Gimme that's feels thread >I'll help start off
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Gimme that's feels thread
>I'll help start off
>>683878793
that was made for the facebook shares. No adult angrily texts their 4 day dead loved one demand they stop being dead.
So OP, since it's the two of us right now, what's up with you? Why are you here tonight?
>>683878917
BAAAAAAAAAW.
He's so deep. ;'^(
>>683879651
Some days the alcohol, and anti depressants don't work, my friend.
Dumpin
>>683880090
I hear you. Anybody gonna start the story dump, or should i?
>>683880571
Please do
>>683879029
id go to his party :(
>>683879029
fuck, actually sad
>tfw you will never be a girl
>>683880808
ok elliot rodger
>>683880725
So, I'm a senior in highschool until next Thursday. I've been dealing with anxiety and severe depression since freshman year, brought on by my old 'friends' deciding Id be a good punching bag. I went through the last 4 years alone, and planned on killing myself the day before my 18th birthday. I met someone this last semester that made me rethink that, but shes going out of state next year for college. Im not ready to be all alone again.
If any of you have tips on how I can tell her about my depression, id really appreciate it. Ive been starting to distance myself, and I dont want her to leave thinking im an asshole.
>>683879341
I make this same face when someone places my dinner in a hard-to-reach spot
Saddest Turtle
>>683879029
quite sad tbh
>>683879029
Fuck :(
>>683882190
Just tell her man, I don't know how close you two are, but that's the way to go about it, that's how I was before I joined the Army, and when right before I left I met the girl who would become my best friend in the world. I told her how scared I was of leaving and being a thousand miles away from her and was extremely comforting and we we're still friends. Three years and a deployment to Afghanistan later, I'm getting out and she's picking me up at the airport. I was far away all of the time, but it's like she was always at my side.
Sorry for making this sound really gay, but it is how it is.
>>683882190
Don't dump it on her all at once, if youve known her for a while though just sprinkle in how much you'll miss her and how she's the only friend you have, but don't make it super obvious that she's all you had because that might creep her out
Keep in contact with her, you'll meet tons of people in college
>>683882190
um buck up and keep goin? improve yourself constantly be thest person you can be. learn knowledge or skills or whatever. i have like one friend who i barely get to see and dont know a single girl, ya its lonely as fuck but what can you do. focus on becoming a better you (what im doin rn) and possibly friends will come. if not, theres always /b/.
>>683883243
so edgy and unique and quirky and deep.
>>683883086
What this guy said. I personally couldn't make a single friend in college, but I saw a lot of people that did, so hang in there.
>>683882069
>>683882359
>>683882568
>>683882953
>>683883061
Wow that was really pretty depressing... Thanks.
>>683883083
Any specific way to start this conversation? I know that if I start talking, I'll be fine. My biggest problem is figuring out how to start. I'm going to be helping her study for an econ final this weekend, so I figure try then. Any thoughts?
>>683878793
>come back and tell me bye
Stopped right there. I was hoping that the massive amounts of texts to a recently dead guy would be more than just an attention whore documenting her Omgzzz_struggleszz!!1!
...but obviously I was wrong.
>>683883829
Just move the topic of conversation onto her leaving and it'll flow naturally from there. Drink a little bit before if it drinking calms you down
>>683878793
I'm actually still surprised this was a real obit
>>683879029
Holding back tears.
Heres the one that gets me every time...3 or 4 of you are going to tell me "Holy shit this is exactly me". Spare it, I know we are. And its all were ever going to be
Holy shit...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDpLBPcrGBE
have to post it
>>683886796
>>683886796
This isn't sad. This is stupid and maybe lulsy.
>Foster's is actually a cartoon recreation of St. Elsewhere.
>Feels
>>683879029
But who took the photo?
>but who was photo?
>>683886796
I keked
>ayylmao.jpg
>>683887616
I don't think mom/grandma/dad (lol)/granddad counts as guests at a birthday party.
>feels
>>683881790
yes. I stay up late not wanting to sleep yet not wanting to wake up once I do. I just want to not exist yet also I don't want to die. Guess I would need to money to be able to afford that sort of life style.
>shit soaked life anon here
>>683879029
pic is what /b/ did.
>>683883803
Saved and teared up :(
>>683887785
At least he has them lol
>Be 4 or so
>Hard to be sure
>Dad starts coming into my room at night
>Dad starts touching me inappropriately
>In bed, in the bath, in the car
>Once, I went to a friend's birthday party.
>Left
>Had to pee. I'm maybe 7 years old.
>Dad won't go back, won't stop
>Takes the longest way home possible, tells me if I'm such a little pussy then to just pee myself
>Have to. Do.
>Dad watches me
>By 10 or so, he's fucking me when mom isn't home
>Never tell
>bleed, constipated
>Fucked up beyond recognition now
>Not really a person, even
>Never tell.
>Never tell.
>16, dad has gotten bored. Too old. Try suicide.
>Fail, obviously.
>16, later, try again. Fail again. What the fuck.
>Mental breakdown, end up at therapist
>Be 19, dad kills himself.
>I see what even a monster doing that does to other people. Realize I never can.
>Not thankful to be alive, but thankful I never hurt my mom that way.
