Anyone else on /b/ addicted to glass?
I know it's killing me, I went from 180 pounds down to 150 within a month/month and a half.
I want to quit, but I can't afford to withdrawal. I'm at the point where I can eat/sleep while still smoking shard all day, I basically need it just to function.
I want to stop but when I have work the next day I can't just stop using or ill be sleeping for hours on end and my joints and body hurt/sore beyond what is bearable. So I smoke just to be able to function like an normal person.
How fucked am I anons? Any other anons been through this or at this point right now?
Just end it all and kill yourself
>>685892461
Holy shit that sounds terrible. It's only going to get worse and worse, period.
>>685892461
Since how many days in a row and how mich approx. daily do you take OP?
I can't offer advice. But I'm sending good vibes anon. Good luck and may you find where you're going.
>>685892804
What do you mean by "days in a row"?
And I usually do about a half gram a day give or take , sometimes a little more but for the most part about a half a gram (sometimes I smoke with a friend) but that's my daily use for about the last 6 months
Perhaps getting busted on purpose and spend 5+ months in jail? This would only work if you have parents or friends to lean on after you get out, so you can get your payroll back on track etc.
I pray for you /b/rother, please get help
>lost 30 lbs in a month
>If I don't have I feel bad
>But seriously, guys, I feel bad
Think about it fucktard. Put up with the withdrawal for a week and be done or be dead within 6 months.
>>685892894
You sound like my ultra liberal hippy Stoner roommate who likes to feel smugly pleased with himself after offering such a hollow platitude as if the "good vibes" matter.
That's not how the world works, hippy. You aren't gonna feed your family with "positive vibrations". Contribute something real, you lazy fuckin child.
I got fired cause I slept at work whenever I wouldnt do it then i did it again and havent stopped since cant stop shard or else i feel shit
damn good way to lose weight
>>685893229
I smoked a few g in 4 days (half a g in the first 12 hours) and had the most fucked up mental state I've ever had.. How the fuck do u do it bro. I'm at about 2p a day atm and can see it taking its effect on me. I took a week break which ended yesterday and the first 5 days were literally hell. Godspeed anon
Addiction isn't easy to overpass. What I did with coke is I spent my money for that day on something else. Like a game or anything so i knew I didn't have the money to spend on blow. I also smoked everytime I felt a craving for it. I know meth is probably a harder addiction. But if you have the confidence you won't steal to get money for more, then just spend your money for that day on something else so you have no way of spending it on glass. And if you smoke just smoke a lot. Also, eat whenever you crave. Do something to keep you occupied.
Hope you pull through /b/ro
It's obvious OP. Rob your dealer then take his place as local Ice dealer. Then you don't have to clock in to work you can just trap all day.
>>685893357
Believe me I thought on this, but I have bills, rent, and other living expenses I need to pay. If I withdrawal it's going to take me at least a week of being non functional, sleeping, depression,etc. I'll lose my job within that week
>>685893416
To each his own I suppose.
put it down and go out to have a @#%$
>>685893416
I'm not that guy but fuck you.
>>685893357
You wanna suck my dick, asshole? Cuz you sound like the kind of bitch I would force to perform Felatio on me at a party after a few drinks. I'll be sure to eat some pineapple so my cum tastes alright after I face fuck you until ejaculation. Fucker.
And if you decide you have some smart little fuckin remark I'll just eat some asparagus and then piss in your mouth instead you worthless piece of shit.
>>685892461
cooking and good food,
there is so little time
holyshit so little time
all of the good feel tricks with teas and poppysead goods as well as working out and eating right
you need to just chuck everything, and afterwards get hella mad gains.
become fit and change for the better
your gonna make it brah
>>685893229
i was 6 days straight awake and had serious problems i got addictive and the halluzinations were really terrifying i didnt go to work because i knew i was going to mess up anyway because of the meth
its going to be a hell of a downride OP i feel really sorry for you.
Do you wanna know whats the worse? That now you know how it feels being high and you probbaly wont get as high as you remember, and just knowing how it feels being high increases the chance thst you take it again amd stuff.
Hope you make it brother.
>>685892461
How much money do you spend on it per month and what percentage of your income is that?
go to a rehab center
>>685894016
die on weekends
then on weekends and on wensday
then weekends tuesday and tursday
then just stop
>>685894016
Depending on the state you may be able to get free rehab from your employer. But besides that, whats worse? Drawing unemployment for a few months till you find more work or being dead?
>>685894039
Hippy talk for "please don't make me feel bad about my immature life decisions and remind me that I'm an embarrassment to myself and my family"
>>685894110
Fuck you too. You got a fuckin problem with my assessment of hippies or you just want some dick in your life?
>>685894257
Have you tried showing up at a support group?
>>685893999
Wow. Trips speaks wisdom.
You just need to break bad OP.
>>685894170
Look ma! My teenage angst is working!
I smoked meth 3 or 4 times back when I had some aquaintances that did it. They really just offered it to me to normalize what they were doing and I used to be the kind of guy who never said no to anything. I had a few interesting nights but once I was away from those people I never desired it again. Guess I'm lucky... I've tried just about every drug there is and the only thing that ever sunk it's teeth into me was alcohol. Every person picks their poison I suppose
>>685894016
Yeah but the money you save from not doing any Meth will counterbalance that you fucktard. Also out of curiosity how much is a gram of meth where you are? I've only done it twice in total was pretty good, wouldn't do it more than once a year personally as I have a very addictive personality anyway.
