Drug thread. Always see stoner threads but we all know there's lots more drugs to talk about. At the moment I'm not doing anything to crazy. Iv had about 15 grams of Kratom today I took 120mgs of DXM and now 75 mgs of doxylamine. What's /b/ on tonight?
Pic is some jaeger BHO.
>>678066856
I've only weed right now. I'm waiting to get some speed and lsd. Hopefully tomorrow or Friday.
>>678066856
on an mdma come down
currently relieving it with some buds
>>678067725
I had that really bad yesterday, Still getting back to baseline. Woke up thinking about tying a rope to the rafters.
>>678067327
Are you planning on doing the speed and lsd together? I actually saw a thread about that recently somewhere. I would probably never use those together but that's just me.
>>678068115
Nah, the lsd is for the weekend and the speed is for studying.
Did some ketamine a few hours ago. Stuff is weird. I was having a psychotic break at first. It's like the "nothing" drug if you're not k holing. Nothing is either good nor bad.
>>678066856
How is Kratom? I'm a recovering heroin addict, haven't used in 25 days. I still smoke a little weed 1-2 times a week.
I'm on crack
>>678068718
This made me laugh. I don't know why, I believe you though.
>>678068699
Woo dubs says I'm gonna make it!
>>678068699
I wish you the best, anon.
>>678069111
Checked! Thanks anon, your trips give me motivation.
dosent look like good bho
Hows acid? Can you guys give me tips? What not to do, prices etc. I've only smoked weed btw
>>678068699
Kratom is great and has helped me stay away from the hard drugs. It is like and opiate and even has a cross tollerance so if you were able to stop using h than you might not want to get back on opiates.
>>678069452
Oh I have no intention of trying Kratom or any other opioids. Just curious if the effects are anywhere near as potent as H or oxy.
>>678069409
Relax, and just take the full tab. Do it somewhere where you'll be comfy and make sure you wont need to do anything for the next 12-15 hours. Might be a good idea to do it with someone. Also, do not drop if depressed or have troubling issues.
>>678069604
Like a light oxy
>>678068115
Yeah that sounds crazy
>>678068220
what is speed? meth?
>>678069676
Thank you based god
>>678070039
Amphetamine
Best way to find H in a decent sized city (Fayetteville, NC) without connections/through friends? I only have connections to weed, shrooms and acid.
>>678070039
Yeah basically
>>678066856
Weedfag here. Want to try oodles of psychotropics but always too busy to do any real mind trips. I did do two dabs, a bubbler rip, repeated joint tokes and a pit brownie from a dispensary that bakes for cancer patients last week. Oh, and that was in all within 40 minutes of arrival at the party. My shit was fucked well into the following afternoon. Talk about a hangover
>>678069402
Normally the guy is spot on with that blond shatter but I was surprised with this dark sticky stuff today. It does look clear up to the light and tastes great but hard and sticky? At least I know he gets it from a good source
>>678070107
Put out shit online on threads and check out craigslist. On Craigslist i found a dealer who comes to you and its like pizza delivery but with really good weed instead
>>678069409
Acid is like pic related with a bunch of other awesome shit happening. My advice is do it and enjoy the ride.
>>678070107
I managed to cold cop in the ghetto one time. Luckily I didn't get ripped off or shot, it's actually how I found my dealer. I would never want to do that again though, it was pretty fucking scary approaching these cholo ass gangsters. I was so desperate though. I wouldn't recommend that, but it's really the only way of you have no connects or friends with connects.
>>678070435
"Someone call about some empty pipes?"
>>678070435
Finding weed is a completely different game than finding heroin.
well fuck im glad this has all been irrelevant and you'll never know, its got nothing to do with any of you or your friends, thank fuck
>>678070596
I really love How's it the exact opposite here in Ireland.
>>678070596
Please inform?
>>678070596
I was just using it as an example of using the internet to find a dealer, dick
>>678070696
For real? That's crazy haha.
>>678070515
Balls of Steel man. I knew a guy who got shot 3 times with a shotgun in Detroit trying that in the ghetto. Lived but with permanent damage and motor issues. Weed isn't worth your life brofag
>>678070935
We've guys shooting up on the buses. It's really out if hand.
lulz
>>678071041
I knew there was no weed but shit. That's fucked up
How much longer should I give her till harvest?
>>678071173
There's a quite an amount of weed too. My current price for decent stuff is €25 for 1.7g
>>678070830
I wasn't being a dick, but ok be butt hurt. I'm just saying trying to find heroin dealers online or in the street is almost a sure fire way to get robbed or ripped off badly. Sometimes you get lucky, but it's not worth the risk unless you are extremely desperate. Of course you can get ripped off finding weed too, but you're dealing with some of the sketchiest people in the world when dealing with heroin. It's a drug you NEED when you're an addict, and most people will do whatever they have to do to get their next fix. Completely different than just wanting to get stoned. Didn't mean to offend, sorry you took it that way. I recommend preparation h.
Why the fuck do people always try and justify smoking weed with "its just a plant, I'm not gonna do cocaine or something" cocaine is a plant too
>>678070949
I wouldn't say balls of steel, I was just really dope sick, and was so fucking desperate. I got very lucky that I found a solid dealer.
>>678071310
Its all good papa
>>678071173
Currently smoking a strain called ice.
>>678071372
I also like cocaine.