>31 now. Had gf's, not virgin, never married. Love girl, she's far away. Why stay in LD relationship, anon? You're 31.
>She's the only one who would ever stay
>Still think about dying every day.
>Just got referred to fourth psychiatrist.
>>683888652
Hope things get better for you anon.
>>683888293
Ayy i'm the one that made that little collage, I feel less insignificant now
>>683888293
Does anyone else only get sad at night time? I try to hang out with friends but tbh, I only have one from my childhood that I really hang out with since I moved for college.
I have other friends but it seems like hanging becomes an after thought. Or all they want to do is drink or smoke. I partied a bit, but ultimately the cost of drinking and smoking just wasn't worth the dollar.
>>683889209
thanks, /b/uddy. I've never done a confession before, even on /b/. I'm usually prowling for a ylyl thread or something.
>>683888652
Damn, son. I recently lost my ex because of distance. I know the feeling. It's the reason I'm sad every night now. It's hard to pick up girls when no one is in college and you're 19.
I'm not into the bars or clubs thing if anyone has suggestions.
>shit soaked life anon
>>683889411
That is true art.
>>683889669
Forgot a baww.
>>683888652
fuck that dude man, I hope you get through this /b/ro
>>683878793
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>>683889744
Merci
>>683887352
Would have been in a heartbeat
>>683888652
I'm so very sorry.
>>683889669
We're still together. There are border issues (and an ocean issue; she isn't Mexican). Met when we were kids, and I don't feel like a kid anymore. I wish I had a story like the tree story (minute the cancer lol), but I don't.
I'm not interesting, I guess. Just a ghost.
She's good to me, though, all things considered. We do our best, considering our limitations.
Anyone got the messages from the dad about coming over and stuff? When I first saw that one it hurt.
>>683891247
I see. I feel like you've let yourself go into depression or something. Not that I blame you. It's hard.
But to be honest, while it feels good talking to people, the only thing that can help is pushing yourself out of it. No one can you pull you out, at least in my experience.
>shit soaked life anon
>>683888652
Holy shit /b/ro. I know it doesn't mean a whole lot but I'm sorry man. I lost someone I loved due to distance. I wanted a long distance relationship but she didn't. Turns out, she ended up getting into a long distance with someone in my town. Couldn't believe it.
>>683879029
>Jazz Fest t shirt
I'd have gone to his party
>>683888652
I'm sorry /b/ro, I know its not alot but I wish you the best.
>>683891794 Better off with out her /b/ro
>>683891556
>let yourself
I have a clinical diagnosis for childhood-onset PTSD. Severe levels of depression and anxiety, among other things, are included in that.
Also, I know you mean well, and we're on the internet so I'm keeping this measured, but you're a fucking idiot if you ever tell someone with a mental illness to "push out of it." I'm okay being cracked, it's just life, and I'm pretty much at terms with my condition, but don't ever do that to someone else.
>Get over that cancer, anon. Walk it off.
If you think that's an exaggeration or an inappropriate parallel, you are uneducated on this topic. This is a death sentence for the majority of people. It's just how it is.
If you do act this way to someone, they deserve better than you.
>>683891256
you got me good dude
>>683891794
Yeah, she's basically a unicorn. I'm down for waiting, not that we have much choice. It gives me time for working on my stuff. Her life is as hard as mine is, but we try to take care of each other the best we can.
If she wouldn't wait for you, anon, you're better off. Even if it isn't "magic," finding someone close to you who's cool is better than someone giving you something shitty and committed.
I wouldn't go LD for someone else.
>>683891256
>>683892329
>It's just how it is.
I don't think so.
The rest I understand, but you don't need to get salty about it.
r
>>683892540
Ye, it's relatable.
>shit soaked life anon
>>683892141
You're right. It just pissed me off when she decided to come in to my place of employment with the neckbeard. I got moved to another city so I don't have to worry about myself seeing red and beating the holy shit out of him. I've lost my best friends (manager, co-manager, assistant managers, and other workers.) due to being moved. I'm an assistant manager as well so I didn't have a choice in the move.
>pic is reason for "shit soaked life anon" text and beginning of my posts.
Ive been lurking since the thread started and I want to thank all you anons for helping me feel something today. It's been rough and I want to let you all know you have helped someone and I hope that you all remember that if you get down. Everybody deserves to be happy.
>>683888652
>This guy
Just wanted to say thanks to the cool /b/ros for being cool about it. It's hard to never talk about it at all.
>>683892912
Whoops.
>Be me two years ago
>get evicted because family is broke as shit
>forced to move in with grandparents
>have only one thing i care about in the world, my dog
>grandparents wont let me keep it because they have an asshole dog
>forced to give my dog away
>give him to a family friend so i can still visit him
>week later he ends up at my old house and the new asshole fuck faces owners call
>run 3 miles to go pick him up
>bring him back to friends
>about two weeks later my mom tells me she put him up for adoption because friends mom was beating him
>adoption center calls us to tell us he wont eat or drink
>go down and he instantly jumps up and he guzzles down a water bottle i poor for him
>bring him home again
>grandparents threaten to kick us out if he don't give him back
>never see him again
Sorry not greentext pro just wanted to share my story.
>>683892989
I'm slightly still high and tired. Fuck, lol.