>>685893898
Tolerance, I'm just lucky enough I'm to scared of needles to Iv the shit.
Like I said,its pretty much so I can function. If I don't use I feel my self mentally hit that "despair state" and I'm useless
>>685893999
My other job, how do you think I can blow a half gram a day?
>>685894276
Couldn't tell you per month, I work my job to pay living expenses, and sell on the side just to support my habit for free or near free.. I pay about 30 a half gram, so I'll let you figure the math on that daily.
>>685894831
Why would you post that? Is your mother also browsing /b/ and you wanted her to see what a loser you're being? Or did you call her into your room to see your post?
smoke weed
yo supere mi adicción al crack con cannabis
>>685895215
>sell on the side to support my habit for free or near free
>support my habit for free or near free
>habit for free or near free
>free or near free
>near free
You are doing it So fucking wrong.
If you have the willpower OP do what I did: get adderal and take medium dosages at first, then after a week take the lower dosage (30 or 40mg for first week daily, then next week 20-25mg) and that will take care of some of the worst symptoms of withdrawal. Cheaper too, at least where I'm from.
>>685895215
You sell on the side to support your habit so it's free or near free. Do you mean 30 a g is what you buy it for or what you sell it for? I guess crashing for a week and losing your job isn't viable if you're only other income is from selling meth because you'd just end up doing it again. Maybe sell a drug that you don't like/won't fuck you up as much, use profits to live while you sort yourself out
>>685895012
I sell to support my habit for free or near free, I work to pay living expenses.
And I pay about 60-70 a gram myself
>>685894498
The closet treatment of any kind near me is a suboxone clinic about 4 hours away, not very helpful..
>>685895215
What's your clientele look like, feed gentleman?
Go to Narcotics Anonymous, it might save your life.
I never got into meth but I do have a stimulant problem. I started by snorting instant release adderall at night to get school work done. But then I wouldn't get any sleep. As the lack of sleep started to pile up I started to take Vyvanse in the morning to keep me awake. My sleep cycle go so fucked up that for about a year I was taking 140mg of Vyvanse a day and often times I would snort 15 - 45 mg of instant release adderall throughout the day just so I could function normally. One day out of no where I decided to quite cold turkey. Flushed everything down the toilet. Regretted it 5 min after. The next week was the hardest week in my life. That first day I slept 18 hours. for the next week I slept about 12-14 hours a day. There were so many times when I just wanted to fucking go out and buy some just so I could feel normal again. I got back on a healthy sleep cycle in about 3 weeks but it took me a long time to get back to my normal weight. I was 5'8'' 165lbs when I started and 113lbs when I got off.
My advice. Get off as soon as possible. When is the next time you can take a week long vacation from work? You aren't going to be able to quite and go to work at the same time.
>>685893416
>Making this many assumptions
>That's not how the world works
Lay off the meth, /b/ro. You're geeking a little too hard. Just because your neurons are firing faster doesn't mean they're taking the right path.
>>685895646
I'm not claiming to be a Walter white, just doing what I can to smoke.
Not every drug dealer sells to make a profit believe it or not..
>>685895792
I pay about 60-70 a gram, I charge 40 to 50 for a quarter gram.
>>685895943
Your going to have to explain that one
>>685895891
dude use tor ffs, I'll assume you are from USA. You can get Ice so cheap on tor, I don't even pay that much and I'm from Europe and ice isn't commonly found over here.
>>685892461
you need to get some discipline. Take it down to 1 time per week, then 2, then land on 3. Stay there, and fuck.
I quit a brick of heroin and 15mg of Xanax a day don't be a pussy
>>685896390
dude I can get a full g for $70 off tor in Europe, you can get it in bulk a lot cheaper in the US
>>685892461
Ex addict here.
Have experience with almost every drug, been hooked on alcohol, benzos, and Adderall before.
OP, withdrawal from stimulants like amphetamines/cocaine is nothing compared to sedative-hypnotics (GABA agonists, AKA alcohol, benzo, barbiturates) or opiates/opioids.
Try withdrawing from alcohol/benzos you pussy.
Stopping meth use won't kill you. Just slow way down by tapering and then stop.
>>685894257
You went through what is called amphetamine psychosis. I'm the same /b/ro that posted about his Vyvanse/Adderall problem. This used to happen to me when I snorted too much.
>>685892461
i just reported this, have fun in the pokey, faggot
>>685896521
The cheapest listing I seen personally (on the bay) for a g is like 50$, the only way to get it lower than that is if I do bulk (ounces or more) and I simply don't half the funds to
>>685896810
> Ex addict
K
>>685892461
lol
It's all in your head. Take a little less each day if you can't handle cold turkey.
Withdrawals won't kill you. Only benzo and alcohol withdrawals kill you.
Sounds like you don't really want to quit. But at least you're talking about it. Sounds like a first step, I guess.
>>685892461
Wait, is this literal shards of glass? I don't know drugs very well, just stick to one kind of weed I've found to like
>>685897032
I know they won't kill me, but that doesn't mean the withdrawals are a walk through the park either...
