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>>685712802
TIIIIIMMMMMM
a classic
Can i post my stupid sob story?
>>685713564
go ahead, anon
anyone lurking?
i tried to kill myself last friday because of girl and i lost my job. (im 26)
>>685712168
what's going on in this pic?
>>685713867
I am. ;{
>>685712802
what a faggot
>>685713468
this is why i love him
>>685713893
i'm pretty sure those things come and go, anon
Did you guys know that a group of scientists taught a chimp named Washoe sign language? It knew around 350 words, and could create new ones to describe things it didn't recognize. One day, a caretaker returned from maternity leave after a stillbirth, and signed "my baby died,". Washoe looked her up and down, and signed "Cry,", tracing a fake tear down her cheek.
>>685712977
Please explain
>>685714451
Cubone wants to resurrect it's dead mother, whose skull he wears in remembrance.
>>685714451
Cubone wants its mom back, but all they're getting is Kabuto.
>>685712977
My fucking feels.
>>685712168
>>685714451
A lot of people's head canon is that cub one is the evolution of the little guy in kangaskahn's pouch. Its mother dies and it wears her skull as armor and wields one of her bones as a weapon in order to survive
Ive been a suoer nervous guy my whole life. When i was a teenager, my parents took me to a psychiatrist, and i got diagnosed with a anxiety disorder. The only way i can really stay calm and not shit myself constantly if by listening to music, so I constantly have earbuds in my ears, so often that i get sores in them often. This has caused me to be an antisocial betafag. I have very little social skills, and basically talking to anyone makes me cry from nerves. I have 1 friend, and he tries to help me through it, but most of the time i get the vibe he only hangs with me out of pity. I once started crying and throwing up from trying to order at a taco bell. I have a hip haircut to try and give me confidence. I try to be like dante from dmc, because he is very confident, but its so hard, and i just cant do it. I've considered suicide many times. The only reason i havent done it is my fantasy of having a cute wife, and being happy, but i figure that wont ever happen.
Tl;dr antisocial freak but at least i have okay taste in music now.
And I think thats all I have, sorry guys
>>685713572
Fuck.
>>685712802
god dammit this reminded me of the time i stomped on a spider as a kid, realized it had a family somewhere, then gave it a funeral complete with a bunch of flowers and playing that stupid celine dion song from titanic and i cried
>>685713960
Idk hes a pro fighting game player who owns a flower shop with his gf
>>685713872
Fucking saved
>>685713520
Bam! That nailed it.
>>685714219
yeah i know i was really drunk
>>685713520
god dammit... as a guy in his late 20s this shit hits hard. if only i could go back and be less of a coward
me in one picture
The only person who has ever been truly nice to me just told me to fuck off, and I don't know why.
I eat a popsicle everytime i want to kill myself
>>685716122
Fuck off, mate.
>>685716122
ive heard this quote at so many school graduations. kinda dulls the impact for me
>>685716273
Thanks
>>685716285
Well here, try another
>literally never had anything close to a friend
>Girls have only used me for entertainment and that was only online
What do I win for being the most pathetic person in /b/?
>>685716485
okay this one's better. now i wanna message like 5 people but shouldn't cause i'm drunk
I hate myself and I can't let go of my shitty past, it's crippling to understand intellectually that my situation and life is better than how it was but emotionally I'm still attached to my past and can't let go
I'm scared
it´s not working guys. make another thread and kill this one.
>>685716852
We're gonna have to put it down.
>>685716852
what's not working?
>>685716764
The future holds a chance for change, and in that change is a chance things will be better. You just have to stick around for it.
>>685716852
Yeah, you are right, I just wanted someone to talk to tho
Some tunes https://open.spotify.com/user/125738808/playlist/3WESv7xpeAYEP8fkKIuJiG
Whats up everyone
is it always awkward when you talk to a girl for the first time?
last thursday i went out for a couple of drinks with a girl at work, she invited me even. closest thing ive had in over 3 years to a date.
and now i feel like a piece of shit because of it
>>685712168
Thats MarlinPie. Hes a Professional fighting game player
>>685713893
Stay in the game, bumps and pits, sometimes canyons come, but there's still a hell of a view when you get through them.
>>685713468
There is no need for money or personal items when you are an immortal...
>>685714989
This image make mi cry... for fuck sake!... you are fuking rigth...
HOLD THE DOOR
HOLD THE DOOR
HOLD THE DOOR
>>685718662
When you never have then of course. But if you keep socialising then things really get easier and better. Just try to talk to girls etc, do not overthink. Be confident and smile. Also how old are you if I may ask?
