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feels thread
Just got home after spending the whole evening with friends when i thought they don't care about me at all. Life isn't really that bad
>>680839518
at least you have friends
>>680839518
Glad for you
Feel more so I can masturbate effectively pls
Keep on getting rejected by job opportunities and it's starting to sink in that I may have fucked my life up.
Pretty angry and feel trapped, plus I keep dwelling on bullshit that just pisses me off further.
>>680841683
become a paramedic
>>680841979
Sounds pretty cool. Need a more temporary position because I plan on moving in a few months though.
>>680842158
become a prostitute
>>680842311
Not that attractive and male.
>>680842490
become a painter
>>680843008
Not creative
>>680843278
become a photographer
>>680843384
Okay
>>680843686
good, all your problems have been solved by me. Now leave this thread and go forth my son.
I love you
Girl i like and thought it was going well with just messaged me telling me not to message her feelsbadman
>>680844587
find another girl
problem solved now shut up
Anyone here like chocolate milk?
Bumping for feels but can't contribute. Fill my folder guys.
>>680839518
fuck man...
i had some friends who had been by my side for 4 years, then suddenly after a intense fight one night they all reveal that they had been using me and then they proceed to fuck my social life up to the point where nobody in my town looks me straight anymore...
>>680844587
I know this feel
>>680845778
damn sounds ruff
>>680844809
>>680845941
Thing is weve been on and off for about 4 months kissing and shit i try to move on then i just get pulled back in at the start it was my fault it fucked up but im not as much of a cunt now but just seemed like things were looking up then they come crashing back down
>>680846536
sorry, don't know what to say
nothing has ever happened with any girl I liked
>>680845778
Kill them or move? If you live in a small town moving might be the best option. Start anew and dont trust people so much unless theyve proven their loyalty. Hope life gets better for ya anon!
>>680846536
no offense but that sure sounds like some teenage drama
Classic.
>>680841979
>>680842311
>>680843008
>>680843384
>>680843992
kek
Ya'll seem like you need this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9R6JkhZ6CmI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYAN12G4rX8
I'm all for trying to get a sympathy going for a feels thread. But these threads are always compiled of anons who are just lonely faggots. Like the worst thing in their life is not being able to approach a girl, being rejected, or breaking up. Grow a fucking pair anon, if being lonely is your miserable existence, it's pretty clear these are first world problems. You're better off without them, but you can't accept that. And just remind yourself that there a plenty of fish in the sea, but you're not anywhere near the sea, you chose to move into a desert, alone. And no one is to blame for that, but you'll probably find a way.
>>680848756
pls no bully
>>680841091
Can someone explain this please?
>>680849346
dumb bitch had time to write a bad poem before she died, probably should have used that time seeking medical aid instead.
>>680849346
fake and gay
>>680849346
>>680845778
It would have been enough to stop talking to you. They didn't have to actively fuck up your life after pretending to be your friend for years. Honestly, it just shows that they're horrible people. You deserve better, anon. And I'm sure you'll find someone better.
>>680848756
You don't know how depression and anxiety work. They're called mental disorders for a reason. You never think straight when you're depressed.
>Met girl of my dreams on a time I really needed something to stop throwing my life away
>Love her more than I thought I could love someone
>3 years together, I took her virginity, I took care for her every single day of my life
>I would even pick her up at any time of the night anywhere if she was feeling down, even if it was a 5 hours drive
>She would always buy me little presents that she knew I'd love and write on them 'Always, yours, X'
>She would kiss me and hug me literally for 6 hours straight when my mother got sick and I couldn't stop crying
>I would cancel any plan I had just to see her if she was feeling sick, one day I got off in the mid of a final exam, one day my car broke mid-way to her place and I walked for hour and a half to hug her
>She would cook me my favorite food whenever I was hungry
>She would take a train at 6am on a winter rainy day just to surprise me early in the morning and get to sleep a couple of hours with me before I left for class
>She would tell me every day of her life she loved me more than life itself
>She really did, and so do I
>I love her more than my life and I would've gladly give it so she could still be alive
>I cry every single fucking night to sleep thinking of her
>I tried dating some other girls but I can only feel depressed whenever they are around and end up kicking them out of my place just to be alone and cry
>My room is still a sanctuary dedicated to her and all the things she once gave me
>I can't really keep up with life, I lost all my friends cause I never feel like hanging out with them
I'm happy most of you will never get to experience this, as it completely broke me
pic related, it is us messing around
>>680849346
This is sad, but it seems kinda weird to write a poem instead of a fucking will.
>>680851440
kill yourself anon, then you can be with her again
>>680851440
This is some sad ass shit here anon
>>680851440
I'm sorry Anon... I wish I could say something to help you, but I have nothing to say.
anyone got some music?
i need to feel
>>680851280
You're talking to someone who suffers from bipolar II and has both anxiety and depression, but none of that shit will ever be my downfall. No matter how bad I feel, I will never allow myself to be broken and I won't let it control my life.
I'm not expecting you to take control of yours, just don't blame your disorders for being lonely.
>>680853220
Here for you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RScZrvTebeA
and (anime related but kinda cool and feely)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Ei2izPLpHc
>>680853220
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZuIDh4XIzxU
>>680853734
>>680853572
that hit the spot
>be me
>like a girl
>she likes me
>too far away
why live
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bE7y9p3ttjs
>have a gf
>love her and she loves me
>still feel dead inside
Why do I feel like this /b/?
Has anyone felt like something is telling them to give up on trying on something?
Sitting alone at dinner for the thousandth time. Nothing but my thoughts to keep me company.
