>>683388862 I've been having suicidal thoughts too. Not sure what to do about it. I already take two antidepressants. I'm so broke I can't afford to go to the doctor anymore. Not sure how I will afford my pills when I need a refill. Costs me over $300 for a 3 month supply of pills.
When I was thirteen I tried the peanut butter trick with my dog. I also made a habit of letting my dog hump me when I was around six or seven. I'm thinking about getting a big dog sometime soon and grooming it to fuck me.
>>683388265 I like to be in 'abusive' relationships. I only say abusive because that seems to be the only word that brings the level of care I enjoy to mind. If my partner doesn't want to own me, I don't really see how the relationship can work.
>>683388265 > i once broke into my neighbors house when i was 13 >they were gone on vacation and i used it as my hangout for a whole week > drank all their liquor, > jerked off in every room in their house > invited a slightly slutty girl from a couple blocks down and got my first blowjob while sitting ontheir kitchen counter
>>683392107 i used one of her panties to jerk off, didnt sniff them though, no used ones anyway. just clean ones in their drawer and there was no leftovers or anyhting, just basic non perishables. did eat some of their chips and some vienna sausages. but i wasnt there to eat
>>683388862 Listen here faggot, i have reasons to believe that your suicidal thoughts are a product of your low self esteem, and right now your brain thinks that and hero is the only way out of what you think is a shithole. Your altered perspective upon life is driving you towards your own death. But keep in mind that you are doing this to yourself, most of suicidal thoughts cases are related to the above mentioned cause. So i would suggest the following. Get some money to visit a shrink, this shit can be medicated fairly easy, some Prozac will most likely do the job. Then with the help of your therapist start working on your self confidence, find the activity that you think suits you the most and excel at it. Trust me your perspective upon life and the quality of it will improve tenfold. That applies to all suicidal faggots on this cancer-board.
I am over 35 and married. I am in another state for work. I made an acquaintance with a 19 year old girl and we became friends. About a month ago she showed up at my place at around 2:00 am when I was nearly blackout drunk and proceeded to fuck me stupid.
This has become a semi-regular occurrence. I have told no one.
>>683393124 Should add: roommate and girlfriend caught me with the last one, sort of. 100% sure they could hear us/figure it out. Now she's being super flirty with me whenever roomie isn't in the room. She's my absolute dream woman even without sex, but my roomie is my best friend. Would still destroy her huge, high test ass though.
I won't say specifically how we met, too many personal details. It was a professional setting, I'll say that much.
Yes she is hot, although she is a drug addict (on and off, she is now off). She has a tiny figure, can't weigh more than a dime over 100 lbs, and has absurdly large breasts for her frame thanks to where she claims lineage (a west european country, no more specifics).
She does not have a bush, she shaves to the skin.
She is crazy, but not in a malicious way, this means she fucks great but doesn't lash out at people. My kinda gal.
I felt weird when she had me over to "keep her safe" because I was sleeping in her and her boyfriends bed. He was not there. I feel bad for the guy to be honest.
>>683388265 I am not emotionally involved in my relationship and honestly wish to be alone, but also have been with so any partners in my life that i know my feelings wont change, and so id rather be with someone than no one. It's a fucking paradoxical thought if that actually made any sense.
>>683393436 Horny teacher fucks a hormonal high school student... how difficult for her to do... she has so few choices... no teacher ever did that before... no students have banging a teacher as a favorite sexual fantasy... nope... things like that never happen... no teacher was ever caught and becomes a major news story... nope... never happens...
>be 14 >chillin at cousin's >8 yo >lil bitch listens to shitty negro hip hop and reggaeton >she and her friends are all basically tryhard hoes >she and her friends like (trying to) dance sexily >auntie has to go out for a couple hours >"hey anon, can i trust you the house? I gotta pick up your uncle" >an hour later, she's listening J Balvin or smth >i go check on her just cause >she comes up to me >"dance w me anon" >she's kidding me >"sure whatever" >after a couple songs i get tired and lie on her bed to check phone >she comes up to me >sits on me >WutFace >"what are you-" >she kisses me, takes off my shirt, then hers >starts kissing my neck and playin with my hair >confused as fuck >remember i'm a beta fuck and haven't had any romantic moment besides my first kiss, with same cousin >fuckit.bmp >kiss her back, she takes off my jeans and shorts, also hers >i end up with my tralala inside my loli cousin for absolutely no reason and without regrets >ass is soft, moves it g00d tho >after that day, she acts like a dick w me, like w everybody else
>>683388265 I jack it with shitty hotel quality bar soap (the kind that makes your hands really chap) and fucked up my dick really bad (it looks like a fucking oval). This was three years ago and I'm still waiting to move out or get found out. >Feelsbadman.jpeg I have moar if u guys ask.