Tfw you want to vent but youre a horrible story teller
>>685721492
Who cares? Vent away. Get it off your chest
>>685721492
I'll listen
>>685720709
18 but it would always be the same thing till i died if i didnt actually try today
>>685721492
Bumping thread so you can type up the story
>>685715118
that sounds comfy
>>685722327
Fuck my dog just turned 12... He's only got a few good years left in him and i've prepped all i can for that day I know I'll have to say goodbye but i'm still not ready...
kik lileebelle
she's always down to talk and give advice
Anyone mind if I share my thoughts on my life?
>>685723277
Go ahead. We're here
>>685723277
Go ahead
>>685716122
Have you talked to them recently
>>685721505
pls no
>>685716639
I'm also that friend, but I when I read this trying to think from outside myself, it's obvious that I would think "wow, that person is not a friend at all, just a guy who is an asshole and forces friendship on others."
I can't make the connection that I'm that friend and that asshole, because I wanna believe I'm not. THat's not logical at all though, i'm not the golden exception. Nobody is.
Confusing.
>>685720400
FUCKING GOT ME :C
>>685722122
>>685721648
>>685721586
sorry im not exacty good at letting things out normally.
This girl at work, honestly she's pretty much the only reason i look forward to going there as pathetic as it sounds. Cute, funny, cool to talk to. has a BF she admits is an emotionally abusive asshole. She was pretty fantastic though. but after the other night i dont know what to think and im not that experienced with women honestly and dont know exactly what happened. Thursday night she invites me to get a few drinks with her at the bar that night. We get to the bar and she pulls her stool directly next to mine and we start drinking and talking and flirt a bit. Was heaven tbh considering it was the closest ive came to a date in a few years since im a social autist. after some rounds, i had about 6 beers a few shots and a couple mixers in, she was same level except without the beer, she's already drunk. Starts telling me about how her boyfriend is an overly jealous jerk and she was glad that she actually got to have fun tonight and how she wishes she could leave him, and that she almost hoped he found out she went out with me.
what the fuck happened. Is she trying to leave her current guy for me, am i just her emotional tampon, or am i just some faggot being used to taunt her boyfriend. i know i sound like a pathetic faggot but god dammit im confused. shit like this is why i dont leave my house besides for work
>>685713605
Jesus
I've come to realize I am only here for others, it doesn't matter how I feel to any of them, because to them I am just simple "Anon", I don't think much other then what I've been told. I've had a hard life, I've been evicted several times and grew up with little to no money. But to everyone in the world, I am only there to help them, even though it sounds bad, When I really think about it, it doesn't bother me. If I can make someone feel better, it makes me feel like I matter.
>>685723366
>>685723415
Thank you for listening /b/ros
>>685713520
Complete and total regret hidden just beneath the surface.
I carry on
>>685722327
>>685722575
comfy as fuck
>>685713867
This except I know exactly who I lost
>>685721831
Just go to parties, clubs or just outside. I'm sure you will make some friends if you try
This one is long but hits hard
>>685712977
So cute and sad
>>685724039
I relate so much to this, only being here for others.
>>685714975
That sucks man. Has your therapy helped at all?
>>685713872
This is unsettling not in a creepy way but in a "what if sometime I met the love of my life for a few days but lost the memories somehow"
>tfw your exwife takes the dog, the kids, the house, half your money and your assets, and now you're 40 years old and depressed
don't fall for the marriage meme kids
>>685725359
I'm 27 and I've two of my friends leap headfirst into it, both of them are single and in messy situations. I'll stick to my alcohol and games.
I am 20 years old, living with a tyrant of a father and going to community college. I want to be a cartoonist because that's what my heart says. I want to do what I feel like doing and what I feel comfortable in doing, but I never feel confident and my dad thinks it's fucking stupid.
I don't have any friends with me. All my friends are either working or not in my town. Three of my closest friends go to school miles away from my town, one lives in another state, and I guess my girlfriend is my only close friend.
My girlfriend is borderline abusive and the relationship is turning really unhealthy. She recently started an argument saying that I was flirting with my friend from another state who just came to visit.
I think I'm in love with that friend. That friend has always been there for me, but she'll never date me and I have no chance to be with her. And I feel like shit especially since I'm already with someone else.
I'm broke. I have anxiety and depression. I feel like my dad will hit me one day, I might be failing my classes. And I just really want to kill myself. If it wasn't for my little brother, I'd be dead right now.
>>685714989
This hit me hard...
