I've been up for three days straight with constant mental breakdowns. I can't sleep so excuse any mistakes.
I'm transgender and I hate it. I wish I was a normal dude who didn't hate every woman he sees because he's jealous. I hate having visions of murdering these braindead cunts who sell their bodies they take forgranted. I wish I wasn't associated with idiot teenagers just seeking attention. I wish I didn't live in the south of the US. I wish earth was different. Planet earth is blue.
I'm probably going to play a Beatles album and hang myself tonight. It's a mixture of a lot of things but this is a big factor. Earth is boring and has nothing to do. All my loved ones have died.
See ya, /b/. I just wanted to let someone know I'm gone because anyone who would have cared died a long time ago.
gr8 b8 m8
Don't do it. But if you do, you must stream live
Prince died?
Bro, lets have a night to chill before you go ? smoke some weed and talk about life . what part of the south?
>>680613645
Most people have body image problems.
You just need to learn not everything can be the way you want it to be.
Ask yourself this: If I were a woman, what would I want out of life?
There are a lot of things I'd like to be that I'm not, but I can still have a fulfilling life and you can too.
>>680613904
Yeah.
Listen to black metal. I suggest lifelover.
>>680613645
W8 where did you get that gun from , it looks vaguely familiar to a bb gun a friend of mine owned? Name atleast OP? picture if possible
>>680613899
DUBS ORDERS YOU >>680613645
>>680613922
Arkansas. My county is so Christian controlled that we don't even allow alcohol. It's a bastard place full of morons who only care about what they're going to put of their Chevy truck and the best way to oppress the niggers instead of anything important. The wastes of life that done deserve to walk the planet. The people who's life should be given to someone useful like an honest politician or musician.
>Planet earth is blue.
What did he mean by this?
also dont kill urself OP, make an attempt to change yourself to increase your thoughts of yourself. you already decided you can change by being trans, you made a decision to identify as that. Make more decisions to become more okay with yourself. Unless you really feel no drive to better yourself / become a better person / have a goal. You probably hate whatever situation you are in and feel this is the only way out but just think about this,
Change takes two things, Time and Actions.
>>680613645
Just let Jesus in your life https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kppx4bzfAaE
>>680614114
It's a fake gun. I said I'm going to hang myself but I know a picture of a belt won't grab attention like a pistol does.
>>680614142
GR8 OP ISNT GONNA DO IT ANYMORE TIS FAG WANTS TO BE A HERO>>680613922
LETS GO HOME BOYZ
>>680614142
Ok , sorry i dont live in arkansas :\ . can you give us a greentext of whats bothering you and why it is beyond all fixing?Honestly dude we all love traps :) so were gonna need to see a pic before we determine how this should be handled
>>680613645
god damn it don't do this OP you have so much more to live for, take a nice hot shower, put on some calming music and get some sleep.
>>680614192
I would. Too bad his followers follow the church and not him.
I'm on my phone taking a bath now. Who cares if I ruin it? I won't need it. Just random thoughts.
>>680613645
Do a flip faggot; trans don't deserve to live
>>680613645
Enjoy your nap.
>>680613645
Why are you on 4chan?
There are many transgendered communities on the internet, 4chan is not one of them. In fact, 4chan is probably the worse place for shit like that. You need to seek a better support group dude. Don't seek advice or guidance from 4chan. Stop being a fucking idiot.
Go talk to artrans or someshit...!
http://www.artranscoalition.org/
I gotta head out to work but I hope things work out in your favor OP, suicide or not. I can't blame you for wanting to leave this world, I plan to do the same eventually.
Hard to stay true in a world full of fake people.
>>680613645
or you could just be a person with no gender orientation
>>680614410
Were waiting on that full body pic OP ? part of face if possible with timestamp .
>>680614470
dude stfu ,Trans are the best type of people
>>680614337
this, tell us what's going on bro
>>680614559
>he posts guns
How small is your penis?
>>680614624
extremely small by the looks of these guns
>>680614142
>politician or musician
Bill Clinton was governor of your sorry state. Was this the joke?
>>680614587
Dude, die too, they're not even people
>>680614624
Spotted the european.
>>680614337
>never knew father
>mother died
>girlfriend is a golddigger
>grades slipped when mom died so getting into college is probably not happening.
>live in Arkansas
>would transition but I'm a musician and I have to choose between my love of singing or being who I am.
>own a business but I don't feel successful although I'm making money
>life is just boring to me. It isn't interesting and I'm more interested in what happens after death than watching TV all day in life
>was going to get pilots license. Denied because I cut myself when my mother died
> hate my location but I can't move without giving up my business
>ect..
