I think the internet has ruined me.
I can watch pretty much any rekt video or disgusting porn without feeling any shock. I heard people get grossed out by 4chan, spaceclop etc.
I just watcehd that k9 in the rekt thread getting something explode in its face. The most interesting part was the fencing response...
To me the limit's maybe kids getting hurt or abused
>same, the only shit that kinda gets to me is animals being killed
I don't know about that.
I watched a guy spaz out in the train, appearantly a seizure and when a woman asked me to lift him up i literally said "ewww" because he had spit all over his mouth and clothes. All i did was go to the train driver in walking pace and notice him. I didn't even go back and left as we arrived at the next stop.
>remember, little things can give you away
I'll tell you that seizures aren't that bad, I mean you can't do anything. I once saw a man having a cerebral hemorrhage and that was fucking scary. On the disgusting side well you become used to it but I guess that's better, I mean rather than blank out if someone get hurt. I am an EMT in training, if you guys want to read it I have the pretyped story of the cerebral hemorrhage
It is not really disgusting, but if you put yourself into perspective I'll say that that was one of the strongest experiences I've ever had. At the time I had no training.
>taking out the trash
>pass an old man carrying some bags
>hear a thud, turn around
>the man is lying on the ground
>I think he probably fell
>anyway go there to check
>his eyes are rolled, he is gasping
>his wife comes over, shouting his name
>blood start dripping from his hear
>call an ambulance
>the wife is crying
>it seems he can't keep his eyes open
>please don't die
>try to keep him awake
>I keep talking to him
>the man now seems kinda conscious
>start calling him, he seems not to understand
>blood still flowing
>he tries to get up
>ask him to stay down, once again seems not to understand
>happens another three or four times
>meanwhile I keep his vitals checked
>ask him if he is listening to give me a sign, like blinking
>he moves his lips
>ok sir stay calm, the ambulance is on its way
>they are not arriving
>try to stay calm and speak to him and his wife while holding his hand
>the paramedics arrive
>wife keeps thanking me
>try to go on with my day
>after a few hours I break up and start crying
Still don't know if it was for the stress or the story itself, I guess that doesn't happen everyday to look a man in the eyes and say "please don't you die on me".
I've seen a lot of rekt thread, I probably haven't enphatized a lot on what I felt but the true fear, the knowledge that a person is dying in your arms and you can't do anything to help him, well that really put you on perspective. In a rekt thread it is almost like a movie, or whatever, that happened and you can't change the past. There you understand what that feels like. I'm sorry I don't have interesting stories but I started doing my shifts around a month ago and nothing really happened
Honestly once you've seen horrific images and videos day after day, year after year you'll find it boring after a while.
Shock stuff gets old. The only people who enjoy it are teenagers, hopelessly immature people and sociopaths
If you actually care enough to really understand watch this.
Long story short, rekt/macabre serves legitimate psychological purposes.
my grandad killed himself and there was shit all over the place when they let us see his body untouched and i just looked and felt nothing of it, i wasn't grossed out or anything, it was just a part of the faggot
youre fine OP. Ive been trawling shock/disgust/horror sites since 1997 and I had the same fear that i'd become numb to bad things.
A couple years back though, i was walking up to an intersection when a semi truck going left/right ran a red and a convertible shot underneath it and came out the other side right beside me.
I could try and describe what the driver looked like but I'll just leave it as that he was very, very, very dead.
I know the dude couldn't have suffered much at all, there was nothing of my fault in it, i didn't know anyone personally in the accident. But I still have nightmares to this day.
Video and reality aren't the same. I'm sure your true sense of horror is still in tact.
sometimes they do. up till then I thought I'd watched so much fucked up shit that my humanity was gone. Even though I was freaked out I was kind of relieved to be that traumatized.
He ordered off of the taco bell breakfast menu
I rarely enter rekt threads. It grosses me out and makes me sad. It's not that I can't take it. If it was worth something (like I would get paid or to "save a friend" or whatever), I could watch it all day.
1) I don't like it and I don't like the feeling I get while watching it
2) I feel no interest in watching the various ways people may die, there is no mystery or ... anything like that
3) ... and I think I prefer being grossed out by gross stuff. When it actually happens.
Oh. And I'm 42, and a cop. I've seen my share of death and misery.
Looks surprisingly happy. I mean, look at that smile.
well, when you go to the fridge to get your yoghurt between two surgeries and there are two fetuses in the rack below it bc the lazy ass morgue slave didnt pick them up yet you dont really give a shit about rekt threads no matter how new you are
nah. It's one thing for the n-beards to sit on their fat, hot-pocket stuffed fat asses, and look at gore, in their mommy's basement, all safe from the scary outside. It's another to see it in person.
why I'm not surprised about this ape's behaviour?
