can we get a feels thread, /b/? i need to cry.
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can we get a feels thread, /b/? i need to cry.
>>674007361
I believe you're looking for a "bawww" thread.
do it, op
>>674007361
Wassup /b/ro
Here's a true story from just yesterday:
>over visiting family for sister bday
>everything is weird
>none of my actions feel normal
>try faking laughter when I see laughter
>aweful fake laughter
>constantly zoning out
>try so fucking hard to people like a person.
>they all notice I'm acting weird
>every ten minutes
>"everything OK anon?"
>"yeahyeahyeah"
>walk away
>"dude, you're breaking down"
>"You're fucking crazy man"
>"fucking psycho "
>"its you're little sister's birthday dude, don't make a scene"
>decide to go make a drink
>"you want a drink mom?"
>"yeah. Diet coke, thanks"
>mt dew, hell yeah
>pour me up a glass of my dew
>turn around and set the glass next to the other glasses on the island
>"where did all these glasses of mt dew come from"
>"why is my mom crying"
>I have no clue what to do
>leave room to get dad
>see dad
>"I'm thirsty , anything to drink"
>"wasn't there any mt dew in the kitchen? Are you sure you're alright?"
>"yeahyeahyeah"
>sitting at the table, drinking coffee, mom chatting
>why does she look so sad
>all the kids come in, time for cake
>"look at them anon"
>"look at how happy they are"
>"look at the joy they bring each other "
>"now look at how they look at you"
Don't get me wrong, I know my family loves me. I just can't stand them to have to see me like this, or have to put up with me. I've tried to kill myself twice in the past month. I wish I didn't lose my guns, would be so much easier. Sorry if that was too long, or just didn't resonate with anyone. Huge feels for me, which is why I'm here, so fuck you.
>>674007455
>>674007589
fuck you guys for making me cry
>>674008167
we're your other family, anon. and even though we might argue and insult each other, we can all come together as one and laugh at the Holocaust, or at the Paris shootings of 2015. We love you, anon.
question /b/
have you guys ever been out in public, and you look at someone and think to yourself "aw, fuck, they look just like someone I know"
it's been happening to me all the time lately
>>674008167
we are here for you anon, we love you /b/rother
>>674008563
yeah i have had that, its weird
>>674008722
any idea why it happens?
[spoiler]also were you and i just having this convesation with the smgen chat[/spoiler]
do you ever wish you could be consistently happy?
I find that being happy for only a little while makes me feel worse after.
Posting a classic. Read at your own risk.
Fucking emotional rollercoaster. Its not all just depressing shit though, there are both laughs and tears to be had in this masterpiece of a story.
As well being able to capture the feeling of true love.
>>674008534
tfw you feel like shit 24/7, but not shit enough that i would want to do something about it
>>674008534
whoever wrote this faggoty garbage obviously is not familiar with the concepts of crushing debt, poverty and aging. Fuck you al.
>>674007589
holy shit
>>674008854
>>674008872
wrong one sorry
have a bit of a story for you /b/
been tough financial times lately for me
>two years ago
>flunk out of college, lose my scholarship because of mental issues
>spend a year and a half as a neet with my parents breathing down my back to get a job
>live in the middle of nowhere, work is hard to get
>finally, winter of 2014, decide i'll just end it if i don't get a job before the year's end
>week before christmas, get a call back on an interview for a gas station
>manage to land it
>work my ass off; first day of training, come home, weep tears of relief at not bieng a burden anymore
>parents have hope in their eyes when they look at me for the first time since i told them i failed out of college
>work my ass off, 40-50 hour weeks because this store is shorthanded somehow
>middle of summer, parents bring up school again
>been feeling better with the mental shit, decide to go for it
>the money i have saved from half a year's worth of working that job barely covers first semester's tuition
>second semester bill came
>couldn't pay it myself
>bit by bit realizing that i'm now an even bigger burden than before
>>674009668
brings us to today
>have been skipping meals in an attempt at saving money
>leaves me kind of dazed, but i can deal with it
>feeling down, feeling hungry
>decide to splurge on a candy bar
>have a five dollar bill and nothing else in my wallet
>machine says it'll give change
>proceeds to take the five, give me a broken hershey's bar, then eat my change
it was the best $5 candy bar i've ever had
True story
>be me
>meet girl
>she is dum af
>buy a shotgun
>I kill her at noon
>she has a blast
>kept that shotgun ever since
>killed tons of negrobreeds with it
>married my shotgun
>fucked the gun every day
>gun betrays me
>whyyyy.jpg
>throw shotgun in the trash
>never been the same again
>>674007888
just hang in there, i was like that my whole goddamn life but i am that person to my wife now and she's that person to me
>>674009878
>>674009668
You have a job, at least.
You are getting an education, at least.
That's a hell of a lot more than others can say.
Hang in there, Anon.
I have a crush on a girl i meet online that probably doesnt give a shit about me :(
>>674008094
I cut my dad off a week ago tonight. He's pretty bipolar and won't take medication making him really unbalanced. He's spent $30,000 in money that none of us have on a few different women that hes been cheating on my mother with for the last 5 years.
I went to try and talk some sense into him, but he just kept making excuses and excuses... Acting like a damn addict. I finally said "Look dad, when you unfuck your life, call me. Until then, I want nothing to do with you. He just put his hands in his pockets and said "I'm sorry I've done everything wrong." I laughed in his face and said "Yeah, dad. You are one sorry son of a bitch. You have a wife that is disabled, one son that refuses to talk to you and another that's fixin' to be doing the same thing. You want it to be better? Fix it."
I was on the way back to my home when I passed a firetruck and ambulance heading back the way I came. For a split second, I thought he had killed himself. I couldn't stop crying.
My mother got served with divorce papers today. She doesn't know how she's going to live if she can't work, and I can't move her back across the country to stay with me. My brother might be able to, but he's living with his fiance and they're in a pretty delicate position as it is.
I just wish he was still the dad I can remember.
>>674010664
i'm trying to decide if i drop out of college again or not, and i don't know man
i'd be able to decide if i was properly fed and rested, but the workload is getting to me
thanks for the kind words
>>674010913
I think you should continue and finish it. You'd be able to get a better job, you can worry about paying back the debts later.
Godspeed.
>>674008167
so... your family feel unconfortable near you? try to practice your social skills and chill
>>674012353
Schizophrenia
You guys look so decent and valuable as humans in comparison to me that I quit venting my stuff here long ago.
My only achievement in life was learning English (I'm a Spainfag). And even so, my level is mediocre at best, especially regarding listening and speaking.
>Send out blood test
>Comes back positive
>Really running low on money
>Obviously not going to afford the treatment
>Tried working two jobs, overtime, etc.
>Always get passed over for someone else
>Lousy boss won't listen to me
>Eventually start giving up
>Can still ask family for money
>Zero chance of supporting myself anymore
>Everyone chips in a bit
>More money than ever in my account
>Appointment for next treatment on monday
Feels can be good too, OP
>>674008825
There are no words I can use to describe what I've just read here. I want to believe this isn't real. For this to be real would be the saddest thing I could imagine.
I can't. I'm crying anon. I'm crying for the anon in the Story. I'm crying for myself knowing I'll never love or be loved like anon. And I'm crying for all the other anons who feel the same. The only other baww thread material ive reacted to this much was "animal crossing".
