Asked my brothers for some advice for the first time today and got none, I feel disappointed. I have offered my brothers help and advice when they needed it. We are birds of a feather, and for some of us we have no one else. We are Bros we should take the pics out of each at every chance, but also help each when we need to.
Also feels thread
Kinda feel like a dirty hippey after that speech
What problem bro
Also dump to keep alive
no one cares
we don't owe you shit faggot
>>678739136
>This fucking guy
>>678738710
been chatting with this girl for a while and think I might have messed it up by mention drugs, I'm not a drug addict, just like to get abit messy on the weekend, and I enjoy chem sex, did i fuck it up completely or is it salvagable, really like this girls, just got out of a 7 year relation ship so im abit dusty, and you guys are the only people i can turn to, be honest with me. last thread got cut off, maybe I did something wrong with the picture?
>>678739449
You might be alright. just make sure she knows that you're not a big drug head, it's just your crutch. Also that she doesn't think your a meth head or something (unless you are)
>>678739449
Well when did this happen? If it happened today no worries just wait until tomorrow and then by 11 Monday morning Text Amy a "hey how's it going" text If you get nothing cut your loses and move on
>>678739780
nah im not a meth head, i just use party drugs when i go to raves and smoke abit of pot here and there. kinda feel like i just dismissed her talking about her ex and maybe it made me seem insensitive
>>678739890
yea it is 3 o clock in the morning here, so she might have just gone to bed. but like i said its been 7 years since i was in the game, was only 15 then.
>>678737820
i miss my ex
she'd come over every once in awhile while her kid was staying at college.
she'd get naked as soon as she came in, put on her favorite song and start fucking me while crying. she said the song reminded her of raising her child, and motherhood. she told me it reminded her of how much she missed her child. it made her and me cum buckets.
this was the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVI4Knz24CQ
OP i know you have to fill a hole with drugs and all but intense drugs aren't the answer, just try and stay sober and be a better person. Someone will see that you are a good person or trying to be and will give you a chance. Love isn't a priority. You're a priority and make sure you're happy.
>>678740234
You're a young guy OP take this time to mess around with a lot of girls. go to clubs, bars parties. Have one night stands, flings, experiences.
>>678740267
9/10
kek
>>678740501
Oh boy you haven't been here in a while
>>678740276
yea, I know I am a good person, I'm the kind of person who if I see a snail on the pavement I move him to somewhere safer, but I dont look like a nice person, I have a shaved head and covered in fairly old school tattoos.
>>678740469
tried one night stands, they just dont do much for me, I long for the comfort of someone who understands me, as I said above I look like a nasty criminal and its hard for people to see past that, only 1 person ever did and we broke up recently after 7 years. been trying to get over her.
thanks for the help bros, I love you guys
no homo
>>678740777
ive been on /ck/ the last couple of months. /b/ has been rather quiet here lately.
>>678741051
You'll find someone new. I hope you do and I hope I do too. It's been a long time since I felt appreciated by a girl. I think these threads make it worse because it's like shouting emotions into a dark abyss. It does no good to shout to nothing but at least i'm letting it out
>>678741123
it's a copy pasta, a lil of a twist of the guy who slept with a girl who cheats on her bf with him and her favorite song to give head to is the duck tales song
>>678741503
yea hopefully, but we really hit it off at first, I wonder it I shouldn't have dismissed her talking about her ex being an addict. but it is 3 in the morning here, so maybe she just went to sleep?
>>678740777
Check please
>>678742004
most likely she did, you should get some sleep too bud. If she's truly interested in you she won't let this small thing ruin what you have.
>>678742297
hopefully, but part of my thinks she is just being polite, i think i will messege her tomorrow, how does this sound
"sorry if I offended you last night, Im not a drug addict I just like to use party drugs here and there. if you ever want to talk about your ex let me know, I've had someone close to me suffer addiction as well, if your not interested anymore feel free to say so, iv got tough skin, thought you where kinda out my league anyway" looking for some constructive criticism, im not very good with words, particularly when it comes to this stuff
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
>>678743255
>checked
>don't break your self down
>You are the image you portray to other people. If you say she's out of her league she'll wonder why she is talking to you.
"Sorry if I offended you last night, I'm not a drug addict I just like to use party drugs here and there. If you ever want to talk about your ex let me know, I've had someone close to me suffer addiction as well, if your not interested anymore feel free to say so. I've got tough skin"
>>678742727
FUCK YOU. I CAN HANDLE ANIMALS GETTING SET ON FIRE BUT THIS SHIT MADE ME FUCKING CRY
>>678743809
Thanks man, so just leave out the last part and it sounds good?
Also just to show you a pic of me so you can understand why people think I'm a bad person.
Feel like I'm winging to you guys, appreciate the support, haven't got anyone else I can talk to about this stuff.
>>678744337
Nice thumbnail
>>678744519
bad quality photo, but a lot of my tattoos look like prison tats (I'v never been to prison) but used to hang with wrong crowds
>>678744519
Sick Tatts
>You always got me /b/ro
>You all always have me!
Again dude you'll find someone who wants to be around you. If you act confidently people will perceive you as confident.
>TFW I texted her and she said "who's number is this?"
>>678744509
I'm about to fuck you're shit up kid
>>678744509
>>678743992
That was beautiful, thanks for posting it. I don't know if it's a true story or not, but it gives me some faith in humanity. I appreciate it.
