Dominic checking in.
Just to brief you guys, i have advanced stage Esophageal Cancer (squamous cell carcinoma). The doctor gave me 3 weeks to 3 months to live, and i decided to come to /b/ for advice on what to do. I am overwhelmed with the amount of support from you guys, and as requested, i will be checking in every Tuesday and Friday with updates on the things ive done and how i'm doing. Feel free to ask any questions and give me ideas as to what to do before i die (all of my posts will be started with this so finding my updates will be easier)
Since my last update a lot of shit has happened. I went to the doctors on Wednesday, and it turns out the cancer is spreading to more places. I'm offically wheelchair bound and I've been having trouble remembering things. Luckily I had an alarm set so I could remember to post this, otherwise i woulda forgotten.
Ive decided to update you guys on what I've done on Tuesday (next update) because I want to talk about some other things.
I think I'm getting closer to the end of the road, and I want to know your guy's opinions on death and dying. I don't personally believe theres anything after it, but I've been having weird dreams about some sorta afterlife, probably because i keep stressing about it.
Someone asked me today if I'm ready to die for the first time and I froze up. It was weird because I always thought I was okay with it, but now I'm not so sure. I can't tell if I'm scared or nervous or what. I don't think it's fully set in that I am going to die soon. It's been about a month since my doctor gave me the amount of time I have left, so realistically I could probably drop dead any day now.
I think I'm more afraid of not existing than dying, if that makes sense.
Thoughts?
>>686501071
HEy anon! First time seeing your threads.
I don't think there is an after life. We just turn to dirt. Your concious mind will basically turn off so no need to stress.
>>686501071
fuck off faggot
please kill yourself, be faster than mr cancer
>>686501360
Yeah thats what I was thinking. Its so hard to imagine though
>>686501517
Nah
>>686501071
>>686501730
>>686501656
Think about it this way.
If there is nothing and your consciousness just turns off, you won't be able to perceive this so worrying doesn't matter.
If there is life or anything after death it would be something we humans haven't even been able to quantify yet. Probably an experience way beyond our senses that we have here on earth, which is an experience that you could in no way prepare yourself for.
>>686501845
i like you OP, you will under the morning sun, and i will remember you
>>686502008
Thank you anon
>>686501995
I suppose that's a possibility. Kinda makes me a little more anxious, though
>>686501071
Well we don't really know what happens after death. There's a possibility that you'll go to an amazing paradise or you simply cease to be. If there is a hell you're probably not going to it unless you've done something particularly bad.
Look at like this. When you are about to die you are about to solve the greatest mystery mankind has ever faced. You will move on to a form of existence or lack there of that no living person ever has. Just make sure you have no regrets when the time comes.
do lots of crazy things. lots of dangerous drugs. sex with disgusting women. have poop sex while and then do some heroin. drive somewhere very far just to see something new. know that people love you. take advantage of everyone you can because it wont matter soon.
>>686501071
What a fucking waste, I read this entire post expecting something interesting.
What have you done? Nothing? How fucking lame.
I feel I will die young, possibly cancer, you will see my death on the fucking news you waste.
>>686502366
> take advantage of everyone you can because it wont matter soon.
Don't do this OP. Is deceiving and abusing people for a week of pleasure worth being remembered as a scumbag?
>>686501071
I've been having thoughts about that myself quite alot recently. I don't have an illness or nothing but I'm acutely aware of the fact that this here and now some day will end.
And that scares the living shit outta me.
The thought of nothing is worse than anything I've ever come across.
I do not envy you OP, to be this close to death.
But, I am only guessing, when it happens it wont be that bad. You will only drift off as if going to sleep and then never wake up again. Could be worse.
Did you at least do something cool your last month? Go skydiving? Fuck hookers and do blow? Fought a bear?
>>686502431
If you have read any of my other threads, you'd know I've done quite a bit
>>686502366
I'm only an 18 y/o virgin so theres quite a bit I cannot do. Thanks for the suggestion though.
>>686502356
Huh, that makes it seem pretty exciting. Maybe not the dying part, but the possibility of discovering something after
>>686502566
Yeah, I wasnt planning on it. Ive been doing my best to be a good person and help others so that I'm not remembered for being an asshole
>>686502777
(Nice trips)
I think the most exciting thing i've done is smoke weed and get a pity blowjob. Hopefully i have enough time to do more (exciting) things
Well OP, think of it this way: finally, you can experience non-experience. All of our lives are like a constant movie, a cinematic masterpiece that runs nonstop. But like any lengthy escapade, we grow tired and weary. I've been tired for the past 10 or so years to be honest, my wife's passing took away all my energy. Are you tired, OP? I'm sure you are. You seem pretty reserved in your post, as if you've come to terms with what shall come. It's normal to worry about death, about the movie stopping. But considering you've come to terms, surely that means to some extent you don't have the energy to fight. The task would be too daunting. Fighting cancer with a 3 week to 3 month window? No way! That's normal as well. Nobody can be expected to fight that. You've done everything correctly, Dominic. You lived your life, you got up, got dressed every day. You worked, you loved, you were loved, and you experienced. You've served your sentence here in this cess-pool. I'll pray to whatever it is that's beyond here that you have a kickass adventure to the other side.