>685724039
i want to get to know you more anon because i feel the exact same way
>>685714989
Ignorance truly is bliss.
>>685713867
>This is unsettling not in a creepy way but in a "what if sometime I met the love of my life for a few days but lost the memories somehow"
>>685723904
She probs wants to fuck. Fuck her. I have a female friend that is a cheater, she is married and only cheats when "it's for fun" or she feels negleted.
>be me
>lost job due to reasons out of my control
>job was sincerely my only reason to live
>been sitting around for the past month doing nothing but eating, playing video games
>applied to 10 different places
>rejected by all of them
>more eating, video games
>looked up schooling options
>realized that I can't because if I do I won't have enough money to live
>don't know what to do next
>battled horrible depression/anxiety for nearly my entire life
>eating/video games no longer appealing
>dark void that has been my incredibly lonely life up until this point is closing in a little more every day
>feel the crushing sensation that this time, it won't be okay
>can't afford to get help because I no longer have health insurance due to job loss
>suicide becoming a real option, as sad as it may be
>i feel nothing.
>my life is void of meaning and color.
>everything I once enjoyed only serves as a reminder that I was once less miserable
>don't know how to cope anymore
Just here to bitch about my problems
>no friends or hobbies in highschool
>played a lot of vidya
>few distractions so I did well academically
>get picked up for a program for smart underachievers
>start working out, making friends, getting hobbies
>academics drop, hard
>I feel stretched thin but don't want to give anything up. Can't handle the regret
>don't feel pleasure in anything anymore
>still a virgin
The only thing that picks me up is a shirt too small for me so I can look in the mirror and feel bigger than I actually am
>>685725877
break up with your shit girlfriend if things get worse. no woman/man is worth piling more bullshit onto an already full plate.
take it from a guy who came out of a crap relationship a couple months back. it seems livable if she changes slowly... it's not.
i believe in your dreams of being a cartoonist. start small on the side while focusing on your school/work and slowly roll the ball up.
Hold the Door.
>>685726548
That'd be cool. but would i be a complete loser if i didnt just want to fuck her?
>>685726773
feeling nothing is wonderful, no? thats why im commiting suicide before i graduate; im jaded i guess
>>685726773
Fucking hell suck it up. So you lost your job and figured out you have no hobbies or mates and the only way out, as far as ypu can tell is suicide?
Someone isn't trying very hard.
>>685713539
>>685713520
I disagree. a scar is just scar. This view of maturity is juvenile.
>>685725877
sounds like your plate is full, not with necessarily work but with life complications. Possibly move away from dad, not before getting some kind of super low paying job. Try to get one at the community college, that's easier to manage.
Don't focus on friends and preferably dump the bitch. Focus on yourself. It's ok to turtle up hard as long as you use the time for self improvement.
The cartoonist thing can really work, dude. Look at Patreon. Build up a crowd and you can get sizeable extra income aside from page views, prints, etc. I don't know your drawing, but if it's not good enough/stylistic enough follow those sappy guides that say shit like "draw something every day" because those actually do work for most people.
The main problem with being a cartoonist is you need to be funny, and that's harder for people who aren't social or hooked into things. Find a part of something in news/video games/anything you're interested in that is funny, but not being put in comic form. Piggyback on it, it's really ok to pigyback on things. If a funny thing is getting a video, and a news article, but not a comic, be the guy that makes that comic! Comics get to the top of reddit all the time, and that means page views, name views, and rep.
That's all I got for ya. I was in a position where I was mired down in relationships with SOs and friends, failing due to anxiety in school, and parents were weighing on me. I pretty much cut off ties with friends, focused really hard on school until I had a consistent schedule. I poured my life into classes I didn't give a shit about, to be on top of them. Then after that, I started to give a shit about myself, and worked on self improvement. I know it can be hard when people are constantly trying to get up with you, but saying no for a few weeks and then letting the contact seep in is okay.
Dear Anons,
Here's the story we all have. It was that third year that your girlfriend left. You were lonely, and despite how awful the relationship really was, you missed her.
But, there was a friend that you knew, that knew you. She would run behind you, trying to catch up on those blossomed side streets. You two first began walking home together. She was intelligent, she was kind, she was beautiful. You knew this, she knew you knew this.
The days went on, and suddenly you moved apart from the girl that you writhed alone in bed for. Because she was beautiful, intelligent, and kind.
Old feelings were replaced with warmer new ones. You saw your friend more often, outside of classes, out on lunch and dinner together. She became more than just a friend.
But you're not an asshole. You never meant to fall in love with her, while someone you shared half your life with was in another state.
