>feels thread? It's a sad night /b/rothers.
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
>feels thread?
It's a sad night /b/rothers.
>>678576965
Good ylyl photo.
>>678576965
bump for interest
Bumping with feels
>>678576965
I was looking for this. I've had a shitty night.
Long read but if you're looking for feels, worth
Fucked me up pretty bad when I first read it
>>678579653
This one hit me hard for some reason
This one is from the end of Future Diary. Hit me hard. Last one I got
>>678576965
sure, why not
it's 5am, I'm drunk, depressed, etc
can I have a hug, please/
>>678577087
Jesus Christ...
>>678579796
I know its an old thread but did he ever come back online?
>>678580558
*?
I'm pretty drunk right now
Bumping for feels
>>678580009
i would be lying if i said i did that...
i never did. I Never will.
I love you, Lucas
>>678580558
>>678576965
nigga that bike was left by some twat in 1954 and he forgot about it
plus it's in Washington and we didn't enter WWI till 1917, so that "boy" wasn't going to any fucking war NIGGAAA
>>678581309
tfw I don't
>>678582442
I'll hold you, anon
>>678581423
Haha my bf told me he loved me literally 10 minutes ago
>>678582611
faggot
>>678577087
gay
>>678580691
I don't think he did anon
>i hope I'm wrong
>>678576965
i miss my ex.
she'd come over every once in awhile while her kid was staying at college.
she'd get naked as soon as she came in, put on her favorite song and start fucking me while crying. she said the song reminded her of raising her child, and motherhood. she told me it reminded her of how much she missed her child. it made her and me cum buckets.
this was the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVI4Knz24CQ
>>678579858
I forgot his name... wasn't he a motivator on /fit/? I can't remember the full story.
>>678576965
Yea that one has been de-bunked a lot
>>678580009
Says who, fuck off cunt. Get a job
>tfw you have totally lost the best part of your life
>no more childhood discovery
>no more wonder about the world
>no more enthusiasm.
>but you're an adult now, you gotta get a job and gotta go to work and make a living
>can't stop
>can't take the world in
>move too fast
>pretty soon you'll be old and decrepit
>and in 3 generations nobody will ever know you existed
>you have missed out on the best part of life, which is discovery
>can't get it back
>you're not living, you're just alive
>tfw life is wasted
>>678583179
zyzz
>>678583179
see >>678583406
He inspired people you're right
>>678583179
Zyzz? Nah he was just a gym junkie who /fit/ idolised.
>>678583615
Had a heart attack in mid-20's too
>>678581309
2 1/2 yrs ago.
The night b4 my gf was hit & killed by a train. I've never even cried, let alone been held. :'(
>>678583627
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ME7Aqs5-BXY
>>678580009
>>678584144
a train?
a fucking train?
how do you fuck up that bad?
a train is pretty goddamn obvious.
look man, I'm really sorry for you but clearly she was just a little bit retarded if she couldn't tell there was a FUCKING TRAIN about to kill her.
>>678583627
>>678584187
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdBoybKnzZw
>>678584716
>tfw you have totally lost the best part of your life
>>no more childhood discovery
>>no more wonder about the world
>>no more enthusiasm.
>>but you're an adult now, you gotta get a job and gotta go to work and make a living
>>can't stop
>>can't take the world in
>>move too fast
>>pretty soon you'll be old and decrepit
>>and in 3 generations nobody will ever know you existed
>>you have missed out on the best part of life, which is discovery
>>can't get it back
>>you're not living, you're just alive
>>tfw life is wasted
was about to say the same fucking thing
>>678584716
The train snuck into her bedroom at night and brutally stabbed her to death
>>678579858
Zyzz did roids. His brother caught him. No natty
>>678585122
that makes more sense
>>678577087
faggot
>>678584716
>Pushed in front of train
>Tripped in front of train
>On train tracks and got stuck
You have to be retarded to not think of scenarios
>>678585122
kek
>>678585395
but the amount of time you have to escape a FUCKING TRAIN
>>678584716
A guy pushed her & our dog in front of it.
He had mental problems. Not her.
He lost an arm and got 12 yrs in prison.
I lost my gf & dog.
Thanks a lot for the feels.
>>678584716
>>678585496
Dude are you stupid? Sit down and think about what you just posted.
I mean I just realized that my friend who I hosted Game Nights with passed away of Leukemia...
>>678580009
Yep. I wish I discovered the red pill in high school. Years of my life I will never get back.
So, question:
Is "/b/rothers" read as "brothers", "slash-b-slash rothers", "B-Rothers", "B-brothers", or "buh-ruthers"?
>>678585628
I'm sorry man.
I didn't mean to fuck you up, I'm just not good at dealing with really fucked up shit.
hell, when I went to my great grandfathers funeral, I said "hope my phone doesn't ring, my ringtone is highway to hell"
I saw the wreck of the USS Arizona and laughed because it was the first submarine of WW2.
>>678585496
I think you are beyond stupid and that it's not baiting
Best feels music ever:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_P-v1BVQn8
image is sad
how fucking new are you. kill yourself you pathetic retarded fucking idiot
>>678586099
All good, dubs.
I laugh at fucked up shit too. Hence /b/.
Sometimes I wish I could cry though.
And I often want to just hold another human being. Alas, /b/!
There aren't any cool women at the bars. Maybe I'll have to join a yoga class. There's some hotties with brains in there!
>>678579402
Fuck this one got me.
>>678585786
>>678585395
You have to be retarded to be walking on fucking train tracks you half-minded twat.
well, /b/
I todl the girl I like how I feel about her
>>678587154
How do you cross them, idiot? You have a jetpack?
>>678587257
What happened?
>>678587257
How bad was it?
>>678587530
Then the question of "Why are you crossing train tracks with a train coming" arises. Stop posting.
>>678587530
>What happened?
