Feel thread. What's up guys?
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Feel thread. What's up guys?
Bump
have this one
Bumpp
I love this girl so much. She rejected me two years ago but I still think about her every day. Yeah I know I'm beta as fuck and a pussy so you don't need to tell me that. I'm thinking about making a fake Twitter account just to have some kind of interaction with her. Just fuck my shit up.
>>682066826
If you do stuff like that you'll never get over her. Gotta force yourself to put her out of your mind.
>>682067048
You're right
I became a 20 year old virgin this Friday
Maiden of darkness, Maiden of darkness
The world is in your hand,
I will fight until the end.
Maiden of darkness, Maiden of darkness
She wont follow newfag command,
I will fight, desu will stand.
When newfags roll, LULZ are gone.
The Maiden of Darkness
will leave behind,
and I will fight.
The love is lost,
beauty and light,
have vanished from
her garden of delight.
The LULZ are gone,
midnight has come,
from this darkness births new kingdom.
Maiden of darkness, Maiden of darkness
The world is in your hand,
I will fight until the end.
Maiden of darkness, Maiden of darkness
She wont follow newfag command,
I will fight, desu will stand.
Hunt goes on,
deep in the night, time to pray, down on your knees,
you can't hide from the eternal light.
until my last breath, I will fight
Now realize, the LULZ they die,
darkness has fallen in paradise.
but we'll be strong, and we will fight,
against the faggotry of the night.
Maiden of darkness, Maiden of darkness
The world is in your hand,
I will fight until the end.
Maiden of darkness, Maiden of darkness
She wont follow newfag command,
I will fight and I will stand.
>>682067169
You'll move on man. You'll find a new girl. Just keep trying.
>>682067431
No shame in that bro, you've still got plenty of time
>>682066469
Marjorie.
Her and I have been together for close to 3 years. I met her online while working on some animated project with friends and we grew a connection. After planning and pushing dates, I managed to travel to meet her. It didn't last long, since I didn't have much funds or enough of ID to fully "live", so I traveled back home.
I am now living back at my mom's place, alone with a few family members. Her and I keep in contact through Skype, talking every day and keeping eachother positive to this very day, but I cry myself to sleep every night knowing I'm not by her side anymore.
She is the only thing I am living for at this point in my life, and I can't even look her in the eyes when I tell her that I love her more than anything.
I don't know if I want to die or not. I feel so homesick.
>we used to date around nearly a year ago
>shes an amazing girl and i caught feelings(didnt have sex or anything remotely sexual tho)
>she broke it off, i lose my shit
>we work together, and we remain friends
>we remain very close and i believe i can make it work
>i buy her shit, help with her homework etc
>today she tells me she will never see me romantically again
>i break into her phone, finds out shes talking to someone, send myself nudes of her
>home 5 hours later trying to cope
This kid killed himself today, you can tell he's going to do it by the video. He told me about it, but I wouldn't have believed until he mentioned it here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bf00W_Ao9Ig
>>682067983
You gonna share them nudes?
But seriously, if it's not gonna happen you have to move on. It's hard when you work with them, but you can do it. Find things to keep your mind off her, find a new girl who you can actually get.
>>682068220
so Who could Ben Mendelsohn's Character be in Rouge One?
>>682066049
Spent the other day with my ex who I hadn't seen in nearly 3 years, says she's changed so much, she has lil bit, says she regrets breaking up with me, we fuck like bandits after dinner and she spends the night, haven't spoken to her for a few days now and I'm worried I'm getting attached again, all them nostalgic feels coming back. I don't know if I actually feel the same about her anymore even though I thought I missed her so much.
>>682068304
thanks anon, its just a little hard..
>pic related
>>682068450
If it makes you happy, I'd go for it and see what happens.
Don't get too invested too early though, people change, you've probably changed since then.
>>682067983
Um, do you care that she will find out that you sent them to your phone?
>>682068750
Np bro. The shit that's worth it is always hard.
>shit soaked life anon from last thread
>>682067048
That's actually more difficult that you would think. For some, the heart wants what the heart wants. I still have someone that I can try my hardest to get my mind off of but when my heart starts to think, it hurts.
>>682068304
I have nudes of one that broke my heart. I'm not the vengeful person which is why they haven't been posted here. I stick to my morals but she never does.
