Saw my ex in the supermarket today and she literally almost ran away from me.
>feels thread
>>686632879
Would you like to talk about it, anon?
>>686632879
Tu fais chier, Pierre
>>686632879
Your happiness needs to not depend on other people or their opinion of you. Be yourself, be happy with yourself, and yeah some people are not going to like that but who gives a shit? If you're happy with yourself someone who likes you for you will find you.
Eh.... 20 hours since I sent the message asking her out. No response. Hopping that she is just out of town or some shit, and that she'll say something soon.
But if she replies it will just be a NO.
>>686633586
You make it sound so simple, anon. How do you feel happy with yourself if you can't even make any deeper human connection with other people? (not OP)
>>686632879
Why couldn't I have this problem?
Every damn ex I run into wants to talk and get updates on my life and update me on hers.
ive been with this girl for 6 months, lately shit has been getting real fucked, she means the world to me, shes literally all i have and i dont know what id do if i lost her, i broke up with her today but after 30 min of begging she got back together with me, please help me, what do i do? ill give yall more info if needed
>>686633299
c-comment tu savais?
>>686632879
>havent spoken to bf in 4 months
>literally messages me yesterday saying he wants to talk
>he calls my cell, I throw up like 4 times and dont answer I'm so nervous
>he calls back 10 minutes later
>says he wants to be honest with me, he's been seeing other people
>says his misses me though and wants us to work out, apologizes
>tell him i need some time to think about everything and process it all
>literally never loved anyone as strongly as I loved him
>literally never expected him to do this, the LAST person to do something like this
>I've been cheated on in the past, he knows that.
>It almost drove me to suicide. He knows that too. He had to know how that would of felt to me.
Don't know what to do. Everyone I've ever loved has done this to me so far. Dont think I can trust anyone anymore ever. Kind of want to give up on people. Don't want to be alone, but feel it'd be best.
>>686635012
Noelle?
Bump
>>686635012
1st question: is he really a good guy or do you know he's rotten and you just avert your eyes?
2nd question: how old are you?
>>686635091
Maggie.
But I am not getting with her now. 20 hours since I asked her out. And No reply. And one probably won't come at this rate.
>>686634553
Why did you break up with her if she means the world to you?
I myself have had feelings for the same woman for around six months now. When I first made her know she friendzoned me and now she just seems annoyed by me. I can't seem to let those feelings go. Sometimes I really wish I was asexual.
... We might as well just call these threads "relationship trouble", fuck me
>>686635244
No, sorry.
>>686633157
>>686633171
>>686633299
>>686633586
>>686634074
>>686634348
>>686634483
this is a shitty feels thread lets get some stories and feels!!!
>>686635411
>we broke up
he didn't, she did
>>686634074
>I sent the message asking her out.
Mistake number one
>>686635091
Ambre
>>686634483
this
>>686635384
I was shocked when he said that and I thought he was joking. You know how it feels to love someone? It's like that times a million he's always been amazing. Kindest sweetest gentlest most loving person ever. I dont get it.
I'm mid 20's.
>>686635411
still a newfag so im not good at replying, but i broke up with her because she acts all suspicious, she presses "appear offline" on facebook and doesnt tell me she did it, she is really weird about giving me her fb password, and she has daddy issues, i dont want to get cucked
>>686635091
Why not, I'm feeling in a crud mood at the moment.
Demi
>>686635464
Bumperino
>>686635501
Well, kinda hard to ask her in person as we don't have class together any more, as it ended 3 and a half weeks ago. And she may be out of state anyway.
So only choice would be to message her.
The situation with her is kind of strange anyway.
>>686635501
You sure? I think some people would prefer being asked out via text, depending on how well they know the person. It gives them time to think about how to respond
>>686634483
Seconded
>>686635091
Sophie
And...fuck, I'm crying
>>686633586
That's how I do it, I have been living single and happier than ever, had a girl in my life and it was the most miserable time of my life with little bit of good here and there, overall it was a pain in the ass, now I'm enjoying freedom and living on my own and it feels amazing.
>>686635905
Maybe. I did speak to this girl quite a bit, with conversations at upto 5 hours easy with her. Though she typically responds to be quite quickly to me. No more than a few minutes most times.
>>686635244
Pajeet?
>>686632879
Elaborate
>>686632879
Happens to me as too. The entire family avoids me because of "awkwardness" or some bullshit. Fuckers all used to love me like one of their own.
>>686632879
How do you 'literally almost' do something?
>>686635631
I ve found women attractive, never fell in love though... luckily or unluckily there aren't very interesting women around me atm... Just the boring generic ones or the oddballs.
And for your situation, I can't really say anything other than "damn, you re just part of the unlucky people".
The last thing is you shouldn't date the person that you feel is full of what you lack (ie: very intelligent, attractive, kind or whatever) or just "not too much" because what that does is that you feel way too attached to that person and if that person changes his mind, you're just left to crumble. The thing is I m a guy so I can't completely relate to your situation I guess
>>686635996
Its okay Anon, youre with us, We feel your pain
>>686636338
Jogging? Speedwalking?
>>686632879
Wtf is your problem? She's an ex, what do you care? Are you one of those faggots who wants to be friends with his ex or something?
I have been very clear with all of my exes: I have a special place for them in my life, and being my "friend" is not it. But they decided they did not want that, so after we break up they are dead to me.
