Feels thread? Ill start dumping.
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Feels thread? Ill start dumping.
HELLO BITCHES!
>>679805330
How spongey is spongey?
>>679805452
sopngob ur my hero
>>679805495
that hit me hard
>>679805406
To the motherfucking core.
>>679805206
AAAAAAAAAA
>>679805611
Thought so...
>>679805516
Thank you.
>>679804297
Oh you want feels?
I made a suicide attempt this week, made a full physical recovery, and rediscovered my hope for the future and love of life.
Only to have my gf become unsure of if she wants to stay with me because she doesn't trust that I won't try to kill myself again. Which of all the fucking things, her leaving me is the only one that would legitimately make me want to try again.
>>679805797
Why are you spamming this in a feels thread? Go do something better with your life.
>>679805797
Whats your feelings on this shitbag?
>>679805881
I target these threads to purposefully stoke the flames of emotions you try to get out, but are just replaced by images of a lustfully happy and naive sponge.
>>679805838
Try again you faggot. Nobody cares really.
He ripped his pantz
>>679805784
What a fucking bitch i wouldve murdered her.
> Be me.
> Underacheiving single dad working a typical 8-5 office job
> Programmed macros on excel and finish a day's work in roughly 10 min
> Boss is oblivious while I brows dank memes on company dollar monthsafter months after months...
> bordem.jpeg
> Only thing I get excited about is game night on Fridays with daughter
> I don't have to pretend when I'm around her.
> I reward her with a new game every time she makes honor roll
> she loves me for it
> I don't tell her I need it more than her.
> We have everything from Settlers to Space Hulk
> My favorite has always been Monopoly
> It's the only time I feel financially secure enough to buy us a house and afford that private college she's already eyeing.
>>679805838
She's right, you know?
How can she be happy if she is constantly thinking 'what if I find his brains all over the place today? What if it is today?'
Being suicidal is one thing but blaming someone else for your shit is another.
Man up dude. I've been where you are but that doesn't mean you should be a retard like I was. Man up and win her and your life back.
Stop with the suicide thing, you fucking cowardly faggot.
Always gets me
>>679805495
ouch unexpected feel
>>679805990
Sad how even in here, where we are all exposed and honest, this guy cant drop the mask for a minute.
Let it go dude, there will be no rage here, only sadness.
>>679804297
Fuckers range blocked me
>>679805838
I never got that. Why do people always leave you when youre suicidal? Dont they realize they make it even worse and you might actually do it and they will feel guilty their whole life afterwards?
>>679806279
Sadness is just as well.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQ84vE2o_2k
more?
I bet you're glad I've only got 30.
>>679804297
this will become the cover of my new album named "yes, sir." its post avantgarde mememetal
>>679805838
What a fag! Lol
You sure you weren't just looking for attention? If you really want to kill yourself it must be fairly easy
>>679806299
Can someone explain his Interpretation of this image?
>ITT: Edgy depressed teens
>>679806610
I think it means that regardless of what you do during the day, you'll still feel shitty when you're sitting alone at 3am on /b/ on a feels thread... atleast thats how i feel fuckin daily
>>679806683
Sir your Interpretation hit me in the head.
>>679805838
Get it back together and win her back, become better than before
>>679806683
Thank you
>>679806839
Excuse me?
>>679805206
you sick cunt
>>679806664
you got one of those assumptions right
>>679806042
I don't want to anymore. I want to live and enjoy my life now.
>>679806165
She is a psychologist and knows that I am bipolar and was unmedicated until after I tried to do myself in. Now that I have pills keeping me stable she of all people should recognize that I am not lying when I tell her that I am doing a lot better now.
I know we will work this out, we always do. It is just a long, stressful process of reconciliation.
>>679806305
I can totally see why someone wouldn't want to be emotionally invested in someone they think could just be dead any day.
>>679806455
Turns out a definitively fatal overdose of acetaminophen can be reversed with some kind of intravenous medication
>>679806863
I'm working on it. I decided to take this as sort of a reset on my life and make it more of how I want it to be. Part of that is being a better person, and hopefully she sees the change and like what I become.
>>679807225
Get beaheded by a car.
It's safe, painless and you have the chance to go back in the last moment.
>>679807225
Yeah but wouldnt they have regrets if they leave and that person killed themselves afterwards? Its not like they can help it anyways.