> pic is my arm
>>680613645
>>680614671
I met him in 2010. Nice guy.
His wife is a cunt, though. - Op
>>680614701
>after death
Nothing happens to you dumbass. You just rot in the ground. Seriously, stop being a fucking faggot.
>>680614587
No face. I'll become a fucking meme or laughing stock.
I've posted it here before. Nudes, too. Results were slightly positive with an emphasis on suicide.
>>680614859
If it's just like sleep, it's paradise. I stay up for 5 days straight just so I can sleep for days. It's bliss.
>>680614701
Full body pics .......
Drug dealing is the business amaright?
You are not pursuing the music dream hard enough because your always depressed and find some way to pre-occupy yourself ... Did i hit the nail on top of the head? My advice , post a body pic and if it gets positive reviews then dont off yourself because the possibilities are endless for good looking people and its a hellova lot easier to get mass media attention as a trans singer/songwriter if thats how you wanna be advertised.
>>680614878
>>680614701
Why haven't you killed yourself already? I don't understand. I'm not saying to kill yourself. I just wanna know why you haven't. What has stopped you so far? And why isn't that working anymore?
>>680614878
Anyone who's thought about jumping on a trans fad is already a laughing stock. Kys.
>>680615093
lol
>>680614515
Didn't realize that existed. I'll check it out. Not like my mental state will change if I delay dying a bit.
Did you know 98,000,000,000 people have died throuought history? I fail to see the hype about it. It's the most common thing on earth.
That means 98,000,000,000 whores gave birth. Fuck women. They take their bodies forgranted. That's why I'm voting Trump. Put those cunts in their place.
I hate all humans but women to a higher extent.
>>680614952
It's not just like sleep, but your unconsciousness is the same more or less.
>>680614878
Post the BODY PICS OP
>>680615093
You need to live OP, only so you can piss off dumb assholes like this >>680615093
>>680615093
Yeah. Has it been a fad since about '97 because that's when the shit started.
Fuck the fad. It makes us look like bigger fools to the lucky, normal human.
Drop acid OP, it helped maybe it'll help you too.
>>680613645
Oh ye fookin wanker... There is so many vidya you still didn't pass... Why an hero?
>>680615187
>That's why I'm voting Trump.
Never mind. Kill yourself.
>>680615215
I look nothing like a chick without wigs or makeup. With those, I pass alright.
Not even a trap at this point. Why do you want a dudes body?
>>680614142
hey bro, i'm in arkansas, where you at? i want to chill with you
>>680615187
>voting Trump
Kill yourself. Nothing of value will be lost.
>>680615261
I remember when I played a talent show for my redneck school in 8th grade.
I wore a pink hoodie and a shirt with the baby from Nirvana's "Nevermind" on it in front of the entire school. Got suspended but totally worth it.
Smashed my guitar, too
>>680615445
>voting Trump
You know what do to OP.
>>680615365
Some dudes look like girls , i know i did with my long hair. str8 dudes kept asking me to suck their dick in a joking way . i didnt , but i probably woulda if it was with a dude i had a connection with
>>680615502
Not actually voting at all. I hate the fuck. I just said that for fun.
>>680613645
KILL PEOPLE, BURN SHIT, FUCK SCHOOL
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8J-RXZ41-Y
>>680615439
Independence county.
That's all I'll specify.
>>680615546
RESPECT YOUR ELDERS, DONATE TO CHARITY, EARN DEANS LIST
>>680615592
that's not too far away. i can be there in about a couple hours. i'm in hot springs. i am a guitarist too. lets jam together
>>680613645
>self hating
>transgendered
>Trump supporter
>hates women
>mental breakdowns
>gun
>>680615515
No long hair. Not too short but eh... I like wigs.
>>680615365
But some bodies look good OP , just seeing if you could actually pull a str8 dude becouse you look good , or if theres really no chance of redemption for you and we get that livestream everyone here is dying to see.(exluding me)
>>680615718
Not actually supporting Trump. I voted for Sanders but
Trump > Hillary
>>680615783
Has anyone actually live streamed a suicide before?
>>680615718
Trump is the closest candidate that has ever been semi-close to anarchist party. I saw allow it.
>>680615709
I would man but I'm a bit wary of meeting up with random people in the asshole of the Internet.
>>680615592
>Independence county
Could you be anymore of a fuckin redneck? Tell me, do you live on 2nd Amendment Lane?
Btw, this guy (>>680615709) is probably gonna murder you. Don't be dumb.
>>680613645
I've been there man. I know it's hard to believe now, but it does get better. You've just got to get to know yourself. You may think you do, but if you are having issues like this, you don't.
>>680615882
I mean, you're already kind of debating killing yourself.