Delete all their pictures, throw out all the little "sentimental" bobbles and shit they leave at my place, remove their number from my phone, and block them from all my social media and email.
Be a fucking man, you pathetic little bitch.
>>686636336
families are bullshit ;_;
>>686636338
She saw me and made a face then turned around and walked away really fast.
>>686636198
How do you stop yourself from feeling alone?
>>686636431
no, he regrets leaving her or being left by her. which means he still loves her, you misunderstood
>>686633586
So it's okay to wear a fedora in public?
>>686636453
like, an anxious face? a disgusted face? maybe she has feels too and doesn't want to face them by interacting with you
remember kids, if you want to become an real hero, make sure you aim properly
>>686636512
Yeah she left me and I still love her. Hit the nail on the head.
>>686634074
She's probably showing her friends and laughing at you.
>>686636652
Like an "oh shit" face.
>>686636401
I miss her ;-;
>>686636512
I've been there, but that's when you grow a pair and move on, because no bitch is going to come back because you're whiny and feel bad.
>>686636378
I get where you're coming from. I think I've just always been an emotional person who believed in love.... I know not everyone feels that way though.
>>686633586
Because it is coded into my very being to be a social animal to want to justify myself by the views of other people. It's how our monkey brains work.
>>686636441
Especially my ex's mother. She's fucking insane. I did my best to get along with her, but she literally told my ex's younger siblings "well, he doesn't follow the teachings of Jesus, and that makes him 'antichrist'"
>>686632879
Cannot happen to me. All my ex girlfriends left the country after we broke up.
>>686634553
>after 30 min of begging she got back together with me
You're going to get cucked soon.
>>686635091
Danielle, the most beautiful, amazing person I've ever met.
>>686636487
I gotta be honest, I am introvert so it's easy for me to not care about human interaction as much, I usually just play video games, browse Internet and go out.
>>686636811
this is the poster that broke up with his girl and got back together with her on the same day, itll be okay, you have your /b/rothers to lean and cry on ;-; Ive gotten my heart broken twice :( i dont want to lose my girl
shes all i got
>>686636998
Fuck me, what can i do?
>>686637065
>tfw extroverted loner
i will never be happy
>>686635012
I've been single for 4 years, it's fantastic, once you're used to it..
>>686632879
I'd run from my exes. But the first ex cheated, second is dead, third is a manipulative, self-aggrandizing cunt, fourth is married now, fifth was striaight-up nuts, Physically abusive, bloody-voodoo-doll nuts. Seeing any of them would be unpleasant in some way.
>>686635735
>>686635091
Serena
And I hate the fact I obsess over her. She's on the other side of the planet and I have no chance with her. I wouldn't ask her to waste her life on me but it doesn't stop the fact I like her more than anyone around me.
>>686637270
let her go, asshole. why would you want to be with a girl that just feels sorry for you? what did you say when you were "begging?" did you guilt trip her?
>>686635012
>It almost drove me to suicide. He knows that too.
Yeah, he's just keeping tabs on you to make sure that you don't kill yourself. That doesn't mean that he loves you or anything.
>>686637287
Different strokes I guess.... I'm just not wired that way.
It's not even the fucking other people it's the dishonesty that bothers me. I dont see sex as a big deal and I know guys like it and want to do it as much as possible. It's just the lying that gets to me.
I want to be with someone but not if it's always going to be like this.
>>686637454
He knew I was cheated on twice and it made me horribly depressed. Then he cheats on me. Then he lets me know he did it.
That's love I guess....
>>686637700
Then stop being gay.
>>686637392
I didnt guilt trip her, She told me to write her a long ass message on why she should stay with me and i apologized a bunch of times and said it was all my fault and whatnot
>>686636336
>not severing all ties to your ex
What the hell are you doing?
>Heard ex on the radio
>Waited for recording to be posted
>Listened to clips of her voice over and over
>Was intently in a calm state
>Remember that she's me ex
>Only dream of her for days
>>686635398
I feel you man.
Things were going better than great with this one girl, and on a whim of feeling clever I delivered a bouquet of her favorite flowers to her, with an attached card that had our little inside joke with my initials so she knew it was me.
Then I was blocked from communication without warning on everything.
Absolutely devastated.
>>686632879
Ex came to my Little brothers graduation party. I ran. Wanna die.
>>686632879
If it makes you feel any better im friends with my exs, speak to them all, drink with 2 of them, and flirt like fuck with one of them
>>686638070
No, that just makes me want to an-hero.
>>686638221
Cant you be happy for other people? No wonder your ex ran
>>686637364
Kill yourself because none of what you feel is going to leave any time soon
>>686637933
I doubt she will go that far with me. But still it sucks.
Luckily it was just asking her out, nothing more.
>>686635091
yer mum hahahahahaa kill me
>>686638369
No, I'm happy for him/you. I'm just sad it's not the case for me
>>686637271
Try girls from other race? They're pretty desperate for white guys
na, women don't have guy friends they drink with unless they're gay. the last female friend i've had just cut me off totally after she went back to her abusive ex
>>686635091
Caroline
>>686638416
You said it was only 20 hours. It's a holiday weekend (assuming you're stateside) it may take time to process the reply.
Women are scattered brained at times.
>>686632879
Widower here. Please stop crying like a pussy, because I would give anything to see my wife again, even if she just ran away from me.