>>685897170
no it's slang for meth
>>685897170
duh, what the fuck did you think he was talking about? crystal meth?
OP when is the next time you can take a week off from work?
>>685897230
stop being such a fucking pussy
>>685897032
What it sounds like to me too... the excuses... the lack of drive.. its really sad what that shit does to people. He's slowly becoming a zombie for drugs.
>>685896706
How much is a brick gram wise? Shoot or snort
>>685896390
I meant to say good gentleman, my apologies. Just wondering what the people you supply with narcotics seem like. Are they all stereotypical tweakers or do you have some funny ones? E
>>685897346
Unless you've gone through alcohol/opiate/benzo withdrawal I'm going to disregard that statement.
>>685896662
Easier said than done faggot.
>>685896884
What site to use for cheap heroin or pks ?
>>685892461
Dude take a week off and fucking deal with the withdrawal. Talk to your boss, call in sick fucking something but if you don't you're going to kill yourself on this shit.
>junkie druggos with their poor me's and victim mentality
KEK
>>685892461
Just quit you're going to fulfill yourself up. Do it long enough and you won't even be able to feel high (sounds like you're there or nearing it). Life is shit enough without a drug problem.
Take the withdrawls like a man and move on
Where do I buy these things online? Install tor then go where? I see a million Google hits but no idea on how to tell if they're legit or not and also no idea on how to protect myself. Pls halp you fuckers. Don't be faggots. I know what I'm doing and not addicted to anything. I'm the 1% that can control
>>685896883
I'm sure police have time and resources to waste on a single /b/tard.
>>685894508
It's okay junkie. You'll be getting some dick in your life when the money runs out for your meth KEK.
>>685897338
mid Next month
>>685897477
I see.
And it's a mix, a few of my prefered/loyal clients are people like me, others are fiends tha would steal from their dying mother, and the occasional habitual user,
>>685897230
Yeah, but neither is life. Tough it out. People fucking make it through worse every day.
You're making excuses, again. Keep talking about it until you do it, unless you decide not to.
Being an addict is tough, but you can be addicted to anything. So just fight the fight or give in to the drug. I don't really know you, so it's kinda hard to give a fuck. But I do know some heroin addicts. And what they all have in common is they do the things that make them more addicted and don't do the things that make them less addicted.
Just do the things that aren't drugs. It's not that complicated.
>pic related
>>685897843
You're obviously a massive faggot since youve never been in such a situation am i right kiddo?
>>685898088
i just reported this, have fun in the pokey, faggot
Quit being a pussy and just cold turkey. You're looking at 2 days of major withdrawal and then 2 weeks of semi-major withdrawal and then after that you're gonna have nightmares off and on for like 6 months.
Your mind is gonna try and play tricks on you, but just quit being a pussy and don't let an inanimate object control you.
>>685892461
what fucking w/d are you talking about nigger?
boohoo Im sleepy and wake up hungry.
do some heroin and ill bet you wont be on 4chin bitching about psychological w/d bs
>>685892461
Done this. Find aderall. If you can't. Just taper off. I know it's hard but you have to. But a fuck ton of ice cream the sugar will help you recover. Literally eat shit tons of ice cream and take fish oil. It will still suck. However, 10 hours of sleep and you'll feel goos. You'll be sad. But in 2 weeks that goes away. I recommend chocolate ice cream. Also, try coffee it will help with the initial withdraws. You have to quit now. The longer it goes the more it sucks. As for you job. Tell your boss you have an unknown bacterial blood infection. Say you're going through treatment. Antibiotics kind of Jack you up. Perfect excuse.
>>685897170
I smoke coffee mugs
>>685897843
This
>wahhh drugs are ruining my life but i keep doing them wahh
>>685897728
Don't like opiates so I don't pay attention to them.
>>685897988
If you can't figure it out on your own then you shouldn't be doing it.
>>685892461
I used for 10 years off and on.
I've been sober for a year and a half. No meth, no marijuana, no alcohol, no caffeine, no soda drinks/ juices only drink water, no candy/ sweets, NOTHING! Feels good man. I've gained about 40lbs. I jog 3-5 miles every morning at 4am before I go to work. FUCK I"M LOVING THIS STRAIGHT EDGE LIFE.
You can do it anon. It's not that difficult. Fuck the fear of withdrawal. It's not that bad. The short-term pain is worth it. The long-term effects of that shit are not. I would suggest smoke weed and drink coffee instead. And if you get the urge to use, just go for a jog. Tire yourself out. It keeps your mind off it as well as making you sweat that shit out. Stay active. I think it's a lot of mind control. At least that's how I handled it. Yes I did get an overwhelming urge to use but it wasn't that difficult to focus my mind on something else. Once the urges faded away, I would sometimes get that high or comedown feeling. I guess...a "phantom high or comedown feeling", if that makes any sense. I guess the toughest times were the first two months. After that you're just fighting with your mind. Be strong anon. Fuck that drug.
>>685898202
29 years old here, not the guy you're replying to but I feel the same as him. You're a rudking waste of space and the sooner you die the better to be quite honest. You'll cause nothing but trouble for other people either through drugs or getting help for them, a problem you caused yourself and your weak willpower. Just end it, you don't have a future.