"I don't know what I'm doing. But I know I have to do something. I'll tell her that I have feelings for her, and I'll tell the other that I can't be in a relationship while having feelings for another."
Your friend was happy to hear of your feelings, angry to hear that you betrayed someone. Your ex girlfriend felt relieved about what she suspected all along, furious that you were unfaithful.
And now, here you are. Alone. That friend no longer anything or anyone to you. You're a ghost of the past. No matter what you achieve, you'll never be good enough for her, you'll never have her ever again.
No matter who you see, no matter how many other girls you see, you'll never move on. She has you trapped, because you're weak enough to let her have you. And now, you're terrified of being with anyone. The moment the new relationship smell wears off, you come to the reality that your likely to break another person's heart because you were lonely and couldn't have the one that got away.
An hero.
>be me
>26
>duchenne muscular dystrophy
>life expectancy is 25
>i can barely move my fingers anymore
>completely dependent on machine for breathing
>heart or lungs will probably give out sometime this week
life's been a ride boys, catch u on the flip side :)
ps: as a bernfag i gotta say trump's a pretty cool dude
>>685713920
what kind of faggot shit is this
ya'll bunch of pussies
>>685728219
good night sweet prince
>>685713867
Lurker here.
>>685727398
Hey, cocksucker, it's not this singular situation. it's a culmination of things that led to this point. try reading/comprehending beyond a third grade level. And, as for me, "not trying very hard," applying for and being turned down by 10 fucking jobs in a one month span is pretty fucking demoralizing. But, hey, I'm not you, so you're probably right.
>>685724560
maybe that's an old one, but damn that one hit me pretty hard.
>>685713867
just another lurker...
What a horrible day
>>685712168
> Break up with girl I loved
> Don't know what to do
> Sign up for online dating
> Too beta to message anyone
> Finally get the balls up to message one girl
> She hides her profile
I'm a lost cause aren't I
Why do we live in a world that is kind to assholes?
I'm slowly becoming a terrible person, and the scary part is that I'm kinda okay with it.
What's happening to me?
>>685722327
This. I fucking balled my eyes out after reading this. I lost my boy 6 years ago and still hate myself for it. I was always so busy the last year of his life. I barely spent any time with him and my step dad treated him like shit. God I hate myself for it. I'm so sorry
>>685729450
Made me kek
When the only reason you're alive is because you can't kill yourself or your dad would kill himself.
>>685731010
I'm glad you found amusement in my suffering, it warms my heart
I was gone at University and finally came home
I didn't come home as often as I should have to visit the family and especially my little brother
Today he was making faces, smiling at me as if I never left home
I hugged him
He hugged me tighter
It was hard not to break down
>>6857166
This happens to me all the time unfortunately. I was in an even friends group once where everybody had a say, but now I just sit in the back of everybody hoping that I'll be let in somehow.
>>685716783
Had this shit happen at the start of the month. I just wish it would stop coming back
>>685718674
How did it go Anon? Do you feel like a piece of shit because it was something that took a lot out of you? Or did it not go too well?
>first kiss and I also fucked her that day
>stay FWB even though she tells me she wants to date
>Don't trust her from how easy it was and she had a Bf when we fucked
>She breaks up with her bf we keep seeing each other.
>Keeps asking to date me I keep putting it off
>Gets back with another ex and tells me that she wants us to meet and be friends
>I say no, she cuts me off
>I then realize how much I miss her and have been dreaming about her the past four years which they have been dating.
> every sexual encounter I have had since I act like an idiot and can't get hard or I fuck it up.
It eats me up knowing that I could have had her and all I can do now is stalk her on FB and see how much more beautiful she is than before solid 9/10 with double d's. I doubt I will find someone again that good lucking since I am not the best looking guy. I hope we can one day talk again...
I didn't need these feels tonight. shouldn't have came into the thread, but oh well. i'll dump what feely things i have
>>685729360
Is that Quiet?
>>685733430
this pic gets to me every time. makes me feel both sad and happy. its weird
>>685732403
see this post
>>685723904
>19 NEET
>still live at home
>"just get a job at an easy place like McDonald's."
>rejected from every fast food and retail job I've applied for (including McDonald's)
>>685734042
try volunteering at something like an animal shelter. yea there is no money but it looks good on a resume which woul help you get a job
>>685723904
Either she is using you as an emotional crutch/breaking free from his control or wants to fuck but if she is saying she wishes she could leave him and that he knew about you two drinking seems like she still loves him despite his flaws. If your anything like me which it seems you make a better friend than a lover but as others have said make a move if it doesn't work than move on life goes on.
