Taking a break from drinking every single night sets off my feels. I fucking hate thinking.
Feels bread. Stories, pic relateds, whatever. I might go grab a beer for this one.
>dating a beautiful woman for 3 years, serious for 2 years
>she is an exchange student from poland
>she is from a fairly poor family, all money being spent on her university degree
>i helped her with her schooling, tuition, assignments, thesis, and would send her money to eat when she couldn't afford
>i was like her guardian angel
>get engaged this past September with a lavish trip
>she goes back to poland to finish her degree
>everything seems to be going fine, still in love, still writing love letters, still talking daily
>she gets an internship and meets a muslim man (i found this out later) in december
>communication starts breaking down in late january/early february
>after i send her last chapter of the thesis to her, she cuts off all contact suddenly for 10 days on Valentine's day
>try contacting her mom, force her to get back to me
>10 days later, she breaks up THROUGH EMAIL
>1 week after break-up she calls me out of the blue
>"anon i think we've been having these problems because there is someone else i want to be with. don't ever try contacting me again"
>fast-forward 1 week later, ex's new muslim boyfriend mails me back the gifts i sent
>i take the love letters (that i written for her) that she and her bf sent back to me and watch them burn with my two best buddies looking on
pic related. the love letters over the years that i had written for her.
Weird most autists can't detect other autists
This may change your life for the worse
Don't know why you'd think that. I was just informing you of the coldest and shittiest truth regarding women: They don't give a fuck about you, your feelings, your problems, your desires, your good intentions, unless any of those are the result of, or are compensated by, high status.
Sure, one in a few hundred million might, but if you're a bitch they won't look twice. Simple as that. I stole my girlfriend from her boyfriend because he was having a depression. I only realised this later on, and didn't make her leave him, but he was being a bitch, so now she's with me.
I see these threads and each time I can't really help myself, but I feel like I want to write some lines about myself.
All my life I really tried to find my place among people and I tried to fit in.
To observe all the "rules" of "being a nice person", and the more I did that the more I found myself at the bottom end, as the but of a joke that I don't get.
I have observed in me the growth of depression and it grew so large that at a certain point I just droped out of everything.
Nowadays people seem to respect me a little bit more than before, but most importantly, I feel good.
I am still very depressed but I feel good with it, if that makes any sense.
I have accepted that that is what I am, that is what happens when I get into contact with people in the way that I did.
I don't give a shit about "my place in society", I don't give a shit about observing any rules if it does not benefit either me, others or both.
I found, that I was fundamentaly always playing a role, always wearing a mask, and I found, that others do too.
I work every day to get rid of this mask which by now seems to be stuck to my face. One can get rid of it, but only when one realizes that identifying with it will not help this task.
For a long time I have considered a great deal what others say about me. I no longer do so and I feel a bit more free now.
All these thoughts I have in my head are really the result of my mask interacting with other masks.
Beneath this mask I am nobody, and really, it feels better than anything else. That means I am free.
I am free to aquire a new mask, or to live without it.
I'm not even gonna go through all the bullshit you niggers tell yourselves to make you feel good or at least less shitty about your current situation.
Being depressed it's a bullshit excuse faggots use just to be mopey and feel like the world or some bitch owes you something. The world doesn't work like that. If you are a faggot the world will eat you. Not because the world is a scary place out to get you, but because you were too much of a faggot to appreciate the little things. I've been through hell and back, I've lost my girl, my house, my car, landed in jail, ended up going back with the old folks and you know what. I've probably never been happier.
Don't get me wrong. I feel like shit for the faggy decisions I took in my past but I feel even worse because I didn't appreciated how great things were before. I was "depressed" for one thing or another... (I didn't had the girl, or the job, or the car, or the money) but at some point I had it all and let it all slip due to my own faggotry like you all bitches are doing right now.