You need to find some Subutex or Suboxne. For opiates but when taking one of the two, it'll bring you down; way down. Just have to watch yourself since you'll be speedballing if take Sub while hopped up. You be careful and have fun with it
All these drug users itt and not one can give me a reliable source for buying h on tor. Someone give me a legit source so I don't waste some money. I've always wanted to try this to a p.o. box to see if it actually works
>>685898202
the idea is to not put yourself in that position in the first place fuck head.
Didn't read the thread but from experience; you need to shoot some heroin.
Problem solved, albeit, problem gained.
Good luck nig
>>685898580
Well can you give source for where you buy your uppers? Maybe they sell opi too or something similar. I like Adderall too tho.
>>685898230
Lol what a fucking douche. What are they gonna do? Backtrace me?
OP here:
i sometimes pee in a little bottle just to only drink my pee with the hopes that i "catch" some of the effect.... i really have to quit this shit its making me disgusting
>>685897297
Holy kek anon. Well done.
>>685898553
>Coming from people who've never had an addiction.
I don't blame anyone but myself, no one made me do it. That was all me.
>>685898202
KEK, I've been sober for years. I gave up because I realized how faggy the drug scene is, how everyone bitches and moans about their problems (that they're causing to themselves might I add), how no one is really your friend and are just using you for either drugs or drug money or food or something else because their poor broke ass can't afford food because of their druggo habit. Always an ulterior motive when a drug friend comes to talk to you.
Now I live life and love it. All I give junkies like you and every other druggo now is my laughter.
>>685898898
>kek
That's the best you could come up with?
>>685898723
You are too stupid to use google, yoy are too stupid to use drugs of such a level.
Fuck off kid.
>>685892461
It gets worse. You cant function and smoke shard. Been there done that, got over it, moved on.
>>685892461
Also op. Stopping will save you money. You buy a lot less stupid shit. Buy some weed to help taper off. I know you're probably batting off right now. I'm not judging you. Just finish this bag. Stop selling. And get clean. Fuck, not even clean. Just get off that shit. Save what you have of yourself. Don't become a gack. Do it. You can. I know you hate it. But it makes you feel okay. The high is gone. Just stop.
got my g of glass in the mail on friday I think.
lasted me a day or two, used IV.
last bag ill buy for a min.
switched from heroin > loperamide > ketamine (first two-three days off lope) > meth (paws)
Dont feel great but I feel pretty fucking good. Been 4 years since I've been off opiates. My taper ^^ kicked the shit out of any rehabs too.
>do you even know how to life OP?
>>685898869
>someone who has little to no experience with deepnet
I never said the marketplace *didn't* sell opiates, I said I don't like to use opiates.
Gotta learn this on on your own
>>685898976
Biggest thing for me, really. No one is your friend when you're just doing drugs with them. I kept fucking with shit and trying to pull people in to friendly relationships and they just want more drugs.
Realization that I just want friends + therapy = Drugs don't make you real friends = Drugs aren't my friend
Seriously, it's all in your head.
>>685892461
there is no hope you stupid faggot
>>685898723
send me btc and ill help you out
im taking a huge risk tho....
>>685899334
Paws? You mean pause?
Is glass meth?
>>685898819
He has a point. Your body isn't hooked on opiates yet. Switch your habit for another. Switch between the two but if you have to get on opiates instead of fucking meth. At least you'll feel good and be a loser instead of feeling like a jittery ass skinny loser.
Im torn between that life and sober. I can honestly say drugs while I was addicted in my 20s helped me more than they hurt. I was more outgoing and worked harder on them. I did get to that point where I was spending a lot of money and stopped. Now I'm off and back to my normal self that never even wants to leave the house and go out. I was cursed with this personality and will be going back to drugs soon as I can. I've earned more money in my life of them than off them. Logically it makes sense to get back on.
>>685893715
Thats your brain justifying an addiction. Been there done that. If not now then when you flambouyant faggot? When you lose your erection, sanity and teeth? Your temperature regulation? Friends and fam? Your erection?
>>685899697
Jesus christ, read the fucking thread or don't reply.
>>685899697
>>685899568
no i mean paws friendo
post acute w/d's
>>685899529
Big risk.
FE with new guy and profit
>>685898202
I have, and hes right
>>685899254
I'm really just too lazy to do it all. Help a /b/ro out and get me started. Just literally one legit site. One source to name and that's all I need.
>>685899953
you know you're right I guess ill FE but just cause its safer for both of us
>>685892461
how old r u and how long u been using
>>685899334
How much lope did you use? I still prefer Kratom but just wondering. Congrats on being clean of opiates man. Fuck them.
>>685900099
Too lazy to figure it out yourself is too lazy to take proper steps to prevent you getting v&
>>685900099
See this anon and FE for security concerns.
>>685900118
>>685900099
Google.com
You could've already ordered if you weren't such a faggot.
>>685892461
Man up. Stop. Start working out.
>>685899529
Email nao
timestamp, faggot
>>685892461
My best friend was struggling with the same thing. He eventually broke out of it, I have no idea, and relapsed once. I remember the fear in his eyes as he started crying in front of me because he thought he was dying.
This is the toughest motherfucker Ive ever met, and his sense of will is incredible. Only thing I can say is good luck OP, I remember how it killed me to see him doing this to himself, and only hope that you can overcome it yourself. There are people you're hurting besides yourself, if you can't do it for yourself, do it for them.
