Feels thread please. I feel like crying but I just can't
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Feels thread please. I feel like crying but I just can't think of something that will make me cry and all the shit in google images I've seen 100 times
Bumpingas
>>674515319
Jesus fuck. I think I actually got something in my eye there.
Ayy
>>674514821
are you that faggot that masturbates to pictures of frogs?
Some classic feels for ya /b/ro.
>>674514821
Nobody will ever love you.
You know what's the worst part of growing up is?
Discovering who you are
I'm only 18 and it Fucking sucks
Knowing how much of a failure I am is bad
But the worst part of discovering myself
It's figuring out it's all my fault
>>674517266
you have only yet just begun to fail
>Check'd tho
I just recently realize I don't have friends anymore. I left high school last year and slowly, it seems people are leaving me behind. The very people I was so close with are now the ones i see on social media hanging out without me. The same people whom I use to talk for days and days on end, are now people who just reply to me with 1-3 words. Plus I just finished reading Boku Dake Ga Inai Machi, so fuck that shit, fam.
Thread theme
https://youtu.be/g0bZtf5MCzY
>>674517952
I'm petrified this might happen to me
>>674517952
lucky, i havent spoken to a single person other than you faggots for about a year
>>674516735
I was't ready..
>named Batman.
goddamn why even try in life tbh
>>674518235
Lets hope it won't happen for you.
>>674518500
Sorry to hear that. I find comfort from the faggots as well.
>>674515348
thats some preteen angst
>Be me 15
>Angry teenager
>Angry at my Father(in federal prison most my life)
>Angry at my Mother(abandoned me and my sisters)
>Angry at my over medicated Aunt and my austist Uncle
>Aunt and Uncle poor so we live in shitty section 8 apartment complex (projects nigga)
>Live at the end of an alley corner apartment
>Aunt and Uncle both work nights
>Ditch school and smoke weed in alley erry day
besttimesofmylife.jpeg
>Be me 19
>Just got out of a 4 year relationship
>Haven't smoked in weed in over a year because of job
>Go back to my alley with a blunt
startingtofeelbetter.jpeg
>Cute little kitten comes out of nowhere
>Get the kitty high
>Kitten is playing in the middle of the Alley
>Car comes around the corner going pretty fast
>Smash the cat like toothpaste
>Somehow the cat is still half alive/ screaming even though most his brains came out his eye socket
>MFW all my good memories have been ruined by an asain bitch in a scion.
>>674515319
Ugh fuck this early into a thread, I fucking loved Mr. Rodgers when I was little.
>>674517266
Gotta step out of your comfort zone of thought if you wanna change it for the better. You and I both know that it could be a lot better if you applied your energy to it. You gotta find something that you love to do, and enjoy yourself with it. You have so much potential, train yourself to use some of it, in a way that the future you will be proud of looking back. Use that burning desire inside of you to do all these wonderful things you've told yourself you would do eventually... You're literally, the only conscious mind, the only person on earth that is holding yourself back from achieving personal victories.
keep at it bro if you lose the first round of the game, you go to round 2.. defeat is natural, it happens to everybody. Victory.. you only get if you work past the defeats.
beyond failure bro
>>674520297
bro. fuucck
>>674518032
Yo, this was pretty damn good. I decided to try the Johnny Cash version in the suggested video and holy crap. It makes me want to cry.
>>674520297
jesus fuck, is this a true story
OP here. I just wanted to start this thread to tell a story.
>elementary school
>someone came up with "disease" called the mark disease
>nobody would talk to me all throughout elementary
>middle comes around
>one person comes to talk with me at lunch
>jock
>jock tells me I'm not good enough for anyone
>then I knew
Currently 28 and people still tell me I'm not good enough for anything. Tonight I plan on ODing on pills. My name is Mark Jacobs. I live in Appaloosa County. No use in intervening. Family is gone and all I have is a stray cat that I call Bilbo because he loves to adventure
>>674517952
I'm 22 and this shit happened to me. It's just life, it's inevitable and it happens to everyone. It's just adulthood. We get busy and don't have time for anyone. I can't even date because women my age want a man with a car and since I'm lacking in that department, I slowly kill myself with alcohol.
guys i'm drunk lol
>>674521339
Don't kill yourself, bro. Live for yourself.
>>674521339
Guy, listen to me man. Read this post and feel my energy.
If you feel like nobody is listening, then hear me out.
Don't follow through with this plan. It's definitely not too late to reconsider.
