>be me >be born >mom and dad are not close >hate
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
>be me
>be born
>mom and dad are not close
>hate each other infact
>mom takes me away from dad without a court order or custody hearing
>mom is a fucking awful person
>steals, beats up people, and is overly aggressive
>hit me several times as a baby
>let me get sunburnt on the beach every other day
>moles all over my body (not too bad)
>have a half-sister
>I was about 1, she took my hand and placed it on the stove
>burnthand.gif
>dad visits whenever he can
>dad is nice
>mom is mean to dad, tries to pick fights blah blah blah
>dad and mom finally have a custody case
>dad wins
>life is good now
>school is fun, i am smart so i am ahead
>social life is not so fun though
>spent all of my time inside on the computer playing games
>never went outside when i didn’t have to
>no childhood friends
>fun inside on my computer
>continue in life
>4th grade
>shit gets bad
>>674691681
>i am quiet, but have energy, not really weird
>don’t have a crush on anyone
>get bullied, hard
>like, really hard
>people would avoid me
>people would call me names
>”faggot”, “no one will ever like you”, “you’ll die alone”, “kill yourself”, etc.
>people would push me around, and book me
>this goes on for 3 years
>7th grade comes around, people finally stop
>clean myself up
>lookgood.jpg
>get interested in stuff, photography, space, computers (more so)
>girl likes me
>about a 6/10, kind of a qt, we’ll call her Lauren
>eh, i might as well
>date some more
>really nice girl
>we always met up at 6:30am at the local ravine and jumped in the water to watch the sunrise every saturday
>idea
>take pictures of some of the meetups, and fun moments
>discover the 4chinz
>this is cool
>date
>discover gore threads
>>674691864
>desensitize myself to death, feels, and gore
>iamcalm.vbs
>never really react to much after that, basically the gore and feels made me permanently calm
>still dating Lauren
>meet up still
>one meetup, she says to meet at a hospital room
>”alright”, no idea why, but i trust her
>6:30 comes up
>walk in
>see Lauren on bed
>wtf is this?
>she tells me to sit
>she says that she has had a brain tumor ever since childhood
>i am still calm
>in my mind, “oshit is she-”
>doctor walks in
>she falls asleep
>doc says it got aggressive recently, and she has not much time left
>doc says i can spend time with her
>thanks doc
>sit by her bed side for a couple hours, about to fall asleep myself when i am waked by
>>674691945
>heart monitor going crazy
>critical
>i can hear the PA telling doctors to rush to her room after i hit the button
>grab her hand
>she wakes, eye twitching, and smiles at me
>thisisit.png
>she asks to see photos of our meetups
>whip out phone and open it
>she smiles, and is crying as i flick through the many picture i took
>continue scrolling through
>finally at last one, “This is my favorite.” i say
>a picture of her on top of a rock silhouetted by the sunrise
>don’t hear the beeping screeches
>look down
>she is dead
>doctor try to revive her, every method
>doesn’t work
>i am as calm as ever
>whatthefuckiswrongwithme.bat
>my emotions never really change
>freshman year rolls around
>get more social than ever, start doing clubs
>pick up cross country
>run my ass off, get some “friends”
>they aren’t really friends, they distance themselves from me and never really talk to me
>sitting in AP physics at a sophomore
>basic grind
>girl sits behind me
>>674691681
>starts to talk to me little by little
>doesshelikeme.vbs
>get her snapchat (she deleted it a year or so ago)
>talk with her frequently
>says she wants to say something to me on friday at 7:00 at this old barn
>i wait in barn for an hour
>i wait another hour
>it is 9:00 PM now, maybe something is wrong
>chat her
>nothing
>phone dies, k
>i think it was about 11 or so when i decide to go home, feeling alone once again
>plug in phone to see my notifications filled with awful comments from her
>”FUCK YOU AND YOUR BRAIN, TRYHARD FUCKING SOFTY”, “I HATED HAVING TO TALK TO YOU, BUT WAITING TO SAY IT NOW MADE IT WORTH IT”
>man, fuck me /b/
>still living with dad
>but he is a major asshole now
>always telling me i have bad grades when i have all A’s
>gives me shit over nothing
>always calls me a lazy ass
>always tries to pick fights with me
>i am chill still, so i don’t really do much
>this same grind of loneliness and boredom goes on for another 3 years
>usual grind everyday for few years
>shit happens, but nothing too bad
>thanksgiving 2015
>>674692265
Am I typing to the abyss?
