Post a picture or drawing that perfectly captures you sadness/depression.
I'll start
Admittedly overused but I still think it's worth posting.
Do we have to or can we just have a feels thread?
>>673645731
sure, this is now a feels thread
i have a couple
>>673643350
all of you seem like faggots to me
This movie really fucking got to me.
>>673646848
we are, but so are you. everyone on 4chan is a faggot, everyone. If we weren't, we wouldn't be here, but we are... and we're stuck here forever
>>673646848
spoken like a truly insecure faggot that would go out of the way to chastise people who are specifically responding because they have similar issues and you're protected by your anonymity. real big man, clearly
>>673646473
If music counts
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAfzpDsRZKc
>>673646848
>>673647144
This guy is def a faggot
>>673647305
>>673643350
OP, still there?
>>673646848
You need to see this pic friend
>>673647753
*deaf
>>673643350
I CAN"T FUCKING BEAT HIM!
>>673647807
Yes I am, i left the thread, but i came back
My depression, eh?
Took this for another thread last week. Here's me with my body pillow of Sans. I'm getting another pillowcase soon, Jojo's Bizarre Adventure related.
Please kill me.
>>673647164
I mean it
this is pretty pathetic and this images are worthy of 9gag
ive been depressed from 13 to 18
I didnt have any friends, and I spended all my time in front of a computer
yet I never felt the need to be bitch about it
the reason why I think you do this is because you want to feel like you are not alone or some shit, isnt trying to actually connect with people more efficient than bitching about it on 4chan?
I mean seeking friends (irl and online), medical help (depression is a disease), idk doing something at all
LIFE IS HORRIBLE
feeling bretty good m8
>>673648415
>you
sad
>>673637850
>>673647807
You said you were gonna draw it, so let's roll with it:
>20 yrs old
>Been alone since 5
>Parents traveled far away, never came back
>From time to time I talk to them, it always ends up in fighting
>Has trouble relating to people
>Found a girl 3 years ago
>Learnt what love is
>Became codependent
>She leaves me when she realized what I had become (After 1 1/2 yr of relationship)
>Become stalker
>She starts being afraid of me
>Stop being stalker
>Feel lonely
Aside from that, I have a normal life, though. Job, a few good friends, and good comunicative skills. I just feel really sad that I can't find someone to share moments with since most women behave like fucking animals.
>>673646473
>2016
>Not including stdfeels.h
>>673648980
I'm in that one as well, but i'm also the OP of this thread
>>673648754
im just saying, ive been depressed for a long time and now im not
because when I realized was a disease called depression I seeked help
now im taking citalopram and my life changed for the better
what is it about being a sad beta cuck makes you happy enough to remain a sad beta cuck?
thats what we call a tumble weed >>1457849213111
>>673648225
I love you though Anon.
This.
>>673649360
looks like we got a female anon
EDGY AS FUCK DUDE
>people who say they're depressed
I hate these people. They're weak. Weak and seeking attention just because they're feeling 'down'.
It's an excuse. They get to say "It's not me, it's this disorder. This sucks, huh? Feel bad for me because I'm sad alll the tiiime."
There's no disorder there. Only a shit person who's so uninteresting they pretend.
>>673649352
<33
>>673649235
So far I've grown some balls and didn't pussy out asking out my current boyfriend. Before him in my younger relationships I've fucked.
I'm sad, but I'm certainly not a beta cuck. Try harder, love.
>>673649601
What picture can describe mine? I have goals. I know the answers. I will tell other people the cold hard bottom line to get somewhere. What am I or who am I?
to all you sad asswipes, heres a wise proverb of my grandad " quitcherbitchin"
>>673649601
Then leave, why are you here? your baiting and i know it, there's no reason for you to be here, go back to studying for you US history test for 8th grade. At least we're not claiming PTSD.
>>673649235
>attention seeking as fuck
>>673649601
Those people exist, we call them attention whores for a reason.
Depression is a mental disorder, it's something we can't help if we DON'T get help. It varies person to person. Fuck off with that shit.
>>673649581
>>673648899
He's not crazy
>>673649654
are you on meds?
are you really depressed?
have you been diagnosed?
>>673649994
>you are an attention whore
>NO U R
great work
>>673649601
How bad did Daddy beat you when you were sad?