The great thing about hitting rock bottom is there is only one way, up. I learned that everyday should be taken advantage. I have the best body I've ever had and while I'm not in the same position I was before (owned a house, brand new car, hot gf... and shit) I feel more accomplished about myself. I know I was up before, I was lucky, now I have to work... not to get back to that place, but to be better than I ever was. I will keep on working everyday, a little bit, even if it's just doing my workout routine. I know it will all payoff in the end.
It's easy to act like a bitch and dwell in the past. But I ask you idiots, why live in the past when you can own this day? Stop being a retard en enjoy life and make everyday matter. It's not gonna be easy and you'll lack the motivation, but motivation is for idiots. You niggers lack discipline to apply yourself to become the best version of yourselves. The world doesn't owe you anything.
Jesus this kind of hits home for me. I broke up with my girlfriend of three years about two months ago, and since then a ton of things came out of the woodwork. She fucked someone right after we broke up, and among countless other things she finally admitted, she finally admitted that she cheated on me, apparently she had done it two weeks after she told me she loved me. This hits home though because my ex has no problem telling me she doesn't care, isn't sorry, and is Doing whatever she can to hurt me. Cunts man, fuck em.
I really don't sympathise with these people, any more like it so I can laugh at people worse off than me to hide my own inadequacies?
"Everything in my head went quiet.
All the ticks, all the constantly refreshing images just disappeared.
When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, you don’t really get quiet moments.
Even in bed, I’m thinking:
Did I lock the doors? Yes.
Did I wash my hands? Yes.
Did I lock the doors? Yes.
Did I wash my hands? Yes.
But when I saw her, the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips..
Or the eyelash on her cheek-
the eyelash on her cheek-
the eyelash on her cheek.
I knew I had to talk to her.
I asked her out six times in thirty seconds.
She said yes after the third one, but none of them felt right, so I had to keep going.
On our first date, I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it, or talking to her..
But she loved it.
She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or twenty-four times at different times of the day.
She loved that it took me forever to walk home because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk.
When we moved in together, she said she felt safe, like no one would ever rob us because I definitely lock the door eighteen times.
I’d always watch her mouth when she talked-
when she talked-
when she talked-
when she talked;
when she said she loved me, her mouth would curl up at the edges.
At night, she’d lay in bed and watch me turn all the lights off..
And on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off.
She’d close her eyes and imagine that the days and nights were passing in front of her.
But then.. She said I was taking up too much of her time.
That I couldn’t kiss her goodbye so much because I was making her late for work..
When she said she loved me, her mouth was a straight line..
When I stopped in front of a crack in the sidewalk, she just kept walking..
And last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place.
She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her; that this whole thing was a mistake, but..
How can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands after I touch her?
Love is not a mistake, and it’s killing me that she can run away from this and I just can’t.
I can’t go out and find someone new because I always think of her.
Usually, when I obsess over things, I see germs sneaking into my skin.
I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars..
And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on.
I want to wake up every morning thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel..
How she turns shower knobs like she’s opening a safe.
How she blows out candles-
blows out candles-
blows out candles-
blows out candles-
Now, I just think about who else is kissing her.
I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once-he doesn’t care if it’s perfect!
I want her back so bad..
I leave the door unlocked.
I leave the lights on.”
it is a simple as flipping a switch faggot. Focus your time in something that makes you happy, that makes you better. It'll be hard at first but you learn to deal with it... you know? like a fucking adult...
shit, it annoys me that you idiots can have the potential to be great and you waste your time being a faggot. I was like that but not anymore, fuck that.
not trying to make myself look like anything. we're all anons and this thread will be gone in a few minutes.
I'm merely trying to talk some sense into whoever wants to listen. not in denial or anything of the sort. Like I said, I have been up, and down. I had been left, lost, heartbroken, out of luck, and used. I felt like the shittiest person in the world when my mom went to visit me in jail and she was bawling her eyes out.
But I learned from that shit and I don't want you idiots dwell in past experiences. Learn from them and move on. No point in staying in the past. You all are better than that
This may be the saddest thing I've ever read in one of these threads
I was being a dick but not without reason, sometimes we need some sense to be knocked into our skull. I get really worked up hearing you niggers dwelling on some bitch that treat you like shit or some other crap and if I can talk some sense into any of you at least I can feel like I did something... make your day worth it and shit, trying to help people, good act of the day, whatever you wanna call it.