>>678067988
main reason i don't take mdma anymore, don't think people realise how bad a comedown actually is
>>678071041
Wow man, that's insane. It's so hush hush where I'm from.
>>678070107
>>678070596
find a nigger if you want H.. but seriously if i knew you did H or esp sold H id narc on you. that shit isnt a fucking recreational drug youl get fucking wrecked.
ksdk com/news/local/4-heroin-overdoses-in-1-day-in-st-ann/123124429
this is just 2 miles from me.
>>678071930
Yes sir. Heroin is nothing to fuck with. The first 8-10 days without using was the hardest thing I've ever had to endure.
>>678066856
wow that BHO looks like crap you should get solventless, you dont even need alcohol, my heart stopped while dabbing from the butane shit, its fucking terrible you loser
Should I listen to this first time on acid?
kratom is good, usually eat about 5-6 grams at once
Kava-kava is good too,
>>678072821
What the fuck is kratom? I only have done weed
I have 1mg of lsd. How much should I do? I was thinking about 200. The only other time I have done lsd was at the peak of a 6g shroom trip. I have never done it by itself. Would 200ug be a good trip?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tXApeDnlAE
here niggs
guess what drug I was on and win a prize
>>678073044
Dubs and acid
Been doing kratom for about 3 years and recently got a medical MJ card recently to mix things up. I've found I like kratom way more than weed. Unfortunately, kratom can result in physical dependency.
In bed since 2, can't sleep. It's now 5:22. Hopefully this will help.
Does anyone here have any dmt experience? I have around 200mg of freebase laying around and I was wondering If infusing It with some inert herb like mullein would be worth it. also any general tips on dmt would be helpful.
>>678073554
I'm so fucking tired...
>>678072693
Nah bro. Listen to some Flatbush Zombies.
its a stimulant, depressent and intoxicant. theres different strains with sliiiightly different effects.
near zero chance of negative physical reaction
can relieve some pain goes good with some weed like most things
read about kava kava its worth it aswell
>>678072961
yeah that's a pretty good starting point
whats your source of dmt? you do the extract or u get it in crystal form?
whats your source of dmt? or did u get it off someone, shit is impossible to find around here
>>678071372
cocaine is rendered from a plant the leaves have like .01% actual cocaine
im not saying i dont do coke or anything its just that it takes a lot more than just the plant for coke
>>678072642
Sticky BHO can be just as good as shatter.
>>678074165
I got it from the darknet.
>>678071930
>>678072155
Going through Vicodin withdrawal right now. The supply I had has been permanently cut. My life blew sober before I got hooked on this shit. With Opiates, I find life bearable. I'm ready to destroy myself; I've already cut all connections to minimize putting other people through hurt.
>>678075128
Try Kratom
damn, always feel its so sketchy going through the internet for anything like that
there are natural sources of it.
i havent been lucky enough to run into it
terrencem eckenna reccomends three nice tokes if you can manage
>>678076645
yeah I looked into extraction, I decided to just buy 250 mg just to test it out. I think I might attempt to make some though.
>>678075128
Well bro, if you think Vicodin withdrawal is bad, just wait until you're strung out on oxy or H. I wish you luck man, I hope you change your mind and choose to live a happy life. There's nothing but misery, down the path you're going. Best of luck /b/ro.
>>678078277
Thank you
>>678076154
Not anon you replied to, but in a similar situation. Why Kratom? Took it one night after smoking weed, didn't feel much
>>678073952
This.
post from other thread.
>>678066856
thats some whack ass shatter.
shit should be clear, bro
>>678080349
Like I said. The color doesn't always matter that's just what people have came to think because it's true in some cases. I live in Oregon and concentrates comes in many differen ways
I know this is old news but any K2 dispensaries still around ? I haven't gone to Gas Pipe since they got busted......
>>678080891
Got his from the same source just different strains.
>>678080349
Depends on the rinse.
First pass is like gold. Further rinses to extract more trichomes pick up more chlorophyll and other impurities.
>>678081155
This guy knows
Marmite isn't a drug
Some perks/
>>678081010
Do not fuck with that shot bro. Not worth it at all
>>678082016
Super Jelly
>>678082381
I got a lot more other goodies as well.
>>678082117
Why do you say that?
>120 mg of dxm
>also doxylamine
get out of mom's cabinet
also doxylamine has no recreational value at all
>>678083016
I take it with Kratom.
>>678083233
And actually take both for Kratom. I use Kratom daily and it helps.
>>678082881
I can get that haha. Legal where I live.
>>678083233
I used to do that shit all the time before I found out kratom was a gay was of money. I've done dxm probably 60% of the time during the past 4 years.
Watch out for this fake OxyContin in and around the 905/416. Generic APO 60s are supposed to be red.
Apparently this fake shit is 100x stronger but the high is shit - making overdose easy.
>>678070110
Speed is not meth, idiot. Speed is amphetamine. Methamphetamine is very different.
>>678084518
i was the guy who posted the hand full of perks, can you get LSD?. i am in the 416 area.
im so spun from meth that a barely am aware of my immediate surroundings
>>678070596
Come to Chicago sometime, it's even easier here
>>678071930
>willingly interfering with other people's lives and ruining then because you felt compelled to do so
Fuck off, hover nanny.
>>678067988
why do you guys keep putting that shit in your body?
I had a really bad hangover when I was young and never touched hard liquor again.