>>673650210
>Maybe some of these people would talk to other people if they had them
oh I see, these people dont have friends because they dont have friends
all Im saying is you should do something about it, unless you are poor
then you are fucked
i really identify with notmusa's character ian
>>673649795
got it here. i slightly tried
>>673649752
>>673649946
>>673649995
Look at you people. Defending someone saying they're 'sad'.
It's for attention, you know. It's always for attention.
Real people don't say they're depressed because it isn't them.
It doesn't define them, they don't let it.
they smile and go on about their day.
They're good at it. The best actors you'll ever meet.
THIS THREAD IS SO EDGY I COULD CUT MYSELF WITH IT
>>673649654
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MqkoctuPsWA
>>673649601
I see what you are saying and there is some truth behind it but its not like that
being like that makes them feel apreciated and happier, its the way they cope with it
a medical treatment would be way more effective, so there is that
>>673650843
I like this guy
>>673650244
Not on meds, but I've been diagnosed. Not to mention I've just been going through rough shite in my life. I take it day by day so then I don't feel as overwhelmed.
Any more questions, smartass? You aren't bigger or better than the rest of us. You've dealt with this shit too. I've been dealing with it since grade school and it hasn't let up yet.
>>673650843
>Real people don't say they're depressed
Of course we fucking don't, that's why we do it on here because we know none of us will ever see one another face to face.
>>673643350
>>673647027
What movie
>>673649654
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSTKheVpEq4
>>673647027
name of it ?
>>673651104
Dat moment when a .gif is a still image
>>673650843
You still don't see it, do you? There's three types of people when it come to depression. 1) Anxiety, something that can only be helped with talking with them and making them happy (AKA: Attention) 2) No attention: one who has longed for friends yet was considered socially unacceptable, to fix, they need friends (Again, Attention) 3) Had lots of attention and now it's stripped. They lost all their attention, they are depressed. This needs fixing by, yes, ATTENTION!!!
Doesn't matter any point of view you look at is as, or what type of depression/fake depression. It is only resolved by attention.
>>673649136
underrated post
>>673646473
Why did they use void in the declaration of live_another_day...
What kind of shitty compiler wont accept empty parens?
>>673649360
Hi
>>673651318
i just snagged it online... dont cry. Its an oldie but a goodie
>>673651491
What about the people who get bullied every day?
>>673649601
Anon, you ignorant slut
>>673650843
Sadness is an emotion and is a part of every single human.
This is the description of your sadness and my pleasure
for i am the impulses you will always succumb to that drags you down slowly deeper into hell
i am the desire for something better and the false hope that it will ever come
i am the motivation buried under the heap of hopelessness that will never let you do anything to improve yourself.
I am your life
I am my life
I am all life.
>>673651491
There are more. What about a lazy no go getter?
>>673643350
There is no picture of it. Depression is my happiness. I run into depression and I get a rush.
>>673651746
I figured you were Hope
>>673651189
Filth
Does anyone have the version of the guy on the computer?
>>673651205
>>673651189
"Filth"
Pretty good movie, can't really tell you aboot it without spoiling it. Then again that gif is from the end... So... Surprise, the dude died. Basically whole movie is about the most sick, twisted, corrupt detective ever. Turns out he isn't an evil person, he is just dealing with severe phycosis and kills himself. Movie really fucked with me because im SZ and it just really reminded me of the onnset.
>>673648225
So much tumblr attention whore bandwagoner in one post, holy shit, go post your pics on your blog instead
You are pathetic, what do you do with merchandise once the next flavor of the month rolls around?
>>673651891
Hope? my dear friend, you lost that years ago
i am what it means to be human
i am what it means to always drag yourself to misery and hopelessness
i am not hope
i am doubt.
so, where am i in you, hmm?
well, it really doesn't matter
you wont find me, and i will never leave
i will continue to consume you until you are nothing but the shell of a human, like so many before you.
how does it feel?
>>673651736
It is.
To say one's sadness is a bigger deal to someone who's also experienced sadness is a fuck you right to their face.
>Man, I know your dad died, but hoo boy am I just so down.
>>673650581
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lYJ1ddifDs0
I know bro
>>673648104
clever
>>673647027
spoilers you cock monger
>>673651092
>Not on meds, but I've been diagnosed.
why?
> Not to mention I've just been going through rough shite in my life
what better reason could you have to start the treatment??
> I take it day by day so then I don't feel as overwhelmed.
no its not that. thats retarded, im sorry but it is
>Any more questions, smartass?
yes, why havent you started on meds?