Rare moment of kindness from the internet hate machine. I hope he got my card and then promptly discarded it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzqNkIkj3rE
Have a nice day guys. Been coming here for years but never posted my story, maybe i should. Have to go to work now.
>>683892912
I don't really care what you think.
I thought I was pretty un-salty, considering your dumb ass. But that's cool. Have a good night.
>>683892936
Just another step in the road man, you'll be setup in the new city in no time
>>683884947
Let 'em out. It hurts more to hold them in.
Trust me.
>>683885016
This happend to me as a kid.
>>683893887
Same anon
>shit soaked life anon
>>683893404
I live in the same place, just have to travel further to work.
>>683892642
The only person I let my guard down for. >>683892936
She isn't the prettiest and honestly, I'm not one to look at either. I can make friends rather quickly but I lose them at the same pace.
>>683891256
damn
To be honest, when I get replied to on /b/ its just as exciting as meeting a new person to me. I feel like people are listening,
Fuck my shit up, fam.
>>683894231
rerolling for a bigger number
>>683894292
ayyy
>>683894170
Hey man! You keep on keepin' on!
Anyone lurking for more baww pics? I kinda want to talk to some anons before I sleep.
This was from the last thread. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOAcRKZxjy4
>>683894170
actually, a person without a face, anon, because anons :)
>>683894472
I'm lurking.
>>683878917
this might be the gayest fucking thing i have ever seen on this stupid fucking site
>>683888652
Oh fuck dude I'm sorry for you
>>683893963
do you purposly ignore your birthdays now? I havent celebrated in like 10 years.
I hate 4chan. I hate /b/. It's full of bigots and idiots and asshole and disgusting things. But I can't stop coming here because it's the only place where I feel like there are people that truly understand how incredibly depressed and alone I am.
you fucks are making me sad. knock it off.
>>683895175
>>683894937
I try to as much as I can, when I was a kid my birthday was combined into christmas and i'd end up getting christmas presents as birthday presents because broke
>>683887367
Van Gogh could feel some feels.
>>683879029
Maybe if you didn't go around selling crack to kids, raping white women, robbing convenience stores and spreading sickle cell to unsuspecting fellow needle-sharers someone might have showed up to your faggot 'party'
Fucking nigger. Just be glad you made it to 25. I'm sure none of your victims never had that honor you fucking monkey.
>>683895308
what a whiny little bitch.
obvious why she doesn't want you.
>>683895036
No, you´re not alone, you are part of the problem of being /b/, bigot..etc
>>683889440
And nobody gives a fuck about your post
>>683885762
Kek
>>683895516
everyone watch out for that edge
>>683895308
she led me on for six months and then got back with her ex. I stayed up almost all night everynight just talking to her and when I told her I wanted to be with her she said okay, then a day later said she wasnt ready for a relationship and that she needs time for herself but she will want to try in the future. a few months roll around and she drops the ex boyfriend shit on me and claims she never liked me. I had fallen in love with her and she left me cold in the fucking dirt. I now frink my feelings away because I cannot stand feeling alone. /b/ is the only thing that keeps me from blowing my brains out.
>>683895535
read here
>>683895796
I don't have such a big problems like some anons, I just miss my best friend so much. I just miss how we just laid down on the grass and see the sky. How we joked about the other. How we talked about the girl I liked or he liked too. But somehow in the way, we loved the same girl and the distance between us become so big that fucked up all, all the years, all the moments, every single think was fucked up and now, 2 years ago, I regret to myself for everything. (Sorry if I typed something wrong or something doesn't make sense, my English isn't very good)
>>683895991
friends come and go but /b/ is here to stay.
>>683879029
that one always manages to make me feel sad fml
>>683895400
I got presents and shit but never really had any friends to celebrate with.
>>683882190
Have you thought about being a whiny faggot and crying about minor trivialities while people with actual life experiences dozens of times more painful than yours manage to soldier on without being a sopping wet vagina?
Could be worrh a shot, cupcake. Turn off the Nine Inch Nails and start bitching. The internet needs way more of you punks.
>>683895796
focus on stacking your money. don't be a pussy. no girl wants a pussy.
there's billions of vaginas on earth. enter one and move on.
>>683887352
/b/ sent him hundreds of cards and some anons showed up
I think he had a good b-day
>>683896135
Yeah I know and I'm glad. But somehow I have nostalgia.
>>683895796
Story of my life anon....I feel your exact pain.
>>683896498
honestly best advice ive gotten. I have saved some dollariedoos since I've been spending my money on booze and not women. buying a car soon which should be fun. still cant help feeling like shit but bottles keep me going.
>>683888652
Dude, I'm fucking sorry. Brought tears to my eyes. Please stay in therapy and do all you can to get better. Best of luck, man.
>>683896384
Oh look the troll who's so much more emotionally stable than anybody else is taking him time to mock emotionally unstable people.
Here's a thought, and try to consider this... is it really that abnormal to get together and share negative experiences and feelings? And why do you assume people who participate in these threads are emo or pussies etc...? Is it because you're indoctrinated to believe you're not allowed to have feelings because you're a guy?
Here's another thought: If you're really happy, and stable, and successful.... do you think anybody would believe you (provided it's even true, which I highly doubt) when you constantly try to justify yourself by trolling on the internet?
