Just started some Anti-depressants. What are you experiences? I'm on Wellbutrin
I'm on willpower cause I'm not a fucking bitch.
>>684201945
This.
>>684201945
Swag, how's that treating ya?
>>684201945
You're gona make it bro
>>684201761
Yeah you might as well sell your soul to Satan, he'd probably give you more.
>>684201761
Well, for starters, you basically have to read text backwards.
Zozzles. Just smoke weed ya dumbass. Also don't forget to kill yourself because you're worthless. :^)
>>684201761
7 is a fag, just kill yourself, faggot
>>684202443
Underrated.
>>684202323
Those keen eyes see all
>>684201761
they don't do a whole lot unless you find the right one. anti-depressants are kind of weak in my opinion
>>684201761
you will lose your sexual desire libido
>>684202216
Awesome. Sure, like 99% of everyone else I've been depressed before, suicidal, all that shit. It sucks. Sometimes you just gotta tug your dick and get your shit together.
Now I'm married, just had a baby, got promoted this week. Shit works out.
>>684201761
Anti-depressants can work for people. But they also:
> Get used as excuses
> Have vastly different effects per person per medication
> Could make everything worse
> Teach you to rely on shit rather than strengthening your own perspective
>>684201761
Samsies! I need benzos or I'm gonna kill myself.
>>684202635
What kinds have you been on?
>>684202740
Maybe with ssris or snris but wellbutrin has seemed to have not much effect on my privates.
>>684202757
I've been on will power before this and was surviving, stable job gf etc but felt hollow, nothing felt worth doing except the daily grind and it's been that way for years now. Had to try something to see if it would work. You're right tho having to rely on something like that kinda sucks
>>684201761
no joke got some hardcore euphoria when i was on that it also made me yawn throughout the day oddly enough
>>684201761
Ive been on Wellbutrin for about 8 months now. its good for the energy, but if you suffer from anxiety then its not so great. It also destroyed my appetite and when the meds wear off for the day i get stupid hungry and eat a lot. It works well with the depression bit though. just has some side effects.
>>684203122
Thanks for the info anon
I feel like wellbutrin is a decent antidepressant. I think ssris are shit at least for me. Only one I've tried that I care to keep taking.
Get off while you still can fool.
>>684203307
Energy is my biggest problem so that's good to know. I used to get panic attacks but those went away over time thank fuck
>>684201761
Basically, before your decent into madness, expect to grow a rinocerous horn out of your asshole and by that point you will start sweaating doritos. It is crucial that if its cool ranch doritos, you must turn counter clockwise exactly 25 degrees or else expect your eyes to pop out of your skull and your life to be over. Now with all of this said, fuck you have a good time
This threads probs dead in a few min but I appreciate the feedback. I've never done meds before so it's good to know people found this shit useful
>>684203107
There are two self-driven emotions/processes that have the best chance to overcome depression.
Willpower and rage.
If you can't muster enough willpower, get mad. You can never not find enough things to get intensely mad about. Just get pissed off to the point you want to break shit. Its therapeutic to just be angry all the time. Better angry and destructive than hollowed and sad. Not to mention anger is reckless, which is typically another ironic characteristic of confidence. Women love confidence. If you were getting your dick sucked 3 times a day, do you think you'd still be depressed?
> Get girl, get happy.
>>684202990
maybe i should ask to my doctor for wellbutrin then
>>684203881
Nigga how straight up high you is?
>>684201761
i became an admin of a meme page
>>684203996
My doctor specifically said it doesn't fuck with your libido
>>684202830
I'm on welbutrin and duloxotine. I mostly do not want to kill myseld
>>684202740
thats actually a pretty rare side effect. its only talked about so much in relation to anti deppresents bc it seems the most "crazy" of side effects
Been on low xannies after I quit weed 7 years ago. Started drinking more. Past 2 years. Got a full time and hope. Quitting drinking now. Doc says wellbutrin and stop smoking cigs and drinking. Tried 1 wellbutrin before work. Worst day of the year for me. Next day? After taking it one day? Perfection. Seriously fuck every stupid pill. Smoke weed to sleep. Drink on special occasions and find good people to match you. And go..... fuckit. Just go. And not be a douchbag.