>You aren't bigger or better than the rest of us
who said I was?
>You've dealt with this shit too. I've been dealing with it since grade school and it hasn't let up yet.
so? ive been dealing with it since im 13 and it has let up because I did something about it
why are you angry? im being honest
im not trolling or anything, im asking because I want to know
Citalopram and SSRIs suck. When you're depressed, shit isn't going well for you, you know this, you want things to change, and usually they don't and that sucks, but at least you're aware of that and feel it. SSRIs make you not even care you're in that shitty cycle. You just become a spectator without feeling anything, not even empathy to yourself. Shit sucks. Plus I couldn't keep an erection.
>>673652597
I fucking realized that as I was replying to people aboot it. My b homes
>>673652328
>>673643350
>be me
>with her
>driving to restaurant
>shes holding my hand
>car runs stop sign
>hits right where she's sitting
>I'm fine, I scream and hold her close
>she's fading out
>tells me she loves me
>wake up
>was a dream
>she's fine and alive
>immediately cry
>not from relief, I want to go back to the dream
>just so I could hold her one last time.
>>673651926
I love that feeling you get when the captch pops up and you get super excited and just start clicking the school bus pictures and hit OK, then you just sit there and wait to see if you were supposed to click the school bus and you was.
>>673653587
>>673653587
Didn't read, still completed.
>>673653713
Not really for me. Cause I'm going up their and not down their so....
>>673650843
You're right. I fucking hate people that casually talk about how they went to the mental hospital for trying to kill themselves or some gay shit. They think its edgy? Idfk. I find that these individuals come from rich parents. What's ironic is they're always the types of people to throw a bitch fit when I make a self harm/suicide joke amongst my mates. "Omg that is not funny anon, I've tried to an hero before, I know pain hurr dur". I just look at them, smile, and apologize.
Jokes on them though, if only they knew how badly I wanted to die lmao.
>>673649601
>I hate these people. They're weak. Weak and seeking attention just because they're feeling 'down'.
feeling down.. i wish i would feel down.
i feel nothing. nothing matters. nothing exists.
...
>>673643350
Like that except she doesn't notice me and even if she did I'm an obsessive freak with social anxiety
>>673654107
>>673653523
That's taking what I said to the extreme. Not everyone's strong. That's okay.
But to deliberately say you're feeling down for no other reason than you're just down?
Pathetic.
It goes away. It always does.
It might come back, but it goes away again after a while.
And what you've said has already happened, m8.
And I've got people precious to me.
I just don't think I'm that precious to them.
>>673651092
>we do it on here because we know none of us will ever see one another face to face
Truth. ive had problems telling the girls ive gotten with over the years exactly how things sit with me because i couldnt bear having someone who i know in person know that much about me, yet on here i wouldnt mind discussing a particular feel or bawwing with you anons
>>673646848
Anon, it's okay to be a faggot. embrace your sexuality, we are here for you
I literally cry a little every time I'm in my car alone because driving time is when I reflect on my life. I want it to stop.
>>673647305
>>673647771
fuck man, nothings ever hit me like this movie did.
I sit in darkness after it was over just bawling my eyes out.
>>673649360
nice joke, woman dont have feelings....
>>673651491
I would argue that my depression was based in apathy. Eventually i found something worth doing and i can get through the day productivly more or less. i still am alone and dont have any friends though...
>>673654899
what movie?
>>673645063
Damn. I thought I was over it & I didn't think I was gonna cry today....
>>673654846
Just imagine Brad Colbert doing his Big Gay Al for you the next time you're driving, and make sure not to miss your right handed turn.
>>673646241
Haha perfect.
>>673654540
>I just dont think im precious to them
>mfw
>>673654803
oh im a fag but im no faggot
>>673647305
Best fucking movie of all time
>>673646848
this
>>673646510
I know! I know!
Do something.
>>673655164
Made me giggle. Thanks.
>>673650207
your the one who's crazy
I love seeing people argue over who is the best at being the worst off. The way I see it is, imagine the worst physical pain you have ever felt. Now imagine the runner up. Just because one hurt more, that doesn't mean that the lesser one felt like a blow job. Just realize that whatever someone might be going through, it might be the worst pain they have had to deal with. It might not be bad to you, but its the worse they've felt with.