>meet up with family
>adults (30 and up basically) don’t say much to me
>cousins (the only ones in my age group, I have no siblings) talk shit
>they make fun of me
>punch me, kick me, throw shit at me
>almost get me kicked out of the thanksgiving day party by lying
>half tempted to get my shit and go
>I am too thick-skinned for it
>great.dll
>the grind of life is so repetitive now, jesus christ
>for who the fuck knows why, my IQ fucking spikes way up
>the “friends” I had get extremely jealous
>push me around
>get girls to fuck around with me
>wtf
>every day is the god damn same now, it is almost like it is black and white
>looked in the mirror the other day
>realized that i have no physically attractive attributes
>>674692369
im reading
I'm here :] and wow, AP Physics in sophomore yr? I'm a physics major but I did it jr. yr. You're outstanding.
>>674692369
>winter formal passed
>no one to ask out, so I didn’t
>no one to hang with
>ended up staying home playing dota 2 and browsing /b/
>good life
>2 weeks ago
>go into the band room after school everyday to play piano and violin
>I used to be very good at the piano, but I just lost my feeling to it, so I was picking it up again, and I had just decided to pick up violin a month ago (I love it by the way)
>a bunch of people always sit in the band room
>i always use the school’s instruments, the same violin and piano daily
>sit myself down for the usual session of piano (i do piano first, then practice violin)
>lift up shell over keys
>note there
>opens to “NO ONE LIKES YOUR MUSIC. STOP PLAYING, IT SOUNDS LIKE GARBAGE.”
>put it on the side, discouraged, but continue my piano practice
>move over to violin section
>open case, another note
>”STOP PLAYING THIS VIOLIN, IT SOUNDS LIKE A DYING CAT”
>walk out of there after practice
>an old “friend” bumps into me while i leave
>”Don’t come back, we don’t like you coming into our room making that shit noise in the corner everyday.”
>why me
>after i leave, i just sit down on a hill and wonder if there really is a better future for me
>never return to this day
>be me
>be calm still
>be lonely, and wish you could have actual friends and a girlfriend
>then realize that those things are the reason why you are in this situation
>thank god I am thick-skinned, or I would have an heroed a long time ago
>be typing this to you
>>674692369
I'm here, bouncing between this thread and the other one.
>>674692369
im here /b/ro
sad story.. :(
>>674692369
I'm here, mate.
Also chick from >>674692265 what a bitch.
Lol just sounds like you're in highschool to me
Seriously, some people are shit. Can never understand all this name calling and bullshit.
>>674693044
I am almost out. Senior year.
>>674692369
NO IM READING
How can people lash out at someone just because he excels at a particular subject, or is just getting the hang of something relatively new? Awful people :(
>>674692521
Go full serial killer on them
>>674693180
Any idea what you're gonna do afterwards?
Thank you for sharing your story. I hope the future will be better.
>>674692521
You sound like a great dude, Anon. You sound smart, I'm sure you have a future.
Dat file name OP
People can be fuckholes for no real reason. Probably because they're insecure jackhats. Keep your chin up anon.
>>674692521
lol those faggot bandos are so scared man
i know the type so well, 16 years of violin here
anyone who tells you NOT to practice is insecure as fuck about their own music. My best friend growing up was aspies as hell and had a terrible sense of pitch and i always, ALWAYS told him to keep fucking singing because music isn't about being GOOD at it, it's not about being ACCURATE or PRECISE like those cuck pieces of shit from the 16th century, it's about putting FEELING into the air, literally into the air, and letting what's in your brain flow into your hands and then the wood you feel vibrating between your fingers and in your boots, and the eternal search for the souls(if they do really exist) who will hear and FEEL that noise and vibration and know exactly what it is in your head that makes you love it.
Don't let those pieces of shit discourage you man. They're scared as fuck that someone with no training just went and picked up a violin and is actually practicing in his free time, while they only do it becasue their parents made them when they were kids or because they dont want to take a harder class. You're a rising star, and the sheep will always try to drag you down with them. Gotta be above it, gotta be above it, gotta be above it......
>>674693393
I personally want to be a penetration tester, or work for the government in that sort of field.
Honestly though, I am not sure. I have several talents, like drawing. I was considering going into that field for a bit.