>>680615871
Fuck that shit man, feel the Bern.
>>680615838
tons , its a common practice to come to this site to livesteam it .... well was, it used to happen about once every month or so 2 years ago , but now with all the mods and newfags not that many people do it anymore, hints why they say /b/ is dead
>>680615921
Allow it.
>>680615882
>im going to kill myself tonight
>meeting a random strangers is too dangerous sorry
im not even the guy you're replying too. this is hilarious though, it points out how obvious your cry for attention is. if you were truly at rock bottom and about to hang yourself, you wouldn't give a fuck about some random coming to see you.
Instead of sitting around having a bitch on 4chan about why your life sucks, stop being a misanthropic faggot and change your life.
Kill yourself if you want to but quit making bullshit excuses and deflecting your faggotry on society. There are people out there that would be willing to help you, but with your attitude it's a wonder no one wants to.
>>680615882
yeah, it's understandable, man. just know you've got a like minded friend out there relatively close by.
>>680615958
You think Little Bernie can STUMP THE TRUMP??? You must be thick
>>680615798
>Trump > Hillary
>MUHH anarchist!!
You are too dumb to live. Kindly jump in front of a car.
>>680615944
I'd prefer not to get raped. I'm not the strongest person being 5'7 and 110lbs...
I know, I'm a manlet but it's a blessing if you're a tranny.
>>680616031
>Trump
GOOD GOY!
+3 shekels for you!
>>680615882
lol just do it faggot. I if u don't want to chill then just do it
>>680613645
Yeah, go kill yourself you pathetic piece of shit, no one has nor will ever love you. After your death, your parents will sigh in relief and tell eachother, about time that mentally ill faggot kicked the bucket.
Just fucking shoot yourself in the dome or hang yourself with barbed wire, you'd be way more hardcore, NIGGER SHIT FAGGOT!
post butthole
>>680616008
My big fear is if I give this guy my address on fucking 4Chan, you'll all call the cops and get me in some fucking psyche ward or something.
Fuck that.
>>680616026
Thanks man. I don't know what's going to happen tonight but I'll keep it in mind.
This state is a hellhole.
You should meet up with the guy
Earth is actually everything but boring if you let her pull your strings right...
But anyways, since you're a clinically depressed transgender faggot /b/rowsing little suicidal bitch, kill yourself and reroll as Mr. Parkinson.
>>680615921
It's a fucking shithole. I want to move to Seattle or Olympia...
>>680616107
1) So why do you hate Women? Severe hatred for women is an indication of some sort of mental disability.
2) Can we have your stuff after you kill yourself?
3) Do you find this ass attractive?
>>680616120
You realize that like a good majority of people who admit to voting trump just do it so people like you start to sweat. You all get too worked up over nothing, we just had a shitty president for 8 years and if we get another 4 years of shit then it's not ta big deal.
>>680616191
>blargle garlgle all the cum in my mouth is stopping my brain from working
if you need me to call you out on all your bullshit, i gladly will.
any person with a modicum of common fucking sense would organise a meeting at a fucking diner or some shit, if they look or act sketchy you leave.
you're just being a little attention whore cunt. what, are you 15 and your parents wont let you go out?
fuck you.
Lol at all of the newfags who think 4Chan is just a place to insult people.
You fucking idiots, we fuck with the other guy, not fellow /b/tards.
>>680616424
suck dick and die faggot
>>680616319
So move you fucking faggot. Seriously, you come here with this sob story and your troubles... TONS OF PEOPLE HAVE SOB STORIES AND TROUBLES.
GET THE FUCK OVER IT. TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE. IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHERE YOU ARE! FUCKING MOVE DUMBASS! If a homeless person can move, so can you. It isn't that fucking hard. Grow some fucking balls kid.
>>680616340
Do you have more of her? Better than hearing some numale about wanting to get a dick chopped off.
>>680616340
I'm bisexual so yeah, it's pretty attractive. Too bad I don't feel attraction when I see it, I feel jealousy and hatred for it (trap or girl) for shoring the body that is kill for like an idiot.
>>680616366
Working overtime! GOOD GOY!
>>680615921
lol i don't want to murder OP. i just wanted to extend an offer for some compassionate company. especially since we're both musicians. sometimes knowing somebody cares in the slightest is better than nothing. i don't blame him for being cautious though. i'd probably feel the same way if i were in his shoes. good luck OP
>>680616521
Then I lose my business and a couple million dollars in inheritance from my only relative because she's fucking 89 and thinks this place was made by God and would cut me out of the will of I moved.
>>680616536
So wait, you get mad at basic human instinct and women doing the things they were fucking made for??????