Holy shit anon. Speechless.
>>674012747
just work at it man
i was neet for a long fucking time after flunking out of college; got a job and worked from there
you can make it
>>674012962
>S end out blood test
>C omes back positive
>R eally running low on money
>O bviously not going to afford the treatment
>T ried working two jobs, overtime, etc.
>A lways get passed over for someone else
>L ousy boss won't listen to me
>E ventually start giving up
>C an still ask family for money
>Z ero chance of supporting myself anymore
>E veryone chips in a bit
>M ore money than ever in my account
>A ppointment for next treatment on monday
Lol is that what you had?
>>674013547
>>674008825
FUck me man, that got me
>>674013547
I guess a feels thread is a good place to post this, as I've wanted to for quite a while.
I'd been coming here since 2007. I was on /b/ every day for a long time.
In 2009, I was going through some things in my life - some depression and suicidal thoughts, and really just wanted to talk to someone, so I posted my email address in a thread with an invitation to talk.
Someone messaged me (a lot of people messaged me, but this isn't about them), and we emailed back and forth non-stop every day for years. We never video chatted because I'm awkward and uncomfortable, and, amazingly, that didn't scare them away.
In 2011, they applied for a passport and left their country for the first time in their life to come meet me without ever having physically spoken to me or seen me outside of the pictures I'd sent them. That could have been the stupidest decision they ever made, as they spent every penny they had on that trip, but I did turn out to be who I said I was, thankfully.
Since then, we've traveled the world together, grown as people (he was nearly as socially anxious as I was), and got married about a year ago. We're dealing with the immigration paperwork currently, and planning to start a family soon.
I've changed a lot since I made that post, but I wanted to thank you for getting me through that time in my life and introducing me to the person that would be by my side through every obstacle I face, and shaping me into a person with compassion, love, and direction. Things do get better, even when they really feel like they wont.
>>674012542
oh shit
>>674014665
Nice anon, glad things are working out
Bananagram for anon
>>674008167
You have schizophrenia
>>674007361
i'm out of ideas where to find gf material
ex came from circleo f friends, that one died out
recent girl actually came from 4chan, dated for half a year and shes back with her ex + 150 miles apart
and im turning 25 in a week
What makes u happy /b/?
>>674014665
>Things do get better, even when they really feel like they wont.
This. Motto for life bruh.
>>674017883
>>674017339
Yup and rapidly declining since I lost my job and can't afford my meds anymore I'm not getting too crazy its just elevated stress really aggravates the "psychosis"
>>674017933
>>674018005
>>674018185
>>674018005
Worst hand writing I have ever seen in my life. I could barely read that.
>>674018306
>>674018453
I know right! I was thinking that too, but didn't want to say anything
>>674018453
>>674018548
>i love you mommy
probably someone pretty young desu
>>674018507
>>674012747
go to another country and get a job teaching spanish man. Ireland or someplace where there aren't a lot of spanish people - increase your odds. Job market in spain is shit at the moment (vivo cerca de barcelona)
>>674014665
happy for you!
You guys have fun. I'm gonna go walk around the parking garage trying to find cigarette butts that still have some tabacco in them. Then I'll probably pace around the apartment looking through the blinds or closely inspecting my face for a few hours.
>>674017553
you are only 25
we basically aren't even worth considering people until 15 years old
you're 10 years into your conscious life, that shit lasts until you're 75+
patience anon
>>674019159
sure, but with age, a womans appearance goes down and i want a young girl that doesn't like me because i have money
>>674007361
MY /B/ROTHERS, HOW FARE THEE THIS NIGHT?
>>674019285
So you want a girl who likes you for being poor?
>>674019368
Shit
>>674019412
well no, one who likesme for who i am of course, not for what comes with a man being at some age
>>674019368
I've seen better days
>>674019412
I'm guessing he's a richfag,that wants a girl to like him for who he is and not some gold digging bitch.
>>674019495
Heh good luck with that m8.
>>674019412
Nonono.... He doesn't want a girl to like him at all. What he is saying is that he does want money, however, the girl he is with will dislike him because of the money.
I've given up on life. Cut off friends, fucked up my education, everything's a mess. I'll be homeless in the next 6 months where i'll end up committing suicide by train
Don't tell me it gets better, I will never work a single day in my life. I do not ever want to contact friends or family again, I hate social interaction. I'll never drive, if I can't live without those terms met then I WILL kill myself, fuck normie standards
>>674019536
>>674019441
AND WHY IS THAT SAD /B/ATTLE /B/ROTHERS
>>674019671
Wow not only are you a faggot but I am pretty much in the same boat as you. Ain't that a fuckin bitch and a half?
>>674019675
>>674019368
Idk why, but this is better for me than lithium.
>>674019903
World just wasn't made for us I guess.
>>674019675
>couldn't understand shit
>broke down crying
>slammed my head into a wall repeatedly
>started laughing instead
Day in a nutshell
>>674019903
What a bunch of fags. Same here. Homeless like next week though.
>>674019912
YOUR BODY MAY IN TIME GROW USED TO LITHIUM, BUT THE HUMAN SPIRIT IS UNSTOPPABLE.
GREATNESS AWAITS YOU IF YOU WOULD BUT GRASP IT, MORTAL
>>674020104
together we form a mighty faggot as 3 peers
>>674020059
It probably is but we just can't see it.
>>674017616
Her
>>674019671
I'm not expecting myself to talk you out of a suicide when you seem so set on it, but at least don't do the train track method.
Seriously, that costs money (there's fines) which your family will have to pay.
Think.
>>674017616
Making others feel happy
>>674020194
Idk, I think it's more like the world was made, but society decided to fuck it up.
>>674020200
Hey feels.
I know im not meant to be here, or meant to post, but I got to.
I love my little brother, im scared for the little guy, hes gonna have the worst time of his life when he's older, because he cant talk, and has major problems reading and writing.
I dont want him to get hurt, and im too scared to let him grow up, since disabled kids are bullied alot, at least over here, but for now hes chill, watching johnny test with me.
>>674020092
YOU ARE BEING UNCLEAR. DO YOU NOT SPEAK LOW GOTHIC? IS THIS WHAT YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND? WHY DID YOU SLAM YOUR HEAD INTO THE WALL?
My opinions on certain subjects based on the links you posted are of value in the reply section of the post. Here take an up doot.
>>674020435
>>674020511
hahahaha fag
>mfw
>>674020194
yeah dude let me just go to specsavers. Trust me, I don't like the lifestyles that I can live. I don't think the sacrifice to reward ratio is up to scratch, so i'm leaving.
>>674020286
If my family was so great I wouldn't be committing suicide, it's like a final Fuck you. Difference is they can't say it back
>>674017616
COURAGE AND HONOR
>>674020457
Because I have lost control of life brah.