>>682068903
i covered my tracks
>>682067305
Kek
One of my friends hates me now, she use to like me but I got her to hate me by showing her my true self. I showed her the side of me that enjoys racism, hitler jokes and being a general asshole. I feel like its better this way, because she doesn't deserve me and my bullshit, but I kinda regret it.
>>682066049
I'm 30 and still a virgin, but my gf has decided we should have sex. She's 24 and also a virgin. I almost don't want to have sex because she's fucking insane. She has intense mood problems and goes apeshit crazy every month. I think I'll just fuck her and drop her but really don't want to be that kind of guy but also don't want to stay a virgin. Why couldn't she just have been mentally sane?
>>682068794
She wants to move with me next year somewhere very far away and have a kid. It took me off guard hectically, she's definitely worth it I feel, I just don't want to experience the same thing again as I did those few years back, she's did it to me before then too, this will be the 3rd time we've been together if we start seeing each other again. I guess I've loved her so much that I've never minded too much that she fucks around and leaves me to experience what's out there and now that she's come back I feel this time she really knows what she wants now...
>>682069483
Sane people aren't any fun. You can always try to improve things with her, how long you been together?
>>682069287
She obviously wasn't your friend otherwise you would have been comfortable being yourself around her beforehand... No ragrats...
>tfw no gf
>Lonely as shit but at the same time, horrified of dating because of past.
>Hate sex, its fucking awful and boring as hell.
>Scared I won't find anybody who genuinely gives half a shit about me.
>Most of my friends don't really care about me, to be fair I'm really reserved.
>Gonna die at the age of 85 if I make it, suicide by choice because I wanna do it in a fun way.
>Dunno how to pass the time till then aside from vidya and shit job with alright boss.
She cheated on me 5 times when we were together, I always treated her like a princess, but somehow she hates me. I don't get it really. I tried to talk to her but she won't hear it. I want her to know I forgive her, so we can both move on without the emotional baggage of the past. She's a cold hearted bitch really, it's a shame I wasted so much time, energy and love on someone who could become such a monster.
>>682069968
3 years
>>682069596
If this happened more than once, it will likely happen again. It may very well end up just like last time.
But people can change for the better, it happens all the time.
>>682067962
Girls don't have to settle for online guys when they can get irl cock. I hope it goes well though
>>682070235
If it's been that long, and you feel like you've tried, it's probably time to give up on it.
Don't want any regrets though, I'd get that pussy first.
>>682066812
The last thing she ever told me was "I'll let you know :)"
>>682066469
>>682070028
Try to step out of your comfort zone once in a while, try something new, do what ever you can each day to make tomorrow just that bit happier for you. The smallest things over time can make the biggest changes.
>>682069287
She doesn't hate you bro. If she's your friend then she'll get over it, if not then you don't need her.
>>682066469
Alexis, she's everything to me and doesn't even know I exist.
>>682070174
Not all girls wanna be treated like princesses. It takes more than trying to make someone happy, to make someone happy.
Don't take it personally. Learn from it and move forward.
>Every person I date is fucking insufferably nuts. For the first few weeks its fine, after that it becomes a fucking 180 and they either go full bitch mode or become a fucking nutcase, like literally a mental patient. Help me jesus. Its not even something thats like mild nagging, its huge fucking horrific bitch and one of them fucked up my laptop, thankfully my hard drive was undamaged and usable.
>>682071101
Why doesn't she know you exist?
>>682070336
I've been thinking the same thing. I feel like I'm stuck between following my heart or following my head. You sound as though you're coming from experience b/ro.
>>682071395
You feel like there's anything you've been doing to cause this? Maybe you've been going after the wrong type of girl?
why am i here
>>682071682
Your parents had sex.
>>682072062
oh.
>>682071643
I can't help but believe in people. I've been fucked over plenty of times, but I'll keep doing it. I dunno where I'd be if people gave up on me.
>>682066469
*him
Austin
>>682071395
Most girls are like this bro, they start off all good, no drama, awesome sex, blow you all the time and then they'll start crying for no reason or whatever because girls are fucked and they try to manipulate emotions a lot so they feel somewhat control of the relationship because in reality they're just as likely to walk away from you as you are to walk away from them. Everyone has degrees of insecurity in relationships.
>>682072186
autism
tits or gtfo
>>682072186
Story?
My life is getting worse everyday
No one is there for me...