First download the movie samsara, or watch it on netflix. Or look at some amazing places in the world. Give yourself a sense of wonder, or awe. Just try this first. Whats the worst that happens? Let it distract you for a little bit. One step at a time.
Hows your living situation now? Do you have any kind of income? That's an important thing to tackle.
hang in there man, hear me out, if you need to OD do it after we're done talking, but I seriously hope we reconsider. You are worthwhile to me. I'm currently a masters student in psych, and my only goal in life is to help people see their potential.
hows your living situation? How often do you feel this way towards yourself?
>>674520703
> potential
I've known this for too long, it only brings me more anguish
The thing is, since I wasted my time in high school I reduced my potential by allot
Recognizing this is the first step but it leaves me empty
I want to make my father proud
And knowing I can probably not achieve that kills me
My interests are videogames and politics
Both are useless without school
It's good advice though I really do appreciate it
But life's gonna be hard after I graduate
If any underage faggots are reading this
Don't waste your time in high school
>>674522159
I live in the projects because I can barely come up with enough money to live.
>>674520825
yup its a true store bro
>pic related me in the alley
Well guys. I just downed a whole bottle of sleeping pills. I'll see you guys in a couple of years. Goodbye
>>674522636
goodbye anon
>>674521611
I understand where you're coming from but I'm only 19. Honestly, I have more problems than that but I'll join you on the slow death in two years time.
>>674521339
Look, if you're going to kill yourself, do something cool first. Quit your job and take a road trip. Buy a plane ticket and see some amazing places. The world is a big place. Then off yourself if you still feel like it.
>>674522636
I think even if you ate a whole bottle of sleeping pills you will only sleep for a days or so not a few years
It feels good to be here with you gentlemen tonight.
>>674523012
Nevermind, saw your other post. Still, hitch hike or something.
>>674522270
If you are interested in those things, who's telling you its useful without school? I've been to university for 4 years. The people here aren't happy. We aren't employed, we are holding hopes out that some company will just absorb us sometime years after we shell out huge amounts of cash to watch 40 minute youtube videos.
Don't let old faggots tell you how to live your new life. They don't know any better, you know better than them what you think is the bomb.
You have that pent up energy, a being that is ready to contribute to a cause you know? Devote yourself to something you believe in. People will put you down, but don't for a second think that they don't sigh at night as their mind wanders before falling asleep. The 'What-ifs' and 'i could have beens' Thats why the put down your shit, because they think the only path to success is the fucking path that was their key to success 30 years ago. Fuck those idiots. You know wtf you wanna experiment with, or try better than those guys dude. And there are definitely people that will respect you, and wish to associate with you, based on that pursuit of something that you enjoy dumping time and energy into. Where it doesn't feel like your whole life is borrowed time.. living off of this temporary existence.
You got this man. Let's talk about your obstacles. Aside from any outside influence. What are the direct obstacles holding you back from following through with that?
couldn't you teach yourself online or something/?
>>674522636
You are lying man.. why would a dying man ignore my long heartfelt message :(
>>674522588
Nice dubs dude.
Did you get her plate or something? or talk to her about it? How long ago was this?
>>674523162
useless without schoool*
>>674522636
See you on the other side, anon.
>>674523378
She stopped and got out of her car when she heard the cat screaming "did I hit something" and she started immediately crying when she saw the cat. Its been almost 9 years, but I remember it vividly.
>>674523877
Have you been able to talk about it to anybody? Did you get the girls number?(lol)
Does it consume your thoughts often?
>>674524034
I never had her number but after that she would bum cigarettes off of me often, I only think about every now and again and I've never talked about it.
>>674522636
Goodnight /b/ro
>>674524625
Ever thought of talking to her about it? As long as shes open to the idea..
You should talk about it to somebody dude. Any careful listener really that you feel comfortable around. Sometimes strangers even feel comfortable if they seem chill. Some of the realest talks happen on the streets between two strangers.
>>674523162
Thanks man, this helps me more than I can express with text on a screen
It's one crazy world out there
I hope I can find my place to change
>>674523162
Also some of my set backs is my realization that all of this effort is useless
We all die
We're all forgotten
My stamp on the universe is do small and significant I just feel there's no point
What's to gain from any of this
I'm that friend who nobody actually likes, always have been. The people that i interact with try to avoid me as hard as they might. People always lie to me, as to not hurt my feelings. I never get invited anywhere anymore, nobody ever calls or messages me anymore, and nobody says anything to me unless i say something first, and even then they treat me like i'm a chore. I miss having friends and family who talk to me. I can't remember the last time someone's genuinely wanted to be around me, including myself. I try to cheer myself up, but it's difficult, especially since the anxiety attacks started. 2 hospital trips later, and i'm sadly still here. I'm just such a pathetic excuse for life, i don't really know what to do anymore, so i go on long walks by myself and go on 4chan. Walking can help, but i love coming on 4chan, it makes me feel like i'm a part of something, and that i have some imaginary friends. It's great.