>i have such a deep level of thinking, best way to describe it >i can literally, put myself in a situation like im physically there >inb4 yeah i can do that >some times my vision seems to sort of disappear because im so deep in thought >can feel the wind and hear the waves if think about the beach >some times i have said things that there'd be no way i would have known >yes i have taken a bunch of acid and shrooms in the past >thats my super secret
I want to fuck my friends mom I have known since I was 8 (I am 26 now).
She has a gut, ugly face, but something about her turns me on.
She's been single for years & I know shes lonely & craves a cock in her. Today she was drunk on mothers day.
She views me as a surrogate son so I don't know if she would ever be down. I'm just too much of a pussy to make any overt moves, because if it backfires she'll likely tell everybody & my reputation would be tarnished.
She doesn't work and I can easily go over to her house any day all day if I wanted where would be alone.
>be me >at a white elephant party or whatever it's called >it's in a hospital, being thrown for a young teenaged patient >I didn't want to join as I came unprepared >table is full of big packages, and I didn't want to grab one because I didn't know anyone there >the kid in the bed got a glass dolphin, and some red bull >I though she wouldn't mind if I nicked them, as she wouldn't have any use for them >I did it >stares It was a very embarrassing experience that I still think about after 5 years
>be me >at a white elephant party or whatever it's called >it's in a hospital, being thrown for a young teenaged patient >I didn't want to join as I came unprepared >table is full of big packages, and I didn't want to grab one because I didn't know anyone there >the kid in the bed got a glass dolphin, and some red bull >I though she wouldn't mind if I nicked them, as she wouldn't have any use for them >I did it >stares It was a very embarrassing experience that I still think about after 5 years. Am I a bad person?
[x] Was raped as a kid [x] Tried to kill myself multiple times [x] Had sex for drugs [x] Lied to my parents and friends almost every day [x] Chickened out of meeting an online love because of an anxiety attack [x] Whore myself out on Omegle to feel better about myself
>be 14 >jack it with shitty hotel quality bar soap >(the kind that makes your hands really chap) >fucked up my dick really bad >(it looks like a fucking oval). >Feelsbadman.jpeg >fast forward 1 year >find masturbation forum >people talking about jacking it and shit >stumble upon people talking about being open about it with friends >gets stupid fucking idea >tells all my friends who are losers that I jack it at a party and ask them too? >give me disgusted face >"you do that, anon?" >mfw I alienated 8 of my bestest friends >1 still brings it up every time we cross paths >my new friends are a narcissistic fat ass gone anorexic, a sociopath, and a full blown hipster
>>683395181 Im a male, and i really dont want to sound douchy about my partners because its really something i honestly regret to a certain extent, but approx 12-13. Thats the paradoxical effect though. I can find very little trace evidence that im not "happy", im just at a very neutral contentment, making me feel not emotionally involved in the slightest. Im just blurring through the experience knowing that im very stable in my position, academically, financially, and i have someone to hold and feel appreciation for, which keeps me satisfied but not overtly so. Leading me to continue. But like i said, im also feeling a deep desire to be alone, and it is at equal intensity as the contrary. So i end up just standing in this purgatory of feeling and decision, because both paths at the moment are providing me with deep satisfaction, and i lived both, so i dont really know what to make of it, im 20 years old for christ sake, am i just experiencing late-angst or edge? Big man's first existential crisis?
>>683389269 Sometimes if you write to the manufacturing company they pay for three months. I was on name brand duragesic. Check prices for 1 100mic patch. I paid 1000 for 10. I wrote then told then about my accident and they helped me get them for 50$ and it was a narcotic.
>>683396854 eh, regardless of what people say even if it is a mental disorder which I believe it is, transitioning solves my problems with gender dysphoria and I get to have boobs and enjoy being a chick, win win for me tbh
>>683398164 Depression is a mental disorder. You don't see anyone realistically suggesting a shotgun blast to the face is a solution to depression. Same with body dysmorphia, transitioning will only make you feel more fucked up. Trust me.