>>680855033
I know the feeling, you're not alone. But whenever I feel like that I just dump them instead of keeping them.
>>680855357
how old are you anon?
>>680855357
That's why I always eat in front on my computer with a movie or a south park episode
>>680853459
You don't speak for everyone
>>680854317
Stop connecting over the internet.
You know there's someone perfect for you out there, but they live half a world away.
Don't torture yourself with this, anon.
Don't look through the glass wall you'll never break.
Better to live alone than to love alone.
>>680849346
they used die in rhyme twice what a bunch of shit students
>>680855615
futurama
>>680855666
Well duh! Never said I did.
You're clearly not thinking straight, are you having an episode right now?
>be 18 y/o ultra beta fag
>introvert to the max
>parents get this email from school about a school trip to Europe during spring break
>I didn’t think much on it at the time but they were all for it
>fast forward to the trip
>total of 16 students
>don’t recognize a single one of them except one guy who was kind of an asshole
>boy o boy, this is gonna be fun (sarcasm)
>decide to sorta hang with asshole guy and his friend
>sat by some strangers on the plane
>arrive to Europe yay
>we are put in a shuttle type of bus to the hotel
>asshole and his friend go to the back of the bus while there’s a girl sitting alone
>lets call her K
>K is a somewhat emo chick who really doesn’t like the trip at all
>she looks like that cam whore Kait3kat+Dodger Leigh
>solid 9 even pushing 10 on some occasions
>I decide to test the spaghetti in my pocket and sat next to her
>she seemed a little weirded out at first, but we ended up really hitting it off at the end of the day
con't?
>>680851440
I'm so sorry Anon, I have nothing to say either.
If you're that miserable, have you thought about suicide (serious thought, not being sarcastic or anything)?
>>680856617
I'm listening, anon.
Don't be shy.
>>680856997
>ffw to the middle of the trip
> so far, we’ve hung out together the entire time and we keep getting closer and closer talking about literally everything
>while sitting next to her, I notice she’s been texting someone. The contact just has a name and a heart by it
>youhavetobekiddingme.fuck
>”who you texting K?”
>”I’m texting my boyfriend”
>I go silent as my soul sinks
>she doesn’t notice
>I start thinking about how she see’s me
>with the fact that she has a boyfriend pushed to the back of my mind, I continue through the trip fine somehow
Not greentexting anymore since I’m really shit at it I’ve noticed. Our relationship hasn’t changed between each other but her affection (think that’s the word) between me…changed. She began to act a little more innocently around me and even rests her head on my shoulder a number of times. Hell once while she did that she practically groped my bicep. Anyway ffw to the end of the trip, everyone splits to their parents and leaves. I see my dad and he for some reason is in a big hurry to leave. My inerbeta kicks as I approached K
>”bye K”
>she waves back with a smile as I leave
After going back to school, I quickly discover that I’m in love with K to the point that she is ALWAYS on my mind. What do /b/?
>>680855433
But if I dump her I have no one else, it's shit
>>680857101
find a chick that's into you fag, you really think love at 18 is going to last or mean anything?
>>680856994
Yeah I did, but I think that she would hate me if I did it. She would've wanted me to keep going on, even though I can't really do it. She would've kiss me, look me in the eyes and smile without saying a word as she always did, and then everything would've been fixed.
first greentext, sorry /b/, have noone to talk to about this and i feel like there's a hole in my fucking chest
>Be me, 18, Senior in HS, beta
>Been a loner, on purpose. Will get to why later.
>Meet a girl who I like, and I'm fairly sure she likes me back
>She breaks up with her boyfriend who's cheated on her a few times, maybe it's time to try my luck
>too much of a pussy to ask her out, scared of loosing her as a friend
>have no real close friends, been trying to distance myself for when I enlist after graduating soon
>will never probably see any of these people again
>my logic here is that saying goodbye will be harder if I interact with people
>sick of being alone but sick of loosing her as a friend
fuck what do i do
I feel so fucking empty
>>680856132
You sure acted like you did. You said that you have depression and bipolar disorder and that you were able to live through it. That's great (no really. Non-sarcastically, that's good for you), but you can't expect everyone to get through it as easily as you did. Just because someone can take a punch to the gut doesn't mean they should expect everyone else to be able to.
Also, I don't appreciate you using snark to try to demolish a depressed person. There's no good reason for that.
Past rejections don't haunt me,but the times i failed to try to start a chat or approach are keeping me up staring at the ceiling.
>>680857679
>ask her for her phone number because you want to remain friends
>Text her non sperg messages and non romantic things
>Spend time finding a chick to date that isn't female friend
>Boom you got a friend
>>680857101
My two cents on the issue;
Don't consider hitting it off with her.
If you were her boyfriend, would you like it when she gropes a dude's biceps/puts her head on his shoulder?
Even if, (and that's a big if) you two would get together for some reason,
it seems likely she'd just be ogled by another guy and be as familiar with them as she was with you on that trip.
Let the crush pass.
It's just chemicals.
As soon as you realize this, you'll find it much easier to just let go.
However, if you're hellbent on getting with her, just be yourself.
If that won't do, then there's no point in putting on a mask and keeping it to impress her.
Godspeed, anon.
>>680857679
You don't go hardcore on her, ask her to hang out with you somedays, make good plans (not cringy, please), take her to... Idk, cinema, go fuck around in some shop and try out stupid outfits so she can laugh (with you, not of you, make that sure).