Pic related, some art of Elfen Lied.
How does an intellectual and grown man allow himself to be effected by such childish behavior? You are smarter and "unique", control your surroundings
>>674693832
Well, after constant pushes, somethings get through.
That shit sounds fucked anon. Highschool is cancer though. Just push through it, get your degree, and leave it all behind. You sound tough enough and smart enough to make it where ever you go, just leave the shitstains behind and make your own way.
>>674692521
I love you. Keep living for me!
can't tell if the humans OP is encountering are genuine garbage or if OP is hugely detached from reality and is in fact a weirdo/nuisance to society.
>>674692521
im exactly like you, please continue
>>674693711
That's amazing. And whatever you end up doing, I wish you all the best anon :)
You don't sound like you deserve any of this, stay strong /b/ro
>>674693832
as someone who goes/went through the same thing. It's very easy. You might be smarter than 95% of the people you see everyday, but it's like trying to walk though a thorn patch at night in the fog. You are smarter than both the fog and bushes, but there is so much of it, you have no choice but to get pricked over and over until you find your way out.
>>674694072
The former. He said it himself numerous times, he's calm and has been desensitized (thanks gore threads lol). People like that just seem to keep their cool always. No way he's a nuisance.
Where from OP?
A thread cap for any anon who cares
too bad i have read this story before.
>join cross country
>friends distance themselves
Sounds like you've been running away from all your problems.
*ba dum tiss*
>>674694584
jesus christ
>>674694558
What do you mean?
>>674694565
Ah, that is cool. Thanks for making one.
>>674693629
This.
Don't let people bring you down to their level OP. True friends are hard to find, all the more reason to cherish them when you do find them.
On a side note, did anyone else expect OP's dying gf to stumble upon some gore pics on her death bed? No disrespect to OP, but that would have made some solid copypasta.
>>674692521
Assuming that this isn't all bullshit, that sucks, man.
>>674693180
High school is the best time of your life if you have a good time.. if you don't you'll cherish how much you've grown since and how much it was a stepping stone... Don't be a fagget and you'll be straight anon.
>>674694801
What part of Earth were you born on, and presumably still live in the vicinity of?
>>674693711
>penetration tester
Okay, my mind went to the gutter with that one. Anyway, I think maybe you might wanna do computers and keep art as a hobby. Plus it's a better paying job. Talking from experience here.
>>674695257
U.S., Ohio.
>>674692521
>have shitty childhood
I feel you, man. I've spent the past five years trying to get all the know-how I can to move to the other side of the world and start over. Follow your dreams, fam.
My life sounds similar to yours bro. But at one point I said fuck it. Dropped all my "friends". The girl I thought liked me turned into a cunt. Now Im with a beautiful girl. Most of my friends are online. But honest, im glad things worked out the way they did. I dont take shit from people anymore .
Meh my life has been shittier longer.
Today OP was not a faggot.
>>674695339
Fuck Ohio you better move outside of mgk and LeBron you ain't got shit
>>674695333
Yeah, a lot of people think of a different meaning for the term. lol.
But yeah, I was thinking of keeping just as a hobby.
>>674695604
LeBron misses more fucking 3pointers than the lives lost on 9/11.
>>674692369
Cont pls
>>674694565
Thank you anon.
>>674695604
>>674695790
Yeah more rings were lost in 9/11 than teams LeBron was on... doesn't mean he's not the best thing to come out of that shithole bitch.
>>674692521
OP is not a faggot today. Hang in there, /b/ro, something interesting will happen eventually
Love, Newt>>674692521
Op share pic
>>674696154
kek true
>>674696208
Of what?
>>674693629
Reading that sent shivers down my spine, that is why i recently have been getting into music and it's honestly one of the best decisions i've made
You seem like a great person. I love you, anon. I hope you have an amazing life.
>>674696332
You
>>674694565
saved for feels threads
>>674693711
>Penetration tester
>>674691681
>you will die Alone
>you play dota 2 and browse /b/
We are in the same shit
>>674696546
i love you too, bby
>>674696553
Eeeehhhh. Here, pic related. Me.
>>674696636
pls
>>674696913
You don't even look like a total faggot. Sucks, man.
