Ask a p-psychologist anything!
Y-yes, it IS t-that thread again! C-come on in, Anonymous!
>>686672483
I love this gril not sure if likes back
>>686672724
Okay. So have you told her your feelings?
>>686672483
psychology isn't a profession to write home about
>>686672724
>>686672809
Come on, Anon.
>>686672973
My profession is programming, but there's also nothing wrong with being a psychologist; it's part of STEM and clinical and pharmacological research is quite a good place to help people from.
But okay.
is Donald Trump mentally stable?
>>686673207
He's certainly mentally flexible; whether he's unstable is a question for his personal psychologist or therapist to answer, not me.
>>686672483
Hey Alice, how are you?
~Box
>>686673106
>it's part of STEM
I have bulimia, bipolar II, GAD, and BDD. I'm on Risperdol, Hydroxazine and occasionally Zolpidem.
My BDD/bulimia makes me desperate to look better, and I'm considering getting abdominoplasty for around 6 grand but I don't want to tell my regular doctors and psych...
>>686673435
>STEM major sucks haha right don't ask me to explain why though haha STEMfags are the worst although I don't have a reason haha
>>686672809
nope
>>686672483
What type of bleach should I drink with dinner tonight?
>>686673404
Can't complain, you?
>>686673457
You should tell your PCP and psych.
That is not healthy and also it probably won't make you look better either.
*sighs and runs her fingers through her hair* Let me think.
First, why are you taking the Zolpidem?
Second, ask your doctor about Propranolol; it has been used effectively against bulimia before, and it definitely helps with GAD.
All the rest I can offer you is a hug and a reassurance that you are beautiful, Anonymiss.
>>686673868
None.
>>686673691
Do that. Problem solved.
>>686673435
The National Science Foundation and U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement considers it STEM. People can even get work visas based on it being STEM.
But okay.
>>686673982
one prob im scared shitless i dont think i can be rejected again without killing myself
>>686673102
Do you just, like, wait all day for these threads to appear?
>>686674083
Citations of Psychology being STEM from my team of legal experts:
http://www.nsf.gov/pubs/2012/nsf12599/nsf12599.htm#appendix
https://www.ice.gov/sites/default/files/documents/Document/2014/stem-list.pdf
>>686674195
*blinks* Have you talked to your doctor about this?
>>686674275
That's my honest opinion. That or Muon released his thread finder again.
>>686673982
I used to be really fat. I have this loose skin that is terribly bothersome to me. Certainly doesn't help the bulimia, body dysmorphia etc.
The zolpidem is because i dont sleep thru the night often. I get up a lot. Especially during a manic high, though those are much rarer now. I feel like the bipolar is managed fine by the risperdol, but i just never have any 'good' days. I just don't have the swings of really-terrible-down days and unhealthily-up-days. I wish I had, sometimes, the ups were at least something different than day-in, day-out "kinda ok i guess."
>>686674278
too poor to talk to a doctor why the fuck do you think im here
>>686672483
hello alice
i always get nervously excited when i see your thread
i wasn't sure if there would be one today which is always a downer but im happy there is
o its me, tic's
how are you doing? any interesting developments in your life lately?
>>686672483
Hi again. I have been really attracted to a dude for quite a few months, I've overheard him talk and heard things about him that he is really laid back and funny. I found out his name too, the only problem is that he doesn't know me... What do I do?
>>686674474
There are plenty of ways to seek a doctor Anonymous; if you are suicidal, it is a medical emergency. Go to the ER.
>>686674383
The ups cause the downs to be much harder.
What you are experiencing is called mood blunting; you should talk to your psychiatrist about it. A medication adjustment may be in order.
>>686674502
Oh, nothing new tics. What about you?
>>686674700
Introduce yourself.
Why I always get so anxious while having sex? Many times I can't get a good boner. What can I do?
>>686672483
How does it feel getting paid for barely doing anything other than listening and recycling?
>>686673982
I'm good myself, thanks for asking.
~Box
>>686674756
I don't really have a name, I was the one who had been worried about stuff for a month and had a friend with depression. You can call me Pug I guess
>>686674756
not suicidal just yet and why the fuck would i go to ER do you think i have money?
>>686672483
I'm already seeing a psychologist, so I'm good for now.. I think.
I've seen you here before, what's your name? Fake or real, I don't care just something to call you besides 'the psychologist'.
>>686674908
The simplest thing you can do is SLOW DOWN.
Let it come naturally, do lots of foreplay, maybe let her suck you for a while slowly until you are fully hard, then put it in.
You are having some performance anxiety; slow it down, let yourself relax, and you'll have a better time.
>>686674956
As mentioned in this thread, I work as a programmer. Also, psychologists do WAY more than that; you are thinking of psychoanalysts.
Try again.
>>686675004
Good to hear <4
>>686675033
No, I mean, introduce yourself to the person you like!
>>686675106
You can't be refused service for lack of payment at the ER. Welcome to America.
>>686675139
I'm Alice, of course!
>>686674275
You can't really compare your perception of time to mine.
To answer your question, no. My internet has actually been shit lately, probably because muh tachyons, and it's been hard to get good connection.
>>686674756
o well i've been playing piano alot but thats nothing new
I am working on composing something for my year end recital in two weeks. Other than that, I dont do much
You're pretty much the only person I engage in substantial conversation with, on a regular basis heh
How can I change this?
>>686675223
How was your day?
~Box
I really fucking the smell of chemicals like
>gasoline
>isopropyl alcohol
>regular alcohol
>motor oil
>kerosene
>burning plastic
And strong cigarettes....but i dont huff them i just really feel relaxed if i catch a wiff of something i like
>>686675223
Oh, lmao. It's just that, I feel like I can't find a good way to introduce myself, I've had two really short talks with him though.
>>686675223
but there goes any future credit for me and ER aint gonna do shit they'll put me on med
>>686675449
how do you fuck the smell of chemicals?
>>686675412
*blinks slowly* We barely talk though. What?
>>686675421
My back is killing me and my antibiotics are making me want to kermit suicide, but other than that, pretty good. I road a train!
>>686675449
Is there a question somewhere in here?
>>686675223
How does it feel winning arguments by making up useless terms and telling impressionable people they just have to assume you know what you are doing coz degree and shit?
>>686675449
Forgot to ask, why would this be something that me, that someone doesnt not like the deep smell of engine fuel that doesnt try and smell it, why would i like this so much?
>>686672483
What's the best way to break up with your lover?
>Just figured out that she's been getting physical with another man.
>>686675223
Cool, hello Alice!
How come you're a psychologist here but working as a programmer?
>>686675538
So what did your two short talks entail? What are his interests, hobbies, etc?
>>686675553
>they won't do shit
>they'll put me on meds
This seems contradictory.
>>686675683
Wouldn't know. Sounds like something you should ask your doctor about.
>>686675750
Present the evidence, tell her its over, cut it off clean, walk away.
>>686675728
Can you rephrase that?
>>686675785
I dual majored; my work is in A.I.
I help financial firms predict human behavior.
>>686675565
Gotta love them trains.
~Box
>>686675223
Will prove
How many George Costanzas do you think it would take to defeat you, Alice? Standard gear, morals off.
>>686675867
meds dont do shit but make me feel worse
>>686675565
Thats true
i feel very lonely all the time
School can be draining but at least im around people and talk to a few guys in my class a couple of times a day however I dont see anyone over the weekend and just stay in my room.
I go on bike rides through trails thinking ill meet someone or something interesting will happen but it never does
summer vacation is the worst
two months of loneliness
what a drag but its probably the opposite for most other people
>>686676069
What medication have you taken?
>>686675898
Choo choo!
>>686676042
Uhh. Infinity. After all, I can control basically endless amounts of dolls.
>>686675969
Not sure what this means.
