Feeling so depressed for 2 years... I had talked with many people about my situation - no one helped.
The fuck is there to do anymore?
I'm broke, have a part time job with less than 10 hours a week(stops the shitty thoughts at least), live with my parents, fucked in the head as soon as my balls dropped.
Don't know what to do in life, only have one real friend and he's moving away in 2 weeks, never stopped thinking about an heroing but it'll hurt my family.
I'm still young, but just god damn am I tired. How bad is it to live in a new city in your car? Only thing I can think of is to scrounge up $1,000 and move a few thousand miles away.
have some radiohead u sad fucks
Where are you from and why do you feel depressed?
Everything is fucking shit.
I've been on medication for 7 months already and I haven't noticed jack shit worth of a difference. The first time I got handed that prescription I actually looked forward to life and the possibility of getting better but of fucking course, nothing has changed. My mood is still shit, I'm still suffering from paranoia and psychotic episodes and making everyone around me completely miserable and stressed out because I have too many fucking problems for me to deal with on my own.
Therapy is shit, I'm getting nowhere with that either. Feels like nobody even listens any more, I'm getting the vibe than even the professionals are sick of me. I've been getting help since I was young and I'm still getting worse even with the help. Fuck it all man, as bad as things are and as much as I wanna jump off a roof I'm not ready for the grave yet.
I feel as though, not that I don't have any purpose, but that I won't accomplish anything worth while in my life, and I have been so unmotivated to do anything I've gotten quite behind on school and other responsibilitys. I'm not always alone because I have a good few friends, but I feel so fucking lonely every day. I might just be a white privilaeged kid who is ungreatful and needs to suck it up... But I've also been more depressed than usual. I don't know what the he'll I'm even talking about anymore. Just ranting or whatever. Love ya b/ros have a nice day
Guys, if you want a better life, you have to take action and the appropriate steps to make it so. It may seem like it will take a long time, but it can happen far sooner than you expect. Unless your depression stems from something not entirely known by you or is out of your control (abuse/breakup/etc.), you have the power to change the course of your life, just like anyone and almost everyone else.
See, most people will wallow in their sorrows like I used to do a few years ago, until I realized that we are responsible for everything that goes on in our lives. The moment you take responsibility for your situation is the moment you can work toward changing everything, because the power is no longer in 'their' hands, it's in yours. I'm in a much better place now since having that realization.
Want a gf/bf? Wish you made more money? Wish you can just be happy? Start with the little things leading up to the goal, and get bigger and bolder as fast as you're comfortable with. Rule nothing out and try everything you can find to make it happen, that's the only way it WILL happen. That's the only way it DOES happen for all those people you see in a better position than you.
I can't stress enough the importance of following the systems of other successful people, whether in love, happiness, wealth, or life in general. There's always a way waiting for you if you muster up the strength to LOOK for it. Everyone on earth has to take action. Your only commitment is to the thing that needs to be done, forget about the end goal and raise your esteem each and every step of the way, know that for those who actually try, it is only a matter of time, and if all else fails, embrace the failure. You're going to fail anyway, so why not give it everything you've got?
Get a second job dude. Jesus.
If you have nothing to live for then work to live.
Work 3 jobs and eventually you'll feel better because if you work hard at each one you'll have a sense of pride again.
I guarantee you have not tried everything to make whatever it is you want happen to you. Someone once said, when you want to be successful as much as you want to breathe, it will happen. That's the attitude I did everything with. I didn't even take the little steps, I went full force, I did not sleep, eat, or rest until I got a little bit further. I was the biggest fucking failure before this. If I can do it, so can you bro.
Cheer up pussies. Nobody likes a Debbie downer
Being around sick people in general is exhausting, it's still not their fault.
never seen so much compassion in my life
its a miracle
This thread isn't about feeling better, it's about feeling worse.
One day op.We can do this.
Hey, you stole my pics from the previous thread.
Just kidding, keep sharing it.
How do you fix it? It's exhausting because NOTHING I do, NOTHING I say helps. Ever.
Cheering them up. Nothing. Commiserating. Nothing. Sitting there watching Justice League. Nothing.
Nothing helps. You just watch them sit there, sinking. Deflating. DECAYING.
It's heartbreaking. It's frustrating. It's exhausting.
As someone who suffers from mental illness myself, yeah I pretty much agree with what you're saying. My moods change rapidly and I can go from angry to sad to euphoric within a matter of minutes. Its fucking exhausting.
Not op but I've been stuck in a loop of being unproductive and always wanting to be alone. For months I've been telling myself this, that I can choose to be better by taking small steps. I'm a strong believer that we are mostly in control of what we get out of life, but I just can't seem to put that into action. It makes me feel pathetic that I can't just change the things that have trapped me here.
