I haven't left my house in over two and half weeks. I have absolutely no motivation to do anything, video-games don't do it anymore, they take way to much out of me. I don't know what to do at this point. Most of my days are spent sitting in my bed with my monitor on a little table next to me.
Any tips /b/? It has never been this bad, I've always been able to at least get through the days doing something but nothing cuts it anymore. I can really notice the days and weeks combining together, I don't remember anything from the days of this week, or the last one.
Homicide.
>>686630888
Don't you mean Suicide? I could never get myself to do that. I do think about it occasionally though.
Nice trips btw
>>686631086
Nope, I'm talking about cold blooded murder Thomas. Kill people. It's the right thing to do.
>>686631422
>>686631422
My name isn't Thomas but, nice try fbi.
>>686631086
Dubs and trips say so.. think about it, you'll never be bored. Killing isn't just something you walk away from, it's always with you.. from your first onwards you'll be an eternal fugitive. You'll never be bored playing with the police, family, God and death itself.
>>686630488
Victor, if this is you, this is what we we're talking about. Please sit down with us, your friends. We want to talk to you.
>>686631535
>>686632063
Not a Victor here. Wish I had friends though, i'd talk to them.
>>686631554
Okay Victor, you wanna play hardball ey?
go somewhere crowded
lurk
find someone and follow them, know their routine
slowly fall in love
start dating
get marri-wait wrong turn
I can definitely tell it's the weekend.
Don't you work ? Piece of shit kid ? Teen ? what the fuck are you
>>686632182
try working towards something, what ever you think is cool, better yourself any aspect that interests you
>>686632630
I'm 19 but I still live with my parents. You're an angry person huh?
>>686632741
>>686630488
Join the military, so many weirdos and outcasts in the military you'd fit right in.
>>686630488
Peter, take the gun and kill her!
>>686630488
Who enables you to live this way?
>>686632916
>>686633126
source of food and secure shelter, sounds like parents
>>686633044
Kill the girl
Save the world
>>686630488
Get a tomato plant and nurture it.
It doesn't have to be from seed, it will still be nice.
It doesn't have to be tomato, but it's simple and cheap.
Get a grip, get some routines, things that are good for you yet you know you don't do it.
>Clean your room
>Take pushups or squats.
Squats are good for overall body health. Max it once a day.
Basically, helping others and helping yourself will make you feel good about yourself. Being grateful as well. The best attitude is gratitude.
Find a way to do this, make it easy. Go easy, but push yourself so you do something
I love you, /b/ro. peace.
OP I'd recommend posting this when it's not the weekend, you can probably tell why.
Best posting times would be 8:00 AM to 2:30 PM (all the kids are at school) Or late at night on the weekdays. You know or on Reddit where there isn't a bunch of edgy twelve-year olds
>>686631974
I'm not even depressed and you've sold me on it. What a wild ride.
>>686632790
why don't you work ?
College ?
life is no way near something exciting
Yes I'm an angry person. But it doesn't change anything.
>>686630488
Create an elaborate plan of something you want to achieve. Spend time planning and then when it is ready, put it into effect.
>>686633401
I tried making a little garden on my window seal, and I lost interests after a few weeks of growing and let it die. It's extremely difficult to push myself to do things, it just makes my life worse.
Thanks for the help non the less, love ya too /b/ro.
>>686633225
>>686633371
shave the girl
grill the bird
>>686633697
>>686633530
I have no interests in working, I don't see a point, living by myself wouldn't help anything, it would actually make things worse.
>>686633723
Bird the girl
Shave the grill
Join a club or play a sport or get a job or volunteer for something.
Try and socialise.
Humans are social animals.
>>686633921
just fuck you...
>>686632790
That's it! Be kind to your parents. Make an effort to smile towards them, be attentive. Ask about stuff. Make conversation. Try to help them when you can, even the smallest of things. You don't know how much they appreciate these kinds of things.
>>686633830
Create and give to the world.
Make YouTube videos about a topic your interested in.
>>686633830
moar
>>686633959
rave the pill
cave the rill
>>686633697
>>686633225
kek
>>686633921
You're shit.
>>686634115
>>686634185
Bake the krill
Gave the thrill
>>686634076
this.
>>686634011
Why because I didn't force myself to get a job right out of high-school and live alone drinking myself to death? Why because I'd much rather be living like this then actually being on the edge of killing myself? Fuck out of here dude. Just because other people didn't push as hard as you in life doesn't make them worse as a person.