>>686676113
You really need to come up with a project to lose yourself in, or take a vacation to the beach or something. Connect with a few pals, or make new ones. That's what summer is all about.
Would lithium help with BPD?
>>686672483
I have autism and bipolar and I take latuda twice a day just to be stable. How do I feel normal? I can't even get a job because I would lose my disability benefits and the uninsured cost of that shit is astronomical.
>>686675867
I run my truck rich and idle it in the driveway for minutes loving that rich scent spilling from the pipes, not saying i would directly breath it...but i would...why do i, who likes the sweet smell of fuels, and toxic chemicals ex. Ammonia and bleach together, why would i like this so much? And how the scent is kinda spicy like...chinese shilies
What's your favourite Element on the Periodic table?
>>686672483
WebMD keeps trying to tell me I'm schizo, obviously this is false because I don't believe in aliens, right?
>>686675867
Yea but terms in medicine like um pulmonary odema or stroke mean two things. I couldn't less between a psychologist or analyst.
>>686676291
I'm glad you had a good day Alice.
~Box
>>686675867
That's interesting.
I study mathematics and have a couple of engineering buddies from some years back, one of which is studying software engineering. He's really into A.I. as well. Perhaps you could answer a few elementary questions I have about A.I.? I've talked to my buddy quite a bit, naturally, so I'm just wondering what other things you might say.
>>686676291
B-but what if George Constanza destroyed the concept of dolls?!
>>686676291
i ussually go vacationing with my family somewhere nice like a condo in Florida by the beach or what not but otherwise, my friends and i only meetup a couple of times nowadays
the project idea is interesting
Is that what developing games is to you: a project to lose yourself in?
>>686676538
Webmd is inaccurate as fuck. For shits and giggles I put in my symptoms of mania and it had bipolar as one of the least likely options
>>686675867
We talked about fallout 4 for a little.
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>>686672483
Hello, Alice! I hope you're enjoying your weekend! Got any plans?
>>686675867
Okay. I'm burning her belongings right now. Thx.
>>686676669
What if Aliceposter doesn't actually have a Psych degree? What if Aliceposter is in an insane asylum, and she constantly hears doctors arguing about things, and one of them always yells, "I have a Psych degree!" and that entered her thoughts, and we're all her hallucinations?
>>686676294
There is some evidence it can be effective, but obviously, you need to go through the proper channels and have a doctor prescribe it.
>>686676397
I'm not really trained in that part of the field.
However, under the AHA, you would not lose disability benefits. Read this for more details: https://www.ssa.gov/pubs/EN-05-10095.pdf
>>686676432
Because it's intoxicating. I would recommend NOT doing this, as it is very dangerous and can cause brain damage.
>>686676530
Technetium or Titanium, dealers choice.
>>686676570
Okay, then you couldn't care less between an oncologist and a general practitioner. That's how different the sides of the field are.
>>686676571
<4
>>686676660
Absolutely. I'll answer anything I can. I specialize mostly in neural networks, but I've done decision trees and support vector machines, as well as hand rolled stuff before.
>>686676669
Then I would make him a doll.
>>686676697
Well. That and I enjoy games.
>>686676538
That's not how schizophrenia works, and also, do not self diagnose.
>>686676886
My plan is to relax and maybe cook up some crab.
>>686676917
I would return those, actually. No reason to have unnecessary hate.
>>686676841
Hey whats up Bell.
~Box
>>686676069
But they make big pharma richer!
>>686677016
what games do you like?
This is going to sound like I'm trolling but I
swear I'm not.
I think I'm addicted to defecating. I spend a long time in the bathroom and I drink and eat lots of fibre.
>>686676432
This is pretty fucking relatable tbh
>I like this gril
Was pretty sure she liked me back
>seen texts from her phone with her friends that confirmed my suspicions
>make my move
>she backs away and starts ignoring me
>tell me wtf
>>686677002
First, there are no "insane asylums" in America anymore; there are mostly just state medical treatment centers, and basically everything else is out patient. The average stay for in patient is around 3 to 5 days.
Second, do you think they allow access to the internet unsupervised in in-patient?
Third, everyone would be delusions, not hallucinations.
>>686677070
Antidepressants are not exactly big business anymore; too many medications, too few differences.
>>686677179
I used to play FPS's a lot. I'm a bit too uncoordinated now though. Been thinking of picking up Doom...
Im sexually attracted to cars, how do i break this? Is it gay or straight?
>>686677312
So go to your doctor and tell him that.
>>686677344
Sounds like you were wrong.
>>686677384
Attraction isn't changable, and it's neither.
>>686672483
Lately I've been getting more headaches. How big is the chance that it is psychological?
>>686677312
i have the opposite problem (same disclaimer about sounding like trolling) but i number 2 every 5 days. there is no discomfort in those 5 days i just dont feel the need to go until the 5th day in the slightest
>>686677345
You're too kind to be at a place like 4 chan
>>686672483
Okay i had some dates with a girl and recently she was mad at me because she thought i didnt take her seriously (mainly because I use a lot of XD and Haha in my sentences on whatsapp) altho i really do take her serious and told her i'd stop using it but she doesnt believe me. Then she told me she needed some space and now we didnt talk for like a week... Wtf should i do?
Fuck it, I'll bite. Tell me what you think doc.
I know I self esteem issues and have for as long as I can remember, not really sure why though. But I'll get back to that later. For 4 or so years now I've hovered around being a NEET ever since I dropped out of school on night to comfort my (online) gf after some family drama gave me a reason to drop out since we were moving away from it.
I constantly form attachments over literally nothing with girls and then get upset when I'm forced to face the fact that there's nothing there. An ex (boyfriend) of mine (that I dated because he catfished me but decided to try it anyways) told me as we were breaking up that I'm desperate for love, and I think it's true I just don't know why.
And here's the biggest thing for me, I know my problems are from my self esteem issues. I know if I get over them I'll be able to pull myself together, I know the only one who truely cares about my flaws is myself and that as long as I accept them/fix them then no one will truely care. I know how easy it is to get out, get a job/friends and have a real life. And I start on that path all the time, but every time I fail. It's almost like I'm self sabotaging, I'll start doing things I know will harm the path out of this life style I say I hate but do it anyways. And I can't figure out why. What do you think doc?
>>686672483
So basically I'm really depressed, but I feel like therapy will probably be a waste of time... I'm thinking I should just ignore the suicidal thoughts rather than doing something I don't want to.
>>686677016
Believe me. The hate is necessary.
>She's been at it for a year behind my back.
>>686677016
Toxic chemicals are for real
intoxicating...huh
>>686677335
Yeah man?
>>686677384
pay very close attention. Anything short of being sexually attracted to cis women, means you are a massive massive faggot.
Can't remember if I ever gave an update - I lost contact with the Brit anon a while ago. He hasn't received or read my messages in a while.
I was worried for a long while, but I don't think that's of much use anymore. I don't know how he is now.
So that ends that chapter.
I'm sorry though. I failed him.
>>686677345
i heard doom had bad multiplayer or something (i dont play any games after quitting) a year ago
unless eroge VN's count for shit
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>>686677030
nothing much. just messing with the local wildlife.
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>>686677596
How old are you
>>686677016
> .gov
Should have mentioned canuckistani here. Earnings over $200/month get my support payments reduced by 50% of that amount, and if I cross a certain earnings threshold (not sure what it is) I lose my prescription coverage as well. Right now I get free on-patent antipsychotics, if I don't have cover I'll probably stuck with fucking first gen neuroleptic bullshit or something.
What sorta games are you developing, Alice?
>>686672483
I hate to be that guy but that's not how you stutter psychologist.
>>686677016
But you see, I know that those two are different, like very different. All you have told me about your field is that I should just believe you. Where are facts? Where are examples? Where is anything that is remotely convincing to anyone not gullible? How can your job be so easy?