>>680616191
Post BODY PICS OP..... JESUS christ , if your scared to post then you obv dont look good and you already know what to do . Well be waiting for the livestream or Pic either way the threads gonna get abandoned and 404 soon
>>680616536
>I feel jealousy and hatred
Why?
>>680613645
Hush no tears now OP
Only dreams
>>680616611
>its an i have an excuse for everything but please still feel bad for me episode
>>680616589
Thanks bro. If 4chan had a messaging system I'd shoot you my FB. Not like it'll really matter. I don't know what to do tonight...
>>680616580
I have a question for a Bernie fan, do you do college?
>>680615187
how can you vote if you're ded???
>>680616625
Yeah. Fuck them, they can all die. Dirty skanks. Humans and human biology disgusts me.
>>680616611
Kill yourself
>>680616722
Just leak the facebook, wouldn't mind giving that a bit of a squeeze.
>>680616782
Didn't think of that.
Oh well, Cuntface is going to win anyway and turn this country into a feminazi paradise.
>>680616792
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Holy shit you're fucking insane, thanks for proving all trannies are fucking nutcases
>>680616821
Hell no.
>>680616733
>I have a question for a Bernie fan
Go find a Bernie fan then. Hating Trump doesn't mean you support Bernie. Stop being a cunt.
>>680616881
You think I wont juice the account? Must be thick fam
>>680616871
No. I'm just a nutcase. They're just millenial libtard fucks. There's a difference.
>>680616897
So I'm assuming that you have a pretty ordinary life, you're parents aren't divorced, have a pet puppy, etc.
It seems like you've never had to make a compromise in your life...
>>680616916
Not giving any personal info.
I mean, you got my county. 1/30,000 chance of finding me. Check the obituaries for a suicide for the next few days.
OP, please kill yourself.
you're such a gigantic fucking faggot that i'm sure i will feel a release when you die, something like a minor orgasm of the mind. i'll know you're gone and the joy of it will fill me for a few seconds.
i'll be waiting OP.
>>680616929
Well. You aren't wrong there I guess? Honestly dude I'd just try and wait for inheritance and bitching about hick town, I live in Oklahoma, niggers and hicks.
>>680616722
>I don't know what to do tonight...
I got a suggestion....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AibtyCAhyQE
EVERYBODY PLZ EVACUATE THREAD , OP WONT POST PICS OR "AN HERO" LET THIS ATTENTION WHORES THREAD DIE OUT
>>680617043
Make a band called Niggers And Hicks; I can give you startup money for I own a major record label called Prestige Worldwide
live in a 3rd world and realize there are worst things than you
then decide if you kill ur self
>>680617043
Quit bitching * if you're of age and get that inheritance money you'll be living like a king, a crazy tranny king, but a king nonetheless
>>680617011
op just go to bed already
OP IS A FAG NOTHING TO SEE HERE GUYS MOVE ON
>>680617003
I'm an orphan you dumbass. My parents died in a car accident when I was 3. I never had a pet. I've made many compromises in life, like most people. Now please fuck off with your strawmen.
results are in OP.
everybody wants you to die. do one thing right for a change. end it.
>>680613645
OP, answer me this, because you might have made a flaw in your thinking right back in the beginning (although im not sure):
How do you KNOW youre transgender?
without knowing what its like to be a woman, how do you know that youre a woman trapped in a mans body?
maybe you're not trans, bro. maybe youve been pigeonholed into someone elses definition of what you are? maybe youre just you, and i think youre an ok person.
>>680617127
I feel like a lightning bolt just hit the tip of my penis.
>>680617147
Dude should kill his rich relative for the inheritance money instead of streaming some flabby tranny dropping a toaster over in the bathtub to kill himself.
>>680617015
The more you tell me to die, the more I want to live.
Maybe I'll delay dying and see how I'm feeling tomorrow. Who knows? Maybe I'll become a lawyer. I have some colleges I could get into (not the ones I want but they'll work) maybe I'll go into politics. I study it like crazy already. Then I'll do whatever to bring down the quality of life for everyone around me. I can show a charismatic front.
Fuck it. Once I get a couple million? I'll move to some libtard state, say some Bernie style shit for idiots to listen to and I'll get elected.
Fuck it. They deserve to be as miserable as me.
>>680617285
Or it could've been my nutsack all over your drumset
>>680617297
If she's 89 she'll pass soon enough. Op just needs to get his shit together.
>>680617363
CRAWLING IN MY SKIN
>>680617363
First Transexual President; this is a moment in history boys
>>680614142
>Honest politician
>>680617283
Hm.
Its easier to manipulate people as a female. That's why I want it.
That and I get to wear sexy clothes and not deal with adjusting my balls every 5 seconds.