>>678745328
Kek idgaf about REAL animals, but that poor drawn doggie ;-;
Ok so I missed school for three days and I have a hospital excuse because I had an anal abscess but what do I say to people that ask? I don't want to be embarrassing and say I basically had an infected anus pimple. So just give me ideas I can say to other people, not necessarily teachers.
>>678744509
>>678745451
I hope it is too, it's a great piece if it's fake.
>>678744867
I dont have a problem finding girls, but most of them prefer the idea of me rather than me, if you know what i mean, and it never ends well.
>>678745572
>try not to cry faggot
>>678745716
I know what you mean man. It's a common thing. I have the issue of being "too good" the girl thinks I deserve better. But better doesn't want me. I want to settle for someone who actually likes me and appreciates me. The girls I like will always put themselves down. I don't want the perfect girl I just want that girl.
>>678746230
Why is that so fucking sad
>Emily
>>678746456
>tfw you'd never forget someone who meant the world to you at one point
ok so best solution so far is to reply to her tommow with "Sorry if I offended you last night, I'm not a drug addict I just like to use party drugs here and there. If you ever want to talk about your ex let me know, I've had someone close to me suffer addiction as well, if your not interested anymore feel free to say so. I've got tough skin"
at least no one said it isn't salvageable, which is good.
thanks for your help bros, if anyone else has any other ideas feel free to chuck them at me.
other wise lets get on with some more feels.
I always wanted to join the army. Ever since i was a kid. I wanted to die in a noble battle defending my country. Infantry isn't needed now. We have drones fighting our wars. Which is good. But there will no longer be heroes. The heroes we do get like Snowden that expose corruption are shunned and exiled. In my great country The United States we lost what was important to us. Honor, Freedom, and Strength.
>>678747320
Seems good OP. Time will dictate how things turn out. Be positive and things will be good.
>>678745641
Sorry you got lost in the pics. Tell them flu.
It's been a year since, its too late.
Anyone else here hollow on the inside but still seem to keep it together and be funny with your friend group?
>>678748182
Well not a year, but it goddamn feels like it. I'm still trying.
>>678741503
you contradicted yourself anon.
This one always gets me.
>>678748182
>>678748300
>>678748212
You can be a socially out going as you can. It just has to be outside your comfort zone. I hate talking to new people and I'm afraid of judgement too. But simply finding something to talk about can make someone a really good friend. Small talk isn't a bad thing it just fills voids.
>>678747705
>a corner was home
i forgot to wrote to you that part
>>678739449
Nah bro you're good. Just don't harp on the subject or the fact you mentioned it to her and everything will return to normal
>>678748569
I'm trying anon i really am. It's just not working. I just want to want to love someone. I want someone to appreciate me. I want to not fall asleep crying every night. I want to not be scared, anon.
I don't want to live this life anymore. I don't want to worry. I don't want to feel pain.
I don't want to be scared.
>>678748503
Story of my life man. I'm a mess emotionally. But i keep it together. I put up a facade. I want someone to tear down the mask and hold me and tell me I need to be happy. They never will. They think i'm happy. My sarcasm and jokes about death are actual thoughts. I just time them comically so people think I'm shitting them. I've thought of an heroing. I just can't I'm not done yet. I still have a fight in me but I feel like the battle is already lost Yet here i am in this thread telling others to stride for greatness and be happy. I ask them to do that because i can't even do that. Once you find the key to happiness let me get a copy because i've been locked out my whole life.
>>678748569
I just don't know what to do. I do well in school, I socialize when I can but I just feel like I amount to nothing. My roommate and I joke about if one of us decides to kill ourselves it's to do it in the room so the other one can get A's for the semester.
dont you remember what ive done
>>678749460
I know man it gets rough but think, Life doesn't start until after college.
>>678749182
I'm scared too bro. Trust me I haven't had someone in a while either. But we hit our strides in life. I spend my nights crying too. But I get up and try to stay 6 feet away from the core of the earth every day. I appreciate you man. I really do. I'm clad we are talking in this thread. You'll find a qt gf one day. Just hold her and let her know how much you love her when you do. You never know if life will tear her away from you
>>678743255
Nah bro don't do that. She had no desire in that message to talk about her ex or his problems she was just trying relate the conversation with reli time information
like I said do not harp on it, don't bring up the fact you brought it up in akward beta apology mode, and shit will go to normal
>>678750446
so would you recommend just waiting for her to reply normally
>>678750238
I just don't know what to do. 19 year old kissless virgin in bioengineering at a somewhat mediocre school.
>>678751000
>checked
Dude. Steady Eddy it's simple. Live the dream. You may not kiss a girl until you're older but who cares. Weird thing girls think it's cute when you're a virgin about 18. When you've got your degree and a job in a field you'll be making good money. Doesn't matter at that point. Girls flock to money and the hot ones go for rich dudes. Just get rich. I want you to deal with you're problems by BECOMING RICH!
>>678737820
Well, tonight my friend lays in a hospital bed alone, three states away, high as a kite on morphine, with a few hours left to live, as Parkinson's finally shuts his organs down. 4 years ago, we were racing motorcycles on the track, when he felt odd, walked off, woke up paralyzed the next morning, and was put on brain hormone treatments, and spent the remaining years of his life oscillating literally between a drooling vegetable and a hallucinating, raving, randomly violent dementia case. Healthy and fit and active and one of the nicest guys you could ever meet.
No one knows what causes Parkinson's, but it's on the rise in a big way. As it stands now, if you know 10 people, someone close to every one of you, or you yourself, will suffer and like my friend Paul by the time you're all adults.
