the butt edition
Ya... there's some good stuff here but it's a needle in a hay mountain.
I got my new ship tonight and everything, was pretty pumped. Now I just feel like shit.
You still the horse dude from a few hours earlier?
Nah, Elite: Dangerous. Waiting for SC to be a little more refined.
Still, if you know Elite, I finally grinded my way to Federal Corvette, which takes weeks of grinding, so I doubly salty that my night was tarnished.
Been jacked in speed today. spend the past 3 ours fapping, and posting. now just looking for gets, and post porn just because i "need to do something".
so... How's your day going?
Lol okay, here's some horse for you
Ah, ok. Kinda how I feel about both of them to be honest.
And I didn't know it was that bad.
Catagorized and saved.
We have No Mans Sky coming soon, maybe that'll be enough to tide us space-sim players until SC is more finished.
>I didn't know it was that bad
Meaning the grind? If so, yeah. It's awful. I love the game but there's no getting around how horrible of a grindfest it is.
brb, going out for a smoke
>Catagorized and saved.
At least you categorize your stuff heh, I'm drowning here and can't find a thing anymore. This is getting out of hand real fast
No, I meant what's upsetting you. I assume it's the same thing Iggy was talking about?
sup furrys? i used to love the movie gremlins. its still ok but not the best movie I've ever seen. anyway. i met this girl who also loves the movie gremlins. she said that it reminds her of her childhood. and for some reason the mogwai really turn her on. i ask how thats possible. the mogwai have absolutely no sexual features. no rounded ass, no raised breasts, no genetalia of any type. could it possibly be the fact that they transform into those slimy green gremlins? what is it? she refused tell me. i spent many nights afterwards watching gremlins and hoping maybe to get turned on a little bit. one night i got half a chub but I've since realized that was most likely just the air conditioner. eventually i couldnt take the mystery anymore. i MUST know what turns her on about the movie gremlins, if for no other reason than i want to be able to fuck a mogwai in the comfort of my own home. why should she be able to get so turned on by gremlins but I'm not even allowed to experience it? i corner her. she backs up. scared. my slow approach has her shaking and asking, "logan, whats gotten into u?" i tell her this is the end of the line. she must tell me why gremlins makes her pussy drip. here and now is the time or she will die by my average sized cock. I can tell that she's finally about to tell me, she's finally about to break. she takes a deep breath and dramatic music begins to play from the lunch room loud speakers across from mrs. shabotski's 5th grade class ( this was the song: http://youtu.be/dPiEVyd3-4k ) above the dulcid tones she tells me the thing i swore never to repeat. but i will tell it to you hear bros. i will tell it to you from my death bed. i will tell you the sexiest thing I've ever heard. that girl lets the real life gizmo live in her pussy. shit gets wild after midnight.
if i wasn't as jacked as i was now, it still would be dumped into 1 folder lol.
>Send abridged version pl0x
Ah, yeah. It probably isn't that bad for the rest of them. They're content with the group they have. It reminds me of playing a dying MMO from a few years ago, all the higher levels shitting on the new players and not understanding that without new people, we die.
It sucks a lot for me. I don't really go out, and other than gf, I don't see anybody or talk to anybody, so having a chat constantly open and moderated was a huge deal. Now it just feels like a time bomb and I don't know how to even approach this without being the thing that triggers something.
I don't mean to go off on one.
Ugh, I want to send a card for mother's day but for some reason it's hard to get stamps around here.
I know how you feel. I've been through that whole thing several times over now.
I should probably just go back and ignore the rude people.
any1 here did speed be4? or has some experience with it?
I've got lots of experience with it yeah. I've overdone it as well, 10 days awake and jumped right into stimulant psychosis.
Been taking speed for at least 15 years now, tho nowadays only on special occasions because I've fried my brain..
What do you want to know? (After MDMA speed (as in amphetamine, not methamphetamine) is still my favorite drug btw)
The movie, but not the amphetamines?
That's up to you. I wouldn't blame you for staying away though. I think I'll just lurk there for a while. Tonight has been a shitfest and it's embarrassing.
If you're on it now lemme guess, been edging for 10+ hours or even days right now?
I fapped till my arm is sore.
I don't have the patience for videogames.
But I still have the feeling i need to do something...