You see, I don't trust anyone. And I won't believe a word you say. How will you fix me?
>>686677756
21 why? Does it sound like typical teenage drama shit? If so I agree.
>>686677345
>there are no "insane asylums" in America anymore
It could be in the past. Maybe one of the shitty ones, so it's like sensory deprivation, which I think does cause actually hallucinations, not delusions, outside of insanity. Or it could just be your mental state that makes you think that.
>do you think they allow access to the internet unsupervised in in-patient
That's where the hallucination part comes in, you're not actually using the internet.
>everyone would be delusions, not hallucinations.
That's the whole issue with the "they're insane" theories. Pretty much anything could be explained away. You could say that I'm hallucinating everyone I know, and I could say "What about their emotions? They actually have thoughts, so they must exist outside of my mind."
You could just say "Haha you're hallucinating bro", and I couldn't prove you wrong. You, of course, couldn't prove yourself right.
>>686677700
You feeling alright there?
>>686677700
Sounds fun and might I say, Nice trips and dubs.
~Box
>>686677474
So I replied to the other one first, but me and my crush had talked a little bit about Fallout 4, but ever since them, it's like we just somewhat look at each other. Also I think he flips his hair a lot when I see him, does that mean anything?
>>686677489
Uhh. Describe them; are they headaches, or migraines?
>>686677523
I'm kind, but I'm not nice.
>>686677532
You should give her some space.
>>686677598
Go to therapy; you can't ignore them forever.
>>686677617
Even so; be the bigger man.
>>686677689
*gently pats your back* You did all you could. That's all anyone can do. I lost two people so far in five years; it makes me feel like shit every day.
So I know it's not comforting, but...you did what you could, and there is no shame in that.
>>686677772
Oh, sorry! I really need to be less US centric.
However! It is legal even in Canada to import from India, if you have a prescription. Worth looking into.
>>686677866
Currently, a platformer.
>>686677596
Sounds like a few things (I'm
Not Op):
You haven't gotten validation from your parents/family throughout your life/feel you've done something that is preventing you from accomplishing things that you otherwise deserve. You're also terrified of having to grow up and face the world.
Start using the Internet less, start working out. Do it slowly at first.
Then start going out.
Do it or you'll be caught in an endless cycle of misery online before finally snapping.
>>686677921
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>>686672483
I have severe deppresion, insomnia and neurosis. Meds dont help, therapy dont help. Visited 3/4 of docs in my city already. Is killing myself right thing to do now?
>>686677596
Sorry for the delay.
It sounds less like self esteem issues and more like abandonment issues to me; you do it because you can't find that source of comfort anywhere else. You'd be a prime candidate for CBT; please talk to your doctor and look into it.
You can do it, if only you...try, Anonymous!
I believe in you...now you need to believe you are worth it, yourself.
>>686678082
can we see a screen shot of the platformer?
>>686678082
What do you mean I can't ignore them forever, I've been ignoring them for 4 years already...
>>686678246
Have you tried TMS or ECT?
>>686678286
>You'd be a prime candidate for CBT
That means something else that what I first thought it did, right?
>>686672483
Sup doc, its pretty hard and real to confront my fears and doubts, i've pretty much failed at everything, and rightfully so, i always feel like i never give 100% when i know i can do it. I have so much doubt and so little self worth. I feel like my complete life is a failure, so much so, i barely eat, i feel im not worth it, like i dont deserve anything. I'm generally a really nice guy whos is overly helpful and just wants everyone else to be happy and okay, whats wrong with me?
>>686675565
>Kermit suicide
TOPFUCKINGKEK
>>686678443
Cognitive behavioural therapy.
My doctor wanted me
To do it too but I hated being in a group.
>>686678443
Cognitive
Behavioural
Therapy
It's okay, I knew about the fetish before the therapy as well, had the same reaction.
>>686678082
I've never been diagnosed with migraine and don't know what it should feel like. The headaches are recent and I tend to think it's psychological, since they tend to be way more common when I feel stressed
>>686678596
Groups suck in general
>>686677016
Oh, it's nothing as complicated as that. While I would have loved to take courses regarding algorithms, and biological modeling, my degree is highly theoretical.
Pure mathematician here. The closest I can come to benefit A.I. would be a bit of knowledge about epistemology.
Which leads me to my first question, actually: what would you define to be 'artificial intelligence'? Obviously, it's a sort of elementary question because one would assume that that would lay the ground for the work done in the field, right? If not, how would you know what to work on? Although, my experience has been that a lot of people (including my buddy) doesn't or cannot find a proper definition, because there simply isn't one. This is obvious as there's discussion on the matter of intelligence alone; if intelligence baffles us, how would we even come close to making a copy of it?
So, what is your definition of artificial intelligence?
Personally I think I have a holistic definition. Now, I haven't read much about psychology, in fact the closest I come is a bit of neuroscience, yet, I feel like you can talk about different kinds of intelligence, like social intelligence, logical intelligence, etc., and I believe artificial intelligence would have to be the whole and not parts.
>>686677955
...what? I didn't tell you that you should believe me. I told you a fact; they are different. There's no belief needed.
>>686678078
Sounds like a good sign to me. Maybe start a project with him? A Fallout 4 youtube channel could be cool.
You just gotta find an in and use it, Anonymous.
>>686678186
Working out isn't going to help; he needs actual psychological help.
>>686678246
What meds have you taken?
>>686678319
It's not quite at that stage yet; I'm working on the engine currently.
>>686678367
Yeah, four years is just the start. *sighs and takes a deep breath*
Imagine you are a boat on an ocean, with no wind. You can paddle as hard as you like; you won't get anywhere, you are just treading water. And every day drones on. And every day the gulls come, looking for a meal. You can hang on as long as you like.
But eventually, the gulls are the ones leaving with full stomachs.
>>686678443
Cognitive Behavioral Therapy.
>>686678513
Sounds to me like you already know what is wrong with you; you don't actually finish things, so you never actually get self esteem or motivation.
Pick a project and make a schedule; divide it into little, easy to do chunks. Complete one, use the motivation from it to do the next. When you are done the project, pick a bigger one.
That's how you dig your way out.
>>686678596
CBT can be done one on one.
I BELIEVE I CAN FLY
I BELIEVE I CAN TOUCH THE SKY
>>686678596
Oh.
>>686678611
Uh, um...
I wasn't talking about some fetish, you pervert!
Uh, I was thinking...
...
...cats bring thankfulness...
I have been extremely paranoid, delusional and hearing voices for the last 5 months or so. Do I have schizophrenia?
I have been obssesed with the same girl for 3 years now
i am content with just glancing at her from across the room once or twice a day but sometimes the devastating reality that i will have the nerve to have a conversation with her let alone spend time with her for the rest of my life
every time i see romance in an manga or movie i feel really numb at how that wont be a reality for me.
Everyone has HUGE expectations for me and because I am scared I never work for them, like school, teachers tell me I am very smart and they expect insanely high grades from me (3.9 GPA minimum), but I always actually fuck up and get something like 2.7-3.5 and it hurts so hard seeing people disappointed.
If I kill myself will anyone actually be upset over it? Like I get that people will probably be sad for a bit but it won't cause any long lasting effects on people right?
>>686678898
How come my doctor didn't tell me that CBT could be done 1 on 1? He dropped me as his patient 9 months ago and now I'm exactly where I was a year ago
>>686678186
>You haven't gotten validation from your parents/family throughout your life/feel you've done something that is preventing you from accomplishing things that you otherwise deserve. You're also terrified of having to grow up and face the world.
Fair and accurate, although I don't think I'd agree with the second part even if I can't really argue against it.