>>678587571
idk, I think she's asleep
which is funny cause I'm 6 hours ahead of her and it's nearly 6am.
so, i've been reading up on the cold war and nukes in general.
a nuclear war isn't all that bad, if you really think about it.
turn a key, half an hour later everyone dies.
and if you're on the receiving end, just a flash of bright light and then its all over.
once everyone is dead, the earth resets.
starts anew and fixes what we did to it.
getting vaporized by a nuke would be one of the best ways to go.
>>678587747
You send her a message?
>>678587699
Alright, you're trolling. I'm out.
>>678587958
>You send her a message?
yes
>>678587747
Godspeed anon
Godspeed..
>>678577087
12 year old wrote that for sure
>>678587900
Dubs does not lie.
Let's do it!
Can /b/ get a nuclear war started?
Please?
Well, I'm super close with this girl, but as of recently, I'm the only one driving the convo and idk she just responds Bc I messaged first. She never chats me first and I'm always Tje one making plans first. I'm an i idiot and now I've fallen for her and idk what to do
I'm in need some help so I been taking to some girl she. She gives me mix signals, I don't want to go for it and screw up the only thing I have with her , in the other hand I don't want to keep her waiting. I been trying to frget about her as well.
>>678576965
no it's not eating french fries and playing ps4 :)
>>678581423
>implying
>>678588457
I can tell you that a heart that's not worth breaking isn't worth much.
>inb4 "faggot"
>>678588342
Stop sending messages to her completely.
>>678586951
I cried for the first time in like 4 or 5 years. Really hard too. One of those good cries where you're literally convulsing. Felt alive. Felt good.
I think its because I've drastically reduced my porn/masturbation habits. Can't really pinpoint exactly what caused it.
Cried over something stupid too.
>>678588609
Here's the thing about that. I need her:( like we're super close and she makes m the happiest but also the saddest. But I'm scared if I stop talking to her, she'll just move on and forget me.
This is the story of when i realized my father was gone..
It had been one day since my father had died and the funeral reception at our house was over now, the last of the guest having said their condolences, had cleared out. I stood looking out of our kitchen window at the overcast, humid may afternoon. My mother came in with a mug of tea and handed it to me. "Drink thi-" she choked up and couldn't finish so I smiled and nodded warmly and she hurried out of the room. I walked over to the docking station in the kitchen and picked up my iPod. I was about to really think of the recent events for the first time and i needed some music to accompany me. I felt queasy as i came across Wagner Adagietto from his 5th symphony. My dad loved this one. I pressed play and milled back to my spot by the window as the music started up, tea in hand. I remember becoming very self aware of what felt like everything that had ever happened to me. Then it hit me. My father was dead. I could no longer see him ever again nor could we have long discussions after dinner about any number of topics like we had done so many times before. There would be no one to take me to the park and practice soccer and there would be no one who would come home from work just in time for dinner every weekday. Why did it happen. I always knew that humans were only mortal but it never hit me this hard that someone i loved would one day die. I want him here..dad. I felt the lump swelling in my throat and my eyes began to water and as I sank to my knees I wept, for not for my fathers life, but for what I had lost. It felt so selfish but I was crying because i would never have that man around anymore and as i cried i only remember wanting daddy back.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWPACef2_eY
>>678579585
Wait... Isn't this a literal anime plot?
>>678579516
Samefag
>>678581423
not true m8, my mom said that to me yesterday
>>678588941
I..
aw fuck, man.
goddammit.
this hit me really, really hard.
I'm so sorry anon.
not that it can help you any, but I hope the thought is conveyed.
>>678588832
Thanks. Your pic made me laugh until I almost cried!
I could swear there's a tear forming at the corner of my eye. I wish I could cry. I still miss her. I've got two kids to raise on my own though. So crying won't help with that!
I used to look at the world with such wonder. Now I just see a bunch of shit. Fucking garbage everywhere. Humanity exploited and sold out. Completely void of its former virtues and glory. Just because some faggots wanna rule the world. Cool you own an ant hill great fucking job. You made everyone fucking miserable in the process. Fucking cunts.
>>678588342
pretty much this
>>678588609
I've fallen out with several girls and this is how it goes. My rule of thumb as been if they want to talk to me they will. if after a few times of messaging and trying to talk to them they never really get into a conversation or don't message you first, they aren't interested. They just respond to be nice.
I've had a shit fucking night tonight. My whole year group got invited to a party, I'm always not told about these nor invited but tonight it's really gotten to me. I'm a useless, mean cunt.
>>678589323
Its alright and thank you for your message; The thought was conveyed. Me and my father enjoyed classical music together and listening to that symphony brought back the memory.
>>678588852
She will leave eventually. Her moving on and forgetting you is inevitable. You're making something out of nothing because LOVE IS STRONG. Logically, it would do you well to stop messaging her like Anon said. You will still have your dignity.
thought i'd share my story, not many people know about it and i thought maybe it'd be good to get it off my chest
>raped by cousin when i'm 16
>don't tell anyone except my best friend
>i tell him to keep it a secret
>pulled into counselors office day after winter break is over
>friend told counselor what happened
>fml.
>end up telling the counselor because they're gonna look into it more anyways
>after two years, still currently in the court case
>family doesn't believe me and hates me for tearing my family apart
>hate myself for doing the same
>wish i wouldn't have told
>miss my cousin
>know he hates me and wishes i would die
>secretly hoping he doesn't go to prison so maybe my family won't hate me as much then
i sorta just feel numb all the time now. i just feel like i fucked up everything i had. some part inside me keeps trying to keep myself going though because i don't want to let him win. i want to be able to come back from all of this. just really not sure anymore
>>678590174
We're all gonna make it /b/ro
Somehow
>>678590026
>They just respond to be nice.