>>679806683
But feeling bad because you sit alone on 4chan at 3am ist not "regardless of what you do"
>>679807225
pills? yeah you were looking for attention.
im not going to give you shit for it because im close to doing something too, im just saying, if you really wanted to do it youd just drive yourself to the tallest building you could find wouldnt you? anything above 150 feet up is usually fatal.
i do hope you start to feel better man, hopefully neither of us get the balls to jump one day. a lot of people would be very dissappointed that either of us gone.
life sucks but you have to remember that all that shit is in your head and we can start to feel better eventually. at least try to.
i know how depression is and i know its never as easy as more positive thoughts or changing it. it makes you lethargic and not want to fix anything for yourself. its the worst fucking thing ever.
people that can pull themselves out, i dont know how they do it. i dont blame them for looking at us like we're pathetic. we all wish we could pull ourselves out, just like you. but we fucking can't. stop expecting us to feel better overnight.
>>679807654
I wish I was looking for attention. I did pills because I am a coward and I needed there to be a disconnect between the fatal act and my death.
But you know what? The biggest thing that pulled me out of it was seeing how much the people close to me cared, and the fact that I was going to get help. If you are suffering, there is no shame in getting help. I just wish I had told someone how badly I was doing before I decided I wanted to end it.
>>679804601
This one breaks my heart everytime I read it. The other ones are really sad and tragic, but this one here could happen to every one of us.
>>679807225
Hanging yourself has a 94% fatality rate surprisingly enough, but good going, get your life together man
>>679806212
That's what I would like about dying. No feelings at all means that I can't feel like shit as I always do. Sounds good.
Yesterday was my birthday and everything was going well but then a girl posted something about me and now everyone is blocking me and bullying me and I just can't handle it right now
>>679808632
What was posted anon?
>>679808632
deleted that shit like 2 years ago bro, you get over not having it after a while
>>679807561
>807561 â–¶
>>>679806683 (You)
I was implying negative circumstances. I am depressed, and i have a sort of addiction to making myself feel sad, like many others here, otherwise there'd be much less feels threads /b/ro ^^
>>679808750
I agree. I deleted mine about a year ago. At first it feels like youre missing out on something but trust me you arent. Its all about people trying to make themselves look better than how they really are. Plus it just makes you feel shittier seeing others being more successful than you so it just brings you down more.
>>679807225
Hey /b/ro, stay strong. We all were there, but staying alive is definitely the better option. Being dead is so definite. You can be dead forever when you are dying of old age. What really helps me is to write shitty fiction. I know it's not good, but I want to see it complete. Perhaps you can find something, too, that makes you going on and on.
>>679808848
Royally fucked that post up, my bad lol
>>679808721
A photo of me back when i was stupid and would do anything people told me to. She promised back then that she wouldn't post it. I was just starting a new life and now the old one has come back to haunt me. I deleted it when I saw it but everyone else had already seen it
>>679808632
You have to grow stronger, anon. Words can hurt you, but they shouldn't kill you. Man up and stop being an emofag.
>>679808985
I started learning to play guitar within an hour of getting home from the hospital. It just felt right. Been doing some drawing too.
>>679809350
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=egV9yWMFuCE
>>679809592
I fucking love this video LOL, and that girl is honestly 10/10 qt
I used to go on sites like omegle to talk to strangers and since no usernames and shit, i could make up anything i wanted to. I could be anyone for that brief moment. Anyone but me. I would be this cool person, with a social life, with someone that loves them. Id have something to tell, something interesting that people will remember me by. And just for that brief moment im happy. Until that cold truth hits me that its all just pretend.
>>679809825
Go on there and hit up some girls / boys whatever you're into my man, take a decent photo of yourself and have some fun, definitely helped me a bit with my confidence and such
>>679809592
looks fake to me
>>679804900
>>679805029
>>679805067
>>679805159
>>679805228
>>679805796
cancerous tumblr shit
>>679810118
This
Plz go back to Tumblr kid
Cant sleep... all I can see in my head is my friends having fun without me. They excluded me a long time ago because of my depression... I hardly blame them.
So here I am at 2am, ruining my next day, because I cannot sleep.
>>679809726
Yeah, best part is how he sniffs at her hair. I can totally understand this.
>>679810086
It's an act, a character that he created and builds up and the reporter was part of the act, too. There's a satanic guy version of this, too. Still like it, though.
>>679805206
id love to spray some poison in there and watch it die
>>679806116
When you are at work, instead of browsing meme, go do something that will help you in a long term. Like investing whatever extra dollar you have left after paying expenses... That's what I do at my office job.
