Never really see any drug related threads other than weed centered ones.
>drug of choice
>addictions if any
and other general thoughts
as for me
>benzos and hallucinogens
>mental addiction to opiates
other than that im a weekend warrior
Im sorry friend, I know how seducing that can be.
After I started doing oxy and dillies on the regular, I can imagine why people refer to heroin as their lover/friend etc. How'd you get into it?
Ive been on different scrips of amphetamines since I was little, ADD related nonsense and whatever.
Honestly Its such a part of my schedule that its like coffee before work, I love the weekend because I actually get to take a break from it.
Im on vyvanse currently, the high i get from addy feels dirty. But yeah without it my work ethic would be FUCKED, if the high demands of society werent so grueling I wouldnt have this issue.
I feel like amphetamines led to me getting into the harder stuff, I can remember crushing focalin and snorting it while studying for finals.
Ive heard about this,
would be willing to try it but nothing on the street is pure here, and Im not savvy enough for the darknet.
Ive had good experiences with shrooms though.
What do you microdose for, just for like school/work/ or youre own creativity?
yeah that's what i'm worried about - i work three jobs from home and sleep isn't an option sometimes. would love to find something that isn't going to put holes in my brain long term
Its alarming that there arent long term studies, I feel like a statistic when 10 years down the line me and a shit ton of other people who have had scripts since they were young start having unforeseen side effects
One thing thats convenient though is buying pills on the street, you can always use the pill number to check if its legit. Unless its pressed of course, but a keen eye can spot that shit in seconds
Honestly its been years and Im not depressed, people normally complain about the eventual crash of using amphetamines when they come down, but I never feel a thing. I am not science man, but I believe Ive built up a physical tolerance to it. Heart problems go without saying though.
How is dialudid, before you starting using intravenously how did it compare to other opiates?
I tried cooking a solution once, but it was one of the most ghetto things I had ever tried to make.
Yeah dillis are fun too. Uhh I got into it at like 17 because I had a pretty hardcore junkie buddy I had been smoking perc 30s for awhile so I just moved on up but yeah EVERYTIME I finish the shot I'm like oh yeah that's why I love you. It almost becomes like a friend it's strange
its a wonder your not already dead from being SO UNBELIEVABLY FUCKING RETARDED
Went to the crybaby doctor today to try and get some adderall but instead got diagnosed with dysthymia (mild depression basically) and will get perscribed some sort of anti depressant tomorrow hopefully. Any of you have experience with antidepressants? I've only ever recreationally used weed, coke, spice, adderall, opiates and shit of that nature so the whole antidepressant thing is new to me.
Same, a junkie friend of mine just set down a 5mg roxy in front of me one day, insuffilated it and now Im forever in love with the stuff.
Although, I often hear people saying they forget doing opiates "for the pleasure of it"
I cant tell you how many times Ive squandered a high just to be fucked while doing absolutely boring shit.
I heard this doesnt do jack
heroin is too physically addictive, it's stupid. people don't realise that you use for a few consecutive days, well then you're probably already addicted and tolerance is already rising.
i liked it at first but kicked it when it stopped being fun. i gave it a good shot, 18 months of heroin, but nope, it's alcohol, benzos and weed that i crave 24/7/365. hangovers are back but i don't crave opiates at all, never have, not even when i was using, won't bother using them again. i probably got lucky.
>drinks another bottle of vodka
green penguin pokeball rolls (ecstasy)
triple dipped felix the cat acid
15mg IR morphine
I haven't done drugs for years. Going on vacation this week and decided I wanted to get some Xanax so I could completely relax for just one day. My connect completely fell through and I'm leaving tomorrow with no goddamn drugs. FUCK.
Do not friend, so bad for ya
In regards to anti depressents, most things like prozac are a type of SSRI, they can be extremely detrimental to long term recovery
basically once you get off them youre brain cant produce serotonin the same way.
Im bipolar, and Im on lamictal which is a moodstabilizer, its a gentle drug that has helped me out a lot. Make sure you ask your doctor a lot of questions, and see all the options you have. And do research!!!
I just heard the BA is shit when smoked. Ill probably never stray away from snorting the stuff, I like the rush, doesnt last as long this way though. I had a bad experience with needles, to this day whenever I see them I get an involuntary pain in my right arm.
I'll do some coke or mdma once in a blue moon when a friend has a house party or something, but prefer to just drink alcohol and smoke cigs, taking the occasional benzo and ambien.