>>685900347
change comes from withing you ignorant faggot
>>685900369
And I mean to finalize early, never escrow with a new vendor..
Tips for the new guy
>>685898883
i just reported this, have fun in the pokey, faggot
>>685900221
thanks bro
congrats on almost trips
heroin started at 14.
IV use at 17 (life was just perfect atm obv)
got clean for 6 months, sexy ass girl from rehab got me back on for couple years
I used lope for 6-7 months. Straight up science experimented my ass. Fluxuated from 48 pills originally to 200 (walmart bottle).
they worked cause I was traveling on the road, pharmacys are everywhere....
those fucking w/d's tho.... half-life longer than methadone. fuck them shits, and thank you anon.
>>685900512
wat
>>685900221
average id use like 80 pills, 160mg.
no grapefruit juice.
>>685900347
I would take more steps than the normal person. Soon as someone gives me a site that would give me incentive to start serious research. I need a reliable site/source help me out here. I feel like it's mostly scammers and have actually been waiting for a friend to refer me to a legit source so I can star t reading up on shit but my friends are not tech savvy to say the least.
join the army dude.
>>685899697
Sure can tell it's summer
I'm a hardcore alcoholic, drink 15-20 shots a day. Not that its the same at all.. but I feel ya anon.
I feel so anxious as soon as I wake up if I don't drink immediately... Idk how I will quit.
I know I need to, for me health... but the thought of the withdrawals scare the shit out of me.
>>685896810
having withdrawn from benzos, coke, adderall, and opiates, I agree. Opiates were the worst, physically. Benzo withdrawal makes you go fucking insane, opiates make you sick and want to an hero
>>685900839
bruh are we gonna work this out or what?
i said I got you
>>685900583
Never escrow w a new vendor you mean never give money period or have them send before paying? Some do that? Or escrow as in just no payment period to any new sites. Any other tips? Shit like this is gold and I need tips. Thanks anon
>>685901032
Email or something?
>>685893416
Ease up on him. He just qualified to be in the running for the Nobel Peace Prize. In fact, he's overqualified.
>>685900839
PGP and a market with reviews and messaging. Vendors are generally nice and polite as shit.
I know we all try and shit on reddit, but check out /r/darknetmarkets
>>685900839
Obviously your not, because your too damn lazy to do your own research and find a reliable marketplace on your own
Do you even pgp? Do you FE or escrow? Overnight shipping or 2-3d day shipping? International or domestic ordering?
So many variables you don't even realize..
>>685900638
>almost trips
Story of my junkie life kek
Yeah I read on the forums that ppl were taking insane amounts of lope for wds and even to get high but I have IBS and I don't wanna fuck my shitty shitter more than I have already.
I'm in pain management so I get oxys. Have since 09, did a stint with xanax last year and haven't touched them since. Don't like them that much. But Kratom is what got me clean the first time. Now it's everywhere and I fear it's gonna get shut down by the DEA cuz kids are treating it like Salvia and head shops and gas stations sell that shit now.
Oh well, lie I said congrats and keep your shit in check with the glass. I take ADHD meds myself and that helps when I don't wanna take alot of oxy for a while, but still isn't the same obviously.
Be easy anon.
>>685898723
figure it out yourself fucknuts
>>685900815
For one dose?
How do you never shit again?
>>685896521
>>685896884
what site you guys use, on tor
>>685894016
Make friends with some bipolar person and steal their Seroquel. Take that when you're ready to come down.
>>685901174
[email protected]
Here's a better idea for you druggo junkies in the thread saying how you're going to quit and support each other and all that other homoerotic faggotry you thrive on;
JUST. QUIT.
Fucks sake. All you girls do is blurt out empty promises and ride on the pity train, gaining as much sympathy as you possibly can before you get your next mainline into you.
>>685894170
Whoa there princess. He's sorry he didn't provide a trigger warning so your pansy ass wouldn't get your feelings hurt, but don't worry it's not too late to retreat to your safe space for a good cry.
>>685901473
Fucking google it you fucking faggot.
>>685892461
I openly (if asked by family/friend who knows I use) admit I am addicted. I have an uncontrollable drive to use dope. Not everyday and not in large amounts, just urges to get high. They are frequent urges. Usually do 100mg-250mg line and I'm good.
>>685892461
I have done it a couple times and it was fucking brutal. Instead of getting high I just wound up lying in bed desperately hoping my brain would stop going apeshit. It was just a high speed barrage of random thoughts that I couldn't stop. I dunno if it was because I have a pretty severe case of OCD or if I'm just nuts, but fuck that shit ssooooo much.
>>685901202
>>685901232
Bases anons are based
What the fuck is FE and pgp? How does this work though? I mean is there a site that has a list of vendors then you contact them? Or is it like a bunch of different websites and you order through the website kind of like how I used to order through fake companies. Would go to a certain forum and through pms would get sources. This forum was v& a while back. I used to buy shit online way before tor was created then stopped been out of the game a while.