Now for college for your kid. I am guessing you are not making whole lot. What she can do is either get a scholarship or FAFSA from government to help her with tuition, OR she can go to community college until sophomore year and transfer to legit college. That way she will only has to pay fraction of actual tuition.
Bro, get your shit together, you are a father for god's sake. She needs father-figure in her life!
>>679804401
damn
>>679805838
posted in feels threads for the past few days, get off 4chan and go outside
>>679808593
However you won't be around to notice any improvement. You think death will take you from really bad to neutral. It won't.
>>679806610
Cylothymia or some other disorder featuring rapid mood swings. People keep searching for the cause of the sudden crushing drops in mood hoping to prevent them, but never find the cause... as the whole thing is more or less random.
>>679805784
almost cried
>>679811986
You're totally right. It is a beautiful day out, I should go to the park and chill at the lake. Maybe feed some ducks, fly a kite. The world is an amazing place with boundless choices and I should get out and live.
Thanks anon.
>>679806116
woah
>>679804844
oh man... :I
I miss her. 22 days without notice. I think im that idiot.
>>679812501
no problem, i care about you fellow anon. please take care of yourself, i'm here for you
>>679809341
thats fucking awesome anon
good for you /b/ro
my Girlfriend coulnd´t call me last night, cause she had some guests, so i went out with some Friends to have some shots. As i came back it was late and she was already sleeping.
Forever Alone :(
>>679813442
fuck off
>>679814317
that actually happened to me last night, just twists the knife already in my heart
>>679804297
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ZMv_Z0x14U
I can smell the 404 coming
>>679815868
it is reeking of it
This is me.
I feel so broken and alone, /b/, I need a hug
>>679816239
Same.
Medicated, institutionalized, jobless, 31, failed all my studies. There is nothing left.
>>679816239
>>679816540
you want to talk, Anon? I could give you a skype name / Email adress
>>679816599
Thank you
I feel nothing anymore. No sadness, no happiness, no empathy, only disgust and contempt. My life is shit and I don't even feel bad for myself. I'm just trying to pass the time the best I can until I die
>>679816540
You never know what will happen in life. You could be like >>679812501 and just have a life experience that puts everything in a new perspective. Just gotta try to have some hope for the future. Tell me you story anon, I am sure I can find something positive to hold on to.
>>679817106
I was trying to find a picture to go with this post and I just found this one. This just about sums me up in a picture
>>679804467
But you see, there's no way the dog can know that it's their master's grave
>>679817106
Same here, really. But even the best I can isn't good enough. I tried, I did everything God forbids, I did everything that is supposed to be beautiful or amazing, but to no avail, life got more disgusting each day and these days I just wait, at home, biding my time until the end is nigh.
i have realized im most likely gonna be alone perhaps the next few years or rest of my life. its frightening thought really. i should learn how to be happy alone because i might be long time. but it seems impossible. what im going to do
>>679817106
>I'm just trying to pass the time the best I can until I die
That's what everyone is doing.
>>679817656
I have a girlfriend, but it doesn't help. It doesn't make you feel any better. I try to dodge people as much as I can these days. The shame is too much.
>>679805495
well, fuck, now I can't see what's on that row. good move IDIOT.
>>679804467
genuinely going to hug my dog. thanks anon
>>679817521
I had two cats that were brothers. One of them got hit by a car and I buried him in a cardboard box. I buried him at least 3ft deep. The other cat would lay on the exact spot where I buried him and would meow. I would never have believed it unless I saw it but that cat would smell the ground and would roll around on his brothers grave
>>679817801
i had a gf. perhaps only time in my life i was actually happy. and now im not gonna feel like that ever again. most likely. i have slight optimisn
>>679804297
1/10
>>679817699
some people enjoy the time. I want it to hurry up and be over
>>679818257
2/10
>>679818306
3/10
>>679818416
4/10
>>679818472
5/10
>>679818509
6/10
>>679818416
that guy's ruffled shirt makes me think he was in his room masturbating and his mother made him come out for a birthday picture
>>679818551
7/10
>>679818591
8/10
>>679818629
9/11
>>679818668
10/10
>>679818668
Inside job
>>679807225
You don't realise how lucky you are to have someone that loves and cares about you greatly, so stop being selfish and appreciate what you have not what you don't have in your life. You're a lot richer than you think.