I know this feel
someone hasn't talked to me since November because I stopped, even after telling someone else she would "today" 3 months ago
>>678590448
damm but don't u want that nigga to pay ? he raped you
>>678576965
>>678577087
>>678577776
>>678578411
>>678579302
>>678579402
>>678579516
>>678579585
>>678579653
>>678579716
>>678579796
i need feels music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXbSfl0O3qU&nohtml5=False
>>678590822
i do, but at the same time just want to start forgetting. i feel like if he pays for what he did in anyway, i'm just gonna keep getting blamed and never get to reconnect with any of my family again
>>678590448
sexual abuse is such a mixed bag that I don't get. I was sexually abused by a neighbor when I was young. I'm not scarred by it or anything. And much more "Mundane" stuff have had bigger emotional tolls on my life then what went on in some chicks basement like 18 years ago. And how other people react and then blame gets thrown around for really stupid reasons it's all just a giant clusterfuck. Anyway I'm sorry you've had such a shitty experience with it all.
>>678590937
here ya go brah
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KS3TNhIMIU0&nohtml5=False
>>678590448
This is sad. However best remedy for this situation is simple. You need to counter-rape your cousin. It will bring balance to the relationship and your family will adore you. Hell its a right of passage in my family.
>>678579585
I can't be the only one who thinks Nicole was behind Ella's death...
>>678590448
hey anon, the shitnugget here is your cousin.
look, it's not your fault.
did you rape yourself?
no.
did you intend to fuck shit up?
no.
did you just want to vent?
yes.
it is not your fault.
also post pic of cousin I wanna bash his skull in with a wrench
>>678590174
I know that feel all too well.
fuck them.
>>678591129
if your family thinks you're a piece of shit for getting your rapist turned in, then you need a new family.
you are not the shitty person.
keep repeating that to yourself.
>>678590937
This is quite harrowing if you don't mind Rach or classical music in general.
>>678590937
also
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvxD_toISIc
>>678590444
We'll see. Her and I are going to San Franciso on Wednesday. We'll see what happens next. I'll keep posting to keep you updated
If anyone wants to talk about this or anything in general, just email me at
[email protected]
>>678591342
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFvhK4MS4jM
>>678582887
Sauce on pic.
OC right here.
>be me, 15 at the time
>have minor tourettes
>arm would spazz out at times
>csrrying brother around outside
>we're really close, even though he was only around 4 at the time
>walk by pool, feel tics coming
>they start, i throw brother on the ground hard to avoid throwing him in the pool, as he couldnt swim
>he never trusted me after that
>just watched me spazz as he cried
>feelsbad
>>678588941
first time i legitimately cried on a feels thread dam..
>>678591370
SF fag here. Why are you coming here?
>>678591310
>>678591336
wiped all pictures of him off my computer, if i find one, will get back to you. and thank you, i've been trying to remind myself of that. just hard when you get shit from you family about it every week...
>>678591849
better than him drowning, no?
have you had a man-to-man talk about why you did it and everything?
face to face, just a nice calm conversation.
>>678584919
>>678584187
I'm well aware of who he is, he was in the same circles as some friends of friends.
>I actually listen to the classical radio station in my car but very rarely
>violins are the dankest instrument
contributing
>>678592226
Another classical music fan! Do you like anything in particular. for some sad violin music, i can recommend Bach
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bVRTtcWmXI
>>678592185
'mirin brah?
>>678588941
Lol
>>678592340
>Fucking Goldie.
Ah hell. Story time.
> be me
> 22 in college part of a badass club
> new people joining every semester
> female joins, 6.5/10
> stares at me the whole time during meeting
> fast forward to event
> throws me against wall for no reason
> talk a few days after and says "staying up and getting little to no sleep is worth it if youre the reason for it all" keep in mind talking at 4 am.
> decide to go to her place and be with her
> instant spark of interest
> kiss out of fucking nowhere because nothing to lose.
> kissed back
> start getting dirty
> fast forward again
> together one night and she says "I love you."
> whatthefuckjusthappened.jpg
> fast forward few months
> say "I love you." to her
> Response: "I don't love you anymore."
> heart fucking shattered
> bit later, talk like used to.
> reveals being a slut.
> "Women have needs excuse."
> why the hell am I still talking to you?
> fast forward to 4/09/2016
> walks into my place of employment draped around another guy.
> "I fucking knew it."
> "I thought you knew."
> "I had a feeling." since that's how she is.
Feel like shit since my feels never went away.
>>678592507
Right in the fucking feels.
I need a straight answer. I'm too much of a pussy to decide myself so I need one of you faggots to help a bro out and tell me to kill myself.
>>678580009
I found all those feelings with a girl when I was 27. She's moving in next week and we still have those feelings. Don't give up, anons.
>>678593080
I'll help you out and tell you not to kill yourself. Dont do it to your mother or father.
>>678593080
Don't.
>>678579585
Wow...That should be made into a movie. This was incredible, I didn't get the feels, but this was a great story.
>>678584144
what the fuck? how are people getting killed by trains? how is this even an issue? it's not like it's sneaking around and hiding around corners. it's a fucking train on a track. it doesnt swerve left, it doesn't go right. it stays on a track. as long as you stay off of the track, you'll be ok. you're girlfriend must have been a stupid bitch, and it's no coincidence she died. it's called natural selection.
>>678592613
Nah I really don't know anything by name. I just do it sometimes when I hear a really shitty fagget song and need to wash the shit off me so to speak. Some of it is fantastic, but there are like 12 minute songs that kind of ware me out.
>>678585881
get off of 4 chan.
>>678576965
the girl of my dreams is moving
what do /b/
here's a thing
>be really into shooting
>one day, best friend comes up and starts asking me to take him shooting
>fuck yeah, this is a major hobby of mine and my best friend wants to get into it!
>go shooting on weekends for a while
>he eventually gets a shotgun
>cheap, but just for shooting clays and home defense so it's fine, good first gun
>enjoy selves for a few weeks after he gets new gun
>call him up one weekend to go out
>no answer
>figure his phone is dead
>call the house
>no answer
>send him a skype message since that fucker is always on his computer
>no answer
>not like him at all
>get really worried
>head over there
>open up house with key (we gave each other keys to our houses for housesitting/crashing)
>"hey, anon! you here!?"