>>678751505
how old is your friendo anon
>>678750238
I hope its true anon. I really do. Hopefully it will work out. I don't want to call myself a failure. I don't want to accept it.
I'm also glad we're talking. It gives me someone to talk to. Someone to share my pain.
I just don't want to losr any friends. I spoke to a qt for a while, she sent me a chest pick asking for cuddles, i knew it wasn't to me, but that didn't hurt. What hurts is I know she knows I like her, we talked, and she eventually slipped and called me Julio, i know julio, hes better than me in every way.
I don't know anon. I can live my life without her, but, the fact that shes the only girl I've talked to in years? That'll stay with me.
Pic related, and more to come probably
>>678751000
I'm also 19 dude, and i've kissed girls. It's a big deal when you haven't kissed someone but once you do and do it in abundance it's just eh. Don't feel like you're missing out because it's seriously not that big of a deal.
>>678751726
He was diagnosed with it at 48. Consider that at 24 years old, your life could be half over and you're actually middle aged. No one has anyidea.
>>678739449
Heroin junkies are successful with women, m8
>>678751505
Shit man sorry to hear that, I know what it's like to loose a friend, it's like part of you has been torn away from you and nothing can fill that hole
>>678751407
Fuck it all. Maybe I'll just make some incredible innovation in the medical field. Then I can feel good about myself.
>>678751909
I just feel like it's a great part of life I may not have a chance to experience.
>>678751851
I know they were all there talking but i dont care, what annoys me is that she didn't want to talk to me, that it was the others responsibility.
But whatever. I'm done. Its time to stop fucking about with people like her and move on with my life.
How do i move on with my life, anon?
Why do feels threads get taken over by faggoty teenagers with heartbreak that theyll never remember? Where is the feels threads for grown ups, where youre married and have a kid and want to blow your brains out because youre empty inside?
>>678751505
Makes my problems seem pretty small in retrospec
>>678752544
Anon we're just trying to help everyone else here. If you want to share your story you're more than welcome to.
>>678752349
To think this is how im gonna end and it wont get better till my parents die and i kill myself. Not a single fucking friend or thing im good at.
>>678750446
Again man any advice on what to say, haven't been in the game since I was 17, I'm 25 now so pretty rusty
>>678752544
I'm sorry anon, i didn't mean to ruin it with my problems, go ahead, you listen to me, its only fair i listen to yours! :)
>>678751851
This may I want you to have a completely different mind set.
Every morning after April 30th I want you to this list of things
>Wake up look in a mirror and Smile for 10 seconds. It may feel weird but do it
>When eating you're food go through what you're going to do that day. Establish things that might make you nervous and try to figure out how to make sure you're not nervous later.
>When walking around puff your chest with you're shoulders back and give yourself a smug smirk, and think "bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks."
>Be confident in what you do
>if you see a girl with a shirt that you like compliment her on it and nothing more
>If you see a guy with a cool outfit, him too. It's not gay it's social able.
>Just think that you're a cool guy.
> You can be alone and happy you just need to be happy.
>if you come off as an asshole fuck em, you are feeling more confident.
First Day of September come back here at this time and post a feel thread and look for me. Code Name Rubber ducky. We'll talk about our summer.
>>678750715
Yeah, if she doesn't say anything in idk the next day or so just start a different conversation or whatever dynamic you have with her, just reset to normal.
Something about who you are made her attracted to you. So just be you, fixation on a part of yourself that she might not find attractive while you're around her, even if it's to say you're not that thing is just gonna make her think about it
>>678752229
Fuck yea you will!!!
Get that mother fucking Nobel Prize money nigga
>>678737820
it's /b/rothers not brothers... newfags have to earn the advice of other /b/ros, even other newfags
>>678752168
Thx anon. I hadn't talked to him in 2 weeks... at the time he was doing good again, but last week he caught a regular springtime cough, and it turned into pneumonia and just took him down like an axe to a tree.
The next time I hear someone in my family point to the perfection of the human body as proof of gods love and our place as the grand purpose of the universe, I'm going to try as hard as I can to not punch them in the mouth.
>>678752741
I see you here but are you going to do anything about it? Go kick life in the tit!
>>678750697
>>678753196
Well my hour for dicking around on the Internet is almost up. I need to get some work done. Th-thanks Anon.
>>678752960
Yes anon! I will! You don't know how thankful i am that you're trying to help, I'll do it all anon! I promise!
First day of september! Got it!
Thanks, anon :)
>>678753196
There is no such thing as great men. Only from the most meager viewpoints of the unaccomplished do men ever seem great.
Men are just another ape, barely capable of comprehending what they do.
>>678752960
I agree with that guy, cheer up you have lots. Me ill spend my summer in my room losing weight till i become anorexic while i recover from surgery and no one is gonna visit me or ask about me. Then ill head back to school and watch my friend ditch me to go party with his better, richer friends. Ill spend my whole school time doing work looking like a nerd, not because i like school but because its fhe only thing i can do. I wont eat once during the school year either because i dont want to sit alone and im not hungry on pills. Forget making friends too, my rep is ruined and im working on being an IT, a job i hate so no one wants to talk to me. On the bright side, i dont need money, a car or a cellphone : i dont have anything to do with it. No one to text or drive to.
>>678751851
You will find someone else, just as I'm trying to, only 2 people in my whole life really understood me, my dad who died when I was 18 ( not a sob story, I've come to terms with it) and my ex fiance, but I hope one day I'll find someone else, and I'm teling you now as a fact that he isn't better than you everyday, everyone has a talent, as Einstein said "if you judge a fish by its ability to climb trees it will spend it's whole life thinking it's stupid.