God-speed, /b/ro. We'll always love you
>>686502308
Well that wasn't my intention. Apologies friend.
I guess if I was in your shoes I would just try to leave the world a better place. Make sure I didn't have any regrets.
>>686503088
That's not the point, the point is you haven't done shit, because other than posting pathetic bullshit, you're a nobody, this is real life. Anyone remember that dude that posted on 4chan? ? ? -4chan? What and who the fuck cares...
Nobody cares
I don't, others pretend, just for selfish reasons. I'm not a selfish lying faggot
I don't fucking care, you're a loser
Bye
>>686503088
(Nice dubs)
Bruh. 18 years old. Bruh...
Did you enjoy the blowie at least? Was she hot?
>>686503677
3edgy5me
Are you part of the interwebs cool club? Can I join and be as edgy as you?
Bet you wear a fedora.
>>686501071
What are the things that you felt the need to do after you found out u dont have long ?
>>686503677
Those are the words of a bitter man who hates his life.
Do us a favor and the next time you're laying there and the thought crosses your mind, tie up the noose and end it. We don't need wastes like you in this world.
>>686503249
That's a very good way of putting death. I think I've mostly come to terms with it. When I was first diagnosed, i was so scared and I just kept trying to find ways to save myself. But i think ive finally realized that fighting it makes it worse. It makes it more painful and scary. All i can do is just take it day by day now. Ive definitely grown tired, and I think I'm as ready as I'll ever be for whatever comes next.
>>686503925
Sick burn
Please
Tell
Me
More
Sick burn
High five
Where do you get your material?
Sick
Burn
Totally inspirational
I just wish you good luck Anon. Seriously.
>>686501071
Immediately switch to a whole foods, plant based diet. All organic. Purely plant based. Primarily composed of cold pressed juices.
It is the only way you can live. You won't regret it. Have your family help you prepare the juices and meals. If they're family, they will.
Godspeed, Anon
>>686503803
Yeah, it was pretty good. The girls was very cute
>>686504132
Contributed more than you
More honest
Not bitter
Only bitter faggots reply in anger
Sweet comeback bro
Please
Tell
Me
More
>>686504222
Wow
Writing
Like
This
Makes
You
Sound
Like
A
Fucking
Total
Faggot
>>686504283
Hahahahahahahahahaha
Thank you faggot
>>686504071
I know this sounds lame, but I really wanted to get a job. Like a real job, not working some part time thing. And i wanted to just do normal adult things. I never really got to make that transition from childhood to adulthood
>>686504132
Haha
>wastes
We are all wastes
You think you're not?
>>686501071
Lord Kek, please bless this faggot with our meme magic to ensure him of a long and fulfilling life
>>686504444
You can do the research yourself. Read the testimonials of terminal cancer patients with similar situations that had their cancer virtually disappear in a week. Find out for yourself and see if I am blowing smoke. It's in your hands.
>>686502366
>>686502566
>>686502777
>>686503088
>>686503677
>>686504222
>>686504444
>>686504544
This is now a GET thread
>>686504517
Sucks to be you
Why should people care?
Am I the only one realizing you're pathetic?
This is real life, good bye
>>686504230
Thank you
>>686504283
I actually haven't been eating that often, but when I do it's usually fruits and bread. I'll try to do more organic plant stuff though, thanks for the suggestion
Hey man. Ignore the assholes. We're all energy. Unexplained stuff happens all the time.
When I was 5 or 6, I told my mom I saw a man waving across the street from our house. She didn't see anybody outside (we resided near like, nobody at that time). So, she asked me who I thought it was.
I told her it was a man named Hendrick.
I had never known or been told about my great grandpa (who had passed). That was his name. I described to her perfectly what he looked like as a young man.
All I'm trying to say is that we don't know what happens after this existence, but I think your journey isn't over yet.
>>686501071
Drink Monster
Or anything with Riboflavin
>>686504742
There he goes with the edgyness again...
Internet warrior.
>>686504812
>>686504822
Witnessed
>>686504789
Woah, that's pretty cool. Itd be tight af if i came back as a ghost kek
Hey dominic if you come back as a ghost can you partner with me to solve crimes or something.
Ghost crime stoppers™
Or at the very least help me convince people I have psychic powers so I can start a cult or something. I'll give you a cut of the cult profits.
>>686504822
Whys that?
>>686504812
you were right, Mr. Bateman
>>686504720
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
How about the China study? Debunked
How about you smile in the mirror?
See those teeth?