>>686634293
it's been 2 years, 3 months 25 days.
video-games are the shit. what is the problem?
>>686632330
time to get out of the house, man. go to a lan or magic tournament or open mic or anything that forces you to talk to people. start going regularly. make some friends.
>>686634574
i told you to fuck off
>>686630488
Throw the Moniter and get a ps3 & a ps4.
OP the key is to not overwhelm yourself.
Consider who you are now, and who you would like to be. Start with doing one thing today that you didn't do yesterday that moves you towards your ideal self. Doesn't have to be huge. Anything, really. And when you're comfortable with that, add something else, and so on. All things are progress.
And don't worry if you miss days. You'll have bad days. And that's ok. Don't get discouraged by them. Adjusting is hard. Forcing yourself to act is tough. But you have the freedom to do as much as you can. So do what you can. Accept the failures as part of the progress. You'll be alright.
>>686634701
That's what I thought.
>>686634705
My graphics card alone costs more then your entire system. Pleb.
>>686634604
kekd
>>686630488
go to doctor, tell what you just told us.
>>686634855
Why so they can throw me on meds that are just going to hide the issue? I'd rather fix it then hide it.
>>686630488
dale?
>>686630488
Yo son lissen if you all about not be carin an shiet try robbin a fool bro. Get them juices up in there flowin an shit homie feel like you truly livin dog
>>686635037
Gribble? No Jordan here.
>>686634833
>It costs the most so it must be the best!
>>686634574
There's your problem, right there.
You justify everything you do. Or, more specifically, you justify not doing anything. And, I'm sorry, but yes, that does make you worse as a person. You have no value to society. Worse, you don't seem to have any value to yourself. Your constant justification of an empty life has made you empty.
Congratulations. You have exactly what you wanted.
>>686634764
FUCKIN' EAT SHIT FAGGOT NIGGER!!!!!!!
>>686630488
You realize leo is making millions just to smoke that stupid thing.
>>686630488
Lexapro? Maybe some Welbutrin, therapy ? It might help , i was the same way and now i look forward to everyday .
I have always had that feelings like that op. I understand you. It is depression and sometimes it made me want to kill myself.
However, try to walk among nature and appreciate them. I do not wish to exist, even now but seeing things is just the way it is by looking nature, the feeling gets somewhat relieved. Hope it helps.
>>686635215
>Summer
>>686630488
Bwahahahahahahahhaha. Two and half weeks?
bitch please i have not been out of my house in 8 months
>>686634848
>>686635396
Damn, so impressive.
Its not a good thing to try and belittle others with your own pathetic failures.
You really belong here.
>>686635417
oh shit waddup
>>686635723
>>686635644
yes i do, not proud but meh
>>686634728
This is good. just learn something online, maybe listen to a podcast. http://www.jamesaltucher.com/category/the-james-altucher-show/ Suggesting this one.
>>686634855
So that he can get some pills that actually makes him want to kill himself? I suggest not.
>>686635767
Kek'd hard
>>686636125
You have to pretty autistic to think that's remotely funny.
>>686635644
adolf kekler.jpg
<<>>also: kill urself
>>686635644
He was making a joke, you see.
In case y'all didn't notice..
This is now a sesame street thread.
>>686636557
His life is already a joke.
>>686631086
no faggot, you need to start plannig a strangers death.
Your symptoms are a sign that you are ment for something higher.
>hunting other humans.
we have existed since existence was postulated.
become one of us or become prey to one of us.
>>686636624
Woah.
Thats dark. I wonder if anyones actually done that?
>>686636426
Buffalo wings.
>>686636702
I would believe you but your reply took about thirty-five minutes.
>>686633921
just kill people tony.
just kill people.
>>686636868
Thanks for the reply.
>>686636644
Don't be mean.
>>686636624
Already? They are twisted, but some are fun.
>>686635309
he isnt making anything.
He agreed to do PSA's about smoking in exhcange for leniency with his sentencing. He fucked a 12 year old boy in arizona and was arrested. The leo mafia has buried the news story because he supports their jew media lies.
>>686630888
It's happened to all of us, you'll make it
>>686637177
sauce?
>Go to /mu/
>find albums to listen to
>go for a walk while listening
>>686630488
1. Stop smoking weed you fucking retard.
2. Stop drinking alcohol, you absolute retard.
3. Get into therapy about your anxiety. Pro tip: if the therapist doesn't address your anger/fear in the take-in interview, it's the wrong therapist.
