Feels Thread. Drunk and alone edition.
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Feels Thread. Drunk and alone edition.
>>684905061
This was my fear as a child...and adulthood
>>684906179
happened to me and I turned out fine
>>684907197
>coolpix p&s camera
>snapchat
are you even trying
>>684907649
hapend to me too
>>684907955
lets get some green text stories Im drunk and want to cry.
>>684908423
wtf is this jersey shore shit?
>>684905061
>>684906179
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>>684908277
Happened to my best friend who was way more popular than me in 2nd grade. At age 23 I've still never thrown myself a party.
>>684908522
it's not even summer yet
>>684908522
>>684907649
>>684908277
I don't even celebrate my birthday anymore
>>684905061
Dont worry it will all be over soon
but if you are really unlucky you get to keep on living
kummies r sad
>>684910175
>>684909958
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>>684909367
reposting because other thread is dead and maybe there's still some advice out there
I'm lost. I feel like I've wasted the past few years of my life in college. I nearly attempted suicide once and took the quarter off to try to take care of things. Therapy. Medication. Partial hospitalization. It didn't end up doing anything. So I just tried hanging out with friends and seeing people. And then just like that I was back in school.
I still feel lost. I feel like I can't connect with people. I feel stuck. Career wise who knows what's going to happen. School is whatever. Waking up and just being out--I can't stand it.
I was at this camping trip with this student group or whatever this past weekend. Your typical cheesy bonding shit but I tried. They have the cliche small circle of people just talking about "deep" stuff. The question was about "something that has changed you". I give a cliff notes version of what's being going on (even more vague than what I say now). And it was just like all the other times I've done it--group therapy, friends, significant others--where I just felt even more disconnected from everyone. Everyone else has their own problems, their own traumatic experiences--as expected. But whereas these people seem to feel connected with each other, I just feel even more lost and just
I don't know.
I remember another Anon here told me to just keep doing things. Stop trying to think. Don't think. Do.
I don't know why it is so difficult. I thought I'd gotten past it feeling like I have to lift the weight of the world to get out of bed. I thought I'd gotten past feeling like tearing my own skin off and drowning in just raw feeling. I thought I'd gotten past wishing I could feel something again.
I know everyone's at a different point in their respective lives and journeys. Some people are closer to self discovery than others. Some people take off sprinting and some people are finding their pace.
I just don't think I ever left the starting line.
>>684907197
That photo is older than Snapchat is.
>>684910426
try finding something you love to do anon. all you need is a safe vice to make life seem meaningful. if you're every in nothern california I will get drunk with you and we can share meanings of dispare.
>>684910426
I think i empathize with you. the problem with 'don't think. do.' is that if you ever snap out of it for even just a second you'll realize something autistic you did or overthink something else and it'll all crumble down
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>>684910426
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>>684910676
I'm not giving up on any of you.
This isn't how your story ends.
You aren't broken.
You just lost the light.
That light. You know which one.
It might've been a plan for the future.
It might've been an unwavering hope that things would just... fall into place.
It might've been a lover, whose embrace provided refuge from the unrelenting storm we call "Life."
For me, it's been all of those things at one time or another.
Know that many lights exist, another will come.
But not on it's own.
You have to find it within.
It has to be you.
Good night /b/ros.
>>684910668
Still trying to find that vice I suppose. Tried weed a bunch but I just end up having shitty highs
Except that one time
>>684910676
Yeah I feel you. I still generally agree with it though because I feel like building the habit of living a normal life is a hell of a lot better than waiting on the motivation to live a normal life. Because that sure as fuck isn't happening
>>684910175
I don't understand
>>684910952
It's a reference to The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past; Link's uncle doesn't come home.
>>684910950
I mean like a hobby or a sport. m8 its just a process of being yourself and finding other /b/ros who follow in your same prewwtences.
damn im drunk dont listen to me.
>>684911129
Hey its OP here. HJow do I figure around finding the right lover who wants me as much as I want them? Ive been burned my 6 different girls and havent found the one.
>>684911173
I used to run marathons and shit actually. I just can't bring myself to run anymore, even just 2 miles. I'm trying/would like to lift weights and shit so maybe I'll look less like a twink fuck with the face of a 13 year old and more like a jacked as fuck dude with the face of a 13 year old.
>>684911426
post some sexy pics so I can save your twink ass forever. boi pussy prefered..
>>684911426
>>684910950
hobbies or long ass tv shows are always a nice way to forget about yourself and own existance for a while
studying something completely random maybe will make you feel a little more alive or something
idk i was just thinking of stuff that made me forget my sads for a little while
>>684911558
notybby~
>>684911426
i know thats you, nick
>>684911670
that'd be pretty dank if my name was nick. sry2disappointbby
>>684911658
please I need a good rubbin right about now.
