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Guess they're prepping to bring FA back online.
Remember to change your password (preferably to something you'll never use elsewhere...).
im going to bed anyway
have fun being faggots
>>685672448
Gn8 dude!
>>685672448
Night.
>>685672402
Oh well I mean that just common sense. Meds don't make everything perfect, they just provide a better opportunity to correct underlying problems.
>>685672516
Yeah, totally! If you ever want to chat somewhere else? I'm cool with that too.
>>685672448
noight!!
>>685673161
I appreciate it, but I prefer talking here. I don't even give out my email because I think of it as too personal of information, and I don't like the fact that someone can so easily go back and look through them. It's completely ridiculous and stupid, but I have extreme paranoia, so I just prefer to post here where I feel more anonymous.
>>685673384
MAKE AMERICA CUM AGAIN
>>685673777
yea, I get that. I only give out a junk email as it is.
It pains me to know you have these problems, and that I can't really do much to help you. Good luck with it I guess, hahaha, that's about all I can say.
>>685674344
Thanks.
>>685674455
Yep! I just want to help!
>>685673161
>Meds don't make everything perfect, they just provide a better opportunity to correct underlying problems.
True that
>>685673777
>and I don't like the fact that someone can so easily go back and look through them
Yah I have the same. I feel comfortable here because it seems volatile, even tho it isn't because of archives and stuff.
Mail is a commitment, and I'm real fucking bad at that
Brb in a few
>>685675046
I wish all of the people in real life cared enough to help me. But the internet is good too, I guess.
>>685675311
>I feel comfortable here because it seems volatile, even tho it isn't because of archives and stuff.
Exactly.
>Mail is a commitment, and I'm real fucking bad at that
Yep, same here. I'm glad I don't feel so alone in my problems. I always feel like things like that are so fucking stupid, and maybe they are, but feeling alone in those problems makes it so much worse.
>>685674765
>Aww you're way too hard on yourself.
I know. It's stupid, but I don't know how to stop it.
>It may sound generic as fuck but there are people who care about you dude. We never met and I've only be here for a few months but you have a place in my heart and I'm happy to read you all the time.
Thanks. Honestly I really don't like talking about this kind of stuff because I just feel like a whiny bitch, and feel like no one wants to hear my problems, but I'm glad I have someone to talk to. Truly, I am.
>>685675858
hey man, internet is the next best thing!
i still think you need to see a family therapist so those around you will actually start to help.
>>685676351
Yeah, probably. I just have to get my grandma to stop being such a workaholic. Or tell life to quit fucking her over so she can deal with her own problems. God I hate being so dependent on others. Anyway, yeah, I guess I'll see what I can do about getting help, but it'll be really hard simply *trying* to get help because of all the shit I'll have to put myself through doing something so stupidly simple.
>>685676883
Gay as fuck. Cute.
How are ya, mate?
every time i wander onto /b/ there's one of these cartoon animal porn threads. you people make me sick. go ahead and pretend i'm being sarcastic to make yourself feel better. you've all got some deep mental problems.
>>685677216
Tell me something I don't know.
>>685677089
Oh shit really? Meh, got done rolling a field, and have to do more tomorrow before work. How're you?
>>685676883
ayy
>>685676935
Yeah, just one step at a time.
to be honest, I wouldn't know the first step in getting help on my own with out my parents.
FA is back up.
Everyone has been forced to change password.
>>685677486
Howdy. How're you?
>>685677502
Haha, never mind it died again.
>>685677640
Hah fuck!
>>685677443
I've been better.
>>685677486
Yep. It just really bothers me because I'm normally very independent, but so much shit gets in the way of it. It really sucks.
>>685677591
Pretty gud.
>>685677443
Rolling a field?
>>685677986
Yea, after planting and other things, you roll the dirt to pack it down to hold the moisture in
did someone say scales?
>>685678090
oh okay that makes sense.
So hey, how's your health been, if you don't mind me asking?
Someone definitely said scales.
>>685678586
Its not internal bleeding. I have to get recommended to a different specialist now, and I think its gonna be one who deals with bone marrow by the sounds of it
>>685678788
Well that's good and bad then. I really hope you can get to the bottom of this! It's shitty that you have to deal with it.
>>685675858
>I really don't like talking about this kind of stuff
I know dude, but it helps a lot. Talking to somebody well may be the straw to get out of that vicious cycle. Or, maybe, not out of it but more confident.
Thank you as well, it feels nice to be able to speak to someone who has the same issues and can actually understand the fucked up pain.
>and feel like no one wants to hear my problems
I do care about you and your problems; you're not alone. It may sound pathetic as fuck but I honestly do care, and I guess so do most people on here
>>685679336
Oh well, such is life. At least I was cleared to go back to work. Its nice to be making money again
>>685679485
Yeah I bet. How long were you out of work for?
>>685679691
A little over 2 months. It wouldn't have been as bad if I didn't have my jeep insured but I needed it since it was still snowy outside and I had to drive myself back and forth to the hospitals and such
>>685679419
It isn't pathetic at all. I mean, I care about everyone here. That seems to be kind of a thing in these threads because it's such a nice little community. I really enjoy it here, and feel at least somewhat comfortable with opening up because of it.
I really like you guys, all of you, and I feel like I don't say that enough. Thanks for putting up with my shit, and I'm sorry if I act like such an annoying faggot sometimes.