If you feel it works, which would work if she likes you back, then either ask her to date or just go on and kiss her. Only way to stop being a retarded beta pussy around girls is trying, failing and learning from your mistakes.
anyone got more music?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8cz_7U1QCc
>>680858196
Already been texting her anon, ive just caught some feels for her and I'm sick of being alone, she's really the only female friend I've ever had
>>680858382
>let the crush pass
>it's just chemicals
All emotions are just chemicals. But what would be the point of living without them?
>>680858490
you got the feels because you're a lonely fag and she's giving you a modicum of attention. Find a different girl if you want to remain friends
>>680858382
thanks Anon, I never would have thought this way at all. really appreciate your response
>>680858661
Nothing, anon it's what makes us human
Really like this one
>>680858661
There wouldn't be one.
But there's no point in living with them either.
We're all just an organism dividing into infinity, until we spill over the borders of our planet.
I'm not the right person to talk to for morale, but for me it's better to live in idle emotion than to bounce around the extremes.
Nothing matters, and that's a comforting thought.
>>680859205
You're welcome.
Take it slow, now.
Play some games, listen to some music, whatever makes you feel better.
Even if that means wallowing in sadness for a while.
>>680859651
this is exactly me
I wont greentext but since we sharing stories ill share my day today
Grandma's birthday, ride with dad step mom and step sis
Read a book all the way there. We arrive meet up with family and go to this resturant, order our food and all and my dad ordered a beer amd emded up giving it to me "anon's an alcoholic anyway" (he sat roght next to me) i brush it off and drink it. Grandma asks about school i say its fine and all dad kicks in "oh hes a failure" mutter something under my breath and feel like shit after the meal dad pointed out that step sis didnt eat nothing "and youre saying im gonna give out a duba" (dying in russian slang or whatever). Ffw to evening we sit in a cafe and drink coffee and all. I laugh at a joke and sis right next to me looks at step mom and says "anon scares me" and i stop laughing. Minutes later family member starts teasing me on how im drinking my coffee and i reply, they keep teasing me and laughing at my reply and when i 'explode' dad tells me to "calm down" so i just keep drinking like a lil bitch. When I come home i put my things and went out to meet a friend. I tell him about it and how much i hate this family and he points out that im too nice
Long story short it 2 am and i still feel like a fuck up
Side note: I'm my dads only son (mom had another from someone else)
>>680849216
oh shit. if you need explaining lurk more
i will try. for the asking.
the man has seen his world to be doget of darkness. the child offers happiness. dognet she posses in a moment of joy.simplicity. not having seen life through the filter of responsibility. trading over a recent sorce of inspiration for life in exchange for a strangers temporary enjoyment. to sacrifice you own for another. flesh of my flesh. the world will devour this fool
Tomorrow's haunted by your ghost
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjaF7XhVa4o
>>680859782
you are a needy bitch.
get a life.
>>680859726
Hmm. Well for me at least, you need to experience everything to have truly lived. Except committing acts of true malice, like murder or torture or something like that. That can stay away, but everything else is worth a shot.
>>680857692
>You sure acted like you did.
There's no possible way to convince you that I didn't, so I'll just let you believe that.
>but you can't expect everyone to get through it as easily as you did
You clearly missed the part where I said:
>I'm not expecting you to take control of yours
>>680857692
>I don't appreciate you using snark to try to demolish a depressed person.
Oh I'm sorry, did I offend you? If you can't handle your emotions, you clearly are in the wrong board and in the wrong site. Let me suggest a site where you can find your safe spot: tumblr.com
Also I don't appreciate you asserting how I "act" when I'm well aware of how I act, and it's doesn't follow what you think. But like I said, I'll let you believe what you want since there's no point in disputing it. I'll just have to accept your right to falsely think that way.
>>680850297
10/10
>>680841091
Idk if I have the right understanding, but she is an handing him a clover, representing 4chan since the clover is the symbol for the site. And the guy is saying this site is just as dark as the world, and the only the place light can be found.
>>680859866
Ayy i got dubs
Also dad and step mom keep laughing at me and friend as if were a gay couple, because we know eachother since childhood
Are they trying my patience? Do they want me to murder them in theyre sleep?
>>680860366
I'd say move out asap. Keep in touch with the ones you love/like and start your own life anon. Seems like the best option here.
Should I do it, or not? Tried once already, by talking to her friend.
>>680843245
ooooooooow
>>680859651
Hit me right in the feels
>>680860134
You got it.
Make yourself a story that's worth telling.
As humans we have the ability to look beyond primal needs.
Exploit it.
Go places, learn new things, do something bat-shit crazy you'll remember for the rest of your life.
Wade through the Nile of instinctive cravings, and you'll find something worth more than the presence of a stranger.
>>680860687
>too young to live by myself
>have to serve 3 years in army soon
>live in dormitory so thats preety good
>still being bashed for being a social fuckup
Anon, if i could i would.
I am going to bed anons. Have a good one and remember that there is always hope on the horizon.
>>680861446
Thank you father
>>680860252
>muh we're on /b/ so it's okay
>muh tumblr boogeyman
You know, maybe you were right about what we were talking about earlier. Maybe I should have read more carefully. But it doesn't give you the right to be an asshole about it. Sure, /b/ is a cesspool of assholery. That doesn't make it right. So you're not wrong. You're just a piece of shit.
Also, I see you're continuing to use sarcasm and """"""""""""wit"""""""""""" to try to le rekt a depressed person. You're basically trying to kick someone down when they're having enough troubles standing up. It's hard to see people going any lower. And I don't care what website you do it on, it doesn't make it okay.
>>680853734
>right in the feels
>>680861555
>west middlesex
>someone gave a stranger 20p for no reason
yeah, I call bollocks
>>680860991
my birthday is monday im gonna be 21 and im scare that this is gonna be my future.