>>680617257
>I'm an orphan you dumbass. My parents died in a car accident when I was 3. I never had a pet. I've made many compromises in life, like most people. Now please fuck off with your strawmen.
WAAAH WAAAH WAAAAH LOVE ME DADDY
JESUS OP GET AHOLD OF YOURSELF
Don't forget to stream it live, and give me eZ csgo skins with ur last money bby
>>680617451
Nobody has to know.
Hell, even if they did the libtards would love it.
Mark my words, fuckers. I'll be the most hated person to ever take political office and nobody will know because I'll hide it under a guise of political correctness.
>>680617482
Did you remove the balls? Now I'm interested in getting those pics with timestamp
>>680613645
Let's see some nudes
>>680617011
I don't even care about you enough to check the obituaries. That is how little your pathetic life means to anyone here.
You sound like a piece of shit and have lost any sympathy you had. Grow up or kill yourself. I honestly don't even fucking care any more.
GO TO SLEEP BITCH....DIE DIE DIE...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0xpAqxH2Kzw
>>680617482
You want to become a female for the same reasons you hate them, you obviously aren't a tranny just a fag who wants to manipulate folks while getting railed in the pooper, get some real problems, pussy.
>>680617526
Not OP. I'm OP.
>>680614701
Okay well if you're content with that whole suicide gig you should at least take some assholes with you.
>>680617526
I'm not the OP you dumbass. Pay attention for fuck sake.
>>68061736
Butt or gtf is now in effect for all transgender individuals on 4chan thanks to this cunt ...
>>680617631
Oh well.
>>680613645
>jealous on women
just kys
>>680617704
Just saying dude, your life matters and shit but nobody cares about lgbt shit on /b/ unless it's some pasty white dude browsing trap threads, it'll get better, you just gotta figure shit out.
Um... I put my phone down for a bit.
Why is some fuck impersonating me and trying to sound like an autistic Hitler?
I'll just timestamp with pictures of my bath so you know it's me.
>>680617643
DAT WATER BETTER TURN RED REAL SOON NIGGA
>I'm transgender
kys
>>680617823
Fuck to tranny fag. Everyone knows you're more insane than I was pretending to be.
I do want to fuck with people through politics, though.
>>680617643
Show us your body. Or from behind with you bent over and your ass cheeks spread. If you are gonna go out, why not feel sexy before you do it?
This is the second worst place to be saying this stuff babe. The first being Arkansas. I know you are totally in the right and how real your struggle is... Just know your not alone and that this isn't the way things are ment to be. I'd only ask you not to drop yourself because we need more people to spread information. Here's something that may help. It's a gov site too so it's credible and shows that at least science proves they can't take your gender from you:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3877116/
>>680616107
>has a gun.
>>680617879
Not too effective but better than nothing.
>>680617823
Why isn't the tub running red with your blood?
This is a real shit GOT episode
>>680617823
I can see your reflection in this picture; you look nothing like a female and definitely aren't fooling anyone anytime soon.
>>680615187
With all that woman hate I guess you need to dig deeper to find the real problem, maybe your mother? Elementary school teacher? Think carefully before doing something stupid while not lucid
I don't have any interest in this I just think that if people suicide we are less on the planet so it's the best option for everybody, but when you said that you voted trump ...
>>680617823
Forgot the tag b. Sorry see - >>>680617953
>>680617996
What happened to your gun?
>>680617953
Thank you, I'll definitely check it out.
Some idiot derailed my thread anyway so...
>>680617823
What the fuck is wrong with those toes.
>>680618043
What? I don't really HATE women, just a twinge of jealousy. Bad jealousy.
That was some other fuck. Not me.
I hate whores, though
>>680617823
I think I'm gonna take a nice long bath too. Sounds relaxing.
I wanna see OPs penis
If you're gonna do it anyway just post nudes. You got nothing to lose and I would enjoy a good fap.
>>680618043
The girl hate comes from dysphoria. It's like how ud hate muscley guys of you were litterally stripped of the ability to be one, no matter your attempts. Plus it's not real hate for them it's jealousy and contempt for their misuse of their life
>>680618073
I take long baths.
>>680614701
You can break up with your girlfriend tonight, who cares you would anyway if you killed yourself. Break up with her and find something other than TV to preoccupy yourself with. See how you feel after a month and if you still have no luck take a bunch of shrooms and then see how you feel.
>>680618158
i c girl and me get hard like oop but me no throw chair like dad to mom but me want rip girl from then
>>680618083
>derailed my thread
>>680618083
Sall good bb. Stay away from this place. Too much dissociation here. Alot of ppl forget they are talking to a real life form
>>680618209
>2016
>not bathing with your gun
>>680618200
Closest you'll get.
