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FEELS
can i vent?
i'm the Food Addiction Hikki from a few days ago, things aren't going so well, my feelings about food are getting more and more wrapped up with my general disappointment in my life and loneliness and i'm having some sort of breakdown right now and self harming because it's the only thing i can think of to take my mind off the urge to stuff my face even though i'm not hungry and i don't know how to handle this anymore, i've tried therapy and it doesn't help so i guess there are no answers
>>685499644
you're not the only one, but i found out that this place isnt for me a while ago. Before i graduate i'm relieving myself of all this pain and suffering of crippling social anxiety and depression. too many opportunities have been missed, too many people i could have liked, too many people i failed. i'll miss the humble abode that is my room however
>>685499986
oh i totally agree, the hikki thing is only temporary and due to circumstance rather than social anxiety. as long as i'm living with my parents i can't leave my room except to eat
definitely looking forward to starting life soon and i hope you can do the same
this make me bad
>>685497128
>be me
>go shoot mudslimes
>fucking ied
>>685500658
this :(
>friends told me that they have no plans for the weekend
>they actually went into the bar without me
>tfw looking at snapchats and pictures of them on facebook, how happy they look and how much fun they're having without me
>>685500932
go fuck yourself plz
>>685500932
i feel you anon
>>685500932
Same thing happens to me all the time.
They invite me out, and then cancel at the last moment (but they still go out anyway).
Always see though snapchat and facebook of the great time they've had without me.
>>685502141
>>685502141
Next time, go where you said you were gonna go and see if you can spot 'em.
If they ask what you're doing, just say "I felt like going out. The fuck are you doing? I thought you cancelled."
Might make 'em not see you as a little bitch who'll just accept it. Or you could just ditch them as friends, they sound like shitty friends.
>>685500881
she raped?
>>685499644
I can somewhat manage my "food addiction" or gluttony with bubblegum, if I'm chewing on gum I can't stuff anything else in my mouth at the time, so you could give that a go
>>685503573
yes
>>685504071
Did you bang her though?
How does it feel to be sad? Does it make you feel good in a way?
>wake up one morning next to a girl i dont know
>naked
>she turns to me and says "morning, anon"
>I roll with it
>she says "i love you so much. I never want to wake up without you
>we cuddle for a good hour or so
>she gets a worried look on her face
>looks at me and says "I have to go. I love you."
>wake up alone
>none of it happened
>feel like crying but feel too dead inside
>lie and sulk for the next few hours
I never thought I'd miss someone who didn't exist this much
im so alone /b/
Saw my ex yesterday 2 months after the breakup. Went to talk to her a few hours later and made smalltalk. She didn't even bother asking how I am or what i'm doing now, Another hour later she came with her friends and joined our group (they are familiar with eachother) and didn't even say anything to me or give me one look. Why are people so cold hearted /b/? I only mean well, but people seem to be emotionless towards me. Things like this seem to slowly make me want to die, since it happens more and more.
best feels :(
>>685504933
No, you have dubs with you
I'm going to go away in August. I want the time to come already, but at the same time I wish time could stop so I can just keep messing around doing absolutely nothing for eternity.
It would be so much easier if some random bullet got me in the head.
>>685503802
i just caved, ate until my belly hurts and now i hate myself
>>685497128
It's amazing to know that there are people so much more pathetic than you
>>685504933
Aren't we all, really? Aren't we all just a bunch of lost little children, so very alone and so fucking lost in this vastness, just searching for love, acceptance and kindness of strangers? Searching for those who accept us as who we are but isn't that pretty hard if we can't find that kind of acceptance or even tolerance in the god damn mirror?
Be good to yourself, Anon. You're so alone only because everyone else is, too.
>>685506184
I understand that you are sad or something, but I would much rather not have read that post.
I normally never participate in threads, but I'm tweaked out so I figure why not. I have a decent amount of friends, really good ones too. I know I should be happy and some of you fuckers have it way worse, but it's still so incredibly lonely. Like just a couple people can't really fill that emptiness when you think how small you are in the grand scheme of things. I know even my greatest plans, even if completed, will never matter. It's so depressing. The girl I love says she loves me too, but just "can't be with me yet", which I know is bullshit and I'm just going a cuck waiting on her. Everything she does is so stressful to me, and she is just negative vibes all around, but I'm somehow always coming back to her. Even out of all you hundreds of faceless anons , no one would realy care enough to even notice an attention whore like me posting in a feels thread on a speed binge. Feels bad man.
>Have to go to the doctors with mom
>need to get this cough i've had for a month checked out
>get medicine
>waiting at chemists
>friend of moms works there
>they talk
>telling her about how all of her children are working hard, getting high grades, achieving.
>'yeah mine too haha'
>lies
>we leave
>get into car
>mom cries
>doesn't look at me all the way home
>i quickly go to my room
>i hear her crying down stairs
>all i do is stay in my room
>dropped out of school
>play vinya all day, 4chan etc..