>>679804335
fuck this shit is soo sad
>>679808632
Yeah you need to distance yourself from social media go open the curtains and take up an outdoor hobby get away from the computer you will feel much better I promise
>>679809726
>10/10
>tumblr feminist glasses, am so nerd gamer gurl xD
pick one
>>679809207
Post some you have yourself and make fun of yourself like look at how crazy I was back then damn that was a long time ago the best thing to do is belittle what is happening and she will become powerless take control of the situation and don't ever be ashamed of who you are
>>679810398
Take up a hobby and learn to get good then join groups who share the same interest you'll suddenly realise what the meaning of friendship is
>>679818869
Citation needed.
>>679810086
i dunno
>>679813442
At least you have someone be greatful
you fags go to4chan to act like heartless legion fags. constantly put up and contribute to feels threads. get a fucking grip on who you want to be
>>679819739
He is right though. She wouldn't be nearly as hurt and confused if she didn't love me how she does.
>>679804467
Someone ate my dog.
>>679819880
https://laila.bandcamp.com/track/sad-boy
>>679816540
Ricky gervais was unemployed til he was 35 years old and written the hit show The Office and became rich over the next few weeks so chin up I am 33 and jobless but working hard visiting my doctor to get healthy and get a part time job so I can enjoy hobbies
>>679817656
What will happen is you'll learn to be happy alone and suddenly you will meet a girl become friends then start dating trust me it'll happen
>>679820100
I am happy you see a way up, somehow. I have been to over two dozen of specialists, been in mental hospitals, on meds, I tried everything from working, volunteer jobs, sports, relationships with both men and women, free sex, no sex, alcohol, no alcohol, drugs, drug free, travelling, writing, painting, curating movies, working with the elderly, refugees, animals, making music, doing academic studies, being in politics, and despite all that I remain inherently depressed, hateful and lonely.
I see no way up anymore.
>>679820710
What kind of treatment did you recieve? If you haven't tried TMS or ECT they are options worth exploring.
>>679820710
Maybe you should stop trying so hard to be happy and try being content instead maybe read some books on Buddhism to help steady and collect your thoughts
>>679820954
Thank you. I should do some research on those methods, but have been considering them, yes. These days it becomes all the more an all or nothing matter. Anything that might relieve just a little bit is worth exploring. Have you any experience in those fields?
>>679820960
Thanks. I have been doing that as well. These days I spend most of my time at home, trying to read, but reading is hard, concentration is failing me despite meditation excercises and it frustrates the hell out of me.
>>679821447
I have difficulty reading a lot of text too it overwhelms me but you get better over time try downloading an online book and copy n paste paragraphs into notepad and just focus on one paragraph at a time and question what you are reading even taking it online and asking other people what they think it'll excersice your mind and maybe give you a different perspective on life
>>679817521
smell
observation where they bring corpse and shit, maybe recognize some people who go to the grave
>>679821447
I have had TMS. It was for autism-related executive function deficits rather than depression, but I can certainly vouch for its effectiveness.
>>679807035
yep
She's on a date right now with someone she doesn't even know. She used me for months as an emotional crutch, because she knew I loved her. When she was done with me, she dropped me on my head. She was the only girl I ever felt that way about. She used me. And the sick thing is, I still want her back. I was happier then than I had ever been in my life.
![DSC_0021[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/aK9BEIq.jpg "DSC_0021[1].jpg")
>>679809341
Funny although i suck at drawing, when I get to the edge of my nerves and the sadness and emptiness gets me there are only 2 ways to return to normal, cry like a bitch which is really hard when i'm feeling dull and meangingless or draw. This friday I wasn't feeling like I can go on, then I just sat there and drew this. It made me kinda happy, so I guess I should draw more often.
>>679822403
There at millions of women out there stop pitying yourself and start going on the dating scene it'll make you feel better and you'll forget about her very quickly and if she comes crawling back because you're taken you know exactly what to say to the bitch lol
>>679822153
Thanks, I have also been diagnosed with an autism spectrum disorder, so this sounds interesting at the least.
>>679820083
>https://laila.bandcamp.com/track/sad-boy
oh wow, hit home
>>679822642
You should try drawing how you feel it might let you let out your obvious built up emotions
>>679822642
I do a similar thing but instead of drawing I sing
>>679822783
My treatment was part of a pilot study based on previous success treating similar deficits caused by schizophrenia, so I was actually one of the first 20 people to recieve this specific TMS protocol.
>>679806299
Holy shit, never seen this before. Hit me hard.
>>679805784
>women
>>679805754
>nursing home in a nutshell
>>679805838
Become the best you you you can be, find someone better (especially in the attractiveness department), and make her regret leaving you. The only real solution.
>>679805619
Old as balls. Haven't seen it in awhile. Ouch.