>>685901471
opiates bruh, my body loves em
there really not much more effective at that than any other opi
but yeah im paying for it now. meth and not eating this weekend, my boy came over and cooked while I set up out btc enterprise.
made giant bacon burgers + pabst
my toilet was feeling it today
>>685901648
I'm not a drug addict because I want attention, I'm a drug addict because I love being high
>>685901562
I'll get in touch soon. Will mention OP is a faggot.
>>685901938
And society loves making fun of you while your drug friends pull your strings, kek.
>>685901840
Here:
>FE always
>leave neg f/b for the lulz
>ask for samples
>dun worry about v& they jus want CP
your welcome
>>685902004
>true
I was hoping new guy would listen, FE and lose some btc
>>685901840
Listen:
Get on tor. Go to reddit.com/r/darknetmarkets
There is ALL the information you will ever need for darkweb drug ordering in the sidebar
Read up, they answer all your questions
Seriously, they have guides on everything from PGP to extra security measures to do's and dont's
Ordering is literally like buying from Amazon.
>tl;dr: Read the fucking information on reddit.
>>685902176
Samples.. How much can you actually get off a sample? Will some send you some without buying anything or do they only sample through a purchase like when buying Kratom?
>>685894016
You'd rather die than not have a job? If that's really the case then go fucking tell someone at your job's HR or something.
>>685902423
>free samples
kek
No, a sample is a small amount you pay for that is smaller than their usual sales.
>>685901354
if your still here, best kratom I did was OPM
and yeah count on it being shut out.
do what your doing: taper + kratom/adderall for stretching the gap inbetween oxys
doesnt have to be exact science. oh and eat well too. ive been eating what another anon posted at like 4AM three weeks back
>cheerios
>milk (duh)
>peanut butter
>sugar
>honey
wont fuck up the guttyworks
>>685901878
I feel you. Opiates are the shit. Quite literally.
I went out with my gf this weekend and got pretty drunk st the bar we went to, next morning I smoke a little bud and went to breakfast and did a line in the bathroom and felt alot better than I thought I was going to with whiskey shits incoming.
If your ever in Baltimore, hit up Miss. Shirley's deli. That shit is so cash when you have a buzz going. Even Sober it's amazing.
But thanks for the info man. Now I want bacon burgers.
>>685902390
>>685902390
stfu retard
>>685902588
Checked. And what's OPM? I feel like I should know this
>>685902552
What's the average small purchase of snortable h on deepweb? Like a gram or more? Or do people sell by the point?
It's always the same with you meth head faggots. My mother is a meth head and my ex gf of 2 years was as well. All you do is whine about wanting to quit. You got yourself in this problem, get yourself out. Stop being a fucking weak willed faggot, get off the shit, find a passion and work towards something meaningful in life. If quitting means taking weeks or evens months off work, or in a rehab then do it. There's no easy way out, unless you kill yourself. And if you're not willing to quit, then you might as well die, because you're going to live the rest of your life slowly dying and making the people around you miserable.
>>685902630
sheeet i was in baltimore couple months back
yall got some quality dope
i got a girl over there who needs fucking, maybe when health returns ill hit it up
>>685892461
I've snorted twist before. I didn't liek it
I just don't like stimulants really.
The thought of being throttled on s high similar to cocaine for 8 hours sounds really unpleasant to me. I feel woozy just thinking about it.
To each his own I guess, i just don't get why people enjoy this drug so much
>>685902858
type of kratom. liquid shot, I got em in Fl @ $20 a pop.
got me nice with no tolerance. you can mail order em though
>>685902744
>ad hom
lol
>>685902873
Don't fuck with h, but you could probably get some clean shit for like 45-80 a g (might be stepped on with the cheaper shit, idk).
Like a half g is generally the smallest unit of sale for powdered shit. Hit up the vendor and see what they can hook you up with.
Remember to PGP any personal info
>>685903095
You got a kik?
McLiciou5, hit me up man
Yeah its insane here. And super cheap. If your ever in the neighborhood hit me up.
>>685892461
Never had the urge to try the stuff, man. A little bud a 6 pack (or 2) was always enough for me. Well the occasional trip, but never that shit. Saw what it did to people. I'm pretty much addicted to weightlifting though. If I don't lift I get lots of pent up energy and get really fucking irritable.
At least you have a job though and aren't facing homelessness. Bright side I guess. Either way I wish you luck on being able to kick that shit dude. Legit. Like they say, you've admired you have a problem and that's the first step.
>>685903117
armondo
i was wondering, if you are feeling shitty because you don't have energy because you don't have any hunger anymore. would just good eating solve your shit feeling and make it easier to stop using drugs?
>>685903344
Rapid City
>>685903250
Nice. Thanks man. I'll check it out
>>685892461
...you smoke shards of glass?
I've been weaning myself off of heroin the past week.So I feel for you anon.Try cutting back slowly.Not sure how that works with meth though.
>>685903439
yeah highly recommend it. cant fuck with the powdered strains but im not as well versed in kratom like I am most other drugs.
>>685903265
ill hyu bro
>>685903256
Oh pgp is an ssh app.. Fuck.. Idk if you've been posting all the tor info but this threads got me to finally dl tor and do it up. Fuck I should've done this a while ago when I actually needed it.
>>685892461
>Anyone else on /b/ addicted to glass?