>Have anxiety
>Rarely talk to anyone and when I do I'm constantly thinking of how I can end the conversation as quickly as possible
>Don't hear from family for weeks sometimes
>Have friends but always convince myself they don't actually like me and they are just pretending
>My attendance is low 60%s
>Think about ways I could kill myself easily
btw currently I think drowning in the bath is the best way to do it, prove me wrong fags
>No longer feel the desire to be good at anything or do well in the future
>Try and fill free time with activities but unable to actually have fun or feel passionate about the things I used to
>Had Leukemia when I was 5
>Wish I had died
>Force myself to believe "just a phase" meme
>Been almost 3 years
This is current feels sorry no one cares just wanted to type this out and also ask for suggestions. When I'm focused on other things such as hobbies have less time to think about myself and suicide etc. I currently play soccer and basketball. I have taught myself piano and how to read music etc. but I'm not anything special. I go to pottery classes and I tried art but I lost interest very quickly. My other hobby is handwriting and collecting fountain pens. These things numb the pain and worry but I do not actually like doing any of them. Any suggests for other things I could do? Criteria is it should be something I need to concentrate on and won't lose my interest quickly. Thanks /b/ros and sorry for the long post
OK /b/ story time. Have it copied from when I wrote it in another thread a couple weeks ago.
>be me
>9 y/o, just moved to spain from UK, don't speak language
>speak to some kids on block in bad spanish, one girl brings a dictionary to try to talk to me
>doesn't work cause it's a synonym dictionary
>we dgaf because we're fucking 9 years old and try to talk anyway, laugh, first connection I made in this country
>she's in different (religious) school so don't see her much, just accross street sometimes and wave, want to know more
>discover from connections her parents are wierd and don't let her out
I know her side of the story now too
>she tries to learn english to speak to me next time
>convinces her parents to let her go to english class for school, actually to speak to me
>they don't let her see me because racism
fastforward 4 years
>we go to same high school
>stupid 13yo game, moms spaguetti everywhere
>we start to walk to/from school together
>one day she turns up with bruises
>>674020685
>ask about bruises she gets defensive
>acts like nothing happened, covers it up with make up
I haven't described her so I should. I grew up in late 80s early 90s, everyone tells you thin, tanned, blonde bitches are the way to go. She's curvy (not fat), dark hair, pale skin, freckles, initial evaluation was a 7/10.
But her smile /b/
Her fucking smile
>she doesn't smile for a few days because hurts bruise on cheek, makes me realise I missed it
>try to play clown in class to cheer her up
>bad grades worth the attention
>over next 2 years we talk every day and she opens up when we're 15.
>Parents are abusive, mother is on her third husband, crazy bitch, hits her when she can
>I don't even know how to deal with this information
>start trying to walk her home
>my 15yo manliness thought that her mother would be afraid if she thought her daughter had a bf
>I'm an idiot
>feeling like I should protect her but we're barely even friends, I want to give her my number so she can call me if she's in trouble
>awkward teen
>Italy can't deal with the pasta shortage
>>674020446
Do it
>>674020720
>she passes me house on way to school so I start getting up early (first time ever I'm not late for school)
>wait by window, dash outside when she comes up road
>in evenings on way home I walk home with her, run upstairs to get the dog, chase after her and pretend like I run with the dog to give her exercise and happen to run into her
>she is gracious enough to pretend to believe me
>over final high school year (15-16) shit gets real
>she starts turning up with more bruises and becomes more reclusive, only talks to me in class because I'm basically stalking her at this point
>I try to cheer her up with mixtapes (evanescance and shit that was popular at the time, idk)
>she tells me she's happy when I'm around
Something wierd happened over that year /b/. Not sure when our sexual preferences are defined but I no longer gave a fuck about blonde, tanned, bony bitches. I lived for that smile, I spent my evenings researching movies I didn't even care about to have things to talk about with her.
>I start thinking I could actually protect her if I'm her bf
>build up courage to ask her out
>still never even met her outside of to/from school because I was beta as shit
>the week I'm writing speeches to ask her out (beta, told ya) she turns up crying
>we don't go to school that day and walk around town talking tryiung to find out whats wrong
>she tells me her parents are making her move away at end of semester
>fuck
>>674020761
>parents find out she missed school that day
>they make her miss school three more days from the beating
>don't know what to do about it, still no phone number (she didn't have one)
>I buy her a fucking temp phone with my savings and give it to her when she gets back to call me if she's in trouble
>no idea what to do if she called
>beatings get worse over last semester
>we both half said how we felt but couldn't act on it cause she was moving around 160km (100miles) south, not much now but when she wasn't allowed to leave the house may have well been china
>last day we cry and hug
>she leaves
>my life ended
>couldn't make her smile any more
>no more of her smile
Turned to drugs that summer (was 16), cocaine mostly. Things went to shit, dropped out of school.
>we text over summer, she managed to keep the phone a secret
>her new school has internet, I set her up an e-mail account and we start talking over there
>she was in hospital over summer for depression and injuries
>spanish legal system was/is shit and no investigation happened
>we continue to speak over text (I recharge her phone) and e-mail every day
>I lucked out and got a job working at home for a publishing company (I used to write short books that didn't sell for shit but got me into the publishing business)
>spent all day waiting for her e-mails
>half the time they didn't come
>sometimes it was because she couldn't type with broken hands
>broken hands /b/
>how the fuck could she smile
>>674020813
>spent two years like this
>she considered suicide on a weekly basis and I talked her out of it every time
>wasn't sure I should
>wasn't sure I didn't want to just an hero with her
>after two years (we're 18 now) I'm getting my license
>have saved to try to rent a place and get her to move in with me
>we have seen each other 3 times over those 2 years when she could get away between classes and I would drive 2 hours to see her for 20 minutes
>worth it a thousand times over
>no kiss only hug and sometimes if I tried hard enough
>if I really tried and planned ahead
>I could make her smile
>Until she turns 18
>her parents realise they can now be in legal trouble
>they move again becuase local police were apparently getting suspicious of her injuries
>in moving they find her temp phone, delete her e-mail
>lose all contact
>I lose my shit
>search her school, no info, friends, no fucking information anywhere
>spend weeks searching
>nothing
>call hospitals
>nothing
>no smile /b/
4 years go by.
>>674020848
Over those 4 years I heard nothing. Checked news and called hospitals occasionally and universities to see if she was a student but had no idea how to do anything.
>be me
>22
>tried to move on so in a relationship
>abusive bitch but her hair reminded me of the girl I couldn't protect
>couldn't save
>one day phone buzzes
>"Anon? Are you ok?"
>Who the fuck
>"It's me. Can we talk?"
>Holy fuck buggalloo
>Apparently one beating was so bad she ODed on painkillers
>stomach pump, survived, hospital made her see a psychologist
>they realised what was going on
>she told pshychologist about me as being her only good memory
>psychologist helped her find my number
>we meet
>she cries
>I hug her
>she smiles
That fucking smile /b/
>I break up with abusive gf
>three days later she is living in my place, ran away from her parents middle of the night
fastforward 6 years
>she's sleeping on the couch as I type
>I'm studying psychology to help her through some of her issues from abusive childhood (I now know it was also sexual abuse, fuck all of you who like CP).
>I proposed 3 weeks ago
>she smiled and said yes
be happy /b/
things work out
smile
>>674020370
god dammit. god... dammit. this one fucking hits me.
>>674020891
>>I proposed 3 weeks ago
>>she smiled and said yes
thingas that never happened sadly
>>674019368
I don't know battle-/b/rother these heretics are making me feel like shit.
Godamn you, you beautiful /b/astards, we will keep fighting!