>>686638724
>one woman i know was vetting me for sex and dropped me when i became useless, therefore no women can have friends
...
>>686639007
I hope its that. I hope.
>catch my girlfriend cheating on me
>break up with her
>she immediately tells everyone i know that i have a small penis
>it's true
>everyone laughs at me and takes her side
>i ended up moving to california to start my life over
I loved her. I trusted her. Then she backstabs me and ruins my life. I'm beyond feeling pain now. I just feel numb.
>>686639332
Me too anon.
Someone of us need to hold out hope that something is right with the world.
Maybe you'll be lucky where I wasn't.
>>686638724
had nothing to do with sex, she never saw me like that and rejected my one advance lol. i am just saying, you are likelier to be gay if women treat you like another woman
I just found out I have 6 months to live, it's cancer. I'm thinking about killing myself while I'm still myself.
>>686639070
I really hope that's a fictional story. I'm an asshole and I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.
>>686639690
Maybe.
This sums it up with her quite well.
>Meet M. at end of January
>She sits infront in Pub Speaking
>She's cute enough,
>Start to like her
>Ask her out in Early April
>Say's yes, Friend R seems to force his way to tag along
>I ask her out to get coffee a week later
>"I'm Busy" with now counter offer.
>I stop for a month, other than occasionally speaking in class, and an odd text here or there.
>Most day's we don't acknowledge each other, sometimes talking around each other
>Mid-May rolls around. Invite her to hang out with friends in the City
>Busy (Her Bro's Graduation from College)
>We agree to hang out soon. No dates set, as we both have finals
>Text her randomly a week later asking about the graduation. We end up talking for 5 hours, with another short thing the following morning
>Invite her to a thing in the City that Saturday.
>This time she's doing stuff with friends. No date offered again.
Honestly I'm leaning toward not interested, though things slip through that are semi common when a girl is interested in a guy. (More letters added to words, increased Emoji use and stuff in person)
I suspect her friend R may have influenced her to a degree. Maybe he sees me a competition for her? She does speak differently to me when he's not near, seems more at ease.
I suspect that R tried to get with her, but she friendzoned him.
On the last day I saw both of them, he randomly says bye to me, and only me. Only spoke to him 2-3 times prior.
>>686639377
lol
>>686640062
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
>>686639377
My gf broke my heart 3 years ago. I'm numb like you. I think I can't fall in love anymore. I don't believe in it either. It's all a lie
>>686638832
damn
>>686636724
>>686636724
>>686636724
>>686636724
>>686636724
This,
Time and time again this
>>686640402
Murphy's law, all of this stuff is viable.
>>686639055
so far the only guy i really feel for
sry if nobody else gives a crap there are some really shitty folk in ths "feels" thread
>>686635012
You need to love yourself before you love someone else.
He didn't really cheat on you, you didn't talk to him for 4 months, what the fuck did you expect?
Just go get help and forget about him. There's a lot of guys in the world, you can't obsess over one person. Just live your life and stop being a whiny little bitch.
>>686640883
first line is bullshit, but the rest is true. if he cheated on you he's not worth your time. it's gonna be hard but you have to forget about him
The girl I've been seeing (not a proper relationship, neither of us wanted that, just a chill thing) for the past couple months broke it off recently. Completely out of the blue mid conversation in the evening after we had been talking all day with absolutely no issues. Everything was going so well too. Apparently she had been raving about how great I was and she seemed really interested in me, I wasn't able to see her for one weekend (don't know if this was significant) and a few days later she ended it. I have no idea why.
I was so close to finally losing my virginity too. We were pretty much definitely gonna do it next time we met up.
Now it's over and it's affected me so much more than I thought it was going to. I've had no appetite all week and I can't get my mind off of her. At first I just thought it was because I had missed out on losing my virginity by such a slim margin, which is definitely affecting it a lot, but I think I'm actually genuinely struggling with this split on an emotional level. I didn't realise I liked her as much as I do. I saw her the other night and it fucking hurt like I never would've expected it to, and I've felt even more empty, confused, and lost since then.
And we have several mutual friends. I'm definitely gonna see her a few times in the next month and alcohol will be involved and I don't know what to do.
I'm feeling so shit.
>>686632879
does she have a restraining order against you?? maybe thats why..
>>686640883
He left to find us a new home on the other side of the country, and he never responded to my texts and wasnt ever online. I kept trying to contact him but after 2 months of nothing I kinda gave up....
I tried you know?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DBYbhZreprc
>>686635091
Haley. God fucking damnit, anon
>>686639070
Jesus that was depressing
>>686635091
Is it a good thing or a bad thing that nobody's name came to mind?
I'm pretty sad /b/
guess i'm gonna tell my history
>be me, 16
>totally a 6/10, quite fat but pretty funny
>English school meet a girl
>14,blonde, not tall,seems to have a lot of money
>she came and sits right next to me
>panic,hands are sweating,
>palms are sweaty
>After 20 minutes she talks to me
>she says "Hey, you know how to make exercise 2?
> Dont know what to do, say "sure, let me help you"
>she thanks me and say if we can change phone numbers
>First fucking time some pretty girl tell me this
>we do it
>Later that night se sends me a message
>Start to talk all the night
>She is so nice
>So funny
>so.. me
>>686636724
tl;dr
I'll go:
>22 year old virgin
>Meet a girl outside work
>She's intelligent, cute and seems into me
>Go on a couple dates, just some hand-holding and hugging
>Yesterday she tells me that she's a lesbian, and that she isn't looking for a relationship.