>>683388265 I'm a soldier of 9 years and I've been with my qt 3.14 GF for 7 years. For five of those years I've been in love with a Muslim girl who's been my closest friend since we were teenagers and it can never be, because of her religion and my way of life. It breaks my heart every day and no one knows.
I sucked some fat dude off for 50 bucks to buy cocaine when i was 16. Also had at least 7 casual encounters on Craigslist as a younger. Oh i also raped my aunt when she was passed out drunk when i was around 15. I don't do these things no more and have no desire to do them. But the thoughts of what i use to do eat me up sometimes.
Kinda wanna become a trap. Messed around with foundation and contour, etc. And I could actually pass for a girl, I would just need to grow my hair out. Also the problem being I don't want any friends or family knowing I want to dress up in lingerie, bunny suits, etc just for males to lust after me.
Used to watch my ex's mom change and strip naked through a crack in the bathroom door way... Huge tits an a stupid fat round ass... Instant rock hard boner... Didn't for months... One day got the courage to barge in on her when she got out... Acted as if I wasn't aware she was there... She jumped said omg I stared... Oops so sorry... Damn....I really should have snuck a camera in there.. Oh and my exs sister to! Dear lord! Also... Found a CD with porn in ex's mom.. Mom had nudes if her self stored in it...stole the CD.
>>683399632 As soon as I sent it I did the whole "OH SHIT DON'T CLICK IT FUCK FUCK FUCK" reaction thing, but she ended up clicking on it anyway. She didn't have much of a reaction, just said that we'll forget about it. Kind of a shame because now we don't talk as much as we use to-- sort of regretting it. Maybe she saw through it, maybe she's already picked up on my feelings for her. Use to steal her panties from the bin and jack off while sniffing them back when we were 16. She's very attractive, half black half asian.
My gf sometimes comes home right after school and sometimes when I look at her panties she has cum all on the inside, she claims she was thinking about having sex and it got her wet.. Do you think she's cheating
>>683400415 Thats cause anakins a fucking sociopath. Not saying that those things dont get in the way, its just that you should ignore them if they do, cause they shouldn't, and people will understand that too
>>683400291 If I'm lieing then I'm lieing, if I'm not lieing then I'm not lieing. I lose nor gain anything whether or not you believe me. Either believe my post or don't, but don't be salty just because you can't fuck your mom, let alone on Mothers' Day.
I am sexually attracted to my two younger sisters (they're of legal age.) To be honest, I am considering doing some seriously weird black magic to try and force an attraction.
I would really like to do weird bdsm shit with them. Not risking pics, just be assured that they are both fit and attractive. Kind of guida, but you can't have everything. We're not actually related biologically.
I sexually Identify as an Attack Helicopter. Ever since I was a boy I dreamed of soaring over the oilfields dropping hot sticky loads on disgusting foreigners. People say to me that a person being a helicopter is Impossible and I’m fucking retarded but I don’t care, I’m beautiful. I’m having a plastic surgeon install rotary blades, 30 mm cannons and AMG-114 Hellfire missiles on my body. From now on I want you guys to call me “Apache” and respect my right to kill from above and kill needlessly. If you can’t accept me you’re a heliphobe and need to check your vehicle privilege. Thank you for being so understanding.
>>683401169 You're a femanon right? My gf sometimes comes home right after school and sometimes when I look at her panties she has cum all on the inside, she claims she was thinking about having sex and it got her wet.. Do you think she's cheating. I thought girls can just get wet sometimes
>>683401061 Sorry unlike these guys here i am not that typ of sick in the head. And i find it really fucking disgusting. But hey keep on pretending you are a somebody, i mean you are on 4chan, but dont say anything about it in the real world cause we will spit you out like the fucking retard you are.
Ok last time this post was up, I posted about my friend who had been abused and was in to rape sex and who I did just that to her after a party but she didn't know it was me, anyway yesterday she said she needed to talk and told me what happened to her and I played my part asking if she's OK and suggesting she should find out who and stuff to which she didn't say much. So I pushed harder acting like I was getting angry at her for not complaining but that's when she said she didn't do everything to fight the guys off so I asked why and she said that it's one of the best sex had in ages and that apart from being terrifying sheer didn't mind the getting raped part and that she enjoyed. So now I'm stuck between telling her the truth or repeating what I did it not doing anything because after this she's been a whore going for anyone and I'd rather it be me that some random dickhead, any thoughts?