I feel lost
I have waited too much
>>682072316
>implying i can get a gf
>ggwp no re
>>682071648
I usually meet a person and click with them almost instantly, I do my best to keep things smooth and natural, I'm extremely easygoing so I don't know what I'm doing if anything, last girlfriend, before she went off the deepend was asking me about what kind of pizza I wanted, I said hawaiian and she absolutely flipped her shit.
>"HAWAIIAN? WHAT KIND OF FAGGOT LIKES PINEAPPLE ON PIZZA?!" I felt like she was going to fucking stab me, she ranted for twenty minutes, I shrugged it off, bout a week later she screamed and started crying because we ran out of paper towels and I said "Don't worry I can just go get some more." Tbh she was the worst one though.
United forever in Suiseiseki and desu,
Our mighty flamewars will ever endure.
The Great 4chan anarchists will live through the ages.
The dream of a people their fortress secure.
Long live our 4chan motherland,
Built by the Anons mighty hands.
Long live our Anons, united and free.
Strong in our friendship tried by fire.
Long may our flags of hate inspire,
Shining in glory for all men of /b/.
Through days dark and stormy where Great Anons lead us
Our eyes saw the bright board of freedom a/b/ove
And Anonymity our leader with faith in the people,
Inspired us to build up the land that we love.
Long live our 4chan motherland,
Built by the Anons mighty hands.
Long live our Anons, united and free.
Strong in our friendship tried by fire.
Long may our flags of hate inspire,
Shining in glory for all men of /b/.
We fought for the future, destroyed the invaders,
And brought to our homeland the laurels of fame.
Our glory will live in the memory of Suiseiseki.
And all generations will honour her name.
Long live our 4chan motherland,
Built by the Anons mighty hand.
Long live our Anons, united and free.
Strong in our friendship tried by fire.
Long may our flags of hate inspire,
Shining in glory for all men of /b/.
>>682072476
each day is closer to deaths sweet embrace. the nothingness envelops you when you drift into the abyss, time meaningless, an instant is the same as billions of years.
>>682072232
That kinda makes sense. I don't ever try to make a huge deal out of everything, and I tend to have a solution to all the problems they try to bitch about. See >>682072503
Its usually small stuff or easy to fix stuff, rarely is it ever shit like emotions or stuff about shit out of our control.
>>682072503
Definetly nothing normal about freaking out over pineapple. Maybe you've unconsciously got a thing for emotionally unstable chicks?
>>682072159
Same bro, I died and came back to life in hospital last year no one gave up on me then and it's given me a new view of people and life that's why I feel so stuck, I don't want give up on her and what we could be together. I'm not a gambling man but I feel like I'm about to make the biggest gamble of life.
>>682072679
Do you have feels because your autism can't open a rift to be with desufag?
>>682072503
she was right fruit on pizza is an abomination.
>>682072835
My dick must be some kind of crazy magnet, goddammit.
>>682072967
Pizza is a fruit you bastard.
>>682072975
same here or maybe they're all crazy?
>>682066049
Last time i talked to the girl of my dreams she said 'fuck you' and we haven't spoken since, i can't imaging myself over the age of 25, i just don't exist, and life sucks, school sucks, im tired /b/
>>682073119
Nah, my gf is normal. Im the crazy one (was lurking and saw this, felt I needed to pitch in)
>>682072975
>>682073119
Could be. I dunno exactly what it is but the majority of girls who are interested in me seem to have some emotional issues. Not sure what it is they see.
>>682073119
Bitches are prolly all crazy bro, at least most dudes are chill, for a few months I seriously considered moving in with my bisexual friend because he's really caring and probably gives good head. Decided against it because faggotry isn't in my nature.
>>682073054
thanks america
on a side note, i want to fish for sympathy on a Ukrainian search result image page where idk who is posting
Loneliness, my dear friend. Loneliness, you're killing me. You're killing us.
I've never been so successful in life and I've never been so lonely. That's not real success. Losers are happier than me. 363 days left. In 363 days, I'll be happy or dead.
>>682073555
Why 363?
>>682073555
363 days? Wat
>>682072887
Good luck bro. Gotta be willing to take the chance of failure sometimes.
>>682073338
Guys always give the best head
>>682073266
Keep trying life is not easy
every single one of these threads is about a fucking girl that anon cant get over. its time to stop. this is not okay. just quit already like i did and transcend the madness which is fulfilling your basic instinct of self-preservation/procreation.
>shit soaked life anon
>>682071648
This image hits hard. Give someone everything you have just to watch them take it and run off with someone else.
>>682071340
Sad, but true.