I've been rejected before. I've been friendzoned before. But this incident destroyed all sense of self-worth and pride. I'm a nobody. No one has ever loved me except for my family & nobody ever will.
I don't want to be lonely /b/.
>>686641641
so you met a girl you like? the only thing that's sad about this story is the fact that you think it's a sad story
>>686641641
faggot
>>686641859
you are not alone, i'm here for you.
>>686641859
seriously? i know it hurts, but use your brain and think about it for a minute. if she's a lesbian, it's not because she thinks you're a nobody, if she's gotten so close to you despite being gay she obviously thinks highly of you.
go out with someone who isn't gay, jesus
>>686641859
Nobody will love you, you fucking faggot. You have to love yourself because nobody will give a fuck about you. Love is a lie, it's based on interests.
>>686641859
Buy a hooker Anon
>>686641061
I can't believe I came so close.
Actually kills me that I've gotten so close and still not done it.
>>686641660
You should though, it's well written and worth your time
>>686641405
Yes
For the past months I've been hanging here rather than with my friends, is that bad?
>>686641872
I didnt cont, wanted to know if anyone had an interest on it, here's the rest
>8 months together
>spent every fucking minute with her
>lost our virginity each other
>If we weren't together we were talking on skype
>one day she tells me:
>Anon, there's something i have to tell you
>I was playing Counter Strike so i didnt read it till >2hours later
>I say sorry and asked what happened
>she tells me that her father got a job across
>the country
>She tells me she's moving
>no no no no no no
If interested i can continue.
>>686634074
bro i'm this close to send the girl I love a text explaining my feelings. Thought about sending some flowers and a cake or some shit but idk if she's like it. A letter is too old fashioned and I won't see her for the next month. So text is all I have. What do you recommend I do ? Try a letter with flowers or a simple text ?
I hope she responds to you soon
>>686642653
continue please
>>686642836
Don't do any letters or anything just straight up tell her you have feelings for her. Don't use the word love because that can come of as creepy.
>>686642836
I would just do a simple text, but only to ask her out or talk about stuff. And Don't say you love her.
For me it was heavily implied BUT I never out right said that I have feelings for her.
I keep forcing myself to think that I love someone because that's what everyone expects me to do, that's what is considered "the most normal and human feeling". I don't think I'm capable of loving or being in a relatioship.
ITT: Beta cucks
>>686642974
>>686643267
i think i'm going to take your two advices and just ask her out very soon and if it goes well, i'll just say that I have feelings. I'll try to sugar coat it like "i think i want to be more than friends" or something
thx bros i really needed somebody else's opinion on this
>>686642836
>Flowers
>See>>686637933
Don't tempt the gods anon. If the dubs couldn't make it work, don't think it will for you.
>>686642968
Thank you. here's the end
>I'm so fucking sad and angry
>couldnt believe it, why does she has to move?
>i was so blind that i only answer
>"Ok do what you gotta do"
>She tells me that she's sorry and that they'll move next week
>didnt see her in days till the day she leaves
>Tryed to visited her before she leaves but when i got to her house they already left it.
>check the phone
>3new messages
>Hey anon, i dont have a good signal
>I'm sorry you couldnt get to say goodbye, maybe you're angry
>As soon as i arrive i'll call you on Skype, Please dont be mad at me, Love you.
>But she never got to arrive
>Car Accident
>3 deaths
>mfw I couldnt say sorry to her
>mfw I'm still waiting for her skype call
Well, thats everything, dont forget to say I love you to those who care about you, you never know how much the'll be with you.
I love you Delfina.
>>686632879
dude fuck that bitch anyway. if she's immature enough to do that shit to you than she wasn't good enough for you anyway. a lot of the time we get wrapped up in girls that think they're fucking queens when in reality they act like that to compensate for the fact that they're worthless boring human beings. if she doesn't need you then you don't need her man. or maybe she was in a rush to get her fresh produce checked out. who the fuck knows. the point is though, there are many other girls out there. one will find its way to you. trust me. in the meantime just focus on yourself and the things that you love that aren't your ex and you'll realize that she didn't do that much for you to begin with.
>>686632879
I've been dating a girl for the past two years and for the most part its been amazing. But recently I've been catching the feels for another girl. I told the other girl about the situation but didn't tell her I thought I liked her. I thought maybe if I just tried to talk to someone it'd go away but it didn't so now I don't know what to do.
>>686644101
How do you feel about it?
>>686632879
At least you have an ex, faggot
>>686641660
tl;dr: no cause fuck u, read it
>>686644744
pretty good tbh, thanks for asking
Wanted to visit her in Germany for some weeks. We used to skype and text on WhatsApp. Was excited for meeting her. We planned to play music. I play the guitar while she plays drums. We would also hang out. She would show me her place. We would sleep together. Fuck. Drink Cannabis Ice Tea. Be horny af.. one day, she says a guy (lets call him faggot) called her name and jerked off to her. She was shocked. In the bus, when she was going home, faggot was there with an friend. Faggots friend pulled of faggots pants, so that she could see his penis again. I was angry when I heard this shit. Next week, she told me that she reported this faggot to the boss. Faggot was acting nicer to her after that, she told me. She didn't text or skyped with me that much again. I was worried. I see and heard from her, thag she had some other friends. Afraid, one of them could be bf with her. Afraid of being cheated. Suddenly, she friendzoned me. Since that, I felt empty. I was only staring at my phone since two weeks. I did nothing but go to job, come home and lay down on my bed. Eating whenever and whatever I could. Felt so empty. No motivation, bored and dead inside. I was so close to lose virginity. I had emotions for her. And then she friendzoned me.. I was so excited for the weeks with her. Now I know, I will never arrive Germany. 22 y/o and still virgin. Live alone in apartment. No friends at all. No hobbys, except playing the electric guitar and singing. > /b/ is my life ruined? Should I kill myself, since I never did something good for our future/society?