>>674526270
You can dude, I know it sounds sappy, but all the motivation you need is already inside. Words, thoughts, actions.. those things inspire, they motivate right? I mean that should mean that the motivation/energy is internal the whole time, laying dormant just waiting for you to believe it enough.
sorry for writing too much, I just think that there's a lot of good you can do, i know how easy it is to slum on 4chan and be lazy and stuff, but sometimes you gotta just start small one task at a time and reward yourself for the completion of it.
>>674526574
>I'm that friend who nobody actually likes, always have been. The people that i interact with try to avoid me as hard as they might.
We all are
>>674526730
Shit man, those feels.
>>674526555
You should check out some anthropology bruv. Conquerors, kings, slaves etc. It's all so futile. We find bones dated millions of years back. every creature thought that it's conscious stream was the most important, the shit etc. Hasn't changed. We don't live for a purpose. We form a purpose for which we wish to live. It comes from you, it's not destiny you are only the matter that makes you up, just like any president or king. Even any bomb, or rock. Just a highly organized assortment of matter cleverly arranged to form "life" and the experience is different for each biotic organism. It's not about how you CHANGE the world etc, It's about how you shape your own experiences, and maybe eventually you'll be comfortable with some kind of routine, or lack there of..
>>674526574
Welcome aboard. Grab a coat from the coat rack. It's going to be a long night for us.
Every an hero has an villain
>>674527884
>an
>>674527181
Looking forward to life
Not looking forward to the punishment I get for being such a self loathing slob the past 4 years
Any who, one of the reasons I really got into politics was because of how I feel now
I wanted to make things better, not input for me, but for everyone
Now that my candidate is winning I can no longer just help everyone, but I need to start helping myself
>>674528161 Newfag
>be 22
>still living with mom
>shitty job
>barely any friends
>been smoking since young age
>lungs feel fucked
>been drinking since young age
>cant stop drinking
>liver and kidneys are probably fucked
>started using hard drugs the last few years
>mental illness
>massive anxiety
>never even finished highschool
>feel like the biggest waste of oxygen
>whats the point
![10897876_10204704261879435_1962116860077261117_n[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/lt0h7sq.jpg "10897876_10204704261879435_1962116860077261117_n[1].jpg")
I had a friend die last summer. June 9th, 2015. Aneurysm. 24 years old. His wake had seating for about 100 people and each one was filled, with many more lining the walls and parlour of the funeral home. I think there ended up being 200-300 people visit in total. The funeral procession was 40 cars long. He was so loved. A bunch of local hardcore bands put on a show in his honour a few days after he died. They sold shirts with his name and favourite tattoo emblazoned on it. In the downtown portion of a city of over 1,000,000 people, I wore that shirt. A complete stranger recognised it. It boggles the mind, how many lives he impacted. He was loved by this city.
You know how most funerals are filled with empty words like, "He was so nice! So funny blah blah blah" and you know they're bullshit? It wasn't like that with him. Every single word, every story about good times with him, came from the heart. He only had six people tell share experiences, in lieu of a proper eulogy, but there wasn't a single word that wasn't honest. I wish I'd told my story about working with him. We worked at a grocery store, and on his last day there me, him, a few other clerks, one of the supervisors and one of the managers ordered about $100 worth of pizza and just ate it in the conference room. Spent two hours out of a four hour shit chilling with him. Didn't get a goddamn thing done that day. I left before he did so I got on the intercom, "Cory Ferguson, it's been a pleasure working with you." I saw him once more, when he was doing some shopping. I bearhugged the fucker, stumbling him for a second. Impressive considering he had a foot and a hundred pounds on him. I didn't know him well. But goddamn do I miss him.
See you later Cory. Love you bro.
>>674528702
>>674528702
>>674528984
you're the kind of person i can love and hate at the same time;; you try but creatures like i cannot endure your pity painlessly
>>674514821
Its actually Friday faggot
>>674522636
R.i.p. /b/ro hope it's better on the other side
>>674517266
If you're 18 you don't even know what failure is
... Get up tomorrow and choose to be awesome.