Bitch! Time for you to save money for hormones and surgery and live your life as the woman you are. Since all your loved ones are gone, you can start fresh as a bitch. No need to tell anyone you were born a faggot.
>>680618209
Yeah, I like to do it because it's very relaxing and let's me contemplate my long days.
There's an old saying, nobody has more stress than a transexual, and that definitely comes out during my baths.
>>680616815
>>680616611
Just keep the place you live but rent somewhere else to live? You can still pretend you live there until she does die. You coudl always just move anyway because if your gonna kill yourself anyway who cares about money and the move may actually make you want to live. Then you can STILL pretend you live there. Learned helplessness is bad mkay?
>>680618340
>a real life form
>implying OP isn't a fagbot made by the libtards as a falseflag for the NWO
>>680618350
Shit. I should bathe my gun.
I want chicken wings right now... Very feminine, I know.
>>680618471
I wanna fuck your brains out.
When we gonna get married cutie?
>>680617818
>>680617704
>>680617631
Basically this.
There will never be enough HRT or surgery that will change that XY. Enjoy.
>>680618387
>>680618418
>>680618442
All of this.
You know what? Fuck it. I might just go for it. I'm an 18 year old millionaire with nothing to do with his time.
I'll just be happy.
Man... I got all of this through inheritance and life insurance... I'd trade it all back just for 10 minutes with my mom again... I miss her so much
Sorry, I've got so much stress and just randomly typing my problems on 4Chan helps. Maybe I'll just go get some sleep and start a new life tomorrow.
No fucking clue what I should change my bae to, though...
>>680618471
Bae? Name. Fuckin hipster iPhone.
>>680618668
Who cares? It's not visible.
>>680618728
Winston. Change your name to Winston.
>>680618564
Can we have chicken wings at our wedding?
>>680618668
Bullshit!
One day in the not so distance future, I will have prefectED my XX serum! And OP AND I WILL LOVE HAPPY EVER AFTER IN A POOL OF ZER BLOOD IN THE BATHTUB! WITH OUR GUNS! WATCHING BLACKED!
>>680618826
That's... Beautiful.
Works perfectly. A half Arab half white tranny named Winston. That'll make SNL.
>>680618883
I like Asian porn, honestly. Less penis to take.
>>680618839
>implying it won't be catered by Buffalo Wild Wings or Zaxby’s
>>680618964
>>680618787
The fact that you look like a woman does not mean you are a woman. Maybe one day in the distant future, that will change. Until then, forever male.
>>680618964
MY NIGGA
>>680619094
Do you need some Jelly to go with that Peanut Butter?
OP is a woman. Got a feminine penis and everything.
>>680619264
I thought that OP is a bath...
Has I Chose Newest Meme
>>680613645
>I'm transgender and I hate it.
You don't *have* to be transgender. Back in the day, homosexuals were content just to be be gay men, rather than feeling like they were a woman inside that has to do their best *inferior* woman impersonation.
Yeah, I'm sure there's a lot of pain that comes from identifying as something you can never actually be.
I'll use another example. Say I love hiphop music and black culture. Do I have to be someone that dresses, acts, and speaks like a black guy? Fuck no, I can just be a normal white dude that enjoys rap music.
You are causing your own problems. Being an unpassable trap will put life unnecessarily on hard mode. Just be an ordinary gay dude, there's no shortage of them.
>>680613645
If dubs you live if not you choose
>>680613645
Yo, dude. Legit that sounds like the worst.
I don't know. My dad shot himself a month ago. He was so depressed he literally became fucking retarded by the end, and didn't want to drag me and my mom with him. You could be worse.
>>680619714
That... That actually sounds nice.
>>680619723
Bipolar antisocial tranny faggot who's list everyone who ever cared about me in tragic accidents in about 2 years. Constant depression BEFORE any of that happened. Have a trust fund I can't access until I'm 25 so I'm always broke buying guitars so I don't go and buy a gun, have to choose between singing and being happy, my first thought everyday is "I wish I didn't wake up."
Yeah, I'm pretty fucked.
>>680620115
He couldn't leave the house
He couldn't speak more than 5 words a second
He didn't wake up some days.
He was getting fucking electro-shock therapy.
Different kind of bad, but I don't think there will ever be lower than where he was.
>>680619947
What do you mean I just wanted to give the option because it's there life and they can do as they wisg but if enough people say it's worth living than why would they want to
>>680620516
*5 words a minute
>>680620115
>Bipolar antisocial tranny faggot who's list everyone who ever cared about me in tragic accidents in about 2 years
I'm bipolar and most of my loved ones have died too. Sorry to hear it, but I know and understand that pain.
