Should I give up /b/? I'm tired of being lonely and sad. I'm an idiot.
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no, don't give up. I didn't turn my life around until I was well into my 30s, but I did eventually go from loneliness, NEETdom and crippling anxiety/depression to a happy life. it is possible
>>674699451
I just don't want to live in a future where my dog or my mom is dead and I know it is going to happen so what's the point
>>674699592
get a gf and kids instead
>>674699805
I get to depressed to care about or take care of anyone but myself.
>>674699965
of course, that's what depression feels like.
>>674699082
Workout, study new subjects, this world has a lot to offer
>>674700558
I know, but why do I have to be alone and looked down upon the entire way through?
>>674700752
are you doing anything with your life?
>>674699082
Go seek medical help /b/ro. It works, i have been on medication for the last 6 months and i feel like a completely different person, in a good way. For the first time in life, i actually feel kinda happy even if nothing around me changed.
>>674700965
Playing Smash.. I failed 3 semesters of Community College. In debt with loans. Want to go back in fall but I don't think I have the drive to follow through and make it worth it.
I'm working at a pizza shop right now delivering pizzas and I'm losing energy for even that.
>>674701222
Long story short I was on prescription medication for depression for years. I hated the artifical happiness. Also I take adhd medication so I don't want to take two
>>674699082
>I'm an idiot.
Yes, loneliness is not for idiots.
>>674700752
Surround yourself with people that build you up. Funny you say this most of the people in my life such as immediate family made me feel like shit subtly. Remove them. There are kind people out there. Don't drink coffee or smoke cigs, don't drink milk all of this increases estrogen and cortisol production
>>674701585
It's not really artificial... The depressed state is just the lack of proper concentration of chemicals in the brain like serotonin, it just balances it out and makes you feel like you're naturally supposed to.
>>674701585
Adhd meds might be your problem took me like 2 years for that shit to undue it's damage. It fks with your brain. Take it day by day. Get a book and either get a ccna or aws certification they make 100k plus and should only take you 3 months of hard core studying 6 months moderate pace. Most colleges offer ccna ccnp program all the answers are online impossible to fail. God speed anon
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>>674701585
do you do drugs?
If not, do some drugs. Also get some pussy. doesn't matter how good it is just get any pussy.
life is a series of bullshit series moments that are devoid of any meaning that would make sense to us. BUT it's a one time gig. get while the getting is good.
I've been there man. my advice? stop worrying about it so much and go find yourself a good time
>>674702241
Yea Asian massage saved my lifee
>>674702098
>>674701585
Depends on what kind of meds, if it's stimulants like amphetamines or methylphenidate, it generates high concentrations of dopamine and norepinephrine, and when it wears off it causes for a rapid drop in those chemicals which can cause depression and anxiety.
>>674702098
Adhd medication changed my life started taking the a year ago
>>674701789
Do you have experience with this? I'm an asshole I think a lot.. Idk I just speak my mind way to much and people assume the worst about me
>>674702241
I did so much drugs in High School I was in a coma. Now I just smoke weed/do hallucigens and am trying to quit everything.
Doing bad things like drugs and stuff makes me feel bad about myself and makes me lazy dumb now. The only friends I have all do them though so it is either be lonely and alone or do drugs. Plus I am still addicted to weed but it makes me crazy.
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>>674702775
Upvote
>>674702713
>>addicted to weed
yeah, i'll be going now. maybe you should see if you can an hero with a dildo. I heard that helps with being a fag
>>674701222
Phsycological and constant need to seek to get high can be labeled an addiction. He just won't go into withdrawal if he does.
>>674702713
I've been there, we all have in some way.
You have to start small in a big way. Introduce healing into your life. Just google that word, "healing", and place any noun after that. Focus on the idea, dream about it, imagine it: breathe it in, let it become of you.
Lie the good lie until you've convinced yourself of the only truth you want to believe, in life and imagination. Live the life you want. Just remember: it all starts with a thought of a thought that you can barely begin to even comprehend. Subtlety is your friend, trust it as far as you trust in your passion for redemption. Good luck.