>>678753596
I can relate to this. In the summer I work so much so i don't have to be home because I can't face my family. And when i get home i go right to sleep and knock out like a light and get back to work.
>>678753601
I'm here rooting for you when you're cramming for that final! I'm right next to you in your chem class trying not to fall asleep. I'm writing a paper while we shit post on /b/ with you. We are at the same point in life, but you will accomplish more than me. Just find a medical break through so i can say i felt with that kid over the internet. God bless you, you magnificent bastard.
>>678753668
I'm marking it on my calendar September 1st 10:30PM my time. i'll start the thread with this pic and a line of text that says ">Rubber ducky in"
If i don't see you there bud i'm a be salty you better not an hero out. We have a deal!
>>678752478
Dude, don't be sad about it. It's easier than you think.
You just have to become a little better at socializing.
You should try to read some books on that. I'd recommend "The Flow" by Dan Bacon or you could start watching a channel called "Simple Pickup" on Youtube.
We all need a little help sometimes. If you want your life to be better, you have to work for it.
Waiting will get you nowhere. You have to become more confident to succeed.
I was in the same position as you and I worked hard to become more atractive. Now I have a really cute girlfriend that loves me unconditionally.
This is posible, man. Believe in yourself.
you dont look hard enough or search correctly
>>678752741
I am your friend and brother anon, and don't you forget it, you guys are all I've got
>>678753814
No matter how nihilistic you get the keystone of nihilism is to do what makes you happy. It's a view of how to let go and not let your actions and hesitation get in the way of your happiness. I know this because i too find no point in life but god damn it i won't let it slip away from me while i'm here. I'm going to kick everyone in the balls if that truly makes me happy. Because fuck em
>be fatass
>overweight by 40 pounds
>kidneys probably in the shitter
>lonely, never had a real relationship
>virgin
>wake up every day and question what it's all for, why i keep stumbling into the nightmare that is life
>young, but education was botched from a young age
>probably never going to do anything noteworthy, just kinda survive
>used to love the counterculture grunge purpose feeling the early 00's had
>now even that's gone and we're drowning in corporate culture and advertisement
>>678753093
So wait a couple of days and the talk about something new, I feel I should try show more interest in her, but not sure how to do that does "how was your day still work"
>>678754016
I'll shit post with you on /b/
Because we all need a bud. But god damn it try and go out and get ice cream and talk to people. Who cares if you're a neet people will want to talk to someone else.
Found this chick I like, she's pretty nice and a little bit nerdy. She's not exactly the best looking or the brightest, but I absolutely love being around her and she's okay compared to the normal shit I date and settle for. Anyway, so I started talking to her over the past few months and got a thing for her. Instead of being a beta and doing nothing about it, I decided to be a bit more alpha this time and just straight up ask her out after like a month or so of getting to know her decently. The thing is, instead of giving a straight answer, she said for me to 'wait to ask her out' because she is 'having a very hard time right now and problems with another dude'. The guy she's talking about does like her, but when I was talking to her about him a while ago she said she wasn't really interested. Over the past month or so we started talking more and more daily and she seemed interested in me beyond just being friends.
>ffw to 3 days ago
So 3 days ago I heard from a few friends that she was in a relationship with this dude and all of that shit. I was kind of irritated by it but tbh I expected it from the start. I knew I wasn't really going to be in a relationship with her, my luck is just too horrible with this shit. Anyway, I confronted her about it and she said that they weren't in a relationship but close to it.
She said she didn't want to immediately get into one because she was afraid she'd hurt me. I told her I honestly didn't care because I knew something like this would happen from day, I knew it wouldn't work out. She then because really sad and told me she didn't want me to leave her because I had become one of her best friends, which I guess I'm okay with. Thing is, even though I told her I'd stay and that she should date this dude, she keeps saying she won't and brings up hints that she has feelings for me.
What should I do? She seems legit torn between me and this other guy, but I feel like I guilted her into it almost, which I really don't want.
>There is always someone who would fuck you
>just keep looking b/ros
>>678755595
you guys should just have a long talk about your feelings tbh.
>>678755595
>(Cont)
The thing is, it's starting to get to me because she's been decently nice to me now and I feel like I kinda brought her to a standstill. We have conversations and all but she doesn't act the same at all. I've tried to bring up the whole thing to try and find a resolution, but she refuses to talk about it and breaks into tears.
>>678755595
>Walk away
>it'll hurt both of you but it'll also make you two stronger.
She might go after you if you leave too.
>>678747529
I'll never die in combat. I'll die alone in a comfortable bed. What is my life worth if I die so effortlessly.
>>678754577
It's a deal anon! Thank you!
I'll be here till i fall asleep, but I'ed like to learn more about you, if you dont mind.
Where can I find feel killers?
They would be like pain killers but instead of taking away the pain it took away the feels.
Any tips on forgetting her aswell?
>>678755147
get antidepressants and work out
personally i stopped taking antidepressants because even though they worked, i had a bunch of other issues and it felt as if i was just using them to escape how life really is
what the fuck am I doing with my life, /b/
it's 4:44am and instead of sleeping I'm browsing /b/ and playing with something in Java and I don't even know Java
>>678755595
Had a similar story to this one, she liked one of my best friends and I talked to her more. She eventually liked me more. She had to pick between him or me. She later told me she regretted picking him. Should just walk away
>>678756272
Give a fight!