I feel like someday soon I'll collapse in the endless desert of my world from the thirst for love and validation. Then I'll become a bleached skeleton, slowly covered by the sand in a place where no one will ever find or go to.
>>673654540
>social anxiety at its finest
I used to feel like that
I think thats why Ive become so cynical and intolerant
Everyone in this thread has a vagina
I wish I could cry. I don't feel anything anymore.
>>673655684
Ever been to actual sand dunes? It's amazing how the absence of everything but sand makes you so thirsty
>>673655647
You're welcome.
>you read that in the voice of Big Gay Al.
>>673655788
I love all inclusive vernacular
>>673647144
What a faggot
>>673647305
>tried to be deep & wasn't
>tried to be funny & wasn't
That movie sucked ass.
>>673656150
Well... you know what they say, "beauty is in the eye of the tiger"
Sorry for long post, but it's worth the read.
My stepfather always hated me. When my mother married him and he moved into our house, my life became a living hell. He found fault in every little thing I did and was constantly shouting at me and calling me names. In his eyes, I could never do anything right.
Pretty soon, all of the chaos at home began to affect my schoolwork. I found it impossible to study and my grades started slipping. At the dinner table, I was so nervous that I hardly ate a thing. I gradually withdrew into myself and stopped hanging around with my friends.
Things began to grow worse and worse. I became my stepfather's punching bag. He started beating me at the slightest excuse. He was a strong man and I was too small to fight him off. Each punch and kick he delivered hurt me emotionally as well as physically. It wasn't long before I was diagnosed with depression and the doctors put me on medication.
One day, I couldn't take it anymore and ran away from home. I made it as far as the city before I was found by the police and taken back home.
That night... My stepfather left me on the floor of my room, completely unable to move and bleeding internally. His final words were:
"The Game."
No pic. Lost it. Currently drunk.
>>673655788
arent you in this thread?
>>673655908
I'd like to go some day.
>>673656396
Holy shit, charge your phone.
>>673656445
These are the ones I went to. It's not eve a desert. It's just an entire mountain that eroded and was deposited. There's a creek in front of it that has freezing cold water because it's source is a glacier
http://www.nps.gov/grsa/index.htm
>>673656697
looks pretty nice. the mountains look good too.
>>673654983
It's Such a Beautiful Day
It's on netflix if you have that
>>673656614
Tablet, and i only charge it at 5% because im not technologically retarded.
Everyone in this thread.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MqkoctuPsWA
Listen.
>>673649654
Tits then kill yourself
Sorts
During my manic moments (maybe once or twice a month)...
>>673656150
Also it was boring as fuck
>>673656150
>>673657613
2deep4u
>>673657598
Annnnd during just about every other waking moment when thinking about whether or not anything really matters.
>>673648225
Nobody gives a shit. Kill yourself attention whore
>>673654107
Those people are actual embodiments of what rots society. Just because you had depression way back doesn't mean you should be offended, if I am having fun, even if I'm hurting your babby feelings, don't assume I encourage, or exist above self harm and suicide, back the fuck off of me.
Well put anon.
>>673657821
I think about stuff like this all day every day.
>>673657821
you know that' not our galaxy. . .that's Andromeda
>19
>still kissless virgin
>>673646510
Feels bad
>>673658674
You're among friends here.
>>673649360
i wish someone would see me like this.
>>673651329
>Yahari
Mah nigga
this.
>>673658674
>28
>despair about it has taken root
I'm not sad anymore I'm fucking pissed
>>673646848
Biggest gaping ass faggot here
>>673658674
>>673658904
I read the pic and it hit me like a .44 caliber bullet. I'm not even interested in losing my virginity. I just want to know what it feels like to be kissed. I just want to feel that spark.
>>673658674
Me in a nutshell. I've already missed out on childhood - late teens......why try now......
>>673646241
/fit/
/thread
>>673659432
Me too!! I'm drunk and fucking pissed. I want to hurt somebody.
>>673648415
>I spended all my time
>I spended
>spended
It's spent you fucking illiterate
>>673643350
I'm sad and lonely a lot. I have some friends, people say I'm attractive, I did well in school during highschool but my happiness has been here and there. The only few times I felt genuinely happy recently was when I had a girlfriend over the summer. I went to my schools student health center and they told me I have minor depression. Is it normal to feel like I'm not going to make it in life? Is it normal to feel like I'm just kind of existing in life but not really living, and that it's all passing me by?