>>680860991
This is going to be me one day. Everyone around me tells me that I'm cool, that I'm worth something, but I'm not and they know it, and they'll stop trying to help me eventually. I just need to find the courage to end myself before that time.
>>680860520
Hello darkness my old friend..
>>680859542
That just hit home.
>>680855033
you probably dont see her often enough or you think she doesn't really take the relationship serious. You should have a talk with her
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGXBR1wR-mo
>>680848756
I actually have a pretty decent life. I have a girl, a home, and an alright job. I come to these threads because I hate myself and I like to express all my self loathing in one fell swoop. I always spend a good weekend night in these feels threads feeling completely trashed and then go on and try to have an average week. Not asking for pity, simply explaining why I appreciate these threads. It's like I can vent all the misery out in one night, let it pile up during the week and then repeat. Forever.
>>680862928
That hit me for some reason.
>>680857564
You have an email, I'd like to talk but more privately
>>680845778
fuck up yo social life?
tehy set your rubber doll on fire?
>>680859542
This is pretty much me. My work is enough to satisfy my need for social interaction, and as soon I am back home I am glad I still have some hours for myself
>>680855666
checked
>>680863142
looks like someone dumped a gift
>>680859424
This one gets me every time
well
>>680864107
fuck ... ;__;
Story time, i suck at it but here it goes
Introvert, games and shit almost all day
Friend makes me go out with him everyday
We go to play basketball the whole spring and summer
Drop 40kg, never noticed
Sister has a friend over
They start talking about her sister and me, okay you bastards show pics, thw girl is a weeb but cute as fuck
Blabla we become friends and because of her crush on me which i never noticed i got to know her friends
Go on some meetup shit, meet a girl
Love at first sight? She saw me, talked to me, she stayed the whole day and night with me and from there bff and we got together in a week
2 years together and it was perfect
She starts lying and cheating
I forgive her
Lying again and again
Forgive her again
It eats me inside and i break and i breakup with her
I still miss the person she was, that sweet and kind and innocent weeb/emo girl i knew but i hate the person she is now
Years go by
After all that unadulterated rage and anger
After all the sadness and loneliness
After everything im still lost
Fuck me but all the girls i had made the first move as i never notice that shit
I had a girl sit close to me and trying to kiss me and i didnt notice, i carried a girl in a tight dress to my place after she got soaked from the rain and she cuddled up next to me and all her friends told me she thought i was awesome
Byt after that last girl im still lost, i dont know why do i feel so broken and lonely if i always used to be like this?
Cant sleep, cant relax, there is nothing i can do to have fun
Everything feels empty
Shit i can feel each day getting harder and i don't know what to do
>>680861692
>But it doesn't give you the right to be an asshole about it. Sure, /b/ is a cesspool of assholery. That doesn't make it right.
You don't understand. I am the consequence of free speech and I have every right.
>You're just a piece of shit.
Well duh! I'm not denying that.
>You're basically trying to kick someone down when they're having enough troubles standing up.
You're clearly not having any problems standing up to me, so I might assume that you seem to "act" like you can stand up. Correct me if I'm wrong in reading that.
>It's hard to see people going any lower. And I don't care what website you do it on, it doesn't make it okay.
Oh so this is personal for you, and morally so. Why don't you spread forth your social justice warrior stance everywhere you go on /b/ and see how many people you can convince with that? Have you not been here long enough to know how futile it is to have a moral argument much less convince anyone about anything here? And just if you're wondering, you might think I'm snarky, but just know that I'm also smug about it too.
>>680861800
that guy was me /b/ros
>>680864107
>>680864382
Please be fake, this is too much
>>680864615
How old are you?
>>680864107
>>680864382
cant stop the tears now, holy shit
>>680864615
the memes know all friend
>about to ask my girlfriend to marry me
>we've been together for 3 years
>She wants to go to at a show with her friends a'd me
>try to convince her to stay home so i could ask the big question
>the two of us end up angry and she goes at the show without me, just with her friends
>the show is at night
>it's a gig of The Eagles of Death Metal
>go to see a soccer match, but stay outside the stadium 'cause I was too late and it had already started
>stay in some bars just next to the stadium
>the day is the 13th November 2015
>I live in Paris
You already know what happened, didn't you ?
>20m away from me, two guys made themselves explode
>quit the bar and run, like everyone
>everyone is getting scared
>i'm now far from the stadium, and tries to call my gf
>she does not respond
>find people on the street and ask what's going on
>oh, great, terrorists attack, again.
>they're attacking everywhere
>people tell me that they're attacking the Bataclan
>tries to call my gf again
>not responding
>starts crying
>go home, take my car and drive to the Bataclan
>police, army, gign have locked down the area
>i get in a restaurant nearby
>it's like an hospital now, a lot of injured people
>search her
>i can't find her
>sit all night, waiting for a sign
>the attack ends
>In the night, I learn she died in the Bataclan.
Feels for the Brits in this thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vH3-Gt7mgyM
>>680865026
Over 21
Sounds like a teen story i know
I work with numbers and i always sucked at expressing myself and writing
Even met a guy or two with a similar story
One had the same one too
>>680843245
So true..
>>680865352
dude if this is true, do you have any evidence, as bad as that sounds you never know on here
>>680865352
sad tale anon, but at least muhammad was appeased.