>>674528834
Sorry to hear about your friend. Unlike us, there are some amazing people in this world that can bring joy to so many people.
>>674529813
OP must be from Alaska.
>>674523106
faggot
>>674529619
>>674528702
I'm sorry, i'm just not great with words. I also have to deal with anxiety, as well as the pills and shit. I guess my drinking and drugs haven't caught up with me yet, but they will. You're me in fast forwards, and I don't know how else to express how sorry i am for you, from a place of not pity, but empathy.
>>674530995
I'm disappointed in you anon.
>>674523106
Likewise
>>674531534
its ok; were all the same, if youre sorry then i have to be sorry and thats so much work;;
>>674528834
that's a beautiful shirt man, is he interested in photography?
Who can help me? I would take anyone's help. Its 2:43 AM and I'm just sitting here, alone, like always. Every night, I think about what everyone I know is doing, how they're all having so much fun enjoying each other's company. Each night I remember the few times I got to feel like I was a part of a group of friends. Every few years, I meet a couple guys who seem really cool and laid back with me, I be super nice, I act like a friend acts, and they tell me that I am a great friend of theirs. That always happens. Every time it does, I feel happy for just a little while. But then, every time again, for reasons a literally have no explanation for, they begin to hate me. They talk shit behind my back. They always act like theyre so much better than me, and they tell me that im nothing and that i was always nothing to them. Every. Time. My entire life, this has happened. only difference is, this time, im all out of people to befriend. Nobody wants anything to do with me, and its not even like i have a bad reputation or people have a reason to hate me, its just that nobody enjoys my company. Im not too pushy, im not even some super vanilla paul rudd type, people just avoid me. Im all alone. Im here again tonight wondering what my "friends" are doing, what theyre thinking about, and i know tgat i dont even cross their mind. Oh fucking well. Who am I anyways, im just some anonymous poster on this stupid website full of freaks who still resent me. Nobody is probably even reading this. Not even you guys, my last friends care. Im so tired of this life. I cant take it anymore. I need help, and nobody will help me. I just want to sleep. i just want to dream.
>>674531534
I really appeciate you saying that anon. My words of advise is just try to take it slow on the drinking and drugs because it will definetely catch up to you faster than you think, and when it does that will only add to your problems
>>674533657
Anon, don't be a dumbass. You even said that we're all freaks. Birds of a feather flocks together. We know how you feel and we're in the same boat. Honestly, being depressed on here is not good for the mental health but its how we cope. We might not be friends but we still care.
>>674534115
what this anon said
I had posted a story of recent events in a thread like this earlier... the thread got deleted before anyone cold read it though... I can post again if anyone wants or cares. I'm a bad writer and I feel like a faggot for it but... you guys are the only ones in the world I feel I can talk to
I screen shit it so I wouldn't have to write it again should the opportunity show itself
>>674536202
Spill it out anon, spill it all out.
>>674536601
Alright bros, if this decides to end up in cringe, I won't blame any of you
>>674536850
>>674536955
>>674537007
This is it... I've not cried in so long, I had forgotten how much it hurts...
I've cried so much in these last couple days, and it's not like there's even a good reason behind. I cry alone, and I don't feel better afterwards. All I can feel is wanting to get closer and closer to the end
>>674514821
>people now opt to cry in their spare time
I mean, I guess it could be worse.
Torontobro with across border problems, if you're in this thread after the other one 404'd I want to keep talking to you and persuading you to hang onto your American bi.
>>674521339
Man those walls of text replies they're monster
You don't need to be good at anything, just have fun.
trust me i,m good at wateva people get so mad when i mess up.
I think I'm becoming depressed. Mainly when it comes with relationships. All my friends are having relationships, all of them are having sex and getting action, meanwhile here's fucking me, sitting at home, never really had a true relationship, never had a kiss, never had sex, never really been with someone. I'm anxious and nervous as fuck, and I don't try because I'm scared of embarrassing myself, getting rejected, scaring them, or them not doing anything.
Pic related.
Even when I'm watching TV or a movie that involves a happy relationship, I just feel like breaking down and crying because I can't have a happy and healthy relationship like them. It bothers me so much.
my boyfriend just told me he's going to get fucked by another guy.
feels bad man.......