>>678073644
Stop posting "half-rolled progress pictures" of weed for blatant attention.
This isn't instagram, you fucking faggot.
>>678074545
sed the pleb
>>678075128
Smoke a blunt and read about how shitty parts of Africa and China and Russia are. You may feel bleak about your life now, but you'll feel a WHOLE lot better when you realise you don't have it so bad. Definitely helped me quite a few times.
Are there any heroin users here? Looking for info.
What would /b/ say the most addictive drug is?
>>678082967
Because spice is literally dirty dried up leaves and twigs taken off the ground and spray-coated with a synthetic THC concentrate.
Mrth
OK, let me put it another way. Older white guy here. Coming up on 50. Got a car, a house, money in the bank, Traveled, fucked everything I want to fuck, eaten everything I want to eat, taken every drug I want to take. Except one. I've been saving the best for last. I want to do the full heroin. I have no family to disappoint, no kids to deprive. If I died in my house, no one would bother to check on me for a month. I just want to do heroin until either I am sick of it or it kills me, but I don't want it to kill me too fast. Everyone says it is the best feeling you can ever have. So, wat du?
how to find a guy who has more rare stuff like xanax, dmt, mdma or kratom? every dealer I know has weed, speed or coke
Just wondering how bad is taking about 8 tabs in the span of 2 months
anyone knows how to make amphetamine?
or how good at chemistry should be to make some for my own use
>>678089048
>about
Acid is harmless bro
>>678087565
Yeah been shooting it for years what you need
>>678085667
Sorry. Wish I could help a /b/ro from around the GTA. But that's a rare find.
It's worth noting LSD isn't what it used to be back in the day. Anthony Keidis from RHCP said in his book how the high around California went from total enlightenment to a gritty speed-like high.
>>678072155
>>678089393
You sure? I went through a super depressive period afterwards but I feel fine now though my vision is kinda fucked
>>678069604
nowhere near as potent. kratom is to oxy as fenty is to herron
>>678089448
Like I said, I am done. I want the best heroin experience I can get and I am willing to die for it, but I'd like to be high for 2-3 months. Say, over the summer. Then I'll just overdose or go to rehab. I can throw together about $20,000. Basically, I want to die like a rock star, but I don't even know where to begin. Should I find a "heroin buddy?" Someone who knows dosages and contacts and shit?
>>678089519
i can get almost anything, BUT i have NEVER EVER ONCE have gotten to cross a person who sold LSD. i think it is impossible to find here in GTA. Do you have any dark web sites that you have used that ships to canada?, i have used The Peoples Drug Store <---- they are based out of canada and the Uk, they do not sell LSD unfortunately.
how can i support my budding drug habits i'm currently in between work and need money asap. i'm also not a pussy and will steal/rob if i gotta
>>678072936
>I'm a retarded idiot who doesn't know how to google
>>678072693
only if you like the album.
if you havent heard it then nawwwhhhh
The only drug I'm on is weed.
Fuck yall niggas with heroin and shit.
>>678089918
where u based out of bro. socal here i can shoot you a horse plug
>>678071930
>I'd narc on you
fucking scum
>>678090082
rob your drug dealer, i knew a few people who did that, they did get caught and also the dealer called his supplier, Buddy got the shit kicked outa him and gave them his car. Lol true story.
>>678090439
>"I wanna OD."
>"I'll help you, bro."
>>678071930
>ksdk com/news/local/4-heroin-overdoses-in-1-day-in-st-ann/123124429
ANOTHER STLOUIS ANON!!!!
You got any weed, bro?
>>678090514
been there done that not its not worth the lost connects
>>678089918
do not recommend. Opiate withdrawals after 2-3 months of constant heroin use would be one of the worst experiences of your life
if you're trying to OD sweat yourself out for a couple weeks then do a shittonne of fentanyl
>>678090439
Way far away, but getting it is not a problem. $5 a bag here. Cigarettes cost more. The problem is knowing how much to use for maximum effect without killing myself right out of the box. And then how to handle tolerance and shit.
The more I think about it, the more I realize I'm over thinking it. Most people just have to worry about the money, which I don't.
>>678091001
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>>678090861
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>>678090514
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>>678090082
I really need music to OD too
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXbSfl0O3qU
>>678090923
I want to enjoy heroin, not withdraw. Once I start, I am committed to taking it all the way down. I do not want to grow old and decrepit, but I also don't want to die without having the best feeling a person can have.
>>678091164
I gotchu:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vS2wX8KWhNQ
>>678070342
>/b/ or 4chan is all one person
wew
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>>678090861
well do you live in the city?.
>if you do then go out to the country
>find a gas station that is closed for the night.
>rob the gas station that is closed
>if you know how to cut the power too the gas station then do it
>if you cant cut power , wear a mask.
>bring tools as well.
i did this once i got away with 3 thousand dollars in cigarettes.
your welcome Anon.
>>678091241
microdose your first time shooting up don't be stupid if your gonna fuck around with big league shit.
Old school
https://youtu.be/6xcwt9mSbYE
>>678091241
well to get the best OD experience (read: best chance of an heroing) you're gonna wanna lower your tolerance before you go. If you have a high tolerance it takes more time, increasing the chances someone will find you and give you naloxone.
Otherwise just buy as much H as you can afford and do it all
>>678068115
dont mix stimulants with yr psychedelics
>>678091591
Sounds reasonable. I am extremely naive when it comes to real opiates. I got demerol once in the hospital and it felt fucking great.