> am I a faggot for being in 4chan 24/7 per week, fapping to all kinds of shit, and reading feels-threads?
> I don't wanna be lonely
> I want someone who shows me that he really cares about me
> Someone I can truly love.. like I loved her.
>>686642077
Thanks, that provided some clarity
>>686642172
I needed that kick in the ass.
>>686632879
Must be a bad day for supermarkets. I saw this chick I went to high school with in the supermarket today and she gave me the most hateful look. I have no idea why, Ive never even talked to this woman.
>>686645215
You shouldn't bro, chin up man, it's all part of life, you can grow stronger from this or keep being sad, everyone gets some shitty stuff going on sometimes, why don't you try to interact with people in another way? Lots of people who record themselves playing an instrument and uploading it on youtube, etc.
You're a man above all anon, have some fucking respect for yourself.
Chin up son, everything will be ok.
>>686645813
that being said, we like you anon and we're here for you
>>686646040
lmao, you shouldve hit on her
>>686635091
Tomoko
>>686645215
nice van gogh painting
>>686646567
I think she might've thought I was, she had a baby with her and was baby talking with it, so it made me smile. Then she looked up at me and boom, utter disgust. I dont know if she recognized me and hates me or she thought I was hitting on her and was giving me the bitch shield. Im kinda fucked up about it wondering why.
>>686646885
I know your feeling, bro. I tend to think about such situations for way too long, too. I wouldnt find such behavior disgusting if i was her. you were being a decent human being and kind
>>686647571
Well, I dont have the best reputation in my area. I've had people spreading rumors about me since I was 12 and Im 35. These people just dont question what they hear, so they think Im a dirtbag.
>>686634074
>>686635398
Still here. Just wish I can get her off my mind for now. But I can't
>>686646202
Thx man, I am trying to build other relationships but I'm afraid of this happening again.. The pain grows bigger as you go on. I want to also look out for music people to play in a band. But the problem is, that I am more an introvert. Might be a difficult task, since I am also so unmotivated and mabye depressed. I think about dying, I think about having an evil illness.. I hope, someone will once start loving me, without me needing to try to attract her all day with sweet speaks..
>>686647912
Rumours for 23 years?
You sure you're not just a massive cunt?
>>686648541
These things happen, women suck. Ive had countless women fuck me over, and my best advice to you is to better yourself. Work out, get strong, and build up skills. You'll have a much better hand to play in the future and will come out on top. These bad experiences are good for you, it gives you character and helps you learn what to look out for.
>>686646801
it helps to describe it
>>686649031
Ive made mistakes recently because I drank too much for a while and was angry at life, so a few months a few years ago I was a bit of an asshole. Then I sobered up. The rumors started when I was 12 though, I was just a quiet kid. Nobody told me about them until a few years ago, but they were completely false and really bad. The person who told me about them wouldnt even tell me many of them. So if people already believed I was a shithead, the stint with alcoholism didnt help, but essentially that means I cant make any mistakes in life because people lied about me in the past and I have to eternally do everything right or they are true.
>>686649057
Thanks for your advice! It also inspired me to go training again. I always think the best way to be productive is to force yourself to do it, but how, if you rather choose to do it later, and then later again and end up doing nothing.. I was doing nothing than watching my phone display in my bed since weeks. I can't get myself up. Something needs to activate my brain to make me stand up, to make me force myself to stand for me, and to lookout for the future. Now I just surf around 4chan, reading some threads, fapping to gifs/webms, being lazy in bed..
>>686649031
Btw, I moved away for 10 years, so all people ever heard about me was rumors. This is small town midwestern shit.
>>686635244
Oh shit, I had a dream about her.
>>686635817
Sharp?
>>686638604
This is a feels thread not a poorslav thread
>>686635965
>Dick
>>686649892
Well, if you can make yourself do something for two weeks, it becomes habit. Just start small and work your way up. Maybe you just have to be depressed for a while, the best thing there is to admit to yourself that you're just depressed, and ask yourself how long you are willing to be depressed, give yourself a timeline. It actually helps.
> some stories and images?
>>686649754
No offence mate I'm kinda similar.
I'm willing to bet if the rumours aren't true then there is still enough substance in the way you behave for it to be believable.
You still live with your parents or something? Why can't you just move?
>>686635091
Alexis.
We've been seeing each other but she ended things earlier this week, it was going really well and was completely out of the blue. We were just about to lose my virginity to each other too. It was only a matter of time before we fucked.
I don't know what I did wrong. I still see her around and it feels fucking awful every time I see her.
It wasn't even a serious relationship, we were literally just seeing each other. I don't know why I've been affected so heavily by this but it fucking hurts like a bitch.