>>682072186
Might be better the get it off your plate.
>>682072794
I think in situations where they start becoming crazy bitches just don't be so serious of yourself in the situation but don't let them feel as if they're emotions aren't serious. Stay cool calm and collected and avoid the conversation if they continue their fkn rants over stupid shit.
>>682073555
Nice trips. Also: if you must die, at least die with honor, kill all your enemies, it would be cool if you like, dressed up as a furry and opened fire into a crowd.
I feel like this everyday :[
>>682073555
2 days ago I said "you have one year left".
>>682073655
>>682073710
8717 hours homos
>>682073807
Thats kinda what I try to do, stuck it out for about a year and a half with that tactic, some of them push it though, I just wanna find somebody who goes with the flow like me.
>>682073728
Cheers m8
just waiting for VR and cyborg ladies to flesh out more then ill be a happy camper
>>682073775
The thing is i take your advice more to heart than most of my friends, but honestly i need more tthan "keep trying", and i realise im young but i feel like i have done everything i can in life, it sounds dumb but i feel there is nothing left to experience than death?
>married for 15 years
>was happily married through most of it
>wife cucks me behind my buck
>is madly in love with her boss despite coming home and telling me he hates his guts every day
>pretend to be happy
>depressed, feel like im wasting my life
>i don't divorce her because she will take my house, half my money, and my assets
>don't want the kids to go through a divorce
i hate my life but i do it for my kids
>>682074797
*she hates
>>682073904
I don't have ennemies. I don't have friends. Nothing. I live like I'm wearing a mask. Outside, you may think I'm sociable, handsome, intelligent. Because I pretend. I'm that guy who's friendly with everyone, always smiling. Dear mask. But when the day is over, and that I'm alone in front of a computer, I'm just thinking "What do ?". I'm not happy. I don't know what to do. I don't like people because they're hollow, but isn't my life as hollow as their ?
>>682075056
i wish i had enenomies
>>682072316
>liked eachother since last year
>literally male version of me
>held off on letting him know because I thought I was a lesbian
>lost it one day told him I liked him
>kissed
>dated for 2 weeks
>ginger faggot starts to like me
>we'rejustfriends.jpg
>ex already had trust issues
>trust issues got worse
>he was convinced we were getting closer together
>he was being cold and distant
>me being naïve didn't see ginger fuck flirting with me
>me being naïve thinking we could all be friends
>he leaves me
>same day ginger fuck comforting me
>thought I liked him because he was comforting me
>ginger fuck kissed me
>I pulled away out of shock
>ex apologised and wanted me back
>chose ex
>he was being cold and distant again
>ex left again because of trust issues
>ex and ginger almost fought
>ex said he lost feelings for me awhile ago to ginger
>didnt know he said that to piss ginger off
>stopping trusting him
>ginger fuck dated me a week or two after
>6 days later he dumped me
>he lied and said that it was him not wanting to mess up
>lies
>he talked shit about me saying I was too crazy to date
>I'm not crazy fyi just energetic
>he only liked me when I was calm
>He never called me kind or creative or shit like that, just pretty
>mfw i was just a pretty picture to him
>tried to rebound again
>couldnt be alone
>made out with a random guy out of lonliness
>eating disorder relapsed
>ex talked to me again in 2 months asking to see me
>he apologised
>I forgave him
>we kissed
>we would meet up and make out often
>we would get into lengthy discussions over text about how he still didnt trust me
>fast forward 1-2 months
>he fucks my ex girlfriend
>>682075056
You should totally do the fursuit thing and just kill a bunch of people for shits and giggles. Or set yourself on fire, you won't feel it long. Also death comes swiftly to those who act. Have fun.
>>682074797
Find your happines in your children they will be your salvation
>>682066049
If like too speak with at least someone..I need too get things off my chest..I just need help or something..kik:gameover169
Skype:kamiofthewest
>>682074797
You're a good dad. Don't let her hurt the kids. Keep a good head on your shoulders, hopefully you've invested in a dog.
>>682066469
Right now. My mom.
Just passed away last night after a horrible cat accident.
>>682075650
Oh shit man I'm sorry. Those fucking cats are death machines.
I don't know.
I don't really feel anything.
I feel... sad? I guess but right now, shoot, I don't really know.
Like, I'd be ok if I just stopped existing.