Not just for plants
Sickly fucking faggots claiming they know anything about nutrition by reading web articles
It's been proven multiple times
Eat meat=longer life
Plants only=sure, healthy life, much shorter
Read more
Jesus please take the wheel
Might as well fucking give up you faggot, Google doesn't make you an expert
Source: self
Qualifications: healthy fucking meat eater
>>686504789
Yeah, like all those kids around the world that mysteriously have memories from places they've never been to and people they've never met. Often from hundreds of years ago or even a couple of months.
Good docu on it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wvbEQytuQk
BOYYYYY
>>686505089
Definitely B)
Change your donor status to yes, buy health insurance give it your peeps, and make a wish to fuck any pornstar you wish. Go to your local ghetto and buy all the drugs (recommend acid) and just fuck shit up on your way out.
>>686501071
National Geographic had a pretty interesting article about people who have "come back from the dead" and what they saw, heard, felt etc. I thought it was a pretty good read.
http://www.nationalgeographic.com/magazine/2016/04/dying-death-brain-dead-body-consciousness-science/
>>686504826
There he goes being a pussy faggot again
Must suck being a beta
>>686505235
Life insurance*
>>686504444
he's right
theres a book called how not to die. read it faggots.
Dominic you have a rare opportunity. You are getting to face your death with dignity and have time to organize your affairs. You can say goodbye to your friends and family and make peace with your enemies. That is not an uncommon thing. Savor this man, make it count.
>>686505238
I think ive seen that, it's pretty interesting
>>686505277
Only fucking beta here is you.
And you know it.
>>686505173
Did you meet one?
Fucking internet experts
Yeah, the world is magic
>>686505397
Aww poor baby, sick burn bruh
High five
>>686505354
Ive definitely been doing that. I spend pretty much every day with my friends and family, and ive started writing letters for them to read when i pass. I think it's fair to say that I'm pretty lucky in that aspect
>>686501071
So we should care and fucking give you attention?
Good god what a loser
>>686504544
>we are all wastes
This is precisely the difference between us and you, and why you are a waste.
>you think you're not?
That's correct.
Cynicism does not bear fruits of success. It doesn't buy you brownie points with anyone. Cynicism is why you hate your life, why you don't have friends, and why you're spending your Friday night on 4chan.
The world is what you make of it. I love my life and I see value in mine, and in everyone else's. But not yours, because you don't even see the value in your own.
How can anyone else see value in you if you don't see it in yourself? I wasn't trying to be a dick to you at all; I'm 100% serious in that if you are so cynical that you can tell a dying man he is pathetic for posting here, you have lost all humanity (which mind you is what makes this life worth living, that we can experience humanity) should end your own life. There's just no point in wasting away in anger and misery.
>>686505125
Prevents/heals esophagus cancer
>>686505565
>writing letters to read when I pass
Is this lifetime?
How fucking lame
>>686505665
Huh, i'll have to look into it
>>686505652
Lol am posting from future
Is June 7
>>686505652
You seriously thought I would read this?
I actually did not, you know why? Anything you say in defense to anything I've said is wrong.
>>686505799
Am i dead by then kek
>>686505799
Dubs confirm time traveler
Alternative medicine like marijuana's cbd healing qualities. Worth checking out.
>>686505923
Yeah ive been told, havent had a chance to look into it
>>686501517
Hey, fuck you. Dominic's my /b/ro
>>686501071
i've seen this copy pasta like ten times.
If you could give one word of advice, what would it be?
>>686505923
>worth checking out
Dude is already checking out
Too late
Ding dong, death is here
>>686505923
>>686505665
Combine weed and energy drinks
>life get
>/b/ needs this
>>686503677
What a cunt. Hes sharing details with us about his last days. Its interesting and I hope he does some badass shit before he goes. You're so bitter.
>>686506007
I mean, I've posted about this here a few times
>>686501071
I don't think anyone is ready to die, OP. It's one of those things that people can't really come to terms with, yet inevitably happens. I think that eventually we'll all be where you are now, struggling to cope with our existential fates. You're a brave guy, OP, I don't think I'd be as calm as you; but maybe that's just because I personally believe that you cease to exist after death. Not a dreamless sleep, I don't even picture a void. Like, how a computer is after it breaks. It isn't just turned off, it will never work again and all of its data and past uses are gone. It's just broken.
Anyway, OP, I personally would struggle to not dwell on it myself, but now during your final time alive would be the chance to do the things you've always wanted to, given your current state and capabilities. I'd eat a fuck-ton of snack cakes without guilt of being unhealthy. Stay brave, mate, my thoughts are with you.
>>686506011
Check every weird lump or rash, even if you think its nothing
Or more seriously
Dont take any shitty things people say to heart. In the end, we're all going to the same place, so just live life happy
>>686506080
I'm not a beta fucking pussy, bitter doesn't sum it up properly. This word is used by people who are so deeply ignorant they may be damn near retarded.
easy solution
just turn buddhist
>>686505857
I don't fucking know
I don't stalk you
Probably not
Also now DJL has been made
>>686505840
you got fucking ROASTED, dumbfuck.