It is as simple as that.
Depression is quite strong and if you gave it the importance that it doesn't deserve it can eat you alive. I just want to tell you all that you can fuck any depressive thoughts up the ass and own your own goddamn self
Nah, I'm all up for camaraderie but that shit it's pretty gay and you're a major fag for defending it.
I'm not gonna kill myself or even cry or feel pathetic at this thread.
One of my friends is getting on my last nerve. So far, when we invite him to stuff we include him in everything and shit like that, yet he purposfuly sits in the back and hangs really far behind the group like we didn't want him there. And very recently he tried missing my girlfriend and guilt tripping her into getting with him.
What should I do?
explain your feelings and thoughts to him. tell him that your gf is beyond off limits, but you need to express to him that if you invite him to something thats because you wanted him there, and by isolating himself from the group it makes it seem as though he doesnt want to be there. tell him this as a friend.
might as well post this
>fall in love
>you've heard the story before
>4 months of the most intimate connection I've ever had with a person
>only do handholding and a few shy kisses
>get sort of mad at her for something stupid
>the very next day she's making out with my at the time best friend
>lets call the ex gf Vikky and ex friend Carl
>Vikky and Carl make out intentionally in front of me
>know that Vikky doesnt really do PDA, is just getting pressured into it
>few weeks later Carl comes out of the closet
>suddenly Vikky does too
>Vikky "dates" my only other friend who instantly stops hanging out me too
>realize that Carl's friend group has been spreading rumors about me
>he kills small animals
>he hit Vikky
>he abused her emotionally, that's why she left him
>no one cares
>ostracized by the entire grade
>feel like killing myself every single day
>fast forward a couple years
>vikky is the school bicycle
>Carly is hyper flamboyantly gay (but doesn't actually date other men)
>manage to get a niche group of friends
>the niche friends move away
>Carl and Vikky are still making up new shit to say about me
>finally man up and call out Vikky
>have a private convo
>she opens up and tells me it was all a mistake
>thinks we can go back to being friends
>holy shit my life is about to change
>she acts like we never spoke
>and for a moment
>I can see the regret in her eyes
>go full omega
>don't give a shit
>build a reputation as that one kid who doesn't give a shit
>Ace every single exam
>score top grades in every standard
>never do homework
>do an entire year's worth of school projects in 2 days
>play in a band
>intentionally create this sarcastic cynical persona
>its all a shield
>this is who I am now
>fast forward to the present
>cannot get intimate with a woman
>or a man
>making out with randos at clubs
>sex is nothing
>my life is nothing
And I don't even remember her face.
>Life is just a short flick of nothing in a universe.
>You are just a slightly inteligent monkey, standing on a rock rushing through the universe 30 kilometres every second.
>Every day, you can die in a flick of the second due to bilions of different reasons.
>All the feelings; Hapiness, love are just biochemical reactions in your brain. Nothing more. Just dopamine in your fucking brain that could go off any fucking time. You can get the same effect by getting druged.
>There's no god. No heaven. No hell. People like to lie to themselves so they can hope that there will be something after they die. But there's nothing.
>Neither you nor me will matter after we die. >No one will remember us.
>No one will remember who we were.
>No one will remember this site.
you are just the chilliest dude
cheers for that
Why do you hate yourself?
> examine yourself
> see thing you don't like about yourself
> change thing so you like it now
> repeat until there are no more things you hate about yourself
It is really not that hard. And once you truly love yourself, people will love you back. It's utter truth. Cliché, but nevertheless
So what? That just means you can work all the harder to your goals and don't need to be concerned. Because ultimately the consequences are irrelevant. So work toward your own goal in life.
If you are tidy and in shape you can pass for cute with the right attitude, even if short and ugly.
Also dude, dig a little deaper. What is it that you really hate abput yourself?
>What is it that you really hate abput yourself?