>>678091581
theres a house across the street from me that im like 70% sure is abandoned. i might scope that place out but thats not too bad an idea too
>>678071260
atleast 2 more weeks
>>678087680
Benzos
Opinions on smoking weed while tripping on LSD? I've only ever done it on the comedown to take away the sharpness of it. But I've heard smoking a few bowls to the dome around peak hours can make your visuals crazy.
>>678091766
You think it is better to just OD full time than to spend a few weeks fucked up? Not judging, I honestly don't know.
>>678073044
Fuck off with this cringe
>>678091980
worked for me, i only did i once my partner at the time was on a sprea who was good with stealing cars as well, nissan's was car of choice too steal ~ going back in time too the 2009 days.
>>678092179
depends on your personality. I find opiates way more addictive personally, benzos tend to give me bad headaches.
I fucked with xans, valium, lorazepam for a bit. I enjoyed them, but I'd much rather do pks
>>678091844
just checkyour purity first and rail it befor injecting. my first time i railed abt .2 total and was chillin
smoked £180 worth of crack and smack over the last 48hrs, haven't slept a wink, had the most amazing fucking time, have now got 200mg of mdma, gonna take a point, fap for hours, then drink a bottle of smirnoff and smoke my last 150mg of heroin, take a few valium and pass out for a week. feelsamazingman.
but this comedown is gonna suck.
>>678070342
The size of the run has a lot to do with color im told from a friend who makes it. He does small batches and its even clearer then your pic sometimes
>>678092372
I did heroin for 6 months straight, been off it for a year.
I was dopesick for 10 weeks straight when I quit, it was horrible. No sleep, bad flu-like symptoms, shakes, pains. I would have OD'd and offed myself had my quitting not been an unavoidable result of my plug's death
Sigh. Anheroing on junk is complicated. I just want to not give a fuck about work, money, people, bills, guilt, the past, the future. ANYTHING. I'd like to live without giving a shit for a while. Wouldn't everyone? Doesn't matter. I'm sick of feels.
>>678093082
>heroin for 6 months straight,
every day? fuck man that must have hurt if you went cold turkey. 4 consecutive days on smack is enough to hurt like a motherfucker when you stop.
>>678093082
I have no plug. I can honestly go the whole way and no one will care. This chance may never come again, you know? If I manage to kill myself before I get tangled up with anything or anyone, I win!
>>678093082
>I was dopesick for 10 weeks straight when I quit, it was horrible. No sleep, bad flu-like symptoms, shakes, pains.
iktfb. on smack now, have been on and off for 2yrs, but i only use for like 2 days a week so i don't suffer too much.
before smack though i used codeine every day for 5 years then went cold turkey. kek. it was about 9 fucking months before the pain stopped. that shit was not trivial.
>>678093296
every day. I was doing a gram or more per day by the end, it was fucked up in hindsight.
-100/10 experience
>>678093299
do er up then, bud. Spend some time not giving a fuck and floating around in a sea of dopamine then slam as much H as you can fit in a needle
>>678094032
That's the plan. Sounds like a two or three week party rather than two or three months, though. Better than dying in a nursing home.
>>678093753
oh christ, I'm still suffering from long term withdrawal effects, and my doctor says they probably won't stop any time soon. I'm just glad to be able to function now. Suboxone is way better for that than methadone, I find
>>678094032
>doing a gram or more per day by the end,
i've smoked 1.4 grams since yest. plus like a gram of crack. my skin is torn to shreds and the shit i'm coughing up is not pleasant.
fuck man. i can take or leave heroin, but after playing with crack for like 2 yrs, and having had the most fucking stunning 48, sleepless, crack and smack fuelled hours, i now this moment, realise that i'm addicted to crack. fug. when i wake up i know i'll want more... ugh, i can't afford this addiction. dammit.
>finds stuff to pawn
>>678094302
the longer your party the harder to OD. Your call bud, but be warned, nonfatal ODs are unpleasant at best
>>678094417
Received. Thanks.
>>678094308
i never touched suboxone or methadone and hopefully never will. this gril is a mate of mine and i saw the hell she went through trying to get off heroin, then trying to get off methadone. the methadone was a billion times harder
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B15gLVf66Z8
wish i could drop all drugs tbh. haven't been sober for 22 years.
>>678094387
never fucked with crack, only blow. I find stimulants boring most of the time, is crack really all that it's, uh, cracked up to be?
>>678094545
I tried suboxone once, with not previous addiction or tolerance. It was the worst two days of my life. I'm glad it works for people who need it, but it is hell for people who don't.
>>678094417
>nonfatal ODs are unpleasant at best
confirming this. i've OD'd like 100 times, normally on heroin. once on fentanyl and verrrry nearly died.
>>678088610
darknet faggot
>>678094641
>is crack really all that it's, uh, cracked up to be?
stuff on the streets, 90% of the time will be shit. i buy extremely expensive, high quality peruvian fishscale and make my own crack, it's INCREDIBLE.
>>678094545
methadone is fucked up, and the clinics are designed to get you to relapse. They always taper you down too quickly, and its still an opiate, so you're never actually getting clean
>>678094749
I would totally sign that DNR.