>>686678286
>abandonment issues
I've never really been abandoned by anyone though, I mean besides never knowing my father. Everyone else-- fuck. I think you may actually be right,
Besides CBT is there anything else I can do? I have no money to do it on my own, and I don't think I can admit to my mother that I think I need therapy no matter how true it is, I'm not one to ask for help. Hell the only time I've ever admitted to anyone that I have "issues" is when I was drunk crying to my friend
(Is there any way I can have them bring it up so I don't have to ask for help?)
>>686678630
That...wouldn't make them psychological. That would make them physiological. Stress headaches are not psychological.
Take tylenol or caffiene pills.
>>686678740
Group therapy is more effective than one on one.
>>686678820
Eh? Artificial intelligence is anything that reacts to the environment in a non-trivial manner. Generally we refer to this as an agent architecture; a thermostat, for example, is a very simple A.I.
This...is the standard definition. It's not difficult at all. We're engineers; we don't consult philosophers on what the true meaning of intelligence or whatever is. We use what works.
>>686678074
Hey, the cats come out and play after dark.
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>>686672483
I hate rich people, I'm poor for life and just can't get over it, always get mad when I see someone eating expensive food or doing expensive stuff.
>>686679425
Steal it
>>686678898
(I'm the crush anon) thank you c:
>>686679207
I hate the thought of being in any kind of support group
>>686679027
Have you been to a doctor? If you aren't diagnosed, you need to go to a doctor; I can't diagnose you via the internet.
>>686679031
So why don't you talk to her?
>>686679079
Uhh, suicides cause long lasting damage to almost all of the people you have relationships.
>>686679097
I don't know. Hire a new doctor. You are the one in charge, not them Anonymous.
>>686679163
...are you kidding? You know you have issues, you know you need help, and you won't actually go get it? or admit to it?
We are all in this society together; no man is an island. Stop acting like we are; suck it up, talk to your mother, and get the help you need Anonymous.
You need to contact a doctor; you won't get better on your own. If you could, don't you think you would be better by now?
>>686679425
How are you poor for life...?
>>686679557
My pleasure!
>>686679031
Difficult doesn't mean impossible, Anon.
Honestly, you might never gather the courage. That doesn't mean you're not capable of doing it.
It is a fact that what you want is attainable. "Try harder" is seen as a cold, non-understanding bit of advice, but it is the simplest way to say it.
>>686679342
Hell, did somebody send you through SCP-2222?
>>686679504
im not that kinda guy
>>686672483
Ok. Why do I not understand myself?
>>686679619
NIGGA HELP ME
>>686679072
>>686679718
get a nigger to do it for you
>Be me
>24 virgin
>see hooker
>Can't cum
>have trouble staying hard
What do?
>>686679607
Why?
>>686679723
Why do you think there is anything to understand?
>>686679759
Let me ask you a question: who is in charge of your life? You, or your teachers?
Also, how old are you?
>>686679619
>>>686679425 (You)
>How are you poor for life...?
It's pretty simple, I live in a third world country and I have nothing of material value and no school, so I work 150 euros a month and I'm in big debts.
I remember you. You smoke weed and have not fucked a patient yet but you want to. Hello again.
>>686679797
No niggers here man
>>686679829
Seek meaningful relationships.
>>686679918
Yeah, that's not me.
>>686679953
where do you live?
The arctic?
>>686678898
513 here, i'll give that a try. There is no way to show my gratitude but a short thanks should do.
you're a good'un
>>686679207
No offence, but that seems like a bit of a cop-out for a relatively specific thing. A lot of arbitrary things could be categorized as 'reacting to the environment in a non-trivial manner'. I understand where you're coming from though. It just seems like a very vague definition. You're putting a thermostat and reasoning under the same wing. I've heard about the 'rational agent' definition before, but it's usually from engineers who haven't even looked at pictures of brains.
After all, you said you double-majored. Don't you think there's a bit more to it than that?
Doctor i saw something problematic on television and it triggered me
>>686679619
>Uhh, suicides cause long lasting damage to almost all of the people you have relationships.
What if I make it look like an accident? I've got nothing left to live for but I don't want to hurt anyone in the process, so that would do less damage right?
>>686679619
>...are you kidding? You know you have issues, you know you need help, and you won't actually go get it? or admit to it?
I know it's fucked up, I know it's stupid. I just can't do it, I don't even know how to bring it up. How do I even start the conversation without sounding like a whiny cunt?
>mummy I'm not happy, i need help :(
I can't do that
>If you could, don't you think you would be better by now?
lol I guess that's fair.
>>686679851
I am but my someones worth is what other people make them out to be.
18 in less than 2 weeks.
>>686680050
Serbia
My friends wife wants to fuck me and I want to fuck her too, physically. She has a great marriage otherwise, and neither of us want to ruin it so my question is this: How do we shake these feelings for each other?
>>686680280
>(I am NOT Op)
It would still have an affect on people, death always does.
>>686680416
Surely there are some sandniggers or something
>>686680470
Ask your friend if he's a cuck.
Maybe, just maybe, he'll happen to be one.
>>686679619
i dont have any opportunities to talk to her and i want to but i know i never will
i used to be sorta friends through my friends but that was 2 years ago and since then all my friends have stopped hanging out with each other and me and her have become strangers effectively.
>>686679664
i really really really dont want to try harder but i really really really want to be with her
i think back on all the times i've talked to her and cringe so much to the point where i am physically overcome like earlier today i hopped off my bike mid bike ride and ran into the woods clenching my hair because i remembered a time when she started talking to me and i sorta interrupted her to blurt out that i was gonna go get a pencil
even now its so awkward to remember
i wish we became friends naturally but its not going to happen so instead i go on bike rides with the idea in the back of my mind that i might run into her by some coincidence.
even if i did run into her i probably wouldn't say anything
>>686679851
I have no desire to share my personal problems with strangers nor do I want to be a part of a pity party.
Oh yeah, I might get closed off to some psychiatrist department for an investigation period the coming fall.
English gets harder the longer I stay up, sorry for incoherency.
After dropping the assburgers suspect, they now suspect I might have brain damage from how my birth went.
I'll get my head looked at before that, shouldn't be long.
What should I do? I'm kind of lost.
I usually dream about the same place when I dream, not in the sense that "it's that same house again"
But more like a whole town and I can remember lots of parts from that town, I could probably even navigate that place by now.
I always dream that I have this super weird feeling like I've been there. And I'm almost always alone and everything feels desolate and bleak
Do you know why I have such dreams?
Britbong studying psychology, I'm drunk/high and nauseous and suicidal please ama
op help I'm listening to this
>>686680582
I can't do that because I can't stand cucks. If he turned out to be one, I'd be pissed on his behalf and push him until he fought me, manned up, and then fucked his wife in front of me while I lay there bleeding in a vulgar display of dominance.
>>686677650
Dude have you seen my vehicular? I have a reason i want to fuck it
>>686680534
But they'd get over it pretty fast right? It's really only ny parents I'm worried about, I don't have any friends worth talking about. Just don't want my parents to feel like they could have done anything to stop it, because they couldn't have
PSYCHOLOGISTSSSSSS R PRNJEJSISJWHWWHHWBSBEBWB
>>686680731
I should add that I feel just fine when I'm awake. I can feel a bit more tired just after I've woken up if I had a dream like it.
But in general I'm pretty happy and got my shit together
I have extreme social anxiety. I feel like I can't do any social event without wanting to break all of my fingers due to stress. I avoid people for the most part, but it kills me on the inside. What do, Alice?
>>686680766
Shoot up a school with me
>>686680738
hows the rc chems ?
>>686681013
KILL YOURSELF YOU WORTHLESS BETA AHAHAHAHAHA BOW DOWN TO CHAD THUNDERCOCK AS HE FUCKS ALL THE WOMEN THAT YOU HAVE EVER DEVELOPED FEELINGS FOR
>>686680162
I'm just a bad person who does good things. But I wish you well.