>nothing
>go into his bedroom
>fucking head splattered all over his wall
>shotgun on the floor
>no note
>call police
>crying fucking hysterically at this point
>cry for 6 hours straight
>I didn't know
>i wish I was there to stop him
>i fucking taught him everything about that shotgun, I even recommended it to him
>was a few years ago
>still think about what I could've done different.
I really needed that off my chest.
>>678593540
Dude like 5 people in my hometown have been killed by trains and I just can't take it seriously.
It's a fucking train. You know exactly where it's going to go and it's loud as hell.
>>678576965
>>678579858
4ever Mirin Brah. He inspired millions, me included and gave us motivation. I've been hitting the gym 5 days a week for the past year thanks to him and found some kind of stability in life.
>>678576965
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvD3CHA48pA
>>678593927
Kek. Your friend sounds like a fag.
>>678593927
Sorry anon. That hit hard..
>>678594156
Forever 'mirin brah
>>678591237
holy shit.
1k keks
>>678581309
I had a girl hug me last thursday. It felt all too short, like she felt she should but didn't want to...
>>678593590
Thats understandable as popular music nowadays is repetitive 3 minute drivel so we are conditioned to getting instant cheap satisfaction. It is essentially fast food for music. There is always stuff that is shorter and more digestible for the new to classical music fan which is also great such as alot of Chopin. I will link some below and its great that you enjoy it regardless as to how much of it you listen to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aZzMCf29eqw
>>678579653
This is kinda funny, I have a similar story that I've never shared before but still sucks. I met this guy online on TF2 for PS3 back in high school and we played all the time for like three solid years. He was a black guy, around my age that worked while in school to support his deadbeat mom and little brother. One day he gets on and is super excited because he got accepted into this super prestigious math college. I congratulated him and we "hung out" by both drinking and platinuming RE5 all night. I learned his real name that night, Darren. He didnt get on after that. I figured he just left his playstation at home while he went to college, and hoped I would see him online again one day.
I'm gunna grab a drink and I'll continue in a second.
>>678593927
Wow man. I could never do that, the only reason is my father. We've lost a lot of family on his side from suicide, lots of his friends too. My grandfather included.
>>678593927
shit that sucks
>>678593927
Feels /b/ro.
I also lost a best friend to suicide by shotgun. Never answered phone for 4 days. Broke down front door. Found him. Very messy. It was a house his parents owned. I cleaned it up for them. My friend's sticky brain matter on the wall.
It's been decades, and I've seen much worse since then, but as a teenager, well, that really sucked.
>>678581309
Six hours ago. Then i left for work.
>>678580009
In cosmological time, we're born and die in a fraction of an eye blink. 15 compared to your current age may as well be the same age. Don't let it hold you back.
>>678594208
That's so pathetic. His poor family has to feel like they failed him because he was too much of a bitch to either move on or stand up for himself.
>>678592507
>>678594560
Waiiit a second. Good feels? Is this real life?
>>678594889
jesus, you cleaned up?
I couldn't do that.
I threw up until all that came out was stomach acid.
I considered suicide as well to wipe my brain of it but I just couldn't do it.
you've seen worse?
army or marines?
Dear everybody, I've got some feels for you.
My wife is leaving me. Said she can't stand my temper (BS she just wants to slut around). She fucked my best friend and is probably fucking some Mexican right now.
I was super sad about her leaving for about 3 weeks, but then I grew a dick. I'm talking to a few girls on tinder as we speak and I will definitely get over my wife soon.
Don't let people get you down, you are in charge of your shit. I thought about killing myself for weeks after she left but I knew it was the wrong thing to do. Now I caught her in an adulteress fashion so she gets no alimony, no money from the split, no nothing! I'm coming out on top! She thought she would be able to fuck anyone she wanted and still get me to pay her bills but I caught her! Don't fret boys, it gets better. No matter how bad it is, it gets better.
>>678595287
True story. My story.
>>678594022
>I just can't take it seriously.
Seriously?
Go fuck yourself.
You don't know what the fuck you are talking about, so why are you talking?
Grow up before you post again, faggot.
>>678595557
what about this guy >>678588941
he cant just hop on tinder to get his dad back
>>678576965
Sad Kunt mate?
>>678595606
>>678595605
Congrats then. Not many of us have good things turn out.
Choose your player, /b/ros. 1/9
>>678581423
more than two years ago
2/9
>>678595941
You gotta be 'mirin brah
>>678581309
Never by anybody who loved me. She just got bored and went for some band geek. Neither of us were ever attractive, me, band geek, or her. But I never cared, I just loved being with someone who gave a fuck. It all ended and now we pretend like there was nothing. Graduated and I am still friends with her. Just got back from the movies with her an hour ago. I must love her company I guess, but nobody has ever said the things she has to me. And not even that person loves me? Someone as on the bottom on the food chain as me? What the fuck does that make me?
3/9
4/9
5/9
6/9
>>678596008
What I didn't share was my life as an orphan in foster care, placed in several abusive homes and literally tortured. Also a suicide attempt where I was clinically dead for an indeterminate time
>>678595766
You know what, I get that.
If I lost my father I would be crushed but, life goes on.
I'm talking to all these dudes that think a girl is what they need. I was stuck in thinking that this one girl (my ex) was the only girl for me and I was waaaaaaay off base. There are literally thousands of women around me that don't want to fuck multiple men at once. They don't want to be bad wives, they don't want to be sluts. I didn't realize that before.
Now I've broken out of the box and I'm free, HALLELUJAH!!
One of my friends died in a car accident last December. It's been that long and I'm still coming to terms with the fact that I will never see him again. I see him in my dreams, and I miss his smile. I will drive past his house and I will always look in its direction. I always stare at that house. I will never see my friend again, I'll never see him smile or hear his laugh.
How do you deal with the death of a close friend?