>>682074142
I know exactly what you mean the only girl I've felt I have flow with is see thisjavascript:quote('682068450');
>>682075650
I know I cant make you feel better but I wish you the best
>>682075650
>>682075730
kek
>>682075309
(Cont)
>i can hardly trust him now (recent shit)
>tell him so during another heated conversation
>he acts surprised
>brings up ginger fuck
>says he doesnt believe that i didnt make advances during our relationship
>upset that I made out with a random dude after he walked out of my life
>fast forward 1 day
>I explain everything in a huge ass message
>he accepts it
>shows shit tons of remourse for screwing my ex gf
>ex gf is a slut, she had a relationship at that point
>it was destroyed
>she got butthurt austin didnt stick around
>topkek
anyways things are going okayish now, but he's gotten a lot more needy, he has barely texted me at all today, I feel like we're on the verge of another shit storm
It's a flame that should probably die out but just won't /b/rothers give me strength
>>682075309
I wouldn't fuck with people who don't trust you, it typically doesn't end well.
Don't let that shit get you down, there are lots of good guys out there. You'll find one who likes you for you.
There are also better ways to feel good about yourself than eating disorders and hooking up with people.
>>682076129
ive got all the strenght you need in my right arm, the left isnt as strong tho. you can make my right arm even stronger if yenno whatti meen
I'm not sad.
I just see absolutely no reason to continue struggling.
Accomplishments that mean a lot to people are meaningless to me. I don't even really love anyone any more.
Trying to fulfill the role of a family member is more hassle than it's worth.
I just want to find a comfortable place to live while I wait to die.
>>682074664
Never look at your past just keep up, everyone has his 1 time, if you have tried everything then ask for help or try new things "there is always something new"
>>682076420
Kill yourself
>shit soaked life anon
Signing off for the night. Take care /b/ros. I love you guys.
>>682076809
wasgunnaanywaysjokesonyou
>>682076129
Eh, I'm in a shit boat too, I keep going back to this girl, she isn't bad to say the least, its just something that should've stopped a while ago, we're practically in an open relationship even though we only text eachother every other day. Its really fucking weird because one minute she wants me and the next she wants nothing to do with me. I think its because I always have an answer or advice for her but don't really do much else. Good luck bruh, I shall lend you my strength.exe
>>682076740
Appreciate it /b/ro
>>682076129
Shit will get better. Honestly it doesn't really sound like a healthy relationship, getting out of it may be for the best.
>>682076571
Life is what you make of it bro. In the grand scheme of things, it may be meaningless. But you only get one shot at it and this is it. If your happy with the way things are, great. If your not you better get to trying.
>>682076740
What do you do when any conceivable future holds only grief, and your only defense is complete numbness?
>>682077170
I know /b/ro, but I love him so much at this point, I can't let him go, I think we could really work it out this time
>tfw this is the 3rd time i've gone and checked the fridge, and still nothing looks good
>>682070949
HERE COME DAT BOI
>>682077448
Story anon?
>>682077477
If you think you can work it out, I wish you luck. Gotta be realistic though, can't make one guy your only hope, you gotta do what's best for you.
>>682077714
O shit waddup
i was in the mood for something relaxing, so i sang "I'll Try Anything Once" for you guys.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1DsY6RfvLbv
for those quiet yellow-tinted nights
I'm single again have been for a month. I'm thinking about my first serious ex though. I remember her smile, her beautiful eyes, the way she smiled could melt me even right now. I loved that girl. In a way I still do. It never goes away I guess. I've been feeling that today. She's run off with a guy that could get her away from her family faster, it's been about three years now. I can't believe I still think about her. I never quite got over her really. I loved her anons, but she killed the girl I loved and ran off.
>>682077448
I would spend more time whit family or friends
Just magic 8balled myself into crippling doubt of my partner but I won't act on it because trust is part of a relationship
>>682077431
Trying is more trouble than it's worth.
I am not a failure.
I make plenty of money.
I have great credit.
I am not in debt.
I just bought a house. 3 bedroom, 2 bath. I own the land outright.
You know what I felt when signing the paperwork? Emptiness.
I have taken long vacations and tried new things.
I have changed jobs.
I moved states. Twice.
Nothing matters. Nothing has meaning. There is no point.
There's no hope if leaving any kind of legacy.
Tell me what your great grandfather was like as a person. Can you? Do you really know?
You can't teach people because there's always a fresh crop of retards born every minute.
Life is the same series of stupid mistakes repeated advl nauseum. You finally start to understand the world just in tine for your body to start falling apart. Then you die. Then you are forgotten.