>>674020638
At least don’t let it be a subway or passenger train. I’ve been late for shit twice in the last year because some asshole stepped in front of a train I was on. It actually happened last week at the stop I was getting off at, which was pretty awesome, as I wasn’t delayed at all, but seriously, don’t be a dick to a few hundred people you don’t know. People have shit to do and places to be.
>>674021056
yeah dude i hate normies so i'll make them 30 minutes late
>>674019368
>>674019675
>>674020111
>>674020642
1v1 dawn of war dark crusade
http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198066747470
>>674021302
Do it brah make it as one last "get fucked" to the rest of the planet. Not like its going to matter since you are long dead after that point.
>>674020988
closer to 5 weeks ago now and there were tears as well as smiles but she did say yes, anon. Good things happen sometimes.
>>674021584
i've been through the same thing with my last girl anon, she ended up cheating on me though, she has massive mental scares and i'm to much of a soft cunt to help anymore
>>674021302
Everyone’s fighting their own battles, and to label everyone besides you as “normal” is vain and self-centered. A little voice in the back of my head begs me to jump in front of the train every time it’s coming in (I’ve got shit to live for now, so I have no idea where it’s coming from), but I could never inconvenience a bunch of possibly decent people for my own selfish reasons. Even when I was thinking about killing myself, it was going to be in some quiet, easy to clean way. Whenever I hear about someone jumping in front of a train, all I can think is “you asshole”. If that’s the way you want to go, the world is probably better off without you, because you can’t think of anyone but yourself.
>>674021584
age?
>>674021756
>helping people in the first place
That was your first mistake brah
>>674021852
someones mad today
>>674021852
haha thanks brah ill just go to the club bruh and it'll be better by morning bruh XD!!
why the fuck should i care about normies? they all have their battles yet they all attack me, fuck them
julie
>>674021898
my parents were those 'be considerate of everyone and please everyone' types, repping the beta life
>>674021999
>haha thanks brah ill just go to the club bruh and it'll be better by morning bruh XD!!
bait
>>674022133
keep tellin yourself that normie
>>674022215
>normie
anon, go out more and don't troll here you french cunt
>>674021999
Most people don’t know you to be able to attack you. If you’re an able bodied person, chances are you can change your circumstances. Go somewhere where people don’t know you and be something different if what you are isn’t working. I’ve got crippling social anxiety, and still force myself to go meet new people and do new things, because although being dead seemed like the best option for a while, it turns out I enjoy seeing how far I can push myself to be something different. But you know, you’ll do whatever you’re going to do. I don’t give a fuck either way, people make that decision all the time and everyone else moves on. I’m not trying to convince you.
>>674008520
Thanks m8
I have people all around me all the time.
Not a single one of them understands me.
They all just want something.
>>674013547
Part of me wants to believe its a coincidence.
I just want to believe the world is this kind.
>>674007589
ifunny nigger
>>674010792
Take a chance and tell her.
>>674007771
Fuck off
>>674023098
Suck shit
"Best" friend spent night in a house of girl I have feelings for and wanted to ask her on a date tommorow after weeks of gaining confidence.
>"Nah, he was wasted, he wouldn't even walk"
>"Yeah, there were like three more people sleeping there"
He's sitting next to me right now and if he had anything with her I swear to god I will break his fucking face
>>674023425
shoulda manned the fuck up sooner then?
>>674007888
I used to have that friend. Life got in the way. Now, there's no one I could imagine to put in that category except my cat.
i always wanted to say something to you, my /b/rothers.
everytime i see a feels thread i immediately get in but i never post anything... because i don't have nothing to feel bad about at the moment... but i know you guys do and that what makes me fucking depressed... knowing that the people that made me laugh, mad, insightful, etc. are having worse situation than most of the people i know.
i just wanted to tell you to hold on an keep moving forward. Even thought if you don't see any hope in your current state, there always will be someone or something that will fill that empty hole in your heart, i know there'll be....
don't give up, /b/rothers
>>674007589
>Went to feel bread to see if I can feel more manly here.
>See this post.
>Read it.
>crying like a motherfucker.
>thx for bringing me back to earth
any army fags with stories? Always find them the most interesting.
>>674007589
>>674007455
Thanks for making me feel better about myself
i just found out the guy i've been dating had sex with another man.
it hurts
>>674024073
Thank you /b/ro
>>674007455
woah shit Is the the guy from the godzilla copypasta?
>>674008094
God fucking dammit, first time i feel thread, 2nd post making some tears roll down. Fucking current situation aint making it any more manageble.
>>674008167
As the other anons said, we are family. we are assholes, we insult eachother. We might be one of the worst places on surfaceweb... but we are here together. stay strong anon.
Might have heard before, but go see a shrink, might get things of your mind.
>>674020665
Just,keep searching for that one thing that makes you happy,hopefully you'll find it,I know we'd all like to
>>674024073
This.
Good luck to our depressed, anxious, and lonely /b/rothers out there. May you all find something to smile about today.
>>674007771
It can't actually take 17minutes to die getting hit by a train how does that make sense
>>674025173
Suppose it depends where you get hit. If it only cuts your legs off 17 mins isn't that unlikely
any war stories?
>>674020370
This makes me angry actually.
>I broke up with my girlfriend about a year and a half ago.
>my decision, was tired of her being manipulative (type of one to threaten suicide if you left her)
>spend months and months with her unhappy
>get tired of her being controlling, not letting me see my friends
>slowly act more and more distant
>don't care about sex
>don't do anything she wants to do
>this goes on for a long ass time before to mentions in an argument that maybe we should split
>take the shot
>on my own now
>completely fine, everything was on decent terms
>don't talk at all for 3 months
(Now this part, you have to realize I'm from a very small town)
>start rooming with my friend who happens to date my exs cousin
>we drink every couple of nights and have a blast
>my room mates gf invites over my ex, because fuck me right?
>everything is super quiet and awkward
>my ex finishes 2 bottles of wine and is a nervous wreck
>I'm have sloshed at this point
>when she is about to throw up, I help her to the bathroom to be nice
>after being sick for 10 minutes she can barely stand
>she laying down with her head on my lap on the bathroom floor
>tries to kiss me, tells me how much she missed me
>I shrug it off as her being drunk and tell her not to do that
>night goes on and we all chat
>finally we all hit the sack and start saying goodnight
This is wear I fucked up
>MOMENT OF WEAKNESS, I think back to her trying to kiss me
>"Hey, you don't have to sleep on the couch if you don't want to"
>She comes to bed with me
>We're facing each other laying down and I'm gently running my hand up and down her leg
>(I wasn't trying to turn her on or anything, but that was the result)
>She gets horny
>I get horny
>mistakes are made
>>674025454
Cont.
>the next morning she crawls over me and starts getting dressed
>I pull her on my lap and we talk for two hours
>we (she) decide(s), maybe if we do things differently it can work
>lets make sure we can be friends first
>text her everyday for weeks
>never hang out
>one night I text her
>get a reply "Dude shes sleeping, annoy someone else."
>well fuck me, what a cunt
Well fuck it, I don't have to fuck her, I can still just chat.
>She talks to me all the time
>we go to the gym a few times together
>good for weeks, and then nothing for weeks
>get annoyed and tell her that if she can't treat me like a friend then to just fuck off
>thats it, it's all done, never have to see her again
>don't talk for months, tell her if her cousin invites her over to make an excuse
>I'm free, my dumb ass is free
>months later
>I get a new job in the oilfield
>1 New Message
>"Hey, heard you got a new job, grats on getting out of town. Can I come say goodbye?"