>>686506291
>live life happy
Aww yeah we got one of those guys over here. Peace and love bro.
Fucking sad dude, now you're wheelchair bound? You've given up before you were forced to
>>686506236
Thanks, anon. I've definitely been eating a lot of junk food. Its weird to think that some day everyone I know and love will be dying too. It's kind of surreal, almost. To know that every person youve ever met will all die and go to nothing
OP, I screened your first and second threads but I feel like I missed one. I'm the anon who swore I'd find you. I was checking news sites and stuff and couldn't find you so I'm glad it's because you're still around. It seems like it'd be harder for you to get psychedelics, but if it at all becomes possible, please do so.
Anyway, don't listen to these fucking edge lords. I'm glad you're doing stuff to enjoy your last days and all. And don't worry about an afterlife. There isn't one.
Find comfort in the fact that the only way you live on is through the people who remember you after you've died. Make the most of that. Show your love to those you cherish. That's it.
>>686506489
Pretty hard to get roasted by a beta faggot, literally impossible to prove a point to anyone who doesn't read a response. See? Your response was short and to the point. It was perfect, a true response worth reading...
Sick burn bruh
You must be a winner
>>686506674
Do you know how wrong you are? Literally no human is worth a fuck other than in their own pathetic mind
Who the fuck are you?
Also, why aren't you dead yet?
Go get a gun, put it against your head, and squeeze the trigger.
Fucking faggot.
>>686501071
ha ur gon die bich faget not even stronk
>>686501071
Is there anyone in this thread not fucking disgustingly pathetic? I think I see one maybe who gets it. Fuck off and die OP
Attention whore
>>686506850
What the hell are you talking about?
>>686501071
Id like to see this thread up one more time when you do pass so we can all pay out respects to you. Your doing a brave thing man. And death is something that no one knows anything about. Every time I think about it just make me feel cold inside. It's a scary though.
Don't you want to end your life yourself? I don't know how painful and agonizing it will be for you, but fuck, I wouldn't want to miserably wait for my certain death.
>>686507041
Your pathetic post about "edgelords"
What and ignorant fucking loser
>>686506972
I, along with others, asked him to keep us updated. Fuck off. Leave the thread instead of being a bastard to this kid.
>>686506674
Oh, i remember you! Yeah, luckily i'm still kickin B) My friend is actually trying to get me ecstasy. He told me that i should take one when i feel myself giving out or something, but i'm pretty sure I'll be out.
Thats actually one of the few reasons i'm afraid of dying. I just dont want people to forget me, because I dont think youre truly dead until memories of you are gone.
I'm glad that you have been able to keep tabs on me, makes me feel good
Hey Dom, new to your posts and i sincerely wish for you last days to be fruitful.
I tend to view death as a reward. Sure i prefer to live but the constant struggle to survive seems like there should be something waiting for you at the end. Idk
>>686507068
Yeah, cuz op is special, let's all coddle the baby
>>686504724
>>686CANCER
OP beat me to it.
>>686507225
i fucked ur mom last nite faget
>>686507225
You, who ignorantly believe being kind will get you brownie points in life, pathetic
Fucking pathetic
>>686507288
I hope you get cancer in your ass
>>686507068
Ive actually given my friends instructions on how to notify you guys when I die, so keep a look out in the following months
>>686507225
ur so gay for caring about some stupid nerd u dont even kno
Thanks for posting anon. I haven't read your previous threads but you seem like a cool dude.
>I think I'm more afraid of not existing than dying, if that makes sense.
That totally makes sense, and it's a pretty normal thing I've been told. Death is concrete and final - you see someone die in a movie and you're just like 'fuck he's dead', but when it's your own mortality or someone close to you can think about in a much deeper sense.
I don't believe you will stop existing. You'll just occupy a different space. Where that space will be is anyone's guess though. Maybe that space is heaven or hell, or maybe its in the body of someone/something else... As another anon said, it will be an incredible experience and a mystery no living person will ever solve.
But you shouldn't be afraid. Death is the worst thing that can happen to you at this point, and even that wont be that bad.
My thoughts are with you bro and I hope you have a peaceful journey.
>>686507251
Niiice. If he can get real ecstacy you'll have an amazing time. Do me a favor and if you get some, listen to great music, maybe some pink floyd, and masturbate. Shit is cash. Also, stick to like 40mg
>>686507251
Shit name one distant relative? Name? Occupation? One from the 1800s
Nope... Forgotten
Don't be a fag, no one is remembered
>>686507410
That's good to hear. I'm sorry this thread had to be littered with spam from people who apparently have little to no compassion.
>>686507251
Shit, many people will forget you, you're a burden and they will never admit they are happy it's over
Have you ever thought about getting a faith healing? If for nothing more than shits and giggles
>>686507409
Sick burn bruh
>>686506534
At the same time, it's pretty great that we all get to share this time alive together. I sometimes regret not appreciating the people in my life more because of this, but we're all only human and get caught up in trivial every-day; often forgetting the beauty except for small moments of clarity.