>>674696913
You have a nigger nose
>>674696913
U look like a fucking faggot Kys drink some bleach fam
>>674692521
well holy shit youve not been dealt the best of hands, have you?
honestly though, highschool brings out the foulest in everybody. everyone becomes mumbly shut-ins, annoying loudmouths, manipulative sociopaths and so on.
these people giving you shit? its up to you how you wana deal with it. With everything that's happened to you, I could see you fucking someones shit up for it to make an example. On the other hand, you can internalize it, or even go get therapy (DO NOT USE SCHOOL COUNSILORS!) from an external source like a priest or therapist or just someone older than you who isn't in your current social circle in any way.
Life's fucked up, dude and It'll keep fucking with you as the years go on, too. Here's the one trick I've learned though. Let yourself feel what you need to, but always find the sane way to respond to it. Going crazy at craziness always makes it get worse.
You're talking to us about this shit, meaning you can talk to people about this shit. Start talking it out. Let yourself feel the fuckedup. Let it out in safe ways.
wtf am i doing trying to tell a teenager to not flip his shit? kill em anonymous. kill em all.
>>674696913
I feel if you smiled youd look alot better. Alot of what ppl think of you is how you carry yourself.
>>674691681
>today OP was not a faggot.
You are going places. I tell you, life will change, it always does.
However, it is good to have thick skin, but stay off the gore and stay off /b for a while. Sensitivity, or at least some of it, will return to you.
Also, smart people whos life is hard in the beginning, have a tendency to improve greatly about the time when the "cool" kids start taking jobs at Walmart.
Seek out like minded people, not only from the /b side of you, but other people with similar interests as you.
I've been using 4chan for years, and I must say that this thread really got to me. Shit hardly ever gets to me anymore, side effects of /b, but this shit really did. I honestly wish you well and hope that you can stay away from the most destructive path. Hang on anon, hang on.
>>674691681
stay strong op. one day you will find you meaning and purpose. hold fast
You're not thick skinned. When this happens, do you feel a sort of distance? It's called dissociation. I had this too growing up. I was also badly bullied. It sucks man, but trust me its worth it to break free. My therapist is helping me and I feel things now
>>674696913
>that skin tone
>the hate for your dad
>all your friends being shit
Did a cripple also have a hand in your downward spiral? Is that you Rob?
i dont get you guys. so many interesting stories get ignored. the internet chooses the most random things to care about. like the grandpa/burger story
>be me
>be in skype call with some friendos
>one friendo falls asleep
>get send a vine and plays it out loud and almost wakes her up
>ofuck.jpg
>next morning
>go to school with gun
>realise its saturday
>go home
>kills self
>mfw im bolt
>>674696913
How did you as a 7th grader get into your dying girlfriends hospital room at 6:30 AM? Nobody is going to let some random kid in, especially without her parents there. I enjoyed the rest and really felt for you, but come on. Thats a little unbelievable.
>>674697518
You could try to step up once. Like really way over the top. When some one pushes you around, you scream NO FUCKIN LONGER, and you give him a push back and swing a fuckin knife in his ear. Then you make a statement about enough id enough and that you are making a point for all people that are being bullied. you will be hero and gain some friends in the process..success
>>674697541
Oi shit ur right mate, OP is full of shit and looking for attention
Abandon thread
>>674691681
>>674696913
>>674697541
OP, pls answr
>>674697135
>>674697158
well time to go fucking off myself
>>674697273
allahu akbar my friend
>>674697427
this is actually larry. gosh.
>>674697425
I feel like I want to fucking die, does that count?
>>674697541
Was 13 in 7th grade (I think). It was 6:30 PM. I think they closed visiting hours at 8 or 9 or something. Why wouldn't they let me in.
>>674697949
Was actually typing one up, bby.
>>674697785
Don't do this unless u want to be put into a psych ward for a long ass time
>>674691681
Poor Little Boy
stop being a fucking pussy and man up you liberal fucktard
I have a brain tumor as well. That part with you and her got me.
>>674698219
I am the most fucking right of right, dude. I support Trump and have a confederate flag. Chill bro.
>>674698123
obvi
>once i kill self
>i shoot up school in sleep
>realise im a sleep shooter
>i then proceed to fucc my phone
>shove phone is anus
>run down to super market naked
>suddenly hear music coming from anus
>its gary come home
>running down the isles nude while "GARY COME HOME" is blasting
>see a baby in a shopping cart
>pick it up and punt it as hard as I can
>it makes it through the ceiling tiles
>i run to the kitchen isle
>try to 360 noscope the chef section
>end up knocking down the shelf
>knives fall everywhere and I get circumsized
>mfw im bolt
>>674698123
who are you to judge my opinion? do you want a fuckin knife in your ear? huh? punk.