>>678091472
>thinking he's talking about OP
wew
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>>678066856
>120mgs of DXM
you got a cold bro? must have cos aint no one tripping off 120mgs of dxm
>>678094866
>clinics are designed to get you to relapse.
yeah s'all about money. fucked up.
>>678094874
suck it fgt
heroin dabs.
>>678066856
just smoking fucking weed dude
>>678095060
>dealing the hard stuff
fuck that. courts take it ever so slightly more seriously than weed. a mate of mine was caught with a quarter of brown, and with no previous convictions, got 1 year for each gram.
>>678095223
already been locked up. im sober now for 3 months and fromsellin dope. tis an old pic.
sober feels good but not easy.
>>678095223
>ever so slightly
top kek
>tfw burning that same piece of foil for the tenth time hoping there's still one molecule of crack left
why are the drugs always gone? ;_;
>>678095630
I just want to be gone before the drugs are. Leave something on the table, you know?
Like Phillip Stuart Hoffman, my hero. He left like 20 bags.
>>678069409
Be in a safe place and have a tripping buddy. Get some Gatorade ready, also have some music or movies ready to go. Avoid drunk people at all cost.
>£180 2 days ago
>nothing left
>just took out a payday loan
this may not end well. i like hard drugs too much. just txt my dealer for another shitload, will be here in like 30 mins. guess i'll see how many days i can stay awake.
then probably take out another loan.
fuck this is fun.
except... does anyone else find they can't piss after using heroin? it took me like 5 fucking hours of holding a jug under my dick, laying in bed, managing like 1 drip per 30 mins, fucking hate that shit
>>678096481
try sounding, it helps with it, but you just have to be open.
its where you stretch your urethra out with a small rod, not only will it help, it feels super good and will probably make you cum the first time.I did.
>>678071372
Not really though. Cocaine is a highly refined concentrate.
>>678096686
it feels like the piss is being blocked further down my dick. like there's a muscle which has clamped or someshit. always happens when i smoke heroin.
also it's impossible for me to cum when i'm smoking the dark stuff. absolutely zero sex drive, can't cum no matter how much i try
>>678096686
Catheters might work. And I love me a saline drip. I can feel the thirst just disappear.
>>678096990
but is it normal though, or am i the only one who CANNOT piss? never heard of anyone else having this problem
>>678096854
with sounding, you can get the rod all the way down to your bladder...you probably just have a narrow urethra, and the opiods and making it pinch off completely.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urethral_sounding
>>678097066
It is normal. The same thing that shut down your pain shuts down your ass and your pisser. Everything "down there" goes to sleep. You aren't the only one.
>>678068699
good luck man. 7 months clean here. its hard work, but very worth it.
>>678097066
I've met people who get this, you're not the only one mane. I find urine flow slower on opiates, but I've not been straight up unable to piss, thankfully.
>>678097273
can't believe i'm considering taking medical advice from /b/, and shoving something down my dick, as recommended in a thread made by hard drug users. but ok. i'm that fucking desperate that imma look into this.
>>678097323
alright cool. and yeah, imma shit cannonballs covered in razor wire when i come down
>>678097486
I've known guys to use a spoon to dig the shit out their ass. And even to feel like it is climbing up their throats.
>>678097486
you should trust me, im a nurse practitioner.
>>678097647
yeah it can be unpleasant, lol. thankfully i have zero appetite when i'm on dope so i haven't eaten in like 3 days. shouldn't be too bad. but i may have to order a hooker to give me an ass massage and kiss it better. i know i'm in for some shit.
tbh, even though i've been on one motherfucking insane binge on crack, heroin and smirnoff, when it comes to the comedown, the mdma i'm about to take will make me feel worse. mdma comedowns are utterly horrific, even if it's clean and potent stuff.
but dem orgasms.
>>678089863
herron herron herron
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdLjVa5ETkw
also, off 25 mcg off fent and some h right now because i have an extremely high tolerance for opiates and im broke so tomorrow the withdrawals gon kick my ass. woooooo cant wait
>>678088507
50 eh?
Part of me wants to tell you to find some higher truth to life.. A spiritual truth, transcendence. w/e
But another part of me tells me to tell you to go for it. Fuck it man.
If you're really, really ready to go out... At 50 none the less.. It's pretty much the way to go.
But you should really try and find some truth and enlightenment at these latter years of your life.
Consider the trajectory of your essence after death..? errr
What if your complacency now causes you to reincarnate into some shitty situation down the road..
Welp, go for it g. Unless, of course, you want to realize/continue developing your truth as pure consciousness embedded into the temporal form of a body.. Then you might want to bring some purpose to your life before signing it away to permanent addiction.
>>678098196
sluggaaaaaaa
that slugger and $uicideboy$ are my go-to opiate music
>>678098196
>fent
serial killer of a drug. nobody touch this stuff. it's like a billion times stronger than heroin and will kill a lot of people. my tolerance to #3 was such that i could slam a gram a day easily, but one piece of fent about the size of a matchstick head and i OD'd, then spent the next 5 hours having auditory and visual hallucinations
>>678098116
bro i ONLY have an appetite when im on dope. lol, its fucked. when im clean/going through the withdrawal process THATS when i dont eat cuz im shitting my brains out every 30 mins to an hour and i cant even bring myself to get out of bed. also yeah, mdma comedown + opiate withdrawals = hell on earth. just experienced it the other day and i wanted to fucking blow my brains out. wish you the best of luck, i just binged on a shitton of molly, herron, fentanyl, ketamine and various other psychedelics the past few days. now i have a little bit of fentanyl left and one bag of dope. fuck it though, right?