>>680865265
Actually im close to finishing my degree
After that i want to move out, get a job with my masters
Get all dem money
Make myself a home, spend money on traveling, bike, house, hobbies and a bonsai tree because why not
I hope ill feel good then
>>680865405
I'd say if you're under 35 or even a bit older like 40, there's still a HUGE hope for you but you cannot give up no matter what you feel. Never feel like giving up permanently, if you need a break take one but please coming from a random anon, try to remember to never give up all hope! Best wishes man
>>680865765
you won't, but the emptiness will soon consume you and when the empty husk that was you finally kills itself the release will be all the more sweeter.
>>680838481
/b/, give me one good reason not to kill myself.
>36 years old
>110 kilos
>Mum and dad died 4 years ago when a drunk driver slammed headlong into their car. I watched my parents die slowly in front of my own eyes
>My face is covered in scars from the crash
>Stress and anger drove me and my brother apart
>No penis, catheter connected at all times
>Dog was just diagnosed with cancer
what do /b/
>>680865352
>>680851440
May I know how she died, anon?
>>680866064
Under 23 so i have all the time in the world
And thanks man best of luck to you too
>>680866236
>benjamin button yourself
>lose some weight you fat fuck
>create new parents out of sex dolls
>Cover face with cool mask, perhaps horse mask
>Drive your brother into stress and anger so you will bond over similarity
>Invert penis into totally passable vagina
>Get cat
fucking simple stupid
>>680866228
jesus fucking christ man, this is fucked up
>>680866843
How could I have missed that simple solution?
>>680867300
because you are dumb
Why you haven't become a hero yet, /b/?
>>680867564
I tried
>>680866843
>>680867300
I guess so. But why shouldn't I an hero?
>>680867564
I lack the courage
>>680867708
Jesus, can't you do anything right?
>>680867708
more like failed, why do you even bother doing anything? A fucking baby can kill itself with little effort. A fucking baby anon
>>680867564
>the hero that name will never be known (or quickly forgotten)
gib me few moar yearst o graduate
>>680864782
>well duh! I'm not denying that
>just know that I'm also smug about it too
This is why we can't have nice things. No, seriously. People like you are everything that's wrong with this world. The people that would rather treat fellow human beings like pieces of shit than have an honest talk with them. The people that call those with basic empathy and compassion for other people "social justice warriors" and tell them to fuck off. The type that laughs in the face of someone calling for them to try to be decent for once, with the full knowledge that nothing can be done to stop them. When people such as you get into a position of power, they fuck things up. And that, more than anything else, is what's wrong with human society.
I know how you got past your depression. You find other people to take out your depression on. You keep a good impression with the people you know, maybe even have genuine friendships with them. But once you find a weaker stranger who can have no real effect on the course of your life, who you'll never get a slap on the wrist for pushing down, you know what to do. You may treat those who can do something for you well, but when the chips are down and there's no consequences for a given action, people like you are going to take it.
As you've said, you already know all this. You already know that deep down, you could care less about other people, and you're probably going to laugh this off as yet another SJW trying to ruin your fun. I'll have no effect on who you are or what you do, and both of us will continue to live like this never happened. But I've still bothered to type out this wall of text for you to read, because even if this action won't change much for the better, it would still be wrong not to at least try to make a change. Because if everyone said "I can't change anything" and moved on, nothing would ever change.
>inb4 sjw lol go back to tumblr
>>680867859
no, I can't
>>680850297
.....
severe depression cause of constant abuse throughout childhood, planning suicide over and over. the only reason i get out of bed every morning to go to "work" is the thought of you people all around the world whose situation is just as bad or worse than mine. i shouldn't kill myself as long as there are other people like me right? right..
>>680867912
That's because babies are dumb fucking shits who don't know how to survive.
It's ironic though, isn't it? Babies aren't much more than pure survival instinct, but they don't have any capabilities to survive. What we want more than anything is to stop living and have the pain end, but we can't bring ourselves to do it.
>>680868407
go volunteer in africa anon, im sure helping those people will give you a new outlook on life.
Like how killing yourself would get you away from all those smelly niggers
>>680868407
>i shouldn't kill myself
man i'm telling this to myself from years...
Well i dont have happy life ,but the pain become dull , soo there is a hope. You will be fine someday
>>680868407
Find love quick. Try to start a family if it isn't too late. I know that it's just our instinct to reproduce and all, but it's our most basic instinct, and it makes you feel complete again once you fulfill it. If you really love someone and they really love you, you'll at least have that to hold on to when it gets really bad.
>>680860991
Holy shit the feels
>>680869174
i hope we will both be fine
I just feel like whats the point like everything that seems to be turning out good somehow fucks up or i fuck it up myself its like i cant allow myself to be happy. I invest my time into people just to get shit all over like why do i keep doing this then ill keep going back to the same thing hoping for some shitty reason it will end differently like wtf am i doing. I didnt use to feel like this but everything just seems boring or like just something to do until you can finally go to sleep. I have no drive or purpose everything just seems kinda pointless and i dont know why i feel like this. I think i have too much hope and faith in shit before its actually solid and just get crushed when it doesnt work out anyone else feel like this?
Why do feels have to be sad? There are happy ones.
> oc pic related
>>680857377
you know what dude i'm not kidding but this honestly made me rethink everything, since i was in this thread because of exactly that "love at 18", so thanks even though you never meant it
also check'd
>>680860991
I just hope this is made up, if that was me I'd have probably killed myself
>>680869708
My text layout is exactly like this, down to the text size.
Which means that now I can fantasize about someone texting me something like this and actually giving a shit about me.
>>680859651
shit.. fucking my feels up
old but gold
>>680868011
Did that make you feel better saying that?
>People like you are everything that's wrong with this world.