>>674698416
And just like that I hate u, stupid ass conservicuck
Racist piece of shit
in a same boat
but maybe worse
>parents divorce in 6th grade
>in high school now
>fuck my dad he can die for all i care
>mom gets depressed
>she passed away 2 weeks ago
>still crying but i cant do anything
>kid says he fucked my dead mom a week after it happened
>broke his arm and fractured his leg
>there pressing chargers
> im getting arraingned tommorow.
>last time il see this comp for a while
>a very long time
>its been fun /b/oys
so long and good night
-jynx
>>674698530
No but u can put it in my tight bootyhole
Babe
>>674698035
Ignore the faggots.
>>674698219
Then do something...just do something...even if it's the wrong thing. It's you life to make dude. You have to pull the strings.
>>674694072
He was beaten as a baby so probably the latter
>>674691681
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-TE_Ys4iwM
>>674698652
God speed psycho space cowboy
>>674698035
I don't know man. Theres no way you wouldn't know your girlfriend had such a serious health condition. She would've been missing school and I'm sure you'd ask. Or if she was so sickly, why would her parents let her run around outside at 6 AM? And if she had just gone to the hospital that night, theres no way her parents wouldnt have been with her, especially at night around dinner. There is no way this is real
>>674698625
Do you think I am actually racist though? I have it because I think that it is wrong to ignore a side of our history in which we were the bad guys, and our most bloody war.
>>674698652
Goodnight, Jynx.
More art for you to raise your dongers!
Lucky op is a robot and depressed
>>674698940
Yes, because I cannot imagine other options, therefore this is not true.
Are you fucking retarded?
>>674699068
>we were the bad guys
filthy Yankee detected
Who gives a fuck if you're racist. Don't be some pussy lib fag.
>>674698940
>serious health condition
Do people tell their partners about STDs? Not often at least.
>missing school
Occasionally, but nothing out of the ordinary
>let her run around
This is me guessing, but to let her have a childhood
>where are the parents
Well, let me just go hunt down the parents of this girl before I see her.
>>674699226
>>674699285
Am I really talking about this right now. Jesus christ. I am not racist, and I guess I am a Yankee.
>>674699068
Yes they made the flag illegal for a reason
What are you fucking dense? How do you think other people feel about the flag. Do you even have feelings like fuck. Go show ur flag to Tyrone see how he feels about it.
>>674699577
>people have opinions that differ from mine so i have to be considerate and not express said opinions
jesus christ, are you voting for hillary
OP, excluding family why do you think all these people treat you in such a fucked up way.
People do fucked up shit to good people sometimes, but if you have been experiencing the same thing your whole life from seemingly everybody than perhaps it is not everyone else who is the problem. Perhaps it is you.
I grew up with everyone hating me and treating me like shit. More than one attempt was made by my peers to kill me. I didn't deserve that type of treatment, but there was a reason why I was treated that way.
You may not deserve it OP, but there is almost certainly a reason for it.
move outside the usa. this behaviours sounds so fucking hamburger country related. all americans are looked upon as stupid fucks from a europe point of view and the retarded behaviour of the fucktards at your school confirm this. leave america, go to a place where smartness is cheered at, not boo'd because your not a stupid reality tv consuming hiphap listening 'cool' loser like most of the zero brainers in america.. ACT!
>>674699745
If I almost never say anything/start anything, I help others, I am not edgy, and I have general interests in things, what is the problem.
>>674699723
No bernie and what is wrong about being compassionate for others
>>674699745
Did you ever find the reason anon, why the fuck do you have dudes out to kill you?
>>674698488
fucking kek
>>674699874
/thread
bee yourself OP
>>674700307
>>>/rk9/
>>674700307
k
>>674700419
at least you tried
>see baby
>fuck baby
>mfw im bolt
>>674692369
I'm reading, however I don't believe any of it. Life isn't a movie, OP. Also, fucking nobody gets desensitized to people dying because of edgy webms on 4chan for fuck sakes
>>674699518
>Why you always lying?