>>679824100
I agree the worse thing you can do to her is to make her realised what she has lost
>>679822642
48=16*3=4*4*3
Thus sqrt(48)=4*sqrt(3)
>>679806116
Footjob story please. Thread 404d yesterday before you posted it.
>>679804364
>>679804401
>>679804436
I woke up hung over, doused in a mix of what I believe is kerosene and vodka with a smoke in my mouth and a lighter in my left hand. That was two days ago. Now, I've lost all interest in most people. Maybe they just don't understand.
>>679816239
You'll feel numb eventually. Wife and daughter died in a house fire, couldn't save them because I was at work. Lost my job, homeless for 5 months now. Wife's family blames me for wife's death. My family won't even talk to me anymore because they blame me for my daughter's death. Everything in me is perfectly broken.
>>679806116
>afford that private college she's already eyeing
Yeah, send your only little girl to college where she is going to get the shit fucked out of her by dozens of guys, and then end up resenting you for the rest of your life.
Now it's over, I'm dead, and I haven't
Done anything that I want
Or, I'm still alive and there's nothing I want to do
>>679824440
Seek professional help
>>679824991
My situation.
>>679822870
why wouldn't you answer this ?
>>679816540
Are you me?
Just turned 30. Failed all studies. Medication, hospitalized twice, depressed, living under the same roof as the girl who doesn't love me anymore. I smile but there's nothing to really smile about. Fuck this garbage life man.
>>679825052
No shit fuckwit. This is just to help me temporarily. You know, let it out to the universe? Dickhead
>>679824011
thats some movie shit right there
so lonely
>>679822870
>b-but dad I don't want your super bowel
>>679825850
I'm lonely too bro'... I know that feel...
this one kills me all the time
>>679823108
Funny that for me the only thing that keeps me going is games. I work and as a reward I buy myself games.
Ever since I tried to kill myself I realized that I can no longer connect with people. I care more about fictional characters than real people.
I'll probably die alone, but at least I have a little bit of happiness
>>679826263
All I do is talk to /b/ and strangers on omegle
>>679826308
And the cat's in the cradle with silver spoon
>>679804467
we don't deserve dogs
>>679822870
This was me with everyone until my grandmother died. Dont ignore people who love you /b/, you never know when you'll lose them.
>>679826601
Same... I just go out to buy food once in a while , otherwise I do nothing all days, nobody ever send me text or call.
>>679806116
You are a good man, but you know you can be better. She loves you now, but will she thank you later?
>>679827015
That show was kinda gay tbh.
Someone tried to kill himself at my universities dorms last night. Jumped from the 5th floor and only broke his leg. Poor bastard. Maybe I will be next, I know I wont fail though.
>>679827303
Just OD on drugs. It won't look like you killed yourself either.
>>679827303
Fuck dude, that has gotta hurt. Shoulda gone head first.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e__1KU7lg-4
For all you scrubs people, saddest moment ever dropped in a TV show, I don't care what you say.
>>679820083
fuck you man, i picked up smoking to get over this depression but damn, this hit hard
>>679805838
Just never mention suicide. That's how I'm keeping mine, at least
>>679805990
maybe it's you that needs to feel? maybe you are hiding yourself from the pain inside?
>>679804601
>>679825351
Sounds like me, yes. The only thing that keeps me going is alcohol from time to time. I drink, I forget, but feel worse the day after. There's really no hope left.
>>679826308
Do people have dads like this?
>>679804297
i'm such a lonely fucking virgin
i work hard everyday and save up, because i have no life or no one to spend the money on
i sometimes disappear from human company to cry and despair over my virginal loneliness and go under this bridge with train track and smoke drugs.
i'll be sitting there and watching literally all the insect having sex. lady bugs, flies etc and it makes me feel even more pathetic than someone smoking drugs under a bridge should normally feel
>>679818509
a true wizzard
>>679827960
Alimony got him
>>679826308
Literally fuck people who do this to their parents unless their parents were abusive or treated them like shit or whatever.
I can't fucking STAND it.
>>679813442
Lol I missed my gfs call last night because I was sleeping too, but why the hell would I whine about it? There's always today.
>>679804297
I just made a video of one sad story from 4chan.
I hope you like it /b/ros
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdhbHuKyI-Y
>>679810595
fag
>>679817801
I had a girlfriend, not very attractive. A bitch to my friends, and kinda tumblr-y. But when I was texting her and she was texting back fast, it was some good feels.
Then I dumped her cuz I thought I could do better but I just ruined two friendships with chicks and the girl I like is antisocial.