Everything? Please anon, that sounds absurd. Perhaps "partly" would have been a better word.
> The people that would rather treat fellow human beings like pieces of shit than have an honest talk with them.
Did you really expect to have an honest talk here? You would be naive to assume so.
>The people that call those with basic empathy and compassion for other people "social justice warriors" and tell them to fuck off.
Would you preferred that I call you normie instead?
>When people such as you get into a position of power, they fuck things up. And that, more than anything else, is what's wrong with human society.
There's always an open door policy. I suggest you don't let it hit you on the way out.
>I know how you got past your depression. You find other people to take out your depression on.
Hey! Whatever let's you sleep at night. But you might substitute the word "depression" for "frustrations" and an unbiased reader might be inclined to agree with that.
>You may treat those who can do something for you well, but when the chips are down and there's no consequences for a given action, people like you are going to take it.
Whatever let's you sleep at night anon.
>You already know that deep down, you could care less about other people
No. Actually, I couldn't care less. Anything below that would fall into a mathematical negative.
> I'll have no effect on who you are or what you do, and both of us will continue to live like this never happened.
You're right that it won't affect me. Will me kicking you while you're down affect you?
>But I've still bothered to type out this wall of text for you to read, because even if this action won't change much for the better, it would still be wrong not to at least try to make a change.
You're clearly full of moral caliber anon. Too bad I can't keep responding as it's too long for the comment field.
>>680862541
That one gets me everytime
>26 KV
>start listening to girlfriend roleplay ASMR in an attempt to fill the void
>find a few I like, start looking for others
>come across a camping confession roleplay
>okay at first
>about to get to the climax where she confesses
>heart beating faster and faster
>can't keep my eyes closed because they're twitching all over the place
>mind is racing
>she "hugs" you in the video saying "I love you" over and over
>want to cry but can't
>just lay there in the darkness feeling like it actually happened, contemplating my life that will forever be void of an actual experience like that
>that was last night and I'm still thinking about it
here's the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zr799najsv4
good stuff starts around 16:10 for anyone who's interested
>>680870640
Every fucking time!
Prepare your feels. Gonna dump a few oldies.
>>680860991
got anymore like this?
These are the feels i want to feel
>>680859651
this is exactly how I was. I thought everything was going great, but she started ignoring me, and now she doesn't want anything to do with me. She made me so happy. I miss her so much.
>>680862818
You know what? Good for you anon. At least you found your coping mechanism to strengthen you up for the world. It's a shame others here can't.
>>680859866
>>680860366
in a row ;__;
>check'em max.greentxt
>>680870894
why did I watch that
I'll just go cry myself to sleep now
>>680871971
how old are you? 15? Because you better be fucking young if your that dumb motherfucker.
>>680854317
How far away? Maybe if she's like a state away you guys could meet after saving up a bit of money
>>680849346
I mean its fake but it does send a good message. My cousin is 22 now and has been getting away with underage drinking and drinking while driving since he was 18. He has gotten so many slaps on the wrists its unreal. Cops literally drove him home after pulling him over while drunk driving last year simply because his dad is a big shot doctor who donates more money than you can imagine to the town. Its bullshit. Hes going to kill someone and no one cares as long as they get the money.
>>680873049
so? Maybe he'll hit you then swerve into a ditch and die himself. Two birds with one stone you whiny faggot
>>680872997
not even the same country
>>680872760
I just turned 20 last month. I guess I'm just a fucking idiot.
>>680873509
admitting it is the first step anon
>>680872760
>your
>calling other people dumb
Keeping it short just to make typing up easier
>Meet girl in highschool, little on the big side but I'm into that kind of thing
>4 years into the relationship, fucking solid
>We have our own place, her cousin moves in
>Hate her cousin but whatever, she helps pay rent sort of.
>After 2 months girlfriend's attitude goes from bubbly and caring to sarcastic and spiteful
>Lose my job due to some nonsense, start selling my game collection and some other stuff to buy food and pay a bit of rent while I look for a job
>November of 2014 or so comes around, start making plans for Christmas with my family
>Note on table from girlfriend saying basically "I'm moving out, we're breaking up"
>Shocked, don't know what to think cry for a bit
>Don't leave house for a week, fired from job, don't even care.
>I was going to marry this woman, don't know if I fucked up somewhere or she just changed 'cause of cousin.
>I'm still friends with some of her family, mainly her brother
>It kills me 'cause they're a lot like her in some aspects.
I feel like a fucking faggot for tearing up a little telling this story, even in the shortened form but she helped me through a lot, helped me through depression after being raped 3 years prior to meeting her. I haven't seriously dated since and I feel like a waste.
>>680859942
you fucking nigger that is sad keanu. All of you need to lurk more
>>680859424
This always gets me. I know this wont last forever. One day someone is going to be too offended by the internet and its going to be banned or just so regulated its become a fucking Mavis Beacon program. I think we all know that. And thats what makes me cherish all this bullshit more. Every disgusting thread of someone drowning a MLP character in cum, every great thread where someone gets some great win, and even to an extent the fur and trap threads, but I still think they should get their own board, but I digress. One day I know I will turn on my computer and the internet will be gone for good. But nothing will ever take away all the time ive spent here.
>>680873890
I feel stupid as fuck because I just can't stop thinking about her. I know that I just need to get over it but I'm having a hard time. Do you have any suggestions for me?
can I have a hug, please?
>>680859651
Anyone who feels these words describe their personality should probably kill themselves. Being extremely needy to the point of alienating yourselves to one you "love" is only going to end up with the other person ditching you. The fact that you can't foresee this is probably because you're young, inexperience, and incapable of controlling yourself. You got exactly what you deserve when the person rids you from their life.