>>674537265
Read it all, hombre. First thing first, we'll never be friends. Only because you actually enjoyed sao. Second, I feel you. Its a daunting feeling. I know. But this is where you say fuck it. If you believe no one will ever care for you in that way then, okay. Its probably not true but maybe it is. Who cares? Fuck it. This is my advice to you. Your life is shit. My life is shit. But we can make other people's lives less shitty. Join a non profit, start volunteering, help that little granny load her grocery into the car. Fuck it, right? We're at the point where it seems all is lost. If you're going to be sad, be sad while bettering others. But honestly, join a volunteering org and get out there. Fuck love. Its overrated and if what people say is true, it'll come to you when the time is right. But right now, maybe the time isn't right. Fuck it.
>>674537776
I know how you feel bro...
>>674537886
I'm sorry to hear that bro, i had a girl do the same shit to me. Hurts.
>>674514821
>>674537886
what??
>>674538300
his boyfriend is fucking another dude. Gay guys exist on 4chan too
>>674538026
I see what you're saying bro... and I know I'm the 1 person on the planet that enjoyed that anime. And I had that mentality... I had it for a long time, saying fuck it i don't need love, I don't need that shit, I can be fine being how I am... the feeling I had just made me realize I was lying to myself. I'm not strong... I'm not able to just say fuck it and forgwt... I'm not that kind of person...
>>674520732
>>674520825
False, if she was Asian she would've taken it home for dinnner
>>674538495
Yeah, thanks, anon. I know that much. I'm confused on the it being not "ex-boyfriend" but "boyfriend".
>>674538634
>>674538587
You have to find passion through helping others. And you didn't have that mentality. Like you said, you lied to yourself. I don't. But its fine. Go through each day with the question "What can I do to make someone's day better than mine?". I haven't worried about love in a long time because I find fulfillment in helping others.
>>674521339
Dont kill yourself dude, you might feel like you have a reason to kill yourself or you might not have a reason to, but do something fun if you really want to. Get on a bus, or on a plane and see the world, there are other people out there that dont know you and you can start over new. The world is yours and you shouldnt have to take that away from yourself. Travel or something, do something that makes you feel good, feel special. My dude, you have so much to live for. Just try to pull through, you can do it. :^)
>>674539112
I guess so... I'll give it a shot... maybe one day if I help enough some one will help me... lord knows I could use it
im a youngfag and i was diagnosed with terminal cancer, i was working on a video game and had so much going for me, but im probably going to die before its done. I was diagnosed a week ago.
>>674539594
Godspeed anon.
>>674521853
lol
>>674539594
I'll pour one in your name tonight. To you, anon.
Test
>You are a nightowl
>School is a formality to you
>Social life is half fake
>You fake more smiles than you do anything else
>You are a loner despite knowing many people
>people who are close to you take advantage of you
>You love a select few but they will never have nearly the same amount of love for you
>Your mind is empty all day
>You are tired all throughout the faking
>Once the night starts
>You realize you're in the abyss
>and you hear your own conscious tell you
>"You will never escape it."
> wanna try drugs
> dont want to become family outcast
Dad said he would disown me if I try drugs, and if dad disowns me, so will other family.
>>674537776
i feel the exact same way.
I'm currently talking to the only match I've ever gotten on tinder. I've been trying to meet her, she keeps giving me excuses for why we can't meet. I'm starting to suspect i may be getting catfished, or that she clearly has 100 other matches as she's a girl on tinder, and that i'm at the bottom of her list. Fuck anon. i feel you. im the same way.
>>674538676
i'm just here observing literal rolling on the floor laughing
wife left me
struggling with painless suicide methods
only thing preventing it is this false hope she'll come back
>>674522636
have a good one
>>674538260
And I've got no one to do that for me anymore
Wouldn't that be nice...
>>674514821
Bymp.
>>674522270
I'M literally going through the same shit you are and it sucks.
>Be 18
>Everyone my age is already having a job
>Still a virgin cause of no game
We'll /b/ how did you do when you were 18?
>>674514821
i cry because of reasons op, not because i want to
>>674521339
End it faggot oh wait you're not good enough for even that
tfw the chick you've been talking to for months and are going on a date with tomorrow is fucking around with dudes on her my story tonight.
Started yesterday drinking a quarter of a bottle of whiskey on the floor of my shower.
pic related is my situation since years
>>674548341
The abyss is merciless describing is one step to making ourselves feel better but each time i even think i see the light i am mistaken.
>>674540684
Wow m8 that got me good
What comic does this appear in?
>>674551155
an eye transplant