From one living /b/ro to another, wherever you are, it's cool that we're both alive right now, sharing this planet together. Also know, that we all leave our mark in this world in our own way; whether it's the work we've done or the lives we've touched. I'll leave you with a video that might be able to articulate the things I'm unable to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pR7e0fmfXGw
>>686507398
I didn't say it'd get you brownie points. I'm just saying that if you're gonna go, leave a nice memory for the people you care about. It isn't about you -- you're fucking dead. But it IS something nice for the people who survive you. You're either a troll or a child. Either way I'm done replying to you. Kill yourself.
>>686507604
Waaaaaaaaa
Pathetic
>>686507410
This is the first thread, there was no previous. It's like you summers suffer from placebo Amnesia.
If you had cancer you'd be crushing life, not sympathy hunting on the net
>>686507154
It's not too bad. I kinda like having extra time to do things. Id rather just go when its my time
>>686507277
Thank you! And yeah, life is tough. We should at least get something at the end. Maybe like a cool slideshow
>>686507518
Thank you so much man.
>>686507557
I'll def do that B)
>>686507690
I actually have B) i think i posted about it a few threads ago
>>686507791
Sick burn, he who obviously know nothing. Good try, good fail.
Beta faggot
>>686507787
Humans are no more special than any other dead thing on the planet, no one cares about dead flies, what makes you so special? Get over yourself faggot.
Join reality
>>686507557
40mg? You idiot. The dose for real MDMA, not that American 'Molly' shite, is 100-120mg. And if you're dying, 400mg.
>>686507890
I have screen caps.
Well OP, I'm signing out now (I was >>686503249 , >>686504132 , and >>686505652), and I'd just like to apologize for the jerkoffs here. I hope you didn't pay much mind to our argument.
In closing thoughts, definitely try the ecstasy if your buddy finds it, drugs spiced up my life a whole lot back in the day. And just know, even if everyone forgets ya, I'll take your memory to my grave. For some reason, being reminded of mortality and hearing a dying man's in a place like /b/ really strikes a nerve. This'll be something I remember. So in that respect, by your definition, you'll never truly die!
Until we meet again, friend.
>>686508050
Oh my god you're right. I'm a fucking idiot. I'm literally measuring out 40mg of dmt right now. I typed the wrong thing.
>>686507787
Aye, ive seen that video before. Its pretty cool B)
>>686508124
Confirmed for Sadlord. Rusing a bunch of summers into thinking you're dead and screening the whole thing, for the lulz.
What a catastrophic faggot
>>686508266
Hahaha schwing!
>>686507898
Hey OP, gggg-g-gues what? you gon die!
and guess what? aside from this pathetic thread and your attention seeking, no one will even care. even celebrities are forgotten in a week, once the news runs out of things to make money off of. You will be remembered for maybe one generation, by a few people, shit even in about a year you will be a distant memory. No one will care, this is reality, why be such a fucking pussy? go out like a man... at least do something interesting, come wheel your ass my way and murder me, be somebody baby.
Travel as much as you can, try to go to europe,make a loan ( it doesn't matter you will soon disapear ) visit as much as you can
>>686508217
Thanks man. The bad things people say to me no longer affects me, but thanks for standing up for me. If there's an afterlife perhaps we'll see each other
>>686508217
Pathetic,
bet you think this makes you "good"
eyyy look we go jesus ova here
>>686508050
>>686508266
Op, drugfag here. I totally told you wrong. Stick to like 125-140mg. If you're literally dying as you take it, just take a fuck ton like that anon said. Otherwise don't because it could end up a little bit scary
>>686508022
What are you even saying? Go bait somewhere else.
>>686508498
There is no afterlife.
No one will see you again.
No one will care.
Are you that pathetic?
I mean seriously!!!! are you this ignorant and pathetic? you have not realized>
this isnt kung fu panda
>>686508654
sick burn bruh, good comeback
high fives all around
Can you try to write your final words here
>>686508795
>>686508588
Oh, and if you're gonna roll , take a bunch of magnesium and if you can get it, piracetam. Piracetam is legal and will keep you from having a come down following the roll. The magnesium is just a very slight muscle relaxant in high-ish doses and will stop you from gritting your teeth *as much* as you would normally
>>686508588
I used to dose 400mg start off, then 2x250mg top ups. No wonder the magic has fucking gone.
>>686508895
I havent really thought out my final words yet, but ill have someone post them after im gone
>>686509032
Course you will, you fucking numb cunt
>>686501071
OP, I personally believe everything will be okay in the afterlife. I myself still, am afraid of death. I know it's probably really fucking scary, but I have a feeling you'll be okay, you won't cease to exist. I don't think I would be mentally stable if I were in your shoes. In my eyes, you're brave and I support you, /b/ro.