Being sorry so much is self-destructive thoughts. I know this because I'm an expert and my tinfoil hat tells me.
>>680874529
nothing google won't tell you dummy
>get in shape
>if you have friends do shit with them
>otherwise internet date if you can't meet bitches irl
remember you're not looking for a chick to fall in love with, you're just putting yourself out there to experience life and people. Odds are as long as you're not locked away you will find someone else who makes you feel the way that first bitch did. Even if it feels fake and like a waste of time just fake it until you make it. What's the alternative? Wallow in self pity alone in your room on /b/ lel
>>680861410
This one fucking hits deep because i know the moment im gone, I will never be remembered, and that truly hurts me.
>>680875373
almost no one will be stupid, get over yourself
>>680846841
>Kill them or move?
Why not do both?
>>680875536
the perfect crime
>>680864536
>>680875603
Until the sheriff realizes the weird guy who no one's friends with just happened to move out as soon as the people who bullied him disappear
>>680875287
Thanks anon. I might actually get out and do something this weekend.
>>680875848
kill the sheriff, the perfect crime to cover up the perfect crime.
>>680876079
you won't, but at least you're thinking about it i suppose.
>>680864536
Shit. As someone who lost their dad as a kid, if I ever found one of my friends was simply ignoring a father for no reason I would literally punch them in the face. I would give my entire life up just to spend 1 minute to talk to my half paralyzed father. Just to hear him say I love you once. Just to hear him say anything. I would give up anything for a chance to speak to my father, and anyone who just ignores their parents for no reason is the scummiest of scum.
>>680865352
>>680876271
yea totally anon, not those child rapists or mass murderers. Even them people with incurable diseases that deliberately spread them are saints in comparison. You are a smart individual and I love you.
>>680870640
Damn
>>680851440
Dont listen to me , but i would killl myself
>>680874753
I hug you anon, I cam give you virtual hugsand wish I could give you a real one.
>>680860401
chilled
i love you guys
>>680874753
>>680877408
no homo , faggots ;__;
>>680877270
>>680877493
thank you
>>680877408
I love you too, get in here
>>680876271
Damn. Never lost my father, but your post definitely makes me appreciate him more.
In fact, just yesterday, he bought himself another car (Chevy Malibu 2015) in his name for me to use to commute to work. Way too many excessive features that's beyond necessary. Feelsgoodman.jpg
Hope my good feels lighten you up too anon.
I mostly lurk in feels threads and try to make other people feel better because I have no idea how to help myself
some people just need to be told they matter and someone cares
I love you guys
>>680877270
shit sorry for spelling mistakes, kinda drunk right now
doesn't mean I don't mean the hugs though
>>680866789
>Under 23 so I have all the time in the world
No, you don't. Time passes while you're not paying attention and before you know it, its too late.
>>680870894
She looks just like my wife...
nothibg really hits me anymore. Death doesn't make sad. Being an outcast till I die doesn't hurt me anymore. I don't fear losing family members. I don't fear dying, I eosh I could become emotional over these but I just can't anymore
>>680878300
true
>>680845778
If they could do that, that means nobody in the town respected you in the first place. Stand up for yourself and take it back you fucking dweeb. You cant let people walk over you like that.
>>680877538
>>680878027
tfw a gif and simpletxt from anons makes you feel a little bit better ;__;
thank you.
luv u.
>>680878437
Death doesn't make you sad because you're so self centered
Being an outcast doesnt hurt you because you lie to yourself so you don't have to admit your a coward who gave up
you haven't lost a family member so you don't know shit
you haven't stared death in the face so again you don't know shit
>>680860293
yeah that must be the message anon :[
love ya all..
>>680849346
this is actually a swiss song by bligg called "annie may". its in swiss german ofc.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QulRF9Lfmqw
>>680878300
dubs of truth.
Time passes fast , especially when you don't pay attention on it
>>680878748
I don't lie to myself, I am a failure it is what it is.
I have lost multiple family members and friends the past few years.
The last one is just stupid, I doubt most anons here stared death in the face
>>680861692
Grow a thicker skin then try again you loser.
>>680878027
Well that's nice and thank you, but it would super awesome if you read the whole thread and responded with nice comments to the ones you felt were most fitting for it. Only if you have an ample amount of free time to spare. Just something to consider in the future.
Anyway, stay based fam.
>>680853220
A little long but its sooooo gooooood https://youtu.be/SuXlZ5PHK9I
>>680879132
although i did have an attempted murder on me by a classmate when I was 14.
>>680843245
>mfw i made that
>mfw people missunderstands it
>mfw thats the only thing ive done wchich people acknowledges
>>680871710
Man, I'm crying....
>>680851440
Roll
>>680845778
Similar thing happened, can relate.