>>678755430
I understand and ive tried but i just cant anymore. Its to the point ill see someone get jumped and have the urge to join in and break his face. People act like im some blind deaf or stupid shit and theres nothing i can do because i dont care enough, in fact i constantly want to beat the shit out of my only friend. I cant even defend myself verbally or physically since im alone and theyre not.
>>678753217
Did you get to say goodbye to him.
Try not to late that hate against Christians fester, most of them just don't know any better, and hate only hurts you in the long run, I was angry when my friend died and would take it out on anyone before I realised the anger was just a cover up for the sorrow, and that sorow should be embraced it shows you had a deep congestion with them, and try to remember the good times, don't be sad that they are gone, be happy they where part of you life
>>678756325
Whats there to know? We're anonymous here. Doesn't it shatter the mask if i tell you who i am?
>>678756507
Same here, i spend my week days not sleeping so im too tired to care at school and so that days go by faster, im failling classes too and have no future,
>>678756602
Get involved in a sport and exercise.
Get a punching bag, learn to fight. Fight those mannequins. Don't hurt someone until you can fight like a badass.
Join UFC and fuck some kid's shit up
>>678756708
You said you had a job, what do you do?
I'm sorry, i don't want to take off your mask.
I don't want to take of mine either, but its okay anon, just know I'm thankful for tonight.
>>678756417
I don't want to be pacified though, i just want to find inner happiness with myself and my situation somehow.
i used to want to basically just be a nihilist and fuck all the other noise and just do what made me happy (fuck being considered a loser/etc), but parents beat that out of me with expectations and basically leading me away from those ideals from a young age.
>tfw i kept this thread from 404'ing when it started and now 30 people are here. Thanks fam for feeling with us
>>678753093
Yea this could work, hadn't messaged her in like a week, cause I was busy with work, messaged her tonight and it was instant reply, this is good right?
>>678757164
I work for this company that goes to events. It's a desk job weekdays and then it's a field OP during the weekends. It's based out of Chicago where i live.
>>678737820
i used to fuck ur brothers mom
she'd come over every once in awhile while her kid was staying at college.
she'd get naked as soon as she came in, put on her favorite song and start fucking me while crying. she said the song reminded her of raising her child, and motherhood. she told me it reminded her of how much she missed her child. it made her and me cum buckets.
this was the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVI4Knz24CQ
>>678757801
Those are some pretty good tits though bro
>>678753814
To believe all men is folly, to believe none is something worse
The only reason I'm still alive is because i need to vote trump into office.
>>678757573
Huh, That's interesting, and im not saying that, im genuinely interested. What does it do at the events, though?
>>678756564
Fight what? Gangsters? Fly over to Iraq and shoot people? Kill pedos? I'm already military, and I've been told my unit hasn't deployed since the war kicked off.
>>678758430
Security.
>>678752057
actually I seen them score more than me, When I was a meth addict ( thank God im not anymore ) a lot of girls would come by, now it is just me drinking beer with a computer I fucked up my life sunk into depression sunk people with me, maybe im still not that broken.
>>678743255
Stop insisting with the drug thing it makes it suspicious to repeat that you dont do drugs over and over.
>>678758646
Here's how I plan on killing myself when i decide i can't handle my life anymore. I plan on going on a plane to Germany, and backpacking to Turkey, Syria, where ever. Getting a gun. And just shooting ISIS where ever i find them. I might die before i get to syria, oh well i was gonna off myself. But i want to take some of those mother fuckers out before i die. Or i'll die trying. If you want to live, just live a life. Work hard and leave a legacy for someone to know you're name when all that is left of you is just you're name.
>>678745423
Shut up you sappy little faggot.
>>678759588
>checked
>>678746230
Im surprised she didnt die on a fire or a pool or of hunger or of negative mood.
>>678758656
I thought so, i couldn't come up with an idea but security did pop up twice.
Well, im not sure if you enjoy it, but it could be worse, sadly. When i see security, they're always big tough guys who look like formal chads, you wouldn't expect them to feel with you, y'know?
But thanks anon. It doesn't sound like you want to dwell on it, but it was nice getting a slight insight. Thanks :)
>>678759891
>working at a funeral home recently
>The cold embrace of death seems more inviting now
>I do not fear death anymore
>I've come to terms with myself if people die around me
>We were born to die eventually
>From dust we shall return
>>678760311
Haha I'm far from the Chad's or the big black guys that work for us.
Think of me more of an office guy, I'm there when the chad's can't figure out how to turn on their computers and shit. All my co workers know me and love me but when ever i tell people i work security they laugh. Then they realize I'm serious. Everyone feels, just keep that in mind when you talk to people.
I had a good night thanks to you guys
>>678757003
Or don't hurt people at all, if you hurt those who hurt you, it makes it even, if you do nothing they will be left with the guilt, I joined an mm a club to get revenge by the end of it I didn't want revenge I had learnt to take the higher road
>>678749185
god fucking damnit robin why
why you, you had it all.
I have nothing and yet.. I keep fighting
god damnit why couldn't you do it too...
>>678751851
I dont get this, excuse the autism.
>>678761151
Because no one makes a comedian laugh
How can you? It seems pointless and futile to tell a comedian a joke. No one stops to think? Why is he always telling jokes? Because they're too busy at the joke he just told. No one really analysis how hurt he is, and how much he doesn't want people to hurt how he does. He's a martyr of emotional pain. he hurts so we don't have to. But in the end He can't coup and neither can we.