>Have a trust fund I can't access until I'm 25 so I'm always broke buying guitars so I don't go and buy a gun, have to choose between singing and being happy, my first thought everyday is "I wish I didn't wake up."
You know, they do make something called a job. I work one and always have since I was 18. Then you can afford the things you like. It's not on someone else to buy the things you need to be happy...
Honestly, I can tell you right now why they didn't give you that trust fund instantly. You've very mixed up. They were hoping you grew up a bit or got some type of gainful employment first.
I've known several trust fund kids (and I probably would have been one myself but my families fortune was lost in a legal family feud), they are the worst garbage-humans on the planet. Be better than that.
You strike me as someone who would find a reason to be depressed in an absolutely perfect day. You define yourself as a victim, rather than overcoming depressing events you internalize them and define yourself through them.
You need to grow up, toughen up, find a job.
Really, trustfunders are so goddamn depressed because their lives have no meaning, having gainful employment helps with self-esteem a lot.
Complains about those whoring for attention, then does so,
Nazi's also wished the world was different. Wonder what trade you'd be learning if they had won the war. Wonder how many kids you'd have and where you'd meet your wife, had the nazi's won. See, your a miserable wreck because the bad guys won the second world war.
>>680620516
Actually had to see the one he loved deteriorate rapidly both mentally and physically becoming a mere hermit trapped in a shell of flesh blood and guts, but apparently the tranny whose loved ones died in accidents has it way worse, also on the way to inheriting a million dollars
>>680620516
You know that electro shock therapy has been debunked thoroughly but somehow there's kooks that still use it, right?
It is known to turn people INTO retards. It does have *some* proven ability to keep people from dwelling on past trauma, but that's simply because you're cooking your brain and turning people retarded.
Depression has made literally no one retarded in its millennia long history.
That and xanax and various anti-anxiety meds can make people act pretty goddamn retarded.
>>680613645
Oi slut. Nobody fucking cares if you're transgender. The people who will treat you like shit are a vast minority. Move country if it makes you happy. Come to New Zealand. We don't give a shit here. There's a guy who comes to my work all the time to buy dresses. Makeup and beard and high heels and everything. Honestly it's kind of impressive.
Literally nobody bats a fucking eye.
Besides, if you hang yourself, you'll become a pathetic fucking sob story. The people who treated you like shit might shed a tear when they read about your death, but they'll treat the next trans person they meet like shit all the same.
Are you just gonna fucking take that kind of insolence? Are you a little bitch?
You need to see a psychiatrist in any case. If you're already seeing one and they suck massive dick, I suggest you dump them and keep switching until you meet one you feel really comfortable and happy with.
I don't know how transgender people think, because I'm not transgender myself. But it doesn't sound right for a man to hate women with such a passion, when he wants to be a woman himself. Do you see what I mean?
That envious, hateful attitude makes me think it's not just your transgenderism that makes you hate women. You sound like you've been severely abused by women in your life, and you started to feel like maybe being a woman yourself might fix that issue for you.
I don't doubt that women have mocked you for being transgender (especially in your area) but I can't imagine that (even in your area) that you've met enough abusive women to make you truly hate every woman in existence just for being female.
Most trans people are fucking normal. But that... trait of yours. That's abnormal. Even for someone who is obviously living an abnormal life already.
Something isn't right about you.
Please see a psychiatrist.
>>680620867
It was literally the last thing they tried after 3 years, and it wasn'f my choice anyway. We could tell it was fucking him up. He stopped it 3 days before he offed himself.
>>680621065
Sorry you went through that shit and even more sorry this tranny fuck is trying to top you with their pity party. I hope shit gets better for you.
>>680620867
On top of the fact that he was full retard on pill regiment for so many years, on top of being sober for 6 years. He had problems before I was born.
>>680613645
hang the degenerates
>>680621004
I've been seeing psychiatrists my entire life and I've never met one who cared. Not once. They're all fake and wouldn't give a shit if I died. They only care about the check I give them. I hate psychiatrists. I hate them because most of them are stupid, spoiled, entitled cunts who don't deserve to have their body. Not to mention most of the time they degrade them with drugs. Fucking cunts. Fuck this human earth system. None of it makes sense.
>>680621224
I'm fine. I'm kinda messed up myself (anxiety) but I can function. Also I wouldn't be on here if I didn't think I could help.
>>680621224
Not trying to top him. Go fuck yourself. I hope you get raped and murdered.
>>680621477
Psychiatrists are trash. Find a regular therapist. The less degrees on their wall, the better.
>>680620678
I don't want attention. I want this fucking thread to die. You're all miserable cunts.
>>680621646
I'll try.