Its the struggle of liking /most/ of the people.
like fapping and not cumming?
I came tree times already fapping became boring.
I'll be back a little later.
Way to go. I've had so many addictions that I should've learned by now.
>I fapped till my arm is sore.
Well if you can feel that your arm is sore your speed can't be good. You won't feel that usually, until the day after. Did you actually take legit amphetamine salts or something else, like Ritalin or Adderall?
>But I still have the feeling i need to do something...
I mean that totally depends on you, do what you're passionate for. I was writing code or soldering things for days on it because that's what I like to do. It all depends on the euphoria tho.
I'm still not convinced that you're on good speed. Do you have experience with it?
I'm still holding you to it btw.
Even if it is a shitfest sometimes.
Aaaah see ya.
On speed but i'm like 72 ours awake by now.
and smoking high grade weed with it to keep myself in one place.
Only have a little experience with it. always used it in combination with xtc. but never like this.
Yes like fapping and not cumming, being semi lots of times in between.
Most people on speed get super focused and obsessed in finding the right porn. Cumming is not what these people (me included) are after. It's the quest in finding all the things. Difficult to explain, but on speed I might actually tag all my fur stuff. Things like that.
All these things are getting apparent only when you're coming down. If you redose while coming down you're likely to get into that zombie-porn mode
See you later dude
i stopped fapping.
found the best porn for now.
Thats why i came back here.
But i'm already in another kind of zombie mode i think... but my heart is still a little faster that usual.
Yeah I mean it's an enhancer for all kinds of stuff. If you're passionate in anything, go for it!
When did you redose the last time? Usually your heart rate should be quite elevated still, not only a little.
And i always fap for effect.
almost tree our ago.
What you're describing sounds like the jittery non-euphoric feeling speed can leave you in. So awake but with nothing worth doing. No enthusiasm but still hard on edge. In that case there's not much else to do than slowly but surely trying to sleep.
Maybe with a benzo, maybe without. Depending on you.
don't have acces to benzo's atm.
beet the weed isn't working either, and it's the dutch stuff.
>And i always fap for effect.
Too bad, for me zombie-porn mode is one of the best things speed has to give. My ex gf had exactly the same thing so we played around and fucked for 12+hours. Only possible on (meth)amphetamines. Tho stay away from the meth compounds.
>the weed isn't working either,
The weed can actually make you more awake than before. It sounds contradictory but it's just how it works. I've extended many sessions by smoking a blunt.
I smoke weed on a daily basis. xtc on an bi-anual basis, and mushrooms on a anual basis.
meth is gonna be to much it think
and i keep getting dubs?
you still here?
teach me the ways of the speed, master!
whats it like?
No but I constantly get high off of paint thinner fumes since I deal with it at work
Good. Leave it that way.
>I smoke weed on a daily basis
I can't anymore since I got psychosis from the speed. Well it wasn't the fault of the speed but I was dumb enough to stay awake 10 or 11 days. It's the sleep deprivation which fucks you up, not the amphetamines.
>xtc on an bi-anual basis
Nothing to worry about that, the lesser the better with xtc (MDMA) since your serotonin levels and receptors are recovering very very slowly. 3 times a year should be max.
>mushrooms on a anual basis.
Nothing wrong with that either. At least tryptamines can't make you dependent. Once a year is totally fine.
>meth is gonna be to much it think
You don't want to do meth. I've did it and it's ridiculously addictive, much in the same way as opiates are. They are so good that as soon as you've got to know them you'll never want to be without them anymore.
Trust me on this one, don't touch it. You'll be thinking about it all your life.
Yes, I've got a large history with that as well. Probutane, Propane and Butane.
I've overdone that one as well, after the lighter refill bottles (butane) became too expensive I have gone for the bigger 12kg bottles with probutane. Just put a hose from the pressure reducer into my mouth and almost died that way.
You've got some experience with that?
don't you get major headaches from that?>>683157588
weed helps mee sleep. but i keep smoking before i really need to, and i couldn't get anything done. that is where the speed comes in.
I can't even count the bottles I did. The reason why I did it was because I was living in the woods for over a year, hiding, and I didn't have access to other drugs. The gas made time go by, you know.
I've got horrible hallucinations on it, violent is indeed the right description for that. But I didn't stop, I wanted time to go by. I had nothing else to do