i used to think about it all the time, but then i realized that if i killed myself it would be a massive fucking waste, no afterlife no reincarnation, just a massive waste. if you kill yourself then your a waste of space. Things can never get better if you an hero, do you really want to go in your darkest hour? fuck no! don't be a faggot pussy cunt, get through it, dont faggot out, if you can kill yourself, you can stand up to the people ruining your life. change your situation, change your life, dont be a pitiful faggot, take control of your own god damn fucking life like a man
Daily, I have a dead end job, I'm stuck without being able to go to University due to some idiotic BS with my HSD so I have to re-do my last year of school, can't stop working because of debt, live in one of the best places in my city and own the shittiest house, balding on th sides, have friend with benefits but stopped fucking because too scared to get her pregnant, no girlfriend because I can't date them due to being embarrassed where I live even though it's a big fucking house, etc. Fuck this life.
>>684256416 The thing is, whats the point of living? You said it yourself, theres no afterlife, why would I want to improve things, or even do big meaningful stuff like, cure cancer, if it all ultimately doesn't matter? So I can be happy, and live for the sole purpouse of pleasure? No thnks
>>684257756 because theres no point in living, hence theres no point in dying, you might as well make the most of it and not look too much into it. Do selfish stuff, please yourself, try to do things that you like doing. thats all there is to it.
You could kill yourself and then thats that, but ultimately who even cares? it was a pointless endevour.
The trick to beating depression is to literally not give a fucking shit. your probably intelligent, a lot of depressed people are, so you must realize the pointlessness of life. you only need to look a little further to realize the poiuntlessness in death.
You may see it as a sweet release from the pain of living a life that is meaningless. but its not, its just a snub. the harder thing to do is to realize the pointlessness in giving a shit, your not important, realize that, the only thing thats important is the selfishness of your own being, thats programmed into us, its our survival instinct. run with it, make yourself happy, for selfish kicks, dont be an asshole though.
Ultimately you must give up on giving a damn and just persue happiness. everyone and everything around you that is making you unhappy is nothing but paper tigers man, fuck that shit, move on, be selfish, you get one life, you may as well milk it, death will come sooner than you realize anyway, its inevitable.
>>684253530 Before I tried to do it? Pretty much constantly. But then I tried to kill myself, spent some time in the hospital, talked with a psychiatrist, got on meds and therapy, and now living is a pretty cool idea.
although i don't want to die, it kinda pops in my brain once in a while. last thursday i even got a knife from the kitchen to do the job, but then i pussied out. anyways, there's no point in living, the only thing that keeps me alive is will.
There's a Doug Stanhope joke where he talks about life being like a movie: if the first half then the second half will most likely suck too, so why not kill yourself. Currently 25 and holding on but if things don't get better by 38-40, I'll just do it.
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