what am i doing wrong /b/?
> cant get a/the girl
> lost interest in school (still like physics but dont want school)
> chubby (200 lbs)
> lonely and depressed
> sitting on the roof now listening to kids by mgmt, missed all my classes today.
> submitted fafsa late, no money for school
I know i sound like i'm whining but really i just feel like a failure, pretty much just get high every now and then. This may not /adv/ but anyone relate? anyone get over it? pretty much just looking for summer.
tl ; dr
ITT: feels/pathetic life
> pic related, me
Age? If you're <30 there is still hope
>>676415475
yea, i know theres still hope
> 19
just cant find motivation anymore. how are you anon?
>19
you look way older
>>676415859
so i get told many times...its the mustauche. once got into an argument getting a student discount on the bus in high school.
how old do I look? any advice on looking younger? just making conversation now
you look like dave grohl
bump 3 the sequel
>>676416121
mmm maybe 30 , maybe a haircut would make you feel rejuvenated
Shave the beard, get short EU hair style, hit the gym
well man ive got it better but since you wanted it here we go:
>18 yrs old
>lives in a shitty eu country
>has a divorced family with a fairly wealthy father that used to be rich as fuck but bankrupted once
>family is really ambitious towards me
>leads to depression and axniety
>yes the real deal
>get perscribed xanax
>abuses xanax
>didnt care so i left my gf for 3 years like 2 weeks ago
>she tries coming back i behave like a fucking asshole
>stops abusing xanax
>instant regrets bout choices made
>still a handsome guy with his life infront of him so i guess im fine
>also failing at school cus im in a history school for the last year and im a musician
>gonna go to music school next year
>still depressed, apathetic and suicidal
>whats my problem?
>>676416327
kinda see it, but not nearly as good as he does.
>>676416552
shit...30...thats the highest i've heard. usually 23-25. nah, it doesnt. ive done it. plus l like it long. but i'd be open to shorteting it.
>>676416753
gym starting in progress, i started yesterday, thought it might help. but ended up staying up getting high, so tired and groggy.
Get a fresh new life goal man!
>>676415152
M8 you look just fine, the girl problem will solve itself and you won't be lonely when you go to school. It might be hard to meet nee people but once you approach shit with a bit of confidence you'll do just fine. Try to stay positive!
>>676416784
> dad keeps messing with me emotionally
> not threatening, but implies death (hes in mexico)
> family expects it all from me, being the oldest, family being poor
> not diagnosed
at least your doing better anon, thanks for posting. i hope you make it in music school.
honestly, i've been feeling more creative lately, but school stumps me. me and my friend started tagging with stencils a bit here, texas state, san marcos, and i want to more shit. more guitar.
>>676417043
so far my only goals are pick up guitar/piano again, learn to sing, and just do artsy shit. physics is fun and intresting, but too much "pressure" ( i mean that because i probably am just tired of school with no damn break)
>>676417094
I am in school....end of 2nd year collegle
>>676415152
You ARE a failure. Cut your fucking hair, shave all that shit off of your face, get a job until you can go back to school. Start working out, eating right, and don't even think about women until you can handle yourself. Once you get things going, you will be able to get a girl and it will not be difficult.
Right now, you're and edgy little faggot who blames the world for his place in life. Make a change, it's your fault.