Seriously though, is US American high school such a piece of shit? Abandon country with the first chance you get
>>674692521
If literally everybody makes fun of you, avoids you, and pushing you around, there must be fucking something wrong with you. Stop being such a weird freak I guess
>>674700882
False
>>674701188
No I was quite and no one gave me shit, people would try to talk to me on various occasions. But I would always spaghetti and go into beta. So I would just wear headphones most of the time. OP must look weird ass fuck or act really strange. I still kick myself knowing I could have had a great high school experience.
>>674701581
Not false
>>674701441
To be fair though; I want to say in more mature environments, especially then those where people tend to see themselves as above others (universities for example), also freaks and odd people are included into some sort of social life. Apparently it's not easy to make it there without shooting your school up. Poor amerifats
>>674701751
I was never some sort of popular kid at school, I'm also kind of weird I guess. Hell, in highschool I speant most lunches playing board games with my friends. I was never made fun of through all elementary, middle, and highschool. I also had quite a few friends.
I guess it could be because I'm from Canada
OP here, just thought I'd tell you guys it was all a ruse for attention. I was expecting a lot more responses from you guys telling me im worthless and to kill myself. But you cared about me? Fucking faggots. Have a good night /b/by :*
>>674702110
Wow, you sure got me.
>>674698530
Next thing we know, you'll be levitating with red spheres resonating from your palms.
>>674699874
Canada is the place you want. I very rarley saw bullying happen
>>674692521
Fuck em, you be you, don't let common douches like them get into your head, from what you've said you are far better than them, and they probably know it which might be why they give you such shit. Stick to yourself and you'll probably find at least one person IRL who shares your view on life.
>>674702110
What Are u a fucking faggot Kys and good night cunt
>>674702110
For real?
>>674693180
Fuck highschool, keep on going anon
>>674692039
>thanks foc
SHIT I LOST SO HARD AT THAT
>be 15
>fuck 10 year old
>daddy walks into to forest say
> stop fucking son hit head
>I go coma so hard like wooo
<wake up from cola 10 years later
<immediately log on B
< what the fuck is this shit
>>674696913
Honestly you don't look half bad. Friendly advice maybe start working out a bit, It'll help you release stress and you'll get a hot bod in the future to middle finger your future ex-classmates with.
>>674691681
Op I want to feel sorry for you but
I can't believe you didn't even fight back.
If you get bullied, you beat the shit out of the bully end of story.
No dumb shit like "I don't believe in violence"
And everyone has bad times in their lives, I've been hurt by at least half of my best friends. Don't think about it in the first place.
Just keep moving forward
And don't look back
Now that I think about it those "best friends" weren't friends at all
Also op if you can, move to another school
A new school means a clean slate, even if you know who you are, they don't
And maybe pretend to have a different personality, and only let people you are close to know your true self.
Hope it gets better, and remember, your choice for friends isn't limited to just people at your school. Try find out what type of person you want to be around.
>rolls for dubs
>mfw im bolt with dubs
>>674692265
That part with the girl and the barn makes me think most if not all of this shit is fake. Girls are almost never mean like that with the barn shit unless they're one of those bitches and wants their bf to fuck you up or something so she can want his dick more.
>>674703753
>tfw im bolt without dubs
>>674702110
Saw that coming, haha you newfags thought this was real? What the fuck so he said he was smart then he joined cross country club? Haha man the future of 4chan is doomed
I don't understand why people are such faggots north korea pls nuke
>>674703760
>Girls are never mean
Lurk irl more, girls are fucking bitches
High school was gay as fuck but I'm in college now and I get tons of pussy and such. Hone your lying and manipulation skill. It all gets better.
>>674704076
I've literally never seen a girl that mean in my life.
Noooooo dont An Hero
>>674699206
its not about being able to imagine other options dipshit, its not being a gullible fucktard and believing some bullshit story that sounds like the plot to a movie.
>>674704427
Probably because your 11?
I've gotten bitch slapped by a metal flask by a good friend of mine's friend, she kept trying to stop us being friends. Don't worry though, your mom will protect you from those kinds of people while your still young
>>674698530
>who are you to judge my opinion?
such a stupid fucking platitude, i get pissed whenever someone says this dumb shit.. who are we to judge? uhh, humans. with the ability to judge. we're the only ones who can judge. thats who we are to judge. theres no higher power that is more entitled to judge than we are.