>>685734042
It can be difficult getting your first job when you have no prior experience. Your best bet is to have a family member or a friend refer you into a job which will give you a chance with no work history it's what I did and many of my friends did.
/b/ I can't stop thinking about my ex girlfriend. She was absolutely amazing and I fucked everything up. What do?
Guys, I'm looking for two pictures. They belong in a feels thread and were in my folder until it got wiped. The first was an orange background and said something about how people sleep more when depressed and If you see someone sleeping more and more, ask what's wrong rather than say sweet dreams. The second was a glass of water and pills as the background and had something about cyanide on it. I don't remember exactly.
>>685735252
Same thing here man. I am trying to fix it, but I think I just lost the love of my life. The pain doesn't lessen. Trust me.
Anyone else lonely this Sunday night?
>>685720400
Too soon.. Too soon...
>>685713712
This is a little misleading because the parrot said this to his owner every time they left.
>>685714336
you should look into coco the gorrilla, she had a pet kitten and signed "bad, sad, bad" when she found out it got hit by a car.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYwoDEZ8hdw The song for this thread
>>685720400
I don't get this reference
>>685720337
I was afraid this was going to get creepy & weird
A close friend's step-dad killed himself last year
Poor guy gave up a lot to be with his wife, most of his family abandoned him after getting with her, he quit his job, and completely left his old way of life. They seemed to have a happy marriage until last year when she kicks him out and they have arguments over facebook until he logs off and goes missing, before they find his body.
I cried for a good few hours after finding out but I still regret never telling him that he sparked my interest in architecture and that I'm now considering it as my major.
>>685713520
"-Unknown"
Why quote it at all when its so obvious that the person who made the image is the one who wrote it?
this shit is so cringe
>>685733581
its stefanie joosten
>>685735751
I know. It's been like 8 months since she dumped me and I can't stop thinking about it.
>>685736503
Joke's on you I'm always lonely.
>>685736889
This one works for me, hang in there
https://youtu.be/6BWtTL_H4ak
>>685720400
game of thrones is gay tumblr shit m8
>>685737730
Let's be lonely together. All my friends are off line
Write some jokes.
If anyone wants to talk or something.
Skype: pipnetskype
what does it feel like to be loved?
>>685716783
too fucking real man...
I was on a good stretch but out of nowhere this shit happened. This scares me more than anything else...
>>685738339
>All my friends are off line
All my friends are non existent.
What brings you to a thread like this?
Death is playing his xylophone ribs for me.
I'm here all night folks.
>qt grill friend has no romantic interest in me
>she is still in love with her ex who broke her heart
>she will feel aout me the way I feel about her
When does it stop hurting
>>685738372
Peaceful, not a worry in your mind when your with the one you love but slowly you resent or start to see the flaws and loose them. Then anxiety and depression become your main emotions at least in my experience.
>>685738581
Will not feel*, duh
Her warmth wrapped around me like a cocoon
Overwhelmed with happiness, my eyes spoke
I was alive for once
She had resurrected a once dead man
Long ago this was
Now I'm back on my trip to hell
With a pumpkin head
And flames replacing those soft words my eyes once spoke
>>685738372
Like nothing else matters because you have someone to take on the world with. You don't need money or fake because at the end of the day, you get to crawl into bed with someone else and skate your feelings and physical intamacy
>>685738443
I'm wide awake, putting off some critical tasks, wishing some of them were awake to keep me company
>>685713468
>doesn't stop him from doing nice things:
>has an iq of 170
wat
>>685738786
>Like nothing else matters because you have someone to take on the world with.
Goddamn that hurt. You think some people will always just be alone? Like are there some unlovable people out there?
hold the door
>>685739005
There are a few (those with a true and disturbing psychopathology; or those that are truely physically repulisive) but most of us will simply not be fortunate enough to meet someone to take on the world with
>>685739099
I still don't know what this means
Still here if anyone wants to chat.
Skype: pipnetskype
falling in love with someone who could care less is the worst. Honestly I don't know what it is I see in her, but I can;t help but want to mean something to her. What the fuck is wrong with me and how do I get over this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mi57d50pCUw
>>685716263
I hope that pile gets exponentially bigger.
>>685739383
What is it that you think makes life worth living for then? If we're all mostly alone for it then what's the point?
>>685739473
Nothing's wrong with you. Just a bunch of chemicals flowing through your brain, making you feel certain ways about her. I can't really give you much advice cause I don't know the situation, but just know there ain't nothin wrong with you.