Say what you want about who you want. In the end you're either
>insecure
>trolling (big winner you must be)
>really stupid
If it's insecure, try being honest. We'll talk to you. If the others.... get a life? Like a real life, not a "haha 4chan I'm an epic winner, you fags wish you could be like me!" life. An anonymous stranger is claiming to be a winner on the internet? Holy shit, that's never happened before
>>683897069
want to exchange names and harass eachothers failed loves? im bored and drunk so im down for anything.
>>683889440
You actually made me cry anon. Man...
>Moving on Friday
>About 10 hours away for a new job
>Won't know anybody, hope I'll enjoy it
>Partially did it because I hated the job/career I just quit
>More did it because I can't get over ex-gf
>Spent a whole day with another girl that I've known for a few years, yesterday
>Got really close to each other the whole day
>Fell for her, so hard.
>She has a boyfriend.
>Part of me wants to get away so I can force myself to stop thinking about her.
A hint of light in the dark
Only enough to keep from giving up
If I could go back to the start
To break the pattern forming between us
>Pic related
>Can't stop listening to this fucking song.
>Don't even know how to feel.
>>683897214
>be me
>17
>about to finish high school by the skin of my teeth
>gf cheated on me after 11 months a little while ago
>she rides on my school bus every day and still sits at my lunch table
>can see in her eyes she doesnt care what she did, no regrets
>work shitty job for 10 dollars an hours
>ex wants to work new job, applies to my store
>godfuckingdamnit.png
>keep meeting new girls on tinder, but none of them feel right for me
>about to start college for web design but wtf i dont even wanna do web design
>what the fuck am i doing
>depressed as shit
>only thing that keeps me going are are my fans on my fucking minecraft youtube channel
>giving myself cancer
>skipping prom, no date because ex cheated
>no car
>cant run away to somewhere new
my life is getting shittier and shittier /b/
>>683879978
>tfw it's 2am and you realise it's true
>>683897386
separate yourself from the situation and find a new love mann. it may seem hard but everyone needs to pick up and try again.
>>683897406
try weed and watch some house of cards or something to distract from the pain of life in your late teens.
>>683897531
I know man, for the last 2 years I've been firm on the idea that I don't want to date anyone ever again, and it worked great until I got too close to someone I care about.
This might work out for me in the long run.
It's just a seasonal job, so I'll be back in December.
Thanks /b/ro. The reply means a lot.
>>683887352
I actually sent him a letter when this was happening. Turns out he lives in a super small town where everyone knows each other and the birthday party had 20+ people at it. The family also went online to say stop sending letters. Killed my "I'm a good person" boner.
>>683897531
>>683897406
Eat dicks underage faggot. Kys
>>683897406
>11 months
>>683897747
no problem man. glad I could make somebody feel welcome.
i just found out a friend from elementary school, died from a overdose a year ago.
> didn't cry , i wish i did >its been a week since i heard about it
also had a neighborhood friend kill himself around the same time last year,
> feel empty inside
>Thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGs3DnQt7cQ
>shit soaked life anon
>>683893982
Just to add to this. I have a heart and she obviously doesn't. Also, >>683895796
near exact same scenario minus the getting back with an ex and I don't drink.
>>683894818
This.
>>683894476
Holy....god damnit
>reminds me of pic
>>683897386
What song? Curious.
I just hate being alone......FUCK! :'(
>>683897838
>yfw you realize somebody telling a story, the story usually takes place in the past
>>683897838
>>683897953
So good. Katy Song is a favorite too.
>>683898044
my fucking sides
>>683898128
Love that song, best song off my favorite album of all time
Enjoy.
https://youtu.be/T2E0x704I2s
>grow up in a shitty household with okay parents
>dad born with diabetes, dies from complications at 63
>I'm 9-10 at the time
>I'm devastated. No one in my life to talk to, brother becomes abusive, mom becomes raging alcoholic and starts fucking crackheads in my dad's old room
>only people that help with the crippling depression are my friends from school.
>form bonds that seem unbreakable
>get the news that my mom can't afford the mortgage alone, and I have to move 2000 miles away.
>all is lost, and I can't spend enough time with my friends.
>time to leave, get on plane
>start new life in new environment
>no friends equal the friendship I used to have
>go back to my friends for annual summer visits
>each visit I can feel our friendships falling apart
>last visit we all end up fighting a lot.
>friends sister says I tried to fuck her. I didn't. It was actually the other way around and I didn't pursue her cause she's my friends sister.
>find out after I leave that they never want me to come back.
>we've drifted so far apart. I'm getting married soon and messaged them on Facebook asking them to come.
>they read the message, then don't respond
>I'd give anything to get those friendships from 1st grade back
>I miss my dad and my old life and friends so much I physically hurt.
>I know it can never be the same again
>>683879057
this one hits home. fuck
worst part is is that I do this, too.
If I met a carbon copy of myself, I would hate the bastard
>be me 19
> Father died 4 weeks ago
> Doctor said they would keep him in hospital to stabalize him
> Died after 6 Weeks in Hospital
> learned that my Father had cancer since 2005
>metastases in the lungs
> pushed me through life counting his years then months, then days and then hours
> never knew what was happening, Said goodbye to the boddy in the Hospital.