I don't know what to do /b/.
>>686649964
The only Sharpe I know is a book & television series.
>>686649895
You can get away.....then stay away
>>686637933
What an ass. If that person was actually good for you she would have either plain told you she didn't have the same feelings and keep being your friend or go out with ya
>>686641859
Jesus this just happened to one of my friends.
What the fuck is wrong with some people?
>>686637357
Holy shit this is the same guy..... This guy still around?
>>686650415
Look, what Im saying is that if people talk shit about me and say Im this terrible person, if I ever make a mistake or act like an asshole, everything they say becomes fact. It follows me around. So really all you have to do is wait for one of those points and there would be substance to them. No I dont live with my parents, I moved out at 17. It's actually a lot harder to move away than you would think. You have to coordinate living situations and job situations, and you have to save up money. So Im planning on moving away again, but it will take some time.
>>686650550
The only reason I came back was because the recession destroyed my business. I didnt have much of a choice, but yeah Im fucking out of here.
>>686637700
That isn't love. You just drew the short straw a few times too many.
Don't give up on people, but definitely become more critical of which people you let get close to you.
Also, fuck him. Don't you take him back, don't you do it. He isn't worth keeping, and he isn't worth punching your ticket for either. He sounds like a selfish kid, let him draw his own lot in life, it sounds like he has picked a real good one....
>>686650583
>>686650583
I have a knack for incredibly poor timing.
The day I ordered the flowers for delivery, was the day before she admitted she wanted too cool things off for a bit, and it being a weekend and given the nature of the order I couldn't exactly cancel it.
I know she got them because we snapchatted on and off that Tuesday afternoon about it, and then next day, blocked on all fronts.
Maybe it was too aggressive a move, but we went on all the Saturday before she switched her mind on skype about how she's never received flowers from any guy before and how I would take her to the gardens because the lilies were in bloom (her favorite flowers, and the kind I ordered for her), and we were hitting it off so well I tempted fate.
Oh well, such is life.
Murphy's Law: 1
Anon: 0
>>686651902
Never give woman flowers man. Seriously.
>>686652245
Hindsight is truly a remarkable learning experience.
>>686635091
Vanessa
Shes the most adorable, cute and mature girl I've ever met for being sorta young. It pains me so much that she has a fuckboi boyfriend.
>>686635091
Nicole. I wish these feelings would disappear.
That face when...
You're looking through your old Skype messages, and the further you go back, you realise how happy you were.
When you had friends, no matter the fact that you would probably never see them face to face, they were still friends. Virtual or not.
You miss the time you were happy, you don't know what changed, but it happened suddenly.
You look back on all those memories and people you liked. The people who would only turn you away a few months after meeting them.
That face when, you realise you will never have real friends, because you can't even keep virtual ones.
That face when, tears are on my keyboard now.
>>686650487
This guy is a sharp one
>>686652999
trips
>>686652999
This.
>>686645215
I actually made a parody of this painting a few weeks ago. Funny it would show up here now
Pic related
>>686632879
lol she wanted you to chase after her
>>686652999
I was always jealous of people who had skype friends. I wished I had internet friends.
>>686632879
How does someone almost run away from you?
>>686653969
just go into some game or forum and make friends then.if i did it you can do it too,
> I am depressed /b/
> Be me, 17 y/o (at that time)
> 5 years ago
> Was forced to go to my grandparents with my parents
> Grandfather gave me his handwritten autobiography
> He wants me to read it and tell him, how it was
> Come home at night
> Put his book on my table, near my laptop
> Surfing on 4chan
> I got some drinks and snacks to enjoy the night
> Parents were sleeping
> My arm hit the open can of Coke
> coke poured over grandpa's Book
> It was only paper, not with an hardcover
> the whole book was wet
> tried to clean the table
> I took the book to put it on my bed
> Suddenly rip some pages off because it was wet
> I decided to put it on the heater
> Next day, I saw that the hand written font was not readable, since I poured over Coke
> Didn't tell Grandpa
> When I see him I would always say I am reading it and its great
> he says, he wants to make copies of it for family members to read it soon
> Was afraid to tell him about it
> I told em, 'sure, i'll read it as fast as I can'
> Two weeks later, Grandfather had an accident, driving with my uncle.
> Uncle died, Grandfather left with big wounds
> He was in hospital
> I met him with my parents
> He told me, that I must read the last page of the book on my birthday
> I smiled and said 'alright'
> back home, I tried to actually read the book
> but it was completly unreadable
> two days after hospital parents give me phone
> Grandfather wants to talk with me
> he says that I should copy his bio, if he might die, it was thw only version
> I thought, i should tell em the truth
> After speaking the truth, he mumbled around, and breathed hardly..
> Hear loud noise on the phone
> After some seconds, I hear door quickly getting opened.
> Phone gets disconnected
> Next day, it was told my grandfather was dead
> I was not so sad at all.
> I visit his room and looked around.
> i open his memories chest
> There he would store all important stuff in his life
> See a note
> continue?
>>686632879
Same shit happen to me, but it was in a bus station. Saw her, she not even look at me more than 1 seconde. It was one of the most shitty day in my life.
>2Yo relationship..
>have never felt anything for a grill
>i have no friends anymore since theyre meeting other people and i am left alone
>they met to drink tonight and didnt even tell me
>ended up drinking alone at home while playing vidya
my life is not so bad but fuck this i have no friends anymore just because a grill i dont get along well with has stolen me those. are my friends white knights or am i just a retarded autist?