>>674691681
>those feels when you laugh at bleach jokes but then feel bad inside because someone you love attempted suicide by drinking bleach
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>>674692521
dont worry OP ill play dota with you
>>674705177
Very not smart way to commit suicide.
>>674698530
You are edgy and autistic
I'd love to slit your throat
Even though your either a runt 11 year old or a Virginia hillbilly redneck randybobany.
Also I am a human being, you are inferior, I judge the disgusting flith like you filling our streets however I see fit. Please, take a knife, and stab yourself in the ear. You filthy peace of human garbage
>>674691681
that all really sucks OP
>"mother" is similar
she birthed me but at this point she's just there in the distance occasionally being an asshole
>>674696913
Can't deny the big nose, but hell , you are not bad at all ... imagined you'd be a lot worse, you are quite the good looking guy to me at least
#nohomo
>mfw im bolt
>>674705520
yeah but she was 15 or 16 at the time, teenagers are dumb.
>>674694842
I was expecting the worst gore
>>674704778
You do realize if girls were that mean it more likely would be when they're young. Also how fucking beta do you have to be to get bitch slapped by a girl like that.
>>674705688
fug I got played
DAMN YOU OP YOU SLY BASTARD!!!
not even mad
Sorry op that was a tough story. Stick with your music, maybe buy yourself a bag of weed to help with musical inspiration
>>674692521
this is fake as fuck
>>674691681
Op, I read your free text and you need help if you believe any of this, go to the nearest psyche ward and signs voluntary form, you're not living in reality.
>>674705898
I was 16 at the time
We were just talking casually when she just birch slapped me with the bottle
My guard was down because I was with people I trusted
How beta do YOU have to be to not realise anyone can be an asshole. You need to get of your phone/computer and go learn these things before you grow up and have no experience with deal with the bad apple at school.
>>674702110
>implying
damn bro, you really pulled one over on me.
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>>674706093
Oh my god OK
Everyone who just came here read this post
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>>674700089
Yeah.
Like I said I didn't deserve to have people trying to kill me, I didn't deserve most of the shit done to me, but there were reasons it was happening.
My home life was fucked up and so I was fucked up. I was a weird kid, and I had anger issues. I was an easy target and my responses to things just made it worse.
Eventually I learned how to fit in a lot better.
It's not like there was one specific thing, it was just me in general.
Unfortunately even if you fix yourself fucked up shit might still happen to you.
A little over two years ago the most fucked up shit I had ever experienced happened to me for no fault of my own. All those previous years all that thick skin I had built up from it hadn't prepared me for that shit. It not only nearly killed me physically, but I was dead inside for a long time. I just recently began actually recovering from it.
I knew I was fucked up before, and that was the reason fucked up things happened to me before. So when this happened I looked at myself first and thought the reason it happened had to of been me. I struggled with that a lot, but it wasn't me that time. It was just some horribly fucked up shit that was completely out of my control.
>>674707061
TLDR, TBDR
>>674706317
I've never been bullied at school, and definitely not by any girls. I've seen bullies and always told the betas them to stand up for themselves. It's better to lose a fight and have them harass you less because they know you will scrap with them than to constantly get picked on. I dunno I always did pushups and stuff I was far from buff but it's really not all that hard to not be pure skin and bones.
I never got buff until after high school but by then even skinny guys could beat most girls so I don't even see how any girl could be a bully. I just don't see how weak you'd have to be where a girl can't respect you enough to actually bully a guy and I've never seen it in my life. I'm not saying its not possible but holy fuck you'd have to be omega status for that shit. And even then what is wrong with you guys do some fucking pushups and shit it's not that hard to look decently strong.
College is so much better. I made all my real friends, met my wife, and generally just enjoyed myself and grew up at college. The people that are there want to be there and the losers don't last long. Plus, everybody's got their own thing going, so most are too busy to give a shit if you aren't like them. I actually started playing D&D in college (and no it wasn't THAT long ago; mid 2000's) and it was the best fuckign descion I ever made. It's why I have friends, and running a game is how I met my wife (stole her from my lesbian player lol). So it's obviously that all their lives are shit too and they just wanna take it out of someone. Good job not being a part of the problem.