>>673647305
this movie broke me for almost 3 months.
>>673648899
It is was the only solution to protect him from the enemy; himself.
>>673659670
I just wish I could have someone to tell me that they're there for me and will listen to me, rather than a world of deceit, hate, and betrayal. Sadly, hate is breeding hate. I'm developing a second me, and I'm scared of myself anymore. The dreams I have anymore, I can't stand it. The other day, I had one where I got skinned alive while being hung with my intestines out in the public. I felt that when I woke up. Never been more panicked in my life.
>>673658286
Irrespective of galaxy, the sentiment remains the same.
>>673649235
>i seeked help
> seeked
It's sought you no nothing fucking pole smoker
It's from a comic.
>>673660172
>>673660107
I just want a relationship. I don't even care if it isn't sexual at all. I just want someone to hug and talk about everything together at night time looking up at the stars
>>673658286
Well we can't exactly take a picture of our galaxy now can we?
>>673649360
make him a her and this.
>>673660448
Pretty much.
>>673660172
At least you have us :)
>>673660448
I'm too afraid of intimacy to have any sort of meaningful relationship.
>no friends
>no life
>shit job
>declining health
>think a lot about hanging myself
>don't actually have the guts to do it
>>673660594
I wish that wasn't the case.
>>673651491
>Upset about attention seeking on /b/
Better stay upset chump
>>673646473
dumb as fuck, no control over the loop except hard coding
your life is not hard coded, you are in control to change things so wisen the fuck up
>>673660491
the picture is a lie. it's not the same.
>>673660252
no, therefore the photo is not telling the right thing, you are not in that location
>>673652658
How high a dose you on. Cause I been on it for years and can feel the full range of emotion, I just don't get stuck in depression.
>>673643350
Dear OP,
I apologize for not being able to communicate with such little hands my pain is much more abstract.
>>673660972
We don't know that. We may think we have control but thats the coding that makes us think that way.
>>673660292
>>673659935
o sorry my friend
my english is not native friend
im not around from here :^)
>>673661692
Well shut up and get behind the trump wall.
>>673661396
This should help things......right? (P.S., its my favorite song)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3CgylXa_2A
>>673649360
> tfw you'll never be him
>>673659869
Dude I had this girl who's been all over me drunk and ready to go, my buddy feeds me two more shots and I pass out and he gets his dick sucked. Mind you I haven't had sex in 4 years and this dude bragging about all the (busted as fuck) hoes he gets all the time. I feel ya dude I really fucking do, that piece of fucking shit
>>673660448
>>673660107 is me
Recently I found someone who I feel like I might be able to call a genuine best friend at some point. All the friends that I have had before have been great but we only do stuff like video games, sports, and other regular shit. The one person I'm specifically talking about I can really understand. We have deep meaningful conversations but also do all the other regular friend stuff, and it's completely non sexual because we're both guys. But hey keep searching dude, you'll find the relationship one day
>>673658674
I had my first kiss and fuck at twenty you have time on your side. change your life and
DO IT
I can't have healthy relationships. I hate being lonely and I want someone who I can love and care for but then once someone gets close I want them the fuck away from me.
>>673649085
I recommend travel and be whoever you want to overseas because no one knows who you are and well, many people are obviously lonely everywhere. you aren't actually alone, its just everyone hides it. bridge that gap and relate, but don't be dependent on them for that happiness or if they aren't with you anymore, you will be back to square one.
>>673648225
post ur butt i care trust me
>>673648415
You are literally showing off right now with your "ooh look at me, I was depressed for five whole years give me attention". Also trust me, as someone who was depressed from 8-19 and who tried to kill themselves at age 10, it wasn't real you fuckwit. It was all just hormones, lack of socializing and a slightly heightened sense of self-awareness. Anyone who's "depressed" before 21 should grow the fuck up and realize that life sucks in general and it always will.
>>673658674
It's aight man. I didn't have my first friend until I was 20. It took me 6 months to work up the courage to talk to her. Now I've got a boyfriend and a group of friends I can open up to and trust. You still got time and plenty of potential.
>>673643350
That's my phone background and perfectly describes my happiness actually
>>673660448
The worst experience is letting your guard down and getting fucked. Open the walls but keep your guns loaded. My relationshit advice.
>>673648225
Bruh Jojo's is the shit mang (PART 4 ANIME HYPE). Which character is gonna be on that pillow dawg? Also, nothing wrong with undertale man.
