I know a lot of 14 year olds say this. I know it sounds foolish to some. b/, should I end my life? All my friends say I'm "stupid" and a "waste of time". I honestly feel like I can't be a normal human being. I've tried changing ,but nothing works. Please give me an absolute honest answer, b/. Should I kill myself?
mods underage ban please
>>678743817
Seriously? Like I'm the only underage person on 4Chan. Welcome to the internet dude.
>>678744199
yes. kill yourself.
>>678743688
Try getting
1: laid
2: your own living space
3: a not shit job
And see if you feel the same way.
>>678744199
Mods are you seeing this, blatantly against the rules he needs to be banned.
>>678744831
He's 14 good luck with that
>>678744895
sage
>>678743688
Drugs and alcohol are probably the answer.
>>678744834
Wow. Okay so, 4Chan is filled with 12 year olds trying to get anything banned. Wonderful.
>>678745185
you're the 14 year old big guy and honestly I really think you should do the world a favour and off yourself
>>678744831
I don't know. I feel like I'm just not fit for this world. It means a lot that someone isn't spamming the thread w/ ban requests though. Thanks, Anon.
>>678743688
No. There's more and it is coming. You just cant see it yet.
>>678743688
Absolutely.
I kept on going, because I thought it might get better.
Mostly it only brought me long years of suffering.
[spoiler]I am married to a qt3.14 now, but working life and responsibilities are still killing me, and I can't stand people.
>>678745367
Maybe I fucking will. If 4Chan is now filled w/ morons who want everything banned because everyone needs to be an Alpha, fine. Thanks for being an asshole, Anon.
>>678745766
R u really. 14
>>678745907
Yes Anon. Yes I am, if you wanna take the time and laugh at the post, go ahead. I don't really care anymore.
>>678746090
Find an essay called "The Myth of Sisyphus" on google by Albert Camus and read it.
People say it answers questions like yours although I thought it was a bunch of bullshit.
>>678746090
Im ok with u being 14
OP wanted a serious answer-
Fuck your friends and their opinion. Leave them. Make new ones. Just live the seventy or so years you've got left. You're just fourteen--every teenager with anxiety or some such experiences this phase. But it's going to get better if you make an effort for it to. Plus, think about your family. How would they feel if you offed yourself?
>>678743688
Ignore the fuckheads here 14 year old person. They haven't been laid in awhile.
Do your own hing. Look out for yourself, and concentrate on MAKING MONEY. it's going to be a bit crappy for a while, but you will change and life will definately start looking up... if anything make it to your mid-twenties, then re-assess.
You can do it.
Do it fag
>>678746311
Ah, I remember reading a bit of this.
>>678743688
MODS MODS MODS
>>678746675
Wafer thin anoose
No basis no balls
>>678746090
Also, my personal advice is: concentrate on creative activities that bring you pleasure and happiness.
If something brings you pleasure but is not a creative or productive activity, find a way to make it productive or creative.
If you have nothing so far, try finding something.
Only if you fail to find anything in your life that brings you any pleasure or satisfaction at all, should you be considering suicide.
Other people and their opinions do not matter until you say they do.
Don't give a shit about anyone, unless you are certain they give a shit about you.
Don't care about shit you don't absolutely have to.
>>678746499
Can OP respond to my post? I'd like to know what he thinks.
>>678746553
Yes totally bait. Bravo, you cracked my non- existent plan. Good work, Anon.
>>678744831
Of course you'll have to age a little.
But trust me, those things helped me from similar feelings.
Just do well in school, carry it into college.
Money is power.
Try psychedelic drugs before you if you haven't already.
>>678743688
listen here you lil' shit
You think life has fucked you up the ass, but you are yet to taste its sweet precum while suckling on its tip. You didn't even take the fucking tip, faggot. If you haven't figured out yet that you are just being an angsty teen oh listen to my woes and have everything you need to survive til you are 20 and have a real reason to kill yourself, then you can go anhero you fucking piece of shit
Lol, "my friends call me stupid and a waste of time" try finding friends that don't put you down so much, and dont kill yourself, tough life out until youre 25 at least
>>678747186
Fuck off, edgefag. Not everyone here experienced your depression.