>>684203516
same here with the panic attacks. i just get sort of jittery now when im on meds. but ive learned to manage anxiety better.
>>684201761
>Wellbutrin
Shit gave me anxiety like a mofo
>>684201945
Faggot, when you have an actual chemical imbalance in your head that causes depression, willpower won't do shit. This is why people who've never experienced real depression in adulthood shouldn't have an opinion on it.
>>684205621
While it's technically Ad Hominem circumstantially to say that, you're right. Friend of mine said 'Why don't you just get over it?' when I got my first panic attacks. Couldn't even get it through to him
>>684205253
No don't self medicate with alcohol and weed.
>>684206082
Yeah I alread played that game and decided against it after a few years
Wellbutrin will get you high.
I snorted these a couple times and it is the worst thing I've ever put up my nose. Worse than meth, ethylphenidate, or A-PHP or 4-FA. Also it didn't do anything.
>>684205621
>>684206061
me when i tell people (as an adult) i was recently diagnosed with adhd
>wtf where did you get this vyvanse?
oh well i got tested a few months ago and got diagnosed with adult adhd-
>yeah i have adhd too lol i think everyone does
>>684206419
I thought that sort of shit would give you siezures if you did that if I had to guess by the warning label. Yeah, it's apparently a drug classified as 'non-abusable' which basically means the high probs isn't much
>>684205621
Wrong. I was diagnosed with major depression and had really bad anxiety. I would cry all the time for no reason a wouldn't wanna leave the house. Everything gave me anxiety and all I did was over analyze everything. Tried committing suicide 3 times and was always being admitted. Then turned 24 and decided I was done being a little pussy and grabbed life by the balls. Said fuck it and just didn't care anymore, started taking risks and just did what I wanted to do (not in a stupid way). I gained confidence and grew less anxious over time and now live an awsome life with no regrets. Depression and anxietyou is for weak minded, over sensitive people who just need to man the fuck up and realize that everyone feels this way.
>>684202740
Wellbutrin actually does the opposite for me.
>>684206714
Apparently over 600mg puts you at risk for seizures. I heard about people shooting them and another couple idiots claiming snorting them worked so I though I would try.
>>684207211
Ahh I see. Can't blame you for your curiousity I suppose
>>684202740
I can attest to this!. Less prominent erections too. As soon as I stopped it was like 'dayam' fucking diamonds
>>684207179
Weird. I've been on 4 diff types and still on one. Sex is the last thing on the list.but if I go climb a hill drink water and hit herb then eat. I'm ready to pulverize pussy.
>>684201761
Prozac
ED
I prefer to be depressed but able to have sex
>>684206782
You did not do shit, your brain just finished development and you could finally think straight. You could had that life much sooner if you looked up for help.
>>684208005
are you also a champion of karate and friendship for everyone? Which ty[es have you been on?
>>684204867
Master baiter... how old are you
>>684208343
22.....?
>>684206782
>everyone feels this way
if you actually think that, you didn't have depression
you probably shouldn't have been so much of a fuck-up that you couldn't actually follow through with suicide, like holy shit attention whore much?
>>684208280
Ssris x3 wellbu x1 xanny x1 all at different times. Just low dose generic xan now
>>684208964
How's the xan working for you?
>>684208712
Middle 30s here. Stay away from prescription drugs as much as you can. You aren't you and will never be after a while
>>684201761
On 300mg Wellbutrin xl. Been on for 2 years. I usually feel really awake and have more energy. I also hear a ringing in my ear occasionally. As for labito, it sometimes suppresses it. Feels bad man
>>684209128
Just on em cuz I need it now. Easy GaS money for corporate....
>>684209304
I haven't been me since the first panic attack and major depressive episodes, I'm just now starting to feel like me again so I'm suprised to hear you say that. What was your experience?