>>685739542
reminded me of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-YqaTDDCDM
[spoiler]that and that fucking futurama episode, too soon[/spoiler]
>>685739569
What is it?
>>685739645
Because no matter how hard we give up, that someone else might be around the corner. And being lonely, esp while the internet amd /b/awww thread exist, isn't enough to make me kill myself
>>685728219
Travel well Anon
>>685739645
Who said not being alone is the point of life?
>>685713605
Ive never heard anything so fake in my life.
>>685726957
Too fucking soon man, too fucking soon.
>>685714871
I ddidn't even really watch the show but this made me really sad.
>>685736636
Fuck that one made me cry
>>685728219
I have a fetish that i get to dick someone in your position.
Wisk i could be there to help, maybe I could chew your food :)
>>685740610
Those make me cry too, i can barely get through them
>>685713572
Damn
Sorry about autistic sentences and wild thoughts, on my phone and I'm high so this is going to take 2x as long if I edit it
Posting for comments 18yo male living in texas
Going to pretty good school, won a couple football nationals and shit.
Senior graduating this friday
Never had a real lifd girlfriend, only 1 online (for 2 weeks, cause she was jealous I was talking to her ugly friend (whom I wouldnt date anyway)) I fell in love with when I met her in 2011 or 12 on a garrysmod server server I played on for 5-12 hours every day. (I had a couple friends at school but not extremely close) I add her on steam and we talk a while, every day we talk more and become good friends, playing on this server every day. Shes only a few months younger than me. Tell her I love her before I even know what she looks like. Im always extremely jealous when she talks to other guys. She shows me a pic that she showed to another guy first. Shes cute as fuck 9/10. We tell each other we love eachother a lot but I pretty much always say it first. One night at like 3am I ask her to be my girlfriend over steam chat. She says that she doesnt feel the same. Cry my eyes out and ask "why" and shit trying to convince her. Nope. Go to bed and cant sleep. A couple weeks later guy joins a server, they hit it off. I hate him as she was talking to him alot, name is gingerbreadman on steam. We all start talking together and shit, he tells me her likes her, hes 4/10 to me, she doesnt care. They are bf and gf a few months in. Even when they werent they would still put their beds together in minecraft (shit made me so fucking mad kek) when I wouldnt put my bed next to hers one of them would move it, if I broke his and moved it she would get mad. Meet new guy, named hawkfrost from the book, introduce him and they like him, we all play games together and shit.
Cont. Will take a while.
So what do /b/? The girl who I was dating and fucked one of my friends messaged me saying she was sorry for the damage she had done almost two months ago... She made me happy when we were dating but now I despise her and the person I thought was a friend.
>barely care about my hobbies anymore
>pushing my friends away
>feel like i have nothing to talk about
>barely care about my gf anymore
>barely care about myself anymore
i used to at least drink my sorrows away, now i just sit around doing nothing.
the only think i have is a good paying job, but it's a factory job that is very unstimulating and boring
think about an hero every day, i just need to figure out how to make it look like an accident
>>685712168
>be me
>around 8 or 9
>live on dead end road that has a big hill
>get a huffy for my birthday
>ride dat shit everyday
>few months go by
>neighbors have a dog likes to run with me while I ride
>brodog.jpg
>one day I crash, paul walker style
>embarrassed and shallow so I tell mumsies that the dog chased me
>she calls neighbor
>dog isn't there anymore
>dunno what they did with him, probably kill
>didn't understand what I had done until I was too old to cry
I fucking hate myself
>>685741679
Dump both of them, you mean nothing to them
>>685741963
Stop all maintenence on your car, it'll eventually give out
The only reason im still alive is because i dont know if heaven and hell are real. I don't want to be judged for eternity just because i wasnt strong enough
>>685713920
gay/10
>>685713893
try harder next time.
>>685742372
You won't be judge here, but you have our sympathy
>No education
>Severe depression and Anxiety
>Agoraphobia
>Antidepressants not working
>Chubby
>Things got better when I started seeing this
Asian girl. Then she decided she didn't like me anymore.
>Start talking to another girl a lot flirting and shit. Then she tells me she's not into chubby guys. [spoiler]THEN WHY THE FUCK WERE YOU-{/spoiler]
>All of my closest friends happy and in relationships
The only good thing is that I have amazing friends but slowly they have all been moving on and leaving me behind.
Whenever something good happens to me something incredibly cruel and unexpected happens and just fucks everything up. I just don't want to try anymore I'm so tired.
I'm genuinely sorry if this is boring I just need to vent and I have nobody I can talk to about this shit.