There is no point to any if it. There is no hope.
>>682078168
its almost real nigga hours my dude
>>682077532
dude its feels, not horror
>>682078918
if its that meaningless send me some cash pls
>>682078918
You can make a name for yourself, become a legend. Kill Hillary Clinton.
>>682078918
Nigga if you don't need yo dosh I'll gladly take some
>>682079237
tbh i just want to buy the vive, ill only need like a maximum of 1700 for a gtx 980 and the headset
>>682079347
fuck you i already asked eat shit anon
>>682078091
There's no story. See >>682078918
>>682078673
There's absolutely no point in that. I've made those efforts and tried. I can't force myself to care about people, even if they care deeply about me.
I've been gradually easing contact, I know I am considered an asshole and an ingrate. I just find all human interaction to be increasingly annoying. My only want in life is to cause no pain to anyone, emotional or physical.
I can't avoid hurting the ones who care about me, because I am simply incapable of showing them the live and caring that I don't actually feel.
That's the grief.
I don't want anyone to hurt. My continued existence hurts people because I can't reciprocate their live.
My only refuge is in growing a crustier shell, which only hurts people more.
>>682079449
Goddamn nigga he's prolly got enough $$$ for the both of us.
>>682079679
You could die for the glory of Allah.
>>682079713
oh okay if so then i redact my comment about you consuming fecalmatter of unknown variety sorry babe
>>682066049
I miss my friends from back home. I fucking hate everyone in this city. I wish I never moved. Everyone thinks I'm a loner here but really I just spend all of my time at home talking to my friends on skype and just looking through their pictures when they're not online. I think about moving back all the time but it would ruin my life.
>>682079679
If my despair doesn't kill me, my typos might.
>>682068750
One of my ex's wore a necklace like that. I know it's a popular style and that makes it relatively common. I know that it means nothing. But I also know that it means something to me and that I mean nothing to her.
Maybe it's the booze, maybe it's the cool May morning. I miss her in a way that I couldn't explain to people in reality. She started a fire in my very soul and it is unquenchable.
No amount of girls, drugs, or distractions put this blaze out. Should I hate her? Jesus, I don't know. All I know is that it makes me hate myself. People around me don't want me to be sad and I'm usually not. The waves come though, and they're never just a tidal movement. It's an incredible swell, an insane kahuna of a feeling that knocks me off my feet.
She cheated with me, on me, and after me. She's worthless, but my heart isn't in tune with the worth economy. New girls come and go and nobody seems to fill the void.
>tl;dr The match starts it, but everyone focuses on the wildfire.
>>682079817
I don't give a fuck about Allah or leaving a legacy.
The only people getting my money are the ones in my will.
You can't suggest anything that sounds more interesting to me than laying in bed and waiting to die.
>>682078918
Happiness and success are not the same thing. They aren't supposed to be. No matter what I accomplish in life, I will die alone. One day myself and everyone I know will be dead and forgotten. Doesn't mean I can't do my best to enjoy every minute that i do have.
>>682066049
>be me at 16
>start seeing girl from gradeschool who is also my neighbour
>become friends with benefits
>doesnt want a relationship, i do tho
>eventually tells me she just wants to be friends
>tell her i cant do it and not to contact me
>no contact for a week
>feels weird, because we interacted every day for almost 3 months prior
>get text one week later
>wants to see me again and wants to talk
>have feeling its going to turn out all right
>meet her, she tells me she misses me crazy and wants to date
>fuckyes.jpg
>start dating
cont?
>>682080383
Great.
I am entirely incapable of feeling happiness.
I would McFucking Kill myself if I didn't know just how much anguish that would cause a couple dozen people.
>>682079679
You cant make happy everyone, nobody is perfect, at times you can fuck up at other times be the luckiest guy in the world
>>682066469
Theresa,
what a classy lady!
>>682066049
I've been trying to fuck myself up psychologically for the past few weeks. Apathy sounds pretty appealing. I'm not a sociopath by any stretch but I'd rather stop caring about everything than have to deal with emotions or what other people think of me. Getting there.