>>686654325
go ahead
>>686635091
Alexis.
She's beyond beautiful and she knows it. I wrote her something and made her cry now she isn't replying my messages. She said we'd go out after the summer but at this point I'm just one more option among many that she has. I can only wait and pray because she's truly amazing.
>>686654325
it's not like we can stop you from splurging.
>>686654325
yup i'll be reading
To all the younger guys in the thread, take it from me I'm reaching 40. If you have only been dating a few years forget the cheating broad and move on to better things in life. You might feel upset for a while but just imagine being married for 18 years, having children and stumbling into info about your wife shacking up with some rich Fuck old enough to be your grandfather. Those are feelz. Life ur life have fun bang a lot of chicks and make money. That's how you become happy.
>>686654208
I've tried. I can't even connect with people online anymore. It's just the way that I am and it sucks.
>>686654476
I think you're just a retarded autist.
Just go out with your previous friends, if you can.
If not go out and meet people.
>>686654962
Fuck bitches, get money.
>>686635091
left hand
>>686639377
How small we talking here? 8? 9?
>>686655007
bullshit. i am sure you can do it, but only if you are both determinated and motivated. if you think you wont be accepted the way you are, create a personality to use to be liked and slightly open as you get to know your friends.
>>686655060
i might have not explained well enough.
i guess i had friends like a month ago. we used to meet on saturdays and spend the night drinking and it was fun. but then one of them met a grill and now every friend of mine has apparently fallen in love with that grill which i hate. and my other friends dont want to meet with me just because i "left them" by drinking with the white knights. of course i could try being friend with everyone but i mean, is it worth trying?
>>686641859
She is isn't gay. She made that up because your beta ass creeped on her.
A lot of these threads, in up with people telling you to be cold, relentless, or heartless and in a way, that wouldn't be bad, but that doesn't solve the issues that just creates more. The one true way to live life is, to not care about yourself, ever, live or die, doesn't matter from now on never give some one the power to destroy you love from a distance, have the ability to let go on command. Sounds cringy just think about it, women, even guy friends can destroy your identity stop letting people have that ability. You only live once, do it right the first time.
>>686635091
Too paranoid to post name.
We had been friends since we were kids. But she got new friends the instant i told her that i had feelings for her. It has been four years.
>>686635012
Do you feel would be best for you. If it was me in your shoes. I wouldn't go back to that person (espeically if they've cheated). You're in charge of the situation. They've called you, not the other way around. Do a pro's and cons with getting back with this person. Plus can you trust this person knowing that they've cheated? Do you want to go through that pain again? I would'nt.
But its YOUR call. Do what you feel is right for you. Good luck
>>686655641
Yea you should definitely try. Better than nothing right?
Also why do you hate that girl so much? Is she an attention whore? She really salty?
> continuatiom of grandpa story
> It said "Anon has the biography! He might copy it for all family members if I may die too soon! I hope I will hear his review! Then he can tell me what he thinks about my gift for him, before I die. I love Anon so much, he actually reads it, and finds it great! I want Anon to speak my present I gave him on my funeral! I will drive with my son, Robert soon, on the way to Anon! I hope his doing right! 6.11.2011".
> speechless
> cried for why I am such an dumbass pouring shit over his life work
> At his funeral, I was afraid, I would need to speak out that 'present', whatever it was..
> Til this day, I am curious about what it was
> Aunt hugged me, and asked if I have my speak ready
> Dont know what to answer
> Told her the true story
> she was ashamed of me and told every family member
> Parents were dissapointed by me
> At home again, parents kick me out of house
> Throw all my tshirts, pants on the garden
> I waited outside the house, didn't know what to do
> Mum throws more stuff out of my rooms window, right on my head
> See wet paper
> I could only read "you, anon was adopted. You we're found alome in front of your dads and mums house. But do".
> Thats all I could read..
> I was outside their house again.. alone.
> Cryed, and slept outside.
> At morning sometime, Dad kicks me awake, telling me to piss off.
> I slept homeless in the town, doing some jobs and so on
> today I have two jobs and an apartment.
> alone. Dont have contact to my family.
Later I found out, that my Aunt told everybody, I did it because I hated my grandfather.. for whatever reason.. Well, thats why my parents overreacted.
>>686656315
Four years? Is it four years ago that you last spoke to her? If so, holy shit dude move on.
>>686656693
well i wouldnt call her att whore but close.
we are nerd faggots who used to play league. this grill tell one of my friends to play and from then they alm started playing. she is nice tho but she hates me. she often offers to leave the party so i can play or shit like that as i said she is not mean after all. but i think she hates me for not paying as much attention as my friends pay to her. and i hate her back for stealing my friends. i hope they realise girls are not worth. or should I realise they are?
>>686656887
Bullshit
>>686656887
Shit, i could be you but I am not, just a loser who couldn't get a girl to love him. After 4 years.
I have a crush on an Italian exchange student that's in my school
tbh I have had this crush for like 4 months yet I have only talked to her like 2 times irl. She's leaving next month so I guess I fucked up again.