It feels like a constantly losing battle, because every small step I take in the right direction, something pulls me further back and I'm at rock bottom again. I feel like there's something I'm doing wrong, happiness is so hard to hold onto.
Stop thinking as if it's just a bad mood, they aren't sad, they are depressed, there is a difference. Sadness can be changed by a joke, by watching a movie, by being with a friend, depression is an illness, a sickness, a injury, it's not something that can be fixed by watching Justice League, if you want to help them, push them to go see a doctor, and I don't just mean tell them once, I mean push them,because they won't want to do it themselves, because why would they, that would involve helping the person they hate most in this world, themselves.
I agree with you, it's not fair for other people, being around a depressed person is annoying and horrible, their mood just brings your down which brings them down more and ends in a spiral of death. But you can't just think of it as a 'mood' it's not temporary and it's not easy to fix.
u dont know what helps or not
truthfully I've been depressed and the way people treat me can greatly affect it, even if no one knows
Usually anythings better than being alone when i'm depressed.
>being there helps; Even if they would never admit it.
I've always though about killing myself, but every time i get into that mopey state, i remember.
Am i trying to kill myself because i'm the shitty person with the shitty life? Or is it my shitty perspective on a life that many would appreciate to have?
A life where someone would try to complete their task at hand, instead of believing they shouldn't even try.
A life where hardships are felt, but your character is not based on how you fall, it's how you stand back up.
To kill yourself, like this man said >>682628164
Shows that you're not a shitty person. You may be desperate and a nervous wreck, by no means BRAVE in my opinion, but you still show that ability to sacrifice yourself for what you believe is better.
I'm just here to say, it's not better. Even if you were a fucking shit eating sutist who's on /b/ all day, i've seen worse motherfuckers redeem themselves from shittier times, Why can't you?
>If you're not homeless/addicted to drugs/getting abused by loved ones/living in crime filled poverty than what's really stopping you from making your life better?
>is it the world around you?
>or is it just...you?
I like my life and sometimes I feel good about my self but...it's the girls what get me down, I mean I get pussy there's no doubt about that but I don't get the pussy I want. You know I want to have a relationship with one of the sexy, really popular ones but I'm unable to. All the good girls are starting to get boyfriends and disappearing from the map, nowadays I only see the sexy girls from my school on social media, they rarely come to the local clubs in my area and i strive to be with one of them. It sounds weird but I love some of them. It's such a shame that you can't be with someone you love.
He name was Pagliacci...
Also, I am with you anons, but we can never die, we can never end. We can only be aware, painfully aware of existence, existence here, existence there, past existence, future existence.
All in an endless sea of nothingness, the awareness is something..I'm sorry the feelers are the ones who are cursed to ponder these things. It was never meant to be the way.
But you are the ones who see through the veil, to remind the rest of us how safe and ok we are because we 'know' that there is something more than what we are.
That awareness traps us also, where we can do nothing else but remind others not to worry, to then realise that we ourselves seem alone in that realisation, with no one to reassure us when we have to let go of it all.
I hope I did good, but don't be afraid of putting out the lights, that's not goading for suicide.
But life is pain, you will die.
If you can do tiny amounts of things you can say "if I wasn't here, it may have been slightly worse" then realise that I'm glad I'm here, and I'm sad it will end, and thats ok.
Then, you remember again, nothing ever ends. It just changes.
so people who are being abused by loved ones and living in crime filled poverty should kill themselves?
these threads are just a circle jerk of fully grown whiny men feeling sorry for themselves.
Did civilisation not evolve from our loner ancestors gathering around to make things easier for eachother?
Maybe the countless nights talking shit do no good, but it passes the time, and the different voices can give us different perspectives.
I'm sure you're life will be fine, forever:
Life, love, wealth, kids and respect. You'll get it all.
I hope for your sake feels threads are around when u need them. They saved me just like a porn thread helps me cum, or a ylyl thread helps me leave.
Diagnosed depressed 5 years ago, finally tapered off meds. I'm not suicidal or anxious anymore, but I sort of just don't care about life. Where I'm from is 15 percent unemployment, I went to college but dropped out from depression. I've put tons of work into my classes and studies and trying to get a job, and I've failed. I think I'm conditioned to not care about anything anymore. Like I said, not suicidal, but I don't know how I'm going to commit my heart to anything I do anymore. The reward isn't worth the effort.
Yeah, pretty much sums it up. No amount of compassion from another person can fill what is essentially a bottomless void in some part of your mind.
I've driven nearly everyone that I care about out of my life due to this shit and given up on trying to find anyone new. I'm destructive to everyone around me - gfs, friends, family - all of them would have been better off if I hadn't made them care about me, then drained them of all the love and care they could give.
at some point you just have to accept that you're a broken fucking human and nobody should have to be around you.
you're such a bitch. why are you even on four chan if you cant laugh at someone with a melting face? i bet you cant even handle a rekt thread, or handle someone spamming your thread with gore or scat either.