Also post your dick
>>673653027
STOP
>>673647305
Name?
>>673665305
it's such a beautiful day
Be warned, You will be fucked up.
>>673651329
That show was too good.
I'm dead inside. Can't even get erections anymore.
>>673644923
hard feel
>>673662337
>>673662337
Anon why
>>673665042
the car didnt stop
Man, life sure isn't fair
Think I'm gonna turn to crime before killing myself
>>673643350
Fuck this gay Earth.
>>673652085
Underrated post.
>>673648899
If my kid wanted Pepsi instead of Coke, I would too send him to a mental institution. We have all the Coke we want, but some people want Pepsi. Conclusion, they are normal in the head.
>>673649360
>>673643350
mfw OP and that femanon look nothing like those drawings. Those drawings are handsome people. These people are probably fat and ugly.
>>673664191
do you always do that?
>you are an attention whore
>no u are
thats pretty childish
who said it wasnt real?
I had it
or have it rather, im still on meds
what Im asking why are you people depressed when you could take medication for it?
like that girl anon who never responded to my question
why are you depressed and not taking meds?
also, I never wanted to kill myself, my depression made me unable to feel stuff
I was never happy or sad, I didnt cry when my grandfather died and I loved him
honestly It had its upsides
when I stop taking my pills I feel like shit
I know it exists
>>673649601
Well you're right about some people claiming depression to seek attention, but depression is a very real thing. When the brain has a lack of Serotonin it will cause mood instability (or static moods), anxiety, lack of motivation, low sex drive, and many types of eating disorders. If the brain continues to produce insufficient serotonin the brain will eventually stop trying to produce the right amount of Serotonin and lead to permanent depression. Psychology isn't a pseudoscience, read about it before you claim that depression is fake. Also for those of you with actual depression, get help before it's too late.
>>673668447
Hey now, there are probably plenty of skinny and ugly people in this thread.
>>673669014
But I'm skiny and pretty.
>>673668447
>>673669014
Skinny and Kinda decent looking checking in
(It's the inside that counts and i'm trash)
>>673669014
You rang?
>>673669140
Get the fuck out of here
>>673660448
You're cutting me deep anon. Why is it so hard to just find someone who loves me and who I love? Why does that need to be complicated and hard? I don't understand......
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hx_lcdrhhA&feature=youtu.be&t=59
>>673669014
Good looking twink who just likes to read sad things reporting in.
>>673643904
That happened to me. Only that I was the guy throwing away her heart (without being aware of it as I was too autistic to make a move when she voiced her feelings). Why did I have to have anxiety, lack of self-esteem...
Now at 31yo, I still think about her. She's probably married, and I'm nothing at all for her..
But I still think of her.
>>673643350
Pretty accurate.
Realized recently how bothersome socializing is for me; I mean I'd love to have some friends to hang out with regularly and a gf, but it just isn't for me.
Just fuck it you know, some people are just different and I've been fairly good with it in recent months. Occasionally the loneliness hits but I'm just human.
>>673669140
Is it sad that I actually feel pretty? Not hot, cute, or handsome. I'm a pretty ass dude. Completely straight. Just pretty. Only get hit on by 15 yr old chicks and the gays.
Finally over my depression at 29. My advice:
>workout
No, not for a big gym body to attract sluts, not for confidence, but just to get you in shape. Being skinny doesn't mean you're in shape. After just 2 weeks of mild workouts, you'll have more energy.
I say this because I've always had a fit, lean body. Always considered myself "in shape" since I could easily bike 10 miles to the liquor store. In truth I was basically living like a starving model. Being tired, lethargic, and unmotivated makes depression so much worse. For me it was the first massive roadblock to fixing things, and one I'd never noticed since I've always been sorta active.
No need for major diet changes, you can eat whatever so long as you're working out. I do recommend cutting the really unhealthy shit like energy drinks and booze, but you don't have to.
>make friends
This is hard I know, especially if you've been living neet or introverted for long periods of time. There's no easy solution here, putting yourself back out into the world is social anxiety torture, but it has to be done.
Finding the right job did it for me. I realized how much I fucking hated white-collar type jobs and the people in them. Most are superficial and all of them plaster on that fake happiness, so talking to them about depression wasn't an option. Couldn't even talk about bad parts of your life since they prided themselves on having picture-perfect picket fence lives. Now I work with wage-slaves and it's great. People on the bottom rung are the most down-to-earth, least judgmental you will ever meet.