I fucking hate my life as a socially retarded beta. I'd buy drugs to ease this feeling but too bad I don't have any money
>be me
>a successfull architect
>went on a ten month business trip to make an epic project
>gf leaves me through a text message on the first month blaming the distance
>mfw she doesn't pick up the phone ever again
>mfw when she leaves the country 1 hour before i fly back and arrives 1hour after my departure
>mfw the project will end and I will come back
>mfw I know she is climbing a mountain of dicks right now
>>686641029
none of what that anon said was bullshit
>>686657511
wow, how sad for you, graduated college. so far 2 weeks unemployed. I'm thinking how sad it is. I went to school for a trade, so that's pretty terrible.
>>686641253
Dating a girl right now named Haley who has a clingly ex. Im probably fucking your bitch anon
>>686657258
Yea your friends are probably just really horny for this one chick. If you had boobs, your friends would probably hang out with you a lot more. Maybe try to hang out with them one on one.
>>686635091
Erica.
She's the one that got away.
>>686656887
I think everybody just overreacted. Although at the same time, that was a lot of history that you destroyed. I actually have a journal that I write in once or twice in every month been doing that since 2000. To have all that writing destroyed because someone knocked over their water would fucking kill me.
>>686632879
>>686632879
Today, after several years clean, I cutted again due to an anxiety episode, This brought me a question I wanted to share with you, guys.
-If a person uses self-harm as a quick relief or as a mean to stop numbness for a few seconds, would that still be considered bad in a utopic society?
> In b4, a lot of attention whores use self harm for their stupid uses.
I just wanted some friends
>>686635091
Claudia
And fucking hell, she said she was the typical innocent girl who cared about personality....then she dumped me because apparently all her friends said I was too short. (I'm 5'7 and she's 5'0). And now she's fucking a different guy each week.
I honestly feel like fucking killing myself. Since the age of 15 my life has gotten very slowly worse, day by day. I just want a girl to hold my hand and to love doing it. But I'm really scared that's never gunna happen
>>686658101
the saddest thing is that ive been like 2 weeks without talking to them (we arent in the same school) and they didnt even worry about me. of course, i dont want to bother them and i hope they realise the grill is not worth. and if they dont realise, well, i hope i dont want to be friend of those do i?
>>686632879
>literally almost ran away
make your fucking mind up OP
Everything I love has slowly started to give me no joy over the past few months...Im with the girl of my dreams but right now I can't even tell if I'd be bothered breaking up.
>>686656887
>>686658681
I agree, at a moment like that, his life hangs on a thread, you not telling him was probably the best thing to do, because believe it or not, he died happy knowing you "Read" it, even if you didn't he didn't know that. Your loss though, I bet those were some brilliant words, my father ever had something like that written, despite how i feel about the man, reading a tale of his life would be interesting, because fuck, dudes related to me, not just related, but his my father. I respect him, but we don't always see eye to eye. Anyways, I know you're probably tearing yourself apart for ruining your grandpa's writing, but your grandpa wouldn't want that, you just missed out on his life that is all. He would still love you even if he was there.
>>686635091
Dont want to post her name but she's a friend from college.
I cant bring myself to make a move on her because im pretty sure she doesnt feel the say way and it would make things too awkward
>>686635091
Skyler. She was legit 11/10 perfection, and I fucked everything up.
>>686635091
Natalia. Since I met her and lost her seven years ago, she indirectly became the center of my whole life.
>>686635091
Jasmine. She cheated on her new boyfriend with me, and apparently he's too scared of me to touch her, leaving me uncucked.
That's something, at least...
God I miss her.
>>686659257
Yeah I hope he died happily 'knowing' I read it.. Still curious about his life..
>>686635091
Jodie. I miss her so much and there is nothing I can do to make her talk to me anymore.
>>686658847
Alright, you're making this a little hard for yourself.
I'll give you few options.
Hang out with one of the guys that you are most familiar with.
Or
Leave them alone and find new friends.
OR
Hang out with her
If you don't like any of those ideas, just do whatever you want to, I can't govern every move you make in life.
>>686635735
does anyone have this full video? been searching for a while
>>686638707
I got goosebumps from this one
>>686635965
To think Phillip K's dick was so insightful
>>686646602
Kek
>>686660143
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s
>>686635091
Anissa...she cheated...and dumped me the first time...the second time she freaked out and i dumped her...i feel like it was a mistake to begin with...but i miss what we had...it burns me every time i think of her...but its hard to not...she was the only thing keeping me sane for the longest time...but now im here sitting in a bathroom of a noodles and company on the verge of crying just thinking about what we had...wat do anons
>>686660143
>>686660964
Also this took me like 5 seconds to find by looking up "Lock the door 18 times" How long did you search the video for?
>>686635091
Kelly. I asked her out, she said no. But we are still really good friends and see eachother daily. I'd do anything for her.
>>686661054
Stop being depressed. Fuck get on a dating site, attempt a conversation with bitches, don't have to go any where with it, literally just talking to them is better than sitting in self hate. I've talked to about 15, 20 women a day, (loser) don't care, i'd rather spend a day talking to a woman, than a day crying in a fucking corner with my dick in one hand and tissue paper in the other.
>>686660143
>>686659722
Walter is that you?
>>686635735
I just cried to this video.
>>686662059
kek
>>686632879
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>>686660129
i asked the one i am more familiar with to spend a night having fun and he told me he couldnt and blabla thats why i drank alone tonight.
also im not desperate thanks for youre help anon tho dont worry too much