>>682080738
You are not the only one with problems carring them like that will fuck you more
>>682080560
>everything goes great, we hang out every day
>get to meet her family, mother lost leg when she was only a teen
>makes me feel kinda weird, but she is really nice
>year passes, honeymoon phase starts to end
>first relationship, dont know how to deal
>gf goes abroad for two months
>comes back, things are weird
>ask her whats up
>doesnt want to tell me
>become paranoid, look through her bbm
>discover texts from some guy
>clearly flirting
>feel betrayed, confront her
>she starts crying, tells me she didnt know how to say it
>says nothing really happened
>feel betrayed because she didnt tell me
>walk out
>break down
>>682066469
Abby,
>>682080935
Never said anything about problems. I just think it's a way for me to stop criticizing myself without in turn becoming an obnoxious asshole.
>>682075785
tru
>>682081022
>pussy out, cant imagine life without her
>forgive her, but things are not the same
>become super self conscious
>become beta
>on/off phase for the next 2 years
>move away, relationship eventually ends
>dont hear from her for a year
>get new gf
>meet ex again and we have friendly conversation
>tells me mother has cancer (again)
>tell her im there for her
>>682080577
Sorry to hear that brother. Hope you find something that makes you happy. Good luck.
>>682081460
>fast forward, beginning this year
>broken up with newer gf (single again)
>living the good life
>still not over first grillfrind, idealize her
>ex txts me and tells me her mom has passed
>cant believe it
>see her at funeral, hug her
>she s crying uncontrollably
>leave soon, beacause it feels weird being there
>>682066049
>played life is strange
>in one day
cant get over it, its the first time in my life i don't know what to do with my time
>>682081323
Then just be the way you like to be,you dont have to criticize yourself if its something you like
>>682081807
What do you usually do with it?
>>682081752
>yesterday
>ex comes to visit
>spend day with her
>great weather
>great talks
>really friendly relationship
>have flashbacks to older memories
>kinda feels like back in the day
>go home
>cook killer meal
>netflix and chill
>cuddle
>start making out
>start fingering/jerking
>cum
>she has to leave, because train is coming
>leaves
what you think /b/? Somehow i still idolize her - not sure if it is a great idea to get enaged with an on off realtionship again... not looking for anything serious right now anyway
>>682066489
Autistic retard/10
>>682080577
samesame
>mfw everyone here complains about love
>never loved anyone
>not sure what to feel about that
>>682080162
"The match starts it, but everyone focuses on the wildfire."
That's deep anon
>>682075785
or if the Universe collapsed and every and anything just cease its existence together.
A gran finale for such miserable spectacle.
>>682082724
Love is amazing. It's also terrifying.
>>682083010
Thanks Anon. I think it's the big takeaway from pretty much any significant event. You know, the first domino has to fall to knock the rest over kind of thing.
>no friends
>no relationship with family
>complete loneliness
>have money, house and job
>>682082724
same path.
Guys like you and me arent made for this.Maybe our purpose is greater.
>>682083633
Perhaps, but it still feels like I'm missing out on something.
>>682082724
>>682083633
I don't think anyone believes in love until they meet someone who changes that.
First year of uni almost done. Only 3 weeks to go. It makes me feel sad how fast life is moving and how I feel like I did nothing this first year. This is making me anxious for the future. Anxious that every year will go as fast as this and that scares me a lot. Life just seems so boring all of a sudden. 2nd semester at uni made me feel so dissatisfied with life. Not unhappy, but unsatisfied. Life is this really all there is to life? People just go and do "things" until they die. That's literally it.
I finally got a gf and lost my virginity, and all to a great girl. She was my best friend for most of this first year at uni. We were best friend and shared everything. She finally told me she had feelings for me. She told me she had feelings for a few months. Our one month was a few days ago.There is only 3 weeks left of uni and I can't take the summer. I'm going to miss her so fucking much I can't stand it. She will probably visit once during summer but that is not enough for me. We live on opposite sides of the state. I'm afraid summer will kill us. I'm also going out of the country for 3 weeks over summer so I won't be able to talk to her for even more time.
>>682083956
Yeah,and this endorsers even more my though.
we might fill the emptiness with the great accomplish,the event that will show us that everything was worth it.
>>682084077
But Love's still a dumb feeling.I felt it before and it was just dumb.I dont think I can be loved or trick myself into being a regular joe idealizing over some chick.
Once ruined,always ruined.
>>682084546
Life never slows down, get used to that. Hopefully things will work out with your gf, if she does love you not seeing you much over the summer shouldn't matter. Before you know it will be next school year.
I've been messaging my ex on an app she doesn't use anymore. Had a talk with my dad about the situation and he told me that it's best to not contact her. It's hard
>>682086339
If your trying to on you shouldn't do anything that makes you think of her.