>No, fuck off.
>She proceeds to spread rumors and tell people shit about me.
>Hangs out with my family
>Starts coming to my friends parties again
>herewegoagain.jpg
>2 nights ago
>"I really missed talking to you"
>Finally stop being beta and falling for her shit
>"You're the only one that feels that way.)
>next morning she doesn't have a ride and has to walk home in -2C and 60km/h winds in nothing but a sweater
And that's that. I'm a beta fag who took a year and a half to finally get over my ex. But the moral of the story is that girls are lying manipulating cunts that throw tantrums when things don't go their way.
>>674025298
I rememeber reading a gunshot to the general artery takes 5ish minutes to bleed out and a train would severe both completely, shit don't add up
>>674025589
So proud of you /b/ro
>>674020665
Doesn’t matter what you do, just find a way to make money from it. Money gives you freedom to do whatever you think will make you happy. The people that say money doesn’t buy happiness are lying fucks, because being poor and depressed is unbelievably shitty.
I didn’t have any friends in school - one person was genuinely surprised when they learned that I could actually talk, that’s stuck with me for a while. People thought I was weird, and I was uncomfortable interacting with them, so I developed skills and built a business, marketed myself and made money instead. I had $30,000 in the bank by the time I was 20, and the business taught me how to interact with people and gain confidence. I had the money to travel and hire a decent therapist at that point, and I’m a completely different person now than I was then. I make enough money to support myself and my partner now, and it’s hard to even imagine the state of mind I was in back then. I thought that I was a burden to everyone around me and hated every single thing about myself - that lasted about 6 years.
Keep trying, keep pushing yourself. Learn things, be the best version of yourself that you can be, even if it’s difficult and seems pointless.
>>674017933
>Next to the words "Never hurt people you love"
My fucking throat hurts from crying, jesus F christ anon. That was a good one
When did you cry for the last time?
I haven't cried in over 1.5 years.
>>674021855
28 now.
>Being a man
>Crying for any reason besides appreciation of artistic beauty, or pure happiness.
>>674018453
My handwritting a lot worse than that
>>674026041
>My fucking throat hurts from crying
More like your throat hurts from taking too much dick down it m8, but you should tell them next time to go slower giving you time to savor the taste.
>>674025977
I don’t see the therapist anymore, but one thing they told me really stuck with me. I asked how it’s so easy for some people to go out and interact with everyone else when it’s so exhausting and uncomfortable for me. They said that it’s something some people are born with and something some people have to work for. If you aren’t born with it, become an actor, and be the person you think you should be in whatever situation you’re in, and then it’ll become natural after a while. I thought that was ridiculous and not at all a solution to my problem, because being an actor seems just as exhausting as how it was before. But, after doing that for a few years, it actually does become natural. I’m able to talk to people now in a fulfilling and pleasant way. It can be achieved if you work for it, it’s not always going to be so hard.
>>674018507
Faith in bitches... lost
>>674026095
Cried 2 months ago on my 2nd date with a Tinder chick.
>watching the movie "About Time"
>really good romance, with a time travelling aspect
>gets to the part where his father admits he has cancer
(This is why it touched home with me, my dad has CLL - a form of leukemia, and I don't know how long he has)
>his dad passes away
>I feel the lump in my throat, try not to think about it too much
>he still goes back in time to visit his dad, and tell him everything that has happened since he passed away
>goes BACK TO THE FUTURE 2
>sons wife wants to have another kid, meaning he can't go back in time to see his dad anymore
>goes back one last time before they have the kid
>tells him it's the last time
>they go way back to a distant memory of them at a beach skipping stones
>never gets to see his dad again
I silently balled my fucking eyes out with this chick laying on me
It makes me hate my mom, my dad wasn't in my life until I was 7 and I only got to see him for a week every year since. I'm 20 now and due to circumstance I can't see him much now. I never got to have those memories with my dad and now he's being taken away from me and I'll never have the chance. I fucking hate this, I love him, and I'll never get those memories. He's going to be gone soon and 13 years of missed opportunities are already gone. I hate it all. Fuck cancer, fuck my mom, fuck debt, fuck everything.
I love sitting here and watching as my "friends" leave me behind, i sometimes just look around the corner to see her happy, not giving a f about me. Now im just sitting here running in the circle for third time.
I think its better to forget. But im afraid to let go
>>674020891
>fuck all of you who like CP
come on m8 i was rooting for you
>>674020891
Happy for you anon, if story is true (Remember you are on the internet... especially /b/) then it was a great read. good luck in life anon.
>>674026606
>Being a man
>not loosing one manly tear of sadness before steeling yourself
>>674028031
According to Dove, real men care.
>>674028134
You care, but you keep that shit inside. A man should only ever express sadness with confidence. He is a man who only needs a salve and knows that. Crying to be rebuilt by a girl you may as well just chop your nuts right off
I miss you
>>674028540
But she doesn't miss you
>>674008167
>breakkng down when with family
Just put on a fake smile and say everything's okay, that's what I''ve been doing the past two years.
>>674028730
Guy probably moved to bum fuck nowhere Alaska and died on some stupid bus.
>>674026713
Well look at the edgelord. How does it fel to be such alpha? plz tell me and the rest of the omegas ohh great one
>MFW It wasn't my fault
>I didn't realize he meant it
>I could of stopped him
>But I didn't
>I leave flowers on his birthday
>It's near Easter
>I'm flying home to see my family for Easter
>And to leave some flowers for my old buddy
>I could stop
>But I won't
>>674028540
I miss my "her" too but shes gone. Theres no chance she'll come back. Been trying to make myself a better person in the off chance she did come back but ive come to realize i should better myself for me.
Shes gone man, it fucking hurts and it always will, but you have to look forward.
Bump
>>674008825
Truly a classic, took me a while to read it first time but it was worth it
>>674029192
I’m that “her” for somebody and it eats at me every day. I tried my hardest to make it work and it just couldn’t. I destroyed him and he trusted me not to. I knew every awful thing that happened to him, I wanted to be the thing that made it all worth it in the end and I just couldn’t. I’m sorry. I really did try.
>>674008825
Jesus fucking Christ... I just can't right now
>>674008167
Shits bad there anon. Shits real bad. You're like a cancer in the house. What you gonna do. Stay strong bro
>23 years old male.
>Few friends, 0 social skills with the opposite sex - as in get my ass in a relationship skill.
>Always feel a bit down every day of my life.
>Drown myself in content I get over the internet.
>End of my educational goal closing in.
>Throughout the year slowly changed my diet, eating healthy, starting to go out into the nature when its sunny.
>Focused on one game NS2 and Arma3 don't play anything else - spend decent 1-2 hours behind the computer now.
>Things starting to clear up for me (apart from worrying what job I will be able to get).
>Leaning towards decision to not have any kids or relationships (big whoop can't or hard too miss what you never had).
>Decided on going abroad yearly to work in other countries and travel at the same time.
At this point I'm asking myself am I even too stupid to feel depression on the level some anons do. Kinda happy it does not hit me as hard as some of you.
Seems like lifes problems untangle themselves over time, just have to live as stress-less and as long as possible.