>>680621477
Pot, meet kettle.
I think you need to put your life in perspective. Some people need to fight just to survive and they dont even get the chance to be a special snowflake.
>>680621543
But all I really have to say is that my dad's gun was as cold as he was before they cremated him.
why do you not buy guitars not buy guns pawn the guitars you have collect cash use fag iphone to uber a ride to amtrak and go to San Fransisco or boys town chicago can suck all the dick you want the world is your orgy
>>680621477
Go to a counselor then. A therapist. I don't know what kind of shiny name they use, but go to the kind who is paid in pennies. There's a lot of good people out there who are willing to help you. You just haven't found them yet.
But fuck you with your "I hate women" bullshit. The human population is 51% female and you seriously believe that most of them are assholes, just because you're salty about the way your own life turned out?
Just because you want to have a cunt, it doesn't mean you're entitled to BE a cunt yourself. That's pathetic.
I'm female. Do you think I'm a whore? A bitch?
I'm one of the many anons trying to help you out here. You don't deserve to die because of something you can't control. There are a lot of people trying to find methods you can use to help yourself. One thing that I recommend you change about yourself in order to find a happier life is to stop hating people for something that THEY can't control either.
I understand that you're unhappy because there are women who squander their natural bodies, and don't respect them the way you would respect your own if you were female. But they do not make up the majority of the population.
I'm not saying this because I take personal offense to it (though that's true too). I'm saying it because I know what it's like to hate a group of people unconditionally. It's not healthy. It's horrible. And it is going to fuck up your life and your own self-esteem. It will only make your transgender difficulties even worse. How are you supposed to respect yourself as a woman if you hate women to begin with?
You're rounding up women as whores and bitches the same way that the people around you are rounding up transgender people as faggots and degenerates.
It's exactly the same.
You're like a black rights activist who wants to murder all the whites.
You're like a fat-acceptance activist who abuses skinny people
I want a trandgender person to live happily.
But i don't want an asshole to live happily.
>>680623279
/thread
>>680623279
This OP
>>680623279
You're right but you assume I can control it. I mean, I hate most things I see. I just don't feel like I fit in the world. I'm trying not to sound like a special snowflake but there has to be something wrong in my head. I could be given a Lamborghini and I'd find something to hate about it. I could go on a hike in a beautiful day and I'd find something to hate. I find hate in everything I look at. I have to have a screw loose. This isn't normal. Is it normal just to hate almost everything? If I see someone with a nicer car I hope they die. If I see a woman I hope she dies because I don't have what she does. If I see a happier person, I hope they die because I'm not happy and they are. I have a jealousy problem and it destroys my social life and I can't control it. I hate feeling this way. I wish I could just be happy for other people but instead I envy everything they have over me and I must one up them. That's what hurts about being trans. I can't one up a woman. I'll just be a freak. I can one up the guy in the nicer car or the bigger house, but I can't one up this one simple thing and it gets to me.
I don't know what to do.
>>680623279
TITS OR GTFO
You know full fucking well what the god damn rules are!
>>680613645
/b/-control to mister OP
Take your happy pills and put your helmet on
/b/-control to Mister Op (Ten, Nine, Eight, Seven, Six)
Commencing countdown, engines on (Five, Four, Three)
Check your friends and may their love be with you (Two, One, Liftoff)
Space Oddity best Oddity.
>>680624635
Planet earth is blue, my friend.
I use that in every rant I go on, no matter the subject. It's a little challenge for me. When I write an essay, I always include the phrase "planet earth is blue"
>>680624604
>!
Classic
>>680624788
And you used "there's nothing I can do", or something close to it. I'd just finished listening to the song, so I read it in Bowies voice.
>>680625019
Yup. I'm a massive Bowie fan. Borderline obsessive. Actually, just obsessive. I actually met him once. He was at a hotel I was staying at in NYC. I was leaving and we passed upon the stair. Then we spoke of was and when. although I wasn't there he said I was his friend! It came as such a surprise man! I spoke into his eyes and I though he died alone, a long long time ago.
>>680624499
Maybe tackle that, along with your trans issue. I don't mean to belittle your issues with being transgender, but it sounds like you'll never actually be happy even if you were fully female and living in an environment were being trans was accepted or celebrated. You'd probably be jealous of the men for having penises.
>>680624604
such newness
>>680613904
who is that??
>>680625270
Fuck no. I wouldn't be jealous of the men at all. I just have a lot of problems that I think will take longer than a lifetime to fix and I don't feel like wrestling with them until I die at age 80... I just want to donate to charity and end it... I don't know...
>>680625270
> Hur I called somebody a newfag
> Hur I'm early for summer
Get a grip