I don't really know. Mostly my face to be honest. And I can't dress well for shit.
Maybe I'm just imagining things but somehow girls always seem completely uninterested in me.
I feel bad /b/.
>a couple minutes ago
>me and my friend are sitting outside school
>we hear the noise of something hitting the floor
>it was a bird, and it was struggling
>we approach the injured bird. The back of it's neck was slashed and it's wings were almost de-feathered.
>friend gently pets it as it spends it's few moments of life looking at us
During that entire ordeal all I could do was state at it blankly and want to stomp it out of it's misery. It made me feel cold. Should I have stomped it?
I can't stop laughing. This shit is gold.
>don't worry he knows
TOP FUCKING KEK
>befriend guy I've known for a while
>can't stop texting eventually, calling all day/night
>meet up during a party, hook up and get together
>all bliss, he even suggests we buy rings for eachother on the 7th day (not engagement ones, black bands we wore on our thumbs, gay I know)
>about a month in, tells me he suffered clinical depression in the past and is still seeing a shrink/taking pills for it
>I honestly don't mind at all, love him even more, go with him to doctors appointments etc
>it's literally bliss
>FF a year, he suddenly starts feeling sick again
>faints a lot, so decides to stop leaving his house and sits in the dark all day every day without sunlight
>I try to cheer him up every day and basically become his personal nurse
>buy him groceries, tabletop games, tennis rackets, balls, cook for him
>even got him a fish tank with fish cause it relaxed him
>go to his place every morning, leave every night after he falls asleep, sometimes 4-5 AM
>meanwhile he gets incredible jealousy fits
>asks all my passwords everywhere, starts deleting/blocking people he doesn't like
>fights almost daily, breaking up with me atleast once a week then begging for me to come back
>winter comes, during a fight he gives me back an artpiece I did for him and tells me to take it away from him
>New Years, we post a selfie and an old, senile guy comments on it
>bf makes fun of him, I told him to delete it, he gets so pissed off he breaks up with me
>final straw for me, don't contact him in a month, delete my fb, skype, etc
>Literally month after no contact with him and trying to move on, I get a huge abusive letter calling me names, how my parents must be disappointed with me, hoping my new business fails
>he sends abusive mails, texts, texts even from his moms phone, for a few weeks
>it abruptly stops, but I hear from friends he still asks if I still talk shit about him
inb4 I'm a slut, I'm still a virgin. Point is, people are cunts no matter the gender.
Christ, who the fuck actually believes this shit?
Children and their "love" affairs. You had love, she left and found a new love and now you are sad. Would you be happier if she died in a car wreck? It is over... move on... life is change... cherish the memories and find someone new.
You're that pathetic that you need people to remember you? Dude just focus on getting your shit together and get your head out of other people's asses. That would be memorable
you claim to be a woman, but I'm not buying.
even if you are, that case was a relationship with a mentally unstable person that ended because
a) bf was becoming more mentally unhealthy
b) you couldn't hack it.
c) you didn't put you foot down
before you decide that I am blaming you for being a "woman" know that I think most of these stories are on the party I am supposed to feel sorry for. this is a shitty baww thread
And just cause it's a bawww thread, I want to make anons feel better. The cunts posted itt are just extreme cases. There is a person for everyone out there, my post was to point out that it's not worth giving up on love or finding someone just because people post whores being whores.
No, man. No. I didn't ask for those feels
Glad you came to your senses about that
Sure people can argue that you're being a dick but she chose to cheat the system. Hope things keep looking up for you and you can move on to new and better things
Yeah and you need to pull that thorn out right now if want things to improve. Stop idealizing her. Stop idealizing people in general. I don't mean treat them like shit, but treat them like the flawed beings that they are.
Meanwhile, find a distraction. A productive one. I know it's become a cliche at this point. But start working out. Find at least one outdoor activity you can do regularly (I recommend disc golf; it's good for loners). Volunteer. Take classes. Get shit done.
If you're already doing that. Great. But people who obsess over that one chick tend to not have very much going on in their lives. That needs to change. You need to change. And it has to happen now.
