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>last one 404'd
when was the last time you cried /b/?
last weekend for me (i almost never cry but everything fell apart)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ODIvONHPqpk
>>685354131
Beat you to it m8
>>685354043
Yesterday at my uncles funeral.
Poor guy only lived to be 61
Fuck cancer
>>685354131
I rarely cry, and if i do, it's not for any other reason other then that i am just sick and tired of this life and want to start over and do things better.
I had a very difficult childhood which is barely over, so i don't really have any normal emotions.
I have no more feels.
I'm starting to wonder if I'm going to "like" the rest of my life. I'm 31. Life hasn't been terrible, it just hasn't been fantastic, either. I still care about things enough to try hard and do right. But, deep down I feel totally unattached to the world. I'm married, have a good job, live comfortably, no kids, etc.
I think I'm bored.
Tuesday night for me. I just kinda broke and cried until I felt no pain.
Probably gonna happen Sunday and/or Monday too because my cousin died and that's when the funeral and wake is
>>685354131
Not to act though but i cant remember The last time i cried because i always could control my emotions
>>685354131
That's not even a feels scene. The dude was jsut introduced to porn games and he's going nuts with them. At least get a feels related image to go with your shitty thread.
>be me
>know this grill my whole life
>thought she felt the same as I did her
>"you can't touch my tits anon, I'm your mother."
Friendzone strikes again....
>>685354848
I have about the same.
In my opinion, life has been terrible for me often.
It's a good thing i have way less strings tying me down here than you.
I don't mean suicide, just getting a new identity, moving far away, and starting over.
I re-watched ESPN's "Moments of the Century" video a few weeks ago, the one to Aerosmith's "Dream On", and I actually cried.
I know this girl, she's literally the only person i trust and tell everything to.
She lives far away, and we haven't talked or chatted with eachother outside groups for almost two weeks now.
I've grown a bit attached to her, not sexually, but just like real close friendship.
I know that it isn't abnormal to not talk to someone online for two weeks, but i'm silently panicking about losing my best friend.
I have trust issues and she is the first person i actually trust, it's very hard for me to establish and maintain friendships.
I'm very antisocial and have a lot of trouble starting a conversation and keeping it going.
What do i do? I know i should talk to her.
But i'm looking for the opinion of someone else then me, something that goes for the long term.
>>685355178
Kek'd heartily.
>>685355383
You sound like you're in the exact same situation as a good friend of mine ...
Most curious ...
>>685355786
Just in case you're wondering, i'm not that friend.
You see, i never told anyone.
I am nearly unable to discuss my emotions and feelings anywhere else then 4chan.
>>685356014
weird how you can tell random people stuff but not like people you can get to know
>>685356291
It's because strangers don't judge and if they do, so what? It's not like we'll ever see them irl
>>685356291
I know.
It's an insecurity problem.
I don't try to pretend i understand it.
It probably has something to do with me being just another ghost among my fellow anons.
>>685354830
>I rarely cry
>tired of this life
>I had a very difficult childhood
>childhood barely over
>don't really have any normal emotions
I cANT TELL IF ITS BAIT BECAUSE EVERYONE IN THESE THREADS ARE THIS CRINGEY
>>685356640
i see
>>685356550
true
>>685355383
autism alert
>be me
>severely depressed
>do my best to hide it from everybody; nobody knows
>constantly make excuses for why I am taking so long with school (in reality failing all my classes)
>meet a girl
>she tells me that she has a crush on me
>a few months later, ask her out
>spend nearly every free hour together
>turning life around, actually happy for the first time in years
>she has her own problems in her life; she does some pretty bad things to me, but always regrets it, sobbing for hours about hurting me
>both of us grow as people
>fast forward to about 7-8 months ago, we have been dating for almost 3 years at this point
>she says that she worries that she is falling out of love with me
>one week later, she breaks up with me
>be in denial for a while, convinced we would get back together
>ask her out again about 3 months later, she says that not enough time has passed
>have given this advice to people many times before, so I know that I need to move on, but cant
>dream about getting back together almost every night, wake up depressed
>depression returns
>start failing classes again
>feeling suicidal
>ask her out one more time, about a week ago
>she said no
>after this time, something changed
>I don't care if we get back together anymore
>feel that I have actually moved on
>not sure if I'm lying to myself or not
>back in same boat as before I met her - severe depression, completely directionless in life. What is the point of anything?