> Keep crying uncontrollably from time to time
> Was a dickhead to my Father...
>>68389307
So sad.. Dam
>>683878793
>gf of a year just told me she has a crush on my bestfriend of 9 years, he likes her too.
How do yall do it? 1st time Ive posted in a feels thread. I just feel do empty now.
>>683894937
Happened to me.
Stopped having 'friend' parties. Only family. Haven't seen friends on my birthday in years, even if I had any anymore.
>>683899238
So*
I just want a friend.
>>683897960
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfi_WUxfKP4
Thread by Now, Now.
>>683898814
so sorry you feel that way /b/ro try to remember that he loved you no matter what and I'm sure he knows that you can do something right with your kids if you have any.
>>683899405
me too anon. me too.
I find it interesting that suicidal tendencies can conflict with losing whatever life you live.
Why should fear of death apply, but fear of the unknown is worse?
I never wanted to be on this planet, but leaving it bothers me at the same time.
I still don't care, either way.
>>683899301
saddest part is it happend on my first real birthday party. im 19 now and still cry over it sometimes. I gave out 25 invitations and nobody showed up. I tried to hang myself last year but didn't because I love my mother and I want her to se me grow up strong. even though im already an alchoholic.
>>683898814
I'm sorry anon, wish you the best
>>683899405
i'll be your friend
>>683886567
> muh butter on muh hashbrowns
#FirstWorldFuckingBProblem, asshole
>>683899718
I feel your struggles anon, only reason I'm sober is because I'm broke.
I cant help myself I drink about a 5th of jack a day and smoke around 2 packs a day and im only 19. I have money and a somewhat steady job and am close to graduating. Im afraid that the alchohol will consume me eventually.
>>683899891
I steal 200$ worth of booze from walmart a week. dont get into drinking. buy some good weed and watch netflix. dont do what I do.
2 years ago at this time I was nearly dead in an ambulance from a heroin overdose. Noone cared about me cause my family wrote me off a long time before that, i had noone or nothing. An older homeless woman found me and ran to a payphone nearly 5 blocks away and dialed 911. He saved my life. I got clean got ny life together mer a woman and had a kid almost a year ago. I named my daughter after this woman. Every day i drove through the area she found me looking for her again. The other day i asked a guy thats been out there for years what happened to her. He told me she died nearly a year ago. I never got to thank her, I never re-payed the debt that i feel i owe her for what she did for me that night. Every day since, I look at my daughter and shed a tear. Thank you, Madelyn I never knew anything about but your name, but your memory will live on.
>>683899718
Be strong my man. Live for your mom and live for anything that you think is worth it. Let your mom see you as a statue, not a bobblehead (terrible anology, hah)
Happened on my like, 14th. Handed out one to nearly my entire class, and not even my friends at the time had shown up. A couple said theyd come and never did.
Wrenches me every time I think about it for too long honestly. Just remember the feeling and just having nothing back then.
>>683880169
I wish I could buy him a vodka and ask him to tell me stories...
Not trying to sound like a self-help fag but try slowly progressing and giving goals for yourself, like maybe not drink a whole day then maybe two or three. Just helping a fellow anon
>>683899973
>>683899777
So close and yet so far, anon.
It would be an honor if I could be your friend.
>>683899815
ikr
I had to learn who my father was and hated the aftermath my parents caused for me and my siblings.
>>683899238
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfi_WUxfKP4
Sorry for you.
Well, at least you have a gf. For now.
>>683897386
God tier album, my bro.
Be happy for what you had. Don't forget about the times you shared, but learn to let go of it. Accept that that was the past, not your present or future.
Your future can be what you want it to be.
>>683897386
great album, I actually discovered this on /b/ a while back
>>683881682
this one man... very poetic
Well /b/ros I'm getting off. I wish you all the best. goodnight and goodluck in life
>>683900185
Fuck yeah, Madelyn for the winrar
>>683886093
D':
>shit soaked life anon
Everyone (except the pricks) in this thread, please accept this hug. I love you guys. Glad anon is always with me.
>>683882190
Tbh man if you're afraid of being alone hit a gym, too lazy? Get a guitar, bass, piano, drums ANY instrument and learn, learn practice learn songs you love. Music really helps me feel less alone I wouldn't know about you but it's the only thing that keeps me going. Communication is key, I know it's hard but if you don't get what you need to say out how do you expect someone to care? It sucks drowning alone man don't do it! It's not as hard as it seems there are people starving and all you have to do is tell someone how you feel like shit a lot. We all do, she does too I guarantee it man and being able to talk to someone about the shit that gets you down with someone who understands is like the meaning of life and no matter how far you are you won't feel so alone. Just breathe in and breathe out, it's all okay.
>>683901089
Love you too anon, feels threads are the best thing about /b/
>>683900446
Thanks man, song was beautiful
>>683887731
made me cry...
>>683878917
>kill yourself without dying
Read this concentrated dose of autism. Being brain dead is the same as being dead anyway.
>>683901089
Love u anon. Give me that hug.
>>683900305
I have goals. im almost done with highschool and I have income I want a family with wife and kids but I never socialise because Im fed up with people.
>>683901467
Can we make it a group hug?