>>678746499
Sorry, Anon. My family just had another kid. I would hate to think of my dad having to tell her about her dead brother one day. I don't think I ever gave them any consideration.
>>678743688
Livestream it, make that a purpose for your useless life
>>678746090
Dude, you're taking the b& all the way
>>678745766
4chan has always been like this kid.
The world isn't full of butterflies and fluffy clouds, get used to it. If you really were going to kill yourself you'd do it, you wouldn't come to 4chan asking for an opinion. Plain and simple, you're just attention whoring.
>>678747314
Am not depressed. All I'm implying is that the little cuck has no valid reason to complain yet
>>678747186
I get your struggle. But c'mon, Anon. At least word stuff differently.
>>678743688
You're gonna kill yourself cause you sperg out and people don't like you? what a fucking pussy. I know this is b8 but if it's real nut the fuck up faggot.
>>678743688
nothing in your life will ever be as important as whats going on right there, right now, at your school.
>>678745766
please die
>>678743688
1. Don't end your life
2. They're not your friends
3. Stop being a faggot.
There's no such thing as a normal human being. Accept you're not normal and be happy about it. Also, don't try and be someone you can't be/aren't. You'll only end up wasting your time.
>>678747319
Grow up, be a big brother. Question, OP: what do you live for daily? What would you miss if you killed yourself? Focus on those, find new hobbies, new friends that aren't pieces of shit. Fuck, if you play the vidya I might even give you my Steam. Just please, please don't kill yourself, OP. You're not alone, I know--but you havs so many more years of experiences. It's unfair to yourself and your family to make this decision now.
>>678747607
>5 a.m.
>sentence structure
pick one
Also, you want me to restructure? fine.
The little cuck can go anhero because he is a moron.
Don't do it man. Shoot up your school first. I'm serious. Please do it
No balls won't do it
You're just going through a phase. You spoiled prepubescent autistic cancerous brat. Shoot your school up already
>>678743688
Don't kill yourself. If you kill yourself then all your doing is making your sadness go away but hurting everyone else around you. Maybe your friends call you names but what about certain friends who care about you of even your family. What kind of pain will you cause. Don't kill yourself not just for others but for yourself. Things should get better if you keep going. The reason people call suicide the easy way out if because you're giving up you're throwing in the towel on something that could have become much better. So final answer don't kill yourself.
This thread beats the porn and redundant ylyl threads. 4chan used to have more soul then that, granted it was a dark soul that tormented lives but it had a soul damnit.
And to you kid, chill. Life will always have its ups and downs, it's not supposed to be easy. If you want to kill yourself build the courage to do it, otherwise just strive to be a better person. Make your purpose in life to help others, be productive. Help your self image start working out, get smarter, eventually you'll forget why you wanted to kill yourself in the first place.
You spoiled little brat. Shoot your school up
>>678743688
Anonfag from the other side of the world here.
I don't know how is legislation about drugs and alcohol and all that shit over there but I've hit a brick wall when I was 16 or so and found a relief in ketamine. Try it, fun stuff. If you can't find somebody who will sell it to you, go for the standard truckload of cheap booze or sniff glue idk
>>678748049
>>678743688
Gotta aim high too.
Cho's high score is where it's at.
32 people, can you make 33?
Special prize if you die from a police bullet instead of your own like a real man.
>>678748282
Roll for school shooting
OP.
When I was a kid, I tried to concentrate on friends and video games. Now that I am at the end of my undergraduate degree and almost starting my masters, I wish I concentrated more on personal hobbies, family, and school.
I think you should do the same. Friends are great. But go find new friends if these ones say you are a waste of time--it only reflects on how much of a waste of time hanging around them it is.
>>678748147
Lets just calm the fuck down
>>678747435
Can't tell if bait or retard...
>>678748322
Fuck off. Last thing we need is to make a 14 year old into a drug addict. That's... going to make your life worse in the long term.
OP here, first off, this is not bait. This is 100% a serious question. Second off, if Anons really want me to take my life, Okay. Fine. Whatever. Probably should've been less hot-headed coming to fucking 4Chan for advice. My mistake. Finally, I appreciate the small minority who aren't fucking trolls and actually care enough to respond with some bit consideration.
tl;dr: Thanks to everyone who weren't being trolls, even the ones saying "do it"
>>678743688
well why do you even want to kill yourself
Why would you rush the inevitable end?