Favourite drug back in my 20's was lsd. Can't haandle that shit anymore though I'm old and broken.
Benzos arent as addictive as they are dangerous, I lost memories of many weeks thanks to them. The lizard brain autopilot that carried me through the black outs is unsettling, just the thought of it.
Everyone is gonna laugh, but I am a Opium addict. I buy strong poppy seeds that are covered in latex from the opium poppy, so morphine/codeine is all over them. Through a process I wash all the latex off and it makes a disgusting tea/solution. I haven't had any today and I have taken 5 hydro tens and they stopped the sickness. Took two more morphine 30s and starting to barley feel an opiate feeling.
The ecstasy is by far the best fucking quality i've ever found. About to buy my guy out just so I have them handy for the next year. It's my go-to drug when I have girls over. So much fun.
Haven't taken a pill in forever but yeah a lot of people don't like needles they've never bugged me oddly enough even though I'm a germaphobe but I almost exclusively use needles if I'm going to use heroin haven't used in like a week so let's see how long I last this time
No I'm a heroin user and I'm not laughing where do obtain these seeds my friend could we talk else where or could you type up a detailed prices this sounds cheaper than actual drugs haha
On my way too a dark future, done a solid mix of
In the past month.
Really wanna get into more hallucination like stuff. Diphenhydramine was the most intense trip I've ever had in my life. I stood up from laying down and imploded into my own existence.
benzo ct is fucking nothing, it just never stops. i mean that bitch lasts years, assuming it ever goes away at all. i've had valium prescribed for like 15 years, i went all 2014 without any, but the withdrawals were basically just... symptoms of elevated anxiety, irritability, twitchiness and general discomfort. i know there are a lot of people saying benzo w/d might kill you, but evidently it might not. i could go another year without valium right now and shrug it off, compare that shit with opiate cold turkey. no matter what you are on the fucking floor.
There is a website, and im almost afraid to say it on here, type in nodding when you search, nodding and poppy seeds a site ith an animal in its name easy to find on google. I spend roughly 100 bucks every week on this. I still run out early and get sick. I wash about a pound and a half in a plastic bottle, shaking with water. Twist the cap off and let the opium solution run out into another container. Use a good ratio of water not too much. Its a new opiate to you, deeding on your tolerance it will get you fucked up a good twelve hours. and buy Tasmanian strain. Uts has more morphine.
>The lizard brain autopilot that carried me through the black outs is unsettling, just the thought of it.
iktfb. have you ever lost your car because of drugs? i don't mean your license, i expect everyone here has lost that... but like a month ago i lost my car. just, wasn't there when i went out to get it. decided to ease back on the drugs.
No laughs anon, Ive heard of that method, I was nearly going to try it one time. Thats incredibly interesting. Im sorry that your dealing with dope sickness atm, how do you ease the withdrawals? I had to sweat it all out once the week before I went to college. I have this week rule that has kept me from the physical addition since.
not that guy, but idgaf what "everybody said", i've done this myself, i've been addicted to both, and while within the space of 1 missed dose on opiates, you're already in hell. with benzos, some people feel near enough fuck all.
I just ease withdrawal with pills that are expensive as fuck cause im broke and now unemployed. Fun times ahead guys. And to that one guy pleas be careful people have overdosed and died on poppy tea there is a method of just using the whole pod of the poppy to boil into a tea. I have done that many times pods are more expensive, and these seeds i can find are usually stronger.
Haha, you did benedrly too. I had a very intense "trip" from it, I had a vision of me floating through the universe on a carpet, heading into a tremendous black hole with out a care in the world, I was also playing the guitar. Later my friend informed me I talked a lot about meeting a hotdog vender who wouldnt stop shapeshifting into my ex girlfriend.
Though, I knew none of it was physical, it was a purely delusional, like a fever dream.
Do not, the half life on this is 3 days, if you do it enough without being aware you can easily make yourself physically addicted, midly though.
I've done that man but it doesn't compare by a mile to a good Benadryl trip. Diphenhydramine will get you so fucked. I was on the toilet and my phone grew lips and told me to fuck off and then walked out of the room. The reason it's so fucked is because unlike LSD or other hallucinogens you don't really know if your tripping. I though my reality was collapsing for a solid straight 14 hours and some parts were downright nightmarish, but some were just plain sweet. DXM isn't even on the same field.