>>674023880
That is me every year and I've never had a birthday party with friends because I don't have any
>21 male
>Have GF
>relatively normal (for 4chan at least)
>GF is great, been there for me since before my Dad died
>ever since Dad died though (I was 17, he had cancer from just after my 14th birthday) I just feel numb
>Have a good group of friends that cheer me up and keep me sane
>Go to uni the year after dads death (with GF)
>GF has to pull out and move home for medical reasons
>Since then I've been withdrawn as fuck
I don't know what to do /b/, I know I'm depressed (studying medicine at uni) but I cant ask for help, I don't even know why.
>>674029192
Same here bro, wish you the best.
>>674029772
Some people just aren't compatible.
For some strange reason I wish you were my ex -"her", it's kind of nice knowing she at least tried to fight for the relationship.
>>674030711
Get professional help. Mourning is perfectly normal, but if it’s getting to be too much, just see a therapist. Maybe you need antidepressants, maybe you just need someone to really truly talk to without worrying about them judging you. Either way, they can help. keeping your shit together and bettering your life is really tough when awful things happen to you, you should be proud of yourself with where you are now. You deserve all the help available to you.
>>674008825
wow....
>>674020665
A mate of mine tried warhammer and found it did it for him, though it's always been too pricey where i live for me
You know, the whole collecting, painting, lore etc., can also lead to painting hobby classes/groups, games with like minded anons, consider giving it a shot! Don't even need to start with the pricey kits if you just want to dip your toes
>>674017616
Cats
Wild birds
Insects
Spiders
Snails
>>674031523
Thanks bro, I guess I've been trying to tough it out but it's clearly not working
>>674031522
We were compatible, that’s what kills me. The circumstances just weren’t right. Before things really went to shit I told him that I hope we meet up again in 10 years or so when we’re both in a position to develop something real, but I doubt he’s going to be open to it. Anyway, I made my decision and I’m sure I’ll stop thinking about him eventually.
I was wishing you were him, too, because I’ve really wanted to talk to him lately. I hope he’s doing well.
>>674025173
The chart is when brain activity stops.
I know she'll never read this, but I still think about her at least once an hour, every hour, every day.
I miss her so much. It's my fault and things would probably be different if I made better choices.
Nowadays, all I do is drink alone and watch tv, hoping that every time my phone goes off, it's her telling me that she wants to try again.
I hate my life.
Pic related, it's a text from about a month ago from her.
I love you /b. I love you all so much. You are all that matters to me. You are the only real ones
>>674032044
That sucks even more but like you said you probably will stop thinking about him eventually. Waiting for the circumstances to fall in place will hurt you in the proces although it might all be worth it, you never know.
How long ago was the break up?
>>674007589
Thanks for sharing
Okay, here's my story over the last six months. Not sure if anybody can relate but I have absolute no idea how to handle my current levels of thinking and I'm finding myself frequenting /b/ more often to find solace. Here it is
>break up with gf of six months last year
>move into house with two best friends
>have housewarming party
>fuck a chubby girl after 15 mins of meeting her
>feelsgoodman.jpg
Here's where things get worse...
>be me
>only sex I can find is when girls want me to fuck and then leave
>actually wanting a genuine relationship
>start smoking pot more often
>become withdrawn at work
>begin to develop a minor anxiety around people I don't know
>this lasts until now
Jump to two nights ago...
>first sex I've had since November
>solid 4/10 trash bag of a human being
>literally covered in bite marks
>forced me into fucking her
>literally just been feeling like an absolutely shit human being
I don't get it? I'm a semi-attractive guy with my own car and place but I cannot pull a good woman and to cope, I am pushing myself further and further into weed and /b/
Fuck, I dunno. I just feel so fucking shit sometimes.
>>674032288
iktf bro
i cant cry to any of these, am i stupid or something?
>>674032647
It ended a year ago. We were friends for about 6 years before I decided to see if we could be in a relationship. I could talk to him about anything, he was completely honest with me and never had a bad thing to say about me. He made me feel like I was worth something.
He was reluctant at first, and then confessed that he’d loved since we met, he didn’t want to move from a friendship to a relationship because he was worried that we wouldn’t be able to make it work, and it turned out he was right. We gave it an honest go.
He was telling me that he wanted to have kids with me days before I had to end it, and he, understandably, wasn’t interested in staying friends afterwards. It’s really fucked me up, because I was the one that pushed him to try, and he fell hard for me. Our lives weren’t going in the same direction and I had no other choice, but I question my decision almost every day. Every time something goes wrong for me, or something’s difficult, I wonder how he would have made me feel better about it, how he would have been able to help me through it. I miss him.
>>674028623
He actually has a mental condition retard he can't control it
>>674026095
On 30.12.2015 at least that's when I remember, maybe once trough February but I don't think so. I'm sad pretty often but don't feel like crying. I just sit there and think
>>674007771
>shotgun to head
>1.72 minute
fuckin lost it right there, didn't know this was ylyl thread
>>674007361
Few days ago i lost an old friend cuz he secretly approached and seduced my date on purpose, made her drunk and i catched him while they werd making out. Both are shit. But i never expected that This guy would such an awful Thing and stab me in The back. At least he was known to be kinda asocial so because of This he lost all friends... And This fucker still wants to talk to me about This... Fuck This is so mich bullshittery... I kill him of i see This guy again.
>>674033924
wtf is that from?
I'm a 19 year old kissless dateless virgin and it's not like I wouldn't like to have a gf but something in relationships scares me. It's just like when I try to imagine myself in one but it's cringy and humiliating for the partner and also tiring and responsible. Then I imagine myself alone just the way I am in reality and although I feel sad I feel comfortable with myself. I don't believe I'll ever be in a relationship, ever have a family or kids, ever be the person everyone wants me to be.
>>674034360
idk probably some lawless nig country in africa
>>674033924
Edgy
About 2 or so months ago i was dating this 9/10 girl. A month before what happened happened i stopped feeling positive emotions and started having doubts about if i still loved her anymore. I go on this camp that has tons of people going but i have alot of time to think as most of my friends are out trying to hook up with girls. I eventually came to the conclusion that i should break up her and when i did there was alot of backlash from her mum. After a while ny now ex called her out on it and she stopped. Havent really talked to her since but ive recently started to miss her alot and feel strongly for her again but dont feel that i deserve to date her again nor could i face her family. Just needed to tell someone cause it makes me feel really guilty.
>>674008825
well...... that's fucking horrible. i hope the god that is not real because i feel for that man
>>674020891
great to hear it .. if its not a work of fiction
proves that sometimes something pretty fantastic can grow from something so terrible
>loner in high school because I'm weird
>somehow managed to be interesting enough to get gf jr year, really sweet girl
>date for 3 years, things going really well
>she goes to college in far city, move to city close by to be there for her, basically bail on friends & family
>she hits a tough spot & needs help with tuition
>work my ass off at job for months, 60 hr work weeks
>help with tuition, also managed to save enough for a ring
>going to ask her to marry me on her summer break
>phone cal from airportl before she goes to Europe for summer with her friends
>"my friends have told me that i need to experience life, and i need to be single to experience it. I'm sorry anon, ill always love you though, and we can still be friends when i get back."
>hasn't spoken to me since, it was 2008.
I'm almost 30, still living with mom, my life is shit, not as shitty right now because I have a kinda good job but still shitty. Everyday I woke up thinking how much I've fucked up in my life to get to this point. I just want to cease to exist, not hurting anyone.