>>678748322
Weed and psychedelics are the way to go, good for self reflection
>>678748452
Ayy I'm not the only one. SHOOT IT UP SHOOT IT UP!!! make the boys rape the girls before killing them
>>678748322
I don't think drugs is ever a very good option.
>>678743688
only if you are not white
>>678748530
Look dude K-hole is a beautiful place to understand things or just enjoy the flow of the music you're listening to.
OP, find a drug you can use recreationally (i.e. don't shoot up every day because of a habit) and do it.
SHOOT IT UP!!!! SHOOT IT UP!!!
Shoot your school
>>678748651
Stop being such a brainwashed cuck. Drugs are meant to enhance stuff. Find the right one for your situation and it's all better.
>>678748852
That's the worst advice you can give right now just because his friends are being assholes.
>>678748651
drugs are an entire life experience rolled into a few years. most other heroin addicts i know got out after they sorted out the shit that got them there in the first place.
>>678748535
Hey just don't listen to people who tell you to kill yourself. There is some good advice here. If your friends suck than get better friends. Ill be honest I'm about your age right now I'm not feeling suicidel but i don't feel great about my life. Just try to keep pushing through because ending your life if it even is a choice is the last choice you ever want to come to.
at least die while killing a black gang
Yes with this sandwich
>>678748519
Can't tell if newfag or summerfag.
>>678748535
Little kids shouldn't swear
>>678749037
Its better if he starts doing something addictive because of a fucked up life than out of curiosity or boredom. One results in you having a reason to stop one day. The other results in sucking black dick in an alley to get cash for the next fix
>>678749034
Ok you don't have to be an asshole I'm just saying that drugs usually are not the way to deal with things. There are much better options.
Shitposters, newfags, or at least edgy oldfags-
Stop channeling your rage onto this fucking thread. He's fucking 14 and seriously considering killing himself. OP, ignore them. There are some genuinely good advice in this thread, and I'm proud of /b/ for it.
>>678748535
Kill yourself.
>>678743688
>14
>Female
Sigh... not sure if rules apply.
>>678748535
Please end it. MODS MODS MODS
Op
You are probably talented in a way you have yet to discover (wait for yo 20s son,just trust me man)your "friends" (not really friends bro) they feel a need to put you down cause should you move on or up,they will be left behind (scares their dicks off too think they can't keep u for a pussyboy the fuck with) so think and feed off this, they call you worthless all the while they are nothing without you
Like and acorn stuck too the branches of a burning tree,theyll make feel like you are bound too be as fucked as they are.
Apply for schools abroad dude,be open and outgoing (if you aren't and doubt you cam do it,then fake it till you make it) but by no means give them the satisfaction of your demise,lil shits like that are gonna do shitty stuff like getting sympathy fucks outta that shit,cause they are cunts
>>678743688
Bro, you're 14 for fuck's sake.
You know how many people's lives change to be unrecognisable from that age to age of 21?
There's nothing after death, so don't piss your only mortal existence up the wall.
Get some new friends, work hard in school and make a positive happy life for yourself.
Happiness isn't a given, you have to work for it.
Pick your chin up and do right by yourself, and if you can't do that, then do it for the people who care about you. And no matter how shit people's lives are there is always at least one person that would be pained by your suicide.
Do not bail out and inflict that pain on someone.
Okay, final OP post. First off, I'm only 5 foot and have the strength of a piece of celery. I know I'm beta as fuck. Second off, no. More people don't deserve to die over someone's foolish decision to end his life. Finally, (probably gonna end up on a cringe thread later) I smoke weed. So that answers some of the Anons replies.
>>678749330
Like what? Go to a shrink and go through a series of prescription drugs that are going to cost you an arm and a leg?
Tell on them to mummy?
I bet she cries for not aborting him in the first place, so that option is out.
>>678749497
>>Female
What? when was this mentioned?
>>678749532
That was some good advice
>>678743688
FUCKING SPOILED WORTHLESS CANCEROUS PREPUBESCENT AUTISTIC BRAT. SHOOT YOUR SCHOOL AND DIE ALREADY
Shoot your school up faggot.