If you want you can link me to it and I'll help spread it.
I had a lab report I was busted on "cheating" when they ran it in the computer program. I've got a rough idea how it works and how to help it get triggered
Dude where's that Mickey and Donal picture where one of them says that everything we percieve is nothing but a reactio in our brains and the other replies that he is a fool, for he believes those same signals to be true
well fuck it I'll tell my story
>be me 20 year old kissless virgin
>want qt3.14 gf real bad
>one day I decide to get an app similar to tinder
>start texting with qt3.14, quickly switching to whatsapp so it's easier to text with her
>text with her constantly, we get along really good, I start to like her
>after a few days of texting I ask her if she wants to go out with me
>she accepts but says that she is pretty busy atm
>tried to see her for the last 3 days but she never had time
>last night I texted with her and we got to the topic friends
>she lost all her friends a while ago
>I try to cheer her up and tell her that she will probably find some new friends soon
>she tells me she doesn't wants female friends anymore
>she is now searching for a male best friend
>I'm probably the only guy currently texting with her (when we text she is never online while not typing her reply to me and when we don't text she is almost never online too)
>told her that I'm not searching for new friends and that a relationship is the only thing I want
>she answered something like that she doesn't want to be pushed towards anything and she asked me how she could friendzone me without knowing me in person
>she also seemed a little bit mad about the friendzone thing
I'm so fucking scared of being friendzoned by that girl, she is actually the first female I got along really good with,
I never enjoyed it to text with someone that much than I do with her what do you think will she friendzone me? or should I keep trying
I'm so fucked right now, I can't stop thinking about this shit and I need to start learning, does anyone have an idea what I should do,
besides an hero? I know that this is a minor issue and that it wouldn't be a big deal for many other guys but I really can't get this out of my head,
everything went so well with her until this shit went down last night, please let me know if you have advice / ideas
also sorry for my bad english and the bad greentext story
I'd love to meet the person who created this. They're probably fascinating to observe.
here it is
here it is download and spread. download and spread. download and spread. not OP on this one but i wanna help spread it like butter all over a nice biscuit
Just like everything else.
For the vast, vast majority if the universe's span, you and I will be nothing. We will think and feel nothing, for basically eternity. Even if I have a pleasant life here, what will it matter if I can't look back fondly on any of it?
And even if I'm wrong, even if there is a god, he's a fucking sociopath and I'll gladly spend an eternity suffering to defy the motherfucker.
Video games and pot numb my brain temporarily.
We already have her facebook. Let's make her regret it.
Futility of existence is yout friend mate. If life had a purpose it would be a bitch. You'd have to actually go for it or feel like shit. There is no purpose. Your life is yours to do whatever the fuck you want with it. Cheers!
>Meet cute good Christian girl in high school.
>We start dating.
>The most we get up to is oral sex.
>She is paranoid about getting pregnant whilst not married due to a catholic education and family.
>I persevere because I love her.
>7 years later we're married and we have sex for the first time.
>All the way up to our wedding she was constantly talking about how much she wants to have sex with me and we'd do it all the time.
>2 years on we often go months without sexual contact.
>Its giving me a complex and everytime I think about it my chest hurts.
>I still lover her like the day I met her, but I know I have to end it.
Let my life be a word of warning, any woman who won't have sex with you, but still wants to date you is not good news and is fucked in the head.
I love her, but she has cost me the best years of my life and now it'll cost me financially for the rest of my life to end it.
It's not just my own individual life, it's every human.
We, as a species, don't give a single fuck about the long-term survival of the human race. We're too busy exploiting the planet and destroying human sustainability so we can have fucking 99 cent all-beef patties at fast food chains.
Everyone's fucking selfish and greedy, even the one's who think they aren't. They would rather destroy the planet than give up stupid, petty, insignificant luxuries and I'm convinced humanity is doomed.
Monkeys are pretty impressive when you compare them to an endless wasteland of giant space rocks and nothingness.