I quit by smoking organic regular weed (no tobacco)
it took the urge away
it even stopped me getting drunk
now just a small can of beer and a joint is enough for me
also build up relationships and hobbies with people who don't do glass. get away from the scene if you're in it
hate to say this but it was easy to stop through weed. never looked back, feel like a wanker for ever doing it
>keep busy and then start smoking a joint after 6pm
lol, meth is a trash drug for trash people.
>>685903395
Nah. Your habitual intake of a substance eventually leads to your body not producing some chemical because you are getting it externally (serotonin and dopamine, usually). The lack of serotonin can kill you, the lack of dopamine will make you feel shitty.
Basically your brain reduces its making of chemicals that make you feel good because you're getting dumps of it every time you get high. Not eating is a side effect of drug use.
>>685903685
Oh shit your the same dude. Ok well hit me up regardless, and thanks again.
I tried Kratom for the first time yesterday I thought it was pretty nice
Gave me the shits tho
>>685892461
I quit cocaine and alcohol about a month ago. Life is so fucking boring and miserable and it's hard to adjust, but it is possible if you truly want it. Cold turkey, no meetings or legal action needed. You've just got to find a way to replace the habit. Not a day goes by that I don't crave a cold draft beer and a few lines. It's worth it.
>>685903855
thats actually only half the issue
the other half is down-regulation. when you do meth for instance, get the huge burst of dopamine, your synapses go fuck that and eat up less of it
brain always strives for homeostasis
I've never been in this position before, but, if I were you, I would just turn myself in to get free rehab or just jail time. You get a break, have a chance at getting clean, and your reputation only takes a minor hit. God-Tier tits for good luck.
>>685903579
Pst. Sincerely nuts. I wish someone had told me about it when I was trying to get off. You try it yet?
Went from 2gs a week insuffed to a cup of tea a day. Doses last 24+hrs. it's great and legal to buy
>>685903769
Been throwing some of it up. Personally I PGP all my communications, not just personal info. Vendor never seems to mind. Always use his public key, anyways. It's like 15 seconds of extra clicking.
Some markets have the ssh built in to their messaging systems, which is pretty neat. Just make sure to verify that shit (they usually tell you pretty blatantly).
Oh, and buy btc with cash deposits if you can.
>>685903839
Drugs don't discriminate. Meth is the hillbilly drug though.
>>685904185
no no no
always pgp with your app (trust a server?)
buy with westies or moneygram (fake name)
use hotspot
>>685903909
Whatd you wash it down with? I gag every time I try it.
>>685892461
What happened to drinking?
>>685904103
Record is the worst thing you can have. I have a masters degree now with a drug record and can't get hired anywhere. This is literally the worst thing you can do. I wish I was still high every day instead of clean w a record.
>>685892688
first post best post and dubs
>>685904341
Never used client side pgp, was just throwing it out there as an option. Good point, though.
Never trusted Western or moneygram myself, exchange rate was always like 10-20% higher. Plus, combination tumble and cold wallets are the shit.
Fuck hotspots. Use TAILS on public wifi.
>>685904556
I never was a drinker or into drinking. An occasional hard lemonade/winemixer is the extent of my drinking
>>685904185
Hmm nice. Where do you even pay cash for btc?
>>685892688
>88
>Meth thread
>Dubs
How has this thread gotten this far and why is OP still alive?
>>685905330
Heil Hitler!
>>685901718
>input illegal activities into a search engine known to harvest all search query infomation unto thier servers ready for anyone to see.
do you even know how to internet you fucking fag
thnx try agian.
>>685905138
Local bitcoins and Credit Union deposit.
Plausible deniability at its finest.
Deposits are always to LLCs and Inc that are basically fronts, anyways.
Always tumble and move that shit around after, though.
Can't hide anything from the blockchain, anyways. Just gotta make it a pain in the ass to follow. Just in case.
>>685905330
Because the OP wanted to throw a pity party and people took the bait. Notice he'll act tough and throw an insult yet when people put him in his place and prove how much of a shitlord he is, he'll back off.
>>685904761
Pgp
Laptop/computer only for tor
VPN
I have a friend purchase btc, then they transfer said btc to me.
Shipping house where you *don't live*
Never use a p.o (personal experience)
I personally place my orders at public WiFi spots, McDonalds, other places of that sort. So on the off chance they manage to find the ip, all they'll do is trace it back to a McDonalds or whatever it is
>>685906032
Then they have your nic's mac address. They trace what vender sold that exact nic and discover you bought that network adaptor. Enought evidence to get a search warrant. You get raided by SWAT with a felony worth of smack.
>i work for law enforcement and it's so simple because ve ndors give client info away like nothing
>this also includes retailers.
>>685905727
When did I ever insult anybody?
And put in my place? Kek I accept the fact that I and I alone got myself to this point, I put myself in my place.
I socially can't ask for advice and different people's perspective so thus online. Although with /b/ declining it appears reddit and fuck, even YouTube, is less degenerative than /b/ now.
>a thread other than porn, memes, rekt, etc. How dare I even post.
>>685906032
>PGP
Cool. Approve.
>VPN
Use TAILS and tor on a public network. Unless you're changing your MAC address every time you turn on your computer, it's pointless.
>Friend purchases then transfers
Pointless. "You and your friend" could just be you and you. If the two addresses in the blockchain have never had transactions before, who the fuck know who's sending money to who? Just move it yourself.