You already want to die anyway.
>>678749574
I knos this is your final post, but can you at least tell us what's happening? We're worried for you, bro.
>>678749766
THE DUBS OF TRUTH HAVE SPOKEN
>>678749574
5 feet and your male?
underaged ban please
if you were 18 id say your body and your life is yours to do with as you please
but if youre 14 you dont know shit and get the fuck off this fucked up board
>>678749574
I've posted a shit ton already in this thread so honestly ill leave it up to you. But if you're leaving then i just want to say that i want you to think about it. Really think about what you're about to do if you decide to kill yourself.
>>678749893
Kek
>>678749893
I've gotten dubs 3 times Anon. Check em'
>>678743688
High school and teens are brutal. Endure, get good grades, and in general strive to better yourself. Leave those fuckers behind.
ask reddit they are much more helpful than 4chan
>>678743688
SHOOT YOUR SCHOOL UP ALREADY!!!! EVERYONE REPORT THIS SPOILED WORTHLESS CANCEROUS PREPUBESCENT BRAT
>>678750039
Yep. Genetics don't favor me.
>>678750040
>get the fuck off this fucked up board
Come on, dude. We have basically been facebook for the past couple of years.
>>678749444
TRIPS HAVE SPOKEN
>>678750195
Heh.
>>678750277
What ethnicity/country are you?
Honestly anon, do whatever the fuck you want, but keep in mind that you're only 14 and things may change for the better or worse. I you want my opinion, don't kill yourself, but if you do end up doing it livestream it and post link please
>>678749614
I'm saying that there are some drugs that can hurt more than they help. But if you want to argue that taking lsd and shooting up heroin is going to help with suicide then be my guest.
>>678750312
yeah? well if you're so savvy why mention any age at all?
fuck off and kill yourself already
>>678750404
I'm an Amerifag.
>>678750635
Agreed
>>678750693
Already fucking knew it. Fucking spoiled worthless cancerous prepubescent autistic brat. Shoot your school up
>>678743688
I know 4chan isn't maybe the best place for some serious advice, but... whatever.
I'm 5 years older than you; my Dad died 3 years ago.
When my Dad died, I was a changed person, so me and my bf soon broke up.
I wanted to kill myelf then, too - but I did not.
Do you know why? In that specific moment when I knew I was going to kill myself I realized that you only "lose" when you die or kill yourself - you'll never "lose" when you live.
I'll die sooner or later - but why shouldn't I make this one trip I have on earth the best trip I've ever had? (no drug pun intended)
You're 14, I was 16. I'm glad I didn't kill myself then :)
What really kept me going was music - me playing the piano or guitar, because I really love music.
Do you have anything you enjoy?
>>678745766
Fellow 14 y/o here and i have to ask what did you ecpect from 4chan this is not the place to ask about life or death choices (assuming your ballsy enough) so go get help
Same
>>678750693
Why are you still here?
All the spergs will be out soon, even more than currently, to tell you to kill yourself.
You've had some good advice from the non sociopath members of the board, leave this thread and get on with working towards a better life, a better future.
>>678750635
That wasn't actually OP, bro.
>>678750906
Come on Mods!
They're starting to swarm.
Fuck it, I'm killing the thread. I'll go slowly kill myself w/ whatever drug I can slowly kill myself with. What a waste of time. Thanks, Anons.
No. Move somewhere. Change schools. Write something. Cut your hair. Do drugs. Hang out with different people. If you're miserable now just change a bunch of shit and see what lands.
>>678751061
Seriously whats wrong with 14 year olds?
>>678750816
What do you play on the piano?
>>678743688
It's never worth it. What you don't realize is you have the power to change your life at any moment. You could move across the country tomorrow. You could hop on a boat, go to africa, and become a fucking Pirate. Life doesn't have to be boring. The only person you're fighting is yourself. I don't mean to be cheesy when I say this, but you can be whatever you want. I believe in you. Don't kill yourself. It's a permanent solution to a temporary situation. Even if your situation seems permanent, I can guarantee you it's not.