Just think about it. This tiny planet out of the entire universe is the only place that matters.
This is the only place where the universe has sentience and can observe itself.
The only important things in the universe are the things that are important to people.
A giant cloud of hydrogen a billion miles away is completely unimportant.
so now i'm supposed to fell sorry for these billionaire tech fags?
Hey I feel you, but don't forget the impending degradation of morals that will come with overpopulation. Does anybody actually still believe that there is going to be good in this world?
I'm going to keep this short and sweet, like many of you I've aways thought about posting my story online but never do it.
>Cleaning out the room I grew up in today
>Find all this old stuff at the top of a cupboard
>Birthday cards, love letters - A general box of people showing kindness toward me
>And back then I deserved it
>Think about the person I am today...
>I've become the person I never wanted to be
>Fucked me right In the feels when I realised this
>All 'growing up' has done is manipulated me into self absorbed pathological liar who lacks the empathy towards others that I used to have
>Ironic because I'm telling the truth
>I would go out of my way not to hurt others back then
>Now I do it and feel fuck all
What happened to the person I used to be.
Yes, I remember reading once that you should always be with someone who loves you more than you love them, by the principle that women are more emotional then men on average.
I never understood that until after many failures of relationships where I was more smitten than them.
Now I am with someone who is head over heels for me with no question. It's nice trusting and loving someone because you know that they really do care. A lot of girls pretend to care, but when you are with someone who actually does you know fairly quickly.
/b/rothers embrace islam!
take back control of your women!
here are the links
new thread too
I can't contact her uni directly because I risk harassment. That's why I want to do it subtly.
That's what I get for falling for the whole romance bullshit. I wasn't this way until before we were engaged. It seemed to work - being the nice guy, but only for a while. Lesson is learned, don't worry anon. I won't make the same mistake twice fuck that
wow that was easy
you must be a summerfag
This meme is dead and it shall stay dead
You don't have to tell me twice, I'm just trying to warn others not to believe women and to trust their ducks more than their hearts.
I'm thinking I might just fuck sloots on the side.
So I finally bed the girl I've been trying to pin for a year, I get her close to the limit, but I can't even get it up! Why am I my own worst enemy?
i disagree.. even buddhism which have no gods have a detail analysis of this and came up with karma thory
my theory i may not be here but i will be cause of many thing which will be there not necessary my offsprings but also many things i effected willbe there which then in return willalso effect many other things in chain reaction to ensure they will be here till eternity and similarly myself can also be traced back to big bang
>still fucking anything other that prostitutes
You deserve everything you get. I have given up entirely on women that don't have a direct bill, as they are always more expensive in the long run.
I remember being 23 and happy.
Now I'm almost 28 and everything, literally everything changed for worse.
Boredom is good sometimes. It's better than total disaster & losing everything you love in your life. But I'm working on putting my shit together. I'm making a small progress everyday.
(No, no depressed betafag after breaking up with a cumdumpster)
Hey this isn't really feels but I usually get good advice from these threads so why not. Well I've been hanging out with a coworker of mine, and she's fucking amazing.
>cute, smart, and just the perfect amount of crazy
>first time we go out she says its not a date and that she may still lover her ex
>second night we end up at her friends place and she gets drunk, I could have taken advantage but I didn't
> third night after I drop her off we kiss
> the problem is the fourth night which is yesterday,
> so she tells me I can come over to her place and watch Netflix(fuck ya sex!)
> well we are making out for awhile and then she tells me she really doesn't want to
> I say fine but you know I'm trying to get her to suck my dick for the next hour
> she ends up telling me that she was raped for her first time and that's why she had sex with anyone who asked, but right now she wants to just wait.
>I say fine or on my puppy dog face and zip up my pants
> well then she reaches down unzips and starts sucking (fuck ya!)
> well I'm a huge Dom and I end up slapping her in the face, that's when she freezes
> right away I start apologizing like crazy and she's just kind of nervously laughing
> I pull up my pants and I kiss her for a bit but then leave her place.