>>678760891
Yeah, i suppose everyone does feel, even when it doesn't seem like it. I'm studying Networking, Computing and general IT. Its the only thing im good at really.
Thanks for telling me anon!
>>678761708
pls no hack
>>678752349
Ahh you missed one ring you piece of shit.
>>678761708
Really excited to see how you do after this summer. I now have something to look forward to. Make me proud /b/ro
>>678752960
> We will talk about summer
Secret newfag club detected.
That actually seems like a cool idea though, ill try.
>>678761432
In a nut shell anon, she texted Julio, thinking it was me, but prior to that image she sent me a qt picture asking for cuddles, which was meant for julio.
In a smaller nutshell, i like her but she likes someone else, and she knows knows i like her, so that ss she sent hurt because shes outright saying 'im texting chad rn and i mistook him for you lol"
I don't know anymore anon, I've tangled myself up! Pic related
>>678762298
bro just mad because he doesn't know the secret handshake to the exclusive clu/b/
>>678737820
If you seen this movie, you know why it's feels.
https://youtu.be/L2xD-HYTPPI
>>678762428
move on
She's not worth your time
>>678762106
Hopefully it goes well, and maybe i can make something of myself.
By the way, just because i promised not to an hero, doesn't mean you can anon.
these gifs are also random cuz i cant see the pic??
>>678752544
Im 25 my finances left me, she let me know it was over by ringing me up while she was shagging someone else. So don't tell me I won't remember that kind of betrayal
>>678762785
Yeah, I've changed all her names to things like don't do it, i don't block people, but its my way of stopping myself.
She keeps asking me to email her some work she requested from me, i just ignore her now.
>>678760891
God, can you imagine...
>I worked six months.
>I tolerated six months of extra hours... Busted my ass at my shit job.
>It seemed worth it at the time. The kid was ecstatic. All his friends were jealous- He was going to the World Cup, dammit, and we were going to see Brasil dominate once more!
>And then we got there.
>Germany.
>With each passing goal I could feel all the work, all the blood, sweat, and tears I'd put in to bring him here... Crashing down around me.
>One goal for each month I'd worked.
>One goal for each hour my kid cried.
I'm no fan of soccer, but the sheer distress on their face is harrowing. It's as if the Germans had lined up and executed all their players...
>>678762811
nigga that wasn't part of the deal!
I seriously never can an hero in the summer, i don't want to piss off my boss. He relies so much on me. And I don't want to let him down. He's the only reason i haven't an hero'd yet. The check off list i gave you is my boss. over the summer i emulate him because he's the kind of guy i want to be like. It works for me. I hope it works for you.
>>678761834
If i could hack, lord knows i would reign supreme in my anonymous hacking club known as 4chan anon
>>678763290
Well anon, i hope it works for me too. Atleast you definitely matter to him to some extent, right?
>>678739491
this hits home to fucking hard
>>678763165
My office had a world cup bracket pool in place. I had Germany winning the World Cup.
They played the games in the office, one coworker and I had Germany Winning it all, Everyone else either had Mexico, Argentina, USA, Spain winning it. We were so excited when GER scored the first goal
By the end Everyone else was shocked and just told me "You picked the killers this year."
Felt awesome.
Please more stuff about pets.
come abandon
>>678763664
I'm is right hand man, every errand he has he calls me, even for the owner of the company. Out of 5 assistants to pick I'm the one he always picks. He trusts me to get stuff done and he always tells me I'm a great worker and all that. I know he appreciates me. It's shatter him if i just killed myself one day. I think it's a mutually assured destruction him and i have. If he quits his job i will too.
>>678763800
Lucky you anon. Not quite the score of 6 million but y'know, its the high score for a reason.
these worldy
>>678763304
>cringe at anonymoose now that they don't do shit and are spinning themselves in circles.
>tfw neckbeards from le 9gag think they're anonymoose.
illusions to
>>678737820
Do a flip faggot
>>678764105
Wasn't the first time germany shocked the world with a massacre
>>678764089
Damn anon, im happy you take pride in your work, it shows to him. You should go drinking with him or something, if he trusts you that much, he'll know you'll be ontime the next day heh
>>678762428
Jesus shes retarded im sorry, that sucks man, I know that feeling I experienced being someone else for a bit and everything was so different and nice, it made me feel bad to confirm that I am the issue. I would think she was trying to flirt but i also met really sloppy girls so Its very unlikely.
I usually just stop talking to anyone that makes me feel this bad but I dunno if thats a good thing, I guess after a while of trying I should.
>>678764365
>>678764298
I blame, entirely, the documentary "We are legion"
Its an hour of memes and 4chan history of b, literally cancer in movie form.
You should watch it
>>678764578
I'm not 21 yet. The second i do i'll take him to the pub and pick up his tab
>>678762521
Ill be part of it before you even know it anon.
>>678764927
>I got cancer from just hearing about that movie
>i rather not
>i will later though when i go through chemo
>>678765088
>Checked
I'll see you Sept 1st faggot
>>678739449
>still talking to you
think about it
>>678764298
Me too, it seemed like a really cool concept but they are a bunch of moralfags that cringy people look up to, and all those protests and posts about anomalus makes me cringe hard. I like to pretend they dont exist so I dont relate them to actual anons.
>>678764866
Yeah man, its a rough edge. At times i thought she was into me, but this past weekend has really set me in stone.