>>685742013
I broke contact with both of them after she told me what she did.I got in a fight with the guy because I let his ex (i thought they were still together) know what happened just to spite him.
>>685716122
Fuck off, mate.
>>685716424
Fuck off
>>685742771
I work i had my fave book image macro on my phone for you. But try running, and eat mostly vegetables. If all you need to lose is a few lb (<20lbs), it should be easy.
>>685742774
>out of spite
Good for you
>>685714713
read this in watchmen
>>685742372
>The only reason im still alive is because i dont know if heaven and hell are real.
SHUT
THE
FUCK
UP
>>685728219
jeez guy calm down. If i knew for a fact it wasnt real i'd do it tonight
>>685728219
See you man. Not soon. But someday
>>685733430
>fuck fuk fuckity fucking fucker fuck
cringe/7
>>685741628
Believe it or not this entire story is true, no dinorsaurs or rickrolls at the end.
Meet new guy, named hawkfrost from the book, introduce him and they like him, we all play games together and talk. One time I asked her to be my girlfriend and she said yes, a week later I talk her goodnight when I went to bed and that I loved her, she didnt say it back and I got sad, started talking to her about shit and that shes my gf and everything, said she forgot or we werent or somthing, I die a little on the inside and cry my heart out and go to bed.
A couple years pass, for thanksgiving she came close to here for a family thing, we meet for a couple hours and eat and hangout, she hugs me a shitton, were on a swinging chair outside and I tell her I love her and ask if shell be my girlfriend, she says she loves me but not like that. We continue talking. Abfew mins later after I give her a shitty message (before or after I asked her Idk) my head is in her lap, we start looking at eachother for a long time into each other's eyes. Shes giggling while looking at me and shes smiling, asking what im doing, I have a straight face, shes so beautiful. Door opens I sit up cause her dad could snap me kn half, they leave, couple hours later I leave. 20 mins in on a four hour drive she tells me she wished I would have kissed her ( crying in backseat silently) and still never had first kiss.
During the 5 year or so that we were pretty much best friends we saw eachother naked on skype 2x, it was with hawk both times. We were playing truth or dare and we all had to show tits or dick, Hawk and I show, then she shows, I SS Her tits and save. 2nd time we were doing truth or dare again, me and hawk show, they said I barely showed, stand up snd stroke dick for like 6 seconds, cool. We all masturbate to hentai together after that, only showing faces, we all slowlyvinch our cameras up past our head in thr span of 5 mins. Looking bsck it was funny as fuck.
>>685742372
find out and do pic related
>>685728219
See you, Space Cowboy
>>685712168
>>685737489
I was there when that fucking happened
>>685744459
I can't finish it, could you give me the cliff notes?
>>685725877
I think you should tell your friend all these things. All of them. Like copy and paste the message if you have to. The only way i get out of ruts in life is radical change. Its like vaseline when you cant shit. Sometimes it hurts like hell and you feel like youre going to lose all your insides, but in the end, everythings intact and just how it should be.
>>685728219
Do not go gentle into that good night
Goodnight /b/, most nights, you guys are all I have.
>>685713648
damn. I know that sign. I stare at it quite often
>>685728219
Goodbye bro, you will be missed, I love you
>>685744801
She cheats on him and plans to move with her lover,he discovers that reading her texts and spends the whole night crying,she finds him kneeling over the phone and apologizes,so and so,she moves out and he becomes an hero,I remember all the people asking him if he wanted to go out for a drink and forget about it and the people telling him not do it,I was there with my brother and we both fucking cried
>>685738372
Why ask us?
>>685746152
Fucking whore. Why can't we dump them before it's too late?
>>685746363
It's life. Not all of them are whores,but how do we know whom to trust? I'm starting to think that focusing on a career or something that will make you happy is better. You just have to forget about the loneliness and bask in achievements as you would bask in love. Others prefer love,though,and I may regret my choice when I am older,but,I tried. We really shouldn't be so hard on ourselves for being betrayed or such.
>>685714989
How can some people be so smart and yet so dim at the same time? 'Showing up everyone around you'.... doesn't it dawn on you that might be sort of an asshole thing to do? In all your blazing intellect you can't see that maybe why people don't like you isn't because you're brilliantly intelligent but because you happen to make an ass of yourself? You don't have to always show off how smart you are. Sometimes just listening to people even if they're obviously less intelligent than yourself can be entertaining and insightful to how a lot of the rest of the world thinks and a lot of times those people end up learning a thing or two from someone with another outlook on a situation thus making the world slightly less terrible. You don't always have to be lord of the unenlightened masses. Just be a person. 9/10 people will treat you like one in return.