>>678098475
>fuck it though, right?
pretty much, yup. haven't been sober for almost 1/4 of a fucking century. sobriety scares the shit out of me. so indeed, fuck it, fuck it all. if it gets too intense, i'll just fkn smoke more.
>>678098407
lowkey bouta just post my own music cuz shameless self-promo and im good friends with slugga and $uicideboy$ so fuck it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0i8cBjaZLvE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VBiaJeDVlMg
but fuck yeah bro. i literally organized that collab lol i told oddy and scrim that they should make a track with slugga and set it up. also, if you give a fuck, $hroomhead x $uicideboy$ x slug christ coming soon. :+)
>tfw get the lighter slightly too close
>whole point bursts into flames. gone.
fug
>>678098705
oh hey shroomhead, we're friends on facebook lol
I was just listening to Bottom Feeders earlier
>>678098933
bless. i love u. <3
lol message me though fam, curious as to who this is.
>>678092920
lucky.
But be weary poly dipping like that.
You're at death's door.
>>678099091
been doing this shit for years with everything from weed to meth. yeah it's killing me. i have brain lesions and i'm partially sighted. can't feel my right hand properly due to alcoholic neuropathy.
she left me yo. it's no accident that i'm dying.
can anyone recommend a lighter for hitting the foil? crappy disposable ones just melt halfway through the sesh, for each gram of smack i use i go through like fucking 5 lighters. clippers are the best i've found so far but they still fkn melt, and zippo lighters overheat, leak fluid and set the place on fire. not cool when i'm nodding.
>>678098250
I've pretty much spent my life searching for some transcendence. I've done huge amounts of LSD (the real stuff), and other psychedelics. Done DMT, Salvia, all the usuals. I don't know what the essence of my life will be after death. Maybe karma will get me. I haven't been an especially "good" or giving person. If reincarnation does exist, I suspect I will come back into a lesser life than I had this time as an American White Cis Male, but maybe I need that. My feeling about it now is that I have had every opportunity to do good and do well. I have used those opportunities to fuck bitches, get high, and avoid punishment. I have taken the opportunity to feed the poor, rescue lost animals, and be nice to children and polite to almost every one around me, even at the cost of my own dignity. I'd like to think I was nice, but I probably wasn't to people who were watching me. Now that I have reached the point where I have achieved everything that society says I should achieve (house, car, marriage, bank account), I still feel like the last important thing to do is to feel the greatest physical and mental "high" I can by taking a massive dose of heroin and dying. I guess if I am wrong, I will know it soon enough. But, to me, it feels like the greatest thing a man can achieve.
>>678067725
>mdma come down
that shit is no joke. i could win the lottery twice while twin sisters sucked my dick and rimmed me, i'd still want to die.
>>678070039
seems different in the uk/usa. in the uk, speed is amphetamine. in the u.s it's meth.
>>678099251
I want to tell you to pull it together and fight the good fight, but you sound like you're on your way out. Depends how far gone you are and if you can turn back.
If not.. ride that train hard off the cliff and try to synch things up so you don't have to be permanently disabled from a stroke or some shit.
Trust me it takes 1 to know 1.
You've got what it takes to turn away though.
I know I gotta.
>>678070107
find a hooker, pay her to suck your dick (optional) ask her if she can get any heroin,
she can.
>>678100893
really don't know what to do tbh. miss her so much, it's too painful to cope with sober.
are you clean? what are you using?
>>678100661
you're right about that. The only times I've done molly and NOT been borderline suicidal the next day is when it was probably more meth than mdma
does anyones shit appear to be white after using opiats for some days?
>>678101187
That means your liver is shutting down. you have some kind of hepatitis.
>>678101106
>borderline suicidal the next day
for me it's more like 3-4 days. truly it is awful. it's dangerous feeling that bad, legit considered suicide so many times thanks to mdma.
it took me months to get over the depression post codeine addiction, but i'd rather have that relatively mild depression for months, than the horrific depression for a few days which i get from mdma.
whatever, fuck it. just took 100mg, flicking through the pages of an escort website, waiting for my dealer to bring more coke and smack... life is good. for now. if the comedown kills me, welp, pic related.
>>678101529
also, which one should i pick? i'm thinking 1.5hrs of mdma sex with maya
http://northernbabes.co.uk/manchester-escorts/
>>678099749
I think your thinking is a little skewed.
But I see where you're coming from.
I'm not going to preach to you, I'm only 26, all I know is that this is a magnificent existence. There's endless possibilities and potentialities.
But if someone is done with this particular "temporal lifetime" then I support their desire to go back home.
But essential spiritual fundamentals still remain.
Dropping the mind, dropping the identity, dropping attachments, dropping the body - after all - and finding that part of timeless awareness within yourself you can't not be. Before you die, anyways. Probably a good measure going into it.
You do also live in the future man.. 2016..
Don't you want to see how it all Ends or Begins..?
CRISPR? StemCells?? A.I.??? lol
anyone IV'd coke? worth it? does it save a lot? coke is so friggin' expensive. want more and more and more but i'm not a milionaire.
>>678101105
I've poly used for a long time now, but was more of an opportunist with everything.. Opiates are my weakness. And alcohol.
