as horrible as this is going to sound, I didn't really want to talk to them every day. It felt almost like a chore to reply to texts and I found myself making excuses on why I wouldn't go and spend the night or go to a party or something, which led to me drifting away from my group. Maybe part of the reason I'm so afraid of losing her is because I feel like I deserve to have this happen to me now that I have someone I really care about as a friend, like I have this coming for being a horrible friend to people who reached out to me in real life before.
But, yeah, it has been really tough. She's never really said that I'm her best friend looking back on it, but I still think of her as mine. I asked her once if she thinks we'll be friends forever and she said yes, and it made my heart feel good. I think that if I could just stumble upon some kind of goldmine of things to talk about so that things could be like they were when we first met forever, even if I didn't have any other friends, I'd be happy.
Thinking more about it since the last time we talked, maybe somewhere deep inside I did sort of have some faint romantic feelings for her, even when I thought she was a boy. Maybe I still kind of do, and it's just making it hurt worse. But she's always been my best friend first in my mind, if that makes sense? Maybe I just don't want to admit it to myself because it makes me feel really horrible, like a scumbag. I don't know, maybe I don't, the feelings are weird and complicated
But thanks again as always, Reimu. You're the only person I can really talk to about this, we both still go to the thread we met in so I can't talk to them about it, and I obviously can't talk to her, at least not yet.
>>687036913
My whole world crumbling into the abysses that is global rule 13
>>687037000
She never leaves the house though! You should know that by now!
Also, new thread?
~Mamizou
>>687037406
Then it's not my fault i have so many of her books still... right?
-Marisa
>>687038131
You are perfectly capable of giving them back!
~Mamizou
>>687036913
Well.
What about rule 10?
that rule is being broken infinitley, and done way more than what we do
-Sweet Roll