Yea I stayed away from tramadol after the first couple. Made me sick near the end and not enough good to it. Glad to know your Benadryl trip was just as intense as mine. Just wondering how many pills did you take? I hit the 18 mark and had to get hospitalized.
Please be careful. I know it would help somebody who needs opiates, but please I would feel terrible knowing i showed someone how to do this and it hurt them. I LOVE the god that is Morpheus. The OPIATE> It is cruel but loving. To me im so fucked up it just makes be a normal person.
>decided to ease back on the drugs.
Ive never gone out on binges in my own car, but I can recall an entire week were I can only remember snap shots of. It started when I went to a funeral where I nope'd out and did xanax, i ended up in a different city, and I remember dragging a friend of mine across the floor while we were both on dxm. The apartment I was at belonged to good friend of mine who was a "private dancer" (just to pay for college though)
i remember standing in front of a dispensary, and my friend was telling me about the traffic sign we stole from the church parking lot. Long story short, I woke up in my room with no memory of how I even got home, and with a slew of items i stole from walmart. That week was so greasy.
I feel you, pills are an expensive habit. Its a very fast way to empty your wallet. After a while you get used to spending exorbitant amounts of money, to me its worth it for my nights worth of fun.
>nothing but I do worry that I will start getting into opiates more and not be able to stop
I like DXM and would try other dissociatives and am getting some amanita muscaria soon so I'm happy
In my experience, youre dick only suffers lightly while on any amphetamines. As soon as you come down your dick comes back to normal, you should be more worried about cigarettes shrinking the dick.
I heard the tree that is essential for producing mdma is going extinct, prices have jacked up, even though i live on the boarder. Its a great get girls drug, I feel you!!! I had x mixed with ketamine one time, very strange but fun.
dilaudid is the best opiate i have ever used and ive used them all. the process to using them doesnt involve heat. If you're not using them intravenous then go with oxys or something because they suck other wise
Nitrous is a pretty fun dissasociative, its the least damaging inhalant that you can use. Nitrous takes constant use over the span of years to really get fucked from, however all other inhalants are a death sentence.
What about alcohol? I am about to drink a beer or two (probably more) I have taken five hydros with Tylenol so its bad for my liver. ON top of god kush and gabapention and morphine, just to feel good without my poppy seeds,
I hope this is a rumor, besides I feel like whoever is making money off the stuff would imagine a way to keep in production.
Would it be good for insufflation? I keep my tolerance pretty low.
i have had weird experiences with gaba, I dont feel like ive truly felt the high from it, or at least I didnt realize I was feeling it. Oh damn be careful with the tylenol. Sounds like youre going balls deep right now, hope youre having fun on such a tremendous combination lol.
Holy shit that was similar to my Benny trip, like I went to sleep and then woke up and my family was around and the cop was there and then I was in an ambulance then I was in the bed and the nurse assigned to me was a total bitch and I just felt sad and then I started crying but tears couldn't come out
Can't believe how anyone would choose trying opiates when psychedelics are orders of magnitude safer for you, people around you and they simple appear to be more fun, I haven't tried opiates but there is no way they could ever beat candy or hippie flipping
Ive done both, and they both have their own qualities.
I do psychedelics when I go soul searching, Ive had a lot of life changing experiences on them.
I do opiates, and I know the risks.
I pretty much use what ever gauge I can get my hands in don't care too much but I prefer short tips it's easier to hit for me. And yeah pretty sterile. I use bottled water and make sure it boils cause I get tar so it's kinda dirty
Poppy addict here, I have tried LSA on occasion A research chemical supposed to be just like acid. I tripped face and felt so good my wife took it too. Amazing if thats what LSD feels like. Anyone heard of it or used it?
heroin is probably not much more harmful than alcohol if it's clean and in safely measured doses, but so many idiots in these threads are gonna get their asses handed to them by the nightmare which is physical addiction to unclean smack.
Any bar-barians here? About to take my first xanax tomorrow, i've done extensive research on the effects withdrawals etc. Still not really sure what to expect or how much to take, I have 50 x 2mg bars and was thinking about taking .5mg to start off with, not looking to get too fucked up. Thoughts?
In comparison to the amount of harm they cause themselves? turning into a mental wreck who cant feed oneself and loses all teeth is far worse than hocking someones microwave (bad though that is)
Anyway I believe these stats were for the uk meth is not popular here,
>50 X 2mg bars
holy shit thats a lot
As for advice, you dont have to worry about physical addiction unless you do it daily for about a month. I cant speak for a mental addiction though, that depends on you. You can really go wrong as long as you stay between .5-1.5, thats probably a good starting dose. You should also mail me the rest, Ill send you one shekel.