>>684209338
That's good news, I'm fuckin sick of always feeling like everything is above the threshhold of effort I feel like expending.
>>684209621
Oh. Can I ask what age you had the episode
>>684209761
20 and a couple months, why's that?
>>684209304
I was really against any type of meds for a long time. but ive come from an absolute shit life (fucked up parents, sister is autistic, homeless at 15) and i ended up so bad i was loosing too much weight from not eating and was cutting my self. i finally said fuck it when my doctor pleaded with me.
the thing about mental meds is that you cant just soley rely on the medication alone to fix you. you need therapy and a good support system.
right now im in EMDR therapy to help fix my PTSD. that way my brain sort of rewrites how i view things with out having to talk about the deeper shit. things are so much better now that im sure ill be off meds by the end of this year.
>>684209845
So you were 20. Ok. Picture being 29 at a Job you hate supporting a fiance that's leaving you while peaking at alcoholism and on a new drug that you shouldn't drink on. At work. With threats of you being fired and noone on your side because it's a fam run business and no way to contact friends or family and your exes new guy is your boss. .... no. Not kidding. This shit made me lose my head for a week or 40
>>684210340
When I hear about life situations like yours, I feel like I'm such a piece of shit for having a pretty good life and still am depressed. I hope shit continues to get better for you anon.
>>684210666
I can appreciate the testament of your experience but I've tried everything but meds, I've got to at least give it a go
>>684210666
That day... was pure... middle lower class... hell
>>684210925
We'll good luck and keep it a regiment. And follow everything on the label. When they say don't drink or take something. Holy shit they mean it now
>>684210675
its really nothing anyone has control over if they have a shit life or not. depression is a legitimate health concern. you have a chemical imbalance in your brain. you didn't choose to be this way.
i took wellbutrin for a bit before i ended up in hospital. but i also was mixing bars and blow and sleeping pills so i guess i cant give you any advice. i was hallucinating shit was crazy.
>>684210675
and what makes mental illness even more difficult is that its hard to actually realize this is a biological health problem. it controls your thoughts and self esteem. and it doesnt help that 75% of the world doesnt actually believe in mental illness in the first place.
>>684211220
Thanks, anon, I'll take your advice
>>684211252
>>684211577
Yeah, you're right, just have that feeling like the situation's unfair that I need to shake. It's fucking weird to think it's biological when we as humans separate mind and body so much
>>684211252
Fuuuuuuck yeeaaaah. Don't care who where what kinda fag you are someone with no reason depression speaks up. I'd hug the fuck outta you you fuck#
>>684211443
What was your weirdest hallucination?
Anons speaking of how drugs will effect you , what do drugs meant for curbing pedophile's do to their sex drive? Like will they not be attracted to anyrhing anymore!
>>684201761
Depends how many MGs you're on. Started on it & was doing okay & it helped control my depressoon but still felt a bit off so decided to increase the dose & immediately got panic attacks & got switched to something else but Wellbutrin is great outside the 1st week cause it made me surly & angry
Hang in there brother, too much in life to enjoy still
>>684211443
I've taken those but never close together. What. The fuck. Did you see
>>684212021
150mg 2/day so 300mg a day. I'll have to keep that in mind, I really don't feel like another fucking panic attack, thanks anon
>>684201761
Orion is the that you
>>684212017
Most of the times it supress your testosterone, so it kills your sex drive yes.
I take androgen antagonist but I also take estrogen so I crave dicks
>>684212262
I had 1 wellbutrin. Made my day hell but the next day amazing. I'm afraid to stay on it. How long Ave you been on it?
>>684211700
>>684211764
theres a website if you dont have the $$ for mental health services like talk therapy. if youre really feeling like absolute shit one day and need some interaction theres this website called 7cupsoftea. it has people who are trained to listen to you and give solid advice. you can go talk to anyone about literally anything and theres no judgement. they just want to give you the space to talk and be heard. its a completely free website and you dont have to offer any information if you dont feel comfortable about it. shit saved me sometimes
>>684212542
Nah, sorry anon. Know a guy in a similar situation then?