>>685679854
Mm yeah that sucks. Could be worse though!
So you farm I take it?
>>685680276
My Grandfather does, and he taught my brother when he was young. I go out in my spare time to learn what I can and lend a hand
>>685679854
She's incredibly cute
>>685675067
requesting unedited
>>685680421
Ahh okay. That's pretty cool!
>>685681244
I'd love to do it full time, but I can't really give up the money I'm making right now. Maybe once I get a house bought and paid for, I might see if my brother needs a full-time farm hand
>>685681130
Sorry for the low quality anon, all I could find for the moment.
>>685681436
Yeah man, that's still pretty cool.
Sometimes I wish I grew up on a farm or a ranch.
>>685680066
>Thanks for putting up with my shit, and I'm sorry if I act like such an annoying faggot sometimes.
Aww, that made me smile like a total retard. Heartwarming, really.
Although I'm only here for a few months I can say that you've never been an annoying faggot or anything close. You're a very decent dude, dude.
So what kind of stuff so you like? Do you have a passion for a hobby or anything like that? Like, if you could do whatever, what would it be? I may have asked you this before but my memory isn't the best anymore...
>>685681812
Fuck yes!
>>685681854
Yeah its pretty fun. Got to ram around in this all day, and probably tomorrow too
>>685682822
Howdy. How're you doing?
>>685682619
For some reason this makes me adventurous. Wish I could see or live near a farm, but I'm in the middle of a fucking city
>>685682822
Heya slippery tube dude
People give me headaches.
I'll be back a little later...
>>685682619
Dude, that's sick!
On a side note, I feel like being a snowcat driver would be really fun.
>>685682822
Ayo
>>685682974
Go for a drive out in the country. If you see a farmer in the field, pull over and watch for a bit
>>685682945
Hey Diesel.
I'm alright I guess, not really ready for the week to start because now I have to stop being lazy but that's whatever.
How are you?
>>685683082
Hey man. What's up?
>>685683108
Okay, see you soon.
>>685683160
Hey
>>685683108
K. good luck with your headache!
>>685683108
Hope everything gets better bud
>>685683207
Pretty good. Was out on the farm today, and possibly again tomorrow before work
>>685683306
Sounds good man, glad you're doing good again.
I assume that your test result and general health also reflect that?
>>685683512
Not really. Blood levels aren't going up, but aren't going down. Internal bleeding is ruled out, and I think its gonna be bone marrow tests next. I am good enough to go to work though, but that could just be me being stubborn
Requesting catgirls in public use and or bondage
>>685683672
Well, that's shitty but it's one less cause I suppose. Hopefully they'll figure it out but if you're feeling better, that's a step in the right direction
>>685681686
Works for me, thanks!
>>685682441
Thanks, I try to be decent, but I seem to be pretty good at saying stupid shit and stirring up drama, which I really don't like doing.
I really like motorcycles, and have since I was about 3, but my parents never let me have one. I don't think it was about over-protection so much as it was just not wanting me to have things I want. I'm going to try and get one as soon as possible, and will eventually start taking it to the track, I love all kinds of racing. But if I were to do anything I wanted, it would be a scientist, specifically in the field of theoretical physics. I also enjoy particle physics, experimental physics, shit like that. What really interests me are things like string theory, simulated universe theory, et cetera. Black holes, worm holes, time travel, dark energy, dark matter. Stuff like that is what I really enjoy, but I'm not anywhere close to being smart enough to do it. The math required for all of that stuff is literally the hardest out of any field there is, and I did terrible in school before I fucked up and dropped out, and math was my worst subject, naturally. My dreams are just that: dreams. They're so far out of reach that I don't even attempt to do anything, and that stretches out to everything. I just don't care anymore. Sorry, I'm getting really depressing again, aren't I?
>>685683177
I should do that, yeah. It sounds real soothing to watch, although I'd never want to be an actual farmer.
>>685683875
You're welcome, glad to help anon!
>>685684030
I know its nerve-wracking as all hell because everything depends on Mother Nature. If she decides to be a bitch, you will lose money, but if she cooperates, you could make a bunch of cash
>>685683880
>I'm going to try and get one as soon as possible, and will eventually start taking it to the track
This sounds like a real good idea to fight all the demons inside you. You should do that, it may change everything. You'd be forced to interact with people at the track as well, so if you can pull that off I think it'll help you very very much.
Speaking of black holes and physics; I don't know where you are from but you should visit the LHC! I was there a few months ago when it was quenched and it was overwhelming. 28km long, full of helium cooled superconductors. I almost came in my pants just seeing it.
But yeah, my math game isn't nearly good enough to think about that kind of problems. I'm fascinated by it tho. Things like the slowdown of time when being near a black hole. It's real interesting that it may actually be possible to "bend" spacetime to travel. I don't have the brains for any of that tho..
>>685683880
>They're so far out of reach that I don't even attempt to do anything, and that stretches out to everything.
I can relate to that so much it hurts.
I just don't care anymore. Sorry, I'm getting really depressing again, aren't I?
Naw you aren't, your brain is fucking with you. You know it, I know it, yet it seems impossible to change anything.
>>685686777
Yep. Pretty much. I wish I knew how to fix it, I hate living like this.
>>685686921
Wish I knew, I didn't find out yet and it's getting worse...
bump for saves
>>685687331
Did you see my post in the new thread? >>685686437