BUT, I've really chilled the fuck out these past couple years.
And I found a little thing called Kratom.
Keeps me away from allll the hard shit, and is something I would consider a mostly benign maintenance drug.
I have neuropathy in my left leg too, had grand mal seizures, all kinds of shit
BUT
I also have knowledge in health and supplements and have found ways to mitigate most of the damage.
That and I workout every day, 5-6 days a week.
I just need to quit the kratom again, which is pretty laughable when compared to some of the other things people have to come off of these days.
What I have to tell YOU, is that it is never really too late to come back. But you need something to fight for. Yourself. Freedom from the chains of addiction is worth fighting for. It's not like I'm going to be completely sober the rest of my life, but I just know what needs to be done.
Every person has to find the reason why within themselves and act on it.
A bitch leaving you is no excuse.
>>678066856
doing some 25I-Nbome
going to die tonight lolololol
>>678102160
if you had fishscale you wouldnt have to IV it
coke is a shitty drug
step your game up faggit
>>678102744
>A bitch leaving you is no excuse.
only girl i've ever loved, anon. didn't even know what love was until her. it's agony.
but thanks for trying to help me. really do appreciate it. i did manage to get sober for 3 weeks in jan, but relapsed and have been on the hard stuff every day since.
thanks again though mang, i will probably try again.
oh and this helped me a lot too. goes on for a while and at first it might seem a bit off-topic, but give it a listen, maybe twice, there's some really useful knowledge in there. anyone with addiction issues, i suggest you bookmark it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAGdinXZjSc
...it is a bit disheartening that he died from alcoholism however. sigh.
this is good too, and not long as fuck like the last one. everyone should listen at least to this imo.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAGdinXZjSc
good luck bro.
>>678103043
wat
i do get fishscale, peruvian, uncut. my best mate spent 15 years inside so has every hookup on earth.
coke is a shitty drug? fuck man, coke is THE drug. nicer than the nicest heroin i've ever had, by friggin miles. and as for when i've made the fishscale into crack, pure as fuck because i'm not selling i'm smoking it all... that right there, is absolute fucking heaven. what i tend to do is drink some, snort some then smoke some. time it right and as one wears off, the other kicks in, and omfg it's... it's so nice there are no words.
>>678103434
shit, that second link was supposed to be this...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ao8L-0nSYzg
>>678073952
Only problem is the trip can turn dark real fast. Especially with D.R.U.G.S.
>>678103434
Yea man I get it, which is why I've grown comfortable being alone. I mean I get what I need, and am flirting with developing a relationship with my perfectly fine ex again, but I know we all must stand alone in the end. We have to be comfortable with our own selves. And doing that sober, is tough as fuuuk. Love can be thee most powerful drug out there.. And the withdrawal hits you on all levels, mentally, physically, spiritually.
But there is an endless love within yourself, from which you can heal yourself and not have to rely on other people.
That eternal love within ones self, is what I'm searching for.
It's good to get it out like this though man. Go see a counselor, confide in others about this.
You need a good support system if you want long term balance.
Just tryna send you good thoughts motha fucka
I feel your pain.
But there is hope. Not much I can do from across a computer screen though yano?
Makes me consider going into drug/addiction counseling, as therapy for myself and others.
1 size does not fit all. Some people can moderate their substances, others have to cut everything hard out their life and just be nature/exercise freaks.
>>678066856
so what about life can't you handle faggot OP that you need to do drugs?
>>678104569
cheers bro. i am in treatment, they've even said they'll likely offer me a job at the end of it all, as long as i stay clean obv. thing is i live in a shitty town where all anyone does is get rekt, and the quality of the smack and coke is superlative. it's literally a stone's throw from where i lay now in bed, and my mate would tick me an ounce of coke if i asked him to. the temptation is murder.
fug. think imma throw up. that mdma is hitting, haven't slept in days, coming down from the coke... urgh, bbl, if i don't come back i died
>>678104797
what about your life is so pathetic that you'd need to call hard drug users pathetic?
>>678105033
Get out of there at all costs.
It might seem like running away from your problems, but changing your environment can be essential.
If you have a way out of the environment, take it and start over. Time heals all wounds.
Apt nutrition, exercise and supplementation can slowly reel you back into a high quality of life.
You're going to have a horrible comedown, but think what you could make of this if you used this moment to change things around.
God be with you m8ty
I never come to /b/ anymore, hope my coming here tonight was for a good reason
Hydromorphone 2mg vivance 20mg kinda evens each other out feelsbadman
>tfw no qt junkie gf
>>678105740
>You're going to have a horrible comedown, but think what you could make of this if you used this moment to change things around.
yugh. i know. the comedown is gonna be biblical. plus i'm on 50-200mg of diazepam daily too, have been for 14 motherfucking years. stopping that might just kill me.
anyway, i will try, truly, thankyou kind anon.
>>678105944
>implying
dumpan a few junkie grils because why not
>>678068718
BREAK IT DOWN
BREAK BREAK BREAK
BREAK IT DOWN
>>678105999
Trust me I'm not your average anon, anon, but I felt obligated to share words with you.
You sound like you're from the UK, I'd tell you to look into Kratom to ween off everything else, but I don't know how it's regulated aside from here in califa burgerland .. worth a check though
Fight the good fight, and no matter what happens - and this will sound cheesy as fuck.. here... on /b/.. *facepalm* - but you are a child of god and he loves you. No matter what happens in this lifetime, know that at the core of your being you are immutable, untarnishable consciousness.