4. Get off the internet, especially *chan and anything remotely resembling /b/ (including reddit wtf gore porn etc.)
5. If you reply to this post with anything except agreement, eat a fucking bullet and make 4chan a better place without your whining AND retardation.
>>686636876
Your level of disbelief is related to the length in which someone reads your stupid bullshit post?
>you might be a retard.
>>686637293
http://lmgtfy.com/?q=why+are+you+such+a+stupid+faggot%3F+
>>686637318
this OP
also stop masturbating if you do it once a day or more
>>686637318
someone is experiencing a heavy flow day.
>take some midol and shut your cocksucker.
Go sit outside and watch your surroundings. There is always something going on. Whether it be a bird chasing its prey or two people walking down the street holding hands, just sit and watch what's happening.
It really helps you become aware of the world around you and might help your memory some. It's baby steps to a life with feeling.
>>686636815
No, you 14 year old bitch, nobody has done that.
These are fat, useless, short, bald angry little men whose dicks only get wet in the shower, who post here.
Get fucking real.
>>686637318
I don't smoke weed, I don't drink alcohol. That wouldn't fix my issue and I already know that. I already have a doctor, mostly to just get adderall out of, though she knows of my anxiety issues. Not a therapist though, I don't need somebody to tell all my problems to while they sit there not saying anything.
>>686630488
Another woe is me millennial.
Has to be hand held through life.
start working out
>>686630488
Get a job
>>686633921
I have some sympathy for you since I was also NEET six month ago, but jeez man. The depression might not go away but at least you can change what you're depressed about. There are some very high functioning depressed people. I started NEET most worried about the armor my skyrim character was wearing. Then I got a job and my biggest worry was what I packed myself for lunch. Then I went to school and I got to be anxious about school work. Soon I moved passed that and started worrying about girls, now social life, and even my long term career prospects. I still feel just the same way as I did playing skyrim all day, but at least now I'm superficially successful and have multiple female friends that aren't digital.
>>686637751
I'm sorry I didn't grow up in the middle of the Siberian wilderness, my life was sooo easy.
>>686637674
Oh boy, found fatbeard! Here's angry short nigger fat boy who smokes weed and drinks all day and gets salty when people point out this is a fucking waste of life.
>>686630488
been in a similiar situation
a) stop feeling sorry for yourself, self-pity is a bitch
b) stop giving a fuck about what other people think, including people you care about
c) find out what you like doing and what makes you happy, go for it
furthering the last point - doesnt really matter if its something "really important" or just menial shit
society makes us believe we all have to be somewhat "special" to find meaning in life but thats just stupid
>>686637973
You should have been worried about how to properly construct a sentence.
>>686637714
>I already have a doctor, mostly to just get adderall out of, though she knows of my anxiety issues. Not a therapist though, I don't need somebody to tell all my problems to while they sit there not saying anything.
You don't know a god damn thing what therapy looks like.
So STFU and go an hero. Literally the only thing I hate more than the furries, faggots, and traps on here are the whiny cunts like yourself.
EAT.
A.
BULLET.
>>686637997
Did you get a trophy? You know, for participating?
>>686637693
What the fuck are you talking about?
>>686638136
You should get a trophy for most repressed feelings on the internet.
>>686638008
>accused of PMS'ing
>makes up a bunch of crazy shit to bitch about
confirmed for a bloody, whiny hole.
>>686638136
They have that in the Siberian wilderness?! Lucky..
>>686638257
>confirmed for a bloody, whiny hole.
Says the one actually fucking whining about someone actually contributing.
>>686637680
That is nice. Noticing everyday things around you is a good way to forget about outher things.
>>686637714
You don't need that, a friend is better and cheaper. I hope you will get one. Everyone does, not just you.
>>686638134
Sounds like if you need therapist you need to eat a bullet. Sad little person you are.
I must of hit a sore spot huh?
>>686638113
Bitch, I can write coherent sentences.
>>686638238
Your the cunt who can't leave his house. Lives with mom and dad. Boo fucking hoo. Whine about it on the 4chins. Grow up.
>>686638580
Actually he's not, I am. He's not OP.
>cunt
>>686638580
I'm not even OP you dumbfuck
I just know your type. you're just a weak little faggot that doesn't feel because whenever you do, you feel daddys leather belt behind it.