>>678765405
Occupying Wall street was not a 4chan op
ordering pizza's to the church of Scientology was 4chan
People don't get we are fucking idiots we aren't for equal rights, we hate niggers for crying out loud and it's not a hidden thing we porudly say it on /pol/
>>678764490
But it sure was the first time they shocked the world without one!
>>678764976
You do that anon, im sure you'll both enjoy it.
Maybe not the tab part, but it'll make him appreciate you even more
>>678765793
>did you see the game???
>Brazil was massacred!
>>678755595
Same thing happened to me except she told me she likes me to and we would date soon then fast forward 3 days she starts dating this guy without even telling me
>>678765117
Goes on about how to DDos and Spider-Man memes and how cool and edgy b is
>>678764866
Doesn't help in the past shes said shes dreamt about me fucking her. Don't say 'it was your chance' because it really wasnt.
>>678765897
Him and I go back, and i'd gladly pick up his tab. I started working when he first got his office job. When he was my age i just started and we've still worked with each other since. We've seen people come and go in the company and we know we're still going to be there for a while. We have stories that go way back! We've been through rough times and we always come out golden and solid. I have been thinking of opening a bar, and if i do the beer will run free for him.
>>678766024
Script kiddies ain't shit, Sure you can shut down my IP but once i restart my router and put a proxy then what fggt.
>>678766249
She's playing you like a fiddle and you're making it too easy
Stopping letting her trap you. Walk away and find someone new. Find someone who won't play you and who respects you.
Just like there is cancer on /b/ there is cancerous people. Normies use the word toxic
>>678766271
That's awesome to hear, I'm glad you amd him are tight, even better that hes your boss who knows you well, i think some people would envy that.
>>678765295
And this, ladies and gentlemen, is why schools get shot up.
>>678766461
Anon u better watch out, I'll dox ur phone so it plays astley 24/7
>>678766762
Not much to envy, sure it's all fun and games but when i fuck up, i get my balls kicked in. It really helps that he's the boss of the department and i'm close to the owner of the company. People really can't hate me because i'm really up there by default. But i'm not an asshole about it i try to be nice to people. Everyone busts my balls. I had the new girl ask me why i take so much shit from everyone if she got as much shit as me she would've never have come back. I take the shit because i know at the end of the day my boss tells me. "no matter what they say about you, you're solid kid." And when you're boss says that, does it matter what anyone else says or thinks?
>>678766664
Yeah I'm done. I really am. We had an argument last week and she blocked me on everything, but like the fucking cuck i am i found a way to apologize, we became friends, talked often again, then this.
But this time is wasn't my fault so idgaf, im done, swearsies realsies
>>678766957
>jokes on you that's already my ring tone
>>678767579
I don't buy it. You remove her number right now and delete all text history dude.Same with snapchat.
>>678767579
>78767579
Cool
>>678739265
Also that guy can do a fucking back flip
>>678767568
>"And when you're boss says that, does it matter what anyone else says or thinks?"
Not at all anon, not at all.
>>678767579
I had to do this, it sucks, it really does. But trust me, three months out, you'll feel much better.
The only thing you'll have to worry about is when she gets dumped and tries to come crying back to you. She doesn't and most likely won't ever want you, she just wants your attention until she finds somebody else.
Not trying to be discouraging or an asshole, hopefully it's not coming off that way
>>678766249
Seems like youre her backup or just someone she needs some attention from so she gives you stuff like this to keep you, id say just leave like me. I tortured myself for a bit on a similar situation but i get sick of people quick.
>>678767787
But anon-its the only memories of talking to a qt within the past year i have.
I've mad a promise already tonight, i promise I'll delete it all. And the screen shots.
>>678767579
>>678768028
Shit, hope i replied to the right person, just realized i skipped half of the thread
>>678768135
Seems so. I promised the other anon its done with.
As a normie said; "aint gonna catch me commenting fire emojis under her pics, i aint a fucking bunsen burner g"
>>678767645
Fuck. Pizza to the door it is.
>>678767901
Kid can go fuck himself back to the 4th grade. Trying to be tough on the internet
>>678767982
I see my boss as my older brother, seriously he's the bomb. When i graduated High school he went to my grad party and gave me a card, and it had $100 in it. I seriously felt guilty taking it, I'm already in debt to him. I need to finish college for him. He's already promised me a spot once i do.
>>678768293
Talk to other girls man. Talk to cute ones, ugly ones, fat ones, skinny ones. They're all girls. Sometimes you might click with an ugly one and she could be a good friend but she might also tell you one of her cuter friends likes you. Just need to trial and error bro.
>>678768838
Aww shit nigga i can't tip him! You got me!
>>678768135
I don't know how women can live with themselves doing shit like this.
And its so common now.
I think a lot of you guys' problem is the same thing mine was for 21 years; i put women on a pedestal and treated them like they could do no wrong.
>>678768543
Yeah it seems like you did. Half of my posts are irrelevant anyway sadly.
She also kept sending pics like "im so fit", i asked her why she always send them to me and she said "i send them to everyone anon"
JUST
But for real, im done. Swear on my only working eye i do.
>Image Limit Reached.
>Comment Limit Reached.
>Feels Limit Reached.
This is a feel thread. And a pretty happy one.