>>686680248
No, I think that you are looking for a line that isn't there; there is no fundamental difference between the many many layers of architecture between simple reaction tables and full on recurrent neural networks.
The human brain is just a very very large neural network; it's not fundamentally more powerful than a thermostat, it's just engineered for a different purpose. This follows quite easily from, well, the most fundamental of automatas: the turing machine.
A thermostat reasons; it's reasoning is very primitive, but it is still fundamentally reasoning.
>>686680280
What do you mean, you have nothing left to live for?
>>686680333
Yes, you can. You can do it, and you need to do it. Why are you worried about looking like a whiny cunt?
Do you think anyone would think you are a whiny cunt if you complained about a broken limb? If not, why do you think it about someone with a broken brain?
>>686680397
No, someones worth is what THEY make it out to be, TO THEM. There is no universal barometer for worth; you make your own judgments and you decide what you do.
So you pick.
>>686680470
I would recommend just avoiding each other.
>>686680720
Yeah, that's not how group therapy works.
>>686680721
I mean. You should get your head looked at. Looks like that's a solid lead.
>>686680731
Dreams are effectively random; it isn't unheard of for such things to occur. So, basically, "because it did". Sorry if that isn't helpful.
>>686681013
Go to your PCP or GP, tell them about this, have them refer you to a psychologist, go through CBT and possibly take beta blockers.
Gotta say, I'm a little satisfied that you didn't say that you're here for us. Because I'm starting to think that you're not. I'm getting the idea that you're here to make yourself feel better rather that produce any actual help simply because you're unqualified. Like I said, you're heart is in the right place, and I think you deserve some reward for it, but your limited education isn't capable of helping everyone here. Your response will go unchallenged as I'll read it, but I won't respond any further. Just help me understand what your bottom line is, I just want some closure from you and I'll crawl back into my miserable state of existence.
>>686678239
Son. You've got a problem
>>686681231
You are reading way too much into my header; I changed it up because I thought people were getting bored of it.
>>686681142
>that's not how group therapy works
Yes it is, that's why I lasted two weeks. Maybe your groups were different.
I didn't feel like sitting their in front of strangers feeling like a pathetic sack of shit talking about how much I hate myself and how simply eating breakfast was a massive achievement for me. It was more humiliating than simply rotting in my bedroom alone.
So I guess there's no hope then. Fuck
Literally overdosing as we speak
>>686681457
No, it isn't; that would probably be group counseling, not therapy.
Also, CBT does not require group therapy; ask your doctor about it.
>>686681558
W-what did you take? Call poison control, see if you can vomit it up, then ask them to redirect you to 911. You can probably avoid the worst if you get activated charcoal quickly enough!
Don't end your life over a temporary condition, Anonymous! Help is available!
>>686681142
>What do you mean, you have nothing left to live for?
My life is meaningless and entirely empty. There's no chance of it improving and to be honest I don't think I'd want it to. I'm just tired of the effort it takes to pretend to be fine, for absolutely no reason. I'm going to die one day, why bother prolonging it? I don't wanna waste your time with that though, I guess I'm just trying to find a way to slip away quietly. I've never liked making a fuss.
>>686681566
Cognitive Behavioural Therapy:
4 weeks in a group, each week devoted to one subject.
Talked about your long and short term goals, habits and positive thinking
I sat there and cried while I told them I sit on Facebook and wait for people to message me and wonder why no one answers
I don't want to live anymore I'm fucking sick of feeling like this I'm only alive because it would literally kill my mom if I died
What's your preferred branch? Behaviorist here
>>686678399
Nope. >>686678898
I've taken SSRIs, prozac-like stuff in my country
We are all literally on the same wavelength, we should get together and promote happiness, it's the small things in life that keeps us happy
>>686680663
If you had the chance to hook up with someone else, would you take it, or is she the only one that you want?
Perhaps there are harmful habits of yours that only worsen how you feel? Try to cut those out. Maybe there is something you'll discover soon that you end up really liking, or even helps you with motivation, or gives you an answer. What are some things you've been wanting to do for a while, or that you just think would be fun? This could be as simple as seeing a movie you've been wanting to see. Even that could, somehow, get you to start thinking on a path that proves beneficial.
I can't tell you specifically what you should do, Anon. Do whatever it is you want most. Hopefully that's what you think is in your best interest, and what ends up helping you the most later on in life.
...
I do hope you have a good life, regardless of the past.
>>686681558
Please, call for 911. You can get better, don't give up now
>>686681142
I don't care, if I'm paying a professional I want the professional and if there are issues I want to fix, I want to fix them in private.
>>686681558
Drop an address so we can send cleanup later.
Would suck having your body rot for ages without being noticed.
If you live alone, that is.
If trips I'll stream myself drinking bleach as to end my pointless existence. I really hope I get trips...
>>686681778
Why is there no chance of improving it?
>>686681834
CBT need not be in a group Anonymous! If you need specialized or one on one care, you can get it! If you aren't getting it at your current doctor, get a new one!
But here: [email protected]
Email me then, if you need someone to talk to, if you need someone to answer when you call. I cannot promise I will email you back immedietely, but I will do so the same day if at all possible.
You don't need to throw your life away for such a reason!
>>686681932
Dopamine disagrees.
>>686681925
Can you name which ones specifically? If SSRIs are ineffective, SNRIs can be!
>>686682072
Then hire a professional that does CBT in one on one.
>>686681142
Well yeah, dreams are usually pretty random. But mine aren't alot of the times
I don't know if I should call them nightmares because I don't wake up from them. But they are really really uncomfortable and I don't feel as rested as when I don't dream.
Do you know if there's anything I could do to influense my dreams to be 'happier'? Or is this the wrong place to ask?
>>686681142
>Yes, you can. You can do it, and you need to do it. Why are you worried about looking like a whiny cunt?
>Do you think anyone would think you are a whiny cunt if you complained about a broken limb? If not, why do you think it about someone with a broken brain?
I don't know, it's just the way it is. And a broken arm is different, you're in pain. It's obviously, real physical pain. Not that psychological pain isn't real pain. I just, don't know
>>686681558
Anon, stop. If what you took wasn't potent enough, which is likely, it's not going to work. Don't try this again.
You might make up with a cunted liver, and that's it.
Call the police.
/b/ even if you're the biggest NEET treat everyone that comes into your life with positivity, treat everyone the way you Always wanted to be treated. We have the possibility to change generations ahead of us
>>686682143
Drinking bleach will not kill you. It will just make you suffer a whole lot.
>>686682212
You are clearly in pain right now dude. What's the difference? Pain is pain; the fact it is caused by emotions doesn't make it any less real.
Go get a cast for your broken bone, Anonymous. Don't suffer in silence.
>>686682331
No.
>>686682331
>treat everyone the way you Always wanted to be treated
Ahh, but what if you are a masochist?
I can't stand when people chew with their mouths open, especially crunchy food.
I get headaches and start sweating, general panic to get out of the situation.
It really sucks when I'm in a public place. And I feel like a pain when I have to ask everyone I meet to not eat anything crunchy when they're around me. Especially since people tend to forget it and do it anyway
Can I get rid of this hatred for eating noises somehow?
>>686681142
>No, someones worth is what THEY make it out to be, TO THEM. There is no universal barometer for worth; you make your own judgments and you decide what you do.
I am worth what I am worth to society, if they think I am worth a lot then that is what I am, no ?
i'm almost done with year 12.i want to attend Uni and stuff. but my family has a horrible history of brain problems and heart diseases. my add prevents me from focusing on things, even things i like.My asthma means i can't even do heavy work for more than 5 minutes without my lungs closing up. there's not a single thing i want to work in, i can physically work in. i don't think i can become an anthropologist or work in the medical industry at this rate. if i do get rejected into uni because of piss poor grades. what is there for me?