7/9
>>678595557
God bless. You are one of the few men who come out on top. Way to keep living and stuff. How did you catch her cheating?
8/9
>>678595287
>are you a
9/9
>>678596456
What where you in love with your friend or what
>>678596608
Barbarian seems really brutal all other classes are gay
>>678596626
Have you ever had a close friend die?
>>678593859
kill her so no nigger can take her
>>678594776
So a few months pass, then my graduation rolls around, shortly after I move out to my first apartment when Black ops was released. I was hoping hed be online since we played all the world at war zombies games, but no such luck. Another year passed, then another. Finally one day I come home and he's online. He's playing world at war too. I hop in to follow him into a game. I start trying to talk to him until he sets up his mic, but it wasn't him. It was his little brother.
"Hey, you're Anon, right? Darren used to talk about you all the time."
"Yeah how is he? I bet he's got some big time accounting job by now!"
Silence.
"Yo. I don't really know why you would have known but... Darren was killed."
Turns out the VERY next day after we played he went to get food from some place in his neighborhood and wound up on the wrong side of a robbery. He was reaching into his pocket to try and call the cops and the guy robbing the place panicked and shot him right in the fucking face dude. He died in the ambulance.
His little brother Samuel and I talked all night about him. About all the amazing things the dude did in his short 17 years alive. Sam told me that Darren didnt have a lot of friends due to working all the time. The only people that showed up to his funeral were Sam and their grandparents. His own fucking mother was high on meth and passed out. Sam told me that when he loaded up Darrens old PS3, I was the only person in his friends list. Fuck dude. Darren was the dopest, kindest, smartest dude I ever knew and he deserved so much more than that.
I never met Darren face to face, but that weekend I drove 12 hours to Washington state to lay flowers on his grave and bought his little brother lunch. Sam showed me pictures of Daren and he was exactly like Id imagined. Chubby tall black kid with beady eyes and the kind of smile that said he loved life, no matterhow shitty it got.
Darren, brother, I miss you.
>>678577087
This is fucking cretinous.
>>678593927
It's kind of beautiful. You were his best friend. That's the weapon you turned him onto, taught him to use. That gun wouldn't have been a part of his life without you, it wasn't just a weapon to him, it's a part of his relationship with you, a physical embodiment of his good times with you.
For whatever reason, he wanted out. He didn't hang himself, he didn't do pills, he didn't cut himself up in a bathtub. He went for the quick, instant, express ticket that he has because you introduced him to it. He left this world with part of your friendship as his way out. I'll bet he thought of you.
It wasn't your fault. You probably improved his last days quite a bit.
>>678596700
I only had one close friend and i never see him im a lone rider but i know i wouldnt miss the smile of a boy i would miss his personality but his smile
>>678576965
Just think. if that dude could've lived past right now... drove to tree. And tried to remember why he left bike there... he'd be.
>>678596435
See anything while dead? They say that the brain releases something akin to DMT while you're out. Almost like it's trying to lubricate the transition to the next world.
>>678594560
Shes supposed to have a miscarriage or die due to a drunk driver or lose her face to a grease fire. This is a feels thread bro. Get the fuck out with that good shit.
>>678596756
I..
aw man.
I'm so sorry.
>>678596897
I never thought of it like that.
it's just weird, you know?
part of me thinks that without me and that gun he wouldn't of done it, but part of me knows that it was inevitable.
>>678596756
well done. someone cap this shit.
>>678594156
it reads LOL from far
>>678596689
Barbarian is nice, although I'm much more Kvothe kingkiller myself, I like to play many characters.
>>678596756
Its shit like this that makes me break down, that people actually give a fuck about other people that give a fuck. I'm so sorry for you and Darren.
>>678595557
on behalf of the mexicans... I'm sorry /b/ro... really. please don't hate us because of one dipshit. I would kick his ass with you if i could.
>>678596626
The feeling of having a friend randomly plucked from existence is different
You realize how much more time you wish you had had together. You think over their personal quirks, you look through their Facebook posts. You scroll through their pictures. In my case, you hope the rumors that he has been pronounced brain dead are false. You hope they'll walk through your front door, back into your life, as though nothing has happened.
It's so different from the passing of a family member because friends are the people you willingly keep around.
It's pain unlike any other.
>>678596756
He look like this faggot?
>>678596492
So when she fucked my best friend we were on a "break" which meant she was going to fuck the first guy that talked to her AKA my old best friend.
We reconciled after that because I was still "in love". While we were "on break" she made a tinder and met some guys, naturally. She met a guy that looked EXACTLY like me. Like eerily similar, just like two years younger. Anyway, I asked her to delete him from facebook, any social media yadda yadda and she did for like a month or two.
Then a few weeks ago we got drunk and she decided we needed another "break". I reluctantly agreed because of what happened before and that weekend she had already sucked his dick. I found out when she left facebook open. I got screen shots and told her she couldn't live at the house anymore.
She want's to go after me for alimony and to split our assets but then I sent her the screen shots along with our state laws that make getting those near impossible is adultery was committed. BOO YAH!
Just helping out the anons that are down about girls. This girl was my life for almost 6 years and in one swoop she ended it all. I almost killed myself multiple times but I knew that would be too easy for her.
>>678585122
>>678597694
>The feeling of having a friend randomly plucked from existence is different
>You realize how much more time you wish you had had together. You think over their personal quirks, you look through their Facebook posts
Nop i dont talk to him all alone no one to talk i solve my problems by miself, I understand you miss him all ok but miss his smile MISS HIS SMILE
>>678597286
>>>678596435
>See anything while dead? They say that the brain releases something akin to DMT while you're out. Almost like it's trying to lubricate the transition to the next world.
It's difficult to describe but I felt like everything that made me was stretching out into time and space. Ever since I've had no real concept of time. I have to wear a watch all the time
>>678595417
Yes, I cleaned up.