>>683401501 Girls can "just get wet sometimes", but wetness or discharge doesn't look like a guy's cum. Confront her if you're not sure. And stop checking her panties after she comes home like what the fuck
>>683401450 *Continued* but yeah, and i dont like the idea of self-diagnosing, and i also dont really like the idea of developing it, but im beginning to wonder if im experiencing signs of depression . Man that would blow
>>683402094 I didn't just randomly check her panties lol she took them off and said she was thinking about fucking me, but I don't know because I can tell she likes me allot even as much Astro tell me she loves me every day (we've been dating for 6 months) I just get a little suspicious because I've been cheated on before
>>683401621 >i find it disgusting >find it disgusting >disgusting You do know where you are, right? This is /b/. People post everything from shit that belongs on /pol/ to porn to rekt threads. Mother/son incest disgusts you? Well, forgive my asking, but then why are you on /b/ if there are worse things on this board?
Where to start 1) ive stolen thousands of dollars and other things among 2) i pretty much want to have sex with all my (girl) cousins and sister 3) pretty much the only thing that gets me off is incest or underage (yes i know i should kill my self 4) i want to kill myself but to beta 5) ive masturbated into my friends sisters panties and put them back with the cum stain 6) i cummed in other girls panties but were not gonna talk about that and put them back 7) if i got the chance id cheat on my gf but again to beta I have lots more
>>683392546 Hunt posted yet, but I've been having g deeply suicidal thoughts for about a year. Meds and a shrink have not helped. Healthy eating, exercise, improved my position at my job. Still having suicidal thoughts. So what now?
>>683402441 Im thinking about it but don't know how I open the fact that I basically raped her even if she did like it, any way I was thinking I'd ask again if she's OK like honestly and then tell her.
I started talking to an old friend from high school a while back. She said her husband (teen parents) neglected her because she had the baby and he isnt into it. >fuck it go over and indulge her. I eat her out and its actually really fun and we have a good time.
She blocked me on facebook the next day and i hadnt heard from her in a year or two. Today i finally hit her up and ask her if i did a bad job. She says i did a good job but she was afraid of her feelings for me. Find out her husband killed herself recently. She already has another boyfriend.
None of my friends know that I was involved her, but everyone knows about the suicide, it blew up and everyone knows her now. they would all despise me and may even blame me for the suicide.
Really want to go back and eat her out again. maybe even go further. . . It feels kind of good being that secret home wrecker.
I am a legit sex addict. I'm not good looking but I have a nice cock and when the thought pops in my head, I can't do anything about it until I get laid. The hunger gets me laid a lot but it's not nearly satisfying anymore. Yes, women.
>>683388265 >I understand these seem minuscule problems to most but whateve's.
I've been hanging out with the girl that broke my heart again after 9 month hiatus. It's weird, we picked up like nothing had happen between us.
For the most part, no one knows that I've been doing this. Not even my best friend. If people found out that I were hanging out with her again, I would be in a load of shit.
But it's weird because it feels so good to say fuck it and be with her. When I'm kicking the shit with her, it's like we bring out the bad out of each other.
Very much like that Unity episode of Rick and Morty. Everything is fun and I'm doing random stupid shit like I use to do back in my early 20's.
I've been telling myself that I won't get hurt again and I won't love her again. Unfortunately, I told one of my close bros all the shit we've been doing and said I'm still clearly madly in love with her. The way I talk about her, my tone, my face expressions and my excitement were all give a ways I guess. Which is weird because I thought I wasn't, at least I've been telling myself that.
>>683403187 There is no such things as miniscule problems. There is only order and chaos, and they exist in balance.
And anyone who disagrees doesn't want to help others get happy and doesn't deserve to be helped to be made happy as a result, the art is to tell people to help themselves as precise as possible, and that is ironically the best way to actually help people.
Did you try doing less shit and more awesome heroic deeds in which both of you fully agree to die in if you should as much as lay a hair on an innocent soul?
>>683388265 >Was raped 2 years ago thought i got over it. But i cant even get it up with a girl still. Tried going at it with a halfie and it just went completely flaccid. >After getting raped never felt attracted to a guy again. Ive only told one person this (I guess now you guys). And it doesn't bother me that i cant get it up, it lets me focus on school, gym, and work a lot more. I also stopped caring about women for the most part.
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