Go out there and smile a lil brighter anons. Go out there and carpe that diem. Talk to the girl you're afraid of. Stop thinking of the girl that shattered you. Build your self up and be happy on your own. Be confident in yourself. People will notice and grills will be mirin
Hybridization takes control
Hands of the past starts ripping at the fabric of time
Clawing with frantic intensity, coming alive
Nailed to thin air as I marvel at the absurdity I see
Through a rip reaching through, they are choking me
Features fabricated, a mask terrestrial
The truth between two lies
An illusion manifested in the physical
Shapeshifter, a hybrid being
Hiding underneath
Riding the thesis, seeing is believing
Time moves backwards, counter-clockwise
Memories gather, forming a cluster asphyxiating me
Re-living the silent punishment of merging realities
Remembering my ancestry, I am human but still not quite
A victim of hybridization, a program shunned from light
My blood interstellar and I'm shedding skin
Becoming what I always was
Embracing my unearthly origin
Shapeshifter, a hybrid being
Hiding nomore
Anti-thesis, seeing is deceiving
>>678768985
U want cheese or pepperoni, and i will try for other girls. I really will
>>678769581
Cheese my nigga
>make papa proud and get them digits
>>678769201
That's good.
But seriously, you'll have to be able to tell her to fuck off when she comes crying back or the whole thing will start again.
Even if she offers sex
>>678769900
Stuffed crust or cheesy
>>678769431
Great message for all. Go get them, anons.
You all can do this.
>>678769915
I don't think i can tell her to fuck off. I'm too kind. Its the reason i always reply. I can't stand being ignored so i attempt to make others not feel the same
>>678770243
Maybe not "fuck off" but don't fall back in love with her or be her emotional tampon
>>678770000
>fucking checked!
Stuffed crust man, shit order that pizza now i'm hungrier than a mother ducker
>>678770034
I should really write my paper haha
>>678770000
>checked
>>678770536
I'll give it my best. I feel like that robot whos been ignoring his oneitis for a week.
>>678770560
My first quads man. Glad i shared it with you. Once got 7 dubs in a row.
i hate this all becuase i hatemyself because this life is mine and its nothing but hate because i bring out the hate. almost got all y social ties tired out of me so i can happliy hermit somewhere until i dye from exhaustioon cant you all see how pointless this all is and why do you all put eachother into this mess? like wtf man if yur reading this and all be like woah bro lots of typos that set off my autsm! then yeah they got u too which really is me messing with eerything so im too lazy to rewrite and check everything but im off topic yet again, i got this one last test and after that im off for good. like i said all my social ties are getting to the point where i wanted them to be, form e to be a ghost and you to know this but i bet you are nt reading this because you are like the rest of them all, cheaters. but i cant cheat this exam, i dont want to get kicked out of the doors! i dont ever care anymore but i care enough to learn how to take care of myself, fuck. im rambling agin, im really really lost because i ventured here when i should have stayed back there. i miss my pet, oh well. i have to go soon again, i dont know where ill end up last but ill probbaly still be there but oficcialy gone from here. who cares.im tired of trying something im not or not wanted because yea ive always just been tossed to the side so why shouldnt it bother me even more? i dont know, its never my fault you should get mad at her not me, i dont know just as much as you did. fucksakes, rambling againm why am i here? not here but here again, i hate this place. its annoying how it all functions, maybe finally this choice i make is the right one, maybe this will be finally how you "miss me" because apparently thats how itll fix things, all i kno is that youre a secret keeper from me because all i wanted was a llousy letter or a call. but im not good enough for that, im not good enough for the truth, i never am. this is somewhat my last words here, im too lazy to get my things in order
>>678770953
Qaud man Qaud man Qaud man
That boy is up to somethin Woo
>>678770953
You'll get it figured out anon.
I just hope it's sooner rather than later
>>678771376
As do i. I had a picture but we reached the cap. Speaking of feels, my feels folder went from 0 to 700 in 2 days. Tf is wrong with me.
>>678737820
I'm a little confused with what you want.
Tell us what was on your mind and what your brother said, what you told us was just vague bullshit.
>>678771260
Take a breather man. If you feel trapped find something to do to keep your mind off things. Try a sport, a hobby, pick up an instrument. Ice skate, go swimming or lift. Worse comes to worse light a cigerette and smoke and just think, or even better. Don't think at all. Let your mind just stop for a bit. Then crawl back to it and see what you can do to restore you're life
>>678744519
not someone i'd fuck with
>>678772125
i do all those things and apparently im the opposite of what youre used to like holy shit, last time i checked i made the podium of my region but now i messed up and here i am fucked up even more so. i really really only want to go back and do that but i can cause druggie fuckwits fuck with my shit and i cant even run around the forest safely. but yeah, i figured what i want to do but at the same time that doesnt want me, ehh. so ill go back and hide like i usually do but remember what i was given as a child, i feel useless on other things and i end up hating everything else, i just like the painful feeling i can inflict on my opponents that chose to go against me, oh well, i dont even have to do much to do that. back onto my ramble, im hungry and going back to my dream because when i was doing that, i was really good, and im wasting my time here struggling at something im failing at and ruining. i just wanted one thing to do successfully and i tried the two,three multitasking thing that others around here do and ya she doesnt apparently care but tells me bullshit and i really really dont care for all this hedonism but i guess i attract that. everything you listed ive done and keep doing so i guess yea, ill go back and only do one thing and be really good at it, no other nonsense, i could stay with the current thing i have got going on, but i cant be assured to trust its true to only me,
>>678773100
>checked
Never feel lost man, We are all lost. WE jst have to do what we think is right, no pressure. Just move at your own pace. If you have to slow down. slow down. Just makes sure you aren't stressing out. Just take a few breathes and try and do what makes you happy.