>Shipping where you don't live
You got a package from someone. Whoop-dee-doo.
>P.O. Box
Heard good shit and bad shit. Always pans out for me.
>WiFi spots
Smart. But still, a lot of places keep logs of the MACs that connected there. Just takes one subpoena
No such thing as 100% anonymity. Just reasonably reduce risk. No one gives a fuck about a small time buyer.
>>685906032
How do you ship to somewhere you don't live? You tell your friends you're ordering some drugs to their place instead and are ok with it? How safe to ship to home address if you do all those steps?
>>685906689
Tweeker literally can't resist.
So predictable.
>>685906584
So what would you suggest ordering on? A phone instead? Or only order from a public place like a library?
>>685906995
>kek
Troll elsewhere
>>685906032
Why not skip all these steps and just order from a library computer ? Go to a diff library every other order
>>685907129
Actually he's not the kekposter. I am.
But you're drugfucked and probably believe every single person who has ripped on you in this thread is me. That's why I love drug threads, because you sorry excuses of life amuse the shit out of me KEK.
>>685906825
That's my point is preventative steps, it may not be untraceable but it'll be that many more steps to go through to get the end result.
>>685906902
Again it's all harm reduction and and how much/what you order and how often.
And yes, close trustable friends. They either get payed in whatever was ordered or they get compensated in cash after
>>685906584
>Enough evidence
Are you kidding me?
Someone buys the router second hand.
Someone paid cash for this router.
Someone found/was given this router.
Someone changed the router's mac address.
Unless they contact the ISP, they're not going to have enough evidence from a fucking router.
What are they going to do, bust in the door of a 30-year old IT guy who just bought a router that was used to do a drug deal? What kind of dumbass judge would sign that warrant?
>>685907467
Well, with an *anonymous* image board it's hard to tell if its the same or different person posting.. fuck man try harder
>>685907623
People tend to follow a pattern when they continuously post in a thread and if you can't identify that then the meth has fried you.
Your only solution at this point is to kill yourself. You would be doing the world a favor.
>>685908013
Sorry I don't take the time to read through every 220+ replies with 80 something posters well consciously looking for people's typing/post patterns. I also am not constantly at my monitor.
If your so far superior why are you even on this shit site?
>>685893416
whats wrong he screw your gf or something?
>>685908269
Not him, but that's a good point. It'll be ten years on /b/ next year. Maybe it IS time to leave.
Good bye.
>>685908269
To laugh at the inferior of course.
>>685908013
>neckbeard who feels hes of above average intelligence but yet fails to realize it's actually preceded arrogance and lack of being able to read people's social cues
And by the way, Amazon is likely to do free shipping on fedoras
>>685894170
>be 12
>kill self cause autistic retard
>>685908599
Obviously trolling troll is obvious.
But on a serious note, what makes you superior. Simply due to the fact you don't do illicit drugs? You have a "better" morality code, etc?
In a sense that's not even superior, it's a different opinion relative to the person's perspective on life.
>>685908623
Well, as long as the shipping is free. Not like I have to tick up a debt with Amazon or anything.
>>685907580
You would be surprised how screwed the justice system is. We basically fucking hack into peoples routers to scan for ports downloading torrents and using tor and freenet. The 3 letter agencies do crazy advance stuff like w race condition to basically bunny hop to a client faster then the ssl certificate can respond. They steal private certificates and basicly it will look like you are using a secured ssl session with the green lock icon but they are doing a active mitm.
Congratulations, you're a fagtard who eats glass.
To faggot OP... you have two options...
Quit hard and fast and don't look back and suffer terribly until you're past the urges and withdrawls... It's gonna take you a year to get your shitshow life back together.
OR
Keep doing this shit until it kills you... You will fucking die from this.
Sure there are grey areas but ultimately this is the standard set of outcomes. You need drastic change.
>>685892461
Half your intake a day OP then you can have twice as much
>>685899809
Pls tell me, i dont like reading
>>685910611
>>685893245
This is retarded advice.
>>685892461
I have not read through the whole thread yet op but my advice is to just take as little ice as possible to get through your responsibilities and try to suffer and withdrawal as much as you can. no longer smoke ice with friends and no longer take ice on your days off
>taking ice orally is a less addictive roa plus longer lasting but bad for stomach
Why don't people quit drugs like they quit other things? Just take one hit less every day. In 7 days, you'll be done.
I like how all the people who have obviously never had a serious addiction itt tell OP to taper the most addictive substance on the planet. Your brain doesn't allow you to do this if it is possible to get the substance. Your brain literally gets taken over to get it any way you can. Tapering is harder than cold turkey. That requires you to have enough of the drug I'm order to taper. When you have the drug on you and you're feeling shitty cause you halted your dose every single human is going to say fuck it, km doing what I normally do. You need super human self control to do this Imo. It's not a matter of being a pussy or even strong willed. Your brain chemically cannot do this through normal means.
Meth heads are fucking disgusting.
>>685898713
Do any of us, really?
>>685914199
>hiding behind excuses
>being this high and delusional
>>685892461
kill yourself, it will be faster and less painful, why can't you just drink coffee in the morning and beer after work or a glass of wine with a dinner, like all normal people, you degenerate faggot