>>674707339
Wow I'm the same, I'd hit bullies no questions asked, then theyed stay away.I was also very tall and naturally strong. But think rationally here, this is my best friends close friend, I can't just whack her one, my best friend would think of me different, but I did speak up and threaten her, also your sounding like a douch calling me weak, and it has nothing to do with respect, society don't work on the kind of respect you think about. This wasn't a act of bullying, this was a act of trying to shove me away. Also if your so buff you should be here on 4chan, your wasting your talents here, the only reason I'm here is because I love to argue and debate things and the people here are terrible at arguing.
Have you lived in the same place all your life? I was bullied in primary school and now I'm 18, a lot of it was down to my weirdness because I'm literally autistic and struggled to communicate pretty basic emotions at the time but:
a) kids are niggers
b) people are niggers
It turns out once I left that group of people that they were all just really retarded which made it hard to fit in (not that I'd want to if I could go back). They were the only group of people I knew until I moved away from the secondary school that they'd migrated to with me (along with people from other schools nearby). Moved off and went to a different college and just like that most things unfuck up.
>>674691681
Fellow scaper. Gratz on getting away from the bitch.
>>674708736
OH MY FUCK
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>>674702110
Trickydicky'd
>>674708037
How the fuck does being buff have anything to do with wasting anything on 4chan? Unless you take steroids and are buff to the point of insanity you can't "do" anything with it.
My point wasn't about you it was about OP. I don't see how some girl that sits behind you in class starts talking to you over a period of time then makes you wait at a barn to be mean for absolutely no reason. Girls that do things like that like I said want to have a guy be macho for them and bully the guy cause they get horny from that shit. Otherwise there was nothing to gain I just don't see how a girl would go out of her way to be mean to a guy instead of just ignore him. Either there is a lot left out or it's a lie, otherwise OP must be born in literally bully city where they raise people to be bullies that even the girls are in on it.
>>674709197
Wait... you do know that was a ruse right?
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>>674709342
Well if that really is OP it's like I thought from the beginning most of the shit is like something someone would make up. I'm just explaining my reasoning because you /b/tards eat up this shit without thinking about it much.
>>674692521
Still in HS anon?
/b/ro things and people change. Go to college/get a job and excel in what ever you so.
Give life 110%.
Will shit be good? Not always. And that's life. Good for you for hitting the ground running. /b/ desensitized me aswell and that was back in 8th grade.. been out of public school system BS for 6 years now.
Gl anon. OP is not a faggot.
>>674692265
don't understand the girl part, why did she flip out?
>>674709616
Dude don't worry OP probably is bullied by girls anyway. Also I imagine this as a argument I won since it ended that the other topic was proven to be false.
>>674709800
But op is a Faggot in this case.
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>>674691681
dude don't you understand all those people mess around with you cause you are smart, don't let them be like you to this say something or do something i know you don't care but punch someone for fun once when they do something that upsets you
>>674709973
I tip my fedora to you good sir. Well met.
I feel for you OP, but you are probably the kind of weird kid that bugs/pisses people off. If you really do stick to yourself, you shouldn't be bothered by people. I was never bullied so I cannot relate to you on that, but I bullied in elementary and laid off it for high school/college.
Either change something about yourself to not creep people out, or learn how to kick some kids asses. Good luck /b/ro
>>674710436
Thank you, tips foot fedoras
>>674710823
Oh my fuck do you guys just read ops story then just post a reply? See>>674702110
>>674691681
Damn OP, I feel for you man. Just gotta get through these times man. I'm sure you'll be successful in the real world. Don't pay attention to what the people tell you. Just pay attention to what you do and what you want. You may have had a hard life, but it will get better. The /b/ros have your back man.
Remember that you are a smart kid and should get some friends with the teachers. You may be labeled a "teacher's pet" but you'll at least have a couple of friends IRL.
>>674691681
I hope that you can move past these troubles and find the things that you want in life. I know it means little to hear this from some anon who knows where in the world- but people that hurt you like that are not worth your time.
>>674712257
WHAT THE FUCK
DID YOU GUYS EVEN BOTHER READING THE POST ABOVE YOU>>674712257
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>>674711774
When there are almost 200 replies, yes.
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>>674692521
You are still with the /b/tards
>>674692521
>get fit
>stomp heads on curbs
gg no re
don't be too thick-skinned, repressing emotions will be much more harmful to you than letting them go sometimes
OK I fucking give up
Of anyone cares, op says it's fake
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