>>684202375
Faggot weed smokers are cancer and should be killed
>>684212262
im on the same dosage
>>684212683
This is the end of week one of it, feel more energy but I'm sure some of it is placebo
>>684212701
I'll look that up, I had no idea something like that was around the internet
>>684212837
How's it been working for you?
>>684212683
with medication like wellbutrin the first week or two can get weird. your depositing a new chemical make up that your body isnt used to. most doctors recommend staying on it for about two months and see how you feel afterwards
>>684202740
opposite for me, and I cum buckets since I've been on it
>>684201761
i took welbutrin for depression when i was in middle school, about 12 y/o
10mg welbutrin once daily
i saw dolphins in lake oconee and was assaulted by a rabbit, in the same day.
i had regular panic attacks and had to be withdrawn from school several times as a result of the medication. i used the medication for about a year before i couldn't tolerate the side effects anymore
SSRI antidepressants and I have never agreed though, hopefully your experiences will be different
>>684201761
i was put on paxil like 10 years ago... it made me an overemotional wreck... i quit taking it, and havent bothered taking anything else.
>>684213055
I'm the one day guy. Yeah it made my day at work fucking hell. Talked less moved less paranoia. Next day didn't take it, amazing day.
>>684212912
at first it freaked me the hell out. im whats called an HSP. so im really sensitive to like sounds/smells/tastes and shit like that and this dosage really fucked me up for a few days. but after i realized that it was the meds doing this to me i calmed down a bit and things leveled out. its been about 2 1/2 months since i upped to the 300mg and im doing better
>>684211577
What pisses me off more than anything is when people dont recognise that, and believe its all in your head, going away if you think hard enough
>>684213390
Did your depression get any better without the meds?
>>684213491
That's pretty fuckin intense, good to hear that got better. I got some of that 'weird' feeling, like shit was out of place
>>684202740
Well, I guess op has to choose between being happy or getting laid. But op is not getting any for sure. Ppl who get laid are happy.
I've just started velaxefine. Meant to make you feel even worse for a few weeks before kicking in, but I'm feeling pretty good at the moment.
>helped me get over recent breakup
>helped me stick it to my shitty boss
>gives me more energy to do shit
Only downside is I barely sleep. Insomnia is a common side-effect.
I'm heading out. Thanks /b/ros, I started this thread assuming I'd get the usual. You're the salt of the earth, anons, thanks for all the advice and personal experiences
>>684213697
this is why people who have never experienced mental illness find it hard to understand that its a thing.
if i, say, have a broken leg, people who don't have a broken leg can obviously see that i have a broken leg.
but if you have a "broken" brain, "neurotypical" people cant see and understand the symptoms. its hard enough to realize on your own that something is physically wrong, imagine how hard it is to understand its a real issue to those who dont suffer the same way
I am also physically disabled, got shit knees since i was a wee lad.
people who are perfectly healthy look at me like im making this shit up. like i could never possibly feel the same pain as say an senior person.
i believe some people who are privileged with perfectly healthy bodies cant grasp the idea of their body not being healthy (beyond like a common flu or some shit) so they cant understand that this happens with other people.
>>684213817
like i mentioned to "one day anon", it takes a bit for that weirdness to settle down. just got to push through it til your body understands the change.
>>684201761
Wellbutrin is a good one. It's a slow release hormone pill or something. If you're a smoker it benefits in quitting (kills the addiction or something?). It boots metabolism and will lose some weight. You'll just feel better.
BUT you won't have much for an appetite. I recommend smoking a small bit of weed and at least eating healthy if at all. You will feel queasy and have headaches for a couple weeks until everything starts working. I found I threw up a lot so I smoked weed to help. Other than that I have no complaints with this one. I had cipralex before and it made me a zombie.
>>684213491
I had this too. Noises made me jump because I could hear everything. It was awful.
>>684209338
That's weird cause wellbutrin is supposed to increase sex drive.