>>686638508
nigger wut?
You're the one who needs to eat a bullet.
I'm the one who shows up here once every 3 months when I stupidly get drunk to cure a long weekend hangover.
>>686638807
>Nigger
>eat a bullet
I sense an edgy six-teen year old.
>>686638766
>>686638662
Suck a dick
>>686638430
you whining is not contributing.
>>686639016
At least If I sucked a dick that wouldn't be repressing my feelings.
>>686630488
Walk outside dude get the fuck outta all that artificial surroundings. Look at the plants the sky let the sun hit u fuck.
>>686638547
Except, you, cant, you, fucking, retard.
>>686630488
Ha ha, you sound like my roommate.
>>686639228
I live in a suburban neighborhood, not much nature here.
>>686639013
Says the 12 year old.
I'm 29. I was a teenager when I found this board.
When you faggots thought triforce was a way to find newfags, you proved yourselves to be newfags. And that was ten fucking years ago.
Now this board is infested with ACTUAL faggots, and worse: German-shower bait like traps and furries.
>>686639106
are you telling us that you like cock?
>>686639359
You may not be young but you act like it. And that's what matters.
>>686639361
There you go repressing those feels again.
>>686639359
Why
Are
You
Spacing
Your
Post
Like
This?
It
Makes
You
Look
Like
You
Have
Autism.
>>686639476
LOL like I'm going to justify your retarded perception of me.
>>686639547
there you go, projecting your pathetic insecurities.
>>686639795
But anon, those are YOUR insecurities.
>>686639771
Fine don't. It doesn't matter to me. It's true though.
>>686639699
... He isn't. I believe those are paragraphs. You're just dumb.
sage
>>686630488
When you figure out how to make it stop, let me know. Also, you're not alone.
>>686639795
Back at it again with repressing all the years your father beat you.
>>686639905
Seems to matter to you, the way you keep wanting it to be true.
>>686639939
So a sentence is a paragraph? Legit the stupidest post that I have read. I really hope this is bait.
>>686630488
Buddhism.
>>686640083
Now you're just b8, or really stupid.
>>686640120
Ya bud, you can have sentence-long paragraphs. Not that it matters, most of his seem to have at least two. You're the one posting a different word on every line so you're the one who looks retarded.
>>686639699
Done many a years on this site, and I see people doing it all the time, I do it sometimes.
Yet you're the first person I've seen complain.
Please kill yourself. Your anger is toxic and you are useless.
>>686640272
Then why do you keep trying to convince everyone else of your perception of matters?
>>686640435
Here's your reply.
>>686640401
I can't even read that. Stop being a newfag and get a fucking fourth grade education.
>>686640435
two fags trying to get the last word, lets see who wins!
>>686640567
>I can't even read that.
Looks like someone needs to get a year 4 education
>>686640737
Eurotrash
>>686640893
Murrilard
>>686640493
>>686640435
found the literal cocksucking nigger fag who won the lastword war lol
>>686640967
Actually I'm Japanese. Just moved there a couple months ago.
>>686641046
>Thinking thats better
Hahahahaahaaaaaaaa.
At least Americans are human, you're one of those squinty eyed war crime denying cunts who need separate train cars for women because you're all too fucking autistic to know that groping is not acceptable?
Shoulda just gone with it.
>>686641373
You're obviously not an oldfag.
>>686641373
>at least americans are human
>>686641482
Never claimed to be. I've still been here long enough.
I hope OP left. this has gone to trash.
I haven't left my house in 2 years. why haven't I killed myself yet?
>>686630488
OP I was just like you about 6-8 months ago. I was 19, living with my parents, no job, didn't go to school and I was generally the most depressed I've ever been. It was truly at my bottom and after an eye opening experience I understood what was wrong. The only thing that worked for me was telling myself to stop feeling sorry for myself. That's it. I know you'll probably dismiss this and keep being sad and miserable, but I'm gonna keep writing just in case.
The only person who can do anything about this is you. Sadly, no one is going to do it for you. It sounds harsh, but that's just the way it is. Life is just too short to feel sorry for yourself. Don't worry about the past, there is literally nothing you can do about it, just always look forward. I'm guessing you probably have some shit eating habits, so think about small things you can improve in your life one thing at a time. I hope you find some faith in yourself. Good luck bro
Work out. That helps me. Try eating better as well
>>686634076
What the fuck?
>>686643457
you stayed inhouse for the emprah