I dont want to let go....
well thanks for the support and positive attention guys but I need to go to sleep soon. lets get a therapy thread tomorrow
>>683895516
I get this is /b/ and you feel the need to be edgy and racist to fit in, but it's really not necessary in a feels thread. There is no race here, only feels.
>>683891695
underrated
>shit soaked life anon
>>683901565
I don't want to let go either. You guys are my collective counselor.
>>683885179
Fuck it man, I'm not gonna spare you.
Doesn't everyone feel this way?
Jesus this shit fucks me up.
I walk through my daily life thinking what would this all be like without me- not that I'm thinking of an hero, but just because I'm curious.
And I realized that it was the same as it is with me around. But it would be the same if anyone else is missing.
I think we're all this person.
>>683901565
Of course I don't have any problem with that.
>>683900335
Are in the midwest friend? maybe we are closer than you think
>>683894170
EXACTLY I THOUGHT I WAS ALONE
>>683894472
hahaha I feel ya, a latino speaking here... Latinas are a mess, but a worthy mess. Being married to my colombian wife for 5 years now, smoking pot in canada
It's 2am
It's happening again, just like every night this past week. Still broke, still unemployed (got laid off, couple odd jobs here and there, but not enough to feed me and pay bills), and every day the people I live with resent me more and more. What's worse is even though I've spent hours every day searching and applying for jobs, almost systematically at this point, I've only heard back from a Starbucks with a part time position. This feeling is killing me inside, knowing I can't provide what I promised to myself and to others. Letting them down has put me down so deep into my depression that I feel like crying myself to sleep every night. But I can't sleep, because all I can think about is what a worthless shit I am, but every time (every fucking time) I try to change my life, or change my behavior, I get pushed back to square one, and my progress is reset.
Fuck 2am
>>683878917
Not a cringe threads m8
>>683902426
Been like that for an hour now, approaching 3am, let's hope the next hour is better. Stay strong anon.
>shit soaked life anon
I'm off to sleep. Perhaps I'll see the same anons in another thread, perhaps not. I just know that you guys will be here to listen (read in this case but I'm looking at it too literally) to what needs to be said.
Thank you, /b/ros.
>>683897512
It really hits home close to three
>>683895796
so by lead on do you mean you guys banged and stuff and she told you really cute things....or did you guys just talk a lot,
>>683901550
That type of drinking is not sustainable. If you continue you will almost certainly die in your 40s, or even before, of something terrible like liver disease or esophageal cancer.
You don't need to quit, but I want to encourage you to try and learn moderation. I'm 29 and already having heatlh problems from drinking 20-40 drinks per week for a decade (actually not too abnormal in our society).
Anyway, best of luck.
>>683897386
You fell for her in a day? did you have feelings for her prior?
>>683879978
This hits me hard because I just realized I've been doing it. It's 2 AM and I just fucking broke out of nowhere.
Fuck this life
>>683902851
I know, I just like to pretend it doesn't while it's still 2:xx
>>683902578
Thanks anon, but I'm all out of strength. Used it all during my interview with the starbucks manager today. I'm all noodles and dried up tear ducts
>>683895796
Been there, done that. Stop being such a beta cuck.
For the love of God I seriously need advice /b/. My best friend might be hooking up with a girl who is super bad for him. I know this because I've had experiences with her in the past. I'm confronting him tomorrow and I'm afraid I'm gonna lose him as a friend if I do so. I just don't wanna see her screw him over like she tried to do to me. I'm afraid to lose my best friend.
>tfw I only get an hour a week with my son
>brought flowers for his mom and he's really excited to smell and look at them
>all smiles
>starts getting fussy about 25 minutes in and needs a change
>comes out changed and is zonked out
>"Can I hold him?"
>Sleeps on my chest for the next 30 minutes
>"I'm sorry, I hate to cut you off but it's time for him to eat."
>yeahokay.jpeg
>"Bye son, Daddy loves you, I'll see you real soon."
>kissonforehead.exe
>167 hours until next time
>>683903542
Dress up as the grill, fuck him over, get him back.
>>683903680
what did you do to warrant such treatment from the courts?
3:00AM, I think I want to call my dad right now. I love these threads, I love you guys, fuck you.
>>683886567
This guy ought to an hero
>>683889764
oh god my feels.
>>683903450
I know the feeling man. I'm currently on the other side of the world trying for a job that I likely won't get. And I just realised that it is the anniversary of my dads death. So yeah, I get you anon, if I could I'd hug ya.
>>683895339
In the feels
>>683903542
just warn him, thats all i can say,
i told my friend to be careful once, he almost dated this crazy chick, and after a couple days he agreed with me
>>683903917
lol
>>683904208
I always make time for my Father. he'll soon be 50 and lives in a one bedroom apartment barely scraping by.makes me wonder if he will ever get home to newfoundland on a plane instead of a hearse.
i cant stop crying
>>683904835
Lol? What did you do?
>>683893887
>>683893963
i would have gone to both of your birthdays /b/ros.
I lost my job last month because my the company went under.
Paid rent, but don't have enough for the next month...
I already knew that life would be this hard as a kid.
The stress of not being able to find work and support my family is the worst.
Not to mention my POS liar gf...
Keeping food on the table for my son is all I care about.