>feel pathetic
that was 3 weeks ago. the antibiotics i was prescribed with didn't work. getting worse. hopefully i get even worse.
>>685506500
Why don't you fix your life instead anon? it would be much more simpler.
>>685506500
Don't feel pathetic because someone thinks you are. Either fuck em, or if it realy matters to you, make them change how they think of you. Just cause someone thinks your a fuck up doesn't mean it's true.
I am lonely. And I'm sick of watching through peoples stories and seeing them with other being happy whilst I'm alone. Sometimes I think I will end up with nobody.
>>685506500
Go back at school, try something now you could rest when you'll be dead.
>>685506665
Too afraid of people to get a job
bad grades
nothing on my resume
don't want to be a wage cuck at mc donalds
while i serve people who i know. people who used to like me and think i could aspire to things
>>685506985
Ending up with nobody can be fun too.
>>685506985
Become a Hero.
>>685507038
Are you on any anxiety medication? Maybe go to a shitty community college for two years, get a decent paying job? Work your way up?
>>685506693
this made me feel really fucked up
>>685507117
*an hero
>>685507258
And what if it does nothing. i slack off during exams. playing games instead of studying.
I don't think i can trust myself enough to say that will change
>>685506423
It took me exactly 100 days to go from loving someone to hating him. You will find someone else
>>685507646
road to a 100 days, am I right people?
I kind of hate this society. It's not that I can't contribute, I don't want to. I can get rich but I'd have to work for a company whose business model is manipulating and exploiting people. I have a feeling my life is going to be either evil or worthless.
>>685507939
There are two types of people in the world. The sheep and the wolves. Pick which one you are.
>>685507939
>Become rich
>Donate
I'm jealous of seeing others happy.
>>685500932
That happened to me 2 weeks ago, except they didn't go into bar, but to the beach.
One of them, my so called best friend, know i love beach so much.
I thought they forgot or something, but last week we went to drink i went to pee and when i came back they were talking about it, they stopped when they realized i was listening to them.
>>685504234
Why ask if it happens every day?
>>685503066
Thats something a girl would do, i'd rather just confront them about it and/or stop talking to them tbh.
>>685507646
Thanks. Just a rough time, trying to loose a feeling you know
>>685508453
Load up on drugs, kill your friends.
>>685507572
I do too, it's definitely hard to change your habits. But can you afford to keep going on this way? If you have a chance to never fell that way again, shouldn't you take it?
>>685500932
those are not your friends anon, you're better alone
>>685509167
and we got out number by the ugly guys losers with retarted ideas
>>685497128
or ugly white losers that outnumber alot of the races
>>685509167
Nah, have better things to spend my money on.
Ill ditch my friends tho, id rather to be alone than being the loser of my group.
>>685500932
Your just there to occasionally entertain them. They aren't your friends, they're your boss you try to win the approval of.
>>685509403
Load up on drugs.. kill your friends its fun to lose and to pretend.
/b/'s overboard self assured oh no i know a dirty word.
>>685497128
n the ugly guyas losers want to be on tv
even tho no one the ugly virgo women loser like beyonce that hurts the popular people and me and e ee killed eeffbiggie smalls
>>685497128
cause wanted to be on tv
>>685509743
What the hell are you on
>>685497128
but no one likes her cause she smell like shit n is uglyr r rr rr
>>685497128
and fuck the ugly white losers
>>685509743
Roll
>>685497128
fucken idiots with dum itiod magic that hurts nice things
>>685508081
I guess so...
>>685508055
This is just the type of bullshit people say to themselves to make themselves feel better.
>>685497128
shes the ugliest women alive n try to hurt e e e e nice thing ee e
>>685497128
so we need to understand the ugly people losers want to be on tv and have to suffer for there lamness cause the good things dont want to get along with the ugly people losers
>>685510129
Or to justify their actions.
"man posts drug addled rant on 4vhan 'feels thread' moments before killing 19 children at local kindergarten"
>>685497128
so the ugly people losers will look like frauds and lie and copy while look like frauds
and the good awesome poeple wont get no cridit
and the ugly people losers that outnumber everyone will surive
while the ugly guys losers
try to kill off the good things
with talking
>>685510697
>Look at me! I am random! So I am automatically funny!
>>685497128
even if the awesome people retire the ugly people losers will try to kill them cause laugh at them cause ugly and fraud like the ugly virgo women loser that smell like poo ee e n cant get any g ee e guys
>>685497128
with like things like secuity or dont want to tell e ee secrets re e e e e
>>685510577
what the hell is 4vhan
>>685497128
cause will make awesome people look bad even tho no one likes the ugly guys losers e e e eee
Guys, my perfect girlfriend just broke up with me. Im driving home tomorrow and im laying beside her, but we're obviously doing nothing. I'm on my phone and don't know what the fuck to do. My life was so empty and depressed but she kept me happy, now i know that she wanted it to end all the time.
