>>684140599 If you kill yourself, then you are a selfish cunt. Someone has to investigate your death, move your body, break the news to your family, organise the funeral, construct your coffin, dig your grave and lay you to rest. Are you really worth their time by being selfish like this?
>>684140850 actually its not selfish at all. If OP killed himself he'd be creating jobs for suicide detectives, grave diggers, police, funeral directors, coffin makers, and even priests. OP killing himself is actually a very selfless act anon.
Think of the job that will be left empty in his absence. The products he would buy and other services he would need while he was alive would far outweigh any economic benefits of him being dead. Plus Detectives and police are paid by taxpayers. So it would in turn be taking up financial resources. Nice "broken window fallacy" though.
>>684143334 I don't think you understand what it's like to have someone close to you commit suicide. It takes a toll on everyone that knew him. To think that he was your friend and still there was nothing you could do to help not that they would've let you anyway. I dunno. I guess there's a reason there are phenomenons called cluster suicides.
>>684143839 Re-read what i posted you narcissistic cunt. I dont think you know whats its like for someone close to you to live in agony and despair,while <everyone> around you dosent know,and cant notice anything over the entire years you have known them,suffering EVERY DAY,and no one reaches out. Yeah so self centered. If you knew your friend,you would see them slowly change,but you didnt,you're an asshole,and now you're tying to justifiy it to your self,so you dont look like a complete fool.
Dad shotgunned himself in the garage when i was 8.Dropped out of school at 14 and been working since then to help support my mother.
>>684144464 Fucking shit dude. Am sorry. Good on u stepping up tho. Not sure how I missed it. Fucking every second of every day I spend consoling my friends and trying to do man work around his house for his mom. Cannot for the life of me understand why or remember hI'm ever being in a bad mood. Never. Not 1 fucking time. His goofy ass legit grinning war to ear in every fucking photo we have. It's goddamn ed depressing. Worst part is the gun was fucked up so not sure if it was even on purpose or not. He may have just been gonna clean it or shoot a beer bottle he set up. Just wish ibknew.
>>684140599 It's okay I do too, I've only lived 19 years and already don't want to see what the rest of life has in store, honestly the only thing that keeps me going is the hate that I put towards working out and I hope that I can make it into the military so I can put some kind of meaning to my life or die trying so it's a win win
What if there is nothing else? Everything you know, feel and do relates to your mind. You won't know death or anything else for that matter if you don't have your mind working for you anymore. At least pain can be felt. Depression can be felt. At least you exist. There would be no peace in death because peace is a concept of the mind which you would no longer have the luxury of.
There's always time to change your path. Suicide is never the answer
if your tired of the same old story......turn some pages, find out what you want and go for it. ask for help from people or god(weather you believe or not) it can be helpful. Baby steps, break old habits, talk to people, smile, go out into the world and experience things that you haven't b4. I just got back from he mayo clinic in minnesota, seeing all those people in such shitty situations puts things in perspective. I saw a guy who couldn't even talk, when he tried all i heard was this nasty gargly sound but the other guy with him could understand him (pro skills), people with cancer, blind people all kinds of fucked up diseases. your situation is most likely not that bad. You just need to "knock a little harder" (good song by the seatbelts BTW).
>>684140599 anon, if you an hero on camera it will be an awesome thread and will live in internet infamy for as long as we all continue to be neckbeard faggots with no hope for a better life (forever). your death will be glorified and you will ascend to meme valhalla.
but you will not be alive to witness the beauty.
alas, this is the true curse of 4chan. i wish to gain the honor of an herohood as well, but i know that i will never be able to enjoy the one thing i did in life that got me positive recognition.
Why do I want to? I have a great life. I'm attractive, doing well in college, blah blah blah. I'm able to see that I have it good. But I don't care. I'm socially awkward and gel like I'm of a different breed. All I want is to be comfortable in my own skin and I never will. The path I see myself will never bring me that. Every girl I've had a chance J push away cause I'm so socially retarded. My suicide would only hurt my family and no one else because I've never made any deep connections with my friends
My dads abuse since I was 8 has not taught me any coping skills, just hate. And with him out of my life the hatred festers and turns inward. I want to deploy and waste ragheads and if I die, I'll go heroically. Fuck being reckless by drinking and driving and taking benzos and shit. Be reckless by shooting ragheads and getting shot at. I think I figured it out guys.
>>684149621 Anon you can join the military though. The navy is a good choice for travelling while also becoming something useful to your country. You will get fit and learn discipline and skills. Probably make a few friends too.
And you can get away from your family if they are bastards. That's my plan when I turn 19.
>>684146740 I dont need religon,this is why religon was created,to make your life have purpose,which it dosent.
>change your path How? "Just" get a job? "Just" get laid? "Just" get a girlfriend? "Just" become something? How do you "just" change anything? You're already "just" done with the world,why would i want to go out and just get shit on again,like you have been doing all your life. "just" change is retarded,and shows you're eith er pahjeet medication faggot,or such a pampered faggot you shouldnt be a sociopath like the rest of us here
First guy, I feel for you, but try to make your own contacts. No matter how awkward you are or how little self esteem you have there are always people like you somewhere in this world with the same feelings and the same yearnings. Find them
And the other two. Traveling doesn't require money. I'm not suggesting uproot and live somewhere like Tokyo (that would be too nice), but go off the grid, head somewhere nice and try something new. People have started new from far less. If you want happiness you need to put in the effort. Make that effort your motivation
>>684150194 U did. Sorry for your pain. And your sacrifice. If u get shot by a fucking sandnigger. If not I thank u for your future service. Be warned though. Have lot of military friends. Pretty much all have PTSD and serious problems. You may end up worse then you are now if u make it back.
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