I'm pissed. I really need something cheering up to calm me down. I need something to take my mind off what's pissing me off.
Ahh family. That makes sense. Well, im asuming youre pretty young, so heres my advice based off that.
You should use this anger as motovation to get out from under their shadow. Anger is as good as speed for getting shit done. Save up some cash, and once youre sitting on a few thousand, make sure you have a job, then move out. Visit your family, dont burn bridges, and live your life for you.
On the other hand, libing life as an independent adult is expensive, and very time consuming. If it were me, I'd live at home and save money until I was asked to move on.
Do you feel that you family is largely good people? Do they leach off of you for money/labor? If they are good people, Id just find a new place to get freaky with your ladyfriend.
They are good people. But heres the thing, shes been another family members girl for a little over 10 years. She wants to leave him, but she doesn't have the means to do so. When I move out and she moves in with me, I will no longer be considered the most honest and trust worthy of my family.