>>674008825
FUCK
>>674008825
tbh ceebs reading the rest of this thread after this because nothing will be as good
> meet girl a year and a half ago at a party
> we really hit it off, she's one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen
> killer sense of humour, amazing smile.
> we go on a few dates, share our first kiss under a moonlit sky
> go into a relationship after a month or so
> she tells me about how her sister died of cancer when she was younger
> says she never got any attention and that fucked her up
> also tells me that she has bpd
> begin to notice her mood changing rapidly with me, one day she loves me, the next she hates me
> date for a few months, some things are shakey but I am still deeply in love with her
> I end up getting an opportunity to live abroad for 5 months, she doesn't take this kindly
> we fight
> break up
> blocks me on facebook
> I'm still horribly infatuated with her
> decide its a BPD thing, and she'll unblock me soon
> a few weeks pass
> nothing
> I go overseas
> I get a friend request from her mum
> confused, I accept
> turns out she had a brain tumor, and passed away in her sleep the night prior
> i go into a deep depression, still look at a picture of her and her perfect smile every night
needless to say that fucked me up
>>674036654
Fuck anon, I'm sorry. I'm sure she loved you too, but bpd is a hell of an illness.
Stay strong man
>15y old fat beta me
>crush on girl
>8/10 body, 9/10 mindset, high grades and nice with everyone, including creeplord me
>not related but during summer take the resolution to exercice, lose 20 pounds in 2 months, 15 more during next semester, become athletic but still beta and socially akward
>become close friend with girl
>start to love her, she's just the perfect wife, loves cooking, makes cakes when we go out and chill
>one day, tell her I love her, she's frozen staring at me, after 10 seconds I tell her my bus is here need to go and run like a mongoloid
>cry in the bus
>why didnt I kiss her
>cont
>>674037587
I'm listening
>>674007455
Whoa, this shit pierced my heart. Didn't expect these feels.
>>674035834
I feel you /b/to this happened to me too and my gf had promised to marry me one day but she never talked to me after I found out she was trying to get this other guy to date her. :"(
I came to visit my mother today and she just said she is going to kill me for God in a few months, because "he told her I have let the devil corrupt me".
I am very pure for a woman my age, only thing is I'm agnostic. She refuses to talk to me about anything besides religion and if I tell her to change the subject she loses her shit, to the point she once grabbed a knife and started trying to stab me.
I am just 18 and I'm losing my mother to a book.
I cultivated my love for her all these years and because of a fucking book she's throwing it all away.
I am so sad and pissed off.
>>674038079
You look awfully familiar
Does your name start with J?
>>674038079
You should probably talk to the cops about that.
I know it's hard being your mother and all, but that's the only way she'l get help
>>674029772
You just descrined my damn situation. Thank you for letting me know that sometimes, it's okay to give up. I tried. I really did. But we just couldn't work it out. I really hope he knows I'm sorry..
>>674008825
not worth the read. read like a corny soap opera.
>>674038764
He knows
>>674008825
god damnit this is fake as fuck and not as good as it could be
literally every other erotic story on literotica is more believable
>>674037587
>random Chad trying to date her
>she's ignoring him and try to focus on nice guy beta me
>shesnotaslutwtfisthisreallife.jpg
>one day we end up kissing, she starts sobbing, "I don't know what's wrong with me I don't feel anything"
>mfw she really tried to be with me when she has the choice to date any stud
>mfw I was still too beta
>now she's studying medicine
>i'm studying engineering, but different unis.
>the only girl I ever kissed
>>674039020
Thank you so much. I know it's bullshit, hearing that from an anon. But thanks, you actually made me smile
>>674018507
If the date of his suicide was May 4th of 2011, how did he post that on October 28th of 2011?
>>674038345
Here's a full face picture of me. Not surprised I look like someone else since we Asians all look alike anyway. My name starts with E
>>674038483
I know.. I already talked about it with my father and we're trying to figure the best way to solve this problem without taking any risks.. Thanks for the sympathy..
>>674019662
what
>>674039757
>3 post from girl and nobody requesting timestamped boobs
>>674039631
I wouldn't call it bullshit, I've been through the same situation on both sides. It's life, doesn't always play out like you want it to, but I'm sure he knows this isn't the way you intended for things to happen this way.
>>674009878
head up anon, keep at it
>I just want to stop being a neet
>stop being a burden
>can't even get a job(literally can't), >have been thinking of start using drugs and/or use alcohol for pain to fade away
> I was starting to go to the gym nonstop because it made me feel good and circumvented my anxiety for a couple hours
>Stopped going to the gym
>Stop caring for right nutrition. >Realize parents let me eat shit food, at a young age and have lower bone density( also played vidya all the time so this contributed further)
>try to be a better person by putting all the blame on me
>80% was my fault for not being disciplined enough
> putting the blame on my self for everything was too much and I didn't see it
> Depressed, cant even feel like doing anything
> Not an heroing till one of my younger siblings does good in life
> He is all I have
> trying to volunteer for a church or animal compound
> cant even do this because I need a car and a drivers license
> feel further more depressed
> walk 4 miles to find places to volunteer
> no places is looking for free fucking labor? What gives?
>>674039757
Omg I think I just fell in love....
>>674040695
Thank you stranger, really :)
>>674041371
You're welcome, and I wish you happiness in your future endeavors.
You guys know what the worst part is? I have 2 arms and 2 legs and I am fully functioning, but depressions feels like it takes the fuction out of anything and leaves you an useless torso with nothing to do but feed yourself.
Or the part where you were smart enough to realize there is no God, but that only makes it worse, because now for certain you know you are all alone...
>>674007361
i hold a mask every single day, Pretending to be a cuck, But on /b/ /pol/ and any other subforum i speak my true mind.
>>674026095
26th May 2005. The day my dad died and our family basically started shunning us. And now they wonder when I dont talk to them or even acknowledge their existence in any way.
>>674041272
Do you have any friends from earlier points in life that you can re-connect with? The best way to turn your life around usually works better with help from people who genuinely care about you.
how do you get back in contact with a girl oyu fell in love with and vice versa?
>shes back with her ex
>we dated half a year
>>674039757
Where are you from? Why is your mom so religious? Jesus Christ you are so beautiful
>>674017616
Living in a fantasy, even for a short time.
>>674042114
Fuck it man, just call her.
>>674042014
Would you belive if I said I was 18? It is so pathetic because I am soon to be in my prime, or would be, and I am pushing my friends away. I have never talked to them about this stuff, I haven't even told my mother about how I feel, I don't think many people in our situation would. How would I come about to telling my friends about this? I really do like my friends but I wouldn't want them to see me like this.
>>674042636
and say what exactly?
>hey remember the guy who you drove 150 miles for and had sex with? yeah that's me
>>674042182
I'm from Brazil. My mother has always been religious, but lately she's been falling into a dark pit, screaming around about the Illuminati and how the Pope is the devil disguised. She even started an argument in a church and had to forcefully leave. She tried to hit nuns on the street and other disgusting things.
Every time I see an accident in TV involving a woman I can't help but worry it's her...
Thanks for the compliment.