>>678751040
who gives a shit whether it was op?
lurk a fucking second and you see that fuckers under 18 get the hammer
youre underage? then dont fucking say 'im underage'
simple
>>678751099
please don't
>>678750906
You're more mature than all of the sociopath members here.
Keep it up and don't let 4chan deaden your feelings and attitude :)
>>678749724
Thanks anon,I've been in Ops steps
Its top cash to know ive done more with my days than those "friends I had"
>>678743688
Fucking christ due, you're only 14, there's so much you haven't gone through yet. You have no valid reason to kill. you're going through some hormonal changes right now so simmer the fuck down son.
>>678743688
>>678751401
>You're more mature than all of the sociopath members here.
Nah, he really isn't.
>>678748147
holy shit i never laughed so hard. Thank you anon for that heavenly moment
this fucking place has been described as the 'asshole of the internet' for so fucking long.
if there are a bunch of 14 year olds then someone should be doing something about it.
fucking 14 year old dumb fucks that know nothing about life, spewing bullshit angst all over the place like vomit
fuck off already or get smart enough to not post your fucking age.
>>678751605
Agreed
>>678743688
>only 14
>considering suicide over what some idiots you'll forget in a few years when you start highschool
holy fuck kid, it gets so much fucking worse than you think
>>678751019
This,get out while you got what good there is to get from /b/
>>678751270
50s and 60s Rock like Fats Domino, Little Richard, Jerry Lee Lewis with me or a friend singing, some classical works (Bach, welltempered piano), some orchestral works written for piano (I love Andrew Lloyd Webbers stuff) and other things.
When I'm down, all it needs is to play and sing and it'll lift my mood
>>678751669
No problem mate.
>>678743688
What's wrong with you OP?
Why do you feel less than human?
Why do your friends dislike you?
>>678743688
Since your 14, I'd have to think you haven't really experienced enough stuff in your life yet. You should wait and see how life turns out, you're young, you still have years to decide anything like that.
just use drugs like a regular fucking person and your life will get a whole lot better faggot
>>678751836
Because he's a faggot
>>678743688
Mods, remove the faggot from the building. Also Armando you're a faggot.
>>678750795
You already said that. I still laughed. Fuck my tight virgin ass anon
>>678752002
Oh look it's the year OP was born. Or was that 2001?
>>678751267
We can't fuck them
They don't sound like real friends. They sound like pieces of shit. Don't kill yourself.
14yo, listen to rachmaninoff or dvorak before you die.
Keep going
>>678743688
Find something you love, some hobby, some friend who isn't just an asshole, anything.
Use this and other things you'll enjoy (gaming, going out for a walk, whatever) to keep you up.
You're not the problem - these asshoiles calling you "stupid" or "waste of time" are.
Do you have anyone you can talk to? Your parents , grandparents, siblings, anyone?
MODS WHERE ARE YOU
>>678743688
[REMINDER]
If you kill yourself, thats illegal. Its destruction of government property. Also, you can go to hell for killing yourself. Trust me, an eternity of hellfire and whipping isnt fun. Unless thats your fetish, in that case, do so.
>>678751977
Dubs have spoken once again.
Shoot your school up and die faggot.
>>678752488
Thanks, Anon. Kekked.
shut the fuck you little prick. feeling suicidal? oh lets go to 4chan and ask them deranged faggots if i should kill myself! I bet they will all feel sorry for me and say "oh noooo don't kill yourself my little baby you will get through it!" Well no, fuck off you stupid underage assertive cunt. And go kill yourself already, rid the Earth of your filth. Die.
MODS
>>678752159
/thread
>>678743688
Idk if this is true but from a guy that used to be a suicidal teen who tried a couple times...it gets better.
But for me not in a my life is perfect way, in a i'm as shitty as ever but i wanna live
>>678752867
...and shoot up your school
>>678752527
Get out
If you kill yourself. Shoot up your school. Then proceed to kill yourself
>>678743688
Nah man keep holding on just keep pushing forward
>>678743688
i used to fuck OPs mom
she'd come over every once in awhile while her kid was staying at college.
she'd get naked as soon as she came in, put on her favorite song and start fucking me while crying. she said the song reminded her of raising her child, and motherhood. she told me it reminded her of how much she missed her child. it made her and me cum buckets.
this was the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVI4Knz24CQ
Don't be a pussy, if you're gonna kill yourself - you will be not be remembered by anyone. Scar the Earth, do something that people will look back and think you were worse than Hitler, kek. How about instead of gasing jews you gas everyone and force humanity into extinction except from a few people that you'll rape or something. Then kill them
>>678753436
Anon likes junkies. Good to know.
