More so with others than with none.
Really though. It takes some company to remind you how valuable the peace of being alone is.
I like people but I like peace even more.
ITT: people who basically don't like themselves, and can't stand their own company.
Other people cannot cure you of this. Unless you're comfortable in your own skin, you will always feel you're lacking something.
No. But it sure feels like it. Saw this image from an earlier thread. "You don't even cross her mind anymore". Made me cry like the faggot i am. It's all just too real. I need to end my suffering.
hey /b/, I have a question in case there is any wisdom on this board.
What is the age cutoff for making friends, eg; If you have no friends by "x" age then you will never integrate into any friend group. Estimates?
I'm truly alone, I cry myself to sleep each day.
"A man can only be alone for so long untill the mind is gone."
I have reached that point. My life is like a prisoner in isolation. I have forgot how to live life. I forgot how to enjoy myself. I forgot how to comunicate with people. I'm truly alone.
would you join isis? you'll get bros and a sexslave that you can hug as much as you like
Think of it this way :
your body/mind can learn and perfect anything, so take your pick.
Be good at sports, Esports? painting? writing? fast hands? fast feet? memorize books? walk on hands for the whole day?
Think of something cool and make it come true, there are no limits.
I'll try anything that is presented to me, I have never backed down from a situation. I'd love to be investing my time into something, but every market seems saturated and it's basically luck of the draw when starting an enterprise that has a saturated market.
I recently met this girl, i think you'd like her /b/.
Half russian. half jew and doesn't get offended by my jew jokes.
A total nerd, watched star wars, death note etc.
Plays league and fairly well considering she's a girl, she's gold right now.
Played some other cool games aswell.
Too bad i'm not really attracted to her cus she's great.
I am. Travelling the world. In mexico now. Doing lots of drugs, drinking all the time, meeting new people every day, shagging random girls. And I'm so freaking lonely. I need a friend. Real one.
I'm not really alone, just distant. Dealing with drug charges, car repo'd, health in rapid decline from T1D and heart disease. With no car, cant see my fiance anymore (she lives 1 hour drive away) no job, and all my friends just use me to get drugs.
But at least I have my /b/ros
i could have been anything, went to a smartpeople school and was godbored by the teachers, not the subjects.
dropped out and went to a different school, got an educated, worked for years.
now i'm unemployed, depressed, mentally ill. been on half a dozen different meds, none worked, got a new doc, cause the old ones has been moved to a different facility.
we're starting over from scratch but it seems like he's trying to push the diagnosis he had the first time we met onto me.
there's nothing with his diagnosis that i have the symptoms of, my last diagnosis seemed more accurate
year 3 of unemployment, depression and suicide thoughts
Is eating someone a option?
Or am I desparete even considering it. I just dont want to be alone anymore.
Weed mostly. Occasionally cocaine and ketamine. LSD and DMT.
My health issues are a repercussion from being diagnosed with T1D when I was 11, and not taking the disease seriously. I've been in DKA 5 times, had a stroke when I was 18, and have had more seizures than I can count due to a bad spice habit I had when I was 15. When I started smoking spice was when it first hit corner stores. Used to smoke 20g bags in a night. However that was just JWH-018, never smoked any of its analogs.
However, my health issues currently are all a result of T1D and not taking care of it.
Renal failure, heart disease, neuropathy.
I weigh about 109lbs, I'm 5'7, and 22
I'm lonely, sitting in my grandparents house waiting to die.
I really only need a couple good people to be happy. After high school making friends just became super hard. I'm letting my boyfriend change our relationship to a polamorous one just so I can have a friend. Fml
I am depressed as fuck, but i don't even have suicide on my mind. I just don't care, and i see nothing that i could do. I try to spend my day somehow then go to sleep and repeat
It helps me eat to gain weight. Otherwise I have no appetite and I lose more muscle and fat.
I stay with my grandparents because I have no job, she moved back with her parents while shes going to school to become a public defender
oh, i have apetite problem also, specially in the morning, even forced myself to eat but it didn't work. actually i don't even feel hunger till 2 oclock after noon.
should i try weed? does it help instantly?
Perhaps you misunderstood. I am talking about canibalism. When eating an other person he/she will always be a part of you. This way you'll never be alone. Or have I been to long alone for even considering this as a option?
I'm lost, sometimes I dont even know what day it is. No one ever talks to me.
Sorta. I've been completely alone since Thanksgiving. Ive been laid off work, so the most contact Ive had with people is at the store when I buy my food, and that's just walking near them.
Believe what you want. But when you eat an other person than they will always be part of you mentaly and spiritualy. I actualy believe that you'll never feel alone after doing it. Might be voodoo but that does not make it untrue.
I am not, but the person that I love does not look at me the same way even though I speak to her almost everyday.
It hurts like a motherfucker but I keep trying to get her attention everyday.
And dont share your point of view.
I believe in what I said. Mentaly and spiritualy you'll always be together. The only thing that's stopping me from eating people is I am not sure how to get away with it. Killing and eating someone is easy. Not ever get caught is the hard part.