I'm genuinely considering suicide here, if i fail uni or get rejected, I'm stuck working at jobs that will barely pay for me. help me out here
>>686672483
I quit my job a few months ago due to my depression. Since then I just sit on the internet all day. I have enough money to last a while but I will run out in a few months. I'm going to therapy. I am hoping that by not worrying about getting a new job I can get out of my funk faster. Am I fucking myself over?
>>686682527
Misophonia. Google it.
Remember that everyone has to eat. I know you get angry, just remember that they'll shit it out later, and they'll all die, and then no more noise.
Be happy.
>>686682527
Yes. You should investigate going to a psychologist; exposure therapy can definitely get rid of such phobias.
>>686682564
Again, that's only one metric; plenty of others exist, and none are in any way objective.
>>686682624
*blinks* ADD and Asthma can both be treated, one with amphetamines, the other with steroids. Are your treatments not working?
>>686682691
How is therapy progressing?
>>686682527
Ya, you have to [spoiler]eat a poopoo[/spoiler]
>>686672483
I like marijuana, I smoke it almost all day and definitely everyday. I do work however and am social and what not. Do you feel this is bad for my overall mental well being?
>>686682691
Not OP but yes. You need to get treatment and somehow find motivation to work again.
I love this video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8k3b-QNbhs
Fuck it imma be honest, any britbongs here have access to weapons? Let's do a mass murder suicide
>>686682331
It doesn't work like that.
>>686682787
i've never really been given any treatments for asthma (minus given an inhaler incase my lungs swell up). i have been given stuff for my add but it barely helps.
>>686682856
Yes. Absolutely. Also, it's called cannabis.
Doing anything in excess is bad, and that definitely seems to be excessive. Also, you shouldn't smoke; vaping is much better on your lungs.
>>686683049
What have you been on for your ADD? As well, why have you not asked your doctor about asthma treatments? Steroids are generally effective.
I am not an M.D. of course, so do ask your doctor; don't just buy shit online and try and huff it or something.
>>686682787
It is going okay, but I don't think I will be recovered before I run out of money. To be honest I'm hoping to find a way to work online because I can't bear the pressures of a 9-5 ever again.
I feel bad asking him because my therapist hasn't charged me, but I wish I could see him more often.
I fucked a 14 year old girl when I was 26. Lied through counseling and probation since she said it didn't happen. Wife asks if I actually don't remember, since I was drunk at the time and we have daughters. I do remember that I did it, what do??
>>686682787
such as ?
Also, how does one treat hate ?
There are groups of people which I hate for no visible reason, I will avoid and tell them to fuck off when around but I dont know why other than the fact that I dislike how they look visually, and no, not racism.
>>686683209
Well, I can help you a bit there!
upwork.com is where I used to work as a freelancer; it might be a good thing to look into!
>>686683255
I would confess.
>>686683172
I've been on Aderall since i was 9. i never asked my doctor about it because I'm just use to it i guess. all I've ever needed was an inhaler.
>Be me
>Meet her
>Tell her about the Dark Web and other weird shit
>She is secretly nervous
>End up really liking her, ask her out
>She says yes
>Apparently only said yes because she was afraid I would dox her or some shit
>I feel horrible
>She says that she was nervous at first, but she has truly started to love me, and she really did open up to me
>Have to be a massive faggot and sperg out because I felt bad about her being scared of me
>She barely talks most of the time due to depression
>I try to get her to talk when she doesn't really talk
>I assume stuff because I am a cuck
>She ends up breaking up with me
>She doesn't tell me why
>I end up cracking it outta her
>She says because I assume stuff and "interrogate" her.
>Major Heart-Break
>We continue to talk
>She ends up opening up to me more, and even sends me pictures of a diary she wrote when she was younger, when I never even knew about it
>I start making her feel bad (unintentionally) about how she broke up with me, and I kept saying sorry
>Me and her got into a fight earlier, and we both agreed we should take some time apart from each other and not talk for a few weeks like until sometime in June
I know this sounds autistic as shit, which it is, but I truly love her, the highlight of my day is when I first wake up and the first few moments I forget she broke up with me..
It hurts a lot, what can I do to make it better? She barely talks due to depression as I said, I just wish she would have talked more.. I didn't mean to be such an asshole, I don't deserve her. I care for her so much, I just want her back, do I still have a chance? What do I do?
Why I hate the people?
>>686682151
>Why is there no chance of improving it?
Look I appreciate you pretending to care but I genuinely don't want any help with that. Basically I just want to know the best way to end it. I've already tried crashing a motorbike but I lived and just made everybody I know angry with me since they had to look after me while I was in a wheelchair for 6 months. Can't risk failing at that again so I need better ideas. What would be the most gentle way to go? Like say someone you knew died, what way of them dying would make you the least upset?
Want to get famous, only way of doing it is mass murder, opinions?
>>686682459
>You are clearly in pain right now dude. What's the difference? Pain is pain; the fact it is caused by emotions doesn't make it any less real.
I don't know how to explain it, it's just different. To be honest I'd probably be lying if I said it wasn't different because it's me. If our positions were swapped I'd be saying the same thing you are and not understanding why the person doesn't just ask for help. But as the one who needs it, I just can't do it. I really don't know
>Go get a cast for your broken bone, Anonymous. Don't suffer in silence.
I can't make any promises, but at the very least I'll always keep this in my mind. Good news is I've started becoming more vocal about these kind of things so who knows maybe some day soon I'll be in therapy because of you....Obviously in a good way
>>686683633
If you are having significant troubles, I would ask about it. As well, an increase in adderall may be effective.
Don't lose hope, Anonymous.
>>686683686
Again, why is there no chance of improving it?
>>686683535
Thank you. :) I should look into Upwork. I used to be a web developer. I quit because I felt like I was a failure and had no confidence in my ability. I don't ever want to do it again but it made me so much money. What if I took a job and fucked it up? How could I live with myself?
>>686681989
>>686681989
i think if some other girl came along who i liked then i would preferably get to know her a good amount but then hook up. i am a virgin and i dont think im bad looking, i just have no self confidence. a few girls have asked me out over the years but i acted unsure with them and none of them took the extra initiative to follow through. However, there is definitely something special with her. I don't think about her sexually like i do with most other girls (even tho shes quite attractive) for some reason a sexual thought about her has never formed in my mind. I believe it is because I love her (as cliche and retarded as that may sound) Sex never mattered with her. I would have sex with her if we were in a relationship, don't get me wrong, but what i long for is to spend time with her; someone to quell the loneliness, you know what I mean?
>>686683172
I do vape. I vape nicotine regularly and quit smoking cigarettes. I just don't have a vape unit for shatter (oil) or even "cannabis" that is portable enough for me to take to work.
>>686681142
>>686681142
Hm.. I see. Except that reasoning was just one part of the whole, but I see what you mean.
Next question, I suppose, is: what is it that makes us think we're so different then?
In comparison to other animals, as an example, I believe (and excuse me if I remember incorrectly) that what made us different was our incredibly big cerebral cortex, which enabled us to.. Basically analyze, right? Then the diencephalon (hypothalamus and thalamus) handled urges, compulses, etc., and the cerebellum all the way in the back is motor control, correct? It's a long time ago but I think I'm semi-correct about this. Now, I've heard examples of animals, mainly insects, that exhibit literal programmable behavior in the sense of automation. And the next step are bigger animals that are driven by their instincts, and the last step is us.
Where does A.I. rank in this three step system? Obviously automation is possible, and I believe analysis as well, but instincts are a biological characteristic, correct? Yet, a huge part of what drives humans to act like they do is instincts. Is this a barrier in attempts to mimic human intelligence, or is that not even the focus of A.I.?