Thanks for the advice anon, if worst comes to worst and I do happen to get physically addicted do you think i'd be able to taper down with the amount I have?
Deal, If I haven't already ate them all like candy.
How many mg per pill?
Im not sure about the price for morphine, but around these parts its normal for oxy to be about one dollar for every milligram. Hydrocodone is horribly overpriced always, because fools dont understand its potency.
Thanks anon, yeah i've heard all sorts of shit about them but I guess I just wanted to try something new, Once this batch is all gone I doubt i'll touch benzos again unless I really have to.
It's easy to say that but you have more than enough to get hooked, and it happens before you realize what hit you. Not trying to preach, just hate to see people make the same mistakes I/many of my friends have made. Just trying to look out for a /b/ro.
Throw in that perfect blue disc and ill hook you up senpai.
Thank you guys I really appreciate it, how were the withdrawals for you? I'm going to try avoiding going down that path but I definitely will keep in mind that it could just hit me.
Shit fam, Id mail you this dank anime for that kinda of deal. HAHA.
Ive never gone through benzo withdrawal, only with opiates.
Luckily only one time, I have this system where I abuse a certain drug for a week, and alternate every week to another to avoid addiction and such.
I never got hooked on benzos, but opiates have had me by the balls for 11 years now and it sucks. Benzo withdrawals are supposed to be awful, and people with particularly large appetites can go into seizures, among other stuff. A number of people have died from the withdrawal symptoms alone.
Homie i'd really hook you up with some xans for perfect blue I love that movie LOL.
I see I see, I wish I had the money to do that honestly haha.
Damn, sending love your way bro. Yeah I read up about it, scary stuff really, but it doesn't put me off it. Definitely something I should be concerned about though incase.
Adderall is fucking great. On days when I have to get work done or im playing comp CSGO, I take like 3 pills and just fucking focus for like 11 hours straight. Its great. Also, its amazing for losing weight.
Adderral is a very dirty feeling amphetamine for me, thats probably because ive done a lot, the best being dextro (for actually focus related reasons)
Its still a lot of fun, and great for productivity, just dont put too much up your nose because youll feel sick
Haha I figured, you can always just stream it, Kissanime is a great site, as long as you dont mind streaming that is.
Really, shit man, we should hire you. You must know more than all those highly qualified neuroscientists and psychologists that have dedicated their life to pharmacological psychiatric research
FUCK NO DUDE.60 mg is WAYYY to much. For your first dose, take a 27mg pill. Be vary, though. With even a small dose you will stay awake for about 12 hours. Also, always try to get a good meal in before you take the pill or you may get a stomach ache.
Did I make it sound like I did?
Well what I meant to say is that constricts bloodflow, so your penis is only slightly different on it. Not enough for anybody to notice, and if you are strong enough, nothing can stop the boner.
>been taking adhd meds for years and get really depressed and sick when I stop
>doctor says I'm not having withdrawal
>sometimes gets headaches so bad when I skip my meds that nose bleeds
I like to trip and talk about shit
I like to try to understand physics but I'm teetering on the edge of cynical burnout hippy
Hmm yeah not much of streamer fan unless I'm watching a series and don't want to wait for my shitty ass download speed, ill probably just download it tomorrow. Also if you don't mind me asking which opiate (I assume?) are you fucking with right now?
Thanks my dude. Ill just do half a 60mg and shit.
Yeah people complain about streaming on /a/ all the fuckin time, so i understand. Oxy is my main squeeze, although im trying to pick up hydromorphone this weekend, Ive always wanted to try it because of this picture
go down and find dilaudid, thats the tickettt YE
>P.S. How did you get the pills
cuz its really easy to get a perscription just go to a counselor and act erradic and "out of it", and you can get a pers that is usually insured. Also, get generic Methphenadate ER works better than adderall
the jist is i was prescribed adderal but never filled it bc amphetamines give me the spooks, but it feels like i can tackle the world when on them, im talking long term effects, are the side affects "that bad"?
that is the most patriotic pile of drugs I have ever seen.