As for the last time I cried, I think it was the first time I asked her back out. Our break up hadn't really hit me until then, and about a day after she rejected me, I completely lost it and cried for a long time. I don't think I have since then.
>>685354848
I'm the same, anon. I can honestly say I've never felt anything other than mild amusement. The rest of the time I just feel like I'm watching the world go by me the same way you'd watch a fish tank just to pass the time in a dentist's office
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gSh7_P1saM
>>685355125
still a depressing scene kek
>>685357657
the point is to keep moving until you can't move any more
sometimes i just have an epiphany of how unspectacular my life is and how i will never be anything special to anyone and i freak out
i practically run home with my mind screaming at me and i want to kill someone or do something spectacular. i just hate the way things are and how im powerless.
these anxiety attacks keep coming back
>>685354131
About a month ago at a party. I'm usually the heart of the party, that laughs and chats and what not. But in the middle of the party life hit me. Sober me is quite serious, don't talk much, smile or show any emotions. I also don't talk about stuff like this with anybody, I usually take a moment to be with myself and I get over it, until the next time. And there I was, I went outside to be alone, to smoke, drink and think. But some friends came over to cheer me up. I don't know what it was, but man, I have not cried that much in a long, long time. I think it was the fact, that there were people trying to help me.Even though I appreciate their effort, but I'm so use to being alone during moments like these, and their helping hands, in my opinion, made my mood even worse. Then more people came, not fun. I finally managed to convince everybody to leave me alone for a while. Thought about all the shit and problems in my life for half an hour. Then I went back inside and enjoyed the party. Even though I don't like it, when there are people around me during times like these, at least I now know I have people to go to if I ever decide to stop being a selfish cunt.
>>685357335
Sorry brah, i've just given up on a lot.
>>685357556
I'm diagnosed.
Your point is?
>>685357930 So sad man...
>>685359251
a similar thing happened
i didn't cry but i saw a girl id been crushing on for a few years smile and suddenly reality hit me hard and i realized i would end up avoiding talking to her and i just put my head down.
i find that when im the most emotionally unstable i will be susceptible to these random moments of crushing dysphoria similar to what you described
things will get better for you, i hope
Question for anyone in the military: I was considering joining the Marines out of high school. My dad talked me out of it - he isn't anti-military or anything, but I wanted to join to get experience and try to figure out what I wanted to do. He made the point that if I really didn't know, it wouldn't be smart to sign a four year contract with them. Since then, I haven't accomplished anything with my life, and have gotten pretty severe depression. My question is, should I re-look into joining? Would the military give me a sense of purpose and help sort some things out, or would joining under those circumstances be a horrible mistake?
>>685354131
One of the saddest things I've realised from my time on chan. Is that we no longer call them baww threads, but 'feels'. Have all my old friends come and gone now? I feel like I'm next. Good luck /b/ros
>>685359584
i miss my dog.
thats why i posted
his name was lake and he was so sweet to everyone
i miss him a lot
his death hit me harder than the death of my grandparents for some reason
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhPuAqwPLoQ
>>685359833
Don't worry bro, I still remember the baww threads.
>>685359833
old fag here. I remember them being called baww threads too but back then i didn't go on them much. i've sunk down alot since then and now i need em to stay sane
>>685359833
Do you have any baww pictures that haven't been posted in a while? Some of the older stuff was pretty deep, but I never see it posted any more.
>>685359833
> you're not here forever
I have started socializing and hanging out with people for the first time in a very long time, but I still feel empty. It's almost like everyone else is a group, and I'm an outsider. What do?
>>685359771
I can relate to that back. There have been two girls in my life, that I honestly say, I could spend the rest of my life with. I haven't talked to the first one for a long time. I wanted to ask her out, but never did, which was killing me inside, but I've gotten use to it with time. The other ones lives 600km away for me, so I havent seen her for a month. Plan on visting some mutual friends we have and hopefully I'll see here. I think its time to listen to my gut feeling and ask. Even if she says no, it would still be better than not knowing.
French fag here, feel depressed as fuck right now.
Had multiple hard times in life, gf just packed her stuff this morning (currently 01:44am here)
i have severe depression since a year, but this evening seems to be the end. i just swallowed my last 4 pills of oxazepam & few vodka drinks.
i feel heat, lights fucks my brain, just sat in my empty room, clothes on the floor, blood because i punched the photo of us, got glass on my fists.