Don't tell /b/ that you're suicidal
"/b/ we can help....but we won't"
>>678753915
Yeah, shoulda thought about that. Might talk to my dad later. He's really the only person I look up to.
>>678753436
I really hope you are telling the truth because that is hot stuff.
>>678753670
What are you doing that you will be remembered for?
somewhere around 8 billion people on this planet.
if you could name 80 million people who actually mattered on this planet, thats 1%
you are meaningless
the rest of us are meaningless
kill yourself already
you will not accoimplish anything worthwhile (like the rest of us)
you will not be rememebered (like the rest of us)
if you want to end your life, the one and only thing that actually 100% belongs to you, then go ahead and do it.
>>678754221
Gotta love trolls man. OP here, actually made me laugh. Thx Anon.
>>678754399
Check'd. Also, I think I'm (mostly) over my temporary sadness. Just lost a best friend and freaked out. I have bi-polar disorder, so I do things before I think. Thanks for that reality check though.
No, Op. You should not. Those years are hard years. it will get better.
>>678754399
>>678743688
Do et
Columbine style
14? what are you 12?
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got a hundred years to live
i mean youre only 14 but i guess that makes it even better for you.
You still have time to do anything with your life, why would you end it. Find new friends, join a club, work out, do anything that would take your mind off of whatever troubles you. 14 is such a bad number to end it on, high school gets better, and after that even if it didnt you can run away to some distant city, go to college, get laid, build a life.
TL;DR M8 youre 14 you got a long life ahead of you just keep going and look for change.
>>678752997
Kek
>>678743688
When I was your age, I thought the same things sometimes. I was called similar things, and I can guarantee you I am none of them. You are also not. It gets better, but you have to find a way to make it better. Find a good hobby, and maybe some better friends. Ignore all the doubleniggers in this thread crying about banning or just saying to kill yourself.
>>678746513
I love you
OP here. I know I said >>678751099 was the last of me. But I think I should say this. I've decided to give life another shot. Sorry to be a disappointment for some of you /b/ros, but I don't want to put my family through any pain. That's far worse than death. Thanks for the advice, even if they're trolls. Thanks for seriously helping a white, privileged cunt like me. Means a lot.
>>678743688
>should I end my life?
Retard.
>>678756237
Are you gay?
do it faggot
>>678755200
Not pulling a Klebold Anon. Also, check'd.
>>678756423
Are you?
stop being a faggot
go to a shrink
The problem is that those aren't true friends. You have to find people who like you for who you are. Don't kill yourself and don't try to change who you are for anyone. Good luck op
>>678756237
I'm glad that you went with that option. I wish you the best of luck with the rest of your life. Goodnight.
>>678743688
You need to seek the Lord with all your heart and read his word.
>>678743688
naw
hanging, train, or gunshot--almost impossible to wrong with those.
>>678756237
don't give up and keep your head up, bro :)
>>678745766
Its ok, OP. i am also an underaged faggot wanting to kill himself
just lurk, dont start a thread asking when you already know the answer.
>>678756459
I'm killing myself now
Brb
How about you go see a therapist you fucking faggot and be underage somewhere else. Jesus dude, how retarded are you?
>>678743688
How old are you? Also, if you are younger than 20, were/are you on any ADHD/antidepressant meds? serious question
>>678757095
stream pls <3
take the cowards way out, weak willed faggot
>>678757259
14. And no. Never been on anti depressants.
>>678756994
Mods also ban this queer
>>678756237
Don't buy into that 'white privilege'/white guilt meme lad.
It's bullshit. It's weakness and it's pushed by people who want you to be weak.
You have nothing to be ashamed of.
Good luck with being a nonsense white man who doesn't give a fuck for whining SJW oddballs. Be a success live your life.
Ok. Threads dead.
>>678757690
Its not dead until it 404's