Yes. I have been taking ~30mg doses of adderall for the past seven years every day, sometimes overdosing if I have work/CSGO comp, never feel anxious (only for the fist month when i was on adderall, when i switched to generic Methlyphenidate i felt fine)
Hehe i'm usually one to complain on /a/ about alot of things.
I see, nice, how is oxy and would you say opiates are better than benzos from your view?
Also fucking YES I absolutely love that gallery. What i'd do to be that guy.
I took 4 tabs once and the girl sucked my soft dick off for a solid hour. Couldnt get hard for like 4-5 hours of the peak of the trip. Did when I was coming down and it was great though. Just a heads up.
well personally I view amphetamines as a performance enhancement. Since there isn't much long term (10, 20, 30+ years etc.) knowledge about them, you have to be willing to take the risk that you might be on them longer than you originally intended.
On the other hand, I say it is worth it IF you make it worth it. Every time you take it, remember why. It isn't supposed to make you high, its supposed to make you focused. I think if you keep that in mind, you be alright
>adderal might get you hooked. It is the most "druggy" feeling of the amphetamines imo
oh snap, ill try and come up with something to say so i can can get dex instead
>only for the fist month when i was on adderall, when i switched to generic Methlyphenidate i felt fine)
oh fuck yeahs then, i was given samples and a prescription the samples made me feel like the million dollar man, so was just wondering about long term, ill ask about generic (ill just say im trying to save cash as an excuse) after filling this one
>On the other hand, I say it is worth it IF you make it worth it. Every time you take it, remember why. It isn't supposed to make you high, its supposed to make you focused. I think if you keep that in mind, you be alright
thats exactly what im after, and good thinking, im trying to fuck around but get encouragement to get shit down, i think the amphetamine will help
>Nope. no side affects. Been taking ~30mg of methlyphendidate (generic adderall) for ~7years, felt fine, although I did lose some weight.
>3 different green lights from different anons
its a go
yeah i basically know everything about that shit been selling it for a while now, know all the different kinds infact tell me what u want and what u looking for (focus, creativity, social, etc) and i can help u get the kind u want
Hmm, opiates in general are a tricky thing. Without a doubt they are better than benzos, benzos are hypnotic and sedating, however oxy is euphoric/warm/ and it pleasantly clouds your mind. Opiates hands down are the better feeling kind, although as you can tell from this thread a lot of people have trouble with them. I think everyone should try them at least once, i mean even like when ya get your wisdom teeth out. Oxy is a little different from other synthetic opiates, it has an energetic high so its a very fun drug to go outside on, ive watched a few plays, and ridden bikes in the middle of the night, although surprisingly, anime is BORING A FUCK on opiates. Youll be sitting there nodding of and everything will go over your head, and your end up being like, fuck these nips and turning it off.
What will 60mg do to a first time user? Also what happens if you mix adderall and alcohol?
>drug of choice
I don't really have one since I tend to alternate, but I guess a shortlist would be cocaine, oxycodone, xanax and mushrooms.
>addictions if any
Valium. Haven't had any for about a week and very minor withdrawals (usually gets bad after 2-3 days) though so I think the ride might finally be over. It's been a year. Fingers fucking crossed.
one time i took 2 30mg pills accidentally and it fucked me up. felt numb, dizzy, stomach hurt, don't go above 55mg for first time. also mixing with alcohol would NOT be good because one day I held a pill in mouth mouth for two long, and when it dissolved it tasted like nuclear waste. also i think that since they have such different effects it might not feel so good but try it at your own risk.
>Also another good drug to go along with
>adderall would be sertaline
Love you /a/non
I'm yet to try any kind of benzo or opiate until tomorrow but I really appreciate all the info my dude.
Yeah I always assumed benzos were more trouble than opiates, but I guess they both have there fair share of downs. After I run out of bars i'll definitely see if I can get some oxys or any kind of opiate. Fucking lol'd hard at your last few sentences (too lazy to quote because im on my phone ;_;), hopefully xanax will be the opposite to that hahaha.
Should I try out a small DXM trip? I used to get high off delsym when I was a teenager because I was fucking retarded, but now I'm kind of wondering what the real thing is like. I'm thinking about getting ahold of some robitussin (making sure to get the right kind, obviously, acetaminophen overdose wouldn't be fun) and trying it out. Thoughts? Is the trip pretty different on real DXM? Will it make me sick? I threw up once or twice from delsym but that was mostly my fault for taking it on an empty stomach.