>>686508990
Ill try and look into that. I don't know much about drugs, but i'll ask some of my friends. Thanks B)
>>686509011
Dude, take like 8-11 grams (yes, grams) of piracetam. Just do that whenever. Before you roll again, take like 4-9 grams. I guarantee your magic will return :) Longtime weekend (and occasional weekday) drugfag here
>>686501071
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhSWHPkJzwA
tolkien spoke a lot of truth in his works, I hope he's right here as well
>>686508795
>>686507904
>>686507717
>>686506680
>>686505523
>>686504364
>>686504222
sick meme, bruh
high fives :^)
>>686501071
hi dominic!
i still have plenty of time before i go but wait for me ok?
>>686509161
Thanks so much. I try to be as okay about it as I can, because like you, a lot of people are scared of dying. It helps them to see an actual dying person being okay with whats happening, and im glad to be able to help people in that way
>>686509219
I'm not prepared to put 10+ g of another substance just to make Mandy work again. Other drugs work better and are more my taste.
cure yourself with cannabis oil. im not even joking.
>>686509203
OP, drugfag here. Kik me anytime for drug advice or otherwise. I'm all about responsible, safe use.
rand0m.sh
>>686509344
Ill def be holding on as long as i can
Since it seems energy and matter cannot be created or destroyed, your body isn't going anywhere. Information would seem to be the exception and explanation for the phenomena in the universe, and even if it isn't conserved, it essentially rewrites itself every frame of existence. Entropy seeks to balance the universe, so if you don't re-emerge as a new empty consciousness somewhere, you will not collect $200, pass go and exist eventually at that balance. If the universe is infinite, then fuck all rules because anything is anything. Your choice. Perfect balance sounds nice, but so does essentially getting to choose whatever happens since anything is possible. Just don't include hell in that scenario, I feel that would be pretty boneheaded.
>>686509525
Fair enough. If you change your mind, research it. Piracetam is pretty safe and legal as well.
>>686509567
Thanks man B)
>>686501071
So why are you special? Well, I can answer that, you're not special at all. This is attention seeking, which is understandable given your pathetic situation. Truth is, you won't be remembered for long, you should know this. You have not lived long enough to learn reality and not experienced enough to learn that maybe you should spend more than 5 minutes starting a thread on a joke of a website. Perhaps you should have spent more time doing meaningful things, like writing a book maybe or helping someone other than yourself. See, the sad truth is, ignorant people will call me an edgelord or some other attempt to pretend I'm not correct. This life is not about the greater good, this life is about survival until you die. Modern culture has ruined the truth of life, and this thread here proves the fact that young people and ignorant people are too high in numbers. Real life is not about getting some pats on the back from your internet bros, or trying to squeeze some sort of meaning. Real life is supposed to be about dying in the name of survival. Humans are blessed with intelligence but cursed with the belief they are special because of that intelligence. Who are you to feel above the food you eat? Was it not living once? It died, probably just as pathetic as you will. Your end will come to nothing important. This is reality, if I could, I would take you back on my journey to discover, there is no karma, there is not meaning. I am sorry you are not at this level, but at the same time: you are 18? If you don't realize the truth now, you would never have if you were not dying. I'm not sorry, you're not special to me, not close to me and I don't give a shit about your death. You are one of over 100,000 people that will die in a day... and it is truly pathetic to believe you are something special. You could have spent this time doing something much more meaningful, but instead, you chose to make this thread... what a waste.
>>686509511
(I'm the anon you responded to) Godspeed, you magnificent bastard
>>686501517
is it that time of month for you again
>>686501517
You are a dick dude. Go an hero right now you faggot nigger
>>686509896
>>686509942
Just stop responding to this faggot
>>686509734
underrated, way too fucking long though..
Just saw this now. Terribly sorry to hear anon. Words cannot really do much i suppose. But i do hope, that whatever it is that awaits in the after life, if there is such a thing is good. ;_:
>>686510078
yeah, stop responding to faggot OP, trying to get pity.
OP, you are no more special than this picture.. if you believe otherwise you have wasted your life.
>>686509734
Cant really focus on writing super long responses, but if you had read my other threads, youd know this isnt for attention. I get what you mean though, and i'm not upset in the slightest by your response because its completely realistic, and i already knew all of this
>>686501071
Op...my brother hero'd last month. Until April 4th I thought "fuck the afterlife...who cares"
The answer is everyone.
You are a cool dude and the world will be worse off without your influence.
But we will survive.
Go be peaceful m8
FEEL BAD FOR ME /b/, MY CELLS GAVE OUT ON ME AT ONLY 18
>GAMEOVERYEEEAAAAA.wma
>>686510359
dude, just get off the computer will you? damn this is fucking sad. i mean, here is a pic attached of something I care more about dying.
>>686501071
bro id be stressing the absolute fuck out, if i were you. the idea of dying and there being nothing more is scary to me.