>>685716639
Kind of funny i'm that friend but without me our group would fall apart. weird how shit works.
>>685747013
I agree with this. I have a friend who was to be dumb as soup when I met him two years ago,he's much smarter now and I think that I helped with that just by being around him
>>685746714
I didn't mean to say all women are, just her.
I hope you're remembered for your troubles
>>685747702
I think that people tried to find her information but I can't remember if they pulled it off. Thanks,by the way,godspeed to you,too
anyone has the greentext with the guy that watches his wife/gf gets fucked and then regrets it and yells at them to stop
>>685716122
would love to hear your story man, bet you have something to tell
>>685738372
>>685716764
chill mane, just get out there, fuck some bitch and make some money
>>685747013
That comes down to the persons personality. The other is that you have the knowledge that no one would care about. You may see problems in the world and see how they could be changed if people would only care. Every problem has the solution in it. People really don't care. That is just one aspect.
Ignorance is bliss.
Hey guys, I'm a little conflicted at the moment. One year ago, I went to senior prom with a girl I was getting comfortable with but that prom went to complete shit (will provide pre-typed story if ya'll want) for me, with her kinda using me throughout. After that, I cut her off cold turkey and focused on my impending days at Uni. I'm now off for the summer, but she's now all of a sudden opening communication, and is glad to see that I've been well, and to be safe whenever I go out. Thoughts?
>>685751978
It's just the summer man and you're going to uni with many people around you. Who knows what you'll be doing or what city you'll want to be in after graduating.
>>685733246
This... This, got me.
>>685752203
Very true. It's just something that's been a passing through my mind. Perhaps she's just getting lonely or some shit.
>>685728219
night man, see you.
>>685713520
I'm in bed with my girlfriend asleep next to me. I love her, but I know that I would drop her in a second for one chance at one moment of happiness with a certain someone. It's a terrible feeling knowing that she loves me, and wants to be with me, but every time I look at her I see someone else.
>>685752996
Jennifer
I'll probably never be with her and I don't really want to be with any other girl. I talk to others, but I don't really want to develop anything and that creates distance between myself and relationships.
>>685714843
Damn, this is 100% me. I might have just been diagnosed good sir.
>>685715731
such tumblr
yknow what i hate? these threads are mainly filled with guys in their late teens or early twenties feeling shite about girls, whether they're friends or more-so. i found a solution to this: just don't care. it is that simple. the hardest part is learning how to deal with the thoughts, because not caring=/=not remembering. however, this shouldn't take long with any effort, so go and make something of yourselves.
>note: i almost killed myself when i was younger, and over a girl at that, and that is why i feel confident in this advice. it DOES get better.
>>685727398
its also the effect of not enjoying anything anymore. the things that should give u happyness give u nothing but annoyance. going through the motions everyday is hard if there's no motivation or reward for your efforts.
>>685755003
its not as simple for a lot of people unfortunately anon
>>685732087
This hit me.
>roommate is childhood friend I reconnected with
>had to move in with him during/after divorce
>spent the day with him and his family
>landscaping and bullshitting
>he says some shit about my ex I don't appreciate
>shrug it off
>got lunch and played board games
>took a nap with the dog curled up with me
>leave for dinner at his parents' place
>he apologizes for what he said, just wants to stick up for me but is sorry that it upset me
>taco bar dinner
>game of thrones night with his family
>leaving to come back to the house
>his mom gives me a hug
>hugs just a little bit longer than you'd expect and says I'm welcome any time
>verge of tears
They're way too fucking nice to me. I can only imagine how I'm going to fuck this up just like everything else.
>tfw me vs myself
>>685755142
well it mightn't be that EASY for most people, that i can understand. the process is always the same, though. took me a trip to the loony bin to understand that one, i'll say.
>>685736636
I'm sorry dad
>>685727521
now that i know the backstory of the later image, i feel even more sad...
i know this feel
>>685714713
KEK
>>685712168
>tfw no jesus
>>685714843
Fuck off , this isn't depression or anxiety. This is just called being an unproductive fuck . The best advice anyone has given me was, to not think too much and just do it. For fucks sake, stop posting unoriginal feels threads. At the end of the day, whats feeling bad about yourself going to do. All it does is introduce more toxic shit into the place we call /b/
Fuck you guys, I quit. You are all a bunch of beta phaggots
>>685728219
At least you wont be here for world war 3, safe travels
>>685737412
Quiet.