Nah. But being jaded isn't a good thing. You can't go back... and you'll miss your brain.
I've been first at a bunch of suicides. The smell of cordite and brains is quite unique. Violent death is part of the job... and it changes you. I'm not adding to that on my spare time.
not really. you either learn how to not give af quickly or you dont do that kind of work for long.
did it for 3yrs but eventually quit when i lost a friend that had a bad car crash. hell, i didnt even realize it was her until we went through her stuff to find next of kin bc she was so fucked up.
RKO OUT OF NOWHERE
BAH GOD HE GOT SPLIT IN HALF
Oh man... thats sad.
During training for the Lauberhorn race, while entering the finish S (German: Ziel-S), Reinstadler lost control and crashed into safety nets at full speed, where one of his skis became trapped. Reinstadler suffered a pelvic fracture and severe internal injuries.
He died later the same night at an Interlaken hospital."
haha nah... most of them don't care and neither do I really. I come here for the freaky stuff as much as anyone else. I just don't add to the jaded-meter.
I'm actually quite sure there are a few cops on here regularly.
Real talk, what a fucking way to die. At least he went head first.
I wonder how those people wind up with those kind of jobs, did they decide as a kid that they wanted to scoop up or pick up dead people?
I said taco, but yours works better. many keks
Good ol maternal instincts. Protecting the child and whatnot.
If your not a bisexual, furry loving,
Child porn fapping
Shell of a human, then your not ruined...
Being desensitized to gore is one thing... being turned on little girls is torture... feel so bad, but they are so cute.. you dont see gore every day... but you walk outside and you see kids
/b/ used to really ruin people... now its just full of traps, dicks and spiderman
But man.. that spiderman though
Man you need to start getting outdoors. Nature is far more cruel and ruthless. Wolves will fuckin eat the hind quarter of an animal, leave it alive for a day or so, then come back and finish it so the meat stays fresher.
all the more satisfying seeing that it was a woman
Could really go for some McDonalds now that you mention it.
Horse porn I believe. There was something g on reddit like 2 years ago someone posted for shock value and it was a gallery of a donkey fucking dogs, sheep horses...etc I don't know. It was fucked up but nothing crazy
What worries me even more is the fact that the little girl didn't have any pants on to begin with, and i'm pretty sure that the thing she was getting beat with was grandma's antique dildo.
"Yeah that'll teach the kid for having normal bodily functions."
Needs surgery. Hopefully theyou graphed some skin and had a cadaver to do a bone transplant. I wishould I could be in med school. Ito fascinating what medicine and surgical procedures do in these times
>cop points a gun at you and says "PUT YOUR HANDS UP" after the police were called on you
>law abiding white person puts their hands up and asks "is there a problem officer?"
>nigger starts running towards him in an aggressive manner and starts pointing his fingers at him like a gun
Just further proving that niggers are fucking stupid.
Those suits aren't meant to protext the wearer, the suit is meant to keep the body intact for the funeral. Worked with an ex SAS who told me all about his shit in Iraq. He had some crazy stories, fucked up his hand and one eye from a ied
The economy is bad and when your friend who works for the PD says "hey we have an opening if you're looking for work" you ask what it is, and when he says "you basically have to play claw machine, only with dead bodies. It pays 13.50 an hour" you take the job.
not really but you usually get paid extra for that shit. some nights at the hospital i did nothing else than collecting corpses or limbs bc you would get an additional 10 bucks per piece for some bullshit reason...
I can deal with real pain and suffering in front of me waaaay better than pictures and video for some reason. I see all these goes threads and squik but seeing my little cousin get torn in half by a riding mower did absolutely nothing. I just grabbed his legs and moved them to where his torso was so the emts would have an easier time. I didn't feel sick or anything just kinda distant from it.
He lived btw, they managed to somehow put his legs on too. Don't get me wrong he's got massive nerve damage and can barely walk without crutches, but they put his legs back on.
It's a bird you fuckwit. When you're old enough to drive instead of riding around in your cul-de-sac with your little sister on your tricycle you'll see plenty more birds getting killed. It's literally nothing.
Shee lokks beautiful. So sad she was attacked by this subhuman. She survived I hope? Such a sadnees to lost such beauty.
because, watermelon unga bunga fried chicken
why do people fuck with bulls? like they are known fr being extremely aggressive and unpredictable but we literally let them run free in the streets as a game
Young children are known for puking a lot... it doesn't mean the have brain damage for fucks sake lol
People are crazy... take this woman picking a fight with a kung fu Cat
It's just not worth it!
Dude, imagine regularly lurking on 4chan for the last several years while simultaneously completing med school. I'm desensitized not only to vile things I witness electronically but also to things in real life, which is btw completely fucking different. I feel like I could watch the children of strangers get murdered and feel next to nothing at this point.