I'm sorry if this seems like a silly answer. I understand that a thermostat, or a Mario-playing A.I. aren't related to this.
>>686683677
As expected, I would be ignored.
>>686683879
No, that's bullshit dude; it's an excuse.
I live in pain; I'm a pain patient, and the DEA cut off my oxy months ago; every day is pain, real, physical pain.
And depression is worse; I'd take the actual pain from my body any day over the depression.
Stop lying to yourself; this is an excuse. You don't want to admit it because you'll feel weaker or you'll feel like you are whiny or some other bullshit.
Suck it up! Get the help you need! It's not fucking tough to just suffer, it's idiotic, and it hurts everyone around you. You think your friends want you to suffer? Your family? No, they want you to be happy and healthy. And if you do end up putting a bullet in your brain, they'll be the ones who suffer because you thought it weak to get help.
Go to therapy. Get a cast put on that injury of yours. Stop being afraid of feeling or being weak; that's the weakest bullshit you could do.
>>686683172
With >>686684137 said, why is it bad to smoke cannabis regularly? I mean mentally, I obviously understand the biological and pneumatic side effects of inhaling combusted by products.
>>686672483
I was falsely accused of child abuse and it has done so much emotional damage to me and all the relationships involved and I am so angry
>>686684587
Then just kill yourself. If you're not guilty it shouldn't bother you.
>>686683954
Dude, I've fucked up tons of jobs; you move on! You live and learn! That's the risk of the business! Don't worry so much about it!
>>686684137
Look into a SideKick.
Actually, here, let me link you: http://7thfloorvapes.com/index.php/seventhfloorvapes/vaporizers/handheld/sidekick.html
>>686684261
We aren't different; that's the long and the short of it. In fact, there was a recent study that showed ants have some degree of self awareness and consciousness, which seems to be related to the midbrain, not the neocortex. Mix that with studies showing we don't have free will (as it can be determined what choices one will make up to 3 seconds before we make them), and it looks like the neocortex merely helps STOP bad decisions and JUSTIFY ones we do make.
I think your beliefs are unnecessarily anthropomorphic and human centric; the smartest things I know of aren't humans, they are genetic algorithms.
We just like to think we're at the top, is all.
>>686684465
It can expose underlying mental illnesses.
>>686684587
Oh jeez. Were you acquitted?
>>686684777
A false charge can cause a variety of emotional problems, including PTSD.
>>686683912
i will ask about it next then. thanks. i am still worried about being rejected or failing though. getting my lungs and ADD in check means nothing if i'm working full time just making enough to live by.
>>686680544
Nope
I'm 19 and feel old, am I?
>>686684900
If you fix the problems stopping you from succeeding, success will follow.
>>686684968
No.
>>686684044
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W3716hI8lkE
I understand what you're saying. The desire for a sexual partner, and/or a romantic partner, are two of the strongest desires that humans experience. She sounds like a nice and beautiful person, Anon. I guess that's the kind of person you like?
I hope she likes that kind of person, too, because if so, congratulations.
>>686683677
>do I still have a chance
Of course. There's always a chance. If you both have problems to work out, there's probably a similiarity between those problems somewhere.
If you do talk to her, would you want to gently mention this? If you thought you didn't deserve her, would you want to get her back? It might be your initial extreme emotions that make you think that.
People deserve to be happy.
>Be Sadist
>Explore darkest urges Age 11-18
>Planned to an hero but found something to live for, over time that motivation failed
>Now found exactly what I wanted partner who is accepting of me and love me the same way I love them
>Still drawn to wanting more, despite having everything I could possibly want
What the fuck is wrong with my faggot brain, legit got everything I could ever want but still want worse and more depraved things and I don't know why.
>>686685140
You realize that is how everyone is, right? The hedonistic treadmill in your brain will never leave you satisfied. Welcome to being a human.
i just recorded another piano piece if any of you want to here it. (i'm tic's/this guy>>686680663)
http://vocaroo.com/i/s10PdFAEDTfn
>it's sad because i'm sad.
Hello again, Alice
and, on a side note, how's everyone doing?
-Sweet Roll
/b/ is basically all fucked up,.we are all here for a reason
>>686684989
my piss poor grades are a problem i can't fix. if i get accepted then i still have a chance, but if i get rejected (which is likely as i failed alot my classes and done poorly in most of the rest) than it's already game over. I'm just waiting for the response.
>>686684833
We were both aqquited but we live in a small town and it's really affected our lives
>>686684833
Czech'd
And thanks dude. That vape looks sick. It costs as much as my volcano unit but it may be worth it.
>>686685263
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s10PdFAEDTfn
Why are you sad, tics?
Is this in minor key? Could be good save room music...
>>686685358
Are we? I don't have a reason to be here; it's just my home.
>>686685413
Really? You got a volcano for super cheap then! Also, it is VERY good, even on the go. I love how I can slide new batteries in and it's ready to go in seconds!
>>686685386
How so?
>>686685343
Everyone seems fine.
>>686685220
Yeah but like, I don't want more than what I have but my brain does. How do I make this faggot just chill and relax and stop trying to control me?
>>686683912
Because I stupidly dropped out of highschool out of sheer laziness, so I'll never get to do the one thing I wanted to. I live with my parents working a 9-5 job for minimum wage. I don't have any friends apart from people I've met online, I never socialize, I feel incredibly self conscious around other people, I've never had a relationship or even kissed a girl, I have zero interesting hobbies and I'm too distant and isolated from any social groups now to even attempt to gain new friends. I'm also a shallow and manipulative cunt. I'm fine with all this, I merely want to stop wasting the planet's resources. Why does everybody pretend like there's some great reward for enduring our fucking existence?
>>686685045
thanks. she is a nice person.
she deserves someone better than me
but being with her would make me so happy that i wouldn't know what to do.
Maybe i'm not meant to be that happy in the end ..
Talking to you about all this is very helpful so thank you :)
>>686685503
The kids are angry we are angry my husbands ex made the whole thing up, town of 400 people, she is still trying to fuck us over, they aren't mine so I no longer want anything to do with them I am so angry
My perception had always been that what kept /b/ alive was our communal experience of life as shit despite our intellectual superiority
>>686685366
kys
>>686685664
You can't, because it is you. Welcome to biology dude; you are your brain.
>>686685747
...so take out loans and go to college? Go to a bar or club or whatever and find friends and a relationship? Who cares if your hobbies are interesting; they are yours alone?
All of what you've said is "things are bad"; that in no way leads to "things will always be bad".
>>686685871
Yeah, my life isn't shit and no one here is superior intellectually. We're all just people.
>>686685838
Okay, but just because everyone is angry doesn't mean that your life is ruined.
>>686672483
how do i stop being a poorfag?
>>686686051
Find a thing people need, and develop the skill to give it to them.
>>686686173
People need waifus
I cant develop the skills to make waifus real
>>686685998
Well we are moving away because she makes everyone's life hell,
>>686685871
>intellectual superiority
You can't actually believe this.
>>686685998
>We're all just people.
I stopped being 'people' a while ago, but I see what you're talking about.
...
I'd like to think that these threads do help some people, Alice...
>>686685503
Quick question.
Has Reimu made any threads as of recent?
I have no idea if I'm late and the thread dies or if they weren't even made in the first place
-Sweet Roll
>>686686303
Find a niche market that is actually achievable perhaps, not something completely outside the realm of your talents / ability / expenditure / market share.
>>686686303
People do not need waifus
>>686686381
I like to think that we all help each other.
>>686686326
Sounds like a good move
>>686686382
Uhh. I think Reimu is camping this weekend.
Proper question, why do I feel the compulsion to do a,massacre? And why is /b/ so liberal?