>>684911251
Joke's on you, lost my virginity 6 years ago. Had sex 3 times with this beautiful girl named Jackie. She was a Mormon, and she tried to get me involved with her church. Fizzled out after 3 months, that relationship. She broke it off, saying that I was too naive and that she felt like she was using me. Which isn't too far off the mark. I was a naive fool, and I still am when it comes to love.
>>684905061
Horribly relatable fuck you
>>684912036
>>684910426
Been there, This might sound absolutely insane but I used lsd in a closed setting in order to meditate on the inner workings of myself. My life has increased exponentially, There are other stories of people having this happen, google it and give it at least some consideration
It made me realise if taking a chemical can change my perception so much, that perception is reality, the placebo effect apply's to more than just lying to people about medication, Your perspective directly impacts your reality, It really is true, I remember thinking it was bullshit too.
all impediments in your life are obstacles of your own psyche.
Please anon, consider it
>>684912257
>>684912257
No joke I actually have considered LSD or mushrooms. I just want to make absolute sure I'm ready to take that jump. I don't want to risk having any doubt in my head about it and risk having a fucking awful trip.
Thank you though, it's nice to hear another person having a positive experience from it
>>684905061
>Drunk and alone
Always my happiest moments.
>>684912036
Thinking of moving to Utah to find a qt3.14 Mormon girl. Bad idea? Are they whores like all women in America?
>>684912924
Funny enough, we've had a discussion like this on /k/ of all places, but long story short we came to the conclusion that the best type of woman is one thats; slightly religious but not to into it, doesnt come from a broken home, is going to school for nursing or some type of engineering, knows how to take care of herself i.e. eats right, works out a bit, and also knows how to have fun. /k/ at four in the morning...
>>684912924
porn is banned in utah so weigh that too
the past few years have been miserable. i just play video games now and feel like shit when im not. my parents actively show their dissapointment in me, and they used to be the only ones that really kept me going with life. im getting shit grades and feel lonely all of the time. i don't know what to do anymore.
>>684910426
Anon, if you truly wish to find something in life. It is not friends you need nor is it to be surrounded by people who care.
What you need is a place like here. Like /b/ or any other board.
You need a group of assholes, faggots, and dipshits, to say exactly what they think.
No matter what they say be it helpful or not, you know that they don't know who you are. That they will not sugarcoat anything. The most important thing to feel like you have purpose is to have what you have done be acknowledged as good or bad.
The feeling of having content that I made being saved and reposted in another thread made me feel some form of great joy.
Even though the person said that they thought it was not as good. I felt like I had done something. I had gotten a single person to smile, or feel, or rage. If I was able to bring another to emotion just like what I wanted then I felt accomplished.
You need to know just by sharing what you felt in your life with us in this thread, lurking or not. You were able to get people to think, to feel.
You accomplished something. Something completely fantastic
Something human.
For that Anon I thank you
>I probably sound super gay or something like that I really don't know for I am tired
>pic related the content I drew for a gondola thread
please dont die thread, these feels are keeping me alive
im gonna bump until im numb, come back guys
>>684915270
Always get me
At least i wasn't lying...
Feels threads always reminds me that /b/ is a bunch of normies. You guys all post pics about losing a gf or getting cheated on. I manage to not have any human interaction at all and still feel like killing myself everyday while I'm lying on the bathroom floor.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49Gz0Jfp-jI
gives me the feels
>>684916832
i mean i don't know about all of us doing that. I've ready plenty of beta autist feels shit on top of normie feels shit.
Also just so you don't feel alone, I got super drunk alone and knocked out in my bathroom next to my toilet after throwing up for what felt like forever like two months ago.
>>684917144
Thats good to know, at least. I'm so angry but there's nothing to be angry at.
>>684917606
fuck it be angry
nothing wrong with that anon
>>684912257
>>684912507
Alright I'm like 90% sure I should do this. What's some shit you recommend looking out for/keeping in mind that I might not find looking around online.
>>684909958
What is this from? I recognize the art
>>684915270
Audible gasp. That one hurt
>>684905061
My grandma died, we're leaving for the funeral in two and a half hours, the drive is about three hours long and i haven't slept since yesterday. I feel like shit because i didn't call her as much as i could before she died, i could have seen her a couple more times as well and i don't think i'll be able to stay stable when the feels finally sink. My family's never been very stable and i don't know how this will impact us.
bumb
Here's some OC from me a few months ago.
>TL:DR a very good friend of mine killed himself
Any faggots out there who ever thought about it, read this first to see what it's like from the outside perspective
>>684921048
Oh shit I remember this one from the thread last night
>>684921048
>milking your friend's death for OC
Fuck you m8.
>>684921145
eh, I wont say you're wrong.
it was originally posted in a thread where an anon was actually on the verge of suicide, Since then I have actually had people tell me that it genuinely makes the feel better and to continue posting it
>>684921391
Either way, I see your point and wont deny it its a bit of a milkfest. But at least it's a good one