>learn to be alone
This you'll have to figure out on your own, but it's key. When you're not hanging with friends, learn to be alone and enjoy yourself instead of dwelling on shit. Friends help push the bad thoughts out, but once you're alone you have to keep them out.
Good luck guys.
>>673669298
I'm sorry anon-kun
But I am glad you feel the same way I do
>>673669972
What about SZ?
>>673669972
>I say this because I've always had a fit, lean body. Always considered myself "in shape" since I could easily bike 10 miles
>Being tired, lethargic, and unmotivated makes depression so much worse.
Fuck dude this sounds like me, I've got a slim build, not big or small, probably a little underweight but dude you remind me of myself
I am >>673660448
>>673669978
At least we have each other.
Anyone else get into a TV show when they go through a breakup? This was a particularly bad breakup. Good episode though.
>>673667985
God fucking damn it.
>>673649601
You should speak to a psychiatrist
I keep getting worse everyday. All I do is basically homework, study and gym everyday.
My girlfriend of four years broke up with me a few months back, at the worst time possible.
I graduate with my CS degree in two months, but I had to take a shitton of classes in order to finish this semester.
Basically forcing myself to work in depression all the time, can't socialize, see friends or anything. My spare time goes to the gym, without it I would break down.
I have a great job offer that pays very well starting in the summer, in a big new city. I can finally move out, afford an upscale aparment and a new car. I am finally getting swole and people are noticing. It has slowly started hurting less.
I feel like I am going to make it. We are all going to make it.
Currently listening to this by myself, on a Saturday night, while I take a short break.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yPvCzksn2gQ&ebc=ANyPxKo3yAWG1af-0459TFuZoH55zUK83TDpf14f708ODPVyogj7i_AQ0_kOsjDAzcjjosyLKM__uOwTjEO5TasjD-80Y3ahaw
>>673667985
>cuck
>>673669520
what the fuck happened?
Except anime & vidya
>>673671721
dude im 30 years old
>single
>live with my parents
>share a bedroom with a faggot
>had a girlfriend
>was engaged
>found out the night i proposed she cheated on me weeks earlier
>she broke it off
all i have in my life right now is my job and vidya games, ex still comes around when she wants help with her college homework sometimes acts like she still loves me and occasionally we fuck... i've gotten so used to women cheating on me it pissed her off when i said "ok... so?" i've made too many mistakes in the past and i am paying for them now. i just hope one day i will live my dream of getting out of my parents house
>>673672443
This is how I feel playing fighting games against people who actually know how to play them
>>673672606
How?
>>673649601
There are two types of people who are depressed.
Medically depressed people, and depressed people because of certain situations.
I was diagnosed with depression, I get really depressed every 2 months or so, it usually lasts two weeks but can last longer.
I'm with you, people who call themselves depressed are weak.
>>673672728
Last panel
>>673643350
I miss her.
Listening to NIN´s "A Warm Place" everytime I think of her and how our love would never be.
>>673673109
Yeah, Cassie was a great character.
>>673673253
not Cas, although yeah she was lovely,
[i]her.[/i]
the one I watched season one with.
>>673652658
Yup xanax fucked up my dick, takes an hour to cum and I go limp 3/4 of the time during
>>673653847
Says the guy posting some anime with little girls that you probably jerk off too
>>673674217
You were molested by your father?
Anyone else in here bipolar?
>cycling since about 11 or 12
>never medicated, just learned coping skills from loving parents
>manic swings keep me sociable
>smoke herb when shit gets out of hand
I can tell when I'm swinging towards a depression because I'll start randomly thinking about killing myself for no good reason.
>>673674217
Post all of it
>>673675150
Tell me more. My gf is bipolar but medicated so I'd love to know every aspect of what you're going through.
>>673671721
>I have the motivation to study and work out
Fuck off
>>673659234
I know the struggle. To top it off I'm going bald.
I'm ops PIC. I drove her away.
>>673671721
>I keep getting worse
>I'm about to land a good paying job and move out
I would punch you in the fuckin mouth if I could
>>673646351
>>673668447
Does that matter? You're probably fat and ugly too. Everyone deserves something.
>>673658674
I'm glad i lived that
It was soooooooooo gooood
Shame on you, virgin loosers ~~ cya