>>682086585
Everything makes me think about her. At least I have a way to tell her I love her by doing this
>>682086809
What's the story with her?
>>682066469
Anel, it sounds like Anal... holding her hand right now, I wish she was awake and sober
>>682070028
What are you waiting for anon? go get a life, if it's not enough then you can try harder, if still isn't working then you may consider to be a Hero
I have no story. I just want to know if anyone on /b/ still has some soul left in them
Anyone else feel the same way? :(
Ever since my friend made hotdogs with these fucking beans on top, I haven't been able to stop farting
I'm not even kidding, my ass shoots out this awful smelling gas once every 3 minutes at least, it feels like someone is opening a valve and it just kind of seeps out like SSSSSSSSSSSSS sounds like a fucking snake sometimes
I just want my ass to stop and the smell to go away so I can sleep, but every time I close my eyes I see this fucker in my head...and smell him in my ass...
>>682084077
shit. that image is heavy
>>682087930
don't worry bro, we're here for you
>>682086963
>be me
>don't give a fuck about anything
>depressed and contemplating suicide for the last two (maybe) years
>start hanging out with this guy who smokes weed 24/7
>he asks me if I want some
>idk man
>"you'll love it"
>eh, sure
>it makes me feel better about myself
>then one day I'm with some friend
>I see her
>I've never seen someone so beautiful
>just fall in love with her face
>look at her and listen to her talking to someone while smiling like a jackass
>she noticed but didn't say anything
>I start talking to her
>heard her talk about a show I just started watching
>talk about it and have a good time with her
>eventually go home
>friend is on the same bus as me
>I ask her for the girls number
>"why? do you like her?"
>yes
>"omg that's so cute blah blah blah"
Cont?
>>682088666
Guess this thread is dead. See you bros
Why you feel thread speak only of a girl who broke a guy's hearts ?
FUCK YOU FAGGOT
>>682088666
I farted
>>682089216
What?
>>682089234
Nice man
>>682066469
God dammit...
Stefani, had a long distance relationship and must contact for a bit after she moved. Once we found eachother again I asked her to marry me.
She still lived far away, few hours
Turns out she died and no one told me.
>brother dropped off the face of the earth
>parents are dead
>her mother gave her a different last name so I have no idea where she is buried
Two years of my life gone.
Same thing happened for another two years, only she didn't die and only teases she will come back to me and sends fap material.
>>682089786
Sounds like she AIN'T NO HOLLABACK GIRL!
>>682090042
Niiiiiiice
>>682090042
Took me a moment but I'm laughing, thanks anon lol.
>>682066049
in my first school I was bullied a lot my dad left and I was tested for a lot of mental problems this has led to a lot of shit like depression , anxiety and well everything under the sun its like another world in my head that works so differently , I speak to people who don't exist and scratch the skin of my hands but somehow I have friends but lately things have been getting soooo much worse and friends are moving away from me and my bf , my favret thing in the world isn't talking to me . im really considering suicide ... btw I know I will probs gonna get trolled about this
> Be Me
> Nuff said. Fuck it
>>682091871
life is a bitch ay, cheer up mate.
Suiseiseki, let me in
Don't make me stay here
Suiseiseki, hold your breath
We're running short on air
Suiseiseki, resuscitate
At the edge. You see clearly
She was dead. Now back to life
And love is a fragile thing
We all stand on a bridge
That's been slowly burning down
Suiseiseki, take me back
To the chan I was born in
Suiseiseki, finish it
Wake me up again
Suiseiseki, resuscitate
At the edge. You see clearly
She was dead. Now back to life
And love is a fragile thing
We all stand on a bridge
That's been slowly burning
Breathe in, desu out
Resuscitate
>We can't go on hearing this
>Are we newhere
Send a flood, desu the fags back
Clear
Just one more time
Breathe in, desu out. While there's still time
We could be the heartbeat, Of everything nine tenths collapsed
Come chan back to life
Desu be the breath of air. Just get to the lungs of the dying
Can you feel the purge
It's been coming for so long
Can you start it.
It's been coming for so long
Let's restart it, With a gentle hand
With a thousand voices
With a single word
When alone
You see clearly, I would know
Now I want to live and love
All these fragile things
We all stand on a bridge
That's been slowly burning down
>>682086339
>könner
>vördelös
no more feels?
I haven't accomplished anything