>>686672483
How can I grow a beard like this one?
https://youtu.be/-ytqQIE14fQ
>>686686485
What is wrong with being liberal?
Hi, what's the best way to deal with a relative that has BPD (99% sure she has it)? I've completely cut her out from my life even though I don't want to. She hasn't seen a medical professional but how can I make her see reason when she has a 'tantrum'. She's in her twenties
Can the voice in my head be the girl who's heartbeat I listened too if she gave me schitzophrenia?
You went to bed by the time I'd gotten on to say it, so I hope you had a good birthday
>>686684833
I never stated any beliefs though, only what I could recall having read, which is why I asked what makes us think we're different and not why we're different.
I don't think I've ever heard of genetic algorithms, so I'll be looking that up.
Have you read the book "Superintelligence" by Nick Bostrom?
>>686672483
How do I get over someone I never got with ?
My class partner is this muslim guy, hes so sweet, smart and handsome but I hear hes quite religious and so I never asked him out, I dont know why I got so bummed about it even though Ive felt less about people I have been with actually dumping me :(
>>686685503
it is in a key which is minor but i forget which one i improvised in and i dont have perfect pitch so i can't tell from the recording. Im very happy that you think it could work in a game. that wasn't even my intention when i recorded but it is very encouraging to hear you say that and if you ever wanted to use it then please, be my guest.
i'm just a little gloomy over thinking about this girl i like, i'm alright.
>>686686551
everything
Jvhqe ytlqr lhymg kzomn ezbdl bvcle k?
Biitj tsfzo hvspo zvnaj bwmk, tuhpa gavsi zgfjm yl
>>686685789
I'm glad.
I'm not telling you what you should do, but saying that things aren't 'meant to be' is empty without explaining who or what assigned that meaning. In all likelyhood, nobody did.
I have a friend who talks about Existentialism sometimes. According to him, there is no meaning, but that's not a bad thing.
>Since I can't fix my faggot brain
I don't see the point in a society that advocates working just to make $ vs doing something that you excel at and are suited to, how do I make my brain stop being a wanker and just force it to do something despite not being enthusiastic or giving a fuck about it.
>inb4 just do it, if I tried that id have to fucking torture people to deal with the daily stress of doing something you really don't wanna do.
>>686686551
Nigga why you ignoring me ? :^(
>>686683387
Also
>>686686551
being conservative is waaaay more consistent.
"Alice" is a gay dude.
>>686685366
if you get rejected, you can still try working at non-experience jobs and work you way up.
http://alicelied.blogspot.com.au/
I can not forget her
>>686685664
Turn to philosophy, anon. The old Greeks were very concerned with the same problem you have. I recommend the Cynics and Stoics. The Cynics especially, this is their area of expertise.
>>686687084
>Been there done that
I've dropped metric fuck tonnes of acid for that purpose, I just wanna see whats over the infinite rainbow but hit a dead wall in that regard. Only way to discover more is to an hero and see what lies over the rainbow, and if nothing resides over the rainbow well r.i.p
>>686686622
You can't make her see reason; she needs to see a doctor.
>>686686670
*smiles* I wish I did, but than you for the sentiment?
>>686686678
>In comparison to other animals, as an example, I believe
What I was referring to, sorry if that wasn't obvious.
Yes, but most of it is fear mongering.
I'm leaving soon, so drop me an email at [email protected] if you want to continue this.
>>686686801
Okay. Gonna just ignore you then.
>>686686886
Society doesn't advocate that, but here's how you do it: Pick a project you want to do, schedule time to do it, then divide it into tiny chunks. Then do each chunk at a time, until you are done with the whole project.
Then pick a bigger project.
>>686687084
Yeah, and both of those forms of philosophy have been thoroughly disproven. But okay.
Alright guys, it's 10:30, my back hurts like a mother fucker, so I'm turning in.
Email me at [email protected] if you need more help.
Will maybe be on tomorrow, same time.
With all the love in the world,
Alice2
Want to become a rockstar, aged 20 roast me
Im after voice change after really Long Time, and when i said first Times to my dad with new voice he told me something like "wtf is wrong with your voice?". Now im speaking to family using fuckin high voice and its uncomfortable for me. Tell me how to start speaking with normal voice around him ;_;
>>686686856
>Jvhqe ytlqr lhymg kzomn ezbdl bvcle k? Biitj tsfzo hvspo zvnaj bwmk, tuhpa gavsi zgfjm yl
What did he mean by this?
...
(Second favorite /tv/ meme.)
...
Is this a Caesar Cipher? Did your head get fucked up, judging by the bandages? I sure hope you didn't take enemy fire to the trusty noggin, Bell.
>>686685998
>...so take out loans and go to college? Go to a bar or club or whatever and find friends and a relationship? Who cares if your hobbies are interesting; they are yours alone?
All of what you've said is "things are bad"; that in no way leads to "things will always be bad".
"Just go fix your problems anon then things will be fine"
oh ok i didnt know it was that easy.
You know, when someone is talking about killing themselves, it's out of desperation at the fact they've tried everything they can think of and things still haven't improved. Some people's lives are just going nowhere. For some of us there's just zero point in wandering about all alone until we get hit by a bus or die of old age.
>>686672483
i talk to myself a lot and don't have many feels or emotions lel im well empty
>>686687305
>disproven
What do you mean by this?
>>686687305
>>686687448
Yall are giving me nothing :(
>>686686737
>>686687488
*laughs* You are talking to someone who experiences suicidal idealations every day, about what suicide is?
The point of what I was saying is that the things you are saying are NOT permanent disabilities; given time, energy, and effort, you can overcome them. Simply giving up isn't the answer.
As I said just because things are bad doesn't mean things will always be bad; a permanent solution to a temporary problem is the wrong solution.
Email me if you'd like to discuss this further, but again, the idea that your life is beyond repair...that's part of your illness, Anonymous. Seek help.
*vanishes*
>>686687305
>Then pick a bigger project.
So essentially keep running on the wheel and constantly keep picking a bigger wheel? Lets say for the sake of arguement, I chose AI theory, then advanced to AI programming, which led to AI, and the AI led to me finally finding peace due to achieving what I wanted at that moment. But what happens when that fades and I am drawn to the next task? Legit I just want to live forever and see everything that ever will be but cannot do that for its not a reasonable achievable goal with the current understanding of the universe and biology / technology. What do when what you want you can never ever have?
>>686687488
>"Just go fix your problems anon then things will be fine"
You're oversimplifying everyone's advice into circular reasoning. I beliebe Alice has given some simple advice, but I think that's on purpose, although I can't speak for her intentions, or say what she's thinking.
Saying "Try harder" an an answer to "How can I make my life better" is meant to serve as a reminder that your life isn't to a point where you are absolutely unable to make it better no matter what you do. There should always be something you're able to do that will help you.
>>686686737
Please explain how
>I hear hes quite religious
Leads to
>I never asked him out
If you can't think of a reason why that turns you away from him, well...
>>686687305
Oh, no worries, I was more seeking validation of what I had read rather than trying to shake a point out of my sleeve. I'm really not knowledgeable about most things biological.
And I will shoot you an email.
>>686687488
Just be yourself, anon :^)
Hello Alice how are you today?
>>686687813
I'm believe that anon was hoping for a permanent solution for his problem, not just to push the problems away for a while.
>>686688031
Its because the religious people who Ive seen would make a problem of it, if I ask him out and he no longer speaks to me that will fuck our grades, so why risk ruin the relationship to begin with ?
>>686686886
those digits
Please respond fellow anon, So found out my wife was molested by her step dad from a very young age I am the only one who knows of this and I do not want to fuck up her familys life brother/sister mom ect... by letting her whole family know of what has happened but I want to get back at him for alllll of the fucked up shit he has done to her and caused in her life, So any advice tips or anything helps thanks