She lied to me about the love.
She doesn't even like me anymore.
Im crushed and i know shes happy.
Anyone out there feeling with me? Also, first time posting in a feels thread, i guess...
>>685510816
Leave him alone.
Dont wanna sound like an ass, but why do you guys even live?
If i was like you id just donate whatever i have to charity and hang myself.
>>685497128
theres no point of doing exciting things cause the ugly people losers wont give credit and make the ugly women losers look good even tho it was e e not ee that exciting and it was ee lame e
>>685510982
>Guys, my perfect girlfriend just broke up with me
Don't need to read the rest
She wasnt your perfect girlfriend, otherwise she wouldnt have broke up with you.
>>685497128
yeah the ugly women losers get stressed out or the ugly white losers get angry when people call them fruads while out numbering everybody and serve them e e bad e e cheeseburgers
>>685497128
so let the ugly people losers like the ugly virgo women loser keep lying while ee i try to survivrt
>>685511041
To answer your question, I'm fairly young so I know that I am just going through a rough patch and things will probably, hopefully, get better.
Also if I killed myself now over some stupid bullshit that would be very idiotic.
>>685497128
ee like on tv
>>685497128
so let the ugly people losers like the ugly virgo women loser keep lying like on tv while ee i try to survivrt
and the ugly guys losers smell like shit
and try to look attrative but smell like poop and is ugly
which is 90% of the socitey which is mostly everybody that is not a aquarius cause the ugly guys losers smell like poop like the cancer n capricorn n pieces and virgo and sagittarius
>>685497128
n the ugly guys losers smell like shit e e ee e e n try to hurt people
>>685510982
i feel you
>>685498362
fuck tumblr
>>685497128
and the ugly guys losers dont want people to know they cant get women cause there ugly and smell like poop n try to hurt popular people with sex and dont want people to know they smell like poop cause ugly ee n will not look attrative euu u and outnumber everyobdy e e e e n play with peoples checks basicly its those funny looking ugly guys losers that is smart e e n try to ee say mean things cause smart cause ugly and smell like dog poo r
>>685506423
Are you me?
> Living alone in a rented apartment
> working 2 jobs
> parents live in different country
> having tons of friends
> have gf that loves me
> that talks about future together
> children, cars, dogs
I feel empty, sad even alone in some time.. I don't understand I have everything but fill like i got nothing.
>>685497128
so i listed it good luck with marritge with the ugly guys losers that smell like dog poop
>>685497128
and the ugly guys losers look so pathatic when try to look attrative but is funny looking and smell like poo r r rlike the ugly guys losers that gets rejected and smell like poo
>>685512182
Are you fucking serious with the zodiac bullshit?
>>685507038
Okay, at this point in your life, you are behind. you have to accept it and move on. Don't dwell on it and continue to sadly watch time pass. You are probably 20-30, and you still have time. Even if you can't currently go to college because you can't handle it, why not just get a job? Those wage cucks at Mcdonalds are even beating you right now. Not because they're smarter. Not because they get any advantage in life. Because they motivate themselves. Just start off with a job and make baby steps, and once you start getting your mind to work, you won't want to go back to being lazy (if you ask /fit/, they'd tell you they feel great working out and feel bad if they don't work out that day. same thing with your mental activity). Then you could do college. it's difficult, but it's simple.
>>685506423
You have to find your purpose
I know it sounds like hippy crap, but you gotta find whatever you love the most.
In my case, its electronics, something which i didnt even know i liked and now i cant live without it.
>>685497128
so let the ugly people losers like the ugly virgo women loser keep lying and look ugly and e e look like a fraud and is ugly and is a fraud on tv while ee i try to survivrt
>>685497128
grege
>>685497128
>>Be me, be 23
>>She loved me
>>We did our first time together when I was 17, she was 15
>>I was looking to score
>>She was looking for more
>>6 years later I wanted her to leave, again
>>She did it for the last time
>>She met another boy, a great guy
>>Feeling so numb that I don't care anymore if she got fucked
>>Idc anymore even if he is the one who get a lot of love from her
>>She left our city
>>She is happy as fuck
>>I was in ruin
>>I changed my life and give my time for people
>>I was here for a girl
>>She lost her only parent, her dad
>>She left me, alone at the new year 2015
>>So I left our city to get her back
>>2 years passed
>>She still smile
>>I'm still sad
>>I get girl easily, but not her
>>I hate my life, I hate myself
>>I want to go back in time and push me in the face to death
>>Every day I'm looking for her
>>I can't talk to her
>>She wont answer
>>I saw her one time in the street passing with my car
>>I never see her normaly
>>She forgot me
>>I didn't forgot her
>>I wont do it
>>I lost everything to have a chance to have her back
>>I will always love this girl no matter what
>>I wont give up
>>I wont give in