Someone had to, and I couldn't let his dad do it. I've been around death a lot, messy deaths; even before that, and I don't get sick. Kind of numb now. My girlfriend and dog didn't look too good on the tracks 2 1/2 years ago either.
But no, I'm a civilian. Never went to war per se. But had a pretty rough life. Seen a lot of violent killings, and participated in some (justifiable homicides). Let this be a lesson to all you junkies and alcoholics out there. If you hang around shit people, you're gonna see some shit. Case in point, lurk /b/ moar and find out what I mean...
>>678595557
man, it sounds weird but I'm happy for you.
you took a shit situation and found a way to win.
best of luck.
also your wife is a whore, get a hooker or some shit.
>>678597590
it's funny with mexicans.
everyone thinks theyre these tough heartless bastards.
I had a buddy who lived in a mexican hood (gotta love NM) and I stayed at his house all the time.
well he knew some of the big bad dudes on the block and soon they got to know me, his whiteboy friend.
so after a while we could just walk around and not worry.
I remember one time I was at his house on a sunday cause my parents were on their anniversary, I stayed the night.
well we missed the bus that monday and the biggest toughest dude on the block drove us to school.
you guys are cool, man.
plus you make sick burritos.
>>678597978
Why is that the only thing you're stuck on?
His smile brought me joy, what isn't there to miss.
>>678589091
>>678590937
>>678591310
>>678593418
The fucking note at the end with the Curse of Monkey Island CDs. Jesus Christ.
To the guy who said this a literal anime plot, if you're suggesting it's fake, I honestly hope it is. Maybe I could find peace then.
>>678595750
>>678597590
Naww dude, I'm half Mexican. I get down.
He is little pussy ass afraid of doing anything. I feel sorry for her a little bit because she will honestly fuck the first person who has a dick and she choose him this time.
I told him that if I ever saw him I'd rip his ears off and he knew that I wasn't lying. I mean, I definitely was but he couldn't come back with anything after that.
>>678597328
Nope. Still with her. We're doing just fine. Pic related, her cuddling our kitty
>>678598045
Not unpleasant I assume?
>>678598045
did it feel like you were going to be gone permanently, or just move on to some sort of afterlife, or just existing but not gone completely? I'm really scared of the idea of not existing
>>678597286
We've been here before. Brain and heart.
It's either super dreams. Chemicals making up for what it's losing physically. Actual spirit style vibe. Or god/gods. It has nothing to do with us as humans. It's different. .. and if I say I know what it is I'd only be saying something stupid
>>678598341
Being dead isn't a problem. Getting dead sucks.
>>678586099
>the first submarine of WW2
>>678595750
I should have conducted myself better. Didn't mean to get off track. Wouldn't want this thread to get off the rails.
>>678598229
>His smile brought me joy
Are gay or what
>>678597386
>>678597551
I mean I know I didn't actually know him personally but it really hit home. I didn't have a whole lot of friends either, I knew what it was like to constantly bust your ass for others around you to live comfortably without a single thanks. He was going places. He was so fucking smart, he could have changed the world. And it was taken away because of his poor circumstances. He had so much fucking potential. And t go out like that, and not even have your own mother at your funeral? He was just consistently dealt a shitty hand throughout life but he was always positive and wise beyond his years. There were many times I would ask him for advice. When my first serious girlfriend cheated on me he told me "I know you want to forgive her, I know you love her, but she dissrespected you. And if she doesn't respect you then she does't deserve you. You owe it to yourself to have the self respect to say 'no, you wronged me and that's not okay.'" Like. Fuck man. Those words resonated with me for the rest of my life. I had a greater sense of self respect because of him.
We even used to watch the same livestreams when people on /x/ had movie nights and shit like that while still playing whatever game we were playing at the time lol.
>>678598435
Funny thing about not existing, you're not really around to care.
>>678598324
She did lose her face to a grease fire. Edited to not show the grotesqueness. This is /b/ you know the rules. Nudes now.
>>678579585
No man fuck that I saw that on Reddit a few months ago and no way am I reading it again
>>678598153
oh, you're train anon.
I just always assume everyone is someone else in these threads when they have separate stories.
I don't really respect junkies in the same way you would a normal person, but I do respect what they go through, dealing with all that shit.
hate to be a dick, but have you got sober/on the track?
you seem like a really cool dude and I don't want some fucker on heroin to spray your brain all over the side of a dumpster.
>>678598589
>suppressing your emotions in a feels thread
>>678598210
It's a weird situation all around. Like, I have never been in love with anybody but her. 100% true. I don't show that much emotion because I was raised not to and love was always on the back burner. For her to go against the only feelings I've ever had like that for someone was devastating. I literally sat with a gun in my lap for days straight until just like, last week I realized that she's just a huge slut.
She'll never have what I have, never get the love that I gave her again and never be 100% happy again. It's very liberating.
>>678598670
She doesn't mind me posting her except for nudes and face.
>>678576965
OP here
I thought this thread died....
thank you
>>678598632
I can deal with not physically existing, but just...
not being conscious of sentient or having any sort of self awareness? it's impossible to imagine there not being me
>>678598734
>I saw that on Reddit
>>678598632
have you died? Then that's only a postulation. I don't believe in a god and am not even agnostic but we as humans will never know for sure.
>>678598934
One day that will be reality. It's not something to rush into. Don't fear it though
>>678581309
>>678581423
Damn this doesnt apply to me.
I love being married.
>>678598734
It is your destiny
Read it again anon
>>678598904
Nice bro
>>678585033
No Anon. Life is discovery. Be it within yourself or the world. You will discover what it means to be a father. What it means to grow old. What it means to smile at your past triumphs. And there will be a point in your life where someone will join you, and you will let them discover you, and your soul. Perhaps its too late to search the woods for the lost treasure of the old dude down the road, but there is more to life than that.
>>678598589
You have to be some severe type of heartless to say that someone else's laugh/smile has never given you secondhand happiness.
This is why you only have one friend who you don't even talk to alone let alone share your problems with.