In the end.. The search for the Truth in this life is the noblest, most important of quests.
Take a step back into your heart, and evaluate things from there. Peace
junkie girls all over the place here. they're so easy. even those who aren't working the streets, ask if they wanna come and burn a tenbit with you. they'll say yes every time. hooker for $5/night
last one, this is too much effort, i'm in too delicate a state to even look at my screen properly.
>>678066856
What's DMX like? I've thought of trying it but never actually bought it.
I absolutely love acids and psychedelics in general and MDMA, I've tried a few others but those are the ones I do the most
>>678103891
It's all good fam. Laced Odyssey is made for listening to while on acid.
>>678106307
Ughh. Nope. Haven't sold me yet
All I see are empty crevices of potential and bitches who would do ANYTHING to get a fix.
Romanticizing addiction doesn't take away from the actual reality of what it is.
But enough of my high horsing, better grab the lube.
>>678106861
i'm spiritual, but not religious. i love alan watts, he's my god. but thanks bro. finding some kind of 'higher power' (excuse the pun) really does help.
hope you stay strong n' stay clean. maybe just maybe i'll manage it too
>>678100844
No, speed is amphetamines and ice/crystal/etc is methamphetamine, it's worldwide
>>678107369
if you ask a dealer on the street in the uk for speed, you'll get amphetamine
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>>678107448
pressed post too early.
from what i've heard, in the u.s if you ask for speed you'll get meth. never been so i dunno, but that's what people seem to say
>>678107448
Exactly my point
>>678107337
Try mooji. That's all I'll say.
Give 5-10 youtube vids a shot and if you aren't overflowing with joy.. I don't know what I can do for you. Peace niggga!
>>678082016
What I'd do for some of those right now, got codeine right now but it's not doin it for me
>>678072693
Russkaja
>>678107676
codeine does fuck all for me too. fortunately i've got some potent as fuck #3.
hope this thread isn't attracting new people to try the hard stuff. really don't recommend it. try it once and you know what you're missing, so the psychological addiction begins at that moment.
is anyone here actually happy they started using hard drugs?
>>678107085
>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urethral_sounding
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Absolutely disgusting
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>>678109193
i've seen some implications in my time
how's mushrooms, I have wanted to try them but the opportunity never arose.
>>678109444
horrible imo. they scare the shit out of me. i feel out of control. on lsd i'm in control. on dmt i'm a triangle.
>>678109495
>tfw HTC vive coming in the mail
>DMT in VR
wew lad
>>678109671
there's a dmt sim? lol
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>>678073644
>can't spell retarded?
looks tasty op. cannabis extracts are fucking insane. most of the world has never tried them. you won't find them for sale in the uk, even with a tolerance so high that 7g's of medgrade only made me feel lethargic, a pea sized piece of shatter smoked through an oil rig, had me more high than i have ever been in my life.
>>678086333
nice trips
>>678087377
dubs checked
anyone tried spice?
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=2e4_1442874161
think i'll give this one a miss
gonna try a small dose of shrooms tonigh (1.5 g) meditate and play on my jaw harp.
>>678111526
first time? what kind are they?
i've never had shrooms, only sclerotia. took an ounce and a half in one go once, vowed never to touch psilocybin again.
>>678111274
Wouldn't try it anon, use good old Weed. Spice is too unkniwn in its ingrediences. Seen alot of ppl tripping, blacking out vor even having epileptic issures... Just don't.
>>678111661
more like 21
golden teachers
hahah looks like you didn't do them right, what were the conditions? where were you? alone?
>>678111759
>looks like you didn't do them right
i just took WAY too much. someone told me that i couldn't trip two days in a row. i foolishly believed them, i'd had 5 grams the night before, wanted to trip again, so took 40 grams.
it hit me like a motherfucking steamtrain to the face. there were a thousand voices in my head and i didn't know which was mine. tried to stand up to move, but fell over immediately. i could only see like 1 frame of vision every few seconds, like playing a new game on an ancient pc. whole world went black except for a big, glowing skull in the centre of my vision. an unknown amount of time later i was on my feet agian, finally managed after like 45 mins of trying, to make the 20 foot walk to my bathroom. threw up holy shit so much, took a valium, tried not to panic, failed, panicked, blacked out. no memory of what happened after that. not nice at all.
i've also taken retarded doses of lsd, again not expecting crazy shit to happen. i initially took 125ug, but after two hours felt nothing, so out of frustration took the other 4 blotters.
within ten minutes i began to feel it.
within half an hour i was absolutely motherfucking out of it. won't bother trying to explain what it was like.
worst of the lot though was dmt, which i did intentionally take a huge dose of, because fuck it why not. i vaped 600mg in one go, immediately hit the floor, and 'came to' like 25 mins later covered in vomit.
fun times. sort of.
thread is kil. peace out drugfags. be safe.
>>678112294
holy shit hahahah
>>678112294
i know this out of frustration taking kek
but i think if conditions are really perfect no matter how much you take you will be fine
>>678087680
Memes
>>678087680
opiates. by fucking light years.
>>678115651
what... how is cannabis so high on that list?
>>678116083
dunno. it's legit though, professor david nutt put it together, and that dude knows more about drugs than anyone on earth past or present
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-11660210