I know, we all got problems.
I know, we don't want to deal with them.
That's why I sit here waiting to die, like I have been for 29 years.
I literally starve on most days with a lack of appetite & malnutrition.
Even with cannabis, I barely muscle up the courage to feed myself.
I really want to die.
I don't even crave meals anymore. I just cry at how the taste of life kills me inside...
>>683904835
I hope your right, but if she has him around her finger like I think she does our friendship is fucked. This year won't let me catch a break.
>>683904707
Damn, man, I'm sorry to hear about your dad. Hope he was a good father while he was here with you. Good luck on that interview, for what it's worth I believe in you
>>683894170
Nothing bums me more than a 404 or when no one replies.
>>683905300
here's to you, friend
>>683905090
ya it sucks sometimes, you see the train coming, but others flock to the grain on the tracks.
i hope you "rescue" your friend
>>683905280
Thank you anon <3
>inb4 hah emoji fag
>>683905300
ya especially if the post means a lot to you
>>683883803
every time anon..........every time...
>>683905061
It's time to sober up, anon. I know it seems like, most days, weed and your son are the only good things in this world, but pot is expensive. Life is terrifyingly hard, and often cruel to those who least deserve it, and I can safely say I completely understand the need to escape, but there are alternatives that won't drain your wallet. Keep your chin up, something good will come your way, just don't give up. For your son's sake, and yours, even if you feel like you're going to break into tiny pieces, don't ever give up
>>683905463
Gaaaaaaaaaaaay
>>683881682
My paw paw was a Vietnam vet and had this hanging in his house. I didn't realize the shit he must have gone through until now and now he's gone.
>>683898814
Similar thing happened to me when I was 15. I'm 26 now. I won't tell you the pain goes away, I won't tell you that you won't hate yourself sometimes. But you can't change the past. Look forward and live your life in his honor. Don't waste the gifts he gave you.
Give me one reason not to end my worthless life
>i've spent most of my life doing absolutely nothing
>never got a job
>never went go college
>lazy and fat since i can remember
>i don't even know how to talk to people
>everyone i've met has abandoned me even my family
>the only person i know tells me i should just do it
>>683905760
xoxo
>>683905450
I want to, but I'm really afrai cause I have a past history with this girl. So I'm afraid my warnings will sound like sour grapes. I knew I shouldn't have let this girl back into my life.
>>683901234
I wish I knew you in real life. I'm not that anon you replied to. I'm drowning. I can't help it. I felt diffrent most of my life, I recently found out dyslexia is caused by a brain defect. I don't think I'll ever be happy.
Unrelated to that but I was sexually abused by a guy (I'm a guy) when I was younger. I have an impossible time forming lasting relationships with people. I feel up and down all the time. I use to feel angry at least but anymore, I'm just too tired to care. I can't get motivated to do anything.
>>683903917
Shit I don't want to talk about, really. Spend enough time thinking about the awful shit I did to my ex-wife. Couldn't afford to drag out court proceedings considering how I lost my job, and I didn't want to put us so far at odds that we become enemies. I fucked my life up and lost everything, trying my damnedest to get my shit back on track while we work toward more time with him.
>>683906033
The only proper response.
>see this girl once or twice a week
>great connection, feelings, etc...
>fall for her, but she has a boyfriend
>she is single now
>She is very very cute. A LOT of guys around her.
>confess my feelings for her
>nope.sql
>she has a crush for another guy. But she is in deep friendzone.
>Meet other girls, but I always think about her
>still see her once or twice a week
>'Hi', 'Bye'. Nothing more.
>Sometimes our eyes meet for a second.
>I can read those big blue beautiful eyes. They say: "I wish you weren't this beta anon".
>Mine say: "I still love you".
>>683906043
i bet she wants to mess things up, that is just how girls work sometimes
>>683906303
you sure write great if you have dyslexia
>>683905522
It kind of does. My real life friends doenst even reply half the time. Thanks anon
>>683905658
I hardly drink. Saving money is practically impossible.
There is nothing I can do about the depression. I know that now...
Years without a parent as an infant really puts a damper on things.
I'm just glad my son remembers me.
It's not easy feeling like shit your whole life and to never really know why.
I just can't stop hating everything.
Most people I know do not really know how I feel...
Suicide taught me that life is meant to tether us. Experience or lack thereof. We are correct in our fucked up feelings.
>>683906521
Writing isn't hard for me. Math is. I litterly don't understand anything beyond 8th grade math. I don't think I ever will.
>>683883803
This isn't how hospice works. Hospice is literally end of life care. Meaning you can barely function at all.
>>683906303
as a kid i had bad dyslexia, like i would mix up m and w ,and "b", "d",and "p" sometimes,
found the more exercise(running, swimming) i got, the better i got to work against it. i hope you get through this man
>>683906003
Do you feel like you can't change who you are?