>>674038079
Thank you anon for sharing
Well damn must be difficult to deal with that bs especially from a super sand religious mother if anything sleep with door locked rig room with traps home alone status an instead of arguing with mom kill her with kindness. Smile when she's yelling or arguing and smile when she's trying to like bring you down you know? Sooner or later shell see nothing could bring you down
>>674040202
Feels thread is when all anons and femanons come.together to bring each other up in times of sadness or depression.
>>674008825
Worth the read, man; My sadness increased so much..
>>674042648
Actually 18 sounds about right that's 1 of the major turning points in life, after highschool it's a whole new world. You just have to swallow the pride /b/ro and go for it.
>>674035464
That one on the left is me right now. Now sure which is worse.
>>674042733
Ah, I was thinking you had a more established relationship with her. If there's that much of a distance and no real relationship there aren't too many options. Just gotta ease your way in there with social media or something.
>>674043588
Not* sure
>>674043596
guess i've got to come up with something or just stay with the plain old "what's up"
>>674017616
My best friend, shes basically the only thing that's given me happiness in years and she has no fucking clue. But its shit because I'm depending on her for all my happiness and I realize that's gonna blow up in my face sooner or later.
>>674043217
Can't help but love to see the humanity in a place like this.
>>674043079
If people told me a few years ago my mom would say such things to me, I would just laugh at their face.. It's just so hard to accept one of my most loved people can say such things to her own daughter..
Thanks for the sympathy, I'll make good use of your advice.
21 today. no friends lol
I saved this in a feels thread on Sunday evening. If the anon who posted it is reading, thank you for the new screensaver.
>>674043978
Happy birthday anon
>>674043217
Thank you for stepping up. I don't mind posting tits and timestamp to normal threads, it's the rules anyway, but this one thread and time I just can't deal with humour.
>>674043716
You guys had to have had some type of conversation before the hookup, bringing up a nostalgic topic or quote is always good. That's hoping she remembers though.
>>674044246
hm sounds good, i'll try that anon thanks
>>674043978
Happy B-day anon.
>>674044202
Wait... so if this was a different thread you would post tits and timestamp?
>good girl
![latest[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/5KPdLzC.jpg "latest[1].jpg")
>>674007361
My wife is divorcing me and wants me to turn kirky
>>674044316
Thanks man
>>674043978
Happy birthday /b/ro, shit go out and make some friends, a bar, some party you hear about or something. If not today then this weekend, it's your 21st try to live it up.
>>674044306
Good luck /b/ro
>>674044202
Tits might make anon bro's birthday better
>>674044559
I wanna die lol, gunna quit my job lol, I have so much money and nothing to do haha
>>674043588
Being a coward is worse than being an idiot. At least you tried and knew the consequences, instead of not trying and letting your mind torture you with what could have been.
Keep trying anon. Even if there is a 1% success rate of asking girls (or dudes) out and getting laid, if you ask out 100 people you are guaranteed to get someone who likes you.
This goes for all of us.
>>674017616
Phish
Good band
Just about all their songs are lighthearted and funny
Don't hold thay much meaning just a good sound
When I get down I just started listening to Phish and it gets me feeling better
>>674043382
Fuck man you are right, better than losing them as friends.
Gonna have to find ways to get a job soon to get my mind of it.
Thanks, I really didn't see support through friends as a choice but I guess when you have no options, you really can't choose.
>>674023748
My dog died a while ago. Now i I have no one. I have this really amazing talent of alienating myself from everyone I know. It's really fucking great
>>674044202
How would one go about fixing this situation? This is some fuckin Abraham shit. Therapy? Mental institution? Be careful femanon
>>674009668
Dude file as independent and get a pell grant
>>674008167
Wait do you have like a memory problem and you accidentally poured a bunch of mt dew and left the room and said your thirsty?
>>674044480
Dude, just the fact that I am on 4chan already makes me trash. I meant good girl in the sense that I'm not into violence and drugs and always treated my mother with love.
>>674019368
Wishing she was here with me
>>674044674
Sounds like the perfect opportunity to do some crazy shit, always wanted to try the adrenaline junkie lifestyle.
>>674019368
Im ready for the grave my dude
>>674044849
I meant respecting the 4chan tits or GTFO makes you a good girl, I wasn't calling you out
>>674044804
I have no idea.. We are considering talking to the police about it but as much as I know it's the right thing for the safety of my family, I can't get over the fact my mom might go to jail, I can't even think about what they are going to do with her there... I love her so much, but it seems it is in vain..
Thanks for the sympathy, dear anon..
>>674044670
Come on man don't ask for this shit when she obviously just said she would in a non-feels thread
>>674044674
Bro you got a job and money? Wtf just join many random clubs and you are bound to do something you like and meet people who do as well. Money makes everything easier...
>>674044746
Glad I could be of help, seems like you made a good first step by talking about it here. Good luck man, just keep trying and I'm sure you'll find something.
>>674009468
worth the read
>>674045037
Oh, hahahah
Sorry, misinterpreted you.
But yeah, I pretty much either avoid mentioning I'm female here or I just post a pic with tits and timestamp to avoid people simply ignoring what I posted.
>>674017616
Playing video games with other people (mmo type stuff with TeamSpeak )
>>674044849
Geez, first part of that statement cuts deep but we all know it's more or less true for all of us.
>>674045359
you ever cheated on a guy?
>>674045110
She's more likely to go home a hospital for the mentally ill than jail, but maybe she could get the help she needs there.
>>674045359
Well if you're going to start or post in another thread, we'd appreciate a heads up
>>674022538
Please don't let shitty people in your life make you their tool. just try to tough through these shitty parts, and when you're finally happy, who knows how long from now, you'll look back and see how far you came, and idk, things might not hurt as much
>be me, 26 Virgin as fuck
>met girl, spend some time
>girl act cold
>hack into her facebook profile
>figure out she do like me, but finds me Ugly af
>time flies, i continue to read her messages
>she gets BF, have sex with him
>he thanks her for giving the best BJ
>feel like shit
>why do i exist?
>she ends with BF
>her password changed, i am blind now
>we re still in contact.
>she sends me kisses, hearts and shit
>invites me to her place to stay some time
How much a failure i am?
What are the chances to get happy with her anyway?
>>674045117
All I do is smoke lol, don't drink at all, don't go out at all almost, don't make friends, it's sad lol, I haven't had friends for all my teenage years.
Does anybody know if a 4chan meet up would be a good idea or not. There is so many lost souls here that aren't really that bad. Or would it just be a whole bunch of assholes and pedophiles?
>>674046058
People from a feels thread would generally be good I think, we seem to be good cunts
>>674046210
We are just the most empathetic of the cesspool
>>674046058
But when the sick bastards catch wind, better believe they'll look to fuck shit up.
>>674046017
Don't be a duck m8
>>674046058
Not necessarily the latter but why take the risks? Find other self help groups or create a chat group or something
>>674046028
Is there any conscious reason why you think people aren't your friends? Or is it that you expected some things to happen like in the movies where you just magically get friends? I remember seeing people havings friends and I wonder why it was so hard for me to have friends. Then back then since I was younger I knew of no such thing as pride so I would always initiate the conversation and got a couple friends. Little but something, they said they wouldn't start convos with me because I look sad or mad all the time, when really it was just the way my face was.
>>674046469
Cuck*
Don't put the pussy on a pedestal and don't be so thirsty
Be better than that