I feel like I really kinda fucked up, not only did I pressure her to suck my dick after she told me she was raped, but also that slap was not my finest hour. She is suppose to pick me up in like 40 minutes for lunch and I don't know what to do.
no ..education and culture difffer .. a white women from ivy league is anyday better then a nigger from africa or a women from india .. but the male equivalent in general at that ivy will be better then her
Yeah, but I like the conquest, which is what I missed out on.
I look after myself, I'm in my mid 20's, I'm attractive, I have a good job - I don't think I'll have much trouble having one night stands.
Fuck it first time I share this story on B but here we go.
> Be me 17y old M
> Part of a theater group
> IKnowGayAsFuck.exe but i like it
> Theatre groups is going on tour
> Fucking hell that is fun
> Essentialy goes on tour.
> The day before we leave we have party
> Meet really awesome chick
> We dance and talk
> 23:00 pm she goes to sleep
> Wants me to follow
> We cuddle for an hour before I get text
> Shit I gotta go back to the hotel we stayed at
> Say goodbye
> Next day.exe
> We already done our show
> Some shows left that we watch
> Meet girl again.
> She is shy but kind
> At the end of the day we are leaving say bye
> No phone number no nothing
To be continued...
So next part of story
> My friend finds her facebook
> I add her she accepts
> We chat for about half a year
> I realise we both like each other
> Ask about long distance relationship
> She says no.jpg
> Okay fine still not that emotionally intrested
> Continue as friends a bit sad
> Add +3 months
> Still chatting a bit
> She hits me up with random text
> "Is it okay if I tell you something"
> Well I wonder whats up so I say yeah
> "I think I love you"
> I had just moved on from this
> I was similtaniously dating a girl i really liked
> Somewhere however I remembered the party
> Shit I Say I am not sure if I like her
> After a lot of back and forths
> She convince me to come up to her place
> We live approxemetly 4 hours by train apart
> I take shitty times because poor as fuck
> 8hours later.exe She meets me up at station
To be continued.
Gauge the mood and either forget it ever happened if she doesn't want to talk about it - or if she seems calm explain it was a decision made in the heat of the moment, stemming from the fact that you enjoy rough sex for "insert passionate reason" and that you're sorry that you misunderstood the boundaries.
From there start asking her what she enjoys and turn the conversation into one about her.
I don't know what you could do besides apologizing again or just pretend it never happened, if I had to decide I would talk about it with her, and tell her that you feel bad for what you did
This is where you fuck up nigga, because once you put in work to win something, you will inevitably eventually get a feeling of ownership over it if your brain functions normally.
>source: Tried all this shit before I gave up
>boy meets girl, start dating
>boy supports girl emotionally and financially for years as relationship grows
>girl always says boy is most important person in her life and they will be together forever
>girl wants to get married. Been dating 4 years.
>3 weeks after the wedding boy wakes up and the girl is gone. She took nothing and only left a note saying she wanted a divorce
>girl had left in the middle of the night while boy slept
>boy had no idea anything was wrong. Girl had instantly gone out and slept with a guy she just met and got pregnant
Try it nigger, after number 20 your heart starts wanting in on this dick action.
Better to just neglect both, or have it easy upfront and cold hard cash, just so no one gets confused.
You will remember this advice sometime.
I will see if I can fit it into this or if I need one more to finish it off.
> We get picked up by her uncle
> 30 min later in her room
> I am tired as fuck she wants to sleep
> She made a bed on the floor for me
> Well shit I finally meet the girl no
> So we go to rest (Kinda cuddle)
> We fall asleep
> Wake up around 13:00 she still asleep
> Wait till she wakes
> Girl I was currently dating was mad at me
> Well shit I just said I was visiting a friend
> Girl I was with wakes up
> Acts really cold to me
> Continues with this untill I go home
> Last day I ask. Do you like me?
> She says No.jpg
> Fuck me spending all this time and money
> Ohwell atleast that is finally over.
> Gets home obviously girl I date is mad at me
> Slowly lose contact with her
Well shit I guess last one will have to do it to be continued.