If you do, you're fucking wrong. Anything is possible, you just have to put forth the required effort, start taking steps toward who you always wanted to be. Even the smallest step is progress, and after just 5 or 10 baby steps, you can look back and tell yourself, "hey, I fucking did it". Then you look ahead again, decide on your own where you want to go, and start trudging forward. Yeah, it fucking sucks, and it will usually take longer than you want it to, but it's better than existing as pure potential. Others can only open doors for you, you're the one who has to get up and go through them. Energy begets energy, and as you gather momentum, start to feel some real progress being made towards what you want out of life, you'll start to notice all the other doors that were always open. It's not going to get easier as you go, but at least you can eventually build up the courage and confidence you owe yourself
i guess this is where i'd say it
>be a 11 year old kid
>my grandmother is dying of cancer
>shes going to die very soon so she wants me to visit her
>i told my parents that i was too scared to go
>they went without me
>she died the next day
>figure out about it 2 years later
>her last dying wish was to see me and i denied her because i was a dumb 11 year old
i dont know what to do /b/ its all i think about
>>683906859
Thanks anon
>>683882190
Lmao pussy no wonder you're alone.. There's still time to kill yourself you know
>>683906852
Those letters are still hard for me, sometimes. I often type put and but interchangeably. I'm 27 so all hope is lost but maybe I'll try to exercise more. It can't hurt.
>>683906902
>when my grandmother died, i didn't cry,
>by dog dies, i cried for 2 days
i don't know whats wrong with me
>>683881682
>topkek
>>683886093
Niqqa dis confusinq as fucc niqqa
>>683906630
Nice dubs
>>683906513
I don't know if she wants to mess things up between the two us I hope that isn't it. But I know I have to protect my friend. I don't trust this girl and I couldn't live with myself if I let her hurt him. I honestly believe though it's goodbye friend.
>>683887352
fuck man I remember this, I cried like a fucking bitch when everyone sent him mail.
Let's see if I can tell my story without sounding retarded.
>Was happy kid for the most part up until parents started beating me.
>Parents used to tell me they loved me and hugged me, all that shit.
>Dad cheated on mom, abuse got worse up until I was about 13 or 14, dad broke my nose at one point.
>They stayed together, still arguing everyday.
>I was unsure about making friends and stuff, wasn't too great at that when I was at school, made one that still is friends with me to this day, we don't talk as much anymore though.
>Continuing on I made about 2 friends who were about four years older than me when I was 13.
>Went to their house, was alright at first.
>One night I go to one of the friends house and end up getting pushed up against his bed, held down by my neck and ended up getting raped.
>No matter how much I said no they wouldn't stop.
>I continued to try and be friends with him and his girlfriend, and they both did stuff to me even though I asked them to stop.
>Fast forward a few years later, I've never had a relationship in real life, have had multiple relationships online ending with me being cheated on typically.
>Come down with an illness and have to stop working, apparently if I don't watch my levels of stress I could die.
>Have attempted to commit suicide multiple times by overdosing, each time ended up me waking up on the bathroom floor with vomit all over myself typically.
>Parents haven't known any of this has happened.
>I try my best to be happy everyday, try going on antidepressants and everything, it only made everything worse.
>Finally get with someone who is in pretty much the same position as me. They're perfect for me as far as I'm concerned.
>They also dated multiple people who cheated on them, so obviously they have trust issues when in a relationship with someone.
>They never were raped though, due to the fact of them being a virgin and me having the incidents where I was raped apparently their trust issues are significantly worse. >>
>>683906902
I roughly know that feeling. I grew up with a friend who was more a family member to the point where after being torn from him for 6 years we met again and it was like finding long lost brother. I loved with him for years and were never apart. Long story short I went to a convention and despite his health being bad I went anyway I only found out he died when I got back. I tell myself wasn't much I could do to help, there wasn't, but I shoot myself everyday with the feeling I was never there when he died. He protected me growing up and it feels as if I couldn't repay him.
>>683907274
>>Continuing.
>Everyday I started feeling worse about this problem and I still feel like it'll never change.
>They care about me a lot and don't want me to feel depressed about this kinda shit.
>I just honestly wish I could take back making friends with anyone I knew in real life at that point because at this current point in my life I've pretty much avoided any friends I've made due to that incident.
>Most of all I just wish I could really be his, and just have him pretend that it's the first time when I finally get with him.
>Though in reality, I guess I won't truly be his, and that's my fault for letting that shit happen, and every day I think about it and just wish that I was gone because of it.
Sorry for my shitty story, just figured I'd get something out.
>>683907129
It comes from a protective sense, you know that a older person has lived a life hopefully worth living but a dog is an attachment of yours, it twines its way in. You know that that dog would die for you in a heartbeat and you'd never have to ask it too. With its limited cognitive ability it dedicates a portion of itself to you and would never let go until its last breath.
>>683906725
No, it's not easy. I have major clinical depression, so I can relate on that level. I won't pretend to know you or what you've experienced, but I will tell you that there's enough hate in this world already. Try to find some peace with yourself. It can be anything, from napping with your kid to just throwing a tennis ball against a wall. There's a lot of hope to be found in the simple things in life. I have to remind myself of that daily whenever it's time to drag my ass out of bed to start yet another shitty day with my shitty self in this shitty world. But whether we like it or not, it's where we have to live and die for now, so just try and find any little slivers of good and remember them
>>683889669
I have the same issue here /b/ro. I'm a 19 year old senior in college and I find it very hard to pick up girls. I'm also not into clubs or bars. What do /b/?
>>683879029
fuck man..this one gets me every time.
:^(