>>686501071
Hey, so cool story bro! Too bad this could not have more interesting content. I mean, you're dying!? that fucking sucks seriously!! but like, really, if you are on here you are spending the last days of your life all wrong. But hey, who am I to judge, I could care less about how you die or when it happens. I don't mean to be insensitive, but I don't know you... so... yeah I don't give a shit. But I do feel like maybe you could be or have been doing much more than being on a site I visit while I'm taking a shit.
>>686501071
This story is a crock of shit. Squamous cell carcinoma is an extremely common form of skin cancer. It has nothing to do with the esophagus and is rarely deadly.
>>686510466
>sonicdeaththeme.wav
OP here
I know I probably shouldn't care, but a lot of these messages are really getting to me. Ive been trying to keep my head up about this and stay positive, but now I kind of want to die faster. Ive been trying to push aside the facts that i am nothing and mean nothing, but its been getting difficult. I really dont wanna be the cancer kid who dies all sad and depressed, but i think thats how its going to be. Dont really have much else to say
in stark contrast, if you exist and relativity accurately describes the universe, you most definitely matter.
>>686510891
Uh, well I'm not OP, and I've been trolling hard, but this is bullshit. You must be ignorant... or just dumb.
yes it is "common" 1 million people can get it, but also thousands die from it each year.. and yes it has nothing to do with the esophagus but it can spread and on top of that it can be a result of cancer starting in other parts of the body.
I have treated at least 100 cases this year so far, mostly in patients that are likely to die.
Source: dosimetrist with 10 years in oncology
otherwise, fuck OP, just a crybaby like the rest.
>>686510926
Maximum kek. 10/10.
>BWOOOWWM!
>>686511011
Yes it sucks, and yes people suck, I think I trolled worse than anyone here. This is the truth, death is a pathetic and lonely thing, the truth is, most die alone. They think because someone is holding their hand they don't die along, but unless the person holding your hand dies with you, you are dying along. Pity is pathetic, I have watched too many people die... or rather, not watched. I say goodbye and leave the room. I don't go to funerals, I don't waste time, I move on and continue living. If you want to go out like a champ, write a badass letter about not being a bitch, wheel your ass somewhere and get your face on the news being riddled with bullets by some "hero" cops.
>>686504988
you should haunt us /b/ro
send us dank memes from the great beyond
and holy shit dude it sounds like you're on the verge of an adventure
like, instead of thinking of it like death, think of it like having a one-way boat ticket somewhere, to some far off, strange land
I wonder what awaits you anon!
The adventures to be had!
(oh also something rad that you might want to try is DMT, just for the sake of it- its a blast, and in your position, i think it'd help prepare you for the afterlife, or at least help you ponder, whatever may lie ahead)
I hope that the afterlife treats you well, /b/rother.
Godspeed anon.
>>686501071
Hey OP, I saw your thread last Tuesday and I was typing something up but it 404'd before I could send. Can't remember what it was - something along the lines of don't worry perhaps.
Best regards
-M
>>686501071
You'll be returning to your existence before birth. Nothing. If how it felt before you were born doesn't stress you, then death shouldn't either. We'll all be joining you some day, you just beat me to it. Rest easy my friend.
>>686501071
Shut up faggot, here is your answer:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mtAkPaChO6c
No, seriously man, I am sorry to hear that. Dont worry too much, at the end you can do nothing about it. Nobody can, we are here to die.
There could be something after life? Maybe, nobody can know that for sure. I am sceptical, but there are a lot of things unexplained about the brain and the nature of matter itself. Hell, for what we know, we could be in the matrix without realizing it.
That being said, do you have something to die for? Because I would like to give my life for something worthy for me when the time comes. Think about it.
If you dont, then just have as much fun as you can with the people around you while you are here. Dont spend too much time thinking, just think that you are a live being, as many others, and the nature of the universe is beyond what you can understand.
You can do things till practically the last day. If you have the chance, set up a fire and sit there talking with some nice people about funny things.
Good luck with your journey.
>>686506328
Holy shit you're so fucking edgy. Please, kill yourself you tumor
Rip. Bro I wish you could live. Hope you die peacefully in your sleep or some other sappy shit.
>>686508908
KEK
LONG LIVE OP!!!
>>686512355
hey bro, just saying, you responded to a post an hour later.. I seriously doubt he is still here..
but! i will do my best to rebut your retarded response:
>claims post is cancer
>posts cancer
>>686512355
late response is late
kys
>>686512112
awww so much faggotry in one post
life is just a party, and parties weren't meant to last
- prince
>>686513023
>being this gay
>>686512738
>>686512849
>Posts both 51 seconds apart
>Both don't utilize capitals or punctuation
You're definitely not a samefag.
>>686513023
I ain't got time to bleed. - Robertcop
Oh hey Superjail cool, maybe this guy's involved in-
>some random nobody attentionwhoring his cancer
Get the fuck out.