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okay for that i would recommend taking a
>27mg of Adderall for first time user
>30mg for user who has taken it before
>10mg of Sertaline HCL (usually perscribed >along with Aderrall) per day.
Make sure to eat a good meal before u take the pills. Take them no later than 10:00 am if u plan to get to bed before midnight ;)
That can happen with a lot of drugs.
What will the wall be when I talk to it? Will I be thinking the wall is something sentient, or will I be "lol i'm going to talk to this wall" tier?
Holy shit I shouldve proofread lol.
Yeah no problem, basically the biggest thing is to avoid doing to much at once, you will black out
Im glad I could help! pls be safe /a/nimepal
Never did GHB but hear 1,4-butanediol is similar. Been doing it most days for the last month, but feel no withdrawal when I skip a day or two. Pretty good and a great sleep aid in the right dose.
Haha you're good, yeah I'll keep that in mind I'll take .5 to start with.
>pls be safe /a/nimepal
You always give into it bro. That's why heroin does. Soon you'll be selling everything you have. Keep an eye on it. Switch to only pain pills asap to save your life. Ex heroin addict here.
We may meet again on an ass thread on /a/, who knows
Just what I was lookin for. Gonna get 70 mg worth of adderall IR tomorrow
>All of them, really. Mostly stims and weed
>I wouldn't say I'm addicted to anything, used to smoke weed and take adderall every day but I took a couple week long break and now I usually give myself a good couple days of sobriety
i have a prescription to 5mg tablets of valium. using as directed it says take 1-2 tablets twice daily as needed. i always hear people using valium recreationally but i don't get it? every time i take even 2 i just get sleepy i dont feel the euphoria i hear others talk about.
just for fun i took 4 the other night and just got really tired. should i be snorting it? i was just letting them melt under the tongue. do i have to mix with alcohol for it to have any fun effect? i hate drinking so i'd prefer not to but was just curious if there was any way to have fun with valium since i have a lot of it.
Well anon, you cant snort the valium, it just wont work, nada.
A lot of people say the same thing as you, they dont see the recreational quality of benzos and whatnot.
Its personal preference really, people like that sedative and dont-give-a-fuck feelin. If you smoke weed on top of it you can have a better time. Drinking on it is a bad Idea, it can lead to respiratory depression and if everything else fails, death
just keep messin with doses, and throwing other drugs on top of it.
I post this often as well, so look out for my girls. You will see this shekels again.
Bretty gud collection anon, I would say I recognise it but I've seen so many over time that I can't remember anymore, but i'll definitely keep an eye out. Looking forward to seeing some more shekels, too.
Whenever you have a question about drugs go to search the drug name and put bluelight or erowid after it, they are great resources. Not sure how much is a good does, Id stay between10-30 until you figure it out for sure.
valium perfectly partners with alcohol imo. i used to sit drinking to the point of passing out and munching yellows like smarties.
apparently i should have died like 10,000 times but appear to still be alive. i'd normally black out after a few hours, but i do remember on a few occasions just as i was about to fall asleep, i'd really struggle to breathe, but i was so wasted i couldn't physically move.
it's apparently really dodgy to mix them, but i haven't died and i've been on the fucks for years.
I wanted to post this in the LSD thread but it 404'd
Anon, it's possible to feel anxious a month after an LSD trip. But it's unlikely it "changed" you, it's been out of your system one whole month and you admit you don't feel mentally ill. You're probably anxious for life circumstances, or maybe even nothing at all. If your anxiety bothers you so much, abstain and fix your life to mitigate your anxiety.
Pretty sad that a tree with such valuable medicinal properties has been desecrated so a bunch of faggots could convince themselves to dance to shitty music with shitty women under shitty light effects.
When I want to relax and feel good I'm going to take opiates. I don't always want to go on a mind bending adventure of self reflection. You're an idiot for posting this, the two could not be more different.
Oh of course I would. If I had an unlimited supply of cocaine I'd fucking kill myself within two years trying to push the envelope a little farther. But it's way too expensive for me to ever justify just buying it for myself. I only ever did it twice, both times at parties I didn't particularly enjoy
Started using Klonopin when I was 18 and still living at home.
>used them to have a good time before I went to bed
>tolerance began to build
>had to take more and more to just get that relaxed feeling
>began using them during the day
>got so fucked up one day I thought I was sober enough to drive
>rolled my car
>probably could have died
>hospitalized for 3 months
>put in detox for another 8
>started doing them again
>feel like I can't live without them