As the atoms in your body becomes part of nature in another moleculair setup
>Life is a long rope
>Everytime you tie a knot, you have to untie it at somepoint
>It will hurt, because everything that gives you happiness will bring you grief
>Even when you are going to untie your last knot and leave us all behind
Nobody is broken, and everybody can find a reason to be, even if it's too hard
To me, suicide is understandable, but at least try and find something that fills the void with meaning.
thats obviously photoshopped. you're even using some bootleg black and blue version of 4chan
What are you going to do about it? Absolutely fuck all..oh wait you'll comment back, yeah because that's going to help that kids life out. If you're so motivated to look for/help disabled/melting kids go donate money to charity or some shit. In my eyes this world is a fucked up place and its Everyman for there selfs so stfu. Faggot
i'm not making fun of him, i'm laughing at him. would i go up to a kid and call him melty face? no, thats a dick move. would i laugh over the idea of a person with a melty face, yes.
no, i think you're a faggot, get it right
what part of laughing at a melted faced kid makes me a cuck, cmon, you dont believe that.
I'm emtpy /b/...
I could just end myself an nobody would care.
But I don't feel any urge to end it.
I don't fucking feel anything at all.
A few years back, I was in love with a wonderful young women, but she was in love with my best friend.
Over a period of 6 years, I loved her so much, I didn't thought it was possible to love someone THAT MUCH. She coupled up with my best friend. I was dying inside.
Since that day, I was always the third wheel,
cheering them up if they had problems,
even if those problems where relationship related.
At some point they broke up and I thought "what could happen?". So I told her everything. She understood everything, but nothing more.
We were still just friends.
After a while, she was on a vacation in Spain and met somebody. Someone who couldn't even write, someone who never visited school. She even learned spanish for him.
She moved to germany with him and married him. I was invited to the wedding as her best man. I didn't show up. I just couldn't handle it...
Now... 5 years later.... I don't feel anything anymore... I'm already dead...
I bet you were that one fat kid at school with the fucking monster energy cap that would always bully the first graders...
I have a feeling that day by day, number of depressed people in % are increasing.
there has been a experiment on rats, in a limited living space, when population grows, depression level goes up too, even though they had been provided enough food/water everything to live on.
no such test has been done on humans. and our living space, even though its limited, we still got lots of room left on the earth. there might be other variables too. but i firmly believe higher concentration of population increases the chance of having more depressed people.
whats your thought b/?
yes you do feel the urge to end it all. it is really easy too.
acquire a large bottle of vinegar and chlorine based bleach and a pail and a garbage bag
empty bleach into pail
empty vinegar into pail
sit with pail between legs and cover your head and pail with the bag
enjoy the sweet release of death
Yeah, thats the problem with using pills to fix problems. They don't make them go away. They don't give you reasons to feel happy or safe. They just make you maybe feel that way.
They might help if all you needed was a little clarity in order to fix up your life so that you would have reasons to not feel that way.
You should try to dstract yourself, start a new hobby. Youll get to learn new people through that. I dont mean to tell you to never see them again, but try getting some distance, this is just destroying you...
People like those deserve death. Why the fuck would anyone ever think about suicide if you have no reason to die.
Stop your emo shit. You can only say you have no reason to live if you tried everything possible.
No, I was the kid in school who you was afraid to approach/talk to because I'd start to bully you for no reason and if you said anything back is box your fucking head off so quick you'd wish you did have a melting face.
there is no god. there is no afterlife. any afterlife contained in this universe will, according to the big bounce theory, implode along with this universe
alternatively: what if the afterlife is the recreation following the bounce and youre stuck living the same shitty life forever with minimal variation
typically the school shooters were the quiet kids who got bullied.
NO NO NO don't do it! that wont kill you! you will just wake up in the hospital and have to have your stomach pumped .
follow this guide, it will kill you
sleeping with a bag over your head, with your head in a pail? they would notice you. you would finally be noticed by people! you might even make the news, anon! DO IT! FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS OF BEING NOTICED!
what a retarded question. Why wouldn't you for a day, even if it didn't matter the next day. If you're living life so you can build a book of memories and experiences to look back on, then you have a shit mentality Live in the moment and just try and be happy with whatever you do have for fuck sake.
Join the french foreign legion bro. New begining adventure for 5 years. You literally become a new person. Im going as soon as I'm out of the Army. Need to find something to do with life. The US army is a drag not enough adventure doesn't keep me busy enough to keep the thoughts away. So to the ffl I go in about a year.