>>678598904
you did good, /b/ro
best of luck my dude
>>678598904
God damn son. Good for you
maybe we should set the world on fire
if all life is paying bills until you die
whats the point in that
>>678581423
jokes on you
my mom did through an email
>>678593859
Either man the fuck up and tell her how you feel or feel like https://youtu.be/OQe7qJzjs0M for the rest of your life
>>678598921
here are some highlights that you missed op. I deem these to be the saddest feels atm
>>>678596756
>>678593927
>>678592226
>>678588941
nothing as sad as these situations has ever happened to me thankfully (excluding the burgers >>678592226) but these guys have been thru some shit
>>678592507
Holy duck my heart.
>>678582261
Well technically some cold war and korea was a brewin.
>>678582887
sauce please
>>678584716
>>678593540
geez i came to feel not to kek
>>678599305
This is something i dont understand why people like smiles from other people is false is not that you REALLY like it its just to seem deep how can you like a smile this is beautifull not a smile, smiles dont make me cum you people that turn on by a smile you are fucked up
>>678593859
>>678599576
She's moving anyways right? That whole "don't wanna ruin our friendship" bullshit is no excuse now because if she rejects you or you don't tell her you'll drift apart, trust me. Please post results
>>678599602
thank you.
>>678591310
as soon as i finished the story i said IT WAS FUCKING NICOLE THE BITCH
>>678599745
Who knew that someone could be this edgy
>>678593989
I had a similar experience today.
>TF2
>Capture the Flag, map is Doublecross
>Me as Sniper on the battlements
>"That freaking Sniper's a Spy"
>Scout on roof above me, hasn't attacked yet
>He jumps down, I pull out melee
>mfw he starts to Conga
>Hesitate, might be trying to trick me
>He keeps going
>I start to Conga with him
>Switch class to Scout, another Scout from his team joins in
>3 of us Conga from my base to theirs and back
>Did that for about 20 minutes
>Realize that is the closest thing to social interaction I've had in weeks
>Map switches, Conga buddies leave
I wish I had sent friend requests.
>>678599944
No problem, just keep the thread alive guys!
I always love feels threads late at night. "Feeling sad is better than nothing at all" or something along the lines of that :)
>>678600231
"between grief, and nothing, I choose grief."
>>678599060
Someone hasn't been paying attention.
>>678593859
Lock her in your basement. If you don't have a basement, just chain her to something. You can keep her, anon.
this song is perfect for what im feeling right now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NgxTYCbr-K4
I'm stupid enough to think that after spending so much time with someone and trying to reason with them, that eventually they'll change and every moment they spend trying to fight you will slowly turn back to those blissful moments when you weren't in a constant state of fight or flight. Goddamn I wasted too much time.
Now I'm looking for someone from when I was a kid because it was the sweetest moments I had.
Idc call me fag but after everything I'm getting to the point where I don't know what I'm going to do.
>>678598749
Yes. I got off the drugs 25 yrs ago. Stopped drinking 16 yrs ago.
Had a daughter 15 yrs ago and another daughter 12 yrs ago. Wife left a month later. We've never heard from her since. Raising my daughters on my own. Home schooling too, cuz glutton for punishment! Took me long time to date again after wife left. Had a gf for 3 yrs until a mental case pushed her in front of a train 2 1/2 yrs ago. Kinda want to drink now! But I haven't even smoked in 15 years. Yes, shit gets better with time, and being conscious, aware & able to pay attention helps! I've got two girls to raise too! Can't afford to be a fuck up. I wouldn't mind holding a good woman in my arms again though.
>>678596756
Bro, you should help out his brother... I'm sure he misses his older brother, and he might need a good inspiration in his life. If you need a reason to clean your life up, think about helping out his brother. Screencaped, will most likely forget to put it together, but the feels man. Hope you have a nice night bro.
>a depressed anon
Havent seen my girlfriend since janurary. Shes off in australia studying abroad, having the time of her life. Shell be back in may, and ill see her for a bit. But then i leave for my deployment. I hope nothing happens to me, but just in case im trying to write a letter to both her and my family. Its hard to think about.
>>678600947
hey, good for you.
got back on your feet.
just don't be that dude who homeschools his kids just so he can tell them that dinosaurs are fake or some shit.
as for finding you a woman, I think I might know a russian dude or two.
but seriously, best of luck.
>>678601244
branch/mos?
best of luck on that.
oh, don't worry about you getting killed.
worry about the austrailian jody she's gonna bring back.
have fun in the sandbox.
>>678600036
English is not my first language search what edgy means and im far away from that i dont think im cool i never though i was cool i always say im boring and im very reserved
>>678580009
I had all that. I'm 18 now and progressing through my job, and I've already found someone I'm sure I want to spend my life with. I've had the best of both worlds, and either one is great.
good night b
>>678580009
I saw what teenage love was like through my friends. They were all miserable. They all got girlfriends at some point and were all cheated on and spent weeks or months depressed. I'm genuinely glad I never went through that.
>>678576965
today's my abusive ex's birthday. i wish i could forget about shit like this but i can't.
>>678601743
how would you feel if we abused them back?
all those years of hate in about 5 minutes thanks to some pissed off /b/tards and a crowbar.
>>678601450
sauce? Been binging comedy DVD's for positive feels.
>>678583315
Accurate.
>>678601144
His brother is all grown up now and on his way to college soon. I stay in touch with Sam from time to time. He's got a girlfriend, pretty popular with his friends, he's in good shape. Plus we're talking about someone who lives almost an entire nation away from me lol.
Darren died my junior year of high school. Im 25 now. Sam is I think 19? 18 maybe? but he graduated with honors a semester early even. He came to town once a few months back to kick it with me my wife and her brothers for his birthday. He's still a cool kid but I get the feeling one day soon he'll outgrow his dead brothers old online buddy lol
>>678592507
Hi guys. Hope I'm not too late for the party... "party" :[
>>678601885
i'd be honored c:
>>678601250
Kek.
Not a religionist.
My kids are well balanced and involved in lots of community theatre and other activities. Not one of 'those' home school dads! I just want to provide my kids the best learning opportunities possible. Going to take them to India, Nepal & Tibet next year.
>>678601480
Good night. Hope all goes well for you, anon.
Thanks guys.
>>678601144
>>678602434
Though now that you mention it, I was thinking about buying him a Ps4. He's been saying he's excited for me to livestream dark souls 3 on tuesday and I helped him beat the first two. My wife let him borrow hers for the week hewas here so he could play Bloodborne. We almost got caught smoking pot in his hotel lol
>>678596069
I love you Judy poster
>>678602434
Your story hit so hard in the feels, best of luck to you though. One day I with share my stories in one of these threads.
Might post my old suicide note in this thread ..
>>678596756
Wow...
It's been real /b/ros.
Thanks for the feels.
>>678585881
definitely slash-b-slash rothers
And goodbye, to another feels /thread.
Keep it edgy /b/
>1st semester of college
>21 at the time, I had joined the military when I was 17.
>There is a girl that I share two classes with
>shes alright I best, I didn't even look at her after I noted that we had two classes together
>weeks pass, just going through the college routine.
>I notice her looking at me one day
>I notice her looking at me a lot
>I figure that shes alright looking, maybe I can just hit it and quit it
>I talk to her, tell her we should study together
>she asks if I want her number before I can
>I see her
>Its really easy to talk to her
>I see her again
>She dyed her hair because I said I liked brunettes
>I see her again.
>Shes actually beautiful
>I fall madly in love
>She tells me things about her past that she never told anyone
>had been abused in her childhood
>I comfort her
>she had experienced a lot of loss within the year that she met me
>had a grandfather undergoing cancer treatment
>I want to see her more and more
>I cant get enough of her
>I start asking too much of her
>she doesn't think she can keep up
> I tell her Ill dial it back
>we stay together for a few more months before she tries to break up with me
>I just let it happen because I was getting annoyed with her always flaking on things
>I can't stop thinking about her
>I realize that I cared more about her than anyone in my life
>and I just let it go
>The worst part is, I wonder if I let her down.
>Was I too clingy?
>Did I not try to help her with her issues enough
>was I selfish?
>She never told me why she wanted to break up
>Almost a year later and I still think about her
What the fuck man, why am I such a bitch. Like seriously, I fucked another girl a week after we broke up and I still think about this girl that I didn't even find attractive at first.
How the fuck do I move on? Why can't I shake the feeling that I let an amazing thing go too easily?
>>678602427
On eof Louis CK's shows. I don't know which one; just watch them all. They're all brilliant.
Before this thread 404s. Goodbye everyone! Because leaving without saying goodbye haunts for years.
>>678603550
thanks /b/ro
>>678590448
smoke some weed.
>>678603639
goodbye you beautiful person
bye /b/ros
>>678603661
No problem. Say, why are you looking for positive feels? Have you none of your own? What's wrong?
>>678603178
Bye anon, take it easy and good luck.
Here is my life story /b/ros my days are numbered I have about 2 weeks to live.
>born on the 8th of November 1985
>rather poor family
>managed to get by
>had my first real friend in 1987
>his name is Derek
>my first girlfriend in 1997
>my first car in 2001 just after 9/11
>got married in 2007
>wife cheated on me
>divorce
>get suicidal but one friend helps me get by
>drugs ahochol abuse ensues
>diagnosed with liver cancer 2 weeks ago
>so bad no point in treatment
>feels bad.
>>678585870
I'm still in Highschool. Redpill me now while you still can. Help a guy out please. It's not over yet, for me at least.
I don't wanna leave, you're all so great.
new feels thread after this one 404s?
I always love the comradery these threads breed.
>>678603753
Escapism my friend, escapism.
Just stuck in a rut of unemployment and depression. Nothing nearly as bad as most on these threads.
>>678604065
Of course new thread
>>678603984
go kill the one who hurt you anon, you have no time left might as well share the damage you have
>>678603984
yo, max out your credit cards and buy a corvette or go to hawaii or some shit.
make the best of these last 2 weeks
higher 10 hookers, down a bottle of viagra and fuck them for 12 hours.
get in a high speed chase in a stolen humvee.
just make it count.
>>678603984
Godspeed anon.
>>678603010
I wish you all the best as well. Hold on, and be strong. Things will get better, I promise you.
>>678583315
This
>It was my 22nd two weeks ago.
>Nobody Remembered
>This is normal.
>I posted a picture of myself with my best clothes
>Post another with a caption for birthday
>Only 5 people message me
>4 of them are direct family
>1 was extended
>Crushed all my "college friends" are shams.
>3 days later
>Dad calls me "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON!"
>Didnt have the heart to correct him...
>"Thanks dad....I got to go... i got class. later."
>>678604065
anyone up for a new feels thread?
>>678603984
Why not start doing illegal stuff?
Smoke weed, kill a man, do anything you so desire.
Who cares if they catch you? They'll be the ones who'll have to clean up a dead body in a jail cell, that's their problem now.
I wish you the best of luck in your endeavours
>>678603984
2 weeks? Well... bye. I hope I can meet you, /b/ro, on the other side.
>>678579585
Ive been looking for this for so long
>>678603984
I was given 6 weeks to live more than 16 yrs ago. Keep positive. Doctors don't know everything.
>>678604318
at least your dad called for your birthday.
he left to brazil for mine.
haven't heard of him in 3 years.
>>678604065
Me too. Let's keep it going. God knows it'll get me through the night.
>>678604196
Depression is the worst place to be, no matter what.
It's okay my friend, you'll have a job you like when the time is right.
You have to have bad times so you know when the good times are. I hope you stay safe.
Want to talk on Kik?
>>678604318
dont be a fucking pussy because someone didnt remember a day some other fuckers were born on grow tf up anon