>>686513437
oh hai, must be cool to post in a dead thread!
ha! get it! dead thread!
gtfo, kys faggot
>>686513437
who fucking uses capitals or punctuation?
i literally see 20 threads without capitals
>being this fag
>so cool
>>686514605
>>686514753
>Posts 1 minute apart
>Posts still don't utilize grammar methods, unlike the vast majority of posts on this thread
Word of advice, allow more time in between your samefaggotry to be more convincing. Your trolling is shit tier
>>686503677
You should slit your wrists with that edge.
>>686515222
>Posts trips
>Plays it cool
>Op dies of semen overdose
>>686501517
edgy faggot
>>686515222
sad thing is, I never said I was not samefagging, nice try super cool anon!
sick burn
sick burn!
>>686515222
>posting advice
serious? think anyone cares? nice one
sick burn
>>686515222
what a faggot
oh wait
What a faggot
sick burn
>>686513437
>Implying OP cares about samefagging
>dead thread
>super cool kid being super cool
>green texting like a champ
>being super cool
>super cool like a champ
>saying samefagging
>thinking he wins
>rules the internet
>super cool
Sick burn bruh
>>686513437
Sick BURN SICK BURN SICK
BURN
BERN
FEEL
THE
>>686515754
>>686515806
>>686515846
>Samefags on a dead thread
lmao
>>686515222
>VAST MAJORITY
>MFW THIS FAGGOT READ THE ENTIRE THREAD!
>MFW HE IS FIGHTING LIKE A CHAMP
SICK BURN BRUUUUUH!!
>>686515428
SICK BURN! SICK BURN!
>>686516248
A FALSE PROPHET!
>>686516248
>>686516193
>>686516149
>>686516083
>>686516083
>>686516149
>>686516041
>>686515806
>>686515754
>>686515533
>>686515428
>>686515222
>>686514753
>>686514605
>>686514131
>14131▶
>Oh hey Superjail cool, maybe this guy's i
>>686513642
>>686513437
>>686513171
>>686513023
>>686513002
SICK BURN BRUG!!!!H!HR@
>>686516351
SAMEFAG
>SICK BURN
>SICK BURN
tri force
sick burn
>>686516375
SICK INDEX, BRINE
>>686516375
I think the sickest burn of all will be the cremation.
>>686516558
OP here, i chuckled
>>686516558
SICK BURN BRUGH
SICK@!
HIGH FIVE@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>686516614
>I chemod
>>686503677
lol @ anons trying to be against you like you are wrong rn. factually op hasnt been able to do anythin memorable in his life. its unfortunate he has to die so young but still he hasnt done anything. nobdoy will remember him in 10 yearsand nobody will care in 10 years
>>686501360
Hey Anon,
to be honest, the first thing I would do in a situation like that is express your emotions freely. If you feel the need to cry, cry, things like that.
Second, do everything you are able to do financially. Experience everything you had wanted to experience as long as you can afford it.
Third, ask all of the questions you want to ask, tell all the right people what you want them to hear. I hope you've had a great, long life, and I love you, whoever you are.
>>686516755
He can't miss what he didn't know. Fairy god faggots
>>686516818
Fucking weirdo
U smell like pikachu's ass faggot.
>>686516734
Yeah, I samefagged so hard I outsourced the samefagging.
We can't have quality shitposts otherwise.
Not much I can say other than I'll remember this random post from a dying man. Good luck buddy, I hope you can enjoy the time you have left, maybe do something crazy that you've always dreamed of. Live your life as fully as you can given the situation and take some comfort in knowing it's not really the end, but a new beginning.
See ya on the other side fag, and good luck.
>>686501071
Hello, dear /b/rother. It's sad to hear about what you are going through, and that you probably have little time left. It would make sense that you're afraid of dying, because even if you think that your consciousness is going to disappear, you have no certainty of the matter, and the reasoning behind that it will persist in existing is evident. Nothing ceases to exist in this world, it just changes form. In example, the electricity that we "use up" takes a different molecular form.
We will surely die. What is after it?
We will be asked about what we used to do in this world. Everyone generally knows what is good, and what is bad. Respecting your parents, teachers and elders is good, while wanking off at night is bad. You feel the shame afterwards, you just know it.
If I knew that I were to die soon, I would surely turn to my Creator, who did not create this world in vain. It would be senseless that everything fits perfectly together, the only thing that's missing is a reason to why we live.
Anyways, as a monotheistic believer, I suggest that you ask you Creator why "He" created you, and ask humbly that if "He" is there, that "He" may guide you.
Peace~
all right op idk if this gone help you much but here is
there is afterlife what kind of afterlife is beats me i don't know and probably never a living being will know
what i know is you can be reborn
most ppl with good instincts and intuition tap of they are past life's
but most ppl are right in one thing you have one life as the person you are !
you never gone have the same genes you never gone have the same name
you never gone have the same experiences
even if they are bad enjoy them saddens is emotion too and emotions are the sweetest thing you can experience in the universe
i vote you try to meditate and try to connect with some of your pass life's it gone beeitherr a good experience or shitty one (like in my case)
if someone i can tell them about my "sad" pass life's i definitely learned a lot from them