>>680861000
This is genuinely heartbreaking. Poor guy :(
>>680855001
Trump must really care about mexicans
>>680848756
>Implying social time is something that all of humanity doesn't have to deal with
>Implying people in third world countries don't need friendship nor time with other humans
Okay here goes my life story, fags
>born in a stupid poor family
>alcoholic dad, manic depressive mom
>thought having a kid was a solution
>dad beat and raped the shit out of my mom every single day when he was drunk (95% of the time)
>around 6 years old, in the kitchen
>dad almost throws mom off the window
>they both look at me staring and stop
>mom divorces when i'm 7
>start living my childhood
>we lived with my grandma and grandpa
>grandpa was always like a father to me, basically raised me
>thought me everything about how to be a man, how to act, always loved me enormously
>10 years old, mom remarries
>we move to a different town
>3 people living in a 1 room apartment
>stepdad seems nice
>life is going ok
>they rent an apartment back in my hometown
>life starts going downhill
>stepdad starts getting drunk every day
>abuses my mom, basically hates me
>they have a kid
>grow up unloved cause mom was depressed all the time and my stepdad gave me shit for anything i did
>little brother starts growing, we get closer and closer
>since my stepdad is a no good drunk, my brother sees me like a father
>i start realizing they can't afford to keep my brother in school or buy him clothes
>start dealing and smoking weed at the age of 14
>make money to keep my brother in school and get him to the karate club (he loved doing it)
>wake up each morning at 6:00 AM to get my brother ready for school, pick him up everyday, help him with homework, get him to karate classes
>slowly start using stronger drugs like ketamine, morphine, speed to keep me going
>do pretty good in school, but struggle to make money for my little man
>give up drugs at about 17 after i almost died from a morphine OD
>contemplated suicide multiple times but decided to stick around and raise my brother
>my stepdad abuses my mom one day
>im pissed cause my brother started crying begging me to stop them
>used to be pretty afraid of my stepdad, so he thinks i can't do shit
>get out of room
>pull him from my mom
cont
>>680880025
and I was in 2 highway car crashes
>>680880916
boo! your life story is boring! booo
>>680881040
and I accidentally snowboarded of some cliff
>beat the shit out of him, break 2 of his ribs
>he gets in hospital, tries to press charges
>i eventually get out of it
>finish high school, all i have is a few close friends
>i move to a different town for uni, take my brother with me
>have to confront my mom about it, she fucking hates me but accepts
>get a programming part time job besides uni to be able to afford rent
>i go to class and work till 9 every day
>my brother is 9, started school and he's doing well, he's really bright
>i sleep 4-5 hours a night cause i have to get shit done around the house
>get a phonecall 1 month ago from my grandma
>grandpa has had kidney failure for 8 years now and his lungs failed too now due to an infection
>they basically can't put him on dialysis+meds cause he would die from exhaustion because of dialysis
>they can't make him survive without meds
>i get to my hometown in a rush with my brother, take a day off work
>grandpa on the hospital bed
>i rush and hug him, he's still conscious, barely speaking because of his lungs
>he starts crying heavily, tells me he's so proud of me
>my eyes get teary, tell him i love him and don't wanna let him go
>he literally dies in my arms
>he literally waited for me to get there so he could die in peace
>i break down and cry, i can't stop
>punch a hole in the hospital wall
>they take me out
>mom still hates me and is still with my stepdad
>grandma offers to help with the house and gives me my grandpa's watch that he wanted me to have
>back engraved saying "i'll always watch over you" (rough translation)
>continue life at home with my bro
So yeah, this has been basically my life so far, /b/, i don't know how i can go on without my grandpa, i feel empty, i'm afraid of relapsing and i wanna keep giving it all so that my bro has a better life than me.
>>680873377
Oh... I'm sorry for your feel, anon. At least you have some who likes you. One day you guys will meet up in real life and it will be magical, just you wait. Keep your hopes up!
>>680852415
damn good movie yo
>>680882076
Cheer up , mate.
pic unrelated
>>680882076
Think of the person your grandpa would want you to be. Honor him. Make him proud.
>>680880870
extrapolating this much
>>680882681
shut the fuck up and check these stick triiiiiips
>>680840552
This, but when I had 'friends' I realized that they all just use you for support and don't give a fuck when you yourself need it.
Unless you're lucky and find friends who are genuine somehow. Do they exist?
>>680857244
Fear of the unknown is a legitimate fear, but you won't be alone forever, that much is certain.
If you really are having that much difficulty, try taking time apart.
exist on your own and through a bit of self discovery see if she really is all you want or if its just you loving the idea of her instead of loving her overall.
>>680882921
not for whiny little fags like you
>>680838481
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HWd4-Z0xBos
>>680841091
i always thought this was a funny post and the guy was a pedophile
>>680882913
>>680882921
they do, anon
but they're rare
>>680878891
>love ya all.
kiss me
>>680882938
one time I took a giant shit on the floor and the shit spelled out your exact post here word for word.
>>680843278
Photographers have to be creative, though.
And have a fuck-ton of money for a good dslr.
Even if you're taking photos for people or cosplay you still have to tell the model specifics on how to pose to make them look flattering.
>>680860991
Something somewhat like this happened, i used to be the weird, nerd kid at class.
Everyone hated me and laughed at me, have no idea why, id barety talk to anyone, nor being rude.
Bd incoming, everyone says will come over, about 20 kids.
We are poor, but mom is so excited and happy for me that she rents a bouncy house and buys as much food as she could afford.
Day comes, no one is here.
Sad as hell, mom tries to cheer me up, end up going to my room.
2 hours later, a single kid comes, one of the most popular kids at school, im impressed since i have literally never talked to him before, but happy someone is here.
Long story short, spend rest of the day with him, he doesnt seem pleased and would occasionally say something mean, either about how dirty and small my house is, or how bad the food my mom cooked is.
End up fighting, asks him to leave, he says he wont since my mom invited him, so he runs inside the bouncy house and would either push me or kick me if i wanted to get in.
Go to my room to cry.
Find out later my mom paid him to come over when she realized no one would come.
ITT: Self pity
>>680880063
If you didn't actually make it, fuck you.
If you did, please explain the misunderstanding as I am very interested.
>>680883119
>>680883309
damn that's rough
>>680883488
thanks for reminding me my cat died you fucking monster