I tried to call a suicide center 3 times, line's buzy. I just waited for a sign, here it is.
The sadliest thing is that you fags are my only buds, somewhere far away.
>>685361836
>still better than not knowing
I'm calling bullshit there, I asked out my crush and trust me, that was one of the worst things possible
>>685362199
Checked.
I'll be your friend
www.infinitelooper.com/?v=EMfNB3fakB8&p=n#/7;152
>>685360939
I remember the golden age of baww, sadly I don't have any. I just lurk hoping to see something from my childhood. It's sad to think it's been that long.
>>685362589
Holy shit man, that got me.
>>685357657
Anon don't feel sad, just remember.
>>685362451
At least i get dubs. thks m8.
>>685362589
I have a couple comics that I had saved from about 4 or 5 years ago. I haven't seen them posted since, except for a time or two that I did recently.
1/6
>>685362778
I suggest you save from now on. We/I won't be around too long. We used to have a full thread, not anymore.
2/6
>>685362213
Maybe. Knowing her, I doubt she will shit on my soul with her answer. Besides, I'm a guy who likes a straight answer, rather than later thinking about "what if". I already have plenty of those regrets on my mind. And if thing go sour, so be it. Life goes on and I have still have plenty left.
3/6
today at school, gf told me fuck off and die
4/6
5/6
>>685357930
Had this happen to our white swiss sheapard, he was only 1 and a half years old
>>685363407
Since I'm gone soon, I'll dumb anything I have that's remotely okay. Not the prime stuff.
6/6
>>685363647
Probably well known by now.
>>685354131
Op I really like the start of this song, the scene on house of cards at the end, omg song just made it ever bit better
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRk3tPPT-5U
>>685363736
I know that feel quite well, anon. It's happening right now.
post best feels music
heres something from me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_P-v1BVQn8
>>685363639
thats terrible
i miss my 10 year old chocolate lab. same sorta thing happened and i can relate to your pain
>>685363843
I've wasted most of my time now. Don't repeat my mistakes. No matter how small of a chance...there's still a chance.
2/2
>>685363085
Thanks anon, that picture actually helps a lot.
A lot of people like me as a person, and I have had quite a few girls that have had crushes on me, but she was the only one I actually wanted to go out with. I'm worried that if I try to get a new girlfriend now, I would just unfairly compare the two and not even give the new girl a chance.
I guess I'll just wait and see, after all my first girlfriend appeared in my life when I wasn't expecting anything, who knows when someone else might come along.
>>685364145
Thanks anon, hope things work out for you as well.
"most people choose the golden gate bridge because they want to fly, even if it's just once."
>>685354131
I didnt cry but I fucked up things with a girl I had feelings for beyond repair a few days ago, feels bad man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1je0_0UiCM
>i had a crush on a girl and she committed suicide.
i wish i had worked up the courage to talk to her. it devastated our whole school (especially the grade 12's which is what i was)
i was completely awestruck, and eventually became devastated. she always looked a bit mopey but she was cute and had friends and i was utterly obsessed with her. No one who knew her saw it coming and it fucked me up bad b. anything similar happen to you guys?
i miss her even tho we never knew each other
>>685359788
Marinefag here
As long as you go in with some idea of what job you want, they can help you get a path. Plus, your college is taken care of. You deal with a lot of bullshit but, it's worth it if you're lost.
>>685365059
sorry to hear that.
if she is worth it then forget about pride and just go after her
this music is pretty good man.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJpAIOFN5WQ
>>685365568
she was worth it, but its over. glad you like the song though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXCkSMTPuu0
>>685364087
But you have to think of it as humane as possible, you cant let your dog be in pain to lessen your own pain of losing them.
>>685366113
yes. he was in pain and his eyes were constantly sad.
i kissed him alot on his last day and cried like a baby
it was one of the saddest things to happen to me
>>685364417
>>685364145
You too.
>>685364087
>post best feels music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dOY8Ut2rEA
>>685366011
i see. maybe if you give it time, she will feel differently but i'm sorry for your loss either way
>>685366296
I know what you mean man... I was there when he was put to sleep. One of the worst moments of my life.
>>685355178
Kek
>>685366442
I decided to get really fucking wasted instead of dealing with my problems. So far so good.
>>685364145
This is me gone. Goodnight, farewell and good luck
>>685366923
I wish i had the balls to end it all. but